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Wait you guys are actually buying Disney products I thought it was a joke
(READ TAGS FOR FULL CONTEXT Sorry it’s long dies
#Honestly I’m only bothered bc I feel partially responsible (WTF EGOMANIAC OVER HERE)#I know I can’t control other people’s spending habits and my own habits are. Less than ideal !!#But when I wanted to spread my love for Wreck it Ralph I didn’t want people to get that takeaway 😔#IMPORTANT NOTE ‼️It’s okay to express your love for something through buying official things !!! That DOESN’T make you a “bad person” !!!#Still ! I think we have to let ourselves feel bothered by things and we need to be more critical of exploitative companies#Of course I chose to watch inside out 2 with my mom in theaters so I’m not immune lmao. Also using amazon / Etsy … just as a whole#But if you need help finding Disney movies without supporting them please just ask me!! PLEASE don’t use Disney+ if you can avoid it#I know we are all capable of finding our fulfillment from better places. But sometimes it’s hard#Capitalism sucks and yet that’s how we are endlessly pressured to live :(#We’re all at different points in our lives. Sometimes self care involves consumerism#Be hopeful that it someday won’t have to#Txt#again I’m sorry if this comes off as horribly egotistical to even consider being single-handedly responsible for#Social media is bad …. numbers bad…. Distorts reality and your perception of yourself…..#Or as me trying to guilt trip people in any way. Genuinely do what makes you happy but WE CAN BE HAPPIER & HEALTHIER I KNOW WE CAN#Wreck it ralph#Rant#Also sorry I have huge beef with streaming services I don’t mean to enforce that on other people but also. Sharing my opinion
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Boone did not expect that, when the Courier told him they met this "older grumpy-but-cute doctor"
#fallout new vegas#craig boone#arcade gannon#ignore the terrible shoes i only 'know' how to do the side view#boone is the type to wear vans type shoes though imo#two men chilling both autistic#why are all the fonv models hands so veiny#no shading today aint got no time#arcade gannon does weed with boone#i am extremely inconsistent in drawing arcade but thats not a choice i just suck with humans#no art for the following week 😔#my art#yeah im not a fan of it honestly#PRZEZ TWE OCZY OCZY ZIELONE OSZALAŁEMN#now untwinkified
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ok, enough wholesome dadson. time to sexualize terrible fathers. (cw for: dadson incest + FtM son POV + transphobia / misgendering / fetishizing / forcemasc)
transphobic dad: doesn't approve of you transitioning or taking T, but isn't stopping you and doesn't seem turned off by the changes, even after you pass consistently as a man. doesn't know how T even works, always lowkey curious about the changes. he does like that you're so much hornier on T and don't even have periods anymore. tugs at your facial hair (ow? wtf :/) and goes "huh? it's real? I thought you drew it on every morning!" with a hearty laugh. dad joke? he might have actually thought so. backhanded praise, mean jokes at your expense, and moments where he genders you correctly, by accident.
thought you would eventually change your mind and give up transitioning "when you realise that being a man is hard," as if he's not the one making it hard. he might actually think of you as a son at some point, but he was never taught to apologize, he's "always right," he's stubborn, so he will keep calling you a daughter because a father can't show weakness. wants to call you homophobic slurs sooo bad, but that would be admitting defeat.
gets angry when you bring up surgery bc he likes to squeeze your tits and fuck your pussy. won't do any anal because it's gay. and clearly, he's isn't, he says. definitely closeted.
trans boy chaser dad: for better or for worse, only took an interest in your life when he found out you're a trans guy, fixed his relationship with you by treating you more like a date than as his son.
excited, touchy-feely, even creepy. eager to please. just pathetically horny for the way your body's changing from T - he won't misgender you. you get aggressively reaffirmed to the point of it getting annoyingly patronizing actually. regardless, he fucks you hard, encouraging you to moan with your cracking voice, and is too horny to feel bad about the incest. it's a welcome change from the previous emotional distance, but you feel used, like he's taking advantage of your newly high libido.
