#UNTIL WE BREAK THE WALLS
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ruhgh the pilot. the pilotttt.......... the patient getting wilson to reflect on house's actions and he barely has to examine before determining with a little smile that "yeah, he cares about me :) " like it's such a little thing. utterly precious. but also very smoothly gets the audience to think similarly: people will say anything, it's what they do that really shows what they mean and how they feel. love is a verb love is a doing word
#house md#the pilot is sooo strong#very pretty too but that's not here nor there rn#and like you understand on a surface level how all the stuff house does raises hell around the hospital#particularly wrt a patient's treatment#like yeah he does malpractice and he can be caustic which to any passerby would look like he's torturing people for the hell of it#but we see it all go down from house's perspective so we see how thoroughly he dedicates himself to his patients#he'll run tests ON HIMSELF if he must if it will benefit the patient#he'll speak carefully yet not mince his words if he talks to the patient 1 on 1. he DOES want them to get better. whatever that entails#he cares. just not in a way that is typical or even believable at times#and caring about wilson???? EXTREMELY OBVIOUS but only if you like. Get house#son of coma guy shows this mutated endearment be reciprocated#by way of house urging wilson to leave so he's safe from legal harm when. yknow#“i don't want to push this until it breaks”#only then for wilson to go and establish an alibi for BOTH of them#aouruurhghhghh i'm going to start punching HOLES IN THE WALLS
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Imelda x Poppy🥹💓
#I am LIVING for all of the Imelda posts I’m seeing lately what is this🥹💓🙏#this was so fast please excuse the messiness !!!!!!!!#Im currently listening to no rain by blind melon until the title comes true 😤#(could be until tomorrow idk)#ajsjskejdjjdjenz jajajajaja omg#as i was typing up these dumb hashtags#someone knocked on my window (I live on the second floor so 🤔 I was so confused��)#a worker got stuck in my patio and he didn’t have keys LMAO#he saw me sitting in the window drawing and so he climbed up the wall to see if he could come through my apartment and get back to where he#needed to be bc nobody lives below me😂😂😂😂😂😂#as he walked through he complimented the gym we have set up in our apartment LMAO IT WAS SO AWKWARD🙏🙏#I will be locking my windows from now on🙏🙏🙏 at least hasta que terminen las obras 😭😭😭😂😂#what if he breaks into my apartment to work out!!😨 (he was really nice poor guy…this is obv a joke)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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I gotta be honest, the ending of JJK isn’t doing it for me. It feels underwhelming. And before anyone freaks tf out and tells me that I “can’t read” or that I “didn’t understand the point of JJK” I can promise you that I did. I understand and I can read between the lines and make inferences. I can also promise you that I know just because the ending isn’t my cup of tea, does not mean that the ending is objectively bad. I get all of that.
And yet, I still think the execution was fumbled and I think that’s a bummer. In a desperate need to be *different* from the rest of Shonen manga, I think the last 10-15ish chapters have felt incredibly similar to the rest of the genre. At least, in my opinion they have.
Argue with the wall if this post pissed you off. I’m allowed to post my opinion on my blog.
#jjk 269#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk ramblings#I know we have a few more chapters left but those chapters aren’t going to fix anything for me#it’s fine I guess#I just personally don’t mesh with it#honestly it feels like a big disappointment imo#people are also really acting like you’re an illiterate moron if you didn’t like the direction gege took the story#like is this the acotar fandom?#are we not allowed to criticize a piece of media??#it’s been weird to see people JUMP DOWN other people’s throats because they dared to criticize the story#when the reality is that it reads like Gege didn’t know what to do and he rambled and rambled and rambled until he had enough#argue with the wall if you disagree#I’m not going to deal with people sending me hate for voicing an opinion.#honestly I’ve kinda felt this way since the culling games started#I almost wish gege had taken some time off and regrouped#I would have preferred JJK took another year to finish because Gege was on a break than this#jujutsu kaisen#gege akutami
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wait a second. yasmina isolating herself on an island as a trauma response and sammy struggling to bridge the physical and emotional distance between them as a result? NOW WHERE HAVE I HEARD THIS SONG BEFORE ...
