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TWELVE KAY LETS FUCKING GO we are back to an even number i’m so glad ‼️‼️‼️‼️
#maybe i should do a dtiys i meant to do one for 10k but i never got around to it ☹️☹️☹️#there’s no time like the present yk what they say#ANYWAY THANK YOU GUYS SM sorry i haven’t been posting a lot i’ve been doing college apps 😭😭😭#and i unfortunately have persona brainrot rn so i haven’t been doing much bsd i fear#HOWEVER#i will get back to drawing it soon hopefully i think i just need to reread#anyway tysm for all the support i love all of you very much 🥺🥺
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Ghost found once again ignoring his caring partner (many such cases) 😔💔
#taleblr#johnny ghost#johnny toast#digital art#artists on tumblr#the pose and background are so random#but whatvr#i dont even caarrrr#at least im drawing#been reading too much.#also i showed my bestie the sketch of this after showing them a sketch of mb#and they rudely and unnecessarily called my ass out#like ok its not my fault mb happens to look like my favourite guy ever#they just happen to have similar vibes to them#i had no control over the images created in my mind#smh! so mean to me#theyre not even that similar looking 😒#anyway#more art soon#slowly finding my style and shit#unfortunately i am too poor for art school or anything so i have to bruteforce skill progress#as i have done my whole life#its slowgoing#if i could afford going to college for art#i would.#but unfortunately#im american.#😔💔
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studying Philosophy is really like
you think this is going to help you understand the world and your place in it better,
but actually all it does is confuse and befuddle you farther than ever before
and also you make friends with the most annoying (read: great, smart, lovely, kind, but argumentative as ALL GET OUT) people in the world and then you realize you've BECOME one of those people and you kind of want to just curl up in a nice quiet little hole in the ground with all your books and read and think until a complete and total understanding of the world falls out of your noggin and everything makes sense; but actually you just want to take a walk in the woods with a friend and not think about anything for at least a year.
#I have a paper due on the philosophy of math#at 8 AM TOMORROW#and my brain is NOT WORKING#and I really want to go cry for a while#but that's not really going to fix anything at all is it#on a related note if y'all want to pray for me... my emotions have returned and they really just want to process everything that's#happened for approximately my entire life at one time. and it's kind of hard to do all the things I think I should be doing right now#when that's going on#also thinking too much about trying to love people well and what that means and how bad at it I've been and it's hard not to get stuck ther#when there's basically nothing I can change anyway#(need to have an awkward convo with someone soon... for my sake probably more than theirs#I fear I haven't loved them well and it matters to me to know that our friendship hasn't been compromised#but unfortunately it's also strike one) a boy and strike two) a boy I like#and unfortunately he figured it out and I have a pretty good indication that he doesn't like me back. and I can't tell if he's interested i#a mutual friend#and I am AwkwardTM and trying not to let it bother me. but Fake It Till You Make It#(my philosophy since getting to college)#isn't really going that well for me in this case.#and I think an honest conversation would be the best thing for everyone... except I'm kinda terrified of that lol :') and I want to serve#him well not just serve my own emotions and need for validation)#prayers would be appreciated#that I will love others as they are meant to be loved and not just as I want to love them#or as my selfish emotions and desires think I want to love them#and that I'll be able to know when something needs to be said and when nothing at all is the best option for everyone#God sees and knows. and He loves me. and that is so /so/ hard to believe sometimes but I try to hold onto it with everything I have lately.#gurt says stuff#college stuff#philosophy#one day I'll look back and laugh at undergraduate me#personal tags
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oc art to get me out of art block… not sure if it worked but here it is anyway!!!
oc co-owned and designed by @palmofyourdreamland !!
