#Trust and Lost Connections
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Crumbling Trust and Lost Connections: What is the Crux?
Have you ever wondered what would happen if everything turned out exactly as imagined? You come into this world, and perhaps the day begins with a serene morning, a quiet evening, or even at midnight. Everyone is here to play their role on this world stage, as Shakespeare said. Maybe, in this grand stage of reality, that’s true. But then, one may observe the unfolding acts around us. The loss of…
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I'm once again thinking about the missed opportunities to have Klaus and Kol bond more. Part of Klaus' whole motivation as a vampire is to get his werewolf part back and to finally be stronger than Mikael (sort of, I'm simplifying) both of which can be obtained by breaking his curse. But Kol? Kol is the only other original that can relate to having a fundamental part of themself ripped away from them. Klaus might not have known he was a werewolf until he killed, but he likely still had a connection he couldn't explain, as evident by him going to watch the wolves transform. And something he'd never been able to explain was now gone. He might only be able to realise the connection afterwards through its absence.
Kol though. Kol had grown up with magic, a connection to nature and the world around him in a way the rest of his siblings supposedly didn't have. And then he gets turned. And not only has his baby brother died, his father has just murdered him and the rest of his siblings after forcing them to drink human blood, which he'll later learn. Now, not only does he have to deal with the grief of Henrik's death and also his own but also the loss of his magic. A loss that's likely only worsened by Kol being a self-proclaimed child prodigy.
Kol is pretty much the only one who could understand what Klaus is going through with the binding of his wolf. We know Kol searched for ways to get his magic back/carry on practicing magic in the same way that Klaus was looking for ways to break his curse. While Klaus likely could still feel his wolf there despite being bound, Kol has no access to his magic anymore. I just think they should've been able to bond or connect over their shared loss of an intrinsic aspect of their selves at the hands of their parents
#TVD#The Mikaelsons#Kol Mikaelson#Klaus Mikaelson#briefly back on my the originals shouldve gotten to be a family goddammit and as someone from a big family im personally offended bs#i did right a lil snippet about them bonding over this that i havent posted yet for the joml verse but still think its an unexplored concep#need more witch!kol acknowledgement honestly. just need more content of my boy#anyway. klaus having a fascination with the moon and kol telling him about celestial events and how it affects his magic when theyre boys#klaus losing that connection to the moon feeling lost & extra tempermental feeling his wolf claw at its binds and vowing to break his curse#kol determined to get his magic back at any cost relating to that devasting loss and promising to help him find a loophole for his curse#kol who becomes extra reckless and determined when he learns that theres a way to break klaus' curse so maybe he can get his magic back too#that knowledge and recklessness combined with his loss of magic driving him to become the volatile vampire that we see#that leads to him being daggered repeatedly but that first time breaks something in that bond between him & klaus that never fully recovers#it makes him bitter and resentful only fueling his reckless behaviour particularly when there seems to be no leads on reclaiming his magic#that he becomes distant from his siblings in the process especially with finn still daggered but that distance only cements the idea#to his siblings that hes a danger and cant be trusted that he needs to be daggered if theyre to stay safe from mikael#the loss of his magic leading to his spiral as a vampire and him being ostracised by his family > actual tvdu kol canon#klaus being trapped in a room staring at the corpse of his little brother knowing he never repaired that relationship with him#and now he never can so he refuses to look away as penance and a reminder of his failings to his little brother#*edit: one of the reblogs on this post is the author of big bad wolf and honestly she does an amazing job at portraying the mikaelsons#as actual siblings if you havent read it its one of my favourites for characterisations but we need more 😭 i want it to be the norm
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Finding you
#just us#beauty#tranquility#connections#be in the moment#peaceful#couple#live life#together#kiss#get lost together#enjoying our energy#feel it#pure love#tight bond#vibes#intimacy#affection#trust
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HI ERABUU HRUU?? :D
so, have you seen those Sethos and Wanderer lines? and the dynamic them both have at all?? its like Sethos wanted to know more of Wanderer and possibly befriend him y'know 😭😭
YES I READ IT AND i am really invested in it.
They are both interesting, I enjoy their dynamic 😭 bahahaa plz ! Also when wanderer told "huh he keeps following me and ask abt my hat ☝️ 😐" and sethos and in backstory 1 of Sethos, when Sethos was too busy, Wanderer is the one starting the conversation 😭 oh he doesn't mind Sethos at all !! Anyway, looking how Sethos is smart but also open-minded, I am sure Wanderer would find it interesting to talk with him too !