fixated on your body and everything "clockable," would rather you didn't get any surgery... says you're already perfect as is, from just testosterone... it does feel nice that he takes some sort of pride in having a son now, fully embracing you, the way he finds even all the awkward changes (sparse facial hair, voice cracks etc) not just endearing, not just attractive, but really fucking hot. and it's a relief for your body which craves that release. but. dad might just completely lose interest a few years into T, if you pass consistently.
bisexual, he says. but of course not into cis men.
transmed dad: thinks he knows what's best for your body, forcemascs you in his own ideals, pushing you to work hard to speed up your transition, to become a "real" man. you were so happy that dad accepted you being a trans guy so wholeheartedly and proudly, but the acceptance seems to have turned into overbearing surveillance...
dad insists on doing your T injections himself, because he doesn't trust that you'll actually do them. "no son of mine will be a fucking embarrassing softboy pansy who never transitions for real, have some dignity, god damn it! either you transition fully or you don't transition at all!" ...he pushes you to consider top and bottom surgery asap, to become a "real man," regardless of what you might want. he very excitedly looks forward to the day you can top him with your real cock, like a son should. :)
he makes you like anal because that's how real men do it. you're absolutely not allowed to derive any pleasure from anywhere but your ass and T-dick, and the phantom sensation of a strapon. he's good at working your T-dick though, it's all almost worth it just for that...
love, validation, and praise only when you've "earned it." if you fail to live up to his strict expectations, the things he says fucking hurt. misgenders you as punishment and threatens to withhold your testosterone "since you want to stay a girl so bad."
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so, all of these options leave you feeling unsatisfied and degraded in one way or another!! yippee! no, there's no option for a Normal About Trans Men And Masculinity Dad, this is the Terrible Fathers dadson poll. you must choose.
#dadson#dadcest#forcemasc#shipcest#cw for cringe kinks 😔#transphobia kink#ftm misgendering#toxic forcemasc#transmed kink#fauxcest#poll#can't decide if it's more fun for transmed dad to be cis or trans himself#cis transmed dad is like ''let a real man show you how it's done'' and tries to make you as close to a cis man as possible#trans transmed dad is more like ''I've gone through this. I know exactly what you need. I'll make it easier for you.''#I like inventing dads who kinda suck#boomer old men often hold terrible opinions and refuse to change#writing#transphobic dad#chaser dad#transmed dad#truscum dad#wanted to go all in on the personality and characteristics rather than physical attributes but um. duh. they're hot and exactly your type#for me? chubby-muscular with thick eyebrows and dark hair that's going silver. all over. feels comforting to the touch#even if they are anything BUT comforting#jerk. creep. cruel.#yea transphobic dad could be more violent but im not personally into physical violence or forcfem. just casual unceasing disrespect#although there IS nothing more manly than getting into a yelling match and then a physical scuffle with your shitty dad. rite of passage#long post#fic
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Can't believe I spent the whole year in a Batman hyperfixation only to slide into Detroit: Become Human the last few weeks.
Never even played the fucking game. Never watched anyone play it. Where did this come from. What happened.
