#This staging was just me living my dreams
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initially i thought it was odd that humans would be educated on religion, but it didn't clock that it's not human religion.
anakt is actually the name of the company that runs anakt garden and sponsors alien stage. you can see its logo throughout the event on stage, on props, etc.
to the humans, though, it also seems to be a religious figure.
the great anakt is viewed as both a divine entity and a location that nearly all humans affiliated with anakt are aware of.
when till's life/death comic came out, till's mother praying to anakt especially surprised me considering i thought they were in the slums (similar to ivan) but no! they lived in a human factory!
this would explain how anakt's facilities would include a screen with the girl from top 3, essentially flaunting the results of their work and sponsorships. it's a constant big brother esque reminder to the anakt parents of what their children will become if they are "successful;" a widely valued commodity. a product.
back to the main point, religion is usually suppressed in dystopian settings as it gives the underdogs a sense of hope. but what they were given a sense of hope through more indoctrination? through the exact same facility they're supposed to remain loyal to?
^ from the 2022 stream :')
enter anakt's classes, standards, etc. anakt's classes are just straight up brainwashing, which is overall pretty unsurprising to establish a sense of control. the great anakt (to my understanding) is a big brother type figure (oh wow! 1984 mention). a symbol of some false hope the humans can look up to so they can be complacent to the aliens.
theres also the whole standard singing position being clasped hands! very reminiscent of praying. singing, which is seen as a kind of aesthetic?? crying???? by both humans and aliens is intrinsically linked to emotions, vocal power, expression, etc. in the alnst universe. by implementing a sort of "proper" way to sing, this further gives the aliens control over human's actions when their source of entertainment is the closest thing some humans will get to freedom.
the pose of praying also supports how the characters express their wants, desires, hopes, dreams through their music. each song performed serves as an "i want" song, hero's journey style.
this push-pull dynamic in song is actually lyrically won by the humans! that sounds odd considering their situation, but despite the indoctrination, humans in alnst find other sources of hope. each other.
-my god my universe monologue
blink gone is an exception because its purely a performance theres like. no love. yaugh. ow.
#alien stage#alnst#plips rambles#plips theories#plips essays#again take with a grain of salt i dont know a lot about religion :')#or like... dystopian systems and the political logistics#i was a dystopian ya novel girlie though so
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"I see, but I'm glad the tradition will continue in future generations."
The subject of the mysterious WonderWatch is almost concluded for Tempo, as more information is needed to understand how it works, but the help of the two watchmakers has been much more useful than she imagined. The maestro accompanies the men to return them to their rightful place. The first went to Yejun, where Tempo, with a whistle, a door appears in the middle of the great tower under construction.
"Sun-Yejun, your destiny here was to pass the balance test with Balan, but because of your ill-intentioned criminal action, judged by me you were to proceed, but already the situation worsened by stealing my watch."
"I'm sorry, miss" - he regrets with his head down.
"I forgive you, but not the rules of WonderWorld. So unfortunately you will no longer be able to return here until a possible new life. Your Humanity was already admonished in this world, so, at least you have Tale here.
"Tale?"
"The Tales of WonderWorld"-Dominic interjects in the conversation-"They are those books that keep the history of our lives, that's what Balan said."
"I see..." The interested Yejun mutters.
"You won something. But...your evolution has deserved something...you know" The maestro of Opportunity mentions with a little pride in her "Thank you very much, Alicia...no, Tempo."
"I hope your dreams come true, you still have time, for changes to come."
The man waves goodbye gently waving his hands as he walks to the door. Once he enters it, it closes and disappears.
Now, only the two of them were left, and Tempo with a snap, opens a hole.
"Mr. Dominic, I am very grateful for your patience. You shouldn't have been involved, but you helped both me and Yejun."
"Forgive the intrusion, but... that earring..." The old man brings his fingers close to the jewel.
"Ah? This one? This, I'd like to take it out, but I can't."
"You wouldn't mind if I checked it."
"All right."
The tall lady bends down, pulls her long hair back and the old man, with his monocle checks the earring in Tempo's right ear.
"No doubt about it...that's the earring my great-grandfather created."
"Huh?"
"Mmmm...I bet you got it from some relative of mine."
"Emmm...from my best friend...but, I lost the other one."
"I see, but I'm glad the tradition will continue in future generations."
"ª? What's that about?
"This jewel is made of a rare material of unknown provenance. He says it comes from a meteorite that fell on the house of an ancestor of mine. My great-grandfather created these earrings as a sign of marriage commitment. Ah, and now my eldest son gave them as a gift to his fiancée, and so it will be for the next generations."
