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If you’re still taking requests… my magnymagic all dressed up. he’s at a fancy gala
drops this and skitters away
#bigeloo's scribbles#magnus the red#wh40k#wh40k art#I know that I could've put him in a suit but I felt like drawing him in a dress bueh#though I guess I could try and take a crack at drawing him in a suit........... if anyone wants to see that <.<''#btw can you tell that I suck at costume design#I always wanna give my subjects more interesting dress but unfortunately I'm just not that good at designing it 😔
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Can't believe I spent the whole year in a Batman hyperfixation only to slide into Detroit: Become Human the last few weeks.
Never even played the fucking game. Never watched anyone play it. Where did this come from. What happened.
#like. ok. story time.#i tried to watch a playthrough a few years ago i really did#but... i was only curious about Connor. so when the video opened up with Random Woman TM I just... clicked off#Sorry Kara 😔 but i was curious about the inherent dichotomies of hunting your own people and nothing else#and when it was not instantly provided i was gone#funnily enough Connor is still my favorite character now that i actually know them all (and read through. all. of the WIKIs. um.)#dbh#d:bh#detroit become human#detroit: become human#detroit: bh#dbh connor#connor rk800#kara dbh#kara ax400#honestly if i had stayed on that video the whole (breaking from everything you know to escape an abuser) wouldve sucked me in too
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makokuu…but make it the stalker x stalker trope
#I just know they would be perfect for it#I would write a fanfic abt it but I know it will suck#any fanfic writers out there pls write this I will love you forever and ever 😔#makokuu#saiki kuusuke#saiki kusuke#kusuke saiki#makoto teruhashi
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#just me hi#goughhhggrgfhghhfbcbcjd#'man why do i feel bad :(' <- ‼️⚠️IT FORGOT SOMETHING IMPORTANT⚠️‼️#my brain is at barely functioning levels rn and on top of that i'm Waterless. just straight Dry dude#i am a bundle of brambles that are prime kindling. the humble desert plains are my kindred#'why can't i seem to do anything i want rn' <- FORGOT TO REFUEL ‼️⚠️💥#'why does my head feel bad + mouth sticky + slighty hot' <- FORGOT THE SIGNS 💥💥💥#i need to become one w/ the hot hot summer asphalt road so i don't have these problems anymore lmao#'why does everything suck rn' <- DRY DINGUS ‼️‼️#been a minute since i just forgot to drink water for the whole day. i think i can attribute that to the Weird Brain + many things that#barraged me today but ggourghhhh can i just blame the magic Hjfvdjdks#everything felt just like it was bordering overwhelming today twas not very epic nor cool. hence the frogotten water. 🐸#and i Knew i shoulda carried my water bottle w/ me today but nooo somebody doesn't Waaaant to lmfvshfj#whatevers. i've gotta replenish like crazy now 😔#maybe i'll be able to doodle a bit too who knows !! fingers crossed :3#toods lol o//
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I get so so so jealous whenever I read fics about the marauders having fun at school
Like what’s that like??? I wouldn’t know 😞
Experiencing great friendships, partys, and running around without fear of how much you’ll be able to do the next morning. I wonder what that’s like.
