#To be clear and in my defense I was never a bad gf to her and tried to be the best gf I could be

[dirtmunch]

wall of text abt dating troubles if ur into that

Ok my gf and I r officially broken up, mutually might I add cuz we r both moving like in the next couple days, I should b sad ig but honestly Im kind of relieved which is terrible but It was rlly obvious she liked me way more than I did and was getting too invested, which, since we started dating on the explicity pretense that it was meant to be very casual and temporary, made be kind of uncomfortable and fenced in. Kinda felt overall to me at least that we fundamentally didn't mesh, and I found myself privately annoyed a lot because she would always speak over me and assume I didn't know things that I obviously would in my line of study. Also not that I don't love being a gay thang, but I'm not fully out so having it pointed out to me by her (you look so nb!! Oh the way you xyz is just so lesbian! <- said in public very loudly) constantly and in public too made me feel reduced to those labels and somewhat unsafe which I really hate. I am uncomfortable with a lot of pda in general, gay or not, but she would always ignore or "forget" and get very handsy in public even though I would tell her constantly to knock it off. She brought up once kind of annoyed at me for it and tried to frame it as some internalized homophobia thing even tho it's really not and is just something I've always felt. Even after in explained it she kept doing it, I remember once she grabbed my ass in the library LOBBY and I got so mad I almost walked out and went home. The worst though was any time is bring up my move to TX for grad school, her immediate response would be like ooooo be careful, they HATE lesbians down there! Like thanks. Yeah sure I put in over 5 years of effort, countless hours of art making, paper work, and thousands of dollars to reach this point and to get to work with one of my favorite artists in a huge next step in my education and career, but instead let's focus about how everyone there HATES me and I'm apparently going to inevitably get hatecrimed and curb stomped instead! Such an encouraging thing for my gf to say wow! In the end we both were dating each other bc of convenience and proximity...

[crazystargirl]

Hiii!! Ur blog is amazing! I saw you wanted requests so!

Could u write smth abt f!reader x Ethan Landry where the reader is kind of like a rockstar gf? And she’s very flirty with him but has an attitude with everyone lol. And Ethan just being shy when the reader flirts with him but always has her back and if necessary drags her out of arguments/fights.. established relationship pls,I hope u enjoy writing this if u decide to :)<333

musician!ethan x rockstar!reader hc  ♥︎

pairing ♥︎ - musician!ethan landry x rockstar!reader, ethan landry x fem!reader

word count ♥︎ - 0.5k !

a/n ♥︎ - kae, thank you for being such a sweet person and being so patient for me to finish your request, i honestly took forever to write this bc i had no idea how to write this so i made it into headcanons. i hope you enjoy it !!! ( p.s. i looked up what a rockstar gf was and just didn't really like the idea of it so i kind of changed up it up and added my own lil thing )

↳ first of all, both you and ethan are musicians

↳ you're pretty reckless so people were shocked when they found out that ethan, a shy musician, was dating you, a rockstar

↳ also ethan probably plays the acoustic guitar while you play the electric one

↳ you guys met at one of your performances that chad dragged ethan to

  🎸 "dude i can't go tonight! i have homework!"

  🎸 "fuck homework dude, you need to loosen up for once"

↳ you immediately noticed ethan out of the large crowd since there aren't many people like him at your performances

↳ you realize that ethan is the musician you go to watch perform sometimes to take your mind off of school

↳ you guys ended up talking back stage later and he asked you out

↳ he took you on a little picnic and the rest is history

↳ you guys had been dating for a few months and ethan very quickly picked up on all your bad habits

↳ for one your room was always messy so he always cleaned it up while you were class

  🎸 "eth! you don't need to clean up my room everytime it gets messy!"

  🎸 "but love if i dont you're literally going to have a landfill in here

↳ he takes you with him most days so you can watch him rehearse his stuff

↳ you usually just sit there watching on one of the trunks ( you made it VERY clear early on that you wanted to sit on a trunk and not the chair )

↳ sometimes he'll let you join in or just do your own thing

↳ you like flirting with ethan a lot since it makes him all flustered

↳ his love language is giving you little gifts and sometimes writing songs for you

↳ since you're stubborn as fuck he usually finds you arguing with people

↳ and him being the sweet, shy boyfriend, he has to drag you out of fights or arguments 

  🎸 "baby you cannot keep arguing with people!"

  🎸 "but he said you weren't a good musician so i had to argue in your defense!"

↳ ethan's asked you before why you're like that with others and not with him

  🎸 "because you're my boyfriend and i love you, are you complaining?"

  🎸 "nononono i was just curious baby"

↳ sometimes you're like a little kid and to calm you down he gets you ice cream and the worst part? it works

↳ unfortunately this isn't the only time you'll act like a kid, if you're at one of ethan's performances and you're bored because your phone is dead, he'll give you his and it will shut you up

↳ sometimes he'll let you sit on his lap when you rehearse

↳ after performances he'll take you to go get food and then you guys will watch a movie together at his place

↳ when you guys are both on break, ethan will take you out on cute little dates

↳ sometimes when you're bored out of your mind, he'll teach you how to play the acoustic guitar 

  🎸 "eth this is too hard"

  🎸 "baby you cannot give up that easily otherwise you'll never learn"

taglist ♥︎ -  @xyzstar, @ourloveisgod23, @dizscreams, @kaesworldxx, @bhk1234uwu, @nonniesworld, @athenalive, @lanaslittletwinkie, @beccajoestar

if your name is crossed out it's bc it wouldn't let me tag you

a/n ♥︎ - this is kinda short, i apologize, but if you want there to be a pt. 2 or a lil drabble for this, just send me an ask :)

©crazystargirl 2023 || do NOT translate or repost my work without my permission

[harryconcepts]

part 38

it's been a minute but slay

he overhears a conversation you're having with one of your girl friends at a little gathering you're all at and you're talking about sex as girls are prone to do 😌 maybe she's talking about how her new bf made her squirt the other night, and you're like omg my fingers could never and then you're laughing and changing the subject, but harry is just over there biding his time 😌 when things start winding down and everyone else heads home Harry stays to help you clean up, acting all innocent and pretending he just wants to be helpful but as soon as the last person is out the door he's all "so i hear you talking earlier... you know i could help you out with that 😌" and you're mortified blushing so hard it hurts but he just steps closer and says "don't be embarrassed, I'm your friend and as your friend i want to show you how you deserve to be treated 😌"

i know harry is literally so good at communicating in a relationship and that makes me so 🥹 when he's having a bad day he makes sure not to take it out on you, he says "I need you to know that I'm not mad at you or upset with you at all, I just had a really shitty day, so I'm going to go for a walk, okay? just try to clear my head" and he ofc kisses your forehead before he goes 🥹

harry rubbing your back 😔 maybe you're not feeling well, you've had a little cold and you're just miserable and can't sleep and he just wants to help you feel better however he can 😔 he has you lay down on your tummy, and he sits on your legs so he can reach everywhere 😔 he uses some lavender lotion to help you calm down and sleep better, and he talks to you in a low voice to help you relax 😔 soon you stop responding with little hums and nods, and he leans closer to see you've fallen asleep 😔 he kisses the back of your neck before he pulls the blankets up over you, and then climbs in to cuddle up to you 😔

thinking about a bodyguard harry au 😋him being hired bc your family does some dangerous shit and has a ridiculous amount of money so they hire him to keep you safe 😋and ofc spending all that time together in such close proximity who can blame you for developing a little crushy crush 😋 then one day you decided to go for a swim in the pool and you're wearing the tiniest little suit 😋and well no one's going to be home until the next morning so what's the harm in doing a little kissing 😋really there's no safer place than in Harry's bed bc he can protect you so much better when you're that close 😋

and bodyguard harry teaching you some self defense 😋 thats such a yummy concept wow... he wraps his arms around you and says "try to get away, I'll give you some pointers" and you're like "well why would i want to get away from my man 😌" and he's so over your antics bc he's trying to be a little bit serious, but ultimately you're too cute to stay mad at 😋 he says "just try it, go on" so you do, and he immediately tightens his arms saying "that's the best you can do?" and other stuff to piss you off a little bit, and finally you huff and throw your arm back to elbow him 😋 he gasps bc he didn't see that coming and then in the big wall mirror you see him grin and he says "good girl, that's a good move" and then he shows you a few more 😋 and ofc you both get turned on from being so close, and also seeing him be so strong and skilled makes you a little 🥵 and him seeing you being his sexy little gf who now knows how to defend herself makes him 🥵 too so you end up fucking against the wall 😋 and he probably tells you to watch in the mirror bc he's a freak like that 😋

god harry would not be able to keep his hands off you when you're pregnant.... maybe you're 6 ish months along, at the point where you can definitely tell that you're pregnant, he would never leave you alone 😋 and your hormones have been all over the place and you want him more than ever so he is more than happy to give you anything you want 😋one day you've just been laying around naked all day bc there's no point in getting dressed when you're just going to be taking the clothes off soon anyways 😋 an hour or so after your second round that day you reach for him again, but he grabs your wrist with a little laugh and says "I can't go again, give a man a chance to recover" and you roll your eyes, but he says "but that doesn't mean we can't do other stuff..... come sit on my face" and you're definitely not going to say no to that 😋 he would also be so obsessed with your boobs, how they've gotten so big and they're so much more sensitive now 😋 he thumbs over your nipples saying "need to make sure my wife feels good, don't i? carrying my baby for me, you deserve to get whatever you want" 😋 such a horny boy allllll day 😋

harry thinks you look so pretty when you're ready for bed 🥹 you took off all your makeup and you have your hair tied up away from your face and your glasses on, you're wearing one of his shirts and some little shorts and he can't stop staring at you 🥹 youre like "what?" and he goes "nothing, you're just so pretty" and you roll your eyes climbing in bed saying "don't lie" and he pouts saying "I'm not lying, I think you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen" and scoots closer to kiss you 🥹 you say "really?" and he nods, hugging you close and kissing your neck sweetly 🥹 he says "I think you're always pretty, and especially now, because you're wearing my clothes and only i get to see you like this" just being such a sweet boy 🥹

i have this lymph node problem that makes my stomach hurt really bad (like literally as painful as appendicitis but it's not dangerous and there's no treatment) and it's rlly bugging me lately and I need harry 😔I know he would be so sweet and gentle and try to help any way he can 😔 bringing you medicine and a heating pad, staying in bed with you all day bc he knows you're hurting and just want to lay around 😔 he would put his hand gently over the spot that's hurting so the heat will help it feel better 😔 he'd run you a warm bath and sit with you 😔ugh where is he 😔

ok so I'm thinking about being in a movie w our fav actor in the world: harry 🤩 and for the purposes of this concept ofc there's going to be some spicy scenes involved 😌 and maybe you're a bit newer to the acting scene and and you know this stuff is going to come up, but it's just a bit nerve wracking bc it's harry and he looks like that and you've always had a little crush on him 😌one day you're eating lunch together in a common area on set and he asks how you're feeling about things so far, and you say everything is really great but there's maybe a few things you're nervous about and he would immediately lift his head and say "please let me know if i ever do anything you're not okay with, it's really important to me that you're comfortable and feel safe with what we do" and you nod, really glad that's something he takes so seriously 😔then he asks what scenes you're nervous about even though he already has a pretty good idea, and you say "you know... the ones where we're kissing and- doing other stuff" and he's trying so hard not to smile bc he can tell you're actually a little freaked out, but it's so cute the way you blush and won't quite meet his eyes 😌 but first he's ofc gonna try and make you feel better so he says "it's really nothing to stress about, the intimacy coordinators are amazing and they make sure you're okay with everything we do" and you nod, still looking down at your food, and say "but i still feel like I'm just going to embarrass myself, you know? it's easy to run lines by yourself, but you can't really practice this kind of thing" and he nods, wanting to make sure you feel heard, and bc he really does understand 😔

he remembers how stressed he was about this kind of thing when he started acting, and he wishes he would have had someone to talk to like this 😔 then he gets a little idea 😌 he says "i have a bit of an idea, and it's completely okay if you don't want to do something like this, but if you're worried about how the pacing or whatever will go, we could definitely practice it a few times before we actually shoot the scene? that way there's no surprises, and we'll be a little more prepared" and you're shocked that he cares enough to suggest something like this, but also very into the idea 😌 you agree, and then he drops the subject so you don't get too freaked out bc he's nice like that 😔 that day you both get to go home early bc they're working on other scenes, and harry ofc walks you to your car 😌 he says "so about our talk earlier..." and you're blushing immediately, trying to hide how flustered he makes you so you say "yeah?" and he goes "I mean, I've got nothing going on for the rest of the evening, so if you're up for it we could do some practicing 😌" and you are also very down for that so you agree 😌 you end up going back to his place, and you're feeling a little awkward but he does everything he can to make you comfortable in his space, offering you water and anything you need :( you end up in his living room looking through the script, you run a few scenes where it's just taking to get warmed up, and then you flip to the first kissing scene 😌

it's pretty passionate, your characters are supposed to be confessing their love for each other so ofc it's a big deal 😌 you look up at each other, not exactly sure how to say "anyways let's kiss" but then he takes over and says "why don't we just go for it? let's just run the whole scene, and it's ok if it's a little awkward, I think it's best to get a full run through to see what we're working with" and you think that's a pretty good idea, so you start the scene 😌you get into it pretty quickly, and before you know it you're supposed to be kissing 😌 you stop and look at him, and say "and now we're supposed to-" and he says "I know, we don't have to if you're not feeling it though" and you shake your head saying "no, we can do it" and then it's a few seconds of looking at each other before he just goes for it 😌 he 100% takes your face in his hand to tilt your head however he wants it, and he puts his other hand on your waist 😌 and he is a good kisser, like so good you almost forget what you're supposed to be doing for a second, but then you snap out of it and do what your character is supposed to do 😌 so you both get really into it, and then you pull away a little flushed and say "it's says- I'm supposed to be on your lap for the next part, but if you don't want to do that here we can just-" and he says "I'm fine with whatever you want to do" and you think for a second before swinging your leg over his and getting settled in his lap 😌 he has his hands on your hips to keep you steady, and in this position you're up close to his face so you're noting how pretty his eyes are 😌 he sees you smile a bit and he says "what?" and you say "you just have really pretty eyes" and that makes him blush 😌 then you say "you know, if 16-year-old me knew she would someday be making out with harry styles, I think she would lose it" and he laughs saying "oh so you had a little crush on me?" and you nod, and he's soooo cheeky about that 😌 then he says "well if it makes you feel better, i had a crush on you too" and you're very surprised and don't really believe him, but he says "I'm serious, when i found out you were in this movie I freaked out, and I think I was probably more nervous for the kissing scenes than you were" and you're just staring at him like 😶 and then say "and now that you know me?" and he says "if I'm being honest, i like even more" 😌 you say "that's good, because i still have a massive crush on you" and then you're both just so smiley 😌 he says "think we should run it again?" and you nod, even though the script is the last thing either of you are thinking about😌 he takes initiative again and and puts his hands on your face, you have your fingers in his hair at the back of his head 😌

