#This is the start of my Christmas queue btw.
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Dreaming of a white Christmas ❄️
#stickers#sticker collection#Christmas#Stamp stickers#Photo stickers#It's both!#This is the start of my Christmas queue btw.#Block the Christmas tag if it'll bug you :P#Lots of Pipstickers from last year's advent calendar coming yalls way... O7
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do u think that in 'you were the best, but you were the worst', rafe and reader are able to rekindle their love in any way? or is their parting definitive and they learn to live without each other and meet new potential partners? loved loved LOVED reading it btw!!!! such a good read 🙂↕️🙂↕️💗💗
okay, hi. for one — i want to say that your words were so so very much appreciated and i smiled while reading them :,). i have only once ever had someone do that with my oneshots - and not that it’s at all necessary - it made my heart warm and me smile for days, and i know that your kind words and comments will do the same. AND coming to my inbox to even ask a question about it??? hello??? that’s one thing i’ve never had happen and i always see others answering questions about their works and its so fun to read what they have to say!
i always love hearing everyone’s thoughts and favorite parts of my works and you did that, plus more <33 thank you so, so, so much MWAH.
now, onto the question …..
i’d like to think they could work something out — but in the future of course (especially with how rafe treated the situation & how reader also handled the situation beforehand - they both gotta work on themselves)! the reason i also wrote that one shot is because im making another one for a little project im working on, and its talking about the events in the recent one - it’s something that made me want to do a little christmas themed writings and i wanted to write a backstory before i started writing it!
though it could also be read as a stand-alone, i know a lot of people like to have part twos to certain works and i really, truly wanted to do that for whoever wanted one!
i’m actually working on that one soon and once it’s finished it’s going up in the queue!
thank you again so so much for your question AND your kind words — i’ll be thinking about them days on end and cry to myself. 🩷
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btw sorry for the lack of posts recently, it's been a mix of low motivation, stress from school but mostly the fact that ive been having a pretty shitty cold lol. but i have a bunch of posts scheduled for late december/early january, so get ready for that
i might sometimes start posting every other day instead of every day, mostly because photoshopping karkat into an image every day is a bit boring. so depending on the lenght of my queue i might post daily or bidaily to prevent hiatuses
that's all; next post is scheduled for christmas eve
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Fanfic Progress Update 157
It's Saturday, so you get updated on the fic writing. Happy Holidays, btw; over here we celebrate it tomorrow rather than on 25th, so I'm almost free from this hassle. Stay tuned for a sneak-peek for A Sign that you're important at the bottom of this post!
Current WIPs:
A Sign that you're important (previously named I'm Signing in the Drain)
Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog, movieverse
Summary: One month upon his assigment as Doctor Robotnik's assitant, Agent Stone is told to learn sign language. He doesn't know why, and isn't suicidal enough to ask, so he simply rolls with it. Turns out, it's not just a whimsy of the eccentric doctor, even though that doesn't stop the doctor from utilizing it like one.
Progress: The first chapter was posted on 21st of December. The second chapter will be posted on 28th of December aka next Thursday. Chapter 3 is finished. Chapter 4 has been started. This fic will most likely have five chapters, maybe six if I get epilogue-happy or smth.
Let's hope I can get an adequate amount of writing for this one done despite the Christmas hassle, cause I really don't want to panic-write the last two chapters on the week of posting them. ...I say, like I don't have three weeks to write chapter 4 at this point. But listen, I'm also making eyes at a next idea I have in a little list of ideas, like juggling two fics isn't enough. Tho in my defense, Lab Life is quietly writing itself in the background and doesn't count, especially if I can manage to queue up another fic after this one (I'd really prefer if Lab Life was fully written before I post any of it, because then I'd have lots of time to get started on the sequel while it keeps the readers fed). I'm gonna be so fucked when Hazbin Hotel airs and I might end up double-fandoming :D
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Life at the laboratory (previously known as SBLF, which, btw, was actually just short of StoBotnik LongFic, lol)
Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog, movieverse
Summary (temporary):
Wanted: a yesman who is capable of operating an espresso machine, has at least a higher IQ than your average amoeba, and is willing to put work before having a personal life, or indeed a life, period. The extra in your pathetic paycheck is good, but the strain in your psyche will make up for the positives. Forfeit your basic human rights and apply today if this sounds like you.
Maybe it said something about Agent Stone - and probably not good things - that the poster in the cafeteria's pin board piqued his interest more than any of his official assignments had for a good long while.
Dr. Robotnik, huh?
Progress: This one will be part one of a two-parter longfic, the first part probably... 10-ish chapters? It's a bit hard to estimate at this point, so the number is subject to change - will probably end up increased tbh. My weekly writing hour (as in, a specific hour when I sit down and write, no excuses [other than not being home]) is devoted to this fic.
I have the first four chapters completely written now. Chapter 5 is halfway done. I also have two halfway written chapters that don't yet know their exact placement within the fic (they're scenes that will be slotted in to wherever they feel natural, once we get Stone settled in.)
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Other WIPs I’m not currently working on but intend to get back to Someday™:
PoE Drabbles (Pillars of Eternity)
DC Drabbles (Justice League)
Diaphanous Relations (Forgotten Realms, R.A. Salvatore’s books)
Rolling with it (Zelda: BotW)
Hah, our afterlife is the most hilarious bushwa, dearest! (Hazbin Hotel)
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That’s it for the WIPs! Here’s the promised sneak-peek into A Sign that you're important (Note: the text may end up slightly different in the fic itself due to more editing happening before publishing). Enjoy!
As far as meetings went, Stone was usually patient and attentive. This time, however, he was certainly in agreement with the doctor that this particular meeting was honestly boring and pointless, and it wasn’t just Robotnik’s “hating meetings” -thing. The only reason the two of them had to be attending at all was because Robotnik had a presentation of his own to add to the collection that was happening right then, which meant that nothing the other people said was actually relevant to their jobs or worth listening to – they were just waiting for their turn. There was nothing interesting going on, and it was made worse by the people presenting their points doing it in the least interesting way they could and droning on and on and on about their projects.
Stone was, quite frankly, contemplating the merits of pretending to get a phone call and leaving the room to take it and then simply not coming back after. The only reason he didn’t was because the doctor would murder him for leaving him to suffer alone. The torture that came first would make this bore of a gathering seem like a cakewalk in comparison, and then end with his mother grieving for her dead son. It was probably better for his career prospects to stay. Or he could take the window instead, this was the seventh floor, it’d be a swift end and he’d avoid the torture part…
His morbid ways of self-amusement were interrupted when the doctor – sitting on his right – suddenly moved. More precisely, his hands un-steepled themselves from the table and started forming words.
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That’s it this time. See you next Saturday!
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Tag Game 🥰
Thank you @creepingwolfberry for tagging me like 8 days ago I’m sorry 💕
1. Why did you choose your url?
it’s a remake of a previous name I was using on another platform lmao
2. Any sideblogs?
technically this is a sideblog, but I have another one @frostedfavesnsfw
3. How long have you been on tumblr?
I’ve had my main blog since 2013 apparently but I changed the name to match this one when I created it in July of 2020 :)
4. Do you have a queue tag?
only on my nsfw and it’s ice quebe 🧊
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place?
I was posting on wattpad and reading on tumblr, and eventually decided to start posting here because I liked this platform more and wattpad was glitching terribly at the time
6. Why did you choose your icon?
@creepingwolfberry gave it to me for christmas 🥺
7. Why did you choose your header?
the shade of pink is the closest I could find to match my icon and I love hearts
8. What‘s your post with the Most notes?
it’s Dark Paradise because y’all are kinky and love dark shit apparently 🤭
9. How many mutuals do you have?
not sure but I think 90% of the people I follow are mutuals
10. How many followers do you have?
1,636 (thank you sm btw 🥺)
11. How many blogs do you follow?
114
12. Have you ever made a shitpost?
probably lmao
13. How often do you use Tumblr a day?
not much lately. I use it more when I post fics or I’m having a conversation with someone
14. Did you ever have a fight with another blog?
not yet 😏
15. How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
I always make a habit of reblogging all the important things I see but I hate being told what to do so 👎🏾
16. Do you like tag games?
like 5% of the time. I love being thought of but like sometimes I simply do not want to do them and then I feel bad lmao
17. Do you like ask games?
yes I love asks
18. Which of your Tumblr mutuals is Tumblr famous?
@slut-for-nat is the most famous person I know, along with @nermalina
19. Do you have a crush on a mutual?
@lovelyladyships but she has a girlfriend 😔
20. Tags:
everyone that follows me! 🥰
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I was tagged by Em @schwarzevulkan and Celine @querencva, thank you !
Ask game under there ↓
1. Why did you choose your URL?
I like Toto (even if i feel like he may end up on the naughty list by Christmas ?) and I love dogs : tadaaaa
2. Any side blogs?
I was going to say no because I'm not used to it but ... I have one : @hornyhorner 😭. It started as a joke but I really want to do more. I don't have any ideas at the moment (and when I do I give up pretty quickly or it ends up being really bad and I don't post it), if anyone has an idea or a request I'm all ear (no s, I only have one functioning ear).
