#Trans Asajj Ventress
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Saw this meme going around Twitter and Ofc I had to do with my t4t goodness 🥹
Had to add the second panel too cuz even if she looks nothing like him, Hunter loves Pan so much. His adorable chubby marshmallow baby <33
Meanwhile Asajj is just very proud of her genes (and that she is glad she could give Hunter this opportunity)
Again, they ain’t together in the AU, but are very much besties with maaaany benefits 🤭
#love this AU a lot#VentHunt#Ventress x Hunter#this ship needssss more love#it’s so PEAK#t4t greatness#Sergeant Hunter#Asajj Ventress#Pandora (OC)#Intersex Hunter#Trans Asajj Ventress#Pregnant Hunter#Seahorse Hunter#Mpreg#Pregnancy#TBB#The Bad Batch#Star Wars#Art n Inky
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Got tired of seeing Ventrobi and Vostress so here are Asajj Ventress aggressive Lesbian flags
And a Trans one just for funsies
#THESE ARE HEADCANONS#so no reason to argue with me about it (I also won't change my mind lol)#but i am correct<3#second one is my favorite it came out so well#daily asajj thought of the day#asajj ventress#ventress#sw#star wars#lesbian#transgender
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CHAPTER 8 OF A LESSON IN SHII-CHO HAS BEEN POSTED!
Happy New Year Everyone!
A Lesson in Shii-Cho (49345 words) by Spirk_kock Chapters: 8/15 Fandom: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi & Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn & Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn & Obi-Wan Kenobi Characters: Obi-Wan Kenobi, Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn, Asajj Ventress, Dooku | Darth Tyranus, Padmé Amidala, Mace Windu Additional Tags: Past Padmé Amidala/Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn Lives, Lightsaber Forms (Star Wars), Lightsaber Training (Star Wars), Slow Burn, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Trans Male Character, Nightmares, Anakin Skywalker Has Issues, Jedi/Religious Trauma, Jedi Are Just Space Catholics, Angst, Fix-It of Sorts, Fix-It, Obi-Wan Kenobi Gets Therapy, Canon-Typical Violence, Transphobia, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Anakin Skywalker is Qui-Gon Jinn's Padawan, Character Study, Angst with a Happy Ending, Padmé Amidala and Anakin Skywalker Are Not Together, But Does Anakin Know That?, Unreliable Narrator, The Jedi Make Mistakes but they are not Bad, Nuance, Fantasy and Fictional Setting Racism, Moral Dilemmas, Eventual Smut, Trans Obi-Wan Kenobi, Bisexual Anakin Skywalker, Bisexual Obi-Wan Kenobi, Obi-Wan Kenobi Has a Vagina Summary: It had been many years since Obi-Wan Kenobi had seen Anakin Skywalker. Years since Obi-Wan had been unceremoniously replaced as Qui-Gon Jinn’s padawan by that infuriating, ever important, Chosen One. Years since Obi-Wan had needed to confront these feelings of inadequacy and insecurity. And yet, as always, his life is not his own. An order from the Jedi Council forces Obi-Wan’s hand, and he inexorably finds himself responsible for the continued training of the young man who stole his master. A man that, unsurprisingly, is hard to handle.
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OK SO. RAREPAIR. MY GOAT. Ventress x Hunter!! I love this ship so much he spread his legs to her
If possible, can you make it t4t? Trans woman Asajj and Trans man Hunter? 👉👈
Can be smut! They are so hot together hehe
Soooo... let the rare pairings begin ✨
Hope it was what u wanted!
"NOT WHAT I WAS EXPECTING"
– ASAJJ VENTRESS/HUNTER 🔥
WARNINGS: TRANS ASAJJ, TRANS HUNTER, EXPLICIT SEX (DIRTY TALK, BIG DICK)
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"This is not what I was expecting when you agreed to come with me" Ventress retorts, voice full of sarcasm, while Hunter tries to catch his breath in front of her.
The leader of Clone Force 99 had been worried sick about the ex-sith's revelation about Omega. She had offered to train her; just enough to grasp a sliver of control of the Force. Just enough to hide herself, to remain unnoticed. Not that the Empire would stop looking after her –not when they already knew the truth–; but at least, her life sign wouldn't be screaming "force sensitive" for those physically around the girl. Hunter had inmediately shot down the idea unless he was allowed to tag along; and Asajj had reluctantly accepted.
Why did she want to help the girl? Well, Ventress knew everything about people wanting to take advantange of a helpless child; about being an expensable pawn in another's game, about families ripped apart. Plus, the Empire would find her someday too, no matter how hard she had been working to blend with the shadows. And for the Empire to be destroyed, there had to be enough force-sensitives –ex-siths, ex-jedis, new force users, it didn't really matter– alive. Asajj doubted the Empire could be defeated without them.
That didn't mean Ventress was chirpy about it. Hapiness just didn't seem to be in her vocabulary; in her range of emotions. Amused, entertained, not sad neither angry? Yes. But never plainly happy. It was just her personality; shaped after a whole life of teachings on dark arts and sith stories.
Surprisignly, her two new companions hadn't been as irritating as she had expected them to be. The kid's bubbly excitement could be tiring after a whole day of social interactions; and Hunter's initial side glances of waryness had gotten on her nerves at first. But the girl had learned when to give her space –it wasn't a difficult task, considering Asajj's sharp tongue– and Hunter... Ah, Hunter had been a very curious development.
Ventress had grown to... Well, perhaps like was too strong of a word, but it admitedly went further than tolerate. The clone was loyal and brave –but not the silly kind of bravery–; measured, always aware of his surroundings, perceptive and plainly hot. That definitely helped. There was a sort of primal, raw and masculine attraction going on for Hunter; and yet he was still surprisignly pretty. Perhaps it was the long hair or the sweet brown eyes; perhaps that narrow waist Asajj had eyed more than once.