Tempo, analyzing, realizes that Christopher is actually Dominic's direct descendant, since Guido, gave the earrings earlier to Lia, as a symbol of engagement without her knowledge. Tempo's white face blushes completely.
"Hahaha, so your boyfriend is my future direct relative?" What a coincidence, no?"
"No-no!!! He's my best friend...I guess...ah! He, he just gave them to me when we were kids!"
The old man pats the maestro's arm, looking at her proudly.
"Miss, I'm sure this boy still loves you. According to my intuition, there will be a time when the two of you will be reunited."
"Don't say that, if I see him...then, something bad will happen to him...and..."
"Oh? So it's a bad omen?"
"No, no. Well, it depends... mostly worse things happen when someone comes to my aid."
"If so, I know you'll help him, and try to talk to him if you want to so much."
"Mr. Dominic"-the girl sighs with disappointment-" I'm Tempo now. The Alicia you knew has already come to an end once a deal was taken. My mission will only be to help the visitors if it becomes possible."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Huh?"
"We'll let fate take its course, we'll be very excited to see."
"Excited?"-Tempo frowns in doubt before the old man's words.
"I retire to my stage, to my time. It was nice to hear that you are well. And...please make me forget everything that happened here. I don't want your past self and myself to feel confusion unintentionally."
"I will. May you be happy, in what's left of your life, sir."
"My pleasure, my dear lady. And I hope you find happiness with the man you love, my distant descendant."
"..."
The old man walks to the portal and disappears.
Tempo, heads for La Madriguera. Once seated in the tree where she always usually is, she sings while many tears turned Drops fall from her eyes, following the same circle of melancholy of a Maestro of Opportunity.
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[Red & Black Trumpets]
#Cait Directs Les Mis#Les Miserables#I??? Havent shared this image here yet????#HOW??????#It's from rehearsals and we're missing Feuilly :(#But we do see#Bahorel#Prouvaire#Combeferre#Enjolras#Courfeyrac#Bossuet#Joly#Grantaire#Plus other students#Les Amis de l'ABC#Barricade Boys#age span of 12-83#and a decent selection of various genders#Last Supper#Enjolras Christ Energy#This staging was just me living my dreams#Musical Theatre#Community Theatre
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my take on The orv webtoon panel 💥
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#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#fanart#myart#doodle#me drawing this like: i've made a grave mistake kdj looks way too pretty lol#ppl going to a.nime nyc and getting autographs from s.leepy-c just know that i am so jealous of you (lighthearted)#same goes for ppl seeing jk's golden live on stage >< how does it feel to be living my dream#anyway this took ummm 5+ hours.. i definitely respect comic artists for delivering high quality works esp for weekly series#i'm this 🤏 close to caving and reading the orv webnovel just btw. i don't believe i'll be able to hold out for much longer
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the constant internal struggle of do i want 2 take T or do i just wish i were a cis man and ill be miserable either way
#but then ill never know until i do i it#i wont lose anything#but it is so much effort n i am already so tired#also why i steer clear of any trans realization media ive finally made it out of the aching crying clawing stage and i fear it BAJH.. ..#(emotionally)#my insecurities ruin everything#i wish i could just transition and be happy#but all i can think about is will i be uglier#will it make me even worse to the public#will it make my skin rough#im more nonbinary than anything anyways n i always have been#so i dont feel pressured to or anything#but its My wants#that. r so . hard to understand#i dream of just being some guy almost everyday#but then . can i be#would i be#i wish i could shapeshift more than anything#some days i want a body more feminine and others more masculine#but neither are what i have#because theyre both perfect & attractive in my head#and ill never be that#i would like to try hrt and see if it helps. if it makes me like myself or gives me a different perspective#but im scared HJHA.. . i cant even go to the doctor for my anxiety meds#and it makes it feel so Big#and im terrified because of that ill live my life wrong but knowing exactly what was wrong the entire time#and the regret will kill me. i have the privilege to know#but im not acting on it#i already wasted 23 years of my life stuck here . unable to do anything or be myself. will i ever get out will i ever change#will i ever be ok
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I have…. Normal, sane thoughts
#purples art!#my art!#mine!#me!#John juniper#ieytd2#you know that one specific flavour of nightmares characters who are in the show business might have in media#specifically the ones where they’re sitting in front of a live audience experiencing awful things as the audience claps and oohs and aahs#and laughs at them? eternal faceless observers? uncaring callous judgemental?#I want to inflict it upon him#he’ll be sitting in a room with the brightly lit stage and the friendly talk show host#audience hidden by the bright lights#and he’ll detail - like in any other good story where he draws from personal experience - the events of his life until now#the mistakes and horrible awful things and he does it all with a light smile and joking tone#like always. like it’s just a good story for his fans. heavily edited to not be ‘too much’#and as he describes the horrible traumatic things the audience laughs and cheers#his paranoia laid bare for the world to see even as he loses the self assurance and charisma#in the dream they don’t stop#they won’t stop looking at him#laughing. clapping. joking#not even when he breaks down in tears#hmm#maybe I’ll write it
