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60 Questions aboyt Valztcryl

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Not enough people follow me to get people to ask these and I want to infodump so congrats you haven't the need to work for it!

[1] What first impression do they typically make? Are they likeable from the get go, or take time to grow on people?

He is very Charasmatic so people do tend to like him, maybe it is mainly because they have some fear of him because he has a look about him. But he tries to be likable and he has the skill to do so.

[2] How does their social personality differ from how they act when they’re alone?

When he is in a socual setting he is very outgoing and talkative, generally plesant to talk with even if a bit odd.

Alone or with someone he is close with, he is quiet and doesn't speak much. He enjoys comfortable silence. He might say something here or there but never a full conversation unless the other wants one.

[3] What emotion is the hardest for them to deal with?

He has trouble controlling his anger, he is very aggressive even if it is only passive. He tries to keep collected to keep up appearances but when alone he might break a few things.

[4] How physically and emotionally affectionate they are?

He is very physically affectionate with small touches or anything like that. He can be emotionally affectionate at times. He doesn't find it easy to come up with encouraging words. One of his many flaws it would seem, his charisma can never help him with coming up with good words but making his words sound better. He understands that when he is close to someone it is better to just be there sometimes rather than speak.

[5] Are they good at keeping secrets?

If you tell him something he likely will put it in the back of his mind and not think of it a whole lot until it is perdenant. He wouldn't tell a soul anyways, he doesn't see a need to.

[6] How direct are they in conversations, do they speak in hints and riddles or bluntly say what they think?

He is brutally honest more than not, If need be he will speak around the subject and hint at it. Most times he is straight foreward and he gets away with it a lot of times.

[8] How open they are about their true feelings, both positive and negative?

Honestly it depends if he doesn't know you he won't. He will be passive aggressive towards you, until you prove his pre concieved notion about you wrong. Very difficult to do but it has happened a few times.

If he knows you he will communicate unless he feels he is being ridiculous and he attempts to get over it. It doesn't always work and he will bring it up when he thinks it is a good time.

[9] What is their love language?

Gift giving, he likes giving people things to show he cares. An example of this is him gifting Astarion art of himself so he can see his face. Maybe through someone elses eyes but himself none the less. He also enjoys physical affection and Acts of Service he finds it easier than words. "A sincere action can say more than a hundred pretty words." as he would say. He prefers to show his affection.

[10] How quickly do they fall for someone?

It can be hard for him to get close to someone. If there is something, small or big that just clicks for him he will fall head over heels for someone. It hasn't happened but once.

[11] What are small things that make them happy?

He enjoys attention quite a bit. He likes being waited on hand and foot it makes him feel special and he believes he deserves no less.

[12] How high is their self-esteem?

Very high, he believes he is as good as a god.

He quite literally is born of a god but that is not the point.

[13] What kind of sense of humor do they have, if any?

A terrible one, very innapropriate. He thinks tragedy is hilarious but he does pretend to laugh at other things.

[14] What does it take to make them laugh, and what does their laugh sound like?

A terribly innapropriately timed joke. His laugh isn't "cute" he cackles loudly and it is kind of difficult to make him laugh and not just chuckle. Some think it is a great laugh others think it is grating and innapropriate. Honestly I cannot understand how hw makes people like him.

[15] How do they act around people they don't like?

He is passive aggressive so he ignores them and scoffs. He might say an insult or two that many wouldn't pick up on cause he says it so politely.

[16] Do they easily rely on others to help them out, or prefer doing everything themselves?

He loves it when people do things for him, he expects no less from people. He activley demands it of most with a few exceptions. With thpse few exceptions he might beg a bit and do some convincing but it isn't required.

[17] What is their biggest struggle that no one around them is able to understand or believe?

His hunger for roasted dwarf, nobody gets it like he does...It is his favorite.

[18] Do they ever have to hide their identity and for what reason?

He hides his identity of Bhaalspawn even if he denied his father he will always have his blood. He doesn't associate with him and he has always hated him more than anything. Years of suffering was caused by him and he never wants people to associate him with Bhaal. He likes Jaheira but he finds it annoying when she mentions him being a Bhaalspawn but everyone has their flaws.

