#Tomorrow morning if it doesn't
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Hi!!! Im a big fan of ur fics! I noticed you reblogged the tdj third anniversary event and was wondering if u were going to be participating as a fic writer? Ik ur going through burnout rn so no pressure!! But ill be rlly excited if u r participating :)
Thank you so much 💜
Unfortunately, I don't think I will be participating as a fic writer. Not because I don't want to (because I do), or because I'm not tempted (because I am), or even that I don't have ideas (I most certainly do), but simply because it's not what's good for me right now.
The burnout is definitely a factor but, on top of that, I'm experiencing some pretty serious anxiety about the number of projects I'm currently juggling. I'm a person who usually finishes a fic before I start posting them and I currently have way too many of them that are ongoing, each one only making me feel more stressed.
(And more like a failure.)
And adding new ones, no matter how short they are, would require postponing the fics I'm already working on. Which, predictably, would only make my anxiety worse. So even if I love the event and would have loved to be able to participate, I really don't think I can.
My goals for my writing this month are to a) finish posting my Stuckony fic, b) start posting the self-indulgent 46k+ fic I wrote for a completely different fandom, and c) get as close as possible to finishing my Black Knight fanfic, since it's probably the easiest to complete at this stage.
After that, we'll see.
If I can, I'll try to draw something for the TDJ event, though, since it's a lot quicker and, quite frankly, a lot better for my mental health xD Drawing doesn't require nearly as much mental bandwidth and, unlike writing, doesn't actually drain me of energy. A lot of the time, it does the opposite.
So yeah. Sadly, I won't be writing any fics for the event. For the sake of my mental health, if I'm writing, I'll be working on projects that are already ongoing, not starting new ones.
#Amethystina Replies#Anonymous#Trust me when I say that I wish I could#And I totally understand why you'd be excited#I'm very flattered that you are!#But I really need to give myself a fair chance at finishing the projects I already have#Instead of starting new ones#I mean#You all will be getting writing either way#Just not for this particular event#One thing I didn't mention in my plans for this month:#Post chapter 41#I just didn't add it since that'll probably be happening tonight if all goes well#Tomorrow morning if it doesn't
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POV: You're Elias Bouchard
#FINALLY posting fanart for my hyperfixation#expect more tma fanart when artfight is over#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#my art#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#jon sims#the archivist#martin blackwood#sasha james#as in the actual real sasha james#this is s1 fanart#tim stoker#timothy stoker#ermm yeah. thats about it for tags#will be reblogging this tomorrow morning as usual#smash the like and reblog buttons and don't forget to subscribe#also sorry for tim looking a little weird. he's the only one who doesn't wear glasses :[
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If you're still accepting requests, you could draw Cross x Lust?
Hello anon! Definitely still accepting requests! And I need you to know that this request literally short-circuited my brain, because I rendered all of these doodles 🙏
Cross X Lust was Not on my bingo board of things I'd draw, but the combo just settled in my head and felt Super Right and I got to sketching and realized I really liked their energy and just... didn't stop drawing! Thank you SO MUCH for the request! (They give me the vibes of Cross being the one who insists on being chivalrous and very protective, while Lust gets some freedom to relax and be himself and get pampered a bit! Idk if I explained it right, but it makes sense in my brain-)
#utmv#utmv sans#utmv art#my art#spot!drawn#sanscest#lust x cross#cross x lust#I'd call them Crust but I get the feeling that's the one with Dust sooo not tagging it lol#yes that meme is drawn over Fix ot Felix and his hot First-Person-Shooter wife#yes it was the second thing I did after making the sketch on the left#idk I just think they'd make really good partners and I can't articulste why? I just know Cross would threaten to kill a man if thry insult#Lust tho so I think that's a decent explanation#ANYWHO I have been thinking about them since you sent in this ask anon and it has been providing me serotonin so Thank You#hope you guys enjoy!!#cross sans#lust sans#acheduling this for early tomorrow morning btw so it doesn't get lost in my midnight feed lol
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Not that I’d turn down Simon’s proposal, but if I didn’t like a man and he proposed I’d be like fuck no I don’t care who’s around (I would feel kinda bad but I’m not getting locked in a relationship I don’t want)
i wouldn't feel bad. that particular choice was his to make and the one who's gotta do the walk of shame out of there ain't me lmao.