#this is assuming the yasammy relationship issues allegations prove to be true ofc#which we wont know until the premiere#but if that IS the direction yasammy's relationship is going in jwct .......#BENRIUS STOP PARALLELING THE CANON COUPLES CHALLENGE#(also yes i know it's not a one-to-one comparison)#(because yasmina's response is more akin to classic PTSD symptoms)#(while ben's was more like. deluding himself into believing that staying on nublar was GOOD for him)#(but in both situations they're trying to protect themselves emotionally)#(and it comes down to darius and sammy to break through the walls they've built around themselves)#jwct spoilers#mango roars
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louis should release a mv of sorts for kmm live with footage of the chile concerts and a montage of the fan project all over the world
#lthq hear me out#since that's the one song on the vinyl that we don't have anywhere else#it's perfect#actually there's otb too but either way#and also a cute way to say bye to the era(s)#i know it started in the walls era but fitf came without a break practically so it all comes together really#he'll probably be away for a minute until lt3 so#they clearly have enough footage if those little clips they were releasing are anything to go by
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Like I know its the point but pulling a 'the big reveal is that there was no big reveal' is like
My brother in christ you can't just keep on introducing endless mysteries without answering at least one of them in a relatively satisfying manner
Edging is only good if you let us bust
#dw spoilers#like since characters are breaking the fourth wall just have one of them go 'we will anwer these in season 2 but until then fuck you lmao'#LIKE THATS THE VIBE LMFAO#SO MANY TIDBITS JUST LEFT TO TEASE SEASON 2#LIKE. SO MANY MENTIONS OF SUSAN AND ITS JUST??? A SEASON 2 TEASE???? IF IM GENEROUS????#MRS FLOOD? SEASON 2
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nagito komaeda my deranged homie for the next like 24 hours.
#until he finds out i am not a talented student and decides that i actually deserve death#the duality of man#i love how he goes wow wouldnt it be heheahah if we were in a game atleast we wont be in danger for now#which is technically true#breaking the fourth wall love that for him#poor hajime did not stand A CHANCE.#ooc.
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hi hella I read the first 2 chapters of aftg and this is how it went
ok tbh I was planning on going further than two chapters like I said I'm in a mountain shack rn internet isn't always great and also my dad would prefer that I'm not constantly on my phone so I was SUPPOSED to do more reading. but. tee bee h. I got through 2 chapters and was like oh I'm so fucking bored let me get on tumblr again
okay but your commentary is so fucking funny
#half the things bugging you are making me want to bash my head into a wall bc im like. you cannot even begin to fathom andrew joseph minyard#but then the other half are totally valid points bc alas this series is INSANE so i literally have no right to be here like 'ACTUALLY-'#goddddd i cant do this i quite literally fucking cant#'tf does he mean aaron's mother' THE VOICES THE FUCKING VOICES#book 1 is objectively boring like fuck all actually happens until the last chapter but oh my godddd i want you to keep reading so bad#like one of the best things about how andrew's character was written (NEVER thought id say that. fuck you nora)#is that we dont actually understand WHY he's like that until like. a good way through book 2 and we're still figuring it out by book 3#like his backstory is ripped from his bloody hands piece by torturous piece while he actively tries to bite the reader#esp bc he does not catch a fucking break. like it's not past-tense 'this is why he's like this'. bad shit continues to happen#so book 1 andrew just does not even compare to the full picture like i want you to know him SO BAD#but i also totally understand the desire to Not Want To Read These Godforsaken Books#im in PURGATORY#ask#aftg
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I'm just a LITTLE GUY what the HELL did I do to deserve all this bullshit
#vent#see. i think we found the breaking point#it just took >my dog getting cancer >my parents making my dog being put down about their marriage??? >finals week#>parents saying transphobic shit >people on the INTERNET saying transphobic shit >unsure scheduling for my dog being put down#because my mom insists on coming but doesnt want to take off work so he has to suffer until Friday#the DAY before my birthday#>being breifly convinced the internet is going out for decades and ill never see my dear friends again#wwHHagaAYAAAAAAAUYGHHGHHHHHHHHFFF AARGRGRGRGGGGGRG AAAAAAAAA punches the wall punches the wqll#WHEN DOES IT GET BETTER. IM TIRED#oh not to mention >Tux attacking my dog for no damn reason when he LITERALLY CANT WALK
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being a busy ass student with student journalism gigs on one hand and comm academic shit on the other is very interesting because with the jam-packed life I live I only really get to breathe at like late lAAATE night when no one can bother me about my responsibilities other than myself. that being said that's also when creative brain goes into overdrive and now misfits finally has the final draft of its opening number woo