[19] If they could change one thing about their past, what would they change?

He wouldn't have vhanged a thing, he may have suffered but where is is now after the suffering is the happiest he has ever been. He may not remember his time as a Bhaalspawn but it is for the better he doesn't want to remember. He does miss hsi memories he had with his mother. He knows of her but he cannot remember her face only the red she clothed herself in. But he knows a sacrifice must be made and nothing he could do with her memory could bring her back.

[20] When they’re sad or upset, do they need company or some time alone?

It depends he enjoys the company of very few when he is upset. He prefers to be alpne to process things and then when he does he enjoys the support of others.

[21] When they’re sick, would they want others to visit and take care of them, or they would rather prefer not to be seen at not their best?

Only by Astarion or a servant would he allow himself to be seen while sick. He doesn't like to be seen at his worst but he likes to be taken care of and given comfort.

[22] Do they have nightmares, and if yes, when did they start and what are they usually about?

Sometimes he does when he is particularly stressed about his father. He will have a nightmare or two about being forced to go back into his old ways.

[23] What was the worst, the darkest period of their life that they have been through?

When he lost control of himself the first time after he believed he was free. In the Druids Circle he dedicated himself to while trying to rid himself of his father he lost control and killed his mentor and he left out of fear and ran back to his fathers clutch. Everything went downhill from there. He was trapped in his own body comstantly and feared that he would have to die for his fathers bidding. He never felt so hopeless and weak.

[24] How hard it is for them to not allow their emotions to cloud their judgement?

[25] Do they have fears and phobias, and if they do, do they usually keep it to themselves or talk about it openly?

He fears going back to his old ways and the ocean. He doesn't enjoy being at the mercy of a wrathful goddess, He already has been at the mercy of a Wrathful god. He has only mentioned it a couple times, Once to Halsin and once to Astarion. Nobody else knows about his fear of the Sea. Everyone can guess his fear of who he is when he lost control.

[26] Do they have any physical or mental ilness, how do they handle it and how open they are about it?

He has BPD and PSTD, he doesn't even know it. He can't be open about something he doesn't know. He doesn't attempt to hide his symptoms unless it makes him look weak.

[27] Do they have any scars, how did they get them and how do they feel about them?

He has one on each hand from when he tried to shield his face from Orin which proved useless. He likes them it makes him feel like a "Martyr" in some way, A divine sacrifice that they failed to be rid of. It reminds him that he cannot be killed so easily. It reminds him of his second chance and without them he wouldn't be where he is now

[28] What is something that they will never be able to forgive?

Betrayl from his father and all three of the Abosloutes "Chosen". He feels strong hatered for all three. A much more bittersweet hatered for Orin.

[29] How do they deal with loss, stress and anger?

He feels all three very strongly, they drive him to his goals but he does get overwhelmed by them and breaks down.

[30] What are their most healthy and most unhealthy coping mechanisms?

Reflection and alone time in nature is his most healthy way of coping and getting revenge and lashing out is his most unhealthy way of coping.

[31] How hard it is for them to own up to their mistakes and wrongdoings?

He doesn't like it, He is not used to owning up to things whem they are his fault. He is used to being able to blame his father or his Urge but now he can't and it is very difficult for him to do.

[32] Is there something they've done in the past that they deeply regret till this day?

Killing his mentor, She was very important to him and filled a void in his spirit when his mother was assasinated. He wishes he could take it back but there is nothing he can do so he has to live with it. The only way for him to make it up to her is to live by her teaching and teach them to others.

[33] What are one of their fondest and most treasured memories?

All of them he can remember, He doesn't take one for granted because he knows they can be gone in an instant.

[34] Do they have vices they don't want others to know about?

He still enjoys killing, but he doesn't like to admit that. It is something he attempts not to do but when he does he cannot help but feel joy and accomplishment.

[35] Do they like their own appearance, and what do they do, if anything, to alter it in any way?

He is very fond of his appearance and he takes very good care of himself. He is very particular about how he does his hair, his makeup wjatever he does to his appearance to make him look flawless and put together.