And the fact they also both pretty similar, but contrary too !! Anyway, I'm happy abt a possible Sethos Scara friendship 😊
#reply#sethos#scara#hMMM if i should talking about romance dynamic between them#i don't mind either and I might be like it#but in a one-sided romance from Sethos ☝️ and also I HC Wanderer having borderline personnality disorder ; it is hard for him-#to create new friendship because of that#wanderer can't trust anyone but mostly because he can't trust himself ; and also the fear of rejection but also feel deep connection when-#he start to like someone (platonic or romantic) and that's why I believe more than his redemption#he fears to create link with people#HUH MY THOUGHT IS MORE DEEP THAN THAT ABT WANDERER BUT in big that's my thought. and!#i truly believe Sethos could bring a sort of “comfort” because he is smart and open-minded#sethos is interested on wanderer beCAUSE he is sure he is not a normal student but the fact Sethos wish to keep talk w him even if wanderer-#shows act of rejection (but it is not like he doesn't want Sethos to interact w him anymore ; he wouldn't talk him first once if so)#just kind of show that their dynamic could work#but it can be /rom as /p ofc !!#i lost the thread of my thought i dont remember where I wanted to go... huh in conclusion : slay
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Can we see some clingy Emmet daily dialogue?
Yes you can. 🫡
Going to paste some lines instead of taking screenshots since I need to reorganize what lines happen at what day/heart level later. Also because they're somewhat long (every sentence we write ends up being a paragraph... I hope that's okay.)
Including some marriage lines since he isn't super clingy with you until after 6 hearts (he doesn't really trust you...)
▷ Station Steward Thylak
▽ Emmet’s Regular Daily Dialogue▽
"You should talk to me more. I am Emmet. I like listening to you. If others think you talk too much, they are wrong. I will fight them. Huh? I don't have to do that? Fine... Well. You still shouldn't focus on others. Or what they think. I think you are the best. Perfect. That is all that matters. What you think is all that matters to me, too."
"Joltik really likes you. They're verrrry attached to you. Yup. Pokémon sometimes choose their trainers. If you were allowed to have Pokémon. I would give you this particular one. But... I am not allowed to. I would get in trouble with the Ferngill Republic. Instead, I have a picture of you that they like to look at it. I like to look at it as well... You have the best smile! It is perfect! But seeing you in person is much better. Nothing beats seeing your smile in the moment. Yup! Joltik would agree! They'd like to see you more, too!"
"I am Emmet. You know. If you ever feel down or lonely. I am always here for you. If you aren't. I will wait until then. You can trust me. I would never lie to you. I am nothing but honest. Sometimes that is seen as a problem. Oh well. Dishonest people don't deserve your time. Mine, too. I don't talk to people much. I don't trust them. I want to trust you though. I am Emmet. I like having you as a friend. Don't betray me. The truth is verrrrrry important!"
"You look like you had a bad day. I will make it better. That's what friends are for. If you have any problems. Let me know how to fix it. If you don't know how, tell me what's wrong. I will figure out what track to depart on. Don't worry about it. I need to return your gestures. I complain a lot. You listen to me. You should complain to me. I want to be the best friend you've ever had. You have to tell me."
"Right on schedule! My favorite person. My favorite part of my routine. I was waiting for you. I haven't seen you for a verrry long time. I missed you verrrry much. You should stay with me forever. I'm happier being a two-car train with you. Oh… I understand if you need to depart. I have work, too. I should attend to my station. I will see you tomorrow."
▽ Emmet’s Marriage Daily Dialogue▽
"I am Emmet. I am needy. And clingy. I know. But tell me if you don't want to conduct physical contact, okay? I will understand. I have those days, too. It is important to check safety. I never want you to hide the truth. Don't keep it from me. I don't want to make you feel sick. You are my exception. I don't want to lose you. But if you are all clear for affection. I expect hugs and kisses. Lots and lots. You should expect them, too. Follow the rules! Everyone smile! All aboard! Our destination is set for smooching station. Choo choo! "
"Let's make an early departure to sleepytime junction today. It is hard for me to sleep without you. Even before we lived together, I would need to think about you to convince myself to go to bed. I didn't want to listen to Dr. Harvey, but you would have wanted me to sleep. So I had to sleep. We don't have to sleep, though. We can have fun instead. I just want to spend time with you. I need you by my side. Make sure you return to our station soon, okay?"