he clearly likes that a lot, letting out a few little whimpers against your lips when you play with it 😌 he licks against your bottom lip, making you shiver and open up for him 😌he's gripping your hips so tight, trying to pull you closer and closer, and finally you grind down on him a little and he groans 😌 when it starts to get a little heated he pulls away and he's a little out of breath when he says "we should probably stop, or something really embarrassing is going to happen" and you giggle, running your hands up and down his chest when you say "I don't think it would be embarrassing" and he's all "well not for you!" and then he sees how needy you still look, so he says "but we could do something for you... I bet you're soaking through your panties right now" and he grins when he feels you squeeze your thighs together 😌 he says "want me to take care of that for you?" and you've barely nodded before he's flipping you over and crawling up over you 😌 he kisses you again, this time fully pressing his hips down into yours, and you can't help the little gasp you let out 😌 he kisses down your neck, trying his best to find any sweet spots, and then you feel his fingers sliding down your tummy 😌 soon he's at your waistband, and he hums softly asking if he can touch and you nod so fast, so he slips his fingers in and brushes them against you 😌 he murmurs "just like i thought, you're soaking for me" and he circles his fingers around your clit 😌 you're squirming around and trying to kiss him again, but he keeps moving his face away to be a pest 😌 you groan and say "will you just kiss me?" and he says "since you asked so nicely 😌" and then he gives you a few minutes with his lips on yours and his fingers working you up before he says "how would you feel about me kissing somewhere else?" and you have to close your eyes bc it's just too much 😌 so he moves down, kissing along your skin as he goes, and finally he pulls your clothes off 😌 he kisses around your thighs, getting you all worked up and sensitive before he gives you what you want 😌 he holds your hips down to keep you in place so he can do his thing 😌 and he really is just making out with you, making such a mess of things 😌spitting on your clit to hear you whine, and using his fingers to spread you open so he can really get in there and suck on you 😌 he senses you're kind of trying to be quiet, so he lifts his and says "make some noise for me, or I'll have to stop" and you gasp out that you don't want him to stop, and try to let out some nice noises for him 😌 every time you moan he moans right back, and you can feel the vibrations which only makes it feel better 😌 soon you're gripping his hair and trying to push him closer, and he gives a particularly hard suck on your clit that makes you gasp 😌 running his tongue over anywhere he sees is sensitive, using his grip on your hips to pull you closer to his face 😌 he sees your muscles starting to tense up and he knows you're close, so he doubles down and does everything he can to make you cum 😌 you grasp his hair tighter and your legs tense up in his hold, but he's strong enough to keep you open for him 😌 he works you through it too, and soon you're trying to push his head away because it's too much, so he turns his head to kiss your thigh before he comes back up to give you a kiss on the lips😌 you're breathing so hard and your heart is pounding, and he barely gives you any time to process what just happened before he says "so yeah, anytime you want to practice just let me know" and you playfully shove him for being such a pest 😌 but you can't be too mad at him bc he's a pest who knows how to use his tongue 😌

watched the episode of keeping up w the Kardashians where Kourtney and Scott go to the pregnancy sex class and the scene where they suggested she could sit on his face and he was all "this is what we're doing? after a long day I'm supposed to come home and have you sit on my face? yeah okay" and I was literally in shock bc that is such an unharry thing to do �� I know that man would literally beg you to sit on his face, even if you're a little nervous at first he's just grabbing your hips and pulling you down 😋

harry putting your panties in his pocket during a show 😌 in his dressing room he sits you up on the vanity and he's standing between your legs to kiss on you, his hands are sliding up and down your thighs and then he hooks his fingers in the fabric and says "why don't you let me hold onto these for now" and your jaw drops at how filthy that is and also bc he finds a sweet spot on your neck at the same time 😌 but you lift your hips and help him pull them off, and he definitely raises them to his face to smell them before he slips them into his pocket 😌 you're watching with wide eyes but he just smiles, kissing your cheek before says "I'd better be going, but I'll see you after" and walks out all smug 😌

harry being a little stern 😋 gripping your chin to make you look in his eyes, saying "look at me when I'm talking to you pretty girl" and making you hold eye contact bc he knows it makes you ����🦋🦋 😋 when he's going down on you he tells you to hold still, and when you try to move your hips he lifts his head and says "do you want me to stop?" and when you whine out a no he says "then you better do what i tell you, or you won't like what happens" 😋

thinking about all the intricacies of harry being between your thighs yummmmm he uses his thumbs to spread you open so he can look, and you squirm a little bit being embarrassed to have him staring like this but he just gives you a gentle little slap on your thigh, just enough to make you gasp, and he says "told you to stay still, so be a good girl and do that for me" and you nod, just wanting him to get into it already, but he still wants to keep looking 😌 he runs one finger through the wetness and says "you're soaking, baby, just from a few words?" and he would tease you so much about that 😌 he leans closer and spits right on your clit, then watches as it drips down 😌 at this point you're moving so much and begging him to just touch you already so he does, leaning in to lick a long stripe 😌 he would be so messy with it too, shaking his head to get in deeper and basically making out with you down there 😌 he wants you to be soaking wet and as needy as he can get you before he even tries to slip his fingers inside 😌 you'd be able to hear how wet you are every time he licks and you're both getting off on the sound 😌 he would suck on your clit so hard that you lift your hips up, then he would push you back down and hold you in place so he can keep working 😌 i just think he would be disgusting and depraved and you would both love every second 😌

harry would be so sweet whenever you're not feeling well 😔 he comes home to see you in bed, sleeping way earlier than you normally would and he thinks you were just tired so he smiles and brushes some hair out of your face, but when he's doing that he feels how warm you are and he gets worried that maybe you're sick 😔 he wakes you up gently, saying "need you to wake up baby, are you not feeling well?" and you groan, still half asleep, but you open your eyes to look at him and he knows you have a fever from how glassy they are 😔 he gets a pouty look on his face and says "I'm gonna get you some medicine, ok? I'll be right back" and he runs to grab you something for the fever and also some water, then he comes back and helps you sit up to take the pills 😔 he has you drink some water then lays down with you and cuddles you close to him bc he knows you feel chilled from the fever 😔 he plays with your hair and rubs your back until you fall asleep😔

[soodoonimin]

Reddit didn’t let me post this so I’m going to put it here and it will be the first and only time I fire off my own opinion about HL on Tumblr:

So I knew this game was coming out in the abstract. When it was announced I made it clear in no uncertain terms to my husband and best friend (who lives with us) that I do not under any circumstances want that game in the house. They both agree bc they both know I’ve had a VERY DIFFICULT year when it came to my transition. My next interaction with this game was basically on a Twitter post about how GFR (Girlfriend Reviews) played this game and got so much hate that GF of the channel cried. Listen. Very carefully, I like many other people do not condone bullying or harassment or anything of that sort. And although I was personally not there for the stream, I (a. Do not believe she was actually bullied, rather I think she was criticized and called out (and yes yes there might have been people being unnecessary asshats) but overall I believe it was general criticism and (b. I fell very little sympathy for her *IF* what I suspect to be true is true.

My biggest gripe is that it feels like most of the conversation is around trans people being rightfully upset and getting called the aggressor in this and people’s shitty defenses for wanting to play:

“Oh but she’s so rich or whatever so it doesn’t matter”it isn’t about the money it’s about the message.

“Oh but trans people over reacted.” Get a fucking grip. If people are making death threats or ACTUALLY bullying call them out DO NOT pin it on the community. And if you’re apart of the community and you say some shit like “wow way to make us look bad” grow up and shut up. Like fr.

Honestly I’m sick to death of it, I think this is the most time I’ve spent thinking about a HP property in my entire life. Idk if I want this all to blow over more bc I want to go back to never thinking about HP or if I’m not desensitized enough to be like. Either I’m going to leave you off with some paraphrased words of wisdom by Jesse Earl: no one is saying you can’t play the game. We’re just saying you shouldn’t.

[aomine-ryo]

Ah the requests are open! I'd like to request Aomine, Kise and Kagami reactions if their gf shouted 'i hate you' during an angsty argument. Of course she didn't mean but was very hurt. Thank you in advance and thank you for provoding KnB content 💙

Ah yes i love some good angst 😌 I hope you enjoy xx

Scenario: Kise, Aomine and Kagami’s reactions to their s/o shouting “I hate you” during an argument

Kise

Jealousy was an ugly emotion and you knew that. You generally never got that jealous with Kise though. Especially considering that he was constantly surrounded by other models and fangirls, you were surprisingly very chill with him. I mean, you couldn’t blame him, it came with the job. Plus you knew that you could trust him so it didn’t bother you as much as one would expect.

Recently though, Kise had been rather busy and he wasn’t able to spend as much time with you as he’d like. While that sucked in itself, he’d always be around other girls when you did have the time to spend with him, like during recess and after school when you walked together. And they were so obviously flirting with him, but he didn’t seem to have a clue.

You didn’t want to bring up though because you didn’t want to come off as a controlling person that restricted him from talking to others. So you ignored it for a while.

However, the amount of time he’d spend with you slowly lessened and lessened and eventually, on a particularly bad day, you finally snapped. You were meant to be walking home with him after school, so you waited for him at your usual spot by the school gates. But after a good ten minutes, he didn’t show up. Confused and slightly annoyed, you went back into the school in search of your boyfriend. While it didn’t take long to find him in the school courtyard, you began to wish that you didn’t because it just fuelled your already bad mood with rage.

He was just standing there with three other girls, laughing along with them as if he didn’t have somewhere else to be. You don’t get mad often- especially not in public- but your emotions had been building up for weeks and you were in an awful mood. Before you knew it, you were storming over to Kise.

“Y/N-cchi! I was just about to come meet you. Let me introduce—“

“Are you kidding me? Kise, I’ve been waiting for you for the past ten minutes and you were just chatting here?” you scolded, your volume causing all four of them to be taken aback. You shot the girls a glare, resulting in them excusing themselves to leave you two alone.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t notice the time go by,” he replied softly, hurt by the fact that you called him ‘Kise’ rather than your usual ‘babe’ or ‘Ryouta’.

“You’re the one who’s always too busy to spend time with me and now you’re here losing track of time with girls you barely even know!”

“They were just being friendly, what would people think of me if I just brushed them off?” he said defensively.

���Kise, they were far from just friendly. They were so obviously flirting with you. One of them had her hands all over you and you just fucking let her!” you yelled, becoming completely unhinged at this point.

“Y/N-cchi, you’re being ridiculous. Just forget about it. Come on, let’s just walk home, cool?” He said with a sigh, which only made you angrier.

“I’m not being ridiculous,” you said firmly, tears of frustration welling up in your eyes.

“Well, what do you want me to say?” He snapped, finally losing his cool too. “That I’m sorry my life doesn’t revolve around you?”

“You know that’s not what I meant! Don’t try to turn this around on me,” you replied, letting the tears roll down your cheeks.

“That’s what it sounds like to me,” he shouted. You felt a pang in your heart at the way he raised his voice at you and you felt yourself finally get thrown off the edge.

“I can’t believe you right now! I hate you!”

Kise’s expression immediately fell at the sound of those words. It quickly made him realise the absurdity of what he was saying.

At that point, you were so frustrated that you decided to just walk away, wiping the tears with the back of your hand. It took a few moments but Kise’s footsteps soon followed you. “Y/N-cchi wait! I’m sorry!” He said, hastily grabbing your arm to stop you. It took him a second to realise that tears had begun to blur his own vision. “Please don’t hate me,” he said softly.

You paused for a moment, feeling bad that you had made him cry too. “I don’t hate you,” you muttered, hearing the word come out of his mouth made you realise how harsh it sounded. “I wouldn’t be this mad if I hated you.”

“I won’t talk to them anymore. And I promise I’ll make more time for you. Why don’t we go grab a coffee or something together?” Kise suggested, interlacing his fingers with yours while the other hand reached up to wipe the tears off your cheeks.

“That sounds nice,” You sniffled with a smile, your anger and hurt finally subsiding. “I’m sorry for yelling at you like that. I was just scared that you’d think they were better than me.”

Kise pressed his lips against yours with nothing but care and tenderness, almost as if to reassure you that he was all yours without having to say a word. But just in case you didn’t understand, he smiled at you once his lips parted from yours, “You’re the only one I want. That won’t ever change- I promise.”

Aomine

As much as you loved Aomine, dating him came with a lot of work which could easily exhaust you if you didn’t have the patience that you do. He was dreamy, sweet and truly a piece of art in general, however he was also extremely lazy when it came to a lot of things. Homework, projects and reminding him of various commitments he had was amongst the various responsibilities you had taken on when you started dating him. For the most part, you didn’t care too much because you often managed to convince him to do it himself in the end, but there were times where he genuinely ticked you off.

One day in particular, you were rather exhausted after a long day at school and you were hanging out at Aomine’s house like you usually would. As he flipped through his gravure magazine next to you, you laid down on his bed, scrolling through your phone as a way to unwind. His phone began to ring, disrupting the peaceful silence that filled the room and he quickly picked it up. “Yo, what’s up?” he answered. “Oh shit that was today? I forgot... Fuck it. I’ll join some other time... Bye.”

Aomine put his phone down with an annoyed groan, making you curious as to what that conversation was about. “What’s wrong? Who was that?” you inquired, still scrolling absentmindedly.

“It was Kise. I was supposed to go play with him and the others today. Didn’t I tell you to remind me about it?”

“Oh right, you did. I’m sorry, it slipped my mind,” you replied.

Aomine clicked his tongue in annoyance, “Dammit, I wanted to play,” he whined.

You weren’t sure why— perhaps it was the tiredness— but you felt as though that comment was accusatory towards you and it sparked this feeling of anger within you. “Then maybe you should’ve remembered yourself,” you retorted, sarcasm oozing from your tone.

“Well if I could do that, I wouldn’t have asked you to remind me, would I?” Aomine replied, perfectly matching your tone, which made your blood boil.

“Why is that my responsibility? I’m constantly busting my ass trying to do shit for you. I’m your s/o, not your personal assistant, Daiki,” you snapped, your voice suddenly getting louder.

Whilst Aomine knew that you were right, his stubborn mind didn’t want to admit it. “If you had a problem with it, you could’ve just said so instead of making me miss out on my plans,” he said harshly.

“Oh so it’s my fault that you don’t have the mental capacity to remember things that go on in your own damn life?” you questioned sarcastically.

“Yes!” Aomine yelled back almost instantly without thinking.

You sat up and scoffed. “You’re despicable, Aomine. Go fucking play then. I’ll leave!”

“No, it’s too late now. I’ve missed it thanks to you,” he muttered, picking up his magazine again.

You narrowed your eyes at him in frustration as you angrily gathered your things. “I’m leaving. You’re the absolute worst. I hate you!” you shouted, clenching your jaw to stop yourself from crying.

Aomine froze upon hearing those words come out of your mouth. “You what?” he said softly, even though he heard you clear as day. He just couldn’t believe that you had actually said it.

“Nothing,” you mumbled, knowing you shouldn’t have said something so harsh when you didn’t even remotely mean it.

“You hate me?” he repeated, wondering whether his pride was really worth having you say words like that.

“I didn’t mean it. But you’re being ridiculous,” you said, still standing your ground.

“I’m sorry,” he sighed, standing up and approaching you. “I’m being such a dick. I’ll sort my shit out- I swear. Just don’t say those words to me, please,” he said, holding your face in his palms and desperately looking into your eyes, unable to fathom how much those words stung. He didn’t even want to imagine a scenario in which you’d hated him because it would absolutely wreck him.

Looking into those pained blue eyes, you couldn’t help but melt as your frustration resided. “I won’t say it again. I’m sorry,” you whispered assuringly.

Aomine placed a kiss on your forehead and pulled you into a hug. “I love you, Y/N,” he mumbled.

“I love you too, Daiki.”

Kagami

Kagami loved basketball. That was a given. You adored how passionate he was towards it and you it made you happy seeing how much he enjoyed the sport. However, sometimes you’d wonder if that was truly all he cared about. He’d spend almost all his time either at practice or playing around with his friends and he barely left any time for you anymore.

It had been a while since you’ve been able to spend time with Kagami and you had finally been able to get away with planning an afternoon with him after school at your place. You planned to cuddle up together with some snacks and watch a movie— it was going to be perfect. That whole school day you were incredibly excited; you walked around with a hop in your step and a smile on your face.

Finally, the end of the school day had arrived and you headed to meet Kagami outside school, like you’d agreed to. When you got outside, you saw him chatting with Kuroko and Hyuga but he quickly excused himself when he saw you approaching him.

“Hey beautiful,” he smiled.