3. How long have you been on Tumblr?
I just checked on my old blog and I've been here since July 29th 2012 and apparently my first post was about Depeche Mode. I've been looking at the f1blr side of things since Spa last year and started posting after Abu Dhabi (not logical to start when the season ends I know)
4. Do you have a queue tag?
Nope
5. Why did you start your blog on the first place?
I kept rambling about F1 to my friends, they love me (or at least I hope so) but there's only so much they can take. I first went on reddit but .... reddit is reddit and even if I like some aspects of it it's not the same as here. (I'm still out there btw, I'm enjoying the best of both)
6. Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
I have a dog pun as my url, I wanted to keep it related to dogs and F1
7. Why did you choose your header ?
I like McLaren and it was a pretty picture that went well with my winter related theme on desktop... It'll soon be summer in the northern hemisphere and snowy McLaren sign is still here, oops.
8. What��s your post with the most notes ?
I don't care about notes but :
this one about a formulino press conference but it really took off thanks to the amazing fanart that was added
I have a post on my old blog that has a little over 1k and it's something really dumb (basically it's a I'm sad post and people were like bitch me too!!!! low effort but apparently very relatable)
9. How many mutuals do you have ?
I have no idea, I don't really keep track of this (or care lol)
10. How many followers do you have ?
195 (same thing, I don't care)
11. How many people do you follow ?
136
12. Have you ever made a shit post?
Never heard of it (all of my posts are shit posts)
13. How often do you use tumblr a day?
It depends, I don't really know. Tbh I've been home because of COVID for over a year now so A Lot. I try to limit my screen time (if I'm succeeding or not is another problem) and I still have a lot of things to do (I take care of my grandparents)
14. Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog ?
I've only said something under a post once. I see a lot of things that make me angry but I contain myself. I'm here to have fun, so I unfollow and block people and that's it.
15. How do you feel about the “you need to reblog” posts ?
It depends what kind of posts we're talking about but the short answer is I don't do it. I do whatever I want with my blog.
I'm not superstitious so I won't share posts that are like "rb this or you'll fail all your exams. Regarding the more serious side of things, I've said it before but when I'm here it's to unplug my brain and think about anything else than real day to day life and its Big Sad Problems.
16. Do you like tag games ?
Yes but I'm always writing too much or being a bit awkward and I never know who to tag because I'm shy.
17. Do you like ask games ?
See above 😭. Also I'm not really a big fan of the "put a star in your mutual's ask box" etc things. It's just not something I like doing and find a bit weird.
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is mutual famous?
Who cares about being famous we're on Tumblr in 2021
19. Do you have a mutual crush?
I don't know any of you IRL so no
As I said like 7 lines ago, I never know who to tag and I've seen that a lot of people have already done this.
I'll ask @formulol and @slaveofimagination and not step out of my comfort zone sorry sorry, you're my go to "victims".
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The Twelve Days of Holly, Jolly Tidings - Day 2
Disclaimers: I watched “Dash & Lily” the other day on Netflix. This story is LOOSELY based on that book and Netflix series. I do not own “Dash and Lily” or Newsies or anything recognizable within the series. There are occasional curse words throughout the series, nothing too horrible but there’s some.
Saturday, December 14
Mornings were the worst for her. It was awful having to drag herself out of a warm bed, only to be cold as soon as her feet hit the hardwood floors. She mentally reminded herself that she needed to purchase some rugs, as the hardwood floors weren’t going to be so forgiving as the winter months continued.
Quickly getting dressed, she threw on a pair of jeans and a festive winter sweater that was cozy enough to combat the harsh NYC December weather. Slipping her feet into her slippers, she padded out to the living room, shocked that she saw colorful lights reflecting against the wall.
Pausing, she distinctly remembered unplugging the tree last night before she went to bed, but low and behold it was lit up. As it was yesterday, a box wrapped in emerald green reindeers was sitting under the lit up tree.
She bypassed the tree, heading into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee. Waiting for the drink to brew, she shook her head at her boyfriend. His one mission in life was to make those closest to him happy - as long as those he loved were happy, he was happy.
They had met accidentally - he had bumped into her outside of the library their junior year of college. She was studying journalism while he was studying mixed media arts - they should have never met, not in a million years, they had no reason to. He had apologized profusely, before convincing her to grab coffee with him. After a few minutes, she agreed and that was the start of their relationship. She couldn’t stop thinking about him and after a month, he confessed the same thing before asking her out on a date. For the past 5 years they had been together; her effortlessly fitting in with his group of friends and him charming her little group of friends.
The coffee maker beeped, letting her know her cup of joe was ready. She added some creamer before padding back into the living room, sitting on the floor in front of the tree. Taking a sip of the coffee, she sighed in contentment before picking up the box. As she did yesterday, she smiled taking the notebook out of the box, eager to see what Jack had up his sleeve for today. Walking over to the couch, she settled in before opening the notebook to see the familiar scrawl.
Katherine,
Happy 2nd day of Christmas! Based on what you wrote yesterday, it seemed you had fun on your little adventure - that makes me so happy!
Today’s adventure - you’re going to see the Big Guy himself. Head to the Harold Square Macy’s and tell him exactly what you want for Christmas - let your imagination run wild, tell him everything!
Have fun today and I love you!
Jack
Biting back a cuss word, she shook her head. Of course her boyfriend would send her into a department store with only 10 shopping days left before Christmas. Pausing, she smiled - she had confessed to Jack how she loved going to visit Santa as a child. There was something special when her parents would take her and her siblings to visit Jolly Old St Nick and tell him everything they wanted that year.
Maybe Jack knew her better than she thought he did . . .
Later that afternoon
Pounding down the stairs to the D train, she rubbed her hands together vigorously trying to get some warmth in them as she bounced on her toes waiting for the train to arrive. Her ears picked up the sound of someone playing Silent Night on a violin a bit down the platform. Singing softly under her breath, a smile tugged at her lips as she listened to her favorite Christmas song.
The train came into the station with a screeching whine, before coming to a complete stop, allowing passengers to leave and others to hop into the car. She took a seat, her bag on her lap as the train continued its journey.
Secretly, she had always loved the Subway, even as a child, though her parents hated it. She always loved that everyone was together in that car just to get from one place to another. When she was on longer train rides, she would try to figure out where everyone was going to - meeting up with friends or family, first dates, old dates - but as she got older, she stopped playing the game, opting to write on the longer journeys.
She was knocked from her thoughts as the train pulled into her station. Making sure she had everything, she made her way out onto the platform before ascending the stairs and heading to Macy’s. Biting back a groan, she watched hoards of people make their way to the famous department store before walking inside. Sighing, she pushed herself forward and joined the queue to get into the store.
Taking a moment to get her bearings, she inhaled deeply before pushing forward. She headed to the 8th floor, where Santa Land was located. Trying to hold her frustrations down, she put a smile on her face as she made her way up the escalators.
As she stepped off the escalator, she was surprised the line wasn’t very long. Joining the queue, she ignored the looks from the parents in the line, pulling out her phone to see a message from Jack.
Ignore the haters - enjoy your time with Santa. Remember, tell the big guy alllllll the things you want
She grinned, her finger dancing across the screen texting him back. Do you have an in with the big guy? Trying to figure out what to get me for Christmas?
Three dots bounced up and down as he typed something. Nah, your present is bought and wrapped and hidden away. But Race might need some help so he’ll be conferring with the big guy
She threw her head back laughing at his response. He never failed to make her laugh, one of her favorite qualities of his. If Race needs ideas, he can ask me himself. I’m in line at Macy’s.
The three dots returned as she moved closer to Santa. I know . . . have fun.
Her head whipped around the area, looking for a telltale sign of Jack being near. Looking around, she didn’t see him anywhere. Her phone vibrated again in her hand. You’re cold as ice, sweets. Don’t look for me . . . just have fun and tell the big guy everything on your list.
She shook her head, watching a little girl enthusiastically greet Santa. BTW, you look really cute in your Santa hat. After your visit with Santa, look in the notebook.
Glaring at her phone, she couldn’t help the giggle that escaped her mouth at his text message. She watched the little girl hop off Santa’s lap before the elf gave her a look, motioning her forward.
Walking up the steps, she gave Santa a look before he patted his lap. She grinned, pushing away her embarrassment before taking a delicate seat on his lap. “Hello Santa.”
“Hello Katherine.” Her eyes went wide, as Santa grinned at her. “Merry Christmas. Tell, what would you like me to bring you this year?”
She thought about all the things she could tell him but one thing came to mind. “I just want my family and friends to be happy.”
He chuckled deeply, a typical Santa laugh. “Jack did mention you’d wish for something not for yourself but for others. Now, Katherine, what can I bring you?”
“You know Jack?” She whispered, giving him a look before scanning Santa Land.
He chuckled, shaking his head. “Yes, our friend Jack is a mutual friend. But, Katherine, what do you want for Christmas?”