"There's that smile! My favorite part of my routine. I really like seeing your smile every day. It's the best. Perfect. I'm jealous. I have to make mine as good as yours! Only you can make me have certain smiles. None of them are better than your own. It's too good. Yup, verrry impressive! I want your smile. It should be mine. Hm… Do you show that smile to anyone else? If you don't. Technically it is. My smile is yours! I hope yours is mine."
"Do you still love me? Mm. Just checking. You never know when something might change. It is always important to conduct your safety checks. I am Emmet. I still love you. How about now? Do you hate me? Don't look at me like that. Every second is verrrry important. If you misread one thing, the rest will be totally different. I know. I know... I think too much about splitting tracks. Conducting safety checks make me feel better. That. And I want to hear you say you love me again. I'll repeat it back for you, too. It's only fair. I love you!"
"I am Emmet. And I am in love. My darling loves me back. Oh! Sorry. I was talking to myself again. I still have a hard time convincing myself that you like me back. You didn't do anything wrong. I am Emmet. I just need affirmations. For everything. Because I am Emmet."
#mail car connecting line#subway to stardew#Emmet#Emmet being super clingy and adamant about keeping all of your attention for himself#As if he doesn't spend like 5 hearts telling you to fuck off#It's okay he's trying to make up for lost time#Kind of still doesn't trust you after 6 hearts because What he does. What he says. Always the same. but he's still verrrry attached to you#We intend to make dialogue for every weekday/season/heart level increment if you know how that works...#I don't know if people prefer longer dialogue like what we usually write or if they prefer it more short and concise like vanilla stardew..#Vanilla daily dialogue is usually one or two sentences. Should we be making an effort to shorten things??
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yall how do u even know if ur aro/aro-spec i feel like an imposter
#my t#flashbacks to being trapped between everyone in the fuckign ace discourse wars again#i got trust issues from that bc both sides were massively shit so i dont wanna actually yknow Go Back There on this site even if its change#but cause i want a connection but not an inherently romantic one but also not an inherently platonic one either#like i just want the commitment i guess. i want someone i can always hang out w/ and maybe kiss sometimes or a lot#my intersystem relationship is perfect cause its basically that exactly excetp i *do* love him but#its also Differnt in a way i cant describe to singlets verses a relationship outside of my system/with my partner system#differnt kinda intimacy by way of literally being able to read his thoughts n junk. i love him and hes in love w/ me thats the diff there#but we're still Good and Boyfriends n rlly happy abt our situation#*stuff more accuratly but also junk cause yknow wink wonk#but if any1 who follows me is aro please feel free to like. drop their 2 cents on how they figured that out. cause im fuckin lost
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there is nothing i love more in apocalypse media than when the main group of survivors we are following have faced so much and are irritable and sniping at each other before finally finding a sanctuary and oh no!! it turns out that the sanctuary’s charismatic handsome leader is evil somehow!! i eat that shit up every time
#its the need of human connection#it looking at your leader and they are finally showing the cracks#but how can you trust your life on someone infallible#its looking at this paradise and thinking that maybe the fighting it over#you can lay down and be vunerable#its the desperate need for comfort in the sight of all we have lost#its wondering how much this version of surviving has changed you#maybe youre just paranoid#you are sharper now#you hate more#you kill quicker#you are twisted and contorted into the exact thing that can survive in this place#before this you would be fine trusting them#its community and warmth and a roof over your head#its a door that locks and a full stomach#its realising that you were wrong again#that in this land there is no peace#no safe place exists anymore#its defeat and resolving to be better next time#only to fall for it again because you want the lie more than you want what your life has become#man i fucking love apocalypse shit#walking dead#zombies#zombies!!!!!!
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also help max just had to betray the only person she still loved in exchanged for ensured community safety, fully pitting herself against the main characters rn i think and im so. literally the only main character she has fully developed a proper and semi healthy relationship with. and shes just been told to her face she should never try to make any more. bc its better this way. i cant do this.