“Taiga! I’m so excited for today,” you grinned, greeting him with a hug.

“Uh, about that,” Kagami paused and pulled away to rub the back of his neck nervously. Hearing those words alone made your smile quickly change into a disappointed frown. “The Winter Cup is around the corner and the team is gonna do a bit of extra practice today at the gym. Can I get a rain check on this date?”

“Are you serious?” you muttered, exasperation in your voice.

“I’m really sorry, Y/N. I promise I’ll make some time for you later,” he said.

“You say that, but you never do. You play basketball every single minute you get. Can you really not spare even a single afternoon for me?” you questioned softly, feeling a strange mixture of anger and hurt.

“Y/N, you know how important basketball is to me,” he replied, trying to meet your eyes but they were fixated on the floor.

“I do, but honestly, it seems like it’s the only importance in your life.”

“Don’t be like that. You know that you’re important to me too,” Kagami frowned, reaching to put an arm on your shoulder, but your frustration caused you to shove it away almost immediately.

“Well, you certainly don’t act like it,” you snapped back. “But whatever, go play I guess,” you shrugged, spite in your tone as you began to walk away.

“Y/N, don’t be mad at me— it’s childish,” Kagami called out, making you stop in your tracks. It was like he was asking you to get mad at him.

“Childish?” you repeated. “Kagami it’s not a fucking relationship if you’re not going to spend any time with me! I’ve been nothing but patient towards you playing basketball thinking that at some point you’ll set some time aside for me, but turns out you couldn’t care less about that!”

“We can talk about this later,” Kagami sighed, realising that you were in public. “I’m going to play. I’ll text you okay?”

“Don’t even bother texting me— you’re fucking outrageous,” you chuckled, finding it absolutely unbelievable how thick he was. “I hate you!”

Kagami felt his heart sink as he watched you storm off. Suddenly basketball became the least of his concerns. He couldn’t just leave things like this. It would absolutely wreck him. Almost instantly, Kagami rushed after you. “Y/N! Please wait!” he called out, quickly reaching for your hand to get you to stop.

While you did stop, you immediately pulled your arm away from him in anger. “What? Shouldn’t you be going to play?” you snapped, tears streaming down your face.

“That doesn’t matter. Just please, don’t leave things like this; don’t hate me,” he pleaded, feeling himself getting teary eyed upon seeing you crying.

You paused for a moment, realising the weight of the words you spat out in the heat of the argument. “I didn’t mean that,” you said softly. “I just hate how I never get to see you anymore.”

“I know, I’m sorry. I’ll just skip out on practice today,” Kagami said.

“You don’t have to do that. We can hang out some other time,” you sighed and sniffled, not wanting to guilt trip him into spending time with you.

“No, I want to spend time with you now. You’re right. I play basketball all the time anyways. I need to give you attention too,”he insisted, reaching for your hand again and giving it a tight squeeze.

“Alright,” you said, wiping the tears with the back your hand. “I’m sorry about saying that I hate you. That was stupid.”

To your surprise, Kagami pulled you into a tight hug, holding you as if he was going to lose you. “That scared me so much, Y/N,” he admitted, resting his chin on the top of your head. “I love you so much. I genuinely thought I’d lost you.”

“I love you so much too,” you said into his chest, hugging him back. “I guess I was scared I’d lose you to basketball or something.”

Kagami kissed the top of your head. “You won’t lose me, I promise.”

[theshotsheardacrossworlds]

Blather

Agnes/Estinien. Modern AU. Aymeric + Estinien + sake +access to social media = drunk posting about how hot your girlfriend is 

“So, what’s this then, Aymeric?” Estinien picked up the bottle and attempted to read the label. Too bad it’s in Hingan.

“Rena said it’s sake. Potent, but—”

Estinien smirked. “But we’re Ishgardian men. We can handle our liquor. Well, most of us.” He winked at Aymeric, who groaned.

“Just because I have a more sophisticated palate doesn’t mean that I can’t hold keep up with you, Master of Exercise Science and Nutrition.”

“Hmph, we’ll see, Eorzea’s Best-Looking Defense Attorney.” Estinien poured them glasses and handed one to Aymeric. “Cheers.”

Aymeric grinned and raised his glass. “Cheers.”

“Cheers.”

“Cheers.”

“Cheers.”

“Cheers.”

“Shears!”

“Beers!”

“Fears!”

“Clears!”

“Leers!”

“Weirdsh!” Aymeric shouted as Estinien stared into his glass.

“That’sh notta word, Aym’ric.”

Aymeric rolled his eyes and snorted. “Could be. Schomewhere on the inter’net hic you never know.”

INTERNET?!?!?! Estinien suddenly scrambled for his phone and unlocked it. PASSWORD: BIGB00TYB1GT1TTYAGI$. “Need to do schomething…”

“What?”

“Gotta Blather. Tell EVERYONE Agi ish tha besht.”

Aymeric nodded and poured what little remained of the sake into their glasses. “Good idea.”

@EstinienTheTrainer JUSSSSSSST WANN EVERYONE 2 KNOW I LOVE MY SOFT GF SHE’S HOT #SOFTNHOT

Very quickly, his Blather got likes and replies.

@spicypickles Hey @EstinienTheTrainer that is so cute! What a lucky lady!

@bigmaninsharlaylan My man @EstinienTheTrainer has it got it made! #SoftNHot

@boobooboo @EstinienTheTrainer’s gf is sooooooooo blessed!

Yes!!! I am so lucky and blessed and whatever else Hami says about the Fury. I AM A LUCKY MAN!!!! However, Estinien did not expect to find not wholly positive replies.

@utrdmcgee @EstinienTheTrainer you realize you’re a personal trainer right? and you “glorify” #softnhot smh

@ninjaman22222 I think @EstinienTheTrainer should post a pic of his gf to see if she #softnhot

@fiteelezengirl trainers should not be into #softnhot @EstinienTheTrainer

His eyes bulged. “AYM’RIC! Gotta posht a pitcher of Agi. They gotta schee her.”

Aymeric stared at the ceiling and made a noise that appeared to be an affirmative.

I know…the pic of Agi in the purple dress…booooobies looked good. He attached the picture to a Blather, which said:

@EstinienTheTrainer HERE SHE IS <3 #SOFTNHOT

Within seconds, he got more likes than he did on his fitness photos and videos.

@spicypickles Omg @EstinienTheTrainer omg she’s so cuteeeeee

@bigmaninsharlaylan Duuuude @EstinienTheTrainer has great taste #softnhot

@boobooboo What an adorable woman @EstinienTheTrainer

@freddiesmum That’s my son’s teacher Miss Agnes! She’s just the best <3

@rollinginthebreeze Godsdamn what a lady @EstinienTheTrainer #softnhot

Once again, Estinien did not anticipate negative comments.

@chocoboman43 your gf is ugly @EstineinTheTrainer

@BunnehB0i833 ser ur a trainer and that’s your gf @EstinienTheTrainer time to upgrade

@Theo_Maizellien you call yourself a trainer @EstinienTheTrainer lol

@hydr3ted She got a pretty face but the rest gross @EstinienTheTrainer

@aurasdoitbest7954 YOU ARE A TRAINER AND SHE IS SO FAT @EstinienTheTrainer

“AYM’RIC!”

“WHAT?”

Estinen glared at his phone. “Thesh pepple shaid Agi ishn’t HOT!”

“Wankersh.”

@EstinienTheTrainer @chocoboman43 @BunnehB0i833 @Theo_Maizellien yeah i’m a trainer and yeah she’s my gf fu

@EstinienTheTrainer @hydr3ted @aurasdoitbest7954 so wut she’s hot :D

@EstinienTheTrainer my gf is #softnhot and i love her squishy tummy

@EstinienTheTrainer like when we sleep i just cuddle with her and she’s sooooooo soft and warm

@EstinienTheTrainer wanna hold her close give her all the cuddles

@EstinienTheTrainer when were apart i get so sad cause can’t cuddle with my #softnhot lady ☹

***

Agnes was sitting in bed reading a cheesy romance novel when her phone vibrated. “Hmm it’s a bit after midnight. What’s going on?” Agnes asked herself and unlocked her phone.

Rena: AGIIIIII YOU NEED TO GO ON BLATHER RN

Agnes: hello to you too :P Blather? Now?

Rena: YES OMG YOU’LL SEE WHEN YOU GET THERE

Agnes: k one sec

She opened the Blather app and scrolled for a second. “OH MY FUCKING GODS!”

Agnes: O_O

Rena: RIGHT?!?!! :D

Agnes sighed. “Oh dear.”

***

@EstinienTheTrainer Hey @RedbellyF00l my gf is so #softnhot you can’t stand it that’s the truth

@AgiTheTallLady Love? @EstinienTheTrainer what is going on

@EstinienTheTrainer OMG AGI <3 it’s @AgiTheTallLady my gf i love her you so much

@AgiTheTallLady I love you too <3 @EstinienTheTrainer Love, are you a bit drunk lol

@EstinienTheTrainer YES :D and i wanted to say how #softnhot you are cause you are

@RedbellyF00l Hey @AgiTheTallLady you are so lucky! He’s way too good-looking for you!

@EstinienTheTrainer NOOOOO IM LUCKY stfu

@AgiTheTallLady I quite agree my bf is hot! :D He’s also the sweetest

@SpicyJamPie Awwwww @AgiTheTallLady really is #softnhot ser ser ser u r lucky!

@EstinienTheTrainer :D :D:D when we cuddle it’s like rainbows and brownies

@momofthreelimlo Agi @AgiTheTallLady What’s it like dating a trainer as a larger woman? This momma needs to know!

@AgiTheTallLady Hi @momofthreelimlo we’re a normal couple. 😊 Just two people happy and in love.

@EstinienTheTrainer hey @momofthreelimlo agi said it we are a normal couple i think she’s the best and beautiful lady in eorzea <3 she’s like the cutest person ever and such a good heart she smiles when she sleeps and is so pretty i could just cry ;_;

@Model_RenaCalab @EstinienTheTrainer lol i’m taking screenshots :P

@randombuttbot OMG @Model_RenaCalab is friends with @EstineinTheTrainer?!?!? Do you know @AgiTheTallLady?

@Model_RenaCalab Agi is one of my dearest friends! And yes I’m also friends with Estinien. He and my bf are bffs nighty night love you all <3

@EstinienTheTrainer @Model_RenaCalab renaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nn

@AgiTheTallLady @EstinienTheTrainer Love, I’m going to bed myself. Please don’t stay up too late and make sure to drink water! TTYL ILU <3

@EstinienTheTrainer @AgiTheTallLady omgggg ilu too nn sweet dreams <3

@EstinienTheTrainer #softnhot ama ask me anythingggggg

@NUtkin Hi @EstinienTheTrainer would you ever force @AgiTheTallLady to lose weight? I mean, you’re a trainer. Wouldn’t you want to work on her?

@EstinienTheTrainer @NUtikin no no no no no no if she wants she can ask me to help but she’s pretty just as she is okay i love her <3 #softnhot

@SerafinaLomm @EstinienTheTrainer lmao omg you’re actually doing this rena and agi weren’t joking

@EstinienTheTrainer @SerafinaLomm stfu Serafina ask a question #softnhot

@SerafinaLomm @EstinienTheTrainer lmao k when are you taking my fav teacher on a vacation?

@EstinienTheTrainer @SerafinaLomm when school has a holiday ofc gonna take her to kugane or something haven’t decided she deserves the best #softnhot

@NotQuiteDadcred oh dear @EstinienTheTrainer I see someone is doing drunk blathering at 1am and for my question---when are you proposing to agi?

@EstinienTheTrainer @NotQuiteDadcred shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #softnhot

@Father_Hamignant @EstinienTheTrainer Fury preserve. Why hasn’t anyone taken away your phone?! I’m so happy Mum and Dad don’t do social media.

@EstinienTheTrainer @Father_Hamignant HAMI STFU i need my phone to blather obv #softnhot

@Father_Hamignant @EstinienTheTrainer Big brother, as much as the Fury appreciates your affection for Agnes (whom I haven’t met yet but will soon---I hear she’s lovely), let’s forgo #softnhot as a hashtag. How about #softnkind or #softnadorable

@EstinienTheTrainer @Father_Hamignant HAMI STFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

@EstinienTheTrainer @Father_Hamignant #softnhot

@Father_Hamignant @EstinienTheTrainer Fine :P Good night big brother

@EstinienTheTrainer @Father_Hamignant nn hami he’s my lil bro <3 #softnhot

@gingerlala999 @EstinienTheTrainer What made you fall in love with @AgiTheTallLady?

@EstinienTheTrainer @gingerlala999 everything true story #softnhot just soooooo cute and nice and everything beautiful

@MyericADB @EstinienTheTrainer lmao ur so drunk

@EstinienTheTrainer @MyericADB fu so r u :P #softnhot

@uldahbabe6780 @EstinienTheTrainer ru in2 fat chicks

@EstinienTheTrainer @uldahbabe6780 im into agi #softnhot she is so sexy for real and so cute and i love her i love it when i sleep on her tummy it’s so nice the best pillow

@EstinienTheTrainer ama overrrr #softnhot agi is the sweetest and cutest and has a sexy body that is so #softnhot and i wish more people would realize that #softnhot people exist and deserve love like agi i want to cuddle with her rn ;_;

@SerafinaLomm @EstinienTheTrainer you’ll see her tomorrow 😊

@EstinienTheTrainer @SerafinaLomm i know but i’m sad i want #softnhot cuddles

@SerafinaLomm @EstinienTheTrainer yo @MyericADA why haven’t you taken his phone? Lol

@MyericADA @SerafinaLomm right shoooould do that @EstinienTheTrainer

Aymeric grabbed Estinien’s phone and turned it off.

“WHAT?!”

“You. Are. Drunk.” Aymeric annunciated carefully. “I’ll get you a cab.”

“Twat!”

“Asshole!”

“Drunk bitssh!”

“Fucking pain in my ash!”

“YOU’RE A BITSSH!”

“Ssssssshhhhhhh getting cab.”

Thankfully the cab arrived within a few minutes, and Estinien passed out just after he got home.

***

Agnes: Good morning, sexy! <3

Estinien: ….is it a good morning?

Estinien: hi sweetheart <3

Agnes: lol oh dear how’s the hangover?

Estinien: never having sake again x_x apparently i caused quite a stir on blather last night

Agnes: lmao yup you were something else love but so sweet i love you <3

Estinien: i love you too <3 not sure why i felt the need to blast it onto the internet but okay lol

Agnes: because you love me obviously 😉 seems like you were quite proud to show me off as it were

Estinien: yesssssssssss want to show you off you are so sexy and adorable <3

Estinien: but please show off your titties to me :D

Anges: ESTINIEN!!!!! LOL later 😉

Estinien: ooorrrrrrrr rn before i go take a shower 😉

Agnes: lmao be patient :P

Estinien: noooooooooooooo D:

Agnes: seriously you have one in there from last week the girls haven’t changed lol

Estinien: okay hear me out but your tits are like popoto chips---you can’t have just one you gotta have them all :D

Agnes: all two boobs lol

Estinien: TWO BOOBIES BUT MANY PICS!!! :D

Agnes: omg you are out of your mind lmao

Estinien: i just really love boobies first thing in the morning it’s a hangover cure

Agnes: lmao boobs aren’t a hangover cure

Estinien: okay but they might be

Agnes: love gotta get ready for work but ilu <3

Estinien: okay ilu too so much <3

***

Aymeric: My head is going to explode x_x

Estinien: mine too or implode or just not exist

Aymeric: Rena took screenshots on Blather lol

Estinien: I HAVE NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF

Estinien: agi deserves to be known as the most beautiful woman in all the world okay

Aymeric: By the Fury, you’ve turned into a fucking sap lmaoooooo

Estinien: fuck you lover boi i just love my lady

Aymeric: fuck you you fucking drunk ass lol

Estinien: TWAT :D is this the year we don’t drink anymore on worknights?