Maybe if I wasn’t autistic or ill and I had a good friend group I’d still be in school but!!! I guess I can’t have everything 🙁 talking like I even liked school in the first place (I didn’t) I’m glad I left but the marauders friendgroup opportunities 💔
#remus in tcoptp talking about the pictures lily gave him of all their friends and how much fun they had at school inspired this post btw#idk I just wish I loved to live#I wish I could experience joy like before Covid me could#I’m still young and have time to experience this so I’m just being dramatic#but still 😔#I do online school#I have one irl friend#I hardly go outside#I’m really not helping myself here#but the autism and post viral fatigue combo is winning 💔#wouldn’t it be nice to go out shopping with my friend and not have to schedule 3 days recovery time#wouldn’t that be nice#autism#post viral#long covid#covid#i fucking suck#i fucking hate it here#autistic#i don’t even know man#marauders#marauders era#fanfic
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i know in my heart fan is sooo so bad at video games. he's so uncoordinated he cant play them at all. he cant even figure out the basic controls. Pickle invites fan to play w/ him or whatever and its just 2 hours of him painstakingly explaining basic controls and move combos and fan still doesn't even get it. he doesn't have the gamer spirit
#still laughing @ brian saying that fan's favorite video game would be the LEGO star wars games bcuz thats like the only video game#hes ever played or knows anything about. passing on ur anti-gamer genes onto your beautiful son 😔#was thinking about fan and paper playing video games together i think theyd both kinda suck#but paper might be okay w/ like mario games or smash bros#txt#inanimate insanity
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uhhh. uhhhhhhhh i had a Thought and suddenly a drawing appeared
anyway jerma (jex?) hibana redraw
#jerma#jerma985#jerma fanart#fanart#art#i got lazy halfway through i’m sorry 😔 i know i suck at lighting and shading#jerbana? hiberma? idk man
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I was bored from grinding and getting beaten by a bunch of goats so i decided to check on my progress bar.
WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE HAVE “NECROWORLD” AS A PART OF EXPLORATION AREA IN WAVEN??
#wakfu#wakfu season 4#waven#yes i know my progress is still low i’m new to the game and i’m suci at making good combos#but HELLO??? Who decided to put season 4 trauma dumping area to the game????#what are we gonna do in there?? helping Toross shoo shoo away the shushus???#i am so confused help 😭😭😭#wakfu spoilers#it’s supposed to be ‘suck’ not ‘suci’. i’m too lazy to fix the tags#the way we have necroworld in the recent update and nothing about Sadida kingdom 😔😔😔
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dont tend to reblog much things other than mutuals art sometimes but i hope u guys know i see all the tags and appreciate em smmmmm💕💗💕💗💕💗💕
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While the World's Slowest Slowburn makes the most logical sense, between Kiran and Alfonse. In my heart. Moe manages to find a way to get in an overly handsy way too intimate WAY too soon I just got my ass ghosted or perhaps dumped situationship with Alfonse. In a demisexuality and trust issues honoring way. ALL under Moe's assumption, that "Well he's Not gonna get attached to me so It's Fine."
#moe tag#moe lore#BUT. A BIG DISCLAIMER PERHAPS. is i can NEVER make up my mind on any 'official' sequence of events.#still i cannot resist. thinking what would be the funniest most unique form of torture to apply here#like moe sucking alfonse off before they even kiss. alfonse along the way getting to know moe#is making some fairly reasonable assumptions all things considered. given the information he has#and in a nonjudgmental way ofc ofc#only. as he slowly but surely unlocks more information from moe. the reality dawns on him.#the one relationship moe has ever been in was long distance. he doesn't quite grasp all of moe's explanation.#but they seemed to be something akin to pen pals. they never had a chance to meet.#moe's character is funky bc it IS very blunt and upfront and honest to a fault. HOWEVER.#DESPITE. ALSO being So Bad at hiding things. despite all of that. it still manages do this sort of thing.#like. so much. not telling him that it was moe who ghosted its old friend. him not even finding out#moe has a brother. it just straight up did not mention that until alfonse trying to comfort moe is like#'you must miss your sisters terribly... 😔' and moe is like. in the most autistic way possible. well yes.#but this isn't about them actually.#this is WELL into being friends w moe at this point. again no solid timelines but moe keeps Pulling This Shit#and then there's. gesturing broadly to all of mani#like i am ALWAYS caught between what would be the most piningful payoff or what would be just the Worst way to do it.#and EXTREMELY often. the funniest option wins. also alfonse is going to kill moe w hammers.#maybe the secret here though is. there's still a slowburn occurring here.