#so heres the thing kasi the opening number of that damn project hAS BEEN THE HARDEST TO WRITE#i believe at this point there had been morethan 10 drafts gjdjd because like heres the thing with that number specifically#misfits is a fourth wall breaky show within a show and the 5 narrators (and 1 misfit which i'll get to in a bit) knowingly perform#to appease the audience. hence the opening number throughout the years has reflected that - a performance that breaks the barrier between#audience and stage. even when misfits wasnt a show withjn a show concept this had always been the general treatment so that the audience#actually GETS whats happening - but i always come to changing it because well i also wanted to add foreshadowing factors: somehing that#suggests that the show isn't actually all that it seems. previous drafts had this show through the typical Tagalog - Real#and English - Scripted element in the show - language being used to determine authenticity. however that begs the question of how to#properly utilize the Misfits in the opening number - given that two of them dont know about the Show while the other is confused#and then at 2 am i remembered Hermes from Hadestown and boop a lightning bulb#instead of opting for opening numbers that had hints of sabotage or theatrical malfunctions that suggests that the show is Not What It Seems#i thought - why not have it 'malfunction' at the start and have it introduce the wrong character first 5 minutes before the Narrators come#so basically after the Producers (represented through um P.A. voices smth like that) welcome everyone - what is supposed to be the#introduction of the Narrators first ends up as the introduction of the 3rd Misfit (Zeke - 18 - nb) who appears genuinely lost#they appear genuinely in distress though they keep themselves composed at the realization that they are facing an Audience#and they Know this because he was formerly a Narrator as well - though at this point in the story nobody (bar one) knows that#they decide to take their time in chatting with the audience while charming them using their old Narrator tactics in order to get a grip on#whats going on - being a first step towards how involved the audience will be in the story as Zeke then goes to question them outwardly on#the morals of the story they expect and whether it is ethical to have children forcibly conform to religion in the first place#but they do so in an entertaining Bo Burnham manner - a way that doesnt catch people off guard until They Want To - because ayun he#plays by the rules of the show#this doesnt seem like the 'opening number' yet does it but im getting there fjd because once they sense that the narrators will be on stage#as a memento they teach them to sing a melody that will serve as Zeke's motif - something that will eventually scare the lead Narrator and#the Producers - because whenever the motif is sung it means that someone has Broken a Significant Part of the show#especially since the Motif was um lets say its from a now defunct show the Producers and Zeke and the Lead Narrator used to have#that melody will then be subtly present throughout the entire opening number of the Narrators - which will then be played straight#but with the Misfits make their pre-official-introduction appearances by forming the bridge of the opener using the Motif#thats when we learn of the show being compromised from the very start - especially with the lyrics of the motif expressing doubt in faith#personal shit (ran out of tags whoops but um yea basically its Have The Audience Have A Hint to Whats Going On Through Recognizable Motifs)#(also the motif the audience learns is a melody - Zeke (and the lead narrator) changes the lyrics as they go) (also sorry for the ramble)
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Soon im rly gonna do it
#🕸️#sui mention#< in the tags tho cuz it feels nicer to talk abt this in tags than in the post itself cuz to me posts are like talking normally but tags are#like whispering? talking you can tune out if you want but whispering is rather more voluntary to say it doesnt matter however#every single year passes and i wish i didnt live in each and every one of them i feel disconnected dissatisfied empty disappointed every day#it can be a small part of a day or a bigger but its still there clenching onto me like and never letting go im tired of it theres always a#wall between me and otyer ppl im unsure if i put it there or was it put there by other ppl but its there and even if anyone tries to reach#into it do i understand how even if close are we really far away it makes me understand just how much of an abnormality i am and how much i#cant ever be like them no matter how much i try and climb and crawl until i bleed its exhausting its maddening#almost everything i do is shaped by spite i wear one bracelet for years out of spite i dont smoke out of spite i dont shave my hands not#only because im normal abt body hair but also out of spite the more i know