Aymeric: …maybe ttyl

Estinien: ttyl lol

***

Rena: i took all the screenshots lol

Agnes: lmaoooooo and he’s still getting likes and comments

Serafina: thankfully most are positive 😊

Agnes: people are very into me having a super fit bf who loves me for who i am it’s so sweet ;_;

Rena <3 because you’re the best and beautiful that’s why duhhhhh

Serafina: agreed!

Agnes: aww you two <3

***

In between sessions at the gym, Estinien checked his phone. Text from Agi saying she has to take a later train. And how about Blather? He opened the Blather app and saw a new direct message from @Reporter_Reyla.

@Reporter_Reyla Hello Estinien! I’m Reyla Aliapoh from The Times of Eorzea. I write general human interest stories and was wondering if you and your girlfriend Agnes would like to be featured in an article about dating since you’re such a sensation on Blather. Feel free to message me. Have a nice day!

Hmmm, I’ll have to talk to Agi about this. I don’t want her made into some of carnival sideshow spectacle. She’s a beautiful lady deserving of respect, not ridicule. But…I could also show other guys like me that you don’t need to be afraid or embarrassed to have a partner that’s a bit different than you…and promote the gym.

Estinien: hey sweetheart <3

Agnes: hi on the train now sorry things got hectic today

Estinien: no worries lovely <3 a reporter from the times of eorzea messaged me on blather

Agnes: ???

Estinien: she wants to write a story about us and our relationship

Agnes: …oh?

Estinien: up to you if you’d want us to talk to her. i don’t mind myself, but if you’re not comfortable i’ll tell her no.

Agnes: i suppose i’m afraid of this being some sort of cruel joke

Estinien: then i’ll tell her no <3 <3 <3

Agnes: …but i think it would be good for women like me who thought they have no chance at love. give them hope.

Agnes: let’s do it 😊

Estinien: whoaaaa okay :D

Agnes: is that :D for the article or for doing it later lmao

Estinien: :D :D :D :D :D :D yes

Agnes: YOU. ARE. TOO. MUCH!!!! <3

Estinien: you are too sexy that’s why 😉

Agnes: see you soon love <3

Estinien: love youuuuuuu <3 <3 <3

@EstinienTheTrainer Hi Reyla! I spoke to Agnes, and while she has some reservations, we both agree to be featured in one of your articles.

@Reporter_Reyla Awesome! And any questions or concerns you or Agnes have, please contact me. I just saw all your blathers about her last night and thought it was so sweet! It’ll be a great human interest story for sure. 😊 When are you both available?

@EstinienTheTrainer I have a few clients in the morning, but I’m free after that. Agnes is staying for the weekend.

And so Estinien, after a night of drunken Blathering, now will be featured in an article about his lady love.

Weird shit happens sometimes. Could be worse! Could’ve been Aymeric drunk Blathering about Rena.

[nataliedanovelist]

GF - Dr. Mystery

Another gift for @siro-cyll​ cuz I have unhealthy obsession with their work and just gotta write fanfiction for it. I also may or may not have an unhealthy desire for more Ford and Mabel bonding content. (By the way, to all of you who liked my last gift, Tiger Stripes, and especially to @siro-cyll​, THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for all of your love and support! I’ve been close to tears so much lately due to your kindness. Just... thank you so much.) Oh! And, S.C., there’s a special little message for you told by your favorite six-fingered fluffy owl; everyone needs a little encouragement and I can’t think of anyone who deserves it more than you. - N.S.

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Ever since the Pines family had returned to Gravity Falls for the summer, Soos and Stan shared the role of Mr. Mystery. It was primarily Soos' responsibility so that Stan could sit in his boxers for as long as he wanted, but every so often - to give the old man something to do or so Soos could work on a project or a repair - it was like the good ole days with the original My. Mystery scamming tourists and a humble handyman making the shack stand strong.

Unfortunately, Soos caught a bad case of the summer flu, and so to try to keep two old men and two young teenagers from getting sick, he quarantined himself in his room and Stan had to fill in the My. Mystery role. It felt good to be back in his old ways for a bit, amazing gullible tourists with made-up attractions; he had been doing this for thirty years, he could do it for a week, right?

Wrong. When it was almost ten o'clock and the first tour was scheduled to happen at eleven, and Stan still wasn't up yet, Mabel decided to wake him up in the best way possible: by attacking him with hugs. She tip-toed in her socks and oversized t-shirt her dad gave her to her grunkle's bedroom and carefully opened the door to prepare her attack, but a nasty cough destroyed her devilish plan and she hurried to Stan's bed.

"Grunkle Stan? Are you okay?" Mabel asked. Stan tried to tell her that he was fine, but she felt his sweaty forehead and gasped, "You've got a fever! Hold on!"

Meanwhile, Ford was sipping his third cup of coffee in the kitchen and reading the newspaper since Stan wasn't awake yet to hog it. He saw Mabel running across the hallway and up the stairs out of the corner of his eye and chose to ignore it; his niece often got excited about little things. His concern only came when she ran past the kitchen again, this time fully dressed in a red skirt and a handmade white sweater with a red cross, a white headband over her hair.

"Mabel, sweetie, what's the matter?" Ford called; Mabel wearing her nurse's sweater was never a good sign. Unless she was playing doctor with Waddles.

She popped back into view, this time with medicine, a washcloth, and a first-aid kit in her arms. "Grunkle Stan is sick." She answered and went off to help.

Ford decided that Mabel needed a capable adult's supervision and he followed her to Stan's bedroom, only to find her responsibility giving Stan a thermometer to hold in his mouth and cooling him down with a damp washcloth; Mabel even put on her stethoscope and listened to her uncle's breathing and heartbeat to see how forced it was. Ford crossed his arms over his chest, leaned against the doorframe, and smiled proudly at his little pumpkin.

"You sound really congested." Mabel commented calmly. "Does anything hurt? How's your head and your tummy?"

"Stomach's fine for now, but my head's poundin'." Stan groaned quietly.

Mabel took the medicine bottle she had brought from the nightstand and read the directions carefully. "Okay, I think you should take this every six hours, only a cap full. Once it starts to relieve pressure and congestion your head should stop hurting."

"Good job, my dear." Ford complimented, recognizing the bottle of syrup and giving her his approval to give it to Stan.

Mabel's cheeks turned rosy and she filled the cap with the appropriate amount of medicine. Then an idea came to mind and she put the medicine back on the nightstand. "Oh! Hold on! I'll be right back." And she hurried past Grunkle Ford and out of the room.

Ford smiled sympathetically at his brother. "So you caught Soos' flu, huh?"

"I'd fire him if I could." Stan growled and ducked his head under the covers.

Ford chuckled at how little Stan had changed from when they were kids; as tough as he was, whenever he was ill he tended to curl up like a bunny and sleep off his virus.

Mabel came back with a glass of water and gently rubbed Stan's shoulder to coax him out from behind the blankets. "You can take your medicine now. You should take it with water so it doesn't taste as yucky."

How can anyone resist smiling at Mabel's kindness? Stan's lips curled upward as he propped himself up on his right elbow and accepted the cap of medicine, took it, and then gratefully had Mabel's glass of water, but he did so after she took the thermometer out of his mouth. "Thanks, pumpkin."

Mabel just smiled at her hero. "You've got a fever of 101.5. Definitely the flu. You should rest and I'll be back at lunchtime with some soup." She packed up her things and left her uncle to rest.

Ford was about to follow her out of the room, but Stan stopped him. "Hey, do me a favor, Sixer, and keep the shack open, okay?"

Ford stared at him. "Excuse me?"

"You know, run the tours. Make sure Wendy does her job. Squeeze every cent you can outta the tourists. The usual business stuff."

Ford put his polydactyl hands up in both surrender and defense. "N-No, Stanley, I can't do that. I'm a lot of things, but a businessman is not one of them."

"I ain't askin' you to own the Mystery Shack - which in a way you kinda already do - I'm just asking you to hold down the fort until Soos or I are back in the game." Stan groaned and closed his eyes, laying on his back, and he waved his hand in the air casually. "C'mon, you're an anomaly expert, right? Just tell 'em about some freaky safe weird thing and do it with some dramatic flare."

"But…"

"Grunkle Ford," Mabel whispered as she returned and held his hand. "C'mon, we gotta let him rest. You don't wanna get sick, do you?"

Ford let her walk him out of Stan's bedroom and she closed the door behind him, the scientist's stage-fright giving him tunnel vision. Just as the sweater-twins were at the bottom of the stairs, Dipper came down in his orange t-shirt and gray shorts, pinching at his stiff eyes.

"Dipper," Mabel called to get his attention. "About time, sleepy-head! Anyway, Grunkle Stan is sick, so we need to work extra super-duper hard to keep the shack open!"

Dipper, coming to his senses, said, "Great, do I need to be Mystery Jr. again?"

"Nope! You're gonna help manage the tours so Grunkle Ford can lead them!"

"You got it." Dipper pulled out a pencil and a notepad from his shorts and got to work. "I'll help Wendy with the ticket sales and I'll pull from Soos' spare attractions to fill up the shack today."

Ford shook his head to clear it. "Dipper, my boy, if you have done this of all before, perhaps you should…"

"Nah, ah, ah." Mabel said gently, shaking a finger. "Grunkle Stan asked you to run the shack, not Dippin'-Dots. Besides, it'll be good for you to try something new! Now go hurry and get dressed!" And she and her twin went into the kitchen to plan the day.

Ford sighed and went into his room; he supposed he could last one day, right?

In the back of his closest, hidden by the many colorful sweaters Mabel had made for him (she claimed that he was her favorite model), Ford had a spare suit to replace the one Stan had stolen from him after disappearing on the other side of the portal. He shed his red sweater and changed into the formal attire, unsure of what to do for a tie. Guessing Mabel knew where one of Stan's ties were, he put on his white button-up, gray vest, and slipped on his black coat while he looked for her.

Mabel emerged from the living room and stared at her uncle with shining eyes, then let out a very "fangirly" scream. "Grunkle Ford! You look amazing! Wow! You might just steal Stan's title as the silver fox in the family!" Mabel giggled at her joke while Ford's entire face turned beet-red. "Here, I made these for you." She held out a maroon fez and matching neck-tie, but the fez, rather than a crescent, had a golden six-fingered hand, and the tie had a golden six-fingered hand pin. "The best way to be Mr. Mystery is to be you."

Ford smiled affectionately and was starting to feel a little better about this whole thing. He got on one knee and accepted the gifts. "Thank you, Mabel. I think these will suit me just fine."

"No pun intended?" Mabel asked, making Ford laugh as he tied on his neck tie and let his pin show proudly. She helped by putting the fez on the top of his fluffy hair, running her little fingers through his charcoal-fluff. She pressed her lips and hands together and squealed again. "Eck! I gotta get my camera!"

"Mabel, no…" But she was gone.

Ford sighed and stood. He turned to look at the mirror and examine his appearance. He did look… nice? Maybe. Possibly. Mabel seemed to think so and she had exquisite taste. Ford decided to ignore the fact that her opinion was biased since they were family and he also decided that his little shooting star might be right.

"Grunkle Ford!" Mabel's voice ringed like cheerful bells, and when he looked her way he was blinded by a flash of light. Mabel got a polaroid of her fluffy, floofy, flustered old nerd whom she admired dearly. She grinned at the picture and claimed, "I never miss a scrapbook-ortunity! I'm gonna go add this to our family scrapbook! Dipper's ready for you in the gift shop!" And she skipped away to work on her arts-n'-crafts.

Ford took in a deep breath and reminded himself that it was only for one day as he walked towards the shop. Dipper had planned out a good schedule for the tours, bringing back nostalgic attractions as well as some new ones. First, the rock-that-looks-like-a-face had been brought inside to start off the tour; then a collection of rare and exotic (probably fake) pictures, like of bigfoot or of horses riding horses (Ford wasn't sure if that picture was PG); then the "ugliest creatures known to man" gag; then shells of a dinosaur egg (which Ford was pretty sure was legitimate and from Stan Jr.); and then finally the sack of mystery.

When Ford left to greet the arriving tourists at eleven o'clock, Wendy asked Dipper as she flipped through her magazine, "You have a backup-plan, right?"

"Oh, totally." Dipper said and replaced his pinetree-hat with an eyepatch.

Ford took in a deep breath and then gave his little audience a toothy grin (he was lucky that it was flu season and there weren't a lot of tourists today). He just had to be like the original Mr. Mystery. He could do that, right?

"Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, welcome to my humble Mystery Shack! I, Mr. Mystery, will gladly give you a tour so you may gaze at many abnormal wonders that plague my home." Ford gestured to the rock. "Behold! Rock That Looks Like a Face rock: the rock that looks like a face!" And he grinned nervously; his anxiety was starting to increase subtlety.

"Does it look like a rock?" An old lady asked, adjusting her glasses.

"Um… n-no." Ford's confidence was starting to fade. "It's a rock that looks like a face."

"Is it a face?" A chubby boy with a lollipop asked.

"N-No, it only looks like a face."

"But where did it come from?"

"Was it once a face?"

"Is that what we look like when we're dead?"

The questions kept on coming; this normally wouldn't have bothered Ford so much, he lived to seek out answers, but these were questions he could not answer nor could he investigate to find the answers; he was expected to know what to say on the spot; Stan could do that, but Ford could not. He swallowed as his skin paled.

"Ladies and gentlemen!"

The group turned to find a boy in a suit with an eyepatch and his hair combed back. They gasped and admired the adorable Mystery Jr., having heard of him from last summer, and the tourists hurried to him, leaving Ford free to breathe heavily and try to relax.

"Thank you, thank you all for coming!" Dipper started to lead the group to the next room. "You'll quickly notice the numerous attractions we keep here, but some weirdness we could only capture through pictures! Be amazed, at our Hall of Photos!"

Ford slipped away as cameras flashed and gullible tourists were entertained. He wiped his sweaty face with a handkerchief and he realized what happened; he got stage-fright, inconvenienced by the slightest change, choked, and his own nephew had to swoop in and save him. Ford was incredibly flustered and embarrassed and decided to get some water from the kitchen.

He found Mabel there, wearing an apron over her nurse's sweater, and she stood on a step-stool in front of the stove, mixing a big pot. She smiled sympathetically when she heard her uncle come in. "Hey, how did it go?"

"Horribly, my dear." Ford groaned and filled himself a glass of water from the sink. "I just couldn't do it. I know Stan asked me to do it, but I think it would be best if Dipper continued to handle the tourists. I would be happy to assist in some other way, but I'm no Mr. Mystery. I'm nothing like Stanley."

Mabel paused her work, tapping the wooden spoon on the side of the pot to shake off some broth, and she turned to look at him. "Grunkle Ford, that's not true. You're very much like Grunkle Stan; you're both sweet and handsome and strong and very brave."

Ford turned red and hid the bottom-half of his face in his cup. "Th-Thank you, Mabel." He stuttered.

"And it's okay that's you're not like him. More than okay." Mabel insisted as she moved to where chopped vegetables laid and she scooped some up into her hands. "We never wanted you to be. At least I never wanted you to be. You're supposed to be Dr. Mystery, not Mr. Mystery. Look, being weird and being different is awesome cuz it gives you a chance to be yourself. You have to give the tours your way. Get open, get honest with yourself, invent your own way of doing things, no matter what others think. Leave people confused by how awesome you are; that's what it's supposed to mean to be Mr. Mystery."

Ford's eyes were round and shining like stars as he stared at his niece, who plopped the veggies into the soup and stirred them in. "M-Mabel Pines, that… that was very wise and mature of you. When did you learn all of that?"

"Somewhere between fighting an unholy triangle and getting my braces taken off." Mabel joked, grinning to display her braces-less teeth. "Oh! Maybe my braces held back my wisdom and whatnot! We should sue my dentist for everything he's got!"