“I want to believe again . . . and a new fuzzy blanket.” She rushed out, chuckling along with his deep chuckles as he shook his head.
“Merry Christmas, Katherine. I hope all your wishes come true.” He handed her a candy cane before a photo was snapped. As she stood, he winked at her before becking the next child in line forward.
She skipped down the stairs, pausing to look at Santa once more before heading towards the exit. She scanned the area once more before heading towards the escalators. She headed down to the third floor, where she knew a Starbucks was located. Walking in, she quickly ordered a Peppermint Hot Chocolate before picking a table. Putting her bag on her lap, she grabbed the notebook from it before flipping it open.
Did you tell Santa I say hello? Did you tell him everything you wished for? Santa and I go way back . . . he’s an old family friend who loves the romance of the holidays.
Now I want you to think about your past Christmas’ - what are the things that stand out when you think about those memories? Write them down . . .
A smirk tugged at her lips as she thought of Christmas’ past. Her sixth Christmas especially stands out because she ended up in the Emergency Room with a broken wrist from a sledding accident gone horribly wrong. And the seventh Christmas when she received Samantha, an American Girl doll that she begged her parents for for months prior to Christmas. She remembers how still she got really still when she unwrapped the doll - absolute shock and awe across her face as she looked up at her parents. Her teenage Christmases were filled with rambunctious yells from her siblings as they uncovered whatever was under the tree.
In that Starbucks, she wrote line after line of precious memories, some of which she had never told a soul. The memories were easily recalled, tumbling into her mind faster than she could write them down. A smile was on her face the entire time she thought back on 24 years worth of Christmases.
Now re-read everything you’ve written down - you’ve had some great memories, all associated with Christmas and the magic the season holds. Now head to the second floor and look for the Teddy Bear display. Leave the notebook with the teddy bear with the green bowtie and there’s a surprise awaiting you.
Picking up her cup, she tucked the notebook back in her bag before leaving the shop. Hopping on the descending escalator, she took a sip of her hot chocolate, sighing and reflecting on the day she’s had. Stepping off the escalator, she went right, eyes wide looking for the teddy bear display.
As she rounded the corner, she found the massive display of more than 50 teddy bears. Stepping forward, her eyes searched high and low to find the teddy bear with the green bowtie. She grinned, finding him in the very center, holding a white box in its hands. Taking the white box, she slid the notebook in between the green bowtie bear and the adjacent bear, making sure it wouldn’t fall. Backing away from the display, she slipped into the doll section, careful to stay out of the way of serious shoppers. Taking the red ribbon off the white box, she smiled opening it up. A smile curled over her lips as she saw the small Santa charm nestled in the cotton. Picking it up, she grinned seeing his little red hat and jolly smile. Putting it back in the box, she put the box in her bag, eye looking at the display but noticing the notebook was already gone. She laughed, shaking her head before heading down the escalator and out into the city.
Meanwhile
He grinned, opening his phone and looking at the photo he took of Kat on Santa’s lap. She had the biggest smile on her face and she looked so at ease sitting up there. An old family friend had been playing Santa at Macy’s for years and was only too happy to help Jack out with his request. Locking his phone, he followed her as she made her way from Starbuck to the second floor where the toy department was. He watched her bounce on her toes, looking for the specific bear he had told her about before finding it, a smile lighting up her face. Watching that she was distracted, he quickly grabbed the notebook before slipping back amongst the toys. He grinned, this was turning out to be too easy and that was the way he preferred it.
Thanks for reading Day 2! I would love to hear your thoughts! Feedback is especially appreciated and loved!
#Newsies#Newsies Fan Fiction#writing#Twelve Days of Holly Jolly Tidings#jack x katherine#Holiday Fic
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Happy New Year 2021!
Been a while since I made a personal post. A very long while.
I don't know if anyone noticed, but I was completely gone for little over a week before Christmas. Normally I always have a queue running. Well, there's a reason for that.
Those who have seen me on their dash for a long time may recall my name is Sade, I'm from Finland, and that live in London, England.
Not anymore. I've moved back to Finland.
Due to some shit going down with my work (fuck Apple is all I can say, never work for them!) I found myself without a job at the beginning of the month. I had started preparations for moving back to Finland in/after March, because you need to plan pretty far in advance if you plan to travel with pets between the EU and a third country like the UK is about to become. I was initially supposed to work until March, but...since that was no longer the case, I figured why go through the hassle of bringing cats to the EU from a third country, when I can still make it an inside the EU trip? Besides, with no job and still planning to move back, what's the point in staying?
So, in just about a week, I arranged everything. I found a removal company that would still be able to pick up my stuff before Christmas. I got pet passports. I found a new place in Finland. I found someone who was also flying to Finland, who was willing to help me out and travel with one of my two cats (they only allow two cats in the cabin, one cat per person) and booked my flight.
London went to tier 4 that day. Then they closed the borders. I just about made it out of the country with my cats before brexit happens.
Happy brexit, by the way. I'm sorry for your loss.
If my flight had been just day and a half later, I would not have been able to fly. The flight was ok, btw. The cats behaved, it wasn't a full flight and everyone wore masks. I tested negative for corona in Finland, but that was after Christmas, so I didn't see my family for Christmas.
Anyway. I spent five years in London, and though last year was...exeptional, and though some of my jobs were fucking awful, I still had a wonderful time. About four and a half years of that time was spent in the same house in North London. It was a good home. People moved in and moved out. I'm actually surpsied I wasn't the last one of the original gang to remain.
I spent most of 2020 in that house. The summer spent mostly in the garden was beautiful. Though I've missed living alone, I do also already miss my wonderful friends who were also my housemates.
Thank you @cinephia, @hotsmugstache, and @kath-m. This year would have been terrible and horribly lonely without you.
I've also had to leave behind a great friend, @oneawkwardcookie. How many times did we meet this year? Three times? Despite living in the same city. Thanks coronavirus...
Anyway, my cats and I are starting a new life in Finland, but it's not like I'll never go back to London again. And I hope my friends will come visit me once we can all travel safely again.
Bye 2020, and here's to hoping 2021 will be better for all of us!
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Lockdown Diary Part 9
A personal account during the lockdown in the UK due to the Covid-19 outbreak.
23/03/2020 8:30pm Boris Johnson, UK Prime Minister, gives a live address to the nation to, effectively, put the country on lockdown to stem the spread of the deadly coronavirus strain, Covid-19.
Many of us have been self-isolating for days but this latest development within the UK in reaction to the pandemic feels very serious and very scary. I decided to keep a simple diary and where better but online.
Day 241: Shit day at work. To cut a long story short, I could complete a task Sueanne gave to me and then I got it in the ear, including a snotty email ay 5:40pm. Pissed off.
Day 242: Had a meeting with Sueanne (our weekly 1-2-1 actually) and she was alright. I feel much better tonight. Last night I didn’t even have an appetitie - unheard of! Going to make up for that tonight, pie and loads of veg! A much better day. Ridiculously, I believe yesterday was all my own fault - I take work for granted sometimes and I let myself down by ignoring the urgency of a task just because it was Sueanne asking me to do it and she was a peer. She is now my boss, and I should respect that.
Day 243: So-so day at work. It’s strange how used to work I am after over six months on furlough. It’s been less than two months back but all the highs and lows amd frustrations are commonplace. Most importantly, it being Thursday, I cannot wait for tomorrow eveninga dn to kick back, drink and smoke. Spoke to dad this morning, he’s same as...that’s always good to know. Sugar levels have been a fucking roller coaster today, and it has really fucked me off! No salad at lunch due to them being so fucking high when I got back from my walk. It ended up being my tea. Sarted watching The Undoing...it’s OK.
Day 244: Glad it is Friday. Just cooking a (very hot) chicken madras, cracked open my first beer. Gonna eat, drink, smoke and watch a good film.
Day 245: Gold was the film I watched last night, with Matthew McConaughey and it was a good choice. I then watch a Kevin Hart stand up show on Netflix...very Eddie Murphy, very funny. I did a 12 km walk today...fucking felt it in my legs. Walked the footpath from Stoke Doyle road to Benefield road for the first time. I liked it and it comes out between Lytham Park and Wakerley Close....I posted on FB about the fact that when I move to Oundle, Clifton Drive was the last street heading out of town. Saw Becks on the walk down Benefield road, She mentioned she’s tired of lockdown. I replied that I’m tired of the virus!
Day 246: Up at 1pm, nice long walk, ordered new slippers and waterproof jacket (my Craghopper is bust again).
Day 247: I screwed up at work today, went for a (ridiculously) late lunch right when I was meant to be at an online meeting that Sueanne had reminded me about in the morning. There’s mitigation but, when push comes to shove, I fucked up and now Sueanne’s on the warpath - one more slip up and it’ll be an offical disciplinary matter.
Day 248: Suzanne wants me to troubleshoot a ticket she has in her queue, some database request for a Cork guy. It’s a test and it’s fucking me off.
I did testing for a network change tonight...8 till 11:15pm.