#like. ok. story time.#i tried to watch a playthrough a few years ago i really did#but... i was only curious about Connor. so when the video opened up with Random Woman TM I just... clicked off#Sorry Kara 😔 but i was curious about the inherent dichotomies of hunting your own people and nothing else#and when it was not instantly provided i was gone#funnily enough Connor is still my favorite character now that i actually know them all (and read through. all. of the WIKIs. um.)#dbh#d:bh#detroit become human#detroit: become human#detroit: bh#dbh connor#connor rk800#kara dbh#kara ax400#honestly if i had stayed on that video the whole (breaking from everything you know to escape an abuser) wouldve sucked me in too
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just all of this from moa regarding frank/hazel/leo. the most uncomfortable romantic tension ever because nobody understands it and nobody involved wants it to be there
especially "Hazel's eyes glittered like gold. 'Gold is easy,' she said. It didn't seem that way to Leo--not when he looked at her." like we can interpret this in a few ways. what an interesting thing to think about a girl you just met
and the whole "if this is a private special thing that she's only done with her boyfriend then I either really don't want to try it or I really really do want to try it" like STOP cut the cameras
#also he's only riding with one arm around her??? on ARION?? bro relax 😭#a frank pov would have been so entertaining here like god I would have loved to see exactly what their loud argument looked like#leo is explicitly attracted to hazel but his romantic feelings are explicitly ambiguous. like he really doesn't know what's going on#he clearly feels Something. but what is it. mostly infatuation imo. he's a teenage boy with feelings that he doesn't want#towards a girl who doesn't want him like that. idk it's just kind of sad and relatable if you've ever been in a similar position#(this is where I remind everyone that hazel is 14 in hoo not 13. closer to being 15 than 14 really. frank and leo are not weirdos)#I love the detail about big bro percy being protective towards hazel even tho it sucks for leo 😔 poor guy#anyways this would have been more interesting if frazel were more slow-paced and didn't get together until hoh or something#like hazel is 100% off the table in this situation so the tension (and the resolution to it) feels kind of meaningless and inconsequential#frank is hazel's anchor to the present and leo represents her lingering inner conflict regarding sammy and her past#choosing between the two (present/past) would have been more thematically significant#but that doesn't really happen because she's already fully committed to frank so the choice is already made#one of the big questions you can ask about moa is “ok so what was the point of the whole sammy thing” and doing ^ something like this#would have helped imo. but everyone that isn't me hates love triangles so yk. probably I'm the only one who would have enjoyed that#or like all three of them should have kissed each other. in my head they did actually#the audience is gonna boo me for this but while I understand why leo and hazel were both weirded out by the sammy revelation#from a reader's pov I'm just like Ok but come on is it really that much weirder than being a demigod and dating your cousins#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson#piper mclean#frazel#heroes of olympus#riordanverse#pjo#frazeleo#percy jackson and the olympians
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makokuu…but make it the stalker x stalker trope
#I just know they would be perfect for it#I would write a fanfic abt it but I know it will suck#any fanfic writers out there pls write this I will love you forever and ever 😔#makokuu#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke#kusuke saiki#makoto teruhashi
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Woomy…?
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl bishops#cotl goat#Splatoon#I Need to draw more scenes from my fic…. I want to digitalize this but school is hectic lately 😔#and then… …… self indulgence……#I’ve been playing a lot of Splatoon lately and started thinking about . Splatoon COTL .#And I’ve gotten surprisingly far in this au !! thing#Bishop Splatoon universe designs go#nyways#Leviathan……#bro’s family kinda sucked 😔 except Baphomet (but that didn’t quite work out either)#also cause it kinda cuts out the text on it says:#Oh my Kin I know you despise me so. But if you knew the sins I’ve committed to live? Would you still believe me a villain or an equal?#and I saw an old quote in my photo album earlier today….. hmgmgh
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edits of these handsome boys that I love so so much 𐙚⭑ .ᐟ.
#I love them so much omg all I think about is them and their beautiful faces#their dynamic is amazing#I can't get them out of my head help#you guys don't know how hard it has been to find photos with decent quality to make the edits 😔#I hope this doesn't suck#anyway I love them aahhhhhhhhhhh#zeroday#zero day#zero day 2003#calvin gabriel#cal gabriel#andre kriegman#caldre#andre keuck#cal robertson
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Berserk 369 Summary.