Ford laughed, feeling much better than he has felt all day.

Mabel tasted her homemade chicken soup and said, "Lunch is almost ready. Want some? I made plenty to share."

Ford smiled and nodded. "Thank you, my dear. I will be back in a moment to join you for lunch." And he left for his room again.

Mabel was right; Ford had been trying to hold a false image of himself, an image he didn't have because his twin had it, and really he just needed to be himself. Ford tossed the fez on his couch and saw the white lab coat on his desk-chair. He smiled and exchanged that for his suit-jacket. He smiled, much more comfortable in his trenchcoat-like attire with his gray vest and white button-up, and he adjusted the pin Mabel had given him; he would always treasure that tiny six-fingered hand. Ford went back into the kitchen just as his niece was leaving with a tray holding a bowl of soup and a glass of orange juice and she grinned and nodded in approval.

After a pleasant lunch with Mabel, another tour was scheduled. Dipper offered to take this one, but Ford claimed he had it under control and he knew just what to do this time.

"Now, many of you may have had a friend owe you money or have won poker and someone couldn't pay you right away," Dr. Mystery said eerily, his back to the audience. "But have you ever had The Mothman owe you money?!" And he spun around, his fluffy hair a little extra floofy due to the sudden movement, and he gestured to an inky drawing of the odd creature.

The tourists gasped and clapped and took pictures. "What happened?" A little girl asked with a lisp, reminding the doctor of someone very dear to him, and he cleared his throat.

"I'm glad you asked that, my dear. It all began thirty-two years ago in a strange place long-forgotten…" And he began his storytelling, entrancing his audience and enjoying their captivated attention.

The rest of the day the fluffy, nerdy owl did an amazing job entertaining the tourists with his stories and evidence to back it up, and he even brought in some of his "mad scientist" experiments and had some kids help him mix colorful liquids in beakers so they made bright, harmless, explosions. The tourists were also delighted by their tourguide's extra fingers; never before had Ford been surrounded by so many people who were delighted and happy to see his birth defect, asking questions he could confidently answer and showing how well he could do shadow puppets. Dr. Mystery was a huge hit, and when Mabel watched him smiling and laughing at the last tour of the day she was reminded of that Bob Dry the Science Guy, those videos her science class sometimes put on and it would make the whole class freak out.

As the tourists walked away with boxes full of merchandise from the shop, babbling about what a great time they had, Dr. Mystery waved them away, wiggling his six fingers, and he called, "Remember, we put the 'fun' in 'no refunds'!"

Mabel snuck up behind him and hugged him. Ford jumped, but turned to hug her back. "That was great, Grunkle Ford! I'm really proud of you!"

"Thank you so much, Mabel." Ford got on one knee to be eye-level with her. "You really inspired me to be the best me I can be, and I have no one to thank but you. You truly have a gift."

Mabel's cheeks were rosy again; she hugged Ford around his neck and he hugged her in return, rubbing her back and combing her beautiful long brown hair. She snuck a kiss on his cheek before skipping away to check on Stan. Ford's eyes were misty as his fingertips gently grazed the spot on his face where Mabel had kissed him; He then grinned and left the gift shop, confident that Dr. Mystery would be available tomorrow.

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Okay I know I said I was gone but I talked to my friend abt this and I’m gonna talk about Ryan again if this is triggering for you keep scrolling

I found the transcript of his live and I read it and I have more thoughts but it basically boils down to this

I agreed with a lot of what he said in the beginning and while I absolutely condemn using slurs I understand the inclination to protect your family. I don’t know his gf/wife whatever I don’t care about her and her insta makes me very uncomfortable so I don’t wanna talk about her but I think Ryan is just a dumbass honestly. I don’t think he’s intentionally trying to hurt anyone. Does he hardbor some racist sentiments? Yes. We all do. It’s how we are raised no matter where you are from. The goal is unlearning those and having remorse for them and seeking to better yourself.

I’m trying to be very careful about how I phrase this because I want it understood that I don’t like what he said and it makes me very uncomfortable that he thinks that way, and I think he was stupid for saying that in this climate. I also think he needs to re-examine himself and his relationship with race and educate himself about this topic before he talks about it again, and when he does he needs to apologise without shifting the blame onto people who were hurt by what he said, and that’s important going forward.

That being said I think Ryan is not a bad person. I think he’s misguided and uneducated and he hasn’t spent much time around people who challenge his views but he ultimately has the right idea. He spent a lot of time in the beginning of his live talking about black lives matter and most of what he said I agree with, and he was pretty clear about not condoning all lives matter and wanting to shed light on black stories, which is positive

This is all still very fresh, and as long as he’s being attacked he’s going to be defensive and incapable of seeking out resources to educate himself. I understand people are upset, and especially to black people, I will not ignore what you feel. If you do not want to support him anymore that is your choice and you were the ones he hurt with his statements so I will not be upset with you about that and you should continue to express your feelings on the matter however you see fit.

To non black people I say this: examine your own privilege. As a teenager I used to use slurs that I would never ever even consider using now because I was uneducated and didn’t understand the weight they carried in the way I do now as an adult. Not everyone has had the opportunity to experience things first hand the way I have, and while I hate that he believes he is above this issue, I also know that he was most likely not given the opportunity to understand that he is not. This is his opportunity. This is where he must learn from himself and from others and I hope he will do so.

I will still be watching the show. I love the show, and the fandom, and buddie, and Eddie, and I will not punish the writers, the cast, the show runners, myself, or you, for something he said. And because I believe in giving people the benefit of the doubt, I will wait to see his calmer reaction once things have settled before I pass judgement on him as a person.

I also urge everyone to remember that celebrities are not our friends, but they are people. People who are very publicly tried for their sins on a constant basis. People are allowed to make mistakes and grow, and we are all lucky we do not have to do so in the public eye. I was hurt but what he said. I want him to learn from it. And if he does, I will accept that. We are too quick to pass judgement on people who have very little opportunity to edit themselves, especially in a live stream.

This post is a mess honestly I hope you understand what I’m saying and where I’m coming from on this. And again to black people reading this you have the right to pass your own judgments, and I would not dream of taking it from you. But as a biracial, half Hispanic, I empathise with Ryan. Our community in particular has a very odd view of race that is often contradictory, and I have tried very hard to train myself out of that way of thinking. I would like to give Ryan the opportunity to do the same.

Here’s the transcript of the live if anyone is interested:

[sparkwhorunswithwolves]

“The next day Scott apologizes to Allison, who’s a little bit upset. But hey, Scott’s a werewolf, so I mean, what are you gonna do, say no?”

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Of all the things that confused me for a long time, among the most confusing was Scott/Posey Stans’ simultaneously held beliefs that Scott McCall would be the bestest werewolf ever and yet somehow remain a toxic human disaster worthy of pity. All the things that make Scott McCall that disaster – his insecurities, his lack of empathy, his bigotry, his hypocrisy, his abusive tendencies and behavior, his possessive instincts – also make him an absolute horror as a werewolf.

How many times did Scott lash out in anger at people he professed to care about just because they didn’t do what he wanted them to do? How many times did Scott lie and conceal important information from others for his own benefit? How many times did Scott’s mother, girlfriends and friends complain about not being able to help if they don’t know? How many times did Scott charge headlong into situations with no plan whatsoever solely focused on fulfilling his own emotional needs? If it wasn’t for Stiles and Derek, Scott would have been killed off by the hunters and by Peter Hale after exposing his own kind during one of his jealous fits/dick measuring contests with Jackson in Season 1. If it wasn’t for Stiles and Derek, Scott would have hurt Allison and killed Jackson out of jealousy.

Scott knew that becoming a werewolf gave him the power to protect the people he cares about (which includes managing their image of him) and the power to force said protection on them. Teen Wolf S5A and B proved that Scott McCall will lie and manipulate and cheat and gaslight and commit premeditated murder to keep things under his control until he can’t any more; then he’ll explode, whine, throw another one of his self important temper tantrums, and attempt to blame others for his own failures. Why do you think Scott McCall’s body count is higher then the villains’?

Remember how Scott reacted when he found out that Isaac liked Allison? Isaac was a goner the moment he interacted with “HIS” woman. Scott never ever had the slightest hesitation (or any regret) about physically punishing him. Dead man walking. In fact, the only reason Scott stopped abusing Isaac in front of Melissa was because he started preying on the new girl on campus and, quoting Tyler Posey’s own words, “Kira is a good distraction for Scott.”

Perhaps that’s what Scott stans mean when they wax lyrical over how much of an incredible wolf and ‘true alpha’ Scott makes in self-insert Scott McCall Supremacist fan fiction after self insert Scott McCall Supremacist fan fiction: they admire how many innocent people Scott murders and how many abuse victims Scott maims, abuses and violates while working out his delusions of grandeur, pathological jealousy and emotional issues.

Scott McCall had that 10-episode span where he plotted/conspired with Deaton and Gerard Argent against Derek Hale and his Pack behind everyone’s back; which culminated in self proclaimed hero and ruler of Beacon Hills Scott violating Derek’s boundaries, bodily autonomy and consent and committing premeditated attempted murder just because: “He threatened my mom! I had no choice!”

And yet, the Scott McCall defense squad trolls are adamant that Scott immediately flipped an emotional control switch and resolved all his issues. Of course Scott McCall wouldn’t lash out and savagely attack the moment his friends chose to kick his whiny ass to the curb for good or suggested that Scott didn’t have the right to make their decisions for them. Nope! Ice-cold control. Clear loyalties, superior morality and leadership skills. A good, nurturing friend, boyfriend and werewolf and a true blessing to the pack. /sarcasm

While canon shows us that Scott McCall is a flop wolf (even his only beta Liam and his girlfriend Malia called him a failure to his face in Season 5), everything in canon confirms that Stiles Stilinski would make a magnificent werewolf. Born Wolf Peter Hale has always known this – that’s why he offers Stiles the Bite in Season 1 and then shamelessly admits that he NEVER stopped fantasizing about biting/turning Stiles in Season 6.

In conclusion: if Teen Wolf had revolved around the Hale Pack and family and werewolf Stiles and/or Dark Stiles & Void Stiles like viewers wanted, it would have been a better and much more interesting show than whatever Scott/Posey crap-show we got (and it would have lasted longer, too.)

The Teen Wolf writers and producers should have killed Scott McCall off in Season 1 Episode 1 and replaced him with Vernon Boyd or Kira Yukimura instead.

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https://princeescaluswords.tumblr.com/post/623259473284399104/another-thing-fandom-claims-a-story-about-the#notes There. Fixed it for you canon and reality wise @ princeescaluswords

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Ohhh, do I have opinions about… all of those things. So, in no particular order:

Hale pack; Hale pack 2.0; werewolf Stiles; pretty sure I answered Boyd as the MC before; Kira; 

Did I ever actually post that TW would have to deal with fundamentally different themes if Stiles/Allion were bitten instead or did I just go nope NaNo project?

Okay, let’s see, how would a show that actually focused on worldbuilding, werewolf dynamics/culture outside of “I’m the alpha now”, and pack-as-family be more interesting than a show about what is either the most hilariously bad excuse for a Good Guy™, or an unsatisfying good guy turned villain story that didn’t realise that we were actually interested in the character’s lives outside of Scott?

With the Hale pack 2.0, the show would be about rebuilding that, about human and werewolf norms clashing, and finding a middle ground that isn’t “you’ll heal/werewolves made them do it”.

Because TW does have so much potential for all those things, but Scott’s not interested in them unless it directly affects or benefits him; but we never see non-abusive pack dynamics.

And this might just be because I grew up with wolfblood/still haven’t finished the order, but actually seeing that kind of pack bonding/history outside of “let’s save the day” is so much more interesting. 

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Werewolf!Stiles is interesting, because I can and have seen it both ways with a pretty even split?

(I’ve also answered Stiles saying yes to the bbite at least twice now, and that answer hasn’t changed. Unless it’s time travel. post5a/b Stiles asking Peter or Derek for the bite would be hilarious.)

First off, “Stiles would kill everyone he lies about giving a shit about!1!1!” is absolutely hilarious, given that Scott was the one who tried to kill Stiles, hurt and only didn’t kill Jackson because Derek and Stiles interfered, hurt Isaac, because of “control issues”. But sure, Stiles is the one who would kill everyone on sight. /sarcasm

Okay, so. Stiles wants to be part of this world, does everything he can to learn about it and knows when you can’t do something because werewolves. He has also shown that he’s willing to make sacrifices (skipping the lacrosse game in 1x9(?)/Eichen House in 3b/the relationship with his dad) if it meant keeping people safe, because he knew not doing those things would hurt people more than they could benefit him. 

(Meanwhile we have Scott “being bullied” into playing lacrosse/not caring if The Darkness™ hurt anyone— Isaac or anyone at school/lied to his mom, Allison, Kira constantly. Go figure)

Other than that, I honestly can’t tell how much control I would want canon!Stiles to have. Because with fic, I could go either way, for obvious I need to fixate on something other than adhd and werewolves, please, reasons, but canon? I don’t think perfect control on at least the first full moon is something that's actually possible given, you know, canon. And depending on if you go with Stiles being bitten instead of Scott, it’s not a particularly interesting story. 

But everything in canon suggests that he would be self aware enough to know that, and not go to a party like a certain other person I will not name here. 

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But that’s one of the main— issues I have with this line of thinking. It’s always how would this compare to Scott. You always outdo the other, when you can’t really compare it in the sense they are both very different people, who are going to handle the same situation very differently. Scott’s go to response when Shit Happens is to avoid it for as long as possible by distracting himself with school/lacrosse/gf of the season; while, despite for that throwaway line, Stiles always needs to be there— he researches werewolves, stalks Theo, helps the Hales. 

As I said before, neither is the most thought out or safe option, both are a normal response, but you can’t— It’s hard to compare them because Scott got bitten “because of” Stiles, and didn’t have any how to werewolf 101 he really listened to. While with Stiles it’s either a) him getting “himself” bitten that night and being excited about it, b) him wanting the bite, knowing what to expect, with a lot less trauma, c) getting bitten without consent but with that understanding of what is happening. 

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Now, Kira’s story is something I would pay good money to actually see done right. Because can you imagine of they did kill off Scott in 3a, and Kira had to navigate a) BH’s drama, b) coming into her own powers, c) actually dealing with not being fucking told about that, and d) not being fucking lied to end just getting yeeted into the desert?

[mewmewnyaart]

I'm not very good at drawing horror and blood but I recently have been getting into OFF lately so I figured I'd try to draw batter to pratice lighting and shadows

I also made my own au where batter and hugo switch places but I doubt anyone would like it or even read it heck I couldn't even get a single like on any of my posts

But here I go anyway :

So common belief that the world of OFF isnt real and that its all happening inside Hugo's head because hugo is in a comma and that the batter resembles the father and the queen resembles the mother

And that the guardians are the boy's immune system and organs that are intolerant to the drug liquid plastic that is being experimented on hugo

The mother was always a working woman and never gave hugo attention while the dad was a straight forward and loving man (I also have a personal theory that he's religious)

The mother wants hugo to live but the father wants to let the boy die because he's tired of seeing his own child in pain everyday

Ok now that I have that out of the way here's my au:

In this au its the father that ends up in a comma and hugo is the one who tries to save him from dying

Backstory to how the dad ended up in a comma:

Hugo in this au is healthy and lives a normal life the father was once a baseball player (as a hobby) so hugo got inspired by his dad and started to take baseball classes at his school

One day the dad was dropping hugo off for baseball practice and while waving goodbye while slowly moving out of the parking lot a reckless older student who wasn't looking quickly backs up his truck hitting the father and sending him into a comma

Ok now for the characters:

We enter the game as hugo and we are greeted by the judge and we start our journey of "purifying" the world just like batter

The enemies represent different family members who dislike or or even hate the father and the father's phobias or fears as well as microbes or poisons in the father's system

Then we have other characters like pets,neighbors,friends who are good guys or people who side with hugo in the this au

Also the puzzles would changed in this au

Hugo is a child and the father would probably play alot with hugo and his games since the mother was always busy ,so instead of floating boxes we'd get more complicated versions of kids puzzles like connect the dots or fill in the shapes etc.