No matter how curiously attracted she felt for him, though, Ventress never thought it would end like this; that he would be the one to grow a pair and kiss her. And oh, what a heated kiss it had been. Hunter was still panting in front of her, eyes flickering over her face while he tried to catch up his breath. Ventress had heard him moan low in his throat; felt the shiver spreading through his body when she had all but cuped his ass and grounded against him, letting him feel her bulge. The wide-eyed, confused but excited look on the clone's face had been nothing short of precious.
Ventress walked backwards –eyes never leaving Hunter's– and layed down on the matress of her ship; posture relaxed and tempting. Hunter seemed to be devouring her from his spot against the wall.
"I'm not complaining, though" she finally continued, making a tiny gesture with her head while she added in a sultry voice "Come here and take a sit on my lap, little clone".
Hunter's cheeks flushed a deep red. He hadn't seen this happening either. But he couldn't deny the way his heartbeat sped up when Ventress stepped close to him; or when she hissed a few words as an answer. Because that's how the woman spoke; in sharp hisses and confident whispers. Everything in Asajj screamed power; and that made Hunter's knees weak.
Hunter has always been a confident person himself; used to leading his squad and carrying the weight of decisions and responsabilities. He doesn't really understand then, why he gets so damn shy around Ventress; why his feet shuffle as if he's unsure to move forward. He wants to. He wants her. Why then does he feel so... afraid?
The woman observes him from the bed. It makes Hunter more nervous, but the arch of her eyebrow finally pushes him into action, and Hunter quickly jumps into the matress, one knee going over Ventress's hips and settling almost stubbornly on top of her. He's a sargeant. He has led his team into battle more times than he can count and survived to tell the story. It's just sex with... Ventress.
Ventress, who has a very well-endowed cock by the feeling of it and chuckles at Hunter's obvious reaction; a small whimper escaping his lips while he nervously adjusts on top of her.
The woman's long nails take hold of Hunter's own hips; keeping him in place.
Once again, she smirks.
"Like what you feel?" She asks, though it's nothing more than an observation at this point, really.
Hunter blushes and glances off to the side. Ventress chuckles and grabs his chin; forcing him to look at her.
"For a sargeant, you're surprisingly shy in bed" she points out, smile wide as a lothcat's. "Don't worry, little clone, we can just stick to kissing for a bit".
There's a sort of sarcasm to her voice; but Hunter seizes the oportunity to do something he wants and escape the weight of her stare and dips down to press his lips on hers. Asajj makes a tiny surprised sound, body tensing and coiling like a snake; then chuckles low in her throat and tugs him forward, deepening the kiss. She's rough, teeth nipping his lower lip, all-consuming; and Hunter quickly gets lost in it. His body heatens up; warmth climbing onto his cheeks. He's getting wet, now; and he can feel Ventress's bulge growing hard underneath him, and the knowledge drives him crazy.
He humps forward, unconsciously trying to grind on it; and Ventress groans, lips parting, head falling back to rest against the thin pillow. She studies him with hooded eyes. The clone looks delicious; long hair encasing his flushed face, eyes closed, lips parted while he moves against her. Ventress tugs that gorgeous hair of his back with a pull of her hand; Hunter's spine curving in response. A small moan echoes in the walls of her ship.
"Getting a little desperate, aren't why?" She asks, amused but oh, so turned on, dark eyes heavy fixed on his. "You want that inside of you, mm?"
Hunter's whole body trembles at the dirty words coming of her mouth. A rush of slick slips into his underware. His core pulses almost with it's own heartbeat.
Fuck, yes. He wants that. He needs that. He's so empty, he needs her cock to stretch him, needs to be filled and pounded and...
Hunter whines, and Asajj gives him a wide, dangerous smile.
"Not that I'm trying, little clone, but your thoughts are awfully loud in the force".
Hunter blushes; though it doesn't make much difference in his already redenned cheeks. He looks at her as if he were a lost puppy; needing guidance. Ventress smirks.
"Why don't you take it out, then, if you want it so badly?" She suggests, playing with him, but dead-serious at the same time.
Hunter knows she won't let it slip; and it's less humiliating to admit to his desires directly –instead of trying to resist–. So he swallows his embarassment and shyness down, and his hands nervously tug her leggins and underware down; exposing her erection to him for the first time. It tears out a very audible moan from his throat.
"It's so big" he thinks to himself, but speaks out loud.
It's the biggest dick he's ever seen. Warm and heavy, it rests against the woman's pelvis; almost reaching her belly button. There's a few drops of precum that tempts Hunter to take a taste.
Asajj's laugh break him out of his reverie.
"Take a photo, little clone. It'll last longer".
Hunter tries to be nochalant about it.
"I was just curious. You know, with you being a woman and..." he looks down at her cock again, and Ventress gives him a confident, one sided smile.
"Ah. Well, it can't be that much of a surprise... Considering how you're keeping a very similar secret. Aren't you, little clone?"
Hunter squirms. He glances off to the side, but Ventress "tsks" and he redirects his eyes back to her. He doesn't like talking about this. Hell, he doesn't have a lot of sexual experience because he hadn't wanted to face other's reactions; hadn't known how to explain it. What to do or say. But Jedi magic, right? Or well... Well, perhaps his grinding had made his lack of package obvious. Either way, it's not easy admiting it out loud.
"Why don't you show me?" she continues, encourging him upon his silence.
Hunter hesitates for a few seconds; then he shifts his ways on his knees and slowly divests himself. His shirt is thrown to the floor first; his slightly more rounded chest coming into view. They're not really breasts, at least not a full pair; but they're not completely flat and muscular either. There's some softness in them; and his nipples had always been particularly sensitive.
Surprisingly, Ventress waits patiently as he moves on onto the lower part of his outfit. Hunter is finally completely naked in front of her; and the woman eats him up with her eyes while Hunter squirms in place. Insecurity swims inside of him, and some part of him wants nothing more than to dress up again, but... But Ventress smirks in satisfaction and carefully and very slowly swipes two fingers through his wet folds. Hunter clenches around nothing and moans.