id in alt text
#radiosoverture#ugh I love these two#i will actually draw orion (cookie) again soon hopefully#i have a big(ger) project with these two that ive been working on in between other things for a while#unfortunately it’s not like a trend anymore but whatever I don’t really care I like it#ill post what i want!!!!#anyway sorry ive been gone the only things ive been drawing recently have been for school and college apps!#hopefully will be posting more once the school year is ended but i can’t say for sure say that every time…#i have tons of tma wips though! maybe I will reclaim my fanartist card#in the meantime though take my oc shitposting#as proof of life I guess#terminal velocity is still in my brain never doubt me
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Wait... Silvio would make a great Shakira with all those jingles and jangles... I just need to get him to say lelolorelore ONE time-
those hips don't lie 🎵
#sponsored by late in the am crack dms and whatever the wine did to me tn#ty sh0jun for going along w my crazy antics#we love a supportive friend don't we#there's more where this came from#but unfortunately not from me anytime soon#unless i go get a master's in arts or something#so far im just a clown college graduate.. or well i might as well be#aerin.tagspeak#aerin.txt#my post 📫#abt; ikepri
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So Ive started reading Usagi Yojimbo and yeah he is heavily mischaracterized in the tmnt fandom, idk about his descendent yet cause I havent seen his show but- wow
Also sidenote I seriously love this dork, almost every story is "I am not involved in this situation, I shall leave it be" *gets involved in the situation*
#hes so funny to me#usagi yojimbo#tmnt#I cannot wait to read more but unfortunately Ive only found the comics at the library near my college and my semester is ending soon#I will be 4 hours away from the library#I will have to wait to mid Jan to finish his story#guess I'll read mirage in the mean time
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We got a "warning" from the fucking HOA about our grass being too high and I'm convinced that the rental company snitched on us to try and get us fined
Cause my partner has been mowing every week, and the notice we were sent was literally from the morning before he cut the grass. It's not like it was "too long" for more than a few hours.
#the street has been crawling with rental company employees and contractors all week cause they fully own most of the block now#theres no where to live in this fucking town. the rental companies intentionally make it harder for locals to just exist#why rent to a local at standard rent rates when you could price gouge college students then double that price for tourists in the summer#this is my house. fuckers. and unfortunately for all of us I'm not leaving any time soon#bex talks to themself
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dean is better than me cause i wouldnt apologize for half the things he apologizes for
#like when he got upset when rory told him that he made all the wrong decisions by taking a break from college and telling him like#“you just say youll go back but you wont and ur throwing ur life away”#crazy thing to say to a person trying to make enough money to live and working fulltime while youre like. the richest person in town#and then a day later he seeks her out to apologize for telling her to mind her business#unfortunately i ate that scene up and hoped theyd kiss and commit adultery together#soon i guess!#gilmore girls lb
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Because I would dance in rain with you,
Because I would choke on laughs with you
Because I would leave all decorum and bend over giggling
And you'll jokingly claim to never know me
And you'll hold my hand
Tell me cheesy pick up lines
I'll tell you random facts
And thoughts that are unaligned
Because we'll be home late
Because we'll eat dessert for lunch
Because I love you
And my enmity with the rain
Ends when the water drops from your hair
Onto my nose
#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i went to a museum for the first time today#unfortunately#we were all friends and it was not a date#BUT I WANT A DATE TO THE MUSEUM PLS#krishna pls pls pls#genuinely I'll keep it pg13#but PLEASE#god i hope soon I'll have a bf to make this poem really#desiblr#suffer ye suhana nahi#desi tumblr#poetry#thoughts#original poem#writers on tumblr#desi stuff#college ke chochle
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shuffled the queue again- otherwise the clips would be posted chronologically and that's no fun at all
#text#not clips#i love reading the reblog tags on the posts yall are a riot#but i also love gambling. so i hope this makes it more fun for everyone not just me#a bit unfortunate considering i type tags prior to shuffling sooo some things may feel out of place#like they shouldve been said earlier or later depending on what comes out first#but alas. we're having fun with it#49 posts in the queue as of now- hopefully my between-season break will be over soon enough :)#im watching utena parallel to this and also my bojack rewatch. also college. im juggling
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playing a fun game i like to call am i emotionally stable enough to finally rewatch dead poets society yet. only one way to find that out!
#moving back in to college soon i feel like the vibe is right#unfortunately the last few times i’ve tried it has triggered severe depressive episodes for me#anyway. i haven’t learned from my mistakes#dead poets society
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i do plan on continuing my bsd re-read eventually, hopefully this month bc i should have a bit more time to devote to stuff that isn't school/work now... theoretically. if not, i'll definitely continue it over the summer tho!!!