Now for who each character represents and then I'll move on to what the goal of the game is or what Hugo's mission is:

Hugo= he represents the son in real life but he also resembles a new antibiotic that's being experimented on the father

The judge = in real he's the family house cat named milk ingame he's a guide but I have my own head canon

so alot of people tend to draw batter with his eyes closed some draw 4 eyes some draw no eyes at all

I like to think that the father irl has bad eye sight or sensitive eyes so he wears special glasses but will not wear any glasses when at home because he doesn't like to so he will walk around with his eyes closed

So milk will guide him throughout the house by purring or meowing at him

As for the smile the judge has on his face hugo likes the movie Alice in wonderland over and over so the image of the Cheshire cat would be embedded in the dad's memory which is why the judge appears that way

He views the judge as someone who is helpful

The queen = the queen is his wife however they start to have alot of problems and arguments before the father fell in a comma

And the relatives try to convince her to turn off the life support and move on with life

Dedan= irl he's the father's brother in law with a snappy attitude and he hates the father alot and even objected in thier wedding day he will do anything to hurt the father or cause trouble

The father sees his brother in law nothing more than a all bark no bite a big mouth

Japhet= in real life is the lady that lives next door (yes I KNOW japhet is male but he's based off if her in the father's head)

She's is very controlling person who enjoys gossip and can't mind her own business always sticking her nose where she can as well as pushing everyone around she does everything she can to get attention and impress people and she's flirted with the father mutiple times but she's ignored her every time

She has very loud and noisy birds and has killed thier other family cat Venice saying that she did it as self defense (Venice is Valerie basically)

The father views her as a parasite

Enoch= he resembles another dad that takes his kid to baseball practice but is in bad terms with the mother and will constantly pick on hugo for fun

He assumes if the father approaches him its because his wife told him to do so

and will constantly say that his child and wife are happy ,living a life with no problems thinking that he's got life figured out

Even though its clear that his son isn't enjoying baseball at all, is quite over wieght as well as his wife ignores him all the time not to mention he's constantly eating meaning that he has some sort of food addiction it seems he sees no irony in his life at all

The father sees him as an irresponsible over wieght person who's always lying to himself and to blind to see the truth thinking that his life is ok when it's clearly not

Zacharie = irl he's the father's best friend since middle school and they've known each other for years he was the best man at the wedding he's bisexual and in a relationship with a girl named sweetie (please don't hate me batterie shippers QWQ!) He used to crush on the father and even confessed to him on the wedding day he was heartbroken but accepted that the relationship was never gonna happen and was even mad at his best friend but realized it was wrong of him to feel that way

He eventually moves on

He likes to bring and buy alot stuff and show them to his best pal later somegimes illegal stuff (he even brought weed over one time oh boy) he's like an uncle to hugo and is always happy to help and defend his best friend no matter what

He views him as a brother and family member aswell as a very optimistic chill dude and will jokingly refer to him as "the merchant"

Sugar: irl she's zacharie's gf (before her he had 2 toxic exes and she helped him out of those toxic relationships) she and the father don't really talk all that much so he knows little to absolutely nothing about her aside from the fact that she likes to talk funny sometimes and is really into dolls and aliens and a slight addiction to eating pixie straws (straws filled with powered candy or sugar)

He views her as a silent person nothing much

The elsens= they are the people that the father meets/sees/interacts with everyday/every once in a while but don't have much of a connection with (you know like a co worker you have small talk with or barely ever see)

Now for the plot :

After the father enters a comma the son starts to go from school to the hospital (they're very close to each other and you can say hugo is 5-7 years old and ) and visits his dad everyday and calls out to him hoping it'd wake him up

The mother scolds him for running off without super vision and that his dad won't wake up if he keeps calling him that whatever he does is useless that his father will remain to be a lifeless bag of meat on a bed

Hugo doesn't give up ignoring his mother's words

She realizes that hugo has an obsession with his unconscious father that is affecting his studies along with his social life

Zacharie doesn't make this any better because he offers to pick up hugo after school to prevent him from getting abducted or lost along with his jokes all the time

She slowly starts to Contemplate turning off the life support machine wondering if it would fix everything

Hugo hasn't been paying attention in class and thier marriage has been having a issues lately her family never liked or accepted him she sees zacharie and others as annoying and problems bringers and maybe they'd have less expenses if hugo didn't have to go to baseball pratice every day not to mention he'd less likely get hurt if he stopped playing

Everyone else started to convince her to turn off life support they discuss this next to the unconscious father

She prevents zacharie from seeing hugo and locks out any other connections the fatehr has

finally she becomes convinced however there's 1 barrier preventing her from doing that.....Hugo

The only person who truly gives hugo attention and love is his father without his father he'd feel lost and scared his mother is always working and doesn't give him much attention

Everyone tells him to give up on his dad and move on but hugo stands his ground

Alot of the arguments and conversations happen in the hospital room next to the father so he hears everything in his comma which leads to the creation of the world of OFF in his head

Therefore we play as hugo through out the game (dressed in a baseball outfit) solving puzzles and fighting enemies "purifying" the world

Not much changes the boss battles the add ons etc. Will remain the same in this au

Maybe there will be more rubber duck /duck/ bird themed stuff in this au aside from the pedalos (ex:move the boxes to make them look like a duck idk lol)

However the final boss will change

Canonly batter is stopped by the judge but in this au the judge sides with hugo because its the queen (the mother) who is trying to turn the switch off and hugo is trying to prevent that

So instead of the judge stopping hugo

Hugo will meet the queen, she will tell him to halt and not bother going any further that her intentions will not change hugo will begin to tell her off everything she's done wrong she will respond saying that she's doing it for thier sake (Hugo's and her's) but hugo calls her out and tells her its not true and she loses her patience with him leading to a boss fight if hugo wins then she will refer to him as "my little sweetheart" and fade into dust

"The room" will also change instead of hugo it'll be his dad (the batter)chained to a wall (basically a prisoner in his own mind) hugo will take 1 step forward activating a trap causing him to plummet down a tube and fall unconscious for a few minutes

When he wakes up he sees the queen and all the guardians standing before him the queen states that he can give up or die trying then she speaks to the puppeteer (the player) the you are given 2 options

1.aide with the queen

2.side with hugo

If you side with the queen you will have the guardians ok your side then Hugo's appearance will change as well he will appear to have a large head with a huge gaping mouth a baby rattle and apron and speech bubbles that say "wah wah" "whine whine" (stating that his mother sees him as a cry baby)

If you defeat hugo then the switch is immediately turned off and it gives 1 out of the 2 bad endings this ending is called "check mate" as a reference to a queen from chess

If you side with hugo then you will be defeated but you won't get a game over yet instead the queen will give you 1 last chance

Then you are given 3 options

1."surrender" 2."gasp for help" 3."cry"

If you choose surrender then you will get the 2nd bad ending in which in life support is turned off the father dies hugo becomes lonely with his mother busy all the time (and not allowing him out side the house and not trusting people) which leads to hugo growing up cold,plain and unloving

At some point there's a scene where adult hugo stares at his old mother laying on the kitchen floor in pain for a few minutes instead of helping her immediately indicating that he doesn't care

If you choose "gasp for help" then you will get the good ending "aye batta batta,strike!" In which hugo will call for help (while in deep pain from the fight) after a few calls judge,zacharie,sugar and a few elsens will come to the rescue and revive you fighting by your side allowing you to defeat the queen and guardians

Everything slowly starts to go back and the father wakes up from his comma everyone in the room stares in shock but hugo had the biggest smile on his face while standing next to his dad's bed "did...I miss something?"

"...daddy *breaks into tears*"

The 3rd ending called "better late than never" is triggered when you choose "cry"

Hugo will cry very loudly

The mother changes her mind and doesn't turn off life support but hugo stops visiting his dad and similar to the 2nd bad ending hugo grows up to be cold and unloving 13-16 years later hugo visits his father again and he finally wakes up from his comma and is discharged from the hospital after 1 year of rehabilitation therapy

By now the mother had remarried and the father missed his son's childhood so now he has to relive his life

However hugo meets a girl who is a complete opposite to him at work and church (rainbow hair,optimistic,enjoys music of various kinds,loves cute things,baking,jokes,and artist etc.) And is forced to work with her as well as she tries to get Hugo's attention so he asks his father for advice on how to get rid of this woman which leads to alot stuff going on and hugo allowing how to love and live life leading him to falling in love with the girl and becoming a new man

(This is personally my favorite ending lol and I MIGHT write fanfic of it on wattpad or here idk tbh )

Anyway this my OFF au I GUESS the name can change to the ON au or OFF/ON au lmao idk

Reblogs and feed back is appreciated

PLEASE DONT STEAL MY AU i worked hard on this thing spent 5 hours to write it all

Heh I sat this as of anyone is even gonna read whatever I dount it'll get noticed at all

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kiss your fears goodbye | shawn mendes

university au, shawn x goth gf

this is the real sequel to mystery if there’s anything you want to happen in this series, let me know!

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“I thought opening up was supposed to make you feel better,” I said to Callie. “Instead, I kinda wanna jump ship.”

Another week, another hour in my shrink’s office. The last major thing that happened in my life was telling Shawn about Luca, and I knew it was major because I felt very exposed after doing so. I felt completely naked whenever I was around Shawn, and I haven’t even been properly naked in front of him yet. So I did what I do best and kept a distance.

“Jump ship as in… what?” Callie asked.

“He knows too much,” I explained. “He knows things that I don’t like to talk about. I know that I made the choice to tell him these things, but I just… I have this urge to just get as far away from him as possible. But I also don’t want to do that.”

“Okay. Why don’t you want to?”

“Because he was really kind when I told him about Luca. And, Shawn and I took things to another level… I spent the night at his apartment. And he still liked me after. He makes me… not sad.”

“So you like him, but there’s a part of you that wants to run away. Like, a way to protect yourself from getting hurt. Has he done anything to make you think he’ll hurt you?”

The answer was no, a very fast no. But I still found myself thinking about it. There had to be something. He couldn’t be that good. Why would he be that good to me?

“Somehow I always end up getting hurt.” I shrugged. “I’m two and a half months into this thing. I went into it tiptoeing and watching him carefully. It’s like I’m waiting for something bad to happen. But for once, I want to enjoy this thing. I want to make it work, and I want to not feel paranoid about it.”

~

Have I mentioned that I kissed Shawn on the first date? Me, the girl who was healing and doing so by guarding herself. I just couldn’t resist, he’s too pretty and charming. You try having a conversation with Shawn Mendes and not get overwhelmed with the urge to punch him in the face! With your lips! On his! Softly… It was a moment of weakness in my book.

That weakness is what made Shawn believe that I was into what we had going on. He couldn’t read my generally expressionless and timid face, so I had to show him that I was into him somehow. Two months later, I told him about a minor trauma that skewed my view on romance and I haven’t seen him since. We still texted and Snapped, but I haven’t seen Shawn in person. Yes, it was on my doing. My excuse: a research paper for my stats class. That, and work. At least he was still calling me his girlfriend, right?

Right?

I really was holed up in my dorm, though. I had my laptop in front of me, and I was trying to salvage my failing stats grade. Honestly, I wasn’t worried about my relationship status today because I was worried about repeating a class that contributed to my anxiety and nightmares. I needed to pass this class. It wasn’t even the end of the semester, when everyone typically started to care about their grades. That’s how desperate I was.

Apparently, that wasn’t enough for Shawn to give me my space. He sent a text saying he was coming over after his final afternoon class. When I told him I was balls deep in a formal essay, he replied with, “it’s important.”

“Bitch! So are my grades!” I yelled at my phone.

“I’ll drink to that!” yelled Stella from her room. She didn’t even know the context, but her heart was always in the right place.

My essay progressed minimally by the time Shawn was knocking on the door. I pushed myself off the couch somewhat reluctantly, and answered to find him standing there with his backpack over his shoulder and his guitar case in hand.

“Hi,” I said, not exactly overjoyed to see him.

Shawn leaned in, kissed my cheek, and then let himself in. He looked around the dorm and then stopped in front of the couch. He saw my mess of notes, textbooks, and my laptop. Not only was it an academic mess, it was also several half empty water bottles and a half eaten cup of ramen.

“Oh. You were busy,” he said like he wasn’t expecting this.

My fried brain did not like hearing those words. “What, you thought I was lying?”

It didn’t faze him at all. “No. I just wanted to make sure you weren’t avoiding me.”

Well, someone didn’t come here to fuck around.

I looked at Shawn, now a little more than mildly annoyed, and then I went back to my spot on the couch. “Well, sorry I can’t be attached to your hip twenty-four/seven. I have other things to do besides walk in your shadow.”

“Alright, stop with the attitude.” Shawn set down his case and his backpack. “It’s just that you decided to spend the night at my place, and then you didn’t talk to me for a week. Then, you told me a little bit of your past relationship - again, you decided to do that - and I haven’t seen you since. I just wanna know what’s going on here. I don’t know what you want, or what’s inside of your head. I don’t know why you keep running.”

He really isn’t fucking around. He was way too observant of my bad relationship habits.

“I’m not running,” I said feebly, looking at my laptop screen even though I knew I couldn’t crap out another formal sentence if I tried.

“Look, I know you don’t trust people easily,” Shawn told me. “I know it’s hard for you to bring your walls down. I’ve been trying so damn hard to be the person you can let in. I’ve been doing everything I can to show you that I can be trusted.”

“I know…”

“Do you? Because everytime I think we’re moving forward, you take it back again. I know you’re scared, but it’s okay. You don’t have to be afraid.”

Suddenly, I wasn’t timid and soft spoken anymore. I looked at Shawn once again, my eyes practically daggers. I slowly stood up, my hands balled into fists. “I’m not scared.”

He gave me an incredulous look. “You’re not scared, eh?”

“If I was, I wouldn’t have said yes to being your girlfriend.”

He nodded, and then he rambled. “I wanna buy you flowers, and bring them to you when you’re at work. I wanna spend every night with you. I want to clear a drawer for you at my place. I wanna sing to you, I wanna write songs about you. I wanna introduce you to my friends. I want to meet your parents, I want you to meet my parents, and my sister.”

My stomach felt light and heavy at the same time. I had stepped back from Shawn, and he stepped forward, refusing to create distance between us. Yeah, fear struck in my chest, and for once it was impossible to keep off my face. My eyes went wide at all the mental images he provided for me. I just couldn’t fathom the idea that he wanted all those things.

“I want everything with you,” Shawn said gently, “and I’m not afraid to show it. You just have to let me.”

I folded my arms and averted my eyes. “I never said you couldn’t.”

“I’m worried that any sudden move will you make you leave. You’re a flight risk, honey.” His hands went on my shoulders. “Hey, look at me.”

You said you wanted this to work. You can’t be afraid to try.

I tore my eyes away from the beige dorm walls and planted them on Shawn’s light brown eyes. They were as gentle as his hold on me. I wanted to melt away under his gaze. He was really worried about this, about me.

“I’m not the guy who hurt you,” he said firmly, “whatever his name is. I would never do anything to hurt you. I just wanna make you happy.”

Logically, he’s right. He was not the one who did me wrong. I needed to leap into this. I couldn’t let this seemingly harmless, soft boy get away. I didn’t want him to get away, I just didn’t know how to say it without feeling like the dam in my head will burst.

“Be mine,” he softly coaxed. “Be mine…”

I nodded, letting myself lap up the sweet words. “I am.”