Elliot and Aaron cleaned the windows today. It was nice to see them.
Rita sent a couple of emails recently. Dad’s ear is all clear but Paul has got testicular cancer.
Day 249: New waterproof jacket arrived today. It’s very nice, bargain for £25 odd. Also picked up slippers from M&S food hall in Corby so, while over their, did a shop at Tesco’s...£109 mainly booze.
By the time I was back, I ended up doing my evening walk at 9.30pm!
Day 250: Leigh from Oundle Chronicle has got back to me. She (he?) has selected the photos that are going to be in the article and wants me to write a sentence on each - where they were taken and what inspited me to do so. Whether that means the stuff I wrote before is not going to be used, or not, I dunno! New slippers are OK and the new jacket is still impressing me.
Day 251: Typing on Day 252. Usual Friday, beers, meatballs, pizza, long chat with Fog. I should mention that, as we approach the end of Lockdown2 in England, Boris and his government have laid out a three tier structure for how the second lockdown will be eased. It’s caused confusion and consternation across the board. None of it affects me, still isolating like I was on day 1. Day 252: Totally forgot about my diary entry yesterday! Up at 1pm, nice long walk, nipped rong Elliots to pay for my windows, had a chat with him, Artron and Camilla - it’s so nice to socialise! Gonna make fish pie and supp a few ales. Day 253: The weekend is over way too quickly. It’s 7.30pm on Sunday as I type and I wish it wasn’t. I wish it was 7.30pm on Friday. Day 254: In a meeting, a working Zoom, with Andy Ashler in the US re: qfiniti, which Sueanne pissed me off about earlier in te day (RCI diary updated), but the meeting went well. I am desparately trying to buy an iPad on Black Monday. As usual with tech, I cannot make my mind up which to buy! Day 255: I haven’t bought an iPad....I’ll wait for the 10.2″ iPad to come down in price. I had more involvement with Andy Ashler and in the US with the Qfiniti project at work. I’m really enjoying it, it’s very technical...although I didn’t finish ‘til 6pm because of it. The Oundle Chronicle is out and an article about me and my pics is on the back page. Leigh, the editor, sent it to me electronically. It’s good. I am chuffed! Day 256: I booked some holidays today, making sure that I didn’t include any days off in the week December 14-18 (SB’s off). So, this coming Friday (4th Dec), Next Weds-Fri and Monday 21st. I know I have only been back from Furlough a couple of months but I am more than ready for some kick-back time. 1-2-1 with SB today, it was a relaxed affair, most espcially becaus eof my success thus far with the Qfiniti project - that being said, I got pretty much nowhere with it today. Ordered a couple of long sleeved Ts and a fleeced hoody from a shop called Doubletwo today, well cheap in the sale. I saw half a dozen joggers on the Milton Road blind bend tonight, oblivious to any other potential path user. I posted about it (in my own, sarcastic way) on the Oundle Chatter FB group. It was met how I’d expected plus some direct digs so I deleted it. Cowardly but, I figure, I don’t get my point across, the vast majority of joggers really don’t think they are doing anything wrong by bulldozing there way around town and, lastly, I couldn’t be bothered with the flak, and its tennis like back-and-forth!
Day 257: Got tomorrow off so worked late tying up loose ends, including the qfiniti project - fucking nuts really, making sure no one asks any questions of SB or the team, in terms of my work load, for just one day off! Still, just had tea, cracked open a beer and am watching Shaun of the Dead. Nice.
Day 258: The main thing I did today is walk. It was about 12km but felt much longer ‘cos it was wintry, pissing down, windy and slippery as fuck. And I really enjoyed it! Badge messaged me today to ask how I am and, in replying, I mentioned that I think I am becoming addicted to walking...it wasn’t a throwaway comment. Just cooked up a chilli (which I think I have ruined with a Knorr beef stock pot), and will tuck in with beers, smokes and telly. While it’s been a day off, this Friday evening will be as all others are at the moment, late, drunken and solitary fun - no doubt.
Day 259: Typing on day 260. That chilli last night was actually OK. Plus I ‘invented’ a meatball wrap - moving on from the TikTok ham and cheese wrap you fold into the toaster, I tried the same with meatballs but no fucking way could I fold it into the toaster slot (pissed up kitchen shenanigans), so I wrapped it in tin foil and heated it in the oven, Fucking delicious. I watched Shaun of the Dead. I think it’s the first time since its release and I couldn’t help thinking “zombies just aren’t like that [in real life]” Wtf?
Day 260: I was quite sensible (for a Saturday) last night, in bed by 2am, up at my alarm this morning, 10:30am. Nice long walk, taking in a new path up by Biggin Grange and took plenty of pics that turned out really good. Btw, posh lost yesterday at Portsmouth (with 2000 fans there) and they lost midweek and last weekend in the FA Cup to Chorley, at home.
Day 261: It’s freezing today...actually 0 degrees. This house is so fucking cold, even with the heating on.
Day 262: Typing on day 263. Last day of work for 5 days. Beers are in order. And a sausage casserole. Day 263: I completely forgot to do a diary entry yesterday....concentrating on starting my work break off on the right foot, which I did. As a result, I didn’t get up until 1pm. So, to stop that sort of day wasting, no beers tonight. Just got back from a shop (£90 in Tesco’s), trying to sort out Romiley’s Christmas present, then something to eat (more sausage casserole) and a early, sober night.
Day 264: So, after abstinence last night, I was up before 11am and did a walk that included the track from Benefield Road to Monson Way past Park Wood. It was fucking hard work due to mud. I have lost coumd the amount of times I nearly slipped right over. Throw into that a hypo, the 12-13km walk was tough. Sorted out Romiley’s present (guitar stand, music stand and guitar exercises book). Took soime nice photos today as well which I’ve prepared and shared. No booze today/tonight either. Some break, a younger me would say!
Day 265: Friday, and I am typing with a beer, balti on the hob and I am just gonna choose a film and roll a single skinner. I am knackered. Up at 10am, cleaned the hall and stairs after a 10km walk. Also, I spoke with dad who is, as always, fine.
Time to make up for the last two sober nights.
Day 266: I am typing this on day 267. So drunk last night I left nearll a full can of beer and went to bed in my jogging bottoms and t-shirt. I have had a day off from any exercise at all which felt very odd. A few beers and watched Snatch. Day 267: While I was nowhere near drunk last night, due to sleeping in late (2pm) I was up ‘til 3am watching TikTok so today I struggled out of bed at just before 1pm. Watch the start of the season’s final GP (Verstappen won from pole and it was boring af), back on the exercising including a 9km walk. Back to work tomorrow which I feel totally conflicted about! Posh won yesterday at home to Rochdale (with the allowed 2000 fans) 4-1 including a 17 minute first half hatrick from Jonson Clarke-Harris.
Day 268: Back to work - Sueanne’s off and it’s the first day I’ve been at work with Jon in charge which involves a daily ‘SUMO’ (whatever that acronym stands for?) at 9.30am every day. I am still involved with te qfiniti upgrade project which seems to have taken a step backwards in the 3 days I had off, so I was working until gone 9.30pm! I have decided to do a quiz, hopefully for Christmas, whereby I don’t want the actual answers (to 25 particular questions, all with a common theme in the answer), merely an omitted question!
Day 269: Stand Up Meeting Online. SUMO. Ian Bird told me. I might struggle with double Y for my quiz. Work was OK, more Qfiniti stuff. Posh drew away to MK 1-1. Posh were 0-1 up but Lincs lost at home. I can’t undertsand why that pleases me so....oh, yeah I can Steve Dee.
Day 270: Struggling to order Dad and Rita booze for Christmas without it being a Morrison’s delivery that I can do through Amazon Prime. That would be OK but it’s just a bit clinical! Meanwhile, now I am paying for Prime, and they are showing some Premiership games (for example, tonight I watched Liverpool v. Spurs (2-1), I really have to contact Sky - I am paying £71pm atm! Sam posted pic of her Christmas tree but mentioned how she’s finding it hard to get in the spirit - Paul has testicular cancer and the outlook is bleak - fuck know’s what she’s going through with all that, trying to shield Romiley from the worst without lying!
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Guys omg I just gave myself a huge cliffhanger and I'm so mad about it!!
It was a dream!!
Tw mentions of blood and murder. It’s all very ridiculous tho.
We are in a queue, me, my sister-in-law and my 2nd cousin’s mom? For some reason. It’s still Christmas season and I don't know what we’re queueing for but I'm pretty sure we’re at my old high school, because there’s a lot of high school age kids around us, and idk the stairs looked familiar (I also don't know what American HSs look like so I only have mine for references (it was an open building kinds deal)).
So we’re in this long ass line making small conversation between each other as we wait and the girls in front of us start talking about a fight that’s about to happen and that one of the guys is bringing a knife. My cousin’s mom, again, for some god damn reason pulls out a pocket knife of her own and hands it to the girls, like here give this to the other dude. whyyyyyy. I don't even speak to my cousin that much, Why are you here lady?! And why the hell is you, a grown-ass woman, giving kids knives to fight with??? And btw no, that’s not just an awake me issue, dream me was also having a hard time comprehending what was happening.