ppl the spiteful i get only way for me to truly like someone is#to keep them at a lenght outside that wall if they get in then theres only two choices for them to dislike me or even hate my entire being#or me to shove them back out without ever letting them get in#coworkers say im a nice kind person but im not its all just a facade to make my life easier and to suit myself im hateful but i dont believe#its entirely my fault after all they will to my face make fun of. laugh at. and hate everything of me they would see in other ppl that dont#hide it deep within like i do and then it rly hits me how different abnormal foul disgusting and unnatural i am#im hit with his every talk that goes on too long every word that keeps going every touch every expression every comment made on my behalf#its exhausting to live this way i fear im near my limit i havent reached it but who knows when i will#i sometimes dream of doing it and leaving behind a note wishing nothing but painful suffering to everyone i ever knew irl but i dont want to#do that to my best friends and my dog but who knows how long its left before the thread breaks#thats all like comment and subscribe if you personally would do me a favor by taking me out back and shooting me
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imagine being will and getting stalked on your way home one night which leads to you finding yourself in a hell dimension that you are then hunted, starved, and died in, only to eventually be revived and brought back home. but... you're not really home, because whatever died within you left a space in you that the king of hell has made it his mission to fill.
you keep finding yourself back in hell any time you're alone, but you're not really alone because he's always in your shadow just on the other side, calling you back to him. you know of the evil he plans to do and while you don't know your place in all of this you do know that he allegedly doesn't want to hurt you. and yet... he still does. you run, you stand your ground, and you scream at him to go away, but it isn't enough and he doesn't. he's within you now, having infected your each and every cell until there is nothing within you that is truly yours. not your thoughts, not your body, nothing. he's controlling you and pushing you out of your own mind and body until its all his to do with as he pleases.
the people who love you most eventually get him out of you, but it's no use. he's still there, having melded himself to you somewhere beyond what the eye can see, but that you can still feel. he's in your very center, in the place where only you should reside. everyone else gets to be who they are, but not you. not anymore.
ever since you came back, even before he used a shadow monster to physically enter you, you've been willandhenry, not will. he can no longer move you, sure, but it's still just like before: you feel what he feels as he feels it, as if you're one. his pain, his rage, and his undying, steadfast ambition—all of it, everything, completely and entirely awful and grotesque as it is, lives and beats within you as it does him. him: a living, breathing, and all-powerful intrusive thought made reality and that you cannot will away no matter what you and everyone you love does.
like. Literally Okay . will byers aka strongest person ever because i would've clocked out five minutes into this unending nightmare. tfw the horrors are not just around you but especially loud and unrelenting within you + are you still happening there inside your body + am i a man still or is this what it means to be a monster + i want to go back to before there was a before and after, i want to be me again, i want to be a boy and not know the things that i know + feeling like a mistake because everyone gets to move on but you because you're always the outlier you're always the anomaly in everything no matter what i just. Okay . literally okay!!!!!
#big wall of text not sorry and also not rereading u get what u get and u don't get upset <3#the horrors are literally unending#i'm a 'time stopped in the upside down because will has never been able to move on from that night' truther#which is why they used 'coming of age' as one of the descriptions for his s5 arc and harp on his connection with the UD + time stop#and why they've always talked about him being nostalgic n him wanting to go back to old times#'joyce says time is funny like that: emotions can make it speed up or slow down' like cmonnnnnnnnn CMONNNNNN#time stopped because will hasn't been able to move on and he won't be able to until henry is dead dead dead!!!!!#until the cycle breaks until the gate is deadlocked and melded shut never to be open again!!!!#until he is allowed to have ownership of his body again!!! until he can be just will!!!!!!#and also other freaky deaky stuff tht we have yet to learn but like . u kno#mine#will
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did you guys know that uummm.. it kills me not to know this, but ive all but just forgotten what the color of her eyes were, and her scars or how she got them. as the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping, through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten....