#in general i want to reread bsd anyway bc i sped thru it the first time#and doing the analysis forces me to like actually digest the plot and character dynamics/development#i just am a college student and a chronic overcommitter so y'know#but i'll be back on my bullshit soon i promise#idc if ppl even read it#it's legit just me indulging in combining my special interests#also it's unfortunate that i decided to split my analysis of ch 6/7 into two parts... and then didn't do the 2nd part yet#whoops
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it is so utterly insane to me the way i've had this like fundamental shift in my personality since i started therapy, started medication, and graduated college. i used to be so shy and quiet and awkward. it used to take me years of everyday interaction to begin to feel any sense of real friendship with anyone, and the idea of public speaking or small talk with strangers etc was enough to have me trembling and shaking
and now like. i'm doing public speaking. i'm doing small talk with strangers. at michaels i'm actually having conversations with customers whenever the mood hits because i like actually enjoy talking to people now? even if it's just small talk it's just nice to like, have a nice friendly conversation? if i need to confront someone now, for whatever reason, whether it's to ask a question or to politely ask them not to do something, nowadays i can actually do it, instead of being the living epitome of the coward end of the "he asked for no pickles" meme. now I'M the person saying "he asked for no pickles." i'm the one that my more shy coworkers turn to when the time comes. I'M the person being shoved at the shy coworkers to chat them up and get them to be more outgoing. I'M the one guiding the conversation asking questions and keeping people talking trying to get them to open up. literally never imagined myself like this
#fucking. when i was working at michaels on christmas eve i was there with two managers and a cashier#my fucking STORE MANAGER told ME to make the closing announcement - which we normally dont do but we were#doing it then since it was christmas eve and we were closing 3 hours early#like this GROWN ASS middle aged MAN cannot do public speaking over a loudspeaker so he asked ME to do it#AND I DID IT !!!#like in WHAT world am i the one being tasked with these things? and actually doing well with them?#or at my other job we have a high schooler who's like very. introverted i guess?#she isn't shy like once i talk to her she doesnt have any noticeable signs of discomfort when talking#it's just that like she very rarely initiates conversation#so i'm always the one being like hi so how was your week !! how's school going !! how's your college applications !!#talking to her and shit like I'M the one now responsible for chatting up the shy quiet coworkers#just a year or two ago /I/ was the shy quiet coworker who didnt speak unless spoken to#brot posts#delete soon#anywayz i was telling my therapist about this change in my personality and i literally used the no pickles meme as an analogy#unfortunately she has never seen that meme so it fell flat. LMAO
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Y'know, reading bout your new PJs reminded me that one time on a school trip (we were all 18 or 19) all my classmates n I decided to simply stay in the motel hall playing the ballpool game (English is not my first language sorry if I wrote it the wrong way) in our PJs all chilling and being like, yeah I'm in my PJs and I'm damn fabulous 💅✨
It was a super cool night indeed
Your frienly silly neighborhood masc
P.s. I had a super sober lion king PJ I totally won the PJ's beauty contest XD
Aw that’s very cute!! I always liked the idea of having little pajama parties with people!! I was raised under this weird and annoying mentality that I always have to be dressed to a certain standard in public or around people though so unfortunately wearing anything my parents didn’t consider nice enough in front of too many other people stresses me out now🙃
Nowadays I still can’t get myself to wear sweatpants in public but I DO get really excited about putting together cute pajamas and I’m EXTRA excited to be comfortable enough around someone to wear them in front of them someday💪
Also hell yes on that pajama contest win, as you should really that sounds like it slaps😤
#asks#that sounds so fun!!!#also your english is good!!#we mostly shorten it just to ‘pool’ where i’m from if you’re curious#also the sweatpants thing was devastating in college😔#especially since i think girls look SO good in sweatpants#and i never think twice seeing other people wearing them#but as soon as i even think about trying to leave the house in them my brain is like ‘NO!!!!’#very unfortunate for me it’s a work in progress though#just like fun pajamas which are significantly helping me in getting sillier😌
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thinkin about klavquill
(the audience boos)