#but if you DID turn him down#he doesn't gaf#like ok he'll ask tomorrow after your morning coffee#and again after lunch#he'll catch you in a good mood someday :)
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I have to get my blood drawn in a few hours (T^T) I have such a bad fear of veins, I am not looking forward to this
#I LOVE MY LIFE I WENT INTO THE GIFS TO FIND TOGA AND INSTEAD RAN INTO AN ANIME GIF OF SOMEONE#BITING ANOTHER PERSON'S WRIST- LOVELY JUST WHAT I NEEDED THANKS TUMBLR#(╥﹏╥)#hate hate hate veins#and i think they lady there doesn't like me#because i need to lay down and sometimes cry#i don't think she has patience for that :'(#💬#🩹#they have to be very careful with me I've been told#they can only take oh so much because I'm anemic + am only 90lbs#so i also think that's another reason they don't like me very much :-[#dreading tomorrow so bad#tomorrow? today - i forgot it's 1am lol#i get my blood drawn early morning =_=
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it's the tenth and i've only written two chapters, i'm in trouble with the burnout again folks x.x
#to be fair#real life has stepped up the crazy#i really don't want to get my cancer MRI tomorrow#it just...doesn't end#until it does i guess#i might write off the morning at least#and see how we go this afternoon#but yeah normally i've written 5-7 chapters by now#and then take the last half of the month easier#it's really not a good sign that we're this far in#and i've just got two chapters to show for it#gdi
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noshing on a mango sticky rice croissant from the farmers market this morning and i gotta say this whole is not greater than the sum of its parts
#sasha speaks#the pastry stand i got it at is relatively new and very In rn like their stand can get massive lines#and they sell out at a lot of markets cause their stuff is pretty and uses a lot of trendy flavors like strawberry matcha and ube#and dubai chocolate (which i don't understand. is it just pistachio??) or those bigass croissant cubes#and like listen i am not above trendy pastry. not in the slightest. i love a fun pastry.#though the big cubes are off putting to me tbh they're too big. i don't want that much#anyway they're new at my neighborhood market recently which i don't shop at as often but sometimes i do#like this morning bc i didn't want to go across town today and it was drizzly which meant i could get there early#and beat any measly crowd that might form later#and like. the mango sticky rice croissant. it looks super cute. round pastry with rice and mango nestled in the middle#it doesn't taste BAD. it's pastry and it's mango sticky rice.#but also. the mango is doing most of the heavy lifting here. which like. it's mango. of course it tastes good#the croissant on its own is kind of more bready than i prefer (though to be fair i like a croissant VERY flaky)#(and that tends to hamper the structural rigidity which is a problem when you mostly trade in filled and topped pastries)#(rather than just a straight up plain croissant)#and the rice is just like#idk. it's rice#it's chewy. it's not very coconuty. it's not too sweet which is good but it's not bringing much to the party other than texture#idk i'm glad i tried it and i will finish it but i won't get it again i think. i would rather just eat a good plain croissant and a mango#like. next to each other#i did get a custard filled milk bread as well though i am excited to try that tomorrow. i love custard buns
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#tomorrow i'll be going on a getaway to germany with my mom & aunt#i'm the only one who doesn't know where we're going yet. me and my mom decided it would be fun to keep it a surprise#the only info i have is we'll be staying at a hotel about 4 hours across the border. they booked 2 rooms ..#.. one for the two of them and a sperate one for me so i can start out the mornings at my own pace (🥺)#i'm a little worried about the sleeping situation because lately i've been in a LOT of pain during the evenings / at night#i'm bringing the gigantic teddy bear my mom won out of a claw machine for me years ago#it helps me find a comfortable position in bed when i prop it up just right so the pain is manageable#i'm starting to get giddy and i'm very curious to find out where we'll be staying and what we'll be doing :)#i'll try to remember to post some pictures!