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bday event flopping so hard i might play league of legends 😔😔😔 no more party party yeah 😔😔😔
#✧* ꜝ kiki’s rambling#curse me for being born in november#how bad is the situation that i have to play league😔😔😔#womp womp suck it up womp womp#at least i know ezreal got me he is the prettiest boy 🤟🏻
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i just rememberd adhd meds exist and now im upset because i could have that if it wasn't for that freakin neurologyst we went to see that told us it was impossible that i could have adhd because i have good grades in school. literally the ONLY question he asked me and immediately said it was impossible. we spent like 5 minutes there. he could've at least... explained something???? anything?????? and now i'd feel bad about asking my parents to see another neurologist because that costs a lot of money :((
#now im just unable to concentrate on anything and feeling very worthless#ok gonna start rambling here a bit#vent? ->#i'm just not good at anything except drawing. everything is hard and i don't think i'm capable of getting a job and contributing to society#in any way except drawing. my self worth is being held almost entirely by my ability to draw.#but i'm also incredibly slow and unproductive and it's so hard sitting down and starting a drawing and finishing that drawing#drawing is the thing that makes me feel alive and feel good about myself so when i can't draw i just feel really awful#i just wish i could concentrate and work and be productive man. why do i have so much stuff going on in my brain. why is everything so hard#sadge 😔😔#ok gonna try to draw i hope something cool comes out or i'm throwing my computer out the window and playing videogames#oh also another neurologist once told me depression can't be caused by school#i'm pretty sure it can but idk im not a doctor#what is up with these neurologists man#i know it's gonna get better tho. life might suck but i *am* a teenager and it's only gonna go up from here.#im still learning about myself and stuff. also no school next year that's gonna be awesome#don't wanna end on a sad note bc life is good actually#and i'm fucking amazing at drawing
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Okay I might not have anyone here whos able to contribute to this question but, in the past, I have used 'Hermaphrodite" as a purely scientific word, with heavy stressing that it is not to be confused with the definition of intersex or used to describe actual human beings under any circumstances. This is in part because I've never actually found a good term to replace it, as a lot of suggested terms are... unfitting or somewhat mismatched in a strictly scientific/biological sense. A lot of the suggested terms from more worldbuilding-focused individuals are used more (or strictly) for plants, or at least in 99% of contexts tend to be used for plants or describe slightly more specific things than just "Animal with both sexual systems at once." Plants as a whole have like... god, like ten different terms for various sexual setups because they can be stupidly complicated in a way that you just aren't likely to see with most animals, which tend to be more simplistic (at least slightly, lmao). There's also the slightly more niche issue that a lot of suggested alternatives address the topic from the strict goal of 'replace the word' and thus haven't yet spread to cover some of the specific forms that can apply too, although this would probably be a pretty easy fix if everyone can agree on a term, but at least as it is I still seems like everyone is split 5 different ways on which to use. In terms of fiction/casual use I've generally been defaulting to duel-sexed, which isn't an actual used term as far as I know, just because its pretty self descriptive and also wouldn't have some fringe specific scientific use- which is an issue I'd think you'd only really be bothered by if you were dipped in a lot of discussions about fringe animal biology- which is where I think a lot of suggestions from individuals more on the intersex activism side tend to fall when the terms they raise clash against niche situational biology things. Ive also used non-gonochoristic which is both clunkier and less easily picked up by less familiar individuals, but is also basically strictly 'animal' in use. Recently I've seen cosexual, which admittedly I seemed to have missed because yet again its a term where 99% of its use is isolated to plants, although it seems like there is a handful of uses cases that applied it specifically to animals (But still ultimately fall back on the other term in order to clarify the specifics). At least in terms of recent suggestions its probably the one I think would be most likely to pick up traction as a replacement, but its definitely still mired in the problematic terminology (In that basically everything I've seen use it only commits to using it alongside the other term, rather than attempt to replace it) and also still heavily plant related. Although not to the degrees of some of the popular suggestions like 'monoecious' which is a fairly common and well known word- but its specific relationship with other plant terminology makes it feel ill-fitted for the role when its not going to mixed with plant bullshit. Seriously look at this:
I've also seen bigenital suggested recently, which I frankly think is a much worse/weaker word both in terms of just, terminology and also its finer application. And then a handful of terms that just very blatantly have too much crossover with other things. Also a dozen other words that I've seen floating around over the years, but they definitely exist as mostly peoples personal suggestions/solutions and not ones with any real traction. It's a problem I've seen repeatedly brought up, but have yet to actually see any sort of formal correction take hold. And I think part of that is almost certainly a bit of a clash between nerds trying to maintain the specific definitions of things in an area where theres already a lot of confusing overlap, Activists who rightfully want get things changed but aren't clued in as hard to more niche scientific terminology concerns like "This is specifically for plants who have a specific type of reproduction system organization with their flowers, and thus doesn't quiet work for something that doesn't have multiple sets of genitals in different arrangements as most animals do" and well meaning scientists who want to avoid the word and try using alternatives but ultimately fall back on the one people know and that they know scientifically describes the thing they want to describe even if it also carries a historically negative connotation with it. Which is where I'm realizing I've kinda been sitting, because things really haven't shifted once you sit down and read the stuff that gets put out, and unlike some... other words its specific use case is a bit less easily swapped out with synonyms. So you just fall back in on the less ideal but accepted within the bubble youre working in term. So I guess the question is, has anyone here actually seen something make some ground past just sort of 'this would be a nice replacement'? I'd frankly love if I've just somehow missed a big shift in language in the scientific community, but so often I just see people claim that one term is the new standard when its like... standard in that its used heavily in botany, and there generally is a split between botany and zoology in terms of terminology that people would want to maintain. (God don't let anyone tell you 'male and female' are the only options or bring up that stupid 'its 1st grade biology' bullshit. The world is so stupidly complicated and this would not be an issue if it was so simple but unfortunately we need terminology for all the weird shit exclusively found in three species of cactus) Anyway, I typed this whole thing up kinda just to see if anyone else had yet more terms they've seen around or even used actually properly in a scientific paper, and its a whole mess thats been bothering me with specbio for years and at the end of typing this I'm honestly just hoping more that cosexed/cosexual catches on. I think it forms a nice trifecta with perisexed/intersexed/cosexed. And hey, maybe it has caught on more in the sex and gender side of things (let me know if so, if you happen to be more familiar with that) cause I certainly am more clued in to the non-human biology stuff which is where you get weird things one single species of rose has decided to do we now have to name. On a lighter note. God I hate plants. They give me headaches.
#anyway I've come away from this with a 'unless someone can give me another answer im on team cosexual'#but I still want to see what else people might know/have seen cause im also realizing that maybe being more clued into the#biological side and looking for solutions for the biology side has made me miss developments on the#sex and gender focused subsect#which is just like. nerd blinders i guess. cant cover everything#And yea scientific stuff is woefully outdated and sometimes youre just used to the outdatedness of it even if you like. Know its not ideal#😔 It also doesn't help that a lot of newer literature is done by students#which means that in the context of being a student you can't as easily work in a shift away from the same language your#professors would expect unless you really like wasting money and time. sure you can make essays about proposed new terms but like#how much is that actually shaking things up#SIGH science and scientists suck. Im included tbh although id like to see things change for the better. A lot of others do too#anyway this rant ended up not going anywhere because it#took me so long to type it kinda answered my own question with 'yea i think cosexual is working. or at least is probably the best#ive seen so far' but im gonna post it anyway if anyone wants to dip their toes in and say whatever#but i dont know how many of you are clued into this specific type of issue lmao#h slur#since really its about that#long post
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Seeing your cameo post had me wondering if you ever saw this (apologies if you have seen it already)
https://youtu.be/R-1WMkvt6dA?si=5w9UZiRyr-wFi7AR
😭I have seen it! I was in disbelief in the entire time watching it🙂↔️
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#& no worries!!! ngl if I didn't see it on twitter I wouldn't have known about it#cause I'm still scared to willingly search for ff16 videos unless I know what I'm looking for#not trying to see 'this game sucks' retrospectives😔
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