ANYway. We finally get out of the labyrinth of stairs we were in and what do you know we’re at the place where the fight is taking place, except it’s being choreographed as a dance battle? There’s girls in cute lil elf outfits dancing around these two dudes, and yep one of them pulls out a knife.
At this point, my gay ass isn't paying attention to the fight because girls in cute elf outfits are dancing but apparently, other dude also pulls out cousin’s mom’s knife and they jump at each other anime style and then jump back, and at first, it’s like absolutely nothing happened but then first dude’s hand just slides right off his wrist to the floor and there's blood spouting out like a gusher. This is when I become that Spongebob meme and just, ight imma head out, and walk away.
By the time I make it across to the opposite side of the fight, it’s all over and first dude is chopped up into pieces in a big ass pile of blood and limbs on the floor. I'm either a very slow walker or that guy works very fast.
I go up the side stairs to the second floor of another building on this side now and a teacher, which just happens to be Danny Devito, is out there super excited, clapping, talking about what a great performance and omg the effects. Magnificent.
A student, who was also up there looking at the fight, notices a knife on the floor, cousin’s mom’s knife. We’re on the second floor, I don't know how that knife got there but it did. Realization hits Danny Devito and oh god there’s been a murder. A boy was straight-up murdered in front of everyone and they clapped about it.
A school police officer comes up looking like a bored iamgalla and suddenly there’s evidence all over this building for some reason, and also for unknown reasons, I'm still here.
THEN, as Danny Devito freaks out and Adam Gallagher doesn't give a shit, a newspaper comes out but like, a Harry Potter newspaper were the pictures move, and the headline says there’s a witness that might help the investigation.
In the moving picture, there’s a girl wearing a long sleeve purple shirt and an elf hat, talking to one of the cute dancers.
I turn to my best friend, who just happens to be here too now, and I go. “That’s me”.
Then I woke up.
WHAT
Like, yes I was there, yes I saw some of what happened, I know who the murder weapon knife belongs to, but I don't know who any of these people are!? I have the attention span of a spoon I don't remember anyone’s face. Also, where’s my sister-in-law?
Listen. I don’t want dream me to go to jail ok. She’s just dumb and gay. Blease. 😫
#long post#shit post#dream#ridiculous dream#why?#I understand why iamgalla was there. I was stalking his Instagram last night before bed#and maybe my SIL. we’re going over to her house today#and my best friend is always my mind because I love her and I miss her#but... why everyone else?#why Danny Devito? why my cousin’s mom? and why did she give them the knife??#and let's talk about the knife just a second. it was a pocket knife! like. a tiny ass Swiss pocket knife too??#why did it fucking destroy this kid’s whole life?? and why was she carrying THAT with her in the first place??#why was this woman in my dreams?!?!?!#I have so many questions#why is my brain like this?
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I almost started throwing shit today and telling everyone what I really think
We talked about a calm and peaceful Christmas. But a month ago my Aunt ended up in the hospital. Several states away. She's been sick for no less than 2 years and has refused to go to the Dr. She had been taking massive amounts of Imodium. It was no longer working. She couldn't stand up without it not working. She and my Uncle left for their winter local anyway. Their WI ter local where no one is. No family or friends to help if they are in trouble. We'll it all hit the fan and surprise, she has cancer and is not able to travel home. I will spare the details but my Aunt and Uncle are in the running for a Darwin award.
All this is hitting my Mom hard because she has NO control. She HAS to have control. She calls it she can't ' help' but really she can't be there yelling at everyone and making a scene because her health won't allow it. But she talks to her brother nightly, and he apparently can't be bothered to get a notebook to write down the Dr names or what meds they want to prescribe his wife. Nope not heartless I am pissed at the stupidity. He literally said oh its another thing for me to carry.
Dude, if you want my sympathy because you love your wife so much, and now someone told you she is dying because apparently you were too stupid to notice before now, try not to tell me that carrying a fucking notebook to take notes about her care is too much for you!
He actually expects his sister, my mother, to take and maintain the information for him. My mother is not a well woman.
I know she wants to support him but fuck HE WANTS HER TO JUST DEAL WITH IT FOR HIM. HE COULDNT HELP HIS OWN MOTHER AND LEFT IT ALL ON MY MOTHER WTF
This brings us to Christmas. About 3 weeks ago my Mom decided our quiet 3 person Christmas was now a party.
She wants to have her niece over to give her something happy while her mother I so ill.
Saint, right?
Queue 3 weeks of how hard life is trying to get ready for party
3 weeks if what I have to do for party
3 weeks of my husband bitching that my cousin will bring her boy friend he hates to Christmas. Which includes 3 weeks of I'm not going
All while I must work to pay all our bills which include about $700 of beer a month and another couple hundred of cash back from grocery shopping to be used on scratch off lotteries
Did I mention I work in the 7th circle of Hell?
So we had the party. I got yelled at randomly for the sin of asking a question while my Mom was walking. Not a "wait I need to finish waht I was doing" A basic how can you be so fucking stupid as to ask me where something is in my house while I am walking through the kitchen. I got yelled at because I could not produce shredded cheddar cheese from one of the fridge bins. It wasnt there. I started to look in the other and got screamed at because I was looking in the wrong bin why wasnt I listening? She just sat down!!! Cheese was in the bin I was looking in. I got attitude for that. I did not move the cheese BTW.
There was some other drama that resulted in me being told that this is why one should always start early in case things go wrong (apparently I started something late). Don't remember what as I think I've begun to dissociate
People loved the party. I didn't put stuff away quick enough which I was passive aggressively told in front of some of the guests.
Also - this is the coldest Christmas in 30 years means. All the presents had to be distributed prior to Xmas because we may get snow ( we didnt) but basically, xmas morning was nothing. Just I got up late, and I didn't tell Mom that there is meat in Lasagne. So she had no meat. We talked. She got confused or forgot or whatever. She isn't having dangerous forgetfulness, just run of the mill she doesn't pay attention which is one of her lovable traits. Thank goodness the grocery store was open because the husband started bitching that I can't make lasagne with no meat. Vegetarians beg to differ Dear, but sure I will get dressed and run to the store in Xmas day.
Then I clearly didn't start dinner early enough. And my husband proceeds to tell I was using the wrong amount of sauce. Also my list of sins included:
Wanting to cook 2 boxes of pasta instead of one. Not getting a pot with a lid out for meatballs (we had meatballs, but I couldn't leave the meat out of the lasagne). He kept up a running commentary in the gas stove top as well.
I also had to help Mom operate Netflix because in 3 years, she still doesn't get it dispite multiple lessons and load pictures to Facebook, also 3 years and multiple lessons while making lasagne.
Cool cool - but I almost lost it
Everyone liked dinner. I did dishes.
And now the cable company is raising prices and I must read letter to figure it out. I 'made' her change cable plans. No no, my Dad died and I said she needed faster internet so if she needed me I could also work remotely at her house. I said I would pay. She won't take money. Cable compa y said - oh if you make changes you have to change everything (i.e. GOTCHA !! Pay us more that plan doesn't exist anymore and you can't just change your internet)
But yeah so now she has a plan price and the price increases are a la carte and not all components of her plan are in the a la carte list. So it's sorta impossible to see what the increase will be. It was determined that I HAD to read this tonight
Fuck I'm tired. And I don't know the answers but I really think a good scream is in order. Except that will wake everyone up and I don't have the energy to explain.
Merry Christmas
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Day 192
23rd December, 2022 3:53PM
🎵Merry Christmas - Ed Sheeran & Elton John I'm finally back again tumblr world. I just had my well deserved vacation in the Philippines almost 2 weeks ago. Although, it was only a short vacation. I did everything I could to enjoy it. Well, I had to. Since I wasn't able to go back for the past 3 years because of the pandemic and I'll be only able to go back to my home country again next year and I'm not sure when next year yet. So... my entry today will be kinda long since I'll be sharing everything what happened during my Day 1 in the Philippines. I'll be doing part by part kasi alam ko ng magiging sobrang haba nito.
& right, before anything else, Jin's in military camp now. I miss seeing them all together already! :( 5th December, 2022
Woke up from my 1 hr sleep. The night before my flight, I had to double check everything. From my clothes, my brother's things to my passport and documents. My brother booked an uber driver for me and he arrived at 6am to pick me up to bring me to the airport. Imagine going to bed at 2am then a mosquito was biting you and would fly near your ears and won't let you sleep. I hid under my blanket but I could still hear the mosquito flying near my ear. I had to kill it with the lights off lol. I think I successfully killed it though. I fell asleep around 4am and mom woke me up at 5am. I finished showering at 5:30am then the uber driver texted me to inform me that he's already down our building at around 5:50am. We had to rush down so he wouldn't have to wait that long.
Arrived airport around 6:30am and we still have to double check where the check in counter. The check in counter was at the other end of the airport then the entrance after checking in was at the other end too! There was also quite a long line that I have to queue since it was almost Christmas and there were a lot of travelers going back to the Philippines to spend Christmas with their families too.