Yeah… that wasn’t enough. Another uneventful week went by, and it was Shawn’s last straw. We went out to see a movie as an attempt to diffuse the tension, and it required minimal communication. However, his breaking point happened when he was walking me across campus back to my dorm. He silently went to hold my hand, and I mindlessly deflected the gesture. That was when he had it.

“So you’re embarrassed to hold my hand now?” he asked defensively.

He had stopped in his tracks, in the middle of the walkway. Of course, this had to go down in front of many nosy onlookers. It made my face go hot, and I felt very attacked.

“No, I’m just-” I tried to say.

“I don’t know how long I can keep doing this.”

“Shawn!” I glanced at the surrounding students before stepping closer to him. “Can we do this somewhere else? Please?”

“We don’t have to.”

And he took off back towards his car. If I wasn’t being stared at by passing students, I would have stayed there, frozen by my dumbfoundedness. Instead, I went the other way, towards my dorm.

I never cried unless it was in front of my therapist. This wasn’t an exception, but I felt the sting in my throat as I speed walked through campus.

I knew Shawn had a reason to be upset. He just didn’t give me the chance to explain myself.

Here’s the thing: plenty of people on this campus and in the city knew Shawn Mendes. Plenty of people were attracted to him in one way or another, and why wouldn’t they be? He was a walking Photoshop edit with that face and those muscles. He was ridiculously talented, and kind to every person he came across. He had so many emotions, and he wasn’t afraid to feel them. He has so much love to give and spread. He could have anyone, literally anyone.

Why would someone like Shawn choose to publicly hold hands with someone like me? I walked around hoping to some higher entity that I won’t be looked at. I always looked like there was a storm cloud above my head. I look and act like someone died. I had walls up so high it put China to shame!

Oh yeah. I fucking cried. Fuck.

~

This better be the last time I do a walk of shame to Shawn’s apartment. As soon as I knocked on the door, I pulled my phone out and started to write out a text. I didn’t look up when Shawn answered.

I did not come here to fuck around.

“Can I come in?” I asked, chin up and looking him in the eyes. My text was sent.

Shawn had changed into his sweats and a white t-shirt in the two hours we were apart. Certainly wasn’t going anywhere, by the looks of it. He seemed a little reluctant, but he stepped aside.

I looked confident as I walked inside his living space. However, my limbs were shaky. Time to get to it.

“First of all,” I began, “I understand why you got upset today. But I did not appreciate you calling me out in the middle of campus. If you have a problem, just wait until we’re together in private, okay? No one needs to know our business.”

“Okay,” he said shortly. “Is that all you came here for?”

I took a deep breath, trying to relieve tension from my shoulders. “I’m sorry I didn’t hold your hand. I’m not very into PDA.”

“Okay.”

“But,” I continued, “with you… I can get into it.”

Shawn’s eyes lit up a little bit. “I mean… I won’t make out with you in public or anything… unless you want to.”

I chuckled. “We’ll start with hand holding. I’m not used to being with someone who actually likes me. That sounds bad, but it’s true.” I paused. “I know you haven’t done anything to hurt me. But my brain likes to work against me. A lot. It’s hard for me to trust you, but I wanna try because… because…”

“Because we can be extraordinary together, rather than ordinary apart.” Shawn smiled, stepping towards me.

I did the same thing. “That’s from Grey’s Anatomy.”

“Yeah.”

He held his hands out, but I stopped in my tracks. I really wanted to touch him, hold his hands and whatnot…

“One more thing,” I said as I held up my phone. “I texted my mom, and I told her about you - us. I was gonna wait til we hit four months, but you need to see that I am serious about this. So I texted her, and she’s gonna call me in like, five minutes. And, and you’re gonna hear me talk about you a lot, and-”

Shawn suddenly closed the gap between us. He cupped my face and pulled me in for a deep kiss. My arms found themselves on his waist, pulling him in just a bit closer. I went up on my toes when he pulled back, not ready to stop anytime soon. He smiled as his lips met mine again. It felt right.

Within a few minutes, my phone started buzzing. I pulled away from Shawn and looked at the glowing screen. Then, I looked up at him, cheeks flushed.

“You’re about to hear me gush about you,” I said.

His smile was absolutely radiant. “I can’t fucking wait.”

[shesawriter39049]

“Daddy’s Orders” Hoseok- mini smut drabble

P.S.- I wrote this the same week I wrote “You know better” - And forgot about it. Kinda like a part 2 but not really..I guess I just kept the same relationship dymnaic while writing this one..I.E -Hoseok’s bratty gf that likes to push his buttons, and see how far she can push before he fucks her!

Daddy kink- it’s light...I don't use it alot in fics typically only when Hoseok is involved because well.. It’s Hoseok…

P.S. -IF YOU READ THIS RIGHT WHEN I POSTED..THE ENDING WASN’T ATTACHED FOR SOME REASON..SORRY!

“Baby,,,” his voice came up barely above a whisper but his diction was clear as day.. He was warning you, and you didn't give a damn. Humming against his skin in response as you continued tugging down the neckline on his shirt. Letting your lips and tongue create a trail towards his neck. He was never one to try and conceal his moans when it came to you..and in your defense he always sounds so fucking good, so why would you wanna stop? Keeping them low enough for your ears only...yet deep, and husky enough to make to squirm. It was movie night with the boys the room was dark, he was on his back and you were laying flat against his stomach, head resting on his chest. That is until you got bored...luckily the two of you hogged the loveseat ,your lips found your spot on his shoulder, yes it was your spot, because the minute your lips laced around his skin, he was done. Once you finally sunk your teeth in..that’s when play time was over...a slight growl left his lips as he dug his nails into your ass through you leggins from under the blanket. “What do you think your doin ?” Well now who's playing a game ? Your body picked up on the shift instantly as you start grinding your hips down into his, all his words were starting to slur together. Suddenly his deep gravely bedroom voice creeped out of his throat , making your pussy clench on command, a low whimper left your chest starting to feel how hard he’s gotten. ‘What does daddy want me to do?” moving up to let your lips hover over his, looking down at im, almost..with a air of  innocence your tongue slowly gliding along your teeth. While your hips continue to grind into his from beneath you. “Daddy would like you to behave…’ capturing your bottom lip with his teeth, sucking it into his mouth, lathering over the sting with his tongue, before releasing it with a pop, much to your dismay! Regaining a little more of his composure allowing you to hear the dominance dripping from his tongue,  fingers finding your clit effortlessly,even through your leggings letting his index and middle finger dance over the area as he watches your eyes flutter. ‘Well that's not gonna happen sooooo…” Pouting your lips back at him rocking your hips against his hand, hoping to gain a little more stimulation. His face changed immediately..not expecting you to be such a brat today you watched his brow arch, tongue playing with the corner of his mouth “Oh yeah?” There was a sudden growl  in his voice now, his eyes felt like they darked,,his tone was daring you to speak, suddenly it felt like your pussy was drenched and your throat was so dry you couldn’t even swallow. All you could do was nod and he picked up on it , an arrogant smirk moved up his face, sliding his hands past the seam of your leggings..bringing it down to tease your clit through your panties. Rolling his hips into yours with a low moan once he felt how wet, you were , dipping your head down to rest against his chest as he slid your panties to the side, sliding his fingers up and down your lips,  coating them in your juices before tracing over your clit. Taking a firm grip on the back of your hair he pulled up to him, the familiar sting at your scalp only added to your arousal. Fingertips teasing at your scalp as they made there way down the back over your neck..over your spine...landing on your ass. Stroking you with his palm as your forehead laid against his just enough for his lips to tease yours as he spoke “I would have thought you’d learned your lesson after what happened on the plane but apparently not….I’m starting to think your doing this on purpose...” There was a slight pause almost as if he wanted a response...and you couldn't even hide the smirk that was tugging on the corner of your lips. The questions was rhetorical in all honesty, he knew you did it on purpose...and no matter how “mad” he’d get, he fucking loved it . “Mmmm, well baby got what she wanted right? I mean you wanted it so bad just a couple minutes ago ,so come take it, pull daddys dick out and ride it. Ride it until you make yourself come…” Pulling back from him wide eyed...eyes  scanned the room almost wondering if he’d forgotten were the two of you were..But more importantly you must have forgotten who your man was! ” But-” -”But what? You didn't seem to care about the boys when you were grinding against my dick getting me hard now did you baby? Please don’t make daddy have to repeat himself…” You could’ve came from this man's eye contact alone, he had you in the palm of his hand, ready give him anything he wanted...however he wanted it. Rolling his hips up into yours , his opposite hand roamed up your body , massaging your breast gently before moving to cup the side of your neck. Pulling your body back down to his, snaking his tongue past your bottom lip “Fuck me…” The low command left his lips in the form of a moan, while his tongue laced with yours, before you could even register what was happening you felt him slide his fingers out, his tongue muffling the whine that left your lips. Not even bothering to wipe them off before grabbing one of you hands. Raising his hips slightly leading you to pull down his sweats just enough for his length to spring free. He wasn't wearing boxers to begin with... both of you cried out low and breathy against each others tongues once your lips spread apart over his cock as it laid flat against his stomach beneath you, the heat that was seeping out of you coursed straight through him.Your juices ran down his stomach....using his opposite hand to lightly rock your hips,making your clit rub against him...letting your arousal glaze over his cock getting himself nice and ready for you. While you conitued to moan against his tongue, already clawing at his T-shirt there was no way in hell you’d be able to stay quiet. ”Be a good girl and slide me in......make yourself come all over daddys cock baby..I know you can do it...we both know you don't mind putting on a show..” 

LOVE YOU GUYS AS ALWAYS,

IF YOU LIKED IT LEMME KNOW..

[depressed-sock]

Hey socks! Love your work on here also so does my gf, she gets really excited when she sees new stuff on your blog and the amount of times she’s shoved me off the couch so that I’ll read an angsts one with her is a blessing (we both love the gerbil incident the best tho). Saw Bingo come up so thought I’d put a surprise request in for her: Charge with n!SS Memory loss, Ortega finds really a civilian SS at that cafe but SS doesn’t remember them; they really were a John/ane Doe after HB. Thank you!

Bad Things Happen Bingo

A Fallen Hero Fanfic

Memory Loss

Ortega and Sidestep

Thank you! I was so happy to read this that I ended up reading it multiple times!! I’m glad you’ve both enjoyed the stories so much!!

(Also just to give everyone a heads up, this is only something I discovered recently, but the Initials SS have some very bad connections. So it might be best to just use Sidestep/ Step/Mc. You can even use CB for me and I’ll know who you mean.) 

 It’s a broken rush of air, a word whispered and then almost shouted. It couldn’t be them… it couldn’t and yet here they were. Sitting at a table in a dinner you had stepped into by chance.

 A single chance that’s immediately turned your world upside down. They don’t seem to hear you or acknowledge that you’ve said their name. Maybe you’re wrong, maybe you’re seeing things in a person who looks so like them.

 But then they look up. Eyes meeting yours for a second before turning back to the food in front of them. And despite the lack of recognition in their face you know it’s them. They’re unmistakable, their features burned into your mind from hours of looking at a broken photograph.

 "CB is that really you?“ Your steps have brought you towards them and they look up at you confused. Body moving subtly into a defensive stance. A rush of fear widening their eyes as they stare at you.

 "I’m sorry what?” Their face runs through emotions, reexamining what you said before scrunching in confusion, studying you cautiously as you stop inches from their table.

 "CB it’s me,“ your voice sounds desperate even to your own ears, “Don’t kid like this. I thought you were dead.”

 "I’m sorry but I think you’re confused. I really don’t know who you are and that’s not my name,“ they shake their head, looking at you apologetically. Still defensive but coming to the conclusion you’ve made a mistake. You haven’t. You swear you haven’t. This… this isn’t what you expected. Fuck, you didn’t even expect to find them alive let alone this.

 You want to argue, say something more but you’re cut off by another voice. One that sends chills down your spine. An echo of the past brought straight to the present.

 "Eden is everything alright?” Hallow Ground asks and you can’t help the glare you send their way as they take the seat across from CB. Their smile like a viper as they bring their elbows onto the table, head leaning into their hands.

 "Everything’s fine, just a mix-up,“ CB says casually with a shrug, leaning back into their seat as they immediately relax. Their face is soft and open. No lies, no secrets that are usually hidden by masks upon masks. It’s so different from what you remember. So different compared to Hallow Ground. Whose face holds barely contained contempt towards you.

 Hollow Ground. CB is with Hollow Ground. It’s a punch to the gut you had never expected. You found them only to have them immediately wrenched from your hands again. You don’t know what Hollow Ground has done to them but you can’t leave them like this… with them.

 "Listen to me, I don’t know what’s going on with you but your name is CB. This person is not your friend. You are Side-”

 "I think that’s enough,“ Hollow Ground’s hand slams on the table, drawing your attention fully back to them. "This obviously isn’t who you believe it to be and I think it’s time you accepted that.” A sharp smile twitching on their lips as they stare you down.

 "Maybe we should just go,“ CB’s voice sounds so soft, so careful. Tones used by someone who is afraid of making another angry. It almost hurts to hear exactly how scared they are right now. And when your head snaps back to them it’s clear to see that it’s you they’re scared of.

 "Of course Eden, why don’t you head out to the car,” Hollow Ground’s voice is sweet and calming, eyes soft as they watch CB leave without a fight. Their face turning to stone as the door swings shut behind CB. “You shouldn’t stick your nose where it doesn’t belong Charge.”

 "What did you do to them?“ You grit your teeth not bothering to hide your anger.

 "All I did,” they slap cash on the table as they stand to lean close to whisper, “Was be there for someone you abandoned.”

 You can’t find a response for that, what can you even say to that? There is no comeback that will make it so you found CB after heartbreak. No way you can demand them let CB go. For better or worse CB trusts Hollow Ground more than the stranger you are now to them.

[sometimesrosy]

Whenever Clarke gets pushed away by Bellamy -him having a long term gf is an example for this- she looks for a warm body or in this scenario even worse, a new love interest and this is what gets me very very anxious about the new season. I can’t help myself but think Clarke will find someone new and the main story will be thrown under the rug and they will extend Bellarke’s journey which will be a nightmare after the previous season because everyone not only fans but also Jrot lost it completely

Look. The story you’re telling is the story only IF the main story is ABOUT causing suffering by keeping Clarke and Bellamy apart.

This is a story that fandom has been telling for a while. 

They assume that because their primary way of engaging with the 100 is through the pain of romantic Bellarke, that KEEPING BELLARKE APART IS THE STORY. They assume that JR’s intention in telling the story of The 100 is to cause pain, specifically for the people who ship Bellarke. This interpretation doesn’t just put Bellarke at the center of the story, it puts BELLARKE SHIPPERS at the center of the story. It presupposes that JR is an evil man whose goal in producing a show for many years now, is to cause pain the 100 fandom…. oh excuse me, only the Bellarke fandom. This interpretation of The 100 and Bellarke says that the point of the television show is make bellarke fans suffer, because JR hates Bellarke and Bellarke fans and he derives pleasure from taking what they love away from them. 

That’s not what’s happening. Bellarke are kept apart because the story has been about HOW TO BRING THEM TOGETHER. That’s why every season they start out separate or separated. Different things each time. But they CANNOT succeed unless they are TOGETHER.

So, yes, the aim of the show is to keep them apart, and there is pain in this, but the purpose is not the pain. The PURPOSE is to BRING THEM TOGETHER.

Without exception. That has been EVERY SEASON. Sometimes they hate each other. Sometimes they think the other hates them. Sometimes it’s politics. Sometimes it’s their personal trauma. Sometimes it’s time, space and death itself. SOMETIMES it’s a girlfriend. And yet. Without fail. The story is about how Bellarke gets together. How they cannot succeed alone, how they need their whole team, but ESPECIALLY each other.

