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[asterdeer]

people will be very smug about anxiety disorders, even/especially if they have a mild one, and say "you have to do the scary thing, then you'll teach yourself it's not actually scary, you just have to do the thing instead of giving in to your anxiety ['like i did, you fucking baby' being the subtext]" but i've been picking up my own medication for around a decade now and it's never gotten easier. i still avoid it until or past the very last minute. sometimes the meds go back on the shelf because i can't face two minutes of interface with the pharmacist in the drive-thru, an interface i have carried out dozens upon dozens of times already, an interface i know full well will not kill me or bring shame upon my family name. no one tells you what happens then. no one has their flippant easy answers for when you HAVE been doing the scary thing and it's still fucking scary. "it's okay if you fall, just make sure you get back up again!" I HAVE GOTTEN UP MORE TIMES THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW. so why am i not happy now, dr. youtube comment. why am i not normal, professor tumblr user. dipshit.

[kenapiece-main]

Can you believe I'm having to make this meme even after successfully finishing up taxes and applying to job

[jakegyllenbaalz]

this movie is making me insane

[11o8x4]

so where do i go from here?

[chez-cinnamon]

Nervous Caine my beloved, you draw him so well

Thank you!! Get very used to seeing him that way-

Despite being an AI, Caine displays a lot of anxiety and self deprecating symptoms, and being an AI, he does NOT know how to handle these feelings healthily. Also since I HC him as autistic, or displaying symptoms akin to autism, it makes understanding these negative emotions much harder, as well as expressing them.

Thankfully, he finds comfort in someone who really understands his feelings-

[green--tea-owo]

[letsventstuff]

This feeling of nothingness is gnawing at my bones again.

[statuetochka]

❤️‍🩹

[loki-hargreeves]

If you ever doubt your own fanfics, just remember that the umbrella academy season 4 exists and it was approved by multiple people

[sop-soap]

Making a web weave seemed fun. Here’s one about being “masks the whole way down” (@/notquiteaghost) or something along those lines

Song is Metaphor by the crane wives

[y0urnewhyperfixation]

"And don't you dare leave me still in love with you. Nothing's fair when love is war."

[slavhew]

artblock busters

[dinoswordsb]

Ugh !!!!!!!!!!!! lol

[girldriveroscar]

sigh. boxer oscar

[p1nkpaper]