#the way she started this show w nothing & no one but has slowly climbed her way to top and made this city hers as much as it is anyone elses#and now she has influence and money and quiet power#and she still finds that she somehow might have less#bc now shes always pitted against the girls in the brothel#and she has no apologies or mending with eleanor#and jack never trusted her. and anne is gone either way but now lost trust#she gained stability of home and self and life but lost the few connections she had in the process and gained a lot more responsibility#and shes up to the task but not the cost it brings when she loses what she has left and nobody else has stepped into the role#to be somebody SHE can lean on#even eleanor had vane!!!! vaguely. but max has no one shes letting herself be clsoe to for fear of loss#arghargharghargu#my post#black sails#nomi liveblogs
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difficult person test
you are an easy person to get along with ( 35% )
❛ i hope i am , at least to the others. ❜
#a lot of jills suspicion/aggression has to do w her childhood and y'know. the thirteen years she was with the iron empire.#she has trust issues and issues connecting w people and she can sometimes come off a little Rough#plus shes just. at her core. a very angry person for how she was treated. how her family was treated.#shes angry for the time she lost. angry she was stolen as a prisoner. angry that shes had so little agency for so much of her life.#only in the last five years w clive has jill Truly had a say in her life#* ❄️彡 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. : ———— a beautiful cold girl in the snow .
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this is my problem. thank you 40 year old reddit man for putting into words my feelings better than i ever could
#a wonderful place when it doesn't bring The Misogynistic Horrors#i truly cannot tell what i'm supposed to supposed to not do#besides like very obvious things of course like yes listen yes show affection to friends but#when u get into specifics i'm completely lost so i'm always looking to others for validation#and looking to them to observe what they do and mimicking it#like for example and i realize this sounds insane but#working my second most recent job i realized from my coworker that the reason ppl can naturally talk so much is because#they bring up unimportant things even when ur not friends or family. and they bring up the same thing multiple times in the same convex#convo*#it's just about filling space and connecting through i guess collaborating on a discussion as a kind of tennis game with words#the ball goes back and forth it's not creating anything new but it's the act of hitting it back and forth together that is valuable#idk if that's a good metaphor but anyways that's one example#so anyways i don't ever trust myself because even basic stuff like that doesn't come naturally to me#i observe it and learn it like learning a foreign language#maybe everyone else does that too but it feels like they do it at much younger age usually.#self
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Tag dump repost #1
◟༺✦༻◞ when twilight mirrors the passages of time ┊queue.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ glimpses in the past of a shattered spirit ┊headcanon.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ fragments of light from the roots of truth ┊reference.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ what use has the veil of falsehood? ┊ask.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ sapphire flames in their wake ┊ic.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ lament of a fallen seraph ┊thread.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ searching for a long lost fate ┊meme.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ fear not the long night if malice is to fade ┊musings.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ ethereal moon dust sunken in ripples of light ┊reflection.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ moon on the sky as a trembling heart ┊aesthetic.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ requiem of the echoing depths ┊music.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ crystalline traces splattered with stardust ┊open.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ analysis within the ley lines ichor ┊study.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ chaos is hardly different to poison ┊dash comment.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ shall fair divination be imparted ┊dash game.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ trust not the gods; nor overthrow them ┊psa.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ connections of an ancient twilight sword ┊promotions.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ forgo that which is cursed by the gods ┊self promo.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ gifts to prevail into eternity ┊keepsake.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ echoes of a fallen star ┊drabble.┊
◟༺✦༻◞ nascent dreams of fading twilight ┊wishlist.┊
#◟༺✦༻◞ when twilight mirrors the passages of time ┊queue.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ glimpses in the past of a shattered spirit ┊headcanon.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ fragments of light from the roots of truth ┊reference.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ what use has the veil of falsehood? ┊ask.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ sapphire flames in their wake ┊ic.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ lament of a fallen seraph ┊thread.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ searching for a long lost fate ┊meme.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ fear not the long night if malice is to fade ┊musings.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ ethereal moon dust sunken in ripples of light ┊reflection.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ moon on the sky as a trembling heart ┊aesthetic.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ requiem of the echoing depths ┊music.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ crystalline traces splattered with stardust ┊open.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ analysis within the ley lines ichor ┊study.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ chaos is hardly different to poison ┊dash comment.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ shall fair divination be imparted ┊dash game.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ trust not the gods; nor overthrow them ┊psa.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ connections of an ancient twilight sword ┊promotions.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ forgo that which is cursed by the gods ┊self promo.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ gifts to prevail into eternity ┊keepsake.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ echoes of a fallen star ┊drabble.┊#◟༺✦༻◞ nascent dreams of fading twilight ┊wishlist.┊
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the only good things about the new tlovm drop is vex's speech from the campaign. ok and raishan-thordak
#i don't mind straying from the campaign when it's good?#i don't like this revisionist history that everyone trusted raishan. they all knew she sucked. but she was a means to an end.#they couldn't have done it without her sorryyyyyy#like keyleth had good points and maybe she was right but it wasn't definite#they made it soooo black and white#and we really lost the connections between the team#it's just the couples#not a fan#anyway we better get tary next season
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Find it all
#deep feelings#breathe it in#tranquility#peaceful#just us#beauty#connections#be in the moment#couple#live life#get lost together#pure love#magical#trust#feel it#enjoying our energy#today tomorrow forever
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Tag dump repost #1
◟༺✧༻◞ memories are all but forgotten in the river of time ┊queue.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ glimpses in the past of a shattered spirit ┊headcanon.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ fragments of light from the roots of truth ┊reference.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ what use has the veil of falsehood? ┊ask.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ sapphire flames in their wake ┊ic.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ lament of a fallen seraph ┊thread.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ searching for a long lost fate ┊meme.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ fear not the long night if malice is to fade ┊musings.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ ethereal moon dust sunken in ripples of light ┊reflection.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ moon on the sky as a trembling heart ┊aesthetic.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ requiem of the echoing depths ┊music.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ crystalline traces splattered with stardust ┊open.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ analysis within the ley lines ichor ┊study.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ chaos is hardly different to poison ┊dash comment.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ shall fair divination be imparted ┊dash game.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ trust not the gods; nor overthrow them ┊psa.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ connections of an ancient twilight sword ┊promotions.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ forgo that which is cursed by the gods ┊self promo.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ gifts to prevail into eternity ┊keepsake.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ echoes of a fallen star ┊drabble.┊
◟༺✧༻◞ nascent dreams of fading twilight ┊wishlist.┊
#◟༺✧༻◞ memories are all but forgotten in the river of time ┊queue.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ glimpses in the past of a shattered spirit ┊headcanon.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ events to be remembered in blue veins ┊addendum.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ fragments of light from the roots of truth ┊reference.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ what use has the veil of falsehood? ┊ask.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ sapphire flames in their wake ┊ic.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ lament of a fallen seraph ┊thread.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ searching for a long lost fate ┊meme.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ fear not the long night if malice is to fade ┊musings.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ ethereal moon dust sunken in ripples of light ┊reflection.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ moon on the sky as a trembling heart ┊aesthetic.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ requiem of the echoing depths ┊music.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ crystalline traces splattered with stardust ┊open.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ chaos is hardly different to poison ┊dash comment.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ shall fair divination be imparted ┊dash game.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ trust not the gods; nor overthrow them ┊psa.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ connections of an ancient twilight sword ┊promotions.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ forgo that which is cursed by the gods ┊self promo.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ gifts to prevail into eternity ┊keepsake.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ echoes of a fallen star ┊drabble.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ nascent dreams of fading twilight ┊wishlist.┊#◟༺✧༻◞ analysis within the ley lines ichor ┊study.┊
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Jesus , there are literally like seven of us at work tomorrow help
#Still.Using#Speech to text#Because trust me#This is Better Than The Alternative#I didn't want to capitalize All of that#But I did not have a choice#I love technology#Just kidding#L o l#Actually It's way more fun to Speak All my posts out loud#I feel very connected with my tumbler Followers Right now#Bond with me babes#Sorry.I think I have lost the plots#💕💕💕💕💕💕#bri babbles
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I'm sorry Wayne Munson I swear I love you
#yes that's bourgeoisieses there#I know#suprising#if you think about it it actually sounds like something wayne would think#BUT#not in a way#“oh I wanna be with them”#nononono#my pal#my parental figure#my adoptive uncle#he's listening to that thing like I do#thinking constantly “the only thing I want from them is to see their mansions and castles burns”#don't let his silly just some guy energy confuse you#trust me#that man is tragic and he's a revolutionary and takes no shit#you think he raised eddie munson and he's Just Some Guy™? you're wrong#I actually know that he dated a trans woman and she was an artist and he was her muse but they killed her#eddie munson who only has seen photos of her and doesn't fully remember how she smelled or how she sung to him to sleep#wayne munson who cannot be read anymore because he was made to be the muse of an artist#and he lost her#so now no one can read his soul#neither himself#so he just#tries to save eddie's soul#and takes care of him#(wayne munson I love you)#watch eddie munson making a song about his uncle and his auntie who were actually his parents#and watch him grief for not remembering#watch him feel so fucking connected to her that he needs to know everything he can about her
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