#guys i spent 3 hours today cleaning the dorm bathroom Thefe was so much hair on the ground being a woman is so miserable why is there so muc#AINT no way 3 girls can shed so much hair#i smell nothing but bleach and cleanser and#i did my laundry too and im so tired but i need to work on my direct examinations for mock trial#where r the amta girlies …… Guys what the fuck do I write for these my group is MIA#i just want to write klavquill i am losing my mind#trying to write shorter oneshots that i can actually focus on bc CAYA needs Focus and im so exhausted constantly#and i can not even finish those …#winter break pls come soon pls pls pls holiday rarepair week pls release ur prompts soon so i have a will to live#unfortunate: writer can not write#i like making posts and just complaining about college experience in the tags im so tired im so fuckijg tired#Arizona iced tea my beloved#can’t even go to the campus Starbucks ALL RHE FUCKING WHITE GIRLS ARE THERE. I AM A WHITE GIRL. BUT I DONT COUNT#I NEED MY MATCHA LATTE OATMILK LIGHT ICE COLD FOAM AND WARM BROWNIE :(#anyway my roomie and i bought a massive bag of cheese yesterday that will be my dinner
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funny update a couple of months later for People Who Want to Know: i dont have the car that got me into this Incredibly Minor Accident anymore. while after the accident, i did have to get the brakes serviced (wow, they were faulty, who knew!), it proceeded to have Several More Issues, such as: the transmission being fucked up and Trouble With Turns. i still drove it regardless because i needed that shit to get to college but eventually the radiator fan stopped working on it (where it would start overheating if the car wasn't moving (if the car was moving then air could still blow over the engine, cooling it down)) and My Mother deemed it too dangerous to drive. RIP to the shitty 2012 jeep liberty hand-me-down with 200k miles that led to the creation of the Kim Moment(TM).
need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#also i have not had any Kim Moments since. SAD!#very funny to me all the people with systems relating w/ this. unfortunately my brain likes to play with characters like dolls and it will#do this to me sometimes. shoutout to the times when someone would text something to me and then id envision what one of my OCs would respon#with in my head. adhd hyperfixation moment if i can be quite honest.#also i never got a follow up from the other guy that i got into the accident with so im assuming his car is okay. thumbsup emoji#and i havent been in any accidents since so erm... w for me!#(i have only been driving this new car for like 5 days and im Nervous. and ill be driving it more than my old car because im Getting Job#soon.... ough)#i remember the day that My Mother decided the car was too unsafe to drive very clearly. because it happened recently.#for some context: i live 30 minutes away from one of the campuses of my college. but the campus i need to actually attend (because it's the#campus with all of the IT shit at it woo network admin) is a full on hour away and also located inside a big city. thankfully the campus i#live near has a service that sends a bus between those two campuses so i can drive to that campus#and then get on the bus for the remaining 30 mins it takes to get there#now imagine you're me. because of fears developed by having Childhood ADHD i am very afraid of being late for ANYTHING. because i need to#rely on the bus schedule between the two campuses#every day i make sure to leave at least 30 mins earlier than i realistically could. this is both because if i dont i'll be Late To Being#Early but also despite my route not going across any major roads#i live in Suburban Bumfuck Town and the two-lane roads i use to travel are the exclusive lifelines to the rest of Everywhere Fucking Else#so they have a tendency to get backed up when backups happen in Everywhere Fucking Else (could specify more but i dont wanna doxx myself :p#cue The Day. i am Driving to College. i already have some knowledge that my car seems to have some trouble with cooling itself down#but i'm not sure what the cause is or how big of a problem it is yet. unbeknownst to me an Accident has occured on one of the major routes#in my area. as I'm approaching to be about 10 mins away from the campus i start to see evidence of The Traffic because of this.#while being just a dinky two-lane road this shit is practically bumper-to-bumper. moving at a snail's pace#and i imagine it's likely because people are being jackasses about merging onto this road from the people who have had their route#unexpectedly diverted because of the accident.#so im sitting there in the traffic. the car is not moving or it is moving very slowly across short distances.#DING! goes the car. ah crap the engine temp is starting to get high... maybe being stopped is what causes it i think to myself#so now i am Slightly Worried. the car has Dinged. and i might even be Late to School because of the traffic. but surely the cars gonna be#fine driving me the rest of the way right?#advance forward in time about like 5 minutes. i have moved forward but not much. i am near the gas station i usually refill at en route
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