Fandom focuses on the wrong things again and again. They say, “Oh I’m so sad Bellarke is not together. JR hates us because he wants us to suffer.” and they never pay attention to the fact that what we get is a struggle that, without fail, ALWAYS HAS CLARKE AND BELLAMY COMING TOGETHER. They ALWAYS come back to each other and each time they come back, they are closer than before.

This interpretation of the story is based on how you feel. And your feelings about what’s happening on screen are perfectly valid. Their yours. They come not only from what you see on tv, but also from your experiences, your thoughts, your past, your psyche, your desires and your fears. But your feelings are not mine. I do not share your perspective, and because your interpretation is based on a purely subjective thing like feelings and fears, you interpretation absolutely does not work for me when dealing with the story itself.  Which has NOTHING to do with your feelings, and exists outside of you, created by people who do not know you and are not thinking of your personal experiences. 

We all do this, this engaging with the story in a personal, sometimes even private way. This is natural. And we can learn a lot about ourselves by examining our feelings about stories and characters. But that’s because the story you’re reacting to is really YOUR story, not the one on the screen. Because of this, these reactions are not a good way to analyze the show. They are about the insides of us. And the show is OUTSIDE of us.

The problem with this concept, that Clarke is going to turn away from Bellamy because he’s rejected her and that means a new love interest is that it isn’t taking the rest of the story into account. It is ONLY looking at it from the perspective that the Bellarke romance is important.

The first thing that doesn’t work so well with this theory is Clarke’s character development. She has been ALONE for six years, and that has affected her. She does not reach out to people. She withdraws. And you might also notice that she actually DID turn from Bellamy when she saw him kissing Echo and turn to another person.

Who was that person? Literally. On screen. She turned away from B/E and gave all her attention to…. Madi. She was ready to run away. With whom? With Madi. She chose who over Bellamy? Madi. So, if you recognize that Clarke has a tendency to do this, then you should be looking for it. If you’re not focused on romance, then you’ll notice she already DID it. Bellamy’s not hers. She turns to someone who loves her. Madi. 

Deciding that it has to be about sex means you are ignoring all the other reasons for that choice. Belonging. Loyalty. Family. All themes that JR TOLD US were part of the story. 

The other problem I see here is that you think the main story is about the bellarke romance. And it’s actually NOT. The main story is about the apocalypse, and survival and how you survive, and figuring out what is the right thing to do when there are no right choices. 

Bellarke is, and has always been and will always be, the backbone of that story. Clarke and Bellamy are the symbolic representation of the struggle to bring back humanity by embracing the light and dark sides, by working together, by choosing the right thing, by unifying, by treating their enemy as one of them, by healing past traumas. Bellarke MUST come together in order for humanity to survive and prosper. This is reinforced by Monty’s final video in which he asks them to live a good life and be the good guys and care for his son. He woke them up so he could give them this task, together. 

THIS is the main story. Not a romance. The romance of Bellarke is an ILLUSTRATION of the main story. 

B/E is an illustration of the lessons that Clarke taught Bellamy. They show that Bellamy has grown, has learned how to accept love and forgive himself and others. Echo is Bellamy’s Ms Right-For-Now. As was Niylah for Clarke. Clarke and Bellamy are soulmates, and JR has stated so. 

And I’m sorry, but the fandom has lost the thread of the story. Definitely. They’ve lost it. But JR has not. It’s a good story and it’s still going. It’s canon. I know he hasn’t because I and others are still following the story. People who are not wrapped up in fandom see it. Fandom is off track. 

I suggest you watch the show again try to watch it without your expectations and biases. Or, you know, because they ARE telling the Bellarke story in season 5, so try watching it to find out what Clarke and Bellamy’s story IS. Without your fears getting in the way. Watch it as if it is half way through a romance between Clarke and Bellamy, where there is a love triangle and Echo is the romantic obstacle. Go ahead. I’m giving you the tags.

Bellamy Blake/Clarke Griffin, Bellamy Blake/Echo, Madi, Spacekru, love triangle, jealousy, pining, soulmates, family, loyalty, separated by space and time, 2199 radio calls, the hostage taker and his girlfriend, the head and the heart, partners, captain daddy, mama bear, another traitor who you love, betrayal, love is not a weakness, forgiveness, together, 

Watch it as if that was the story. Did I or did I not take all those tags from either canon or JR’s commentary? Echo is not the soulmate. A love triangle does not mean the soulmates can’t happen. The question IS how do the soulmates get together despite the romantic obstacles?

AN: this has been sitting in my inbox for quite a while and I’m trying to learn not to hold on to my posts until i’m sure theyre’ perfect or i’m not in a bad mood or whatever. i’m not even going to read it over, i’m just going to post it, so i hope it’s not too bitchy. i know when i wrote it had just gotten a lot of negative asks so was feeling defensive, I also think I wanted to go somewhere with it but i don’t remember where. but i turned anon off in my askbox, so i need to clear this out. i have a bunch of old asks i need to answer. 

[friendlyadviceuniverse-blog]

So my gfs family can be described as xenophobic and mildly racist towards me, a European dating their Asian daughter. It is nothing too bad like slurs or assault but more of a sense that I don’t belong with them or off colour remarks pointing out I’m different. My partner doesn’t support their feelings and defends me (which is nice) but it doesn’t really stop anything.

Okay, so first of all, let’s unpack prejudice and racism.

Racism is rooted in systemic inequality. People of Color are victims of racism because social and cultural power reinforces racism against them (and puts white folks on a pedestal). Since that power doesn’t work against white people, they are never the victims of racism. For another example, think about school. If a student hits a teacher, that’s bad. If a teacher hits a student, that’s bad and also abusive. It’s bad in both cases, but they aren’t on the same level because the power is with the teacher, not the student.

Prejudice is when one group holds negative views of another, but isn’t necessarily racist (such as your girlfriend’s family not liking you because you’re (presumably) white). Now, to be extremely clear, prejudice isn’t nice, and it’s okay to be a little hurt about it…but that doesn’t mean it has all of the weight and consequence of racism.

Now, onto the core of your question.

I wonder how long this has been going on. For any oppressed group, a mistrust of their oppressor (in the case of POC, white people) isn’t just a quirk - it’s a defense mechanism. Try to remember that these people have probably dealt with a lot of horrible racism at the hands of white people over the years, and their distrust likely has much to do with that. Time spent getting to know you and realizing they can trust you may solve this problem, to a large degree.

Also, some people are simply ethnocentric - they value their own culture highly and view everybody else as outsiders. This happens with all sorts of cultures. You may become an exception over time, or you may not, but if that’s how they feel, that’s how they feel.

And thirdly, you’re dating their daughter. Plenty of people’s families have….shall we say, strong opinions…about anyone and/or everyone who dates their kids, and this can happen no matter anybody’s race.

Whatever the case may be, your best course of action is to trust your girlfriend - she’s the one you’re dating, not her family, and she defends you when they get rude. They don’t have to like you, but they should respect that their daughter is going to make her own decisions about who she forms relationships with. If the relationship proceeds into the long term and their behavior continues, that would be a good time for her to speak to her parents about being more polite about her partner.

If this continues, talk to her about if she thinks it will be a problem for her in the long run (”Are you going to be okay with dating me if you’re family never likes me?”). It may be too big a hurdle, but I suspect if she shared her parents’ opinions on this subject, you wouldn’t have met them at all.

Best of luck!

EDIT: Also! Do your best to make sure that you aren’t actually offending them. You probably (hopefully) don’t mean to, but it’s still possible that you could have, perhaps due to cultural differences, or just plain ingrained racism of your own (for instance, Asian is a very general term, and it risks erasing a specific culture...are they Korean? Indian? Japanese? Vietnamese?). I would recommend checking with your girlfriend on this, and also educating yourself in any way you can so that you can be as respectful as possible (and also because it’s just good to know because we all have offensive ideas we should try to unlearn).

[minijenn]

Notes for Revenge Trip

Ooo good choice! My notes for that chapter are rather interesting, given how I wrote out the flashback parts, so hopefully this make sense… 

Characters: Stan, Amethyst, Gideon, Garnet, Pearl, Dipper, Mabel, Steven, Vidalia, Greg, Soos, Rose (in flashbacks), various GF and SU characters (Blubbs, Durland, Bud, Fryman, ect), Rose Quartz (flashbacks)

Settings: Mystery Shack, various locations in Gravity Falls

Episodes to look at: Original, though use episodes like A Tale of Two Stans and Maximum Capacity and Onion Friend (watch it) to help

Tone: Humor, friendship, some angst, drama, flashbacks, action, character building

Start the chapter off with Stan unveiling his latest attraction at the shack (come up with something creative) (probably include the twins in this)

However, things soon go awry as he realizes the attraction has torn apart/defaced (again be creative), and because it this the tourists leave, disappointed

In the midst of this, Stan discovers that Gideon was the one responsible, but of course he gets away with it

Around this point Amethyst arrives, so have some snappy banter between the two of them until Stan points out to her that the temple was also defaced (graffiti or something), also done by Gideon

No sooner than that, Garnet and Pearl order Amethyst to clean the temple up, believing it to be one of her pranks despite her cries of innocence

Follow her up there and have a little interaction between her and Steven, where she comes up with the idea to get revenge

Later that night, cut to Stan, mourning the loss of his ruined attraction until Amethyst comes in and suggests they get even with Gideon by going on one of their infamous Revenge Trips (imply that its been years since they’ve done one)

Initially, Stan tries to protest the idea, saying that its too risky and he has the twins to worry about; Amethyst calls him out on it though and after a little prodding, she finally convinces him into going on the Revenge Trip

Show them gathering supplies and planning for a little bit, and have the twins come in during the middle of this and question them, though make it comical as Stan and Amethyst remain super vague about it (and instruct them not to tell Garnet and Pearl)

After a little of this, they set out; On the way though, they get on the topic of how they first met, so go into flashback #1

They go to Vidalia’s house so introduce her like in Onion Friend, though maybe a bit differently; show her rapport with both Stan and Amethyst but don’t explain everything about their past

Anyway, explain that the reason why Stan and Amethyst have come to Vidalia is to have her help in their scheme by contracting her to paint a huge, realistic painting of the Tent of Telepathy; Vidalia is skeptical, but agrees to it nonetheless and promises to have it done before the night is through (as she’s helped out with their schemes before)  

The pair set out once more and so have some more dialogue as they’re driving, which eventually leads into flashback #2

After its over, they arrive at the first stop on their revenge trip: the Tent of Telepathy; there, they take its pegs out and make off with them; Amethyst cheerfully brings the whole tent down and Stan uses his flamethrower to burn it (make this aptly hilarious)

Once they’re done, they nearly get caught escaping but still manage to flee the scene undetected (make this a bit suspenseful)

From there, go into a montage of Stan and Amethyst going around town and vandalizing every Lil’ Gideon sign in creative ways while just barely avoiding the police who are on their tails

In the middle of this, they talk about some of their previous Revenge Trip escapades, leading into flashback #4

Eventually, the pair get ready for the final stage of their revenge trip, which involves them pretty much stealing all of the merchandise out of Gideon’s factory and dumping it into the lake; using their respective talents, they break into the factory and get to work

They eventually gather up all of the merch and start hauling it over to the lake; during this they show their complete confidence in not getting caught and prepare to celebrate their triumph…  

Only for them to get caught at the lake, where Gideon and Bud are awaiting them; have a bit of a confrontation between them before Stan and Amethyst take off and escape, and of course, Gideon follows right behind them

Back during the chase (and do actually have this play out with a car chase as Stan drives and Amethyst tries to drive them off), the pair eventually drive Gideon off by driving straight into the woods

In the middle of this, have them get into a rather rough argument that centers around why they don’t really do Revenge Trips anymore (because the last one nearly ruined their friendship; make it poignant, have Amethyst show her bitterness over loosing Rose and have Stan hint at Ford maybe)

They think they’re in the clear, but suddenly, they’re confronted by Garnet, Pearl, Steven, and the twins

Before anything really starts, cut to flashback #6

Back in the present, Garnet and Pearl scold Stan and Amethyst, having learned about everything they’ve done (the kids occasionally add their two cents but not often); in specific, Garnet and Pearl come down hard on Amethyst for being so irresponsible and setting a bad example and they mention briefly what happened in flashback #6

In the middle of this, however, Stan comes in to Amethyst’s defense, claiming that this was all his idea (even though it wasn’t); the older Gems are still quite upset, but in the end it’s the kids who speak up and defend the pair (make this touching)

In the end, Garnet and Pearl relent and tentatively apologize; as Gideon catches up to them, this time with the cops, the elder Gems actually end up covering for Stan and Amethyst, (have Stan mention he threw away Gideon’s note in here for logic) allowing them to get off scott free (much to Gideon’s anger)

Everyone heads home, since its really late; as this is happening, have another rather heartwarming scene between just Stan and Amethyst as they reflect on their rather disastrous night but admit to each other that they’d do the whole thing over again if they could

The next day, cut to Gideon as he prepares to host a show at the Tent of Telepathy, only to discover that it’s a painting (Vidalia’s painting) and the real tent is gone

End the chapter with Stan and Amethyst watching Gideon throw a fit over this, laughing all the while; end the chapter on a generally heartwarming, yet humorous note

Flashbacks (22 years ago, done in italics)

Start with just Stan, finishing up a day of work at the Mystery Shack (Murder Hut), so have some introspection (be vague, but imply his ongoing mission to get the portal working and bring Ford back; however, he’s startled by a sound outside; he goes to investigate and finds Amethyst rooting through his trash; cut back before any real interactions happen (was originally supposed to be split in two flashbacks) Pick up right where the last one left off, with Stan angrily trying to drive Amethyst off, but she’s hardly phased by him and instead thinks he’s joking; as per her curious nature, she tries to strike up conversation with him, but he rebuffs her by going inside; however, she follows by sneaking in (probably using shapeshifting) and the humorous banter between them continues (show that Stan wants nothing to do with the Gems, though Amethyst doesn’t really understand why);

eventually, they start reaching a common ground as Amethyst mentions how the Gems went on a mission without her and how she thinks they don’t really want her around, which evokes sympathy from Stan, who knows well what that’s like

Cut to another day, where Stan’s just finishing up a tour at the shack and Amethyst pops in again; once again, Stan tries to brush her off (he’s less mean about it this time though); in this, explore, compare, and contrast things between the two of them, like personalities, skills, ect. But kinda keep it mostly interactions and dialogue

The next flashback is set several months later; Stan and Amethyst have been hanging out occasionally for a while now and they’ve established something of a loose rapport with each other; imply that Amethyst is keeping her newfound friendship with Stan a secret from Garnet, Pearl, and Rose, but Greg knows about it and he’s still working at the shack, so have a little interaction there; all the same, a bunch of kids come by and end up discreetly stealing from the shack or something and both Stan and Amethyst notice it but the kids get away with it, prompting Stan and Amethyst to start plotting their first revenge trip to get even with them

In this flashback, detail the first revenge trip, which involves Stan and Amethyst breaking into the kids’ houses and stealing the lost merch back; be sure to detail a bit of their planning as well as their execution; however, they end up being sloppy about it and get caught by the police and arrested

Cut to later on in the next flashback, as Stan and Amethyst are sitting in jail, contemplating escape until Rose, Garnet, and Pearl arrive; have Rose scold Amethyst (but make sure she’s still gentle) and show her surprise and disapproval over her hanging out with Stan (show how the two of them don’t get along); eventually, Stan and Rose get into an argument, but in the end, Amethyst is the one that interjects and pleads with Rose to let her continue hanging out with Stan, since he’s really the only person who she feels she can act like herself around without being judged (make this poignant); this outburst surprises everyone, including Stan, but in the end, Rose is resolute about Amethyst staying away from Stan (though she won’t give her reason why)

Cryptogram (A1Z26):  

Translated:

Never ever underestimateWhat just might be greatThey see themselves with little worthBut what they’ll do could save the earth

Untranslated (CHECK):  

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