#is this berserk?🫴🏽🦋#since when i saw this post in here i knew what needed to be done...#can somebody tag the original posters i cant find them anywhere😭 so i can credit them ofc#is this anything?#berserk#berserk manga#berserk griffith#griffith berserk#berserk guts#guts berserk#guts#griffith#casca#casca berserk#berserk casca#griffguts#gutsca#manga#berserk funny#idk what to tag else#yall know what im talking about#am i blind or does the quality suck???😭😭#im sorry😔💔#PROTECT BABY AUTISM!!!!#THE HAWK CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THISSS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Guys
It's them
#big time rush#btrtv#james diamond#lucy stone#they will never be straight in my eyes#if canon forces them together i am still making them sometype of queer#suck it nick#art is not mine btw#please let me know if it's yours so i can give proper credit#also i know the picture i used of them sucks but i couldn't get one better#i'm sorry 😔#posting this and runing away
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I have injured myself in fun and erotic ways. Blood has been spilled - come and lick my scarring wound.
(i cut myself slicing an oange 🥺🍊)
#very on brand of me tbh#this was yesterday but i forgot to post 😔 sorry guys i've been rotting at home#aka binge watching squid game (yesterday) and lotr (today). and playing zelda#i the cut isn't very long but it's deeper than i thought. it's still tender to the touch and not closed all the way#it will leave a scar for a bit#it's on my thumb btw. if anyone wants to like suck on it or whatever 🥺👉👈#i was cutting oranges to make a new batch of mulled wine and the knife went right through my thumb. it stang A LOT#my last injury of 2024 🥰 (so far)#keep me sharp and test my worth in blood ; we still know how to feed ee still know how to bleed#etc etc#vessel would've loved this 😔🍊 :::(#love is a tangerine#<- yeah 🥺 i made loving you (oange) a bloodsport#darya talks to herself
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normal drivers guessing max verstappen for race winners beginning with 'v':
vs. charles 'max is always on my mind' leclerc:
#the quality sucks i know#i couldn't get hold of a good quality version of the video so i had to make do 😔#it's the lick of his lips like babes whyyyy 😩#f1#formula 1#lestappen#charles leclerc#grill the grid#grill the grid 2023#carlos sainz#logan sargeant#fernando alonso#max verstappen#valtteri bottas
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#I wish Rayman in clh could dress like this😔#Like why did he choosed to call himself ramon and dress like that#bro Im so disappointed this show sucks 😡😡 /j#you are Rayman! u literally have the granma outfit right there 😔😔#I wish he could use that stupid weapon again😔he looks so stupid I love him#btw I wanna draw rayman in the assassin's creed outfit#cuz u know UBISOFT#I mean I already did but its on paper#I will make a digital version soon!!!!#rayman#rayman captain laserhawk#captain lazerhawk rayman#Rayman 3#rayman raving rabbids#this outfit was also in that leaked Rayman 4 right#rayman 4#rayman fanart#rayman fandom#rayman art#evilbeing#fake gun
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ah. something i find a little funny is seeing people describe the way he speaks as "distant" or "detached", or even outright "cold"
i think it is very safe to say he adresses us in a way that is very personal. heartwarming, even. like someone who is excited to see us and show his work with every release (and has explicitly used the word for it).
idk you guys if you're too weirded out by him that's alright — in fact, the way he has this effect on people solidifies an uncaniness that is very important to his character — but there is no way you can look me in the eye and tell me that "SO TO BE HERE FINALLY ON THE VERGE OF CONNECTION IS QUITE EXCITING." or "I LOOK FORWARD TO CREATING A NEW FUTURE WITH YOU." or "SHALL WE? SHALL WE GO AGAIN?" is expressing nothing but professionalism🚶
#talking to the wall#wow i am uncharacteristically talkative today ahaha#wd gaster#gaster#come on people#NOW ! SHOW YOURSELF ! DELTARUNE !#that? that is nothing but sheer exitement#he even expresses sympathy about covid and No these are not just formalities#he cares 💕✨#this strange yet welcoming energy is what makes him a great introductory character#he's just careful. being formal doesn't mean being distant#sure he will keep us at an arm's length when it comes to himself but he is still friendly#in his own odd ways#autism knows autism 😔✊#also the way you cannot get the egg on the weird route like hmm#someone just got horribly disappointed.#someone who's watching your every move to know you dont deserve an egg#this guy has no professional persona he IS the persona#consider: mad genius whos shaped like a friend (also low masking he sucks at this fitting in thing)
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I get so so so jealous whenever I read fics about the marauders having fun at school
Like what’s that like??? I wouldn’t know 😞
Experiencing great friendships, partys, and running around without fear of how much you’ll be able to do the next morning. I wonder what that’s like.