Mom went with me to the airport though. I mean of course, why not? It was first time travelling alone. Imagine my anxiety once I entered the immigration area alone. The airport here in Hong Kong's huge and I was kinda panicking already since I might get lost. Thankfully, I didn't. lol
Here I finally found my gate number. I still had more than an hour to wait til the boarding time. Fun fact, it was my first time arriving at the gate EARLY. Since, in the past when I was still traveling with my brother and Chris.. We usually arrive the boarding gate when there was already a LAST CALL written on the board. 😂 and we always had to jog or run to our way to the boarding gate since it was also at the other end of the airport! Seriously... why does it always at the other end? 🤦♀️
While waiting, I texted my brother to inform him that I'm already waiting to board so he could get ready to pick me up at the airport in Manila. Nauna naman sya sakin at 1 month bakasyon nya sa Pilipinas.
Finally papasok na toh ng eroplano.
my anxietyyyy...
Then after this shot, I slowly fell asleep. Nakatulog ako kasi nga 1 hour lang yung tulog ko at almost 2 hours naman yung byahe from HK to Manila. At this point, automatic ng nawala sa isip yung about work. As in, wala akong naramdaman na stress na. Pure joy lang. BTW, kahit nakatulog ako sa flight, hindi talaga yung kalaliman ng tulog kasi hindi naman comfortable yung upuan para lumalim tulog ko.
At sakto nung nagising ako, eto na yung nakita ko. The very first glimpse of the Philippines! Yung saya ko nyan sobrang hindi ko ma-explain.
Tapos nag-announce na ang pilot na prepare for descend na since malapit na nga talaga.
nung nakita ko toh.. ang nasabi ko na lang talaga na... I AM HOME. IM FINALLY HOME.
eto na, eto na, eto na. pa-landing na. ang saya saya!
Finally, landed!
The waiting game begins here. But before pa toh, nung naglalakad ako papuntang immigration. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali pero nauna pa rin ako sa carousel. Tapos yun, I started texting my relatives sa group chat namin na IM HOME. tapos nagreply si auntie na "prank ba yan?" hahaha kasi walang nakakaalam na uuwi ako. Kami lang nila mama, oti, Chris ang nakakaalam. Then tinawagan ni auntie si oti. si oti hindi ko pala nainform na sasabihin ko na sa group chat. lol
tapos dito, mga 30 mins pa ako naghintay ng maleta dyan. nakakaloka.
After 30 mins, nandito na maleta ko. yay!!! at the same time, nag-text na din sakin si oti na nasa carpark na sya.
eto na yung sundo ko.
first stop is Binondo para ipick up si Uncle na sasama samin sa sementeryo to visit angkong, gwakong, gwama and Joy.
yun naman kasi talaga yung plan ko talaga. first day pa lang is madaanan na at makadalaw sa kanila since 3 years hindi nakauwi at nangako ako na everytime na makakauwi ako, dadalawin ko sila.
after dumalaw at ihatid pabalik sa Binondo si Uncle. Namasyal na din muna kami sa Lucky China Town. Tapos first meal of the day... BREAKFAST/LUNCH/DINNER na namin toh. Eto yung, nasa manila ka na pero chinese food pa rin kakainin mo. hahaha. ok lang naman kasi namiss ko yung MAHKI.
BTW, nung susunduin pa lang namin si Uncle sa Binondo, we passed by din sa old school namin located in Jose Abad Santos. Sobrang daming memories talaga. Sobrang namiss ko yung old times.
That's where we studied. iniba na yung name. pero for everyone who studied there and still studying there... it's still called KIAO TIONG.
after namin maglibot sa Lucky China Town, we were supposed to head to MOA and IKEA na sana. Pero tumawag si Uncle Wil kay Uncle na papuntahin daw muna kami sa bahay nila which is just in front of Lucky China Town. So, we went there and stayed for a bit. Since naiinitan kami ni oti sa bahay nila and wala naman kaming ginagawa masyado... Ininsist na namin na pupunta na kami sa MOA at IKEA.
Next stop after Binondo, IKEA. kahit na may IKEA dito sa Hong Kong. I still wanted to go sa IKEA ng Manila since yun na ang biggest IKEA in the world. True naman. ang laki nga. Pero there's nothing much to see kasi same lang din naman yung mga products sa IKEA dito sa Hong Kong of course. Wala lang, gusto ko lang pumunta. Since may exit naman din sa IKEA na ang labas mo is a part of MOA tapos tagos tagos na lang din dun. Sobrang napagod kami ni oti kakalakad. Ok lang naman maglakad pero ang init kasi and may suot pa na mask. Kaya medyo ang hirap. Sobrang uhaw. Even told mom na sobrang init at pawis na pawis na ako. Kasi syempre winter dito sa Hong Kong. super lamig nung morning ko tapos biglang init na sa gabi lol.
Sa sobrang uhaw at hindi na namin talaga matiis. Plus, was kinda craving for milk tea din kasi. tapos Oti wanted to drink Thai Milk Tea for how long na. So we did everything we could just to look for their shop in MOA since may nasalubong din kami na girl na umiinom nyan. lol. after drinking, we continued walking around MOA. and guess what I found.
TA-DA! IN THE SOOP in Mall of Asia, MANILA!!! Grabe yung saya ko dyan! my wallet is prepared literall! Kahit na hindi ko inexpect na meron pa sila sa MOA. Plus I know na pricey talaga yung benta. My brother was trying to stop me from entering na. Pero wala syang nagawa. I ended up buying a mug.
Dhai, ang ingat ko talaga hawakan pati supot. Bawal malukot hahaha
after MOA, umuwi na kami. I told my brother na umuwi na kami sa condo kasi I wanted to see it personally na din kung ok ba yung outcome ng designs and everything. Tsaka sobrang pagod ko na talaga at medyo inaantok na ako. Kahit na gusto ko pa lubus-lubusin yung oras ko sa Pilipinas, I still need to think about myself din.
Day 1 end
--to be continued--
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Type Of Boyfriend: Yoo Seonho
who?: Cube Ent / Pd101S2’s Yoo Seonho genre: 🌸 type: bullet point blog navigator. • how Yoo Seonho would be your boyfriend • with added Christmas spirit ahhh thank you for requesting @isaluciavevo this, it’s so long overdue I’m sorry Seonho is so freaking cute my heart can’t take this - Admin L
• hmm Yoo Seonho • 1/2 of my Cube chicks • y’all know this boy is wild • in the cutest way possible • Seonho goes to the same high school as you do, Cube International Academy • and he’s the vice-captain of the basketball team • captain - Lai Guanlin • Seonho is generally a bright and cheery person who doesn’t have trouble making friends • or keeping them • he practically knows the whole school • THAT Sophomore who is always hanging out with Seniors and Juniors • it’s also kind of pressing how a Sophomore is already the basketball captain • how shady • but that’s because Seonho enrolled into Cube because of his basketball skills • he was scouted when he was in middle school • and look where he is now • playing for one of the best high schools • talent • simply pure talent • can’t relate • but anyway • you’re new to Cube • you transferred over from C9 Academy • bye bye Jinyoung • and your transfer time was at a very odd time of the term • they decided to shove you in right when the last term started • which is around September and exams start in October • It isn’t the first time you’ve transferred schools but you didn’t exactly expect the principal to take ‘as soon as possible’ seriously • it was like they tossed you into the Lion’s Den with no prior warning • who gives prior warnings anyway.... • bad analogy but moving on • Cube is kind of intimidating no lie • there’s good looking and popular people everywhere • you feel out of place :( • luckily, Eunbin, the girl who is assigned to take care of you, is very sweet and introduces you to her friends too • even Wooseok, who sits next to her in class, welcomes you with open arms • you end up spending a lot of your first week with them • one day, you’re walking towards the cafeteria with Eunbin and Wooseok when a loud voice yells from behind • ‘HYUNG!’ ‘NOONA!’ • awkwardly, you stand to one side as a boy embraces his friends • it’s that weird thing when you’re with your friends • and they bump into their other clique • like • ‘uh hi idk if she’s been two-timing us’ • ‘who is the actual best friend.’ • ‘does she spend more time with me or you’ • except you can’t compare because you’ve only known people for two weeks • ahah • rip • take an L • sadly • ‘oh! Seonho, this is Y/N, they just transferred over from C9.’ Eunbin introduce, grinning from ear to ear • you smile shyly and wave • socialising 101 • Seonho brushes his fringe out of his eyes, beams brightly and waves back • HEART MELTED • his eyes just sparkle with happiness and they aren’t hidden by his huge spectacles • they’re too prominent • TOO BEAUTIFUL TO BE HIDDEN • ‘hey! Seonho, let’s go!’ A group of guys holding basketballs and dressed in their sports uniform shout • Seonho nods • ‘okay! I’ll see you around then guys. Welcome to Cube!’ • he skips away to join his friends • you’re left with your mind in a mess • honestly, he’s one of the cuter guys in your grade • actually, correction • the cutest guy you’ve ever seen • there’s no doubt about his physical handsomeness • not one • he’s good-looking, well-proportioned, has a sensible haircut • hair makes a HUGE difference • ‘oh!’ Eunbin clicks her tongue on the roof of her mouth. ‘you think he’s cute don’t you?’ • ‘n-no...’ • Wooseok ruffles your hair. ‘of course you do! you do! who can’t find him adorable?’ • ‘well, in THAT way but-‘ • ‘so you agree? you think he’s really cute?’ he teases more • You open and close your mouth several times, looking like a goldfish • ‘shut up.’ • Wooseok and Eunbin burst into laughter, playfully poking at you • you just wanted to eat lunch in peace, now look what happened :( • and they’re serving pizza today! • in the queue, Wooseok suddenly says, ‘how many times do you think Seonho or Guanlin queued up for pizza?’ • puzzled, you speak up. ‘aren’t we only entitled to one serving?’ • Wooseok just chuckles. ‘idk what goes on at C9 but this is Cube. no one will really pay attention if you take more than one plate, trust me, and I wouldn’t worry about Guan or Seonho, they’re pretty much Cube royalty’ • and that’s how you figured how popular and significant Seonho was • extremely • the next day, you found a sweet post-it stuck onto your locker • ‘y/n, hope you have a great day! talk to me if anything!’ • and there was also a bar of candy taped onto your door • your heart fluttered • madly, actually • you felt so special, like you owned the world • then, the boy next to you opened his locker and out came a similar looking note and a bar of chocolate • ‘awww! Seonho, he’s the sweetest.’ • o h • the boy collected his books and left with a bright smile on his face, ripping open the chocolate candy bar and tucking the post-it into his wallet • oh wow • your face flushed red and you crushed the post-it and shoved it to the very bottom of your backpack • you wish you could stuff your feelings back to wherever they came from • it was embarrassing to feel so special and close to someone you had barely made eye contact with • Seonho was just that guy who liked to present his friends with acts of his love and kindness • while he was incredibly popular, he was still humble and true to himself • cute • so so SO cute • NO SWEETIE YOU CAN’T FALL FOR HIM LIKE JUST THAT • N O • love at first sight :”) • you kind of dread today knowing that Seonho doesn’t share any classes with you • sigh • in science, Wooseok suddenly turns to you and asks, ‘hey, do you mind helping me return some books to the school library today? I would but Mr Kim called me up for math remedial and then I have basketball practice right after...’ • being the nice and kind friend you are, you agree to help him • ‘ah shit,’ he curses, realising he left the books in his locker. ‘can...you drop by the gymnasium later, I’ll pass them to you.’ • shrugging, you reply, ‘yeah sure, I need to talk to some of my club seniors anyway,’ • ‘thanks! you’re the best!’ • you don’t think anything of it until lunch, after consulting your squad - who screams • ‘why?’ • ‘wOOsEOk asKED yOu tO waTCH hIS PRActIce!’ • ‘....no I’m just getting stuff from him aiya what the heck...’ • ‘no way, Wooseok isn’t like this. Did Eunbin not introduce Seonho to you yesterday?’ • ‘iT MUST BE SEONHO.’ • and that’s how everyone started shipping you two • pls be rational, logical friends • you realise slyWooseok isn’t one of those people when you arrive at the gym • and he dumps a whole pile of books in your arms • you know your arms are bound to break • and the library is on the 4th floor, not in the same block • ‘WOO-‘ • ‘THANK YOU’ he yells, running back to join his team • even though they’re getting a 10 minute break • sighing, you sluggishly stumble out of the gym • ‘here,’ • YOO SEONHO STRIKES • ‘let me help you.’ • AsDFGHJKL • he won’t take your refusals and talks to you along the way • in the end, he smiles at you before bidding you goodbye • AND A NEW CONTACT IN YOUR PHONE • that’s how it started • you found yourself texting Seonho a lot • like • a lot • he was super sweet person to talk to • and often used cute emojis to talk • then if he got mad about something, he would leave you on ‘read’ until 10 minutes later • I’m gonna try and do that ^ • it was such a casual thing when you guys started dating • literally • but your heart was pounding, even hours after he had asked you out • it was right after your final paper • btw, Seonho stayed and studied with you until the library closed when you were cramming • and he also helped you with notes and whatnot • Eunbin and Wooseok even made a bet to see how long it would take for you two to start dating • the cutest tbh • and once he asked you • you said • YES • and then you got to know a lot more people in your grade, older and younger students • how cool • Seonho always gave you his basketball team jacket to wear at games • he was so shy the first time he asked you • it was right after his practice and you were waiting for him near the school gate • he came out of the locker room, trembling hands holding onto his jacket • subtly • ‘h-hey b-babe,’ he stammers • listen • this boy RARELY stutters, he always can find a good excuse or make up something on the spot • you know he’s serious about something • ‘can...c-can you w-wear my jacket to my game this Saturday? if...i-if y-you’re planning to g-go of course!’ he adds quickly, while a blush fills his face • there was no way you were going to pass up the opportunity • and that’s when your relationship was announced to the general public • but who was shocked? • everyone saw it coming • you guys are too cute as a couple to go unnoticed • Seonho is a lowkey sucker for PDA • like the boy will make his relationship KNOWN • it’s the little things that matters • a small peck on the cheek • the way your hand fits in his • sometimes you really want to kiss his forehead but this boy is like a 6’0 giraffe and unless you’re at least 5’11.5 that’s a bit of a struggle • rip me I’m 5’4.5 • I think • he just giggles and bends down so you can kiss him comfortably • or you’re 6’5 and height has never really been a problem • oh, I envy • he will hug you out of nowhere • back hugs • side hugs • front hugs • hugs you and spins you around • collapses into your arms hugs • yes, expect clinginess and extensive skinship • but you love it • you guys don’t argue much unless it’s something roughly related to life or death • you can see the fury in Seonho’s eyes but he just locks himself in a room for a good hour to get the rationality back • maybe that’s the secrets to a good relationship • he doesn’t hold back on the ‘L word’ either • you first said it a good year into the relationship • he said it in a good month • it was the weekend right after his team won a major championship and you took him out for pizza • he said I love you after you promised to pay for the pizza he wanted • but he really means it • dates with him could be quite adventurous and spontaneous • ‘yo, let’s go on a date today.’ • ‘ok. just let me cancel this thing first.’ • it’s either you guys go to the amusement park the time it opens to nightfall • or you go there, take one ride and leave • Seonho could also be the guy who likes cafe dates • not cafe hopping but • you guys could pinpoint a particular place • go there for a couple of dates to try everything you like on the menu • before moving on to another place • on 1 December, Seonho burst into your house and woke you up by singing to Christmas carols • enthusiasts about the holiday • buys matching ugly Christmas sweaters • he tried to DIY ones with you but they weren’t the best • you wear them to sleep though, because don’t waste comfy sweaters • present wise, if you send him a list of things you want/need, he might get all of them just for you • compliments you all the time • but if that shirt is ugly, that shirt is ugly • Seonho tries to teach you how to play ‘Jingle Bells’ on the piano • it involved a lot more hand-holding than you thought • his passion for music is admirable • just watching him immerse himself in the piano can make anyone cry • and the fact that he wants to involve you in something he holds so close to his heart • C R Y ME A RIVER • when it snows, it’s either you two snuggle by the fireplace • or engage in a deathly snowball fight outside • Guanlin and Wooseok joined you guys once • Guanlin nearly had to go to the ER after • Seonho likes to build snowmen with you • only with you • even though it didn’t look like a picture perfect Olaf, he was so proud of it and took a dozen polaroids • all in all, Seonho is a super supportive boyfriend, loves skinship • he can get annoyingly clingy and sometimes sensitive • but you guys always work it out • because love is love • you learn more about Seonho everyday • he will warm up and open up to you, don’t worry • you love him • like c’mon, he helped you decorate a whole ass Christmas tree then let you put the star on top • this is marriage • happy holidays!
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I was tagged by @suspiciouslypinklady and figured what better was to return from my weekend away than with this? ❤️ Thanks for the tag btw :)
🌸 name: Stacey
🌺 nicknames: Stace, Teetee, Cece, BE, Echoes & Big Head (it’s my neighbor’s nickname for me, she’s weird, don’t ask lol)
🌸 gender: Female
🌺 star sign: Aquarius
🌸 height: Five foot nine inches
🌺 sexuality: Lesbian with bisexual leanings, aka I’ve dated men in my past but only date women now.
🌸hogwarts house: Pottermore says I’m a Slytherin, so there ya go.
🌺dream trip: London, Wales, L.A, Tokyo.
🌸avg hours of sleep: Depends on the day, the month, hell even the hour. I’m a terrible insomniac but also have MDD so I either don’t sleep at all for days on end, or can barely wake up.
🌺why I made a tumblr: I found out about Tumblr through LiveJournal back in the early TS3 days when I was looking for an easier place to post than Blogspot.