[36] Do they own items that have sentimental value?

The rings he found on corpses in the shadow curse. He thinks it is a beautiful way to remember those who were lost to time. Why not keep using the rings as a sign of love and affection? Surely they wouldn't mind, they are dead after all.

[37] How would they spend a lazy day when they have nothing specific to do?

Resting, reading, going outside and petting a few cats. All his favorite things to do.

[38] What do they usually do or where do they go when they need to feel comfortable and safe?

He likes to be home or in a forest.

[39] What is their sleeping habits and favorite sleeping position, either alone and with someone?

He enjoys a good cuddle, He likes to be close to someone and feel their warmth or lack there of...He likes the preassure of it it is calming. He likes to hear their breathing and feel the way they chest rises and falls or how their snoring makes their body vibrate. He also likes to sleep in wildshape as a cat, He enjoys the vibration of purrs, he also likes cuddling with cats as well. He adores cats they are such lovely creatures.

[40] How picky they are with food, do they have specific dietary requirements based on their health or culture?

He doesn't eat roasted dwarf very often or red meat. He mainly eats fish and poultry for meats and on special occasions he eats red meat. More often post campaign cause of Astarion. He likes to have a balanced diet, it helps his appearance look perfect and well adjusted.

[41] What’s their usual morning routine?

Get up stare at a wall or the ceiling for 30 minutes, get ready for the day, eat breakfast and then get to work doing the things he needs to do.

[42] What is their idea of a perfect friendly hangout and/or romantic date?

He likes picnics or just staying home and doing their own things but together. He is not picky when it comes to dates but he doesn't complain when Astarion decides to go all out.

[43] Do they enjoy flirting or being flirted with?

Before being in a commited relationship? Yes, he loved the attention he got. He thrived on it. After getting into a commited relationship? Not really, it mainly makes him laugh because their advances and attempts are hopeless and he thinks desperation is funny.

[44] On a party, where would you find them?

Mingling, drinking or just clinging to Astarion observing. He mostly does all those things while clinging.

[45] For an event, would they dress like they typically do, or go all out?

He goes all out, he wouldn't dare be seen doing any less for an event.

[46] Would they rather dress to look attractive or to feel comfortable, and what would they never wear?

He is attractive always, but he would rather be comfortable at home. He still wears nice clothing thta is comfortable and he still aims to look presentable.

[47] Do they drink alcohol, and if they do, how much and how often?

He regularly drinks, but not to the point of being an alcholic.

[48] Are they, or were they at some point in their life, a part of any subculture?

Does being a Druid count? If so then yes.

[49] Do they possess any unexpected skill or knowledge that surprises others, and otherwise, what is something anyone would assume they know or can do, but in fact they don’t?

He is very good at sketching and painting, he regularly paints nature, people he cares about and a self portrait here and there.

[50] What are they really good and really bad at?

He is very good at public speaking, but he is not the best cook in the world. It is edible but it isn't always enjoyable. It is always too salty or not enough...If it is perfectly salted it is burnt...It is usually mediocre though.

[51] How good are they with money?

He was born in nobility so he does spend it like it is nothing but he has a lot of it!

[52] Do they speak any other languages aside from their own?

He speaks Common and Elvish. He can also speak to animals but all druids can.

[53] Do they like to sing and how confident they are with their singing?

He doesn't and he won't.

[54] Do they like giving gifts, and how good are they at picking good gifts?

He is very good at gift giving and picking gifts he is very observant on what they like and don't like. He might mess up a few times but it is the thought that counts![55] How long does it take for them to make a new place feel like home, and what do they need for it?

[56] How would they react to hearing a dirty joke?

A bad one, he would side eye you. A good one? He would laugh.

[57] What was the most stupid or dangerous thing they have ever done?

Denying his father.

[58] In the situation where they had to choose, would they rather stay loyal to their morals or to people they love?

The people he loves, morals can change and be replaced but not the people he cares for.

[59] What would they want to be remembered for?

Him being better than his past and doing what most thought impossible.

[60] If they were to commit a crime, what kind of crime would it most likely be?

Murder, embezzelment and tax evasion.

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