Maybe if I wasn’t autistic or ill and I had a good friend group I’d still be in school but!!! I guess I can’t have everything 🙁 talking like I even liked school in the first place (I didn’t) I’m glad I left but the marauders friendgroup opportunities 💔
#remus in tcoptp talking about the pictures lily gave him of all their friends and how much fun they had at school inspired this post btw#idk I just wish I loved to live#I wish I could experience joy like before Covid me could#I’m still young and have time to experience this so I’m just being dramatic#but still 😔#I do online school#I have one irl friend#I hardly go outside#I’m really not helping myself here#but the autism and post viral fatigue combo is winning 💔#wouldn’t it be nice to go out shopping with my friend and not have to schedule 3 days recovery time#wouldn’t that be nice#autism#post viral#long covid#covid#i fucking suck#i fucking hate it here#autistic#i don’t even know man#marauders#marauders era#fanfic
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Hi 👋🏽 I’ll be going on an indefinite break that may (or may not) be for good.
Writing fanfiction was an escape for me these past 2 years. It was a way to express my love for the tannies in how I wrote them as comfort characters, and it was a way for me to make sense of my own experiences and emotions. These fics have always been very personal, with a bit of me in every OC, my pains reflected in their stories, and words I wish someone told me growing up expressed in the dialogues. And I’ll always be so thankful that many of you related with them, found meaning in them, and found comfort in them. That will always be my favorite part 💜💜 stories are so powerful! They’ve allowed me to connect with so many people and make memories in this (mostly) lovely part of the site.
But the process of writing has also been draining, not as cathartic as it used to be, and not as fulfilling. So much as I find myself going back and forth with the numerous stories in my drafts, I can’t bring myself to continue with them. Not anytime soon, at least. Maybe one day the itch to write will be so intense, or JJK1/KTH1 drops and I’ll lose my shit (Untitled and Belong were born out of Indigo and D-day after all), or after rereading my stories, I’ll miss writing so much. The thing is, I’ve never loved BTS as much as I do right now; perhaps I’m content with screaming about that love to myself in the meantime.
I’ll be lurking around here, maybe pop in every once in a while (so plagiarists, keep off my work, pls). My stories will remain here as your comfort 😌 and I’ll do my best to put out the PLM drabbles I promised! Other than that, all the stories are complete for you to enjoy (sorry to those waiting on TLA 😔 I hate that I’m unable to continue). I also have Twitter (jmimi_mi). I’m also just a lurker but say hi if you want! 😊 we can talk bts and fics and whatnot over there (I’ll try, I promise).
Please give love to the authors who are still lovingly putting out work for the community! 🥰
#tl;dr I’ll be on an indefinite break bc the writing just isn’t working for now!#and I love BTS#and thank you so much for appreciating the stories!#PLM drabble will still come some day!#++ I know I’ve had multiple breaks but srsly now my brain is too fried to write like#I have so many ideas that stay in my head and it’s so frustrating that I feel like unless I say I’m taking a break from writing#for a longer period this time then I’ll just keep pressuring myself to write something and it’s winter break and I don’t want pressure#especislly if it’s coming from me! lol also all the stories in my drafts are meant to be LONG and I might not have the energy to finish it#and you guys know I don’t put out anything unfinished so yeah 😔#it also sucks that I haven’t read in SO LONG so yes tumblr u are losing me I’m sry 😢#i also just wanted to say all this if this is for good so yes THANK U and UR ALL WONDERFUL#mimi things#mimi rambles
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