🌸 dog or cat person: While my dream animal is an English Bulldog, I admittedly am more of a cat person because they’re slightly less work than a dog.
🌺 when I made my blog: October 31st 2011, but I don’t think I posted on it for a couple days so my first post was probably in early Novemberr of 2011.
🌸 followers: Enough
🌺 reasons for my URL: Honestly? Because it’s familiar lol. It was some pretentious screenname I came up with back when I was a pretentious seventeen year old full of angst and pain, and I’ve used it ever since because it’s rarely taken and it’s sort of just become part of who I am.
🌼 5 THINGS YOU’LL FIND IN MY ROOM:
An insane amount of empty water bottles
Nail polishes on basically every surface
Cats, usually at least one.
Laundry, like too much of it, omg.
Makeup.
🌼 5 THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY:
My mom
Video Games
Music
Nail art
My nieces and nephew
🌼 5 THINGS I’M CURRENTLY INTO:
Really bright and odd coloured lipsticks
Leggings, omg I never wanna wear jeans again!
Vanilla Lattes
Fallout 4
All the nail polishes ever!
🌼 5 THINGS ON MY TO DO LIST:
Finish making my simblr secret santa gifts
Finish working on my default skinblend
Wrap my neighbor’s sister’s gift for her (I wrap everyone’s Christmas gifts I know, I’m really neat so they send gifts over for me to wrap)
Play the Grey’s some more so I have something to put in my queue
Recreate the Grey’s starting shack in the desert for @purpleleopard96 which I keep forgetting to do! I’m so sorry bb!
🌻 I tag : @funboysims, @finniepanda, @purpleleopard96, @nerdychibimonster, @claudiasharon, @nervoussimblr & @faerieflower - Feel free to ignore this, you don’t really have to do it if you don’t want too ;)
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Thank you for the tag @missfairygodmother and I am so incredibly sorry for how late this is!
1 - Why did you choose your url?
I wish I had a grand deep reason but the truth is, my irl name means butterfly and Viliinder means the same in some other language that I forgot very soon after I choose the url. Sorry it isn’t very interesting😕
2-Any side blogs? Nopeee, this silly little one is more than enough for me.
3 -How long have you been on Tumblr?
Since November 2013 I think, not sure. Basically before Christmas on my senior year of high school.
4-Do you have a queue tag?
I’m sorry a what now? Guys I am practically a technophobe don’t ask me these things😭
Dear mutuals feel free to enlighten me.
5 - Why did you start your blog in the first place?
One of my highschool friends at the time said it was the place for introverts to dump their thoughts without worrying about migration of families or popular irl friend groups. Just private and overall safe.And apparently it’s true ! I am very grateful for that.
6 - Why did you choose your icon/pfp?
Well, because this is my blog so it made sense the icon was me😋😂
7 - Why did you choose your header?
*Checks header* Ohh it’s actually something I put together myself to motivate me. I used to have it as a lockscreen in my computer so when I decided to change my icon I realized they went together and the rest as they say is history.😊😊
8 - What’s your post with the most notes?
That is a great question and I wish I had an answer but I don’t *shrugs* sowy.
9 - How many mutuals do you have?
I don’t have a specific number but I do know that most blogs I enjoy follow me back so thanks for that dears❤❤ I know it can get messy up in here.
10 - How many followers do you have?
*checks* 354 for some reason completely unknown to me. I wasn’t expecting that number and I am going to continue to post solely for myself and a very restricted number of people so I don’t get over whelmed and embarrassed.
11 - How many people do you follow?
172 but I really must take a moment, one of these days, to see how many of those have been deactivated and stuff because I tend to see the same people appear on my feed over and over (my beloved people -looking at you J ;) )
12 - Have you ever made a shitpost?
Who hasn’t ? Yes, I answered a question with a question breathe.
13 - How often do you use Tumblr each day?
Right now with this transition routine I almost spend my day here but normally I come here when I get home.
14 - Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?
Nope, I try to be respectful of other opinions and when it really bothers me I simply unfollow them.
15 - How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
I think someone needs to explain how counterproductive that sentence is to the OP’s of said posts. Yes, I know you use it as a neon sign to draw attention to the post but that is not the way that reads. When you do that you are, in fact, jeopardizing the spreading of the message you are worried about.By all means, add color and drama and whatever just don’t use that sentence.
16 - Do you like tag games? 17 - Do you like ask games?
(This answers both) I love the creativity and care behind it. I love when people tag me, it makes me feels special necause that specific thingie made them think of me so, rest assured, it might take me a while but I will always do tag games. Apologies for the delay on this one btw.
18 - Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?
I am sure tons of them are but I am legit completely clueless about such things (a bit like in irl to be honest).So if you are Tumblr famous and we are mutuals thanks for considering me cool enough for that. Sorry for the unavoidable disappointment.
19 - Do you have a crush on a mutual?
OMG I can’t imagine the mess that would be.I rarely crush but when I do is so embarrassingly intense I can’t even deal with myself. That being said, most of you live so far away I think I would suffer a ton. I did find my twinnie in here so all is well.😍😊🦋
Completely suggestive tags @jacquiebethelina44 , @mrskatebridgerton, @queenie-004 annnnd that sweet anon that sent me an ask saying he/she would like to be my friend, if you want to this is my sign to you ❤
Also anyone that thinks they would like to do it but haven’t been tagged I just tagged you 😘
tag game!!
thank you for the tag @barnesafterglow !! 💕 (doing it on a separate post because is getting really long lol)
1 - Why did you choose your url?
my fist was @/habisbi (I was only here to read) but once I decided to write for marvel I chose it @/asgardwinter because I mainly write for Loki and Bucky (and winter is also my favourite season lol)
2 - Any side blogs?
I have I library blog (more for me than my followers because my own reblog makes me feel more confident when I post lol) and a fic rec blog I'm still working on
3 - How long have you been on Tumblr?
I created this acount a bit more than a year ago but only started to really use it on april/may
4 - Do you have a queue tag?
I did but I don't use it anymore
5 - Why did you start your blog in the first place?
at first I was curious about it and than when I returned this year I saw a lot of people writing here and it souded like a fun thing to do (I'm not a native speaker so it was a way to test if I really knew english lol)
6 - Why did you choose your icon/pfp
I liked it and that's it ? (I wish I had a better explanation)
7 - Why did you choose your header?
again, I just found it pretty
8 - What’s your post with the most notes?
my Loki fic Silly Wooden Box I'm so proud of this little oneshot
9 - How many mutuals do you have?
i don't know exactly but love every single one of them (I also know I don't have many but it's just because I'm afraid of talking to people)
10 - How many followers do you have?
244 (I still have no idea how)
11 - How many people do you follow?
about 161 but it increases every day 🙃
12 - Have you ever made a shitpost?
idk maybe?
13 - How often do you use Tumblr each day?
more than I should, for sure
14 - Did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?
no, the only thing I ever got into was some people translating tumblr works without permission
15 - How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
I just ignore most of the time? idk I fell like not reblogging is my protest lol
16 - Do you like tag games?
I love them!! (I'm just really afraid of tagging people and upsetting them, but I love to see that someone thought of me)
17 - Do you like ask games?
yes yes yes!!
18 - Which of your mutuals do you think is Tumblr famous?
idk about famous but I'll say about people that I freaked out a bit when they followed me. @buckysbiota (Ari's so talented I was shocked lol), also @poetic-fiasco (I read her stuff on ao3 and was like "you?? here?? on my page??really??")
19 - Do you have a crush on a mutual?
i need to confess that i fall for everyone who is even a bit decent to me... so more than one 🥰
💕 no pressure tags: @/buckysbiota + @janetsnakehole02 + @writing-for-marvel + @/poetic-fiasco + whoever wants to do!
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Twelve Days of Holly, Jolly Tidings - Day 11
Disclaimers: I watched “Dash & Lily” the other day on Netflix. This story is LOOSELY based on that book and Netflix series. I do not own “Dash and Lily” or Newsies or anything recognizable within the series. There are occasional curse words throughout the series, nothing too horrible but there’s some.
Catch Up Here
Monday, December 23
Two days before Christmas found Kat curled up on her couch watching “How the Grinch Stole Christmas” and hugging a mug of peppermint hot chocolate in her hands. Her doorbell rang, causing her to pause the movie, getting up to answer the door.
Pulling open the door, her eyes went wide seeing someone dressed up as a gingerbread man standing at her doorway. “Are you Katherine Plumber?”
Knowing this had Jack’s name written all over it, she slowly nodded. “I am. And you are?”
Instead of answering her, the gingerbread broke out in song, singing “Holly Jolly Christmas” loudly, along with intricate dance moves and twirls. Part of Kat wanted to slam the door in its face, but a bigger part of her was secretly enjoying the singing gingerbread man. Once he finished, kneeling in front of her with his hands stretched out, she clapped for him. She paused, giving him a look. “Thank you for that absolute stunning performance.”
Pulling the gingerbread man’s hat off, she started laughