#UGH SO HARD TO CLEAN
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
jazz-downtown Ā· 6 months ago
Text
Constantly stuck between wanting to jerk off with the fleshlight and not wanting to deal with the clean up afterwards
33 notes Ā· View notes
oldwilds Ā· 5 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
I just wanted an excuse to draw their height difference
92 notes Ā· View notes
littlesapphicraccoonguy Ā· 2 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
My favorite male celebrity is obviously Leigh Whannell but Michael Emerson is now a veryyy close second, heā€™s so cute, Iā€™m sobbing
37 notes Ā· View notes
opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 9 months ago
Note
As a stranger on the internet (so feel free to ignore or tell me I'm out of line) you might just be going through a grieving process. It sucks, a lot, and I don't really have any advice other than it will slowly get better, but it might help simply knowing.
Grief is different for everyone, and looks different for everyone too. But either way I hope you feel better soon <3
It's very possible, I just don't want that to be the answer because then I don't know what to do
14 notes Ā· View notes
malkaleh Ā· 8 months ago
Text
I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like Iā€™m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know itā€™s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but Iā€™m trying) and itā€™s justā€¦I donā€™t know. I donā€™t even know.
#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would#genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think Iā€™m legitimately justā€¦having a trauma reaction on top#of a jewish trauma spike#and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm#does not look great#i feel like i donā€™t actually verbally have the words#(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i donā€™t know would you even embrace me would youā€¦)#(itā€™s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isnā€™t it)#(itā€™s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like Iā€™m so so tainted and not in my body or if Iā€™m in my body Iā€™m in my body somewhere else#abuse cw#i didnā€™t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered#this will disappear probably#UGH#(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ā€˜unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel andā€¦Iā€™m nothing#(everyone else is something Iā€™m not I donā€™t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead#and itā€™s like I can fake it so well#(i donā€™t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone#iā€™m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people#to get reassurance i donā€™t deserve that its a good person it isnā€™t it isnā€™t a person
13 notes Ā· View notes
kazeofthemagun Ā· 7 months ago
Text
Me:
Real life events:
Tumblr media
6 notes Ā· View notes
orcelito Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Salty bitch in me sooooo satisfied by the fact that I probably make more money than the person who made my life hell last year lmfaooooo
#speculation nation#chatting with a coworker about how they ended up seeing her by chance#and she Asked about me. she seemed so preoccupied with me Specifically it seems!#and she apparently mentioned how shed consider coming back here and im just loke#lmfaoooooo girl im in charge of the hiring now and there is no WAY id hire her back#even without the personal grievances. she just caused some Real problems. like hell id accept her back.#but also she was a total BITCH to me. like really fucking nasty. and yeah maybe im still holding a grudge about it!#im a chill person but when someone makes me cry that hard for that long TWICE#yeah fuckin right id hire you back. keep dreaming.#anyways ive just been hanging out at work and chatting Whoops hfkshfj#my shift ended an hour and a half ago. i really should be going home soon.#the good news is i should be able to secure the lease renewal for only $40 more than the original renewal offer#the bad news is they havent replied since sending that which means its not in writing yet#WHICH MEANS the showing is still on for tomorrow. ugh.#which means i need to clean. blegh.#i guess having the pressure to clean isnt the worst but i really dont wanna lmaooo#at least i do have tomorrow off. i can make it work...#but yea my anxiety is a lot more manageable now. tempered by the satisfaction of being better paid than an old enemy#IT'S KIND OF FUNNY to call her that but she kind of is. it was mostly 1 sided bc she took issue with Me#i was fine being friendly work acquaintances but noooo she had to go and make my life fucking hell for several months#the social atmosphere has changed man. im not letting a snake back in.#im a nice person but i am a Resentful person. if youve wronged me i am never fucking forgetting.#but yeah i make more money than her ā¤ļø yay ā¤ļø
10 notes Ā· View notes
coloursofaparadox Ā· 11 months ago
Text
aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA
5 notes Ā· View notes
grasscore Ā· 5 months ago
Text
ooohhh yeeeee the isolation i s HITTING today it's hitting so so fucking good
2 notes Ā· View notes
icterid-rubus Ā· 6 months ago
Text
I got a good grade in teeth! :)
3 notes Ā· View notes
cloud-somersault Ā· 1 year ago
Text
constellations chapter 3 is SO GOOD idk what the fuck happened there, but go OFF!!!
#i know everyone's in chapter 4 land but 3 is SOO GOOD#bro the stone forest alone....HELP#ugh it was so hard writing wukong's rage form but HOLY SHIT!! reading it after is so hype#do u ever just sit in a pavilion as the rain gently falls...with your ex-husband and mentee....and it's quiet and peaceful but#there's a strong turbulence going on deep inside you :3#the way wukong always dusts MK off and wipes his tears away and makes sure he's clean faced and ready to go#speaks to how much wukong cares about vanity#i mean he also is expressing comfort and compassion but. he also cares about appearances a lot#but anyway -- do you also ever have a conversation with your ex-husband through eye contact alone?#i think they've done that four times in this fic...#mk the entire journey: every day i get a little more homophobic#HE'S SO TIRED!!!!#MK after talking to wukong and macaque at the inn: yeah haha! i seriously wanna go home now! šŸ™ƒ#MK on the phone: DADSY /PLEASE/ COME PICK ME UP!!!!#macaque seeing Wukong's eyes for the first time and actually stopping everything that he was doing#and just looking at wukong and being like ā€œhaha...heeyyy what the fuck?? did they do to you??ā€ chef's kiss#wukong and macaque just talking while macaque captures that random man's shadow...please#as they reminisce about how things used to be...how easily they talk to each other when they're not guided by hate#that's the thing it's how easily they fall into step with one another#that's shadowpeach. they'll be off balance or one will be running and the other walking. they'll get distracted or whatever. but#they'll always fall back into step with one another#and that's why they've got to walk with each other. step by step...so they can stop being afraid šŸ˜Œ
10 notes Ā· View notes
puphoods Ā· 7 months ago
Text
broke my literal whole life long habit of biting my nails in one go bc i went "hm i wanna try growing them out a bit longer thatll probably help me stop chewing on them" and then i havent done it since
4 notes Ā· View notes
awkwardgaydude Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Omfg I hate him
"I wanna learn how to do this for myself so I don't have to bother you all the time like the other 3d printer"
"I need you to clean my fep plate because I don't know how!" Dude I've fucking done it for you every time and explained it every fucking time it's nit hard you're just being stupid.
Tiniest blemish on the fep plate: "ugh it's trash I don't care I'm not replacing it guess I'm just not printing"
Dude I said it's probably fine because it's not huge plush you can always just print around it it's not like it's right in the middle or anything.
You're not guilting me into changing it for you that doesn't work on me
7 notes Ā· View notes
opens-up-4-nobody Ā· 9 months ago
Text
...
10 notes Ā· View notes
idealisticrealism Ā· 9 months ago
Text
No renewal just yet, but things sounding positive for a TCL season 4!
3 notes Ā· View notes
a-dotrivenitupontop Ā· 1 year ago
Note
Itā€™s tricky. The only two main ā€œnot theā€ people left were Sebastian and Ulysses, and ā€œnot without planningā€ may rule out one of them, but which one is the question, itā€™s a tough one. There are a lot of ā€˜technicallyā€™ points one could make about it. I was thinking itā€™s Sebastian, fully confident in his ability to get away with it, and to get someone else blamed for the crime.
see the thing is i just donā€™t know if sebastian would make a good murderer. idk if it would really make sense or be satisfying.
firstly, i donā€™t see how sebastian really benefits from edgar being dead. sure he gets unfired but the crypto tanks with edgar gone and obviously thereā€™s the legal trouble. yeah ik sebastian secured the money with his phone calls but i still donā€™t feel like thatā€™s a safe enough situation. and if edgar was alive and sebastian fired surely he could just find another business job? he has the reputation and money im sure. plus sebastian is a conman. i donā€™t think murder really is his game thatā€™s too messy of a crime.
i also donā€™t see how he impacts the narrative in a satisfying way. aniq wouldnā€™t learn his lesson about bias in judgement. zoe wouldnā€™t have to confront someone close to her being a killer. the only people who might care are isabel and hannah perhaps?? and even then i donā€™t see them being shocked into character development. the only major thing i can really see is danner experiencing her ā€˜maybe i was wrongā€™ lesson all over again. not to mention sebastian is kind of a double bluff for suspicion. so for everyone that goes ā€˜sebastian is so suspicious heā€™s not suspicious and therefore the killerā€™ thereā€™s someone who goes ā€˜sebastian is the killer because heā€™s the shady guy in greenā€™. ultimately i just find him being the lazy option and the creators would have to pull out something incredible for me to find his guilt exciting.
5 notes Ā· View notes