"Look at that" she smiles, desire clear in her eyes. "Who would have thought a clone commander would look so pretty with perky nipples and a pussy crying to be filled. Because that's what you truly want, isn't it?"
"Y-yes" Hunter manages to answer, swallowing his embarassment down.
"Well, well, little clone. We must prepare you for that" Ventress taunts, her hand reaching down to gently stroke her cock twice. "I'm not sure I can make all this fit inside of you. I bet you're tight".
Hunter's mind is swimming in desire. He nods, fingers flying down to his clit inmediately. He does a circular motion one, twice; he's so wet and turned on it feels spectacular already.
"Ah, ah. You're going to cum in my cock and only by what my cock gives you" she stops him, making him whimper and look at her in desperation. "If you're so eager, you can start preparing yourself for my cock".
Hunter throws all caution through the window and dips his middle finger inside of him; the movement eased by his wetness. It's one single finger; and yet he feels so full already. Ventress is right; he is tight. It doesn't help his pussy is clenching onto anything that is given to him.
"Just like that, little clone. Go on. You're a big boy, you can take another one".
Hunter whimpers and obbeys; and soon he's pushing two fingers, then three, in and out of him. They become from being too much to being too little; and he whines gripping the woman's hip with his free hand, asking for more.
Ventress, who has been slowly stroking herself while watching his little show, smirks knowingly.
"Yes, Hunter?"
He bites his lip and squirms. He knows she wants him to ask.
"P-please..." he whispers, the urgency clear in his voice.
Ventress smiles wider.
"Please what? I'm not giving you anything until you beg for it".
Hunter moans and tries to hide behind the courtin of his hair momentarily. The woman grabs his chin and forces him to face her. Her eyes demand an answer. Hunter needs to beg.
"Please, Asajj" he surprises himself with how soft his pleading voice sounds. "I want your big cock inside of me".
Ventress groans, kissing him as a reward and swiftly adjusting their positions; tugging him towards her so that his entrance is hovering over her erection. Ventress holds both of his hips with her hands; gesturing down with her head, eyes locked on his.
"Take what you want, little clone. Sit on it". She orders, the last few words coming out in almost a hiss.
It sends electrifying pleasure up his spine; a tremble that is only replicated when he holds her cock in place with one hand and begins to slowly sit on it.
"A-ah" he whines, the stretch of her massive cock too much for his tight entrance to easily adjust. "V-ventress..."
She hums in delight and holds his hips steady; leading him to backtrack a little before taking more of her length inside of him.
"You should see yourself, Hunter" her voice is temptation on itself. "Looking so pretty trying to take my hard cock in your tiny pussy".
Hunter whimpers and stubbornly pushes down the rest of the way; the stretch so abrupt it burns. He makes a second wounded noise in his throat when he involuntarily clenches on her; and Ventress releases her first pure unadulterated, uncontrolled moan of the night. This is affecting her as well; as much as she's good at hiding it.
"S-so big" he repeats, almost as if he needs her to soothe him, to confirm it.
Asajj nods, answer a little raspy.
"Yeah. I can almost see the outline poking in your belly".
Hunter clenches on her again and looks at her desperately; breath already coming out in agitated pantings.
She reads the overwhelming desire in him.
"Move, little clone. I want to see you bouncing up and down on my cock".
Hunter loses himself on Asajj's hard-on. Though at first it's difficult to mantain a rhythim, the feeling too much, his endless desire and wetness soon makes it easier; and encouraged by her dirty words and strong hands, he moves faster and harder, slamming his own hips down on hers until he can almost feel her pushing against his cervix. Is an alarming situation and a incredibly pleassurable once at the same time.
Ventress let's him enjoy himself for some minutes; delighted to watch his pleasure and listen to his curses and moans, eyes tracking the way his body bounces and how his spine arches, how flushed his face looks. The need to fuck him harder, faster, arrives not too long after, though; and she inverts their positions so fast that Hunter is left to stare at her in shock, weeping cock still inside of him.
"You've had your fun, little clone. Now I get to take what I want, and you're just gonna hold on and cope with it".
It's a warning; a promiss. And Hunter soon discovers Ventress has no intention on breaking it.
She tilts his hips upwards; bends his legs open, and pounds in him so hard and deep a broken moan cries into the silence of the night. She doesn't give him respite, though; she's persistent, set on a goal, hips moving confidently over his and feeding her cock into his pussy one time after the other one. He's so wet the sound is almost embarassing; and yet it still turns him on. Ventress's cock feels imposibly good inside of him; so big, stretching him so wide, reaching so deep, branding him inside, carving her shape out of his pussy, one time after the other one and the other one and the other one...
"Please... please..." hunter cries, real tears in his eyes.
It feels so good it's overwhelming. He needs to cum. He needs to explode and release and please, god, this is so fucking good his brain is going to...
"There, there, little clone. Just take. What I. Give you" she hisses back, punching each word with a snap of her hips.
Hunter feels the orgasm impossibly close. He feels tingly already. He can almost graze it with his fingertips. It feels so good, he's so full, she's so big and...
"I-I'm gonna' cum!" He warns her, eyes shutting down inmediately, mouth dropping in an opent pant.
Ventress groans and pounds harder. She places a firm –and carefull– hand on Hunter's throat.
The man whines. The stars explode.
"I-I'm cum-ing!" He cries out, every single muscle on his body clenching harshly, squeezing the woman's cock.
Tingling spreads from his pussy to every single nerve ending on his body; shivering uncontrollably.
Ventress opens up on the Force; swallowing his pleasure down, making it part of her own.
"F-fuck!" She groans, almost tasting her own orgasm too. "D-drop to your knees, Hunter. Now".
It's not a question. It's an order. It's urgent. Necessary.
A dazzed Hunter rolls over and kneels on the floor; sleepy, satisfied eyes looking up at the woman's figure in ecstasy. Ventress takes a stand right in front of him. She grabs his hair with one hand, tilting his face upwards; desperately strokes her cock with the other one.
"Want to fucking paint your face" she growls, managing to send a last shiver of pleasure through Hunter's nerves. "Want to see your pretty face drenched in my warm cum, little clone..."
Hunter hums and obediently sticks his tongue out; and the sight of it, of the clone voluntarily offering his mouth to her, is what does it. Ventress moans and cums; white ropes of her warm seed painting Hunter's flushed face and dripping down. Ventress caresses the tip against his cheek; then against his lips. Hunter hums and gives her a kittle lick in complete contempt and relaxation. It's Ventress's time to shiver.
"Good boy" she murmurs, energy dropping, falling down to sit on the edge of the bed.
Hunter hums and follows; drops forward, head coming to rest to one of her thighs. He's growing sleepy as well; and Ventress chuckles in what can only be... Well, not happiness, but fond amusement, maybe.
THE END.
#hunter bad batch#soft hunter#hunter smut#hunter#hunter x ventress#hunter x asajj#asajj ventress#transgender#transfem#transmasc#star wars#clones#fanfic#tbb#clone wars#fics#hunter tbb#bad batch smut#request#rare pairing#rarepair#tbb hunter#tcw ventress#tbb ventress#enemies to lovers#sw tbb#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#star wars fanfiction#sargent hunter
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ok i was gonna reblog my “characters i think are aroace” post but it seems to have vanished
happy pride, here are my headcanons about sw characters’ sexualities/gender identities
starting off with the bad batch
hunter and crosshair are both gay
wrecker is panromantic demisexual
tech is demi
echo is aroace
omega grew up to be a bi disaster
she’s also trans
rex is biromantic asexual
anakin is trans and bi
obi wan is pan
ahsoka is a lesbian
so is bariss
mace windu is aroace
yoda is also aroace
actually here’s a list of all the characters i think are aroace:
luke skywalker
din djarin
rey skywalker
asajj ventress
commander fox
commander wolffe
kit fisto
aayla secura
plo koon
hondo onaka (i think that’s how you spell that?
ok that’s all the aroaces i think
count dooku is gay
leia is bi but tends to prefer women
lando is pan (i feel like that’s canon?)
cassian andor is bi
bail organa is trans
cara dune is a trans lesbian
bo katan is also a lesbian
so is fennec shand
#i will reblog as i think of more#star wars#pride month#pride#gay#lgbt#lesbian#transgender#aroace#demisexual#pansexual#asexual#aromantic
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Pinch Hit #4: Hagebutt; Star Wars - All Media Types
Request: Bo-Katan Kryze/Pre Vizsla; Bo-Katan Kryze/Koska Reeves; Bo-Katan Kryze/Axe Woves; Bo-Katan Kryze/Original Character(s); Bo-Katan Kryze/Mon Mothma; Bo-Katan Kryze/Leia Organa; Bo-Katan Kryze/Asajj Ventress; Cara Dune/Bo-Katan Kryze; Adonai Kryze/Jaster Mereel; Alexsandr Kallus/Fenn Rau; Fic
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i'm the enjoyer of mandos, meat and politics by Hagebutt
Bo-Katan Kryze/Pre Vizsla; Bo-Katan Kryze/Koska Reeves; Bo-Katan Kryze/Axe Woves; Bo-Katan Kryze/Original Character(s); Bo-Katan Kryze/Mon Mothma; Bo-Katan Kryze/Leia Organa; Bo-Katan Kryze/Asajj Ventress; Cara Dune/Bo-Katan Kryze; Adonai Kryze/Jaster Mereel; Alexsandr Kallus/Fenn Rau; Fic
Do you have a kink that coincides with my list of preferred things? Do you want to use this unbelievably specific (modern) AU in your head? Or maybe you agree with me that there should be more smut fics with Bo-Katan? I hugely enjoy Mandalorian politics and would love to see it in a fic that's majorly about porn, but AU fics that draw from author's hyperfixations are my jam just as much. Trans headcanons are welcome! I also enjoy reading fics about (less usual) sexual acts. Anything I'm listing below (taken from here - a page recommended by the mods of this event) would make me happy, but treat it just as a possible inspiration and not as a rigid manual: Abuse, Anal penetration, Auctions, Brothels, Exposure, Feminine terms used for males, Humiliation, Incest, Non-consensual, Pornography, Pretending to be gay, Underage. You can find me on Tumblr under the same nick and clear things with me over an anonymous ask! DNW: some bodily fluids (scat, lactacion, vomit), overused tropes (a/b/o, coffee shop au, soulmates), less sexual and more weird take on stuff like inflatation, bloodplay, piss
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The Dead Do Not Dream (But I Might As Well Try)
read it on the AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/48406549 by moonminso Obi-Wan Kenobi has spent ten long years in exile on the home planet of his dead padawan. With the jedi order gone and the empire well on its way to tearing the galaxy to pieces, he has never been closer to losing all hope. That is, until a certain someone crashes into Obi-Wan's life and changes everything. Again. Words: 4911, Chapters: 1/19, Language: English Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars: Obi-Wan Kenobi (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Anakin Skywalker, Anakin Skywalker | Darth Vader, Ahsoka Tano, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Bo-Katan Kryze, Asajj Ventress, CT-7567 | Rex Relationships: Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending, Slow Burn, found family realness, Obi-Wan Kenobi Needs a Hug, Panic Attacks, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Darth Vader Redemption, Suitless Darth Vader, BAMF Ahsoka Tano, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, themes of abuse - palpatine is his own tw atp, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, POV Multiple, Trans Anakin Skywalker, Trans Ahsoka Tano read it on the AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/48406549
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Being a Transgender Nerd
Originally posted December 28th, 2015
Unpacking the male dominated culture of nerds from a trans woman’s perspective.
I have been a nerd all of my life.
That’s a statement I can’t see anyone objecting to. If you’ve met me, then it’s pretty obvious how nerdy I am; I’m arguably the biggest fan of Star Wars among anyone I know, I’ve spent a significant portion of my life obsessing over videogames (my favorites being Zelda and Metal Gear Solid), and I run a blog devoted to critically analyzing the abridged version of a popular anime. To put it simply, I have more nerd cred than I know what to do with, and I’ve loved investing myself in nerddom since I was a little kid.
I have also been a woman all of my life.
That statement, unlike the first, carries a small amount of potential controversy with it, given that I am a transgender woman (it’s thankfully much less dangerous a statement than it used to be, as our culture has becoming more understanding and accepting of trans people).
And to the benefit of those who would argue against my womanhood, I have not known all of my life that I was, in fact, a woman. This experience of growing up not knowing my true gender and assuming that I was a man has left me with a unique experience, and as a result, I have gained a deeper understanding of the way one’s gender affects their experience within nerd culture.
The hold that straight white men have upon the role of the protagonist is one of the things I noticed earliest. This however, did not help me understand my gender identity; it reinforced the idea that women were inferior, even though that idea wasn’t something I ever directly vocalized.
Of course, I still found myself drawn to the few female characters there were, and Asajj Ventress, a minor character from the Star Wars expanded universe, particularly caught my attention, as I could feel a lot of empathy for a woman whose troubled past had led her to embrace the Dark Side of the Force.
I quickly found myself rather obsessed with her, and I poured over every bit of media containing her that I could get my hands on, even when her lack of significance outside of the Clone Wars animated miniseries meant that most of that obsession was spent rereading her entry on the Star Wars “Databank*.”
Looking back, I see that that obsession rose not only out of a love for Ventress’ character, but out of a dire need to see women I could relate to in the media that I loved. Now, given the complex environment that I grew up in, it is unlikely that the inclusion of more women in Star Wars would have helped me understand my gender identity earlier (though honestly, who’s to say what could’ve helped), but I can safely say that the inclusion of more women would have helped me feel even more like the Star Wars universe belonged to me.
And while I don’t spend as much time obsessing over Asajj Ventress as I used to, thanks to “Star Wars: The Clone Wars,” she and the Star Wars universe have grown up about as much I have; where she used to be shown only as a tool of the men who would use her, she’s grown into a woman who abandons these men to live her own life, and is attempting to live a good life despite it the hold the Dark Side still has upon her. That version of Ventress, as it happens, is just the type of role model I needed back when I was a youngling.
*Back in the early 2000s, the official Star Wars website had a database of professionally written articles summarizing the history of each character and object present in the Star Wars universe. It was unfortunately discontinued a while back, but its spirit lives on through Wookieepedia.
#nerd culture#not sure how else to tag#oof#this piece is fine#the oof is not at the piece#the oof is for ventress being shown as her own woman#and not as a tool of the men around her#because since i wrote this#i have read star wars dark disciple#and fuck you katie lucas#quinlan vos should have given his life for ventress#she deserved someone in her life finally doing that for her#also i don't think this piece actually gets much into my experience as a trans nerd#it touches on what reached that repressed trans side of me#but i had a lot of horrifying experiences growing up as a 'boy'#and saw a lot of misogyny from nerds around me#who were often the only friends i really had
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New Fiction 2024 - March
Dark Disciple by Christie Golden (2015)
I couldn't binge SW without going to the library like the old days to grab one of the recent EU novels. This one continues the Asajj Ventress arc that was cut from the final Clone Wars seasons, and I'm ambivalent about the course of events. But it looks like I chose the perfect time to read it because the final season of The Bad Batch will address things that annoyed me about the ending.
Cathedral by Michael A. Martin & Andy Mangels (2002)
It was feeling a bit shaky in the previous novel (This Gray Spirit) with a lot of time spent on less interesting nuance, but this novel saves this short series by trimming off the expositional fat and keeping up the pace. The cliffhanger ending was fantastic and I've been jittery waiting until I can move on to the next one.
Moby-Dick; or, The Whale by Herman Melville (1851)
Herman, pal, I know what you were going for with the middle 2/3 of this book, but that really should've been a standalone expansion. Tolkien (or maybe his editors) knew to leave that to its own thing. In any case, WHAT A BOOK. How is this from the mid-1800s? Great beginning, great ending, interesting middle for those who can get through the instructional texts on whales and whaling.
"leave your laundry on the floor for them" by Pocketss (2024)
It's good to recycle.
Star Wars Jedi: Survivor dev. Respawn Entertainment (2023)
I miss some of the more alien environments from the first game. They definitely borrowed spaghetti western cues from Mandalorian for this, and you see below how much I gripe about that show's influence. Cal's still kind of a dud. But it's great overall. What a fun, huge, expensive-looking game. How does any SW developer going forward beat this?!
Drive-Away Dolls dir. Ethan Coen (2024)
It's reaching out toward those 90s crime comedies the Coens had going, but just kinda falls short. I can't put a finger on what exactly is missing. Maybe it doesn't go far enough?
Madame Web dir. S.J. Clarkson (2024)
One of those laugh-at-the-dialogue-that-isn't-meant-to-be-funny affairs.
Perfect Days dir. Wim Wenders (2024)
I've over the moon for this movie. Just perfect in every way. I felt it in my bones, watched it ten times at theaters all over the area as I chased down showtimes, and I'll gladly watch it again.
The Peasants dir. DK Welchman & Hugh Welchman (2024)
Holy crap, I missed Loving Vincent but this makes me wanna go and check that out, because this animation technique is gorgeous. All of the performances were great, too.
Stopmotion dir. Robert Morgan (2024)
Stopmotion, puppets, horror, madness. It's a perfect combination.
The Taste of Things dir. Tran Anh Hung (2024)
I haven't seen food shot this beautifully since Food Wars.
Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba – To the Hashira Training dir. Haruo Sotozaki (2024)
Never watched an episode before and I can say that was a helluva fight.
Maestro dir. Bradley Cooper (2023)
Man, I mean, he did it, he sure damn did it, but should he have?
Land of Bad dir. William Eubank (2024)
When the shit hits the fan.
Imaginary dir. Jeff Wadlow (2024)
I was in from the get-go, but it did need a certain something. Maybe 25% more creepy toys.
Love Lies Bleeding dir. Rose Glass (2024)
You'll think you know where it's going but it does not go there.
The American Society of Magical Negroes dir. Kobi Libii (2024)
Justice Smith and An-Li Bogan did amazing work in The American Society of Magical Negroes. Everyone in the cast and crew, really, but they portrayed a lot of complicated feelings and fears with aplomb and also had a really sweet romantic scene that got to me like no romantic scene in recent memory. I fell for Bogan’s character just like Smith’s character did. (And they respond to that by the end.)
Shayda dir. Noora Niasari (2023)
Scheming and plotting to convince my higher-ups to cast Zar Amir Ebrahimi in any of our projects because I just wanna see her cast in more stuff.
One Life dir. James Hawes (2023)
More than most of us.
Problemista dir. Julio Torres (2024)
When there's no choice but to suffer and no one will understand.
Luca dir. Enrico Casarosa (2021)
Oh, this is just The Little Mermaid retold (affectionate).
Late Night with the Devil dir. Cameron Cairnes & Colin Cairnes (2024)
They needed more insanity and a higher frequency of it.
Immaculate dir. Michael Mohan (2024)
Whoa BUDDY, props to Sweeney for going for it in the end.
Exhuma dir. Jang Jae Hyun (2024)
I feel like I'm missing a critical cultural understanding here to get past my tepid response.
Winnie-the-Pooh: Blood and Honey 2 dir. Rhys Frake-Waterfield (2024)
I didn't need to do this again.
Godzilla x Kong: The New Empire dir. Adam Wingard (2024)
Closing in on minimal humans and maximum giant monsters.
The Bad Batch - Season 2 (2023)
Yep, nailed it. They have great character moments here and it continues the tradition of "oh the clones are more interesting than most everyone else."
Andor (2022)
First half is two thumbs up, second half is one shaky thumb up. Big Mandalorian vibes with the whole return from whence you came narrative arc. I'd like to see them break away from Favreau's influence (I unfairly pin the live action ups and downs on him).
The Mandalorian - Season 3 (2023)
It's getting weird with the father figure thing. And it's befuddling when one has to catch a different show to understand key beats in Mandalorian and Grogu's story. Hype status for more seasons is low.
Ahsoka (2023)
The get-togethers are fun, but it meanders a bit and the ending was a headscratcher. Great combat and Star Wars-iness though. I'd come back for more with a hopeful glint in my eye.
Star Wars Resistance (2018-2020)
They could've had something good here, but they really whiffed most of season 1. It starts to get good at the end of s1 and maybe through half of s2, but then they seemed to tie things up hastily when they knew they were getting cancelled. Can't recommend. :(
Tales of the Jedi (2022)
Anthology Star Wars?! Anthology Star Wars!! They make me care about characters from the movies that meant nothing to me, as is Filoni and co's way.
Star Wars: Visions (2021-2023)
MORE anthology Star Wars?!! And "Screecher's Reach" in the second season kinda wrecked me. Just typing this out makes me think of it again and the tears well. It's from the Secret of Kells studio and it's just a phenomenal short. Both anthology shows are must-watch.
The Outer Limits - Volume 2 (1964)
I'm surprised how little of this first season carries through to the 90s revival that I love so much.
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Can’t imagine how hard it was for Hunter to live in an island with so much delicious sushi and not be able to enjoy it for his lil baby’s health inside of him
Post birth, Ofc, his brothers prepared everything for him, making sure he and the baby were going to be comfortable and ok, including a lil hoodie that uncle Wreck made with all love <33
T4T VentHunt my love, and their lil miracle baby, that survived the electrocution torture Hunter and through in the finale, Pandora <33
Surely one day Asajj will come back and see…the results. Hehe
Extra sketch of Pan. In my hc the markings are actually natural, like togruta markings
#VentHunt#Ventress x Hunter#TBB s3 gave me the best straight Hunter ship ever and it’s somehow a rarepair#people were shipping her and Cross???#when Hunter spread his legs to her???#come on guys.#that’s pure peak juice#t4t greatness#Sergeant Hunter#Pandora (OC)#Asajj Ventress#Intersex Hunter#Trans Asajj Ventress#Pregnant Hunter#Seahorse Hunter#Mpreg#Pregnancy#TBB#The Bad Batch#Star Wars#Art n Inky
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Yes, lightsabers were absolutely a sound financial decision this month, I don't know what you are talking about. I might be living on 10p noodles for the rest of June but totally worth it.
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Your Fave Sith Lords/Baddies Hate TE//RFS <3
A collection of “[Insert Sith here] hates TE//RFS” flags! (Yes, even ol’ Sheevy Pulpacrime hates them! Zap zap, bitch!) Imps coming soon. ;O
Anti-te//rf flag is from @urfavhatesterfs, go give them your love!!
Feel free to use as icon/header/whatever, but please credit both me and @urfavhatesterfs!!
#my art#kinda?? flag is NOT MINE#trans rights#darth vader#darth sidious#darth maul#savage opress#asajj ventress#kylo ren#count dooku#darth nihilus#general grievous#grand inquisitor#lana beniko
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Posted this on my twitter but #whotransedmygender ?👀 These are the 8 characters that made me very trans and cool and if you’re trans and cool feel free to make your own version gfmbmd
#whotransedmygender#trans pride#trans and nonbinary#nonbinary pride#i felt compelled#austin powers#obi wan kenobi#jack spicer#doyle blackwell#numbuh five#asajj ventress#crona#frida suarez#this is foolish ghfdjskmfk
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chapter 2 has been posted!