#THWERE IS NO RECONCILLIATION THAT WILL PUT ME IN MY PLACE#AND THERE IS NO TIME LIKE THE PRESENT TO DRINK THESE DRAINING SECONDS#SELDOM DO THESE WORDS RING TRUE WHEN IM CONSTANTLY FAILING YOU#WALLS THAT WE JUST CANT BREAK THROUGH UNTIL WE DISAPPEAR#SO TELL ME NOW! IF THIS AINT LOVE THAN HOW DO WE GET OUT1#CUZ I DONT KNOOOWOWW#anyway...
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it is painful to learn the "normal" ways that people reasonably around my age were motivated to do things their parents wanted, ie chores or getting good grades in school. this is a pain that has built over time because, seeing it around me as a kid, i could reason that maybe every single one of my friends were just spoiled. but, eerily, every time it seems the topic of motivating children comes up in whatever conversation is bringing it up, it seems like. and it still feels presumptuous to say. but most people as children were rewarded for good behavior. the one i was most envious of as a child was that multiple of my friends got paid money for getting As, and it was actually very shocking to me to find out that that is at least kind of a little more universal than i really really was sure it was not, but that's not the big thing that causes me pause now. generally, it seems, children are rewarded in some way for doing things their parents ask of them. writing and then stepping back and reading such a sentence makes me feel like an alien trying to puzzle out the function of the human pancreas lmfao but i dont know. in the wider conversations where this happens to come up, describing these motivators is never the point, which is maybe part of the difficulty for me. it's really hard to process that not everyone was doing what their parents said to do out of cold pure fear for their life. there's so many things it turns out other kids were getting. stickers and movie tickets and candy and praise and love. i am so sad.
#abuse tw#its hard to evensay because in a way somehow im still sure every single person is going to turn on me#despite this having been a long growing revelation based on things other people have said without it even being possible for me to have#influenced what they were saying i am like#deeply sure somehow that everyone will Know i really am just the entitled spoiled ungrateful one#idiot dont you know everyone gets screamed at and hit and chased down until theyre cowering with their back to the wall begging for mercy#all possible exits blocked because you didnt want to go out to eat with the rest of your family after church service? why would you even sa#something stupid like what you just did. you know it was right after all. just like when you got a B in that class you remember and you kno#you KNOW what happened was right#you only whine to other people because youre such a fucking bitch trying to smear the good name of your poor parents. they suffer to the da#<- in my mind i write this and immediately every person i know comes out of the shadows to say this to me because its what theyve believed#and known all along and then they all leave me and i die here#i probably need to go back to therapy but ive spent 5 years doing weekly sessions + months in an institute and i dont know if at this point#anything is going to help#5 years of my life 5 years#ive heard what feels like fucking everything#i crack open a work book or jusgt a like a normal book on the topic of (insert mental disorder) and i have already read it a billion fuckin#times and i keep up with the meditation and the journaling until it drives me freaking bonkers and i have to take a break from the frustrat#-on like WHAT do i do. at this point fuck it we ball + just make sure to stay on alert for snake oil salesmen bc i know im vulnerable#in this sort of position
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hey guys i had this idea maybe the curtains were just blue?
#this is such a funny comment to leave on a post where im not even spicing it up with my opinions of canon#like they did die and go to pops. it was narrated by jughead and we saw the jughead that narrates.#they did miss each other while being happy apart. there is a certain sinister ambiguity when jughead is seen narrating#while breaking the 4th wall (rivervale doing narrator jughead as a twilight zone reference for all its episodes)#which was up until the last ep the only time narrator jughead is not just a voice over#zzzzzz leave my post alone#+ they truthed destiel on tv almost 3 years ago. but thats a whole other thing#riverdale#thing
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literally referencing a medical textbook from 1865 rn just to talk about Larys bullshit and headcanons in the context of the gothic lit HOTD and the Dance both seem inspired by. does this warrant an “it’s so over.”
#i am thinking about medical orthopraxy. aka the precursor to orthopedics#aka breaking and resetting you skeleton until WE are happy because your scoliosis is sooooooo fugly we hate looking at it#it has a WHOLE SECTION DEDICATED TO CLUBFOOT#19th century western medical science is a brick wall i just keep smashing my teeth on. can’t help it.#text
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