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finished writing my letter to trevi. yay
#i just yapped abt how much he's inspired me to actually pursue my dreams#and i hope he doesn't think im a freak or being weird or smth LMAO#im just being honest. his ponyboy and him in general has changed smth in my brain#i was normal in the letter i prommy#anyways. hopefully i can send the letter out tomorrow morning. salute emoji#i need to ask my mama for a stamp and envelope
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This is a very specific joke for like 4 people
#star trek#strange new worlds#tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow#i was thinking about this the other morning because these signs didn't start being such a personal meme to me until this year but i was lik#'wait a gosh darn minute you know what would be funny' and then i went looking for reference images and found out that the entire guide for#these signs is just FREELY AVAILABLE ON THE INTERNET. anyway. DoFo WISHES he'd thought of giant fuck-off bridge across the lake. move over#401 tunnel. also memory alpha calls it the lake ontario bridge the designer (?) called it the toronto niagara bridge but that doesn't make#sense with the assertion in episode that it's an international bridge. sorry for being extra about this ep it was unfortunately inevitable#snw
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guys im so dizzy i see sound /hj
#i did a lot of efford today at swimming class and brain is mostly fried as usual#i think it doesn't help that i only had plain soup for lunch. not even the full bowl. well.#i didn't had energy to cook something better and i found the soup there okay#ughhh gonna watch some video or smth and then sleep my hands are shaking and also cold too#i talk#hope i get better for tomorrow i have an appointment in the morning.
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okay, unrelated to any sort of actual analysis for how well they're doing, my top picks for who I want to win secret life is cleo, etho, or scar
#tbh i'd be happy with anyone who hasnt already though#i think an impulse win would also be great#if gem wins i hope she doesn't win...comfortably. like no 30 hearts left LOL i want it closer than that#anyway. cleo etho scar. let's check back on this post tomorrow morning...
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What if I just let my coworkers die and suffer bc I hate them what then
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I made a little polymer clay Barnaby charm and he's in the oven as we speak.

#See#he is a little pooch#wittle guy#I'll show close ups tomorrow#this is gonna take a while since imma leave him in the oven till the morning#because the instructions said#To do not take out of the oven until it becomes completely cooled#So that way it doesn't crack#but yeah#anyways#rambles#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#clay charms
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living in this never ending hell where I have an extremely strong immune system (not a good thing) so i never get sick so I don't call in sick to work so I never take a day off (works 2 jobs, one is full time) so I'm mentally cooked and need that day off but I can't bring myself to call in sick for that mental health day bc I have co workers who call in sick every single fucking week and I can't do that my 2 co workers who actually come in to work
#someone save me#i have light symptons of illness but I'm sure I'll be fine tmw morning#if I call in tomorrow i have to apologize to the girl I'm scheduled with because she's faced the brunt of people calling in sick#for like 2 months she hasn't been able to have a week where she doesn't get left alone bc someone called in
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it's so fun seeing past me tweaking 🙂↕️
august 2023 steph 🫱🏻🫲🏼 april 2025 steph
#my laptop's messy#oopsies#also i don't *love* Lotura anymore#i've become more critical of massive age gaps 😭#all of the old “parts” of vtll are unpublished cause i didn't want anyone to be able to read them anymore#lololol#i keep losing my train of thought#i'm really sleep deprived 😭#oh yeah#i'm backing up all the old parts into google docs cause i've become paranoid#i feel like they're already on there since i write on GDs and then transfer#but i don't feel like looking rn#life doesn't feel real#i'm gonna fall asleep during church tomorrow morning 😭#i bought a new dress and it's so so pretty#i'm gonna reread chapter 32 again#goodnight#vtll brain dump#wattpad#vtll#voltron:the lost lion#steph after hours#voltron#voltron fanfic#voltron legendary defender
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