A Lesson in Shii-Cho by Spirk_kock
Summary: “Despite the reservations of many of us on the Council, we believe it is in the best interest of the Order and of the Republic that young Skywalker continue to remain under our watch. He has grown into a powerful Force user and skilled warrior - despite his volatility - and it is our duty to ensure that he remains on the path of light.” “What we are asking of you,” clarified Master Mundi, “is to take him under your wing as a mentor.” This was highly unusual. OR: A very bitter Obi-Wan Kenobi finds himself inexorably responsible for the continued training of the very man who stole his master; a volatile young Jedi Knight by the name of Anakin Skywalker.
Relationships: Obi-Wan Kenobi/Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi & Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn & Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn & Obi-Wan Kenobi
Chapters: 2/15 Fandom: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Characters: Obi-Wan Kenobi, Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn, Asajj Ventress, Dooku | Darth Tyranus, Padmé Amidala Additional Tags: Past Padmé Amidala/Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon Jinn Lives, Lightsaber Forms (Star Wars), Lightsaber Training (Star Wars), Slow Burn, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Trans Male Character, Nightmares, Anakin Skywalker Has Issues, Jedi/Religious Trauma, Jedi Are Just Space Catholics, Angst, Fix-It of Sorts, Fix-It, Obi-Wan Kenobi Gets Therapy, Canon-Typical Violence, Transphobia, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Anakin Skywalker is Qui-Gon Jinn's Padawan, Character Study, Angst with a Happy Ending, Padmé Amidala and Anakin Skywalker Are Not Together, But Does Anakin Know That?, Unreliable Narrator, The Jedi Make Mistakes but they are not Bad, Nuance
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REQUEST GUIDELINES/FANDOM LIST:
last update: 03.01.2022 2nd August, 2022 14th November, 2022 1st April, 2024
If you want to request something pls give me some more or less specific ideas or a few prompts (link for prompt list).
I'll automatically do platonic relationship and they/them pronouns if it's not specified.
Also, english isn't my first language you've been warned.
What I don't take requests for:
Stuff i might write if im in the mood but probably won't ( There are always going on be warnings ofc)
smut
suggestive stuff
toxic relationships (might appear in a criminal minds fic or something like that, never romantizised)
darkfics
arguments
enemies to lovers
What I don't write in general:
romantizised toxic relationships
rape, incest, pedophilia, age gap (teacher/student as well) etc.
romance for characters under 14 y/o
male reader x lesbian character or female reader x gay character
about poc/trans/mlm struggles - they are obviously very very real but i am white and sapphic (not saying i won't write about characters that are any of these things, i'll do my best to make the reader gender, race, body size etc inclusive.)
What I write:
Character(s) x reader
Gender Neutral/Non-binary!, Female!, Male!reader. Obv gender ≠ pronouns but it's th
Mixed pronouns (ex. they/she), THEORETICALLY neo pronouns?
Background ships
AUs (SOULMATES!!!)
Crossovers (read fandom list)
Platonic, romantic, unspecified or familial relationship
Fandoms/characters:
Star Wars:
Romantic: Anakin Skywalker, Padmé Amidala, young!Obi-wan,
Ahsoka Tano, Asajj Ventress, Bariss Offi, Rex, Echo, Fives,
Cal Kestis,
Kanan Jarrus, Hera Syndylla, Sabine Wren,
Jyn Erso, Cassian Andor,
Din Djarin, Fenec Shnad,
Rey Skywalker, Finn
+more
Platonic: Everyone above, Obi-wan Kenobi, The Bad Batch, The ghost crew, Grogu,
Won't write: Ben Solo/Kylo Ren, Hux
Ships: Anidala, Barrisoka, Kanera, Finnpoe
Knowledge: All movies, almost all shows/cartoons (except Resistance), books - Master and apprentice, games - started JFO and (barley) SWTOR
Marvel:
Romantic: Miles Morales, Gwen Stacy, Hobie Brown, Peter Parker, Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff, Kate Bishop
Platonic: Everyone above, Peter B Parker, Yelena Belova,
Stranger things:
Romantic: Robin Buckley, Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Nancy Wheeler, Max Mayfield (s4!), Lucas Sinclair (s4!), Chrissy Cunningham, Barbara Holland rip, Jonathan Byers, Eddie Munson + more
Platonic: Everyone above, Max (all seasons), Lucas (all seasons), Will Byers, Dustin Henderson, El Hopper, Erica Sinclair, Joyce Byers, Jim Hopper, Murray Bauman, Alexei Smirnoff, Dmitri 'Enzo' Antonov, Yuri Ismailov,
Won't write: Billy
Ships: Jopper, Lumax, Elmax, Ronance, Robin/Vickie, Steddie
Knowledge: up to season 4, none books
Arcane:
Romantic: Vi, Jinx, Ekko,
Platonic: Everyone above, almost everyone else
Ships: CaitVi
Knowledge: season 1
Avatar: the last air bender
Please include if you want the reader to be a bender (and what kind) or not
R: Zuko, Suki, Sokka, +more
P: Everyone above, the gaang, Iroh,
Ships: Suki/Sokka, Zukka,
Knowledge: All seasons, almost all comics, live action
The legend of Korra:
R/P: Most characters
Won't write: Kuvira
Ships: Korrasami,
Knowledge: All seasons, all comics
The Dragon Prince:
R: Claudia, Rayla, Soren, Corvus
P: Everyone above, Ezran, Callum, Amaya, Harrow, Gren,
Ships: All canon ships, Sorvus
Knowledge: up to season 4
Sherlock Holmes:
BBC:
R/P: Most characters
Ships: Johnlock, Mystrade,
Enola Holmes:
R/P: Enola,
Criminal minds:
R/P: Elle Greenway, Derek Morgan, Emily Prentiss
Knowledge: Watching season 6
Heartstopper:
R/P: Most characters, comic or show.
Won't write: Harry and Ben.
Ships: All canon ships; Imogen x me😍 /hj
Knowledge: Comic: 7-13; show: season 1
The Blacklist:
R: Elizabeth Keen, Donald Ressler, Aram Mojtabai, Alina Park,
P: Everyone above, Harold Cooper, Tom Keen, Raymond Redington, Dembe Zuma, Kate Kaplan, Agnes Keen
Knowledge: Season 9
#star wars x reader#star wars imagine#stranger things x reader#stranger things imagine#arcane x reader#heartstopper imagine#heartstopper x reader#robin buckley x reader#steve harrington x reader#eddie munson x reader#nancy wheeler x reader#joyce byers x reader#elle greenaway x reader
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Star Wars Animated Pride Headcanons
This is for the characters in the animated TV shows (minus The Bad Batch because I haven't seen it yet. 🤭)
I can't do all the characters in the shows simply because that would be... a LOT, but I'll do the main ones and any I find particularly fun!
As with my last post, these are just my opinions and it’s totally cool if you have different ideas. Art is subjective and there are plenty of ways to engage with said art. This is just for my personal fun!
Without further ado:
Ahsoka Tano (she/her): Bisexual
Might be canon? It's implied she liked Lux Bonteri, and also she kind of had a love-interest in the Ahsoka novel in Kaeden Larte. Either way, because I'm a dumb Bisexual, my favs are getting the bi treatment.
Rex (he/him): Aromantic
Rex loves his friends, but never felt any romantic attraction for anybody. Which is fine. There are plenty of ways to love! And he's got a lot of love to give!
Quinlan Vos (he/they): Pansexual, Non-Binary
A Funky Dude. He's just vibing. That includes matters of gender and sexuality. They don't care. Really they could use any pronouns and not be affected. He just like who he like regardless of gender or species. Probably a Monsterfucker.
Asajj Ventress (she/her): Pansexual
Gender doesn't matter. Only power. She's just unlucky to have fallen for Quinlan (or lucky depending on how you look at it).
Barriss Offee (she/her): Lesbian
I feel like she struggled with her feelings of liking someone, considering the Jedi Code is against attachments. The fact that she fell in love with Ahsoka didn't help matters. She really didn't have anybody to turn to. She had a crush on her best friend, and the order that raised her wouldn't affirm attachments. The order failed her. In many different ways.
Plo Koon (he/him): Ally
Plo Koon supports his Queer Jedi family!! Don't come for them. He will take you out.
Shaak Ti (she/her): Lesbian
Your fav Clone Mom is a Lesbian. I believe even though she was attracted to women and femmes, she didn't act on it, adhering closely to the code, even at a young age.
Depa Billaba (she/her): Ally
Same thing as Plo Koon. Loves her gay and trans Jedi. Is not afraid to cause bodily harm to those disrespectful of her family.
Aayla Secura (she/her): Bisexual
Ah yes, the Twi'lek everyone ships with Commander Bly and Kit Fisto. Girl is bisexual and wouldn't have issues acting on it, regardless of Jedi code. She learned well from her master, it seems.
Ezra Bridger (he/him): Bisexual
My dumb Bisexual brain go brrr. You can't tell me that man didn't have a crush on both Wren siblings. And let's not forget about Jai Kell. They were fruity. (I know they've never met, but I strongly ship Luke and Ezra because I just think it'd work so well). Once again, one of my favs and therefore Bisexual.
Kanan Jarrus (he/him): ally.
He loves his gay son(s) and daughter. He will fight for them. He will fight for you. Get you a man like Kanan Jarrus.
Hera Syndulla (she/her): Pansexual
Hera's got bad taste in species, tbh. She saw a drunkard on a mining moon and went "oh?? 💖"
I'm mostly kidding. Space mom loves who she loves regardless of gender. It just so happens that the species she attracts are dumb human males.
Sabine Wren (she/her): Sapphic
Can't decide whether she should be Lesbian or Bisexual with a huge preference for femmes. She gives off Lesbian energy tho. Her and Ketsu Onyo are fruity.
Garazeb Orrelios (he/him): Gay
That's not a scary Lasat. That's a homosexual. Can you stop making heart eyes at Kallus for one second? Ugh.
Alexsandr Kallus (he/him): Gay
Man gets shown affection ONE TIME and suddenly he's throwing away his fascist beliefs for a man. Can't decide whether that's good for him, or just desperate...
Hondo Ohnaka (he/him): Aromantic Homosexual.
Romance?? Hard pass. Hook-ups?? Absolutely.
Not really that important to this post, but when I was playing The Sims 4: Journey to Batuu™️, I really, really wanted an option to flirt with Hondo, but the goddamn game wouldn't let me do it. Guess it would hurt their brand to let me flirt with the really old space pirate. Just let me romance the dirty old space pirate in your dumb life simulation game!!!
Kazuda Xiono (he/him): Bisexual
BET YOU WEREN'T EXPECTING RESISTANCE ON THIS POST, HUH???
Well, he's the only one on here because he's the only person I remember by name.
(I'm so sorry gay maintenance workers. You weren't so heavily queer-coded just so I could forget you 😢😢😢)
Kazuda is a bisexual himbo. A bimbo, if you will!
....wait....
But seriously, this poor man would see a pretty boy and pretty girl in the same place and die on the spot. Send help. His father can't. He got blown up on Hosnian Prime.
That's a wrap!!
Next time, I'll post the Live-Action TV characters!! Hope you enjoyed my silly little headcanons!!!
#star wars#clone wars#star wars rebels#ahsoka tano#ezra bridger#kanan jarrus#hera syndulla#sabine wren#pride month#lgbt pride#lesbian#gay#bisexual#asexual#aromantic#kazuda xiono#pansexual
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