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i kind of hate art. i can never make anythin.g i enjoy anymore. all i can draw nowadays is souless anime boy twink adopts for money. money money money. i dont even want money. i hate twinks. i hate drawing them .i hate the people that buy them. i hate my life
#my one irl friend just got accepted into a prestigious university#and it made me think. wow#theyre doing something with their life#and here i am#wiith not even a hs education#my only skill being art#which i can barely do#like damn#we were once at the exact same stage in life talking about undertale or whatever the fuck at recess. same prospects#who would of thought#we would go in inverse directions with our lives#its almost funny#maybe when they become the first non binary president they will remember me and be like lol what a loser#a girl can dream#funny how things work out
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Some like it hot is a very funny film god I love motion pictures
#i do i really do#my dream was always to be involved with them in some way I always wanted to be in a movie#but I'm not a good actor and i have terrible stage fright and oh I'm just not made for it#I'm just really not it's a shame but such is life#to be an entertainer you have to be entertaining and I'm just really really boring i have no charisma and barely any charme it's a shame#but if those were the cards i was dealt then until I find a way to cheat the system I will have to live with it#pwople don't value films as an art form enough they're wonderful#everything you could want out of a storytelling#except maybe narrator commentary#if books had all the visually expressive opportunity of movies and movies had all the insight of books i think that would be marvellous#movies and the theater will always be like a summer romance to me#wonderful but leading nowhere#i really like movies though i really do
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Laying in bed wishing I was in a field full of milkweed collecting seeds
#out of queue#ani rambles#i wanna learn how to collect seeds from more plants#and get better at plant id so i can know what i’m looking at even if its in the seeding stage#and then find the plants to collect seeds from during seeding stage#unfortunately I live in THE BIGGEST FUCKING CITY IN FLORIDA so the chances of me just quick and easy finding a whimsical patch of wildflower#is uh. fuckin nonexistent#the closest ive got that I know of is my backyard which is A: not big and B: mostly dead after the heatwave and my utter lack of ability to#remember to water a garden once we hit June or July#TO MY CREDIT I had my graduate capstone project so I was FUCKING BUSY but STILL#i keep dreaming that I have a wholeass ziploc bag full of swamp milkweed seeds from my backyard#meanwhile out of the eight swamp milkweed plants i’ve obtained over the course of the year you wanna know how many went to seed?#FUCKING NONE OF THEM#BECAUSE I SUCK AT WATERING THINGS#and also the aphids went fucking nuts AND I FORGOT TO SPRAY THEM OFF WITH WATER BC I SUCK AT WATERING THINGS
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About to be a little #fandom critical while I’m still mildly delirious
One of my biggest pet peeves is people who draw/write cquackity and cpurpled as friends or even just like on good terms that aren’t forced
you can’t look me in the eyes and tell me that alex “no one will remember you” quackity and purpled “I don’t think there will ever be a point in time where I respect you as a person” bedwars are friends
#About to rant in the tags#Like#i understand if they have a mildly positive relationship due to just living and working in the same place#And because purpled was faking friendliness to make himself less suspicious#But they do not like each other. They are not friends. Let alone found family#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#purpled#quackity#c!purpled#c!quackity#fandom critical#las nevadas#Like I’m all about dynamics that don’t exist have you seen my golden duo posts but this one always bugs me#purpled did not say “I’m going to fucking kill you” and kill Quackitys best friend and team up with stage duo to blow up las nevadas#For you to tell me “yeah they’re friends :)” “they have a family dynamic :):)”#There’s no genuine heat behind this I’m just tired#Also Quackity did not blow up purpleds house and watch him murder slime and CHEER AND CLAP WHEN HE DIED for you to tell me he cares about#him#like. they fucking hate each other. they’re mean little assholes who do not get along#this being said I have read fics and things where they have a friendlier dynamic but those were NOT canon compliant#If you made it down here thank you for coming to my ted talk#10piecetalks
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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc
pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement
#taylor.txt#the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych#we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol#i hate it here…i hate it#but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is#for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field#notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this#i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes#but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field#i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average#semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel#also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents#AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel#in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off#while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day#currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed#i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers#ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project#i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy#and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol#and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine#also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks
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#i'm seeing taylor in two days and even though i am not a hardcore fan now#i used to be when i was 15-17 so i truly feel like i'll be living my past self's dream soon#and she's bringing to south america the same show she's doing anywhere else and that is SO RARE u guys you have no idea#harry's never done it and it's one of the things that annoys me the most about him and his team#i'm talking about stage/production not about him personally#obvs but just to clarify
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snowblood is outright the metalcore song of all time I don't know what it is about that song specifically but it has everything
#only thing i want from it is a bass playthrough lol#the guitar playthrough lives rent free in my head and on my phone but i need the bass and also the drums ones#but yeah. the intro starting out ominous then the rest of the instruments coming in then the verse riff of all time#and jt starting the verse with 'blood starved machine in a feeding frenzy' then jesse with the clean chorus#then finishing the chrous and going back to playing the verse riff effortlessly live (its a hard riff he said it is himself)#and the tremolo riff and mini breakdown before second chorus which leads straight into a classic jesse cash guitar solo#then the bridge/buildup part with the buried distant cleans then the 'sleepless nights hearing voices... the dead are not dreaming-#-can't you hear them screaming?' and breakdown! then breakdown intensifies! the energy on stage is at its peak! and it ends. just like that.#but like. the screaming? brutal. the cleans? on point. the guitars? impossible as always. the bass? felt deep in the bones.#the drums? written better and better. the lyrics? metal as fuck. the ambience? suitably ominous. the band as a whole? immaculate.#its not even their best song or my favourite but it is metalcore song of all time and erra song of the moment#erra#metalcore#i am incredibly normal about their music as you can probably tell (i want jesse cash to teach me guitar)
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tell me why i had a dream the other night that i had an affair with matty healy when i have not thought about that man for more than two minutes in my life
#i saw him live like pretty close to the stage (small venue) as a teenager and i still know shit all about him#and i have never fantasised about him even once#and yet in my dream i like. borrowed his skirt (??) and he saved me from danger and i hid out at his house#and we had a Thing and then some girls told me he was bad news but i was like. he seems different than u think#and i started to accidentally fall in love with him and we weren’t communicating about anything#just having rly intense nights with his friends and family and alone while i hid out at his house#and i rode on the back of his motorcycle#and like suddenly was In His Celebrity Life without meaning to be. and i was on my way to his concert to wait backstage and he’d like#kind of been ignoring me for a day or two? being weird and distant even tho i was in his house. and i was rly confused#and this girl told me he had commitment issues and i was like ok#and all of them were rly sad that he stopped calling them and i was like ‘i’m not rly a part of this group i wasn’t even a fan rly’#’this happened accidentally why do i feel so confused rn’#why did i have such a complicated dream about this man I Don’t Even Know Him
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Maybe I should've been an actress. I get lost in delusions and I don't like being seen as myself.
#tales from diana#it's hard not to think about the theater with all this shakespeare ive watched and read this year#and well a whole lot of other plays too. schiller and calderon and racine and lots of restoration comedy#i can't help but think god i do wanna be in there#i thought i never wanted to do anything of that again after how bad it was for me in high school#can't help it tho. a girl has dreams#that's all i do i live in dreams that's all i do i live in dreams#could any of you have pictured me as an actress? i mean an elegant stage actress#playing tragic queens or witty ingenues i mean#i can but what can i say. im not exactly unbiased and objective#i really am not in any meaning of the word well lately. not at all#and i just wanna shut out the world and put it in a box for later#i still want it. i want the world. but i want it in my safe keeping#life has been disobeying me lately. it needs to go to its room and reflect
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#i had a dream that i was seeing louis live#last night#and he took a walk around the audience#i didn’t want him to see me so i sat down#but he still noticed me and commented that it was nice to see old people attending his shows#and i was like bitch??? you’re only two years younger than me i am not old???#and he just laughed and then i woke up#also he had some guy on the stage in a white dog suit#you know. like a mascot.#and the mascot was wearing a hockey jersey that read harry styles on the back#and i thought great. this is gonna do numbers on tumblr i’m already annoyed.#JHJHJHDSFSFF#honestly freud would’ve had a field day with me and my dreams#anyway i’m not seeing louis live and after this dream i never will#jhjhj okay i’m kidding i’m kidding#well i mean i don’t plan on seeing louis live#at the moment niall is the only former 1D member i am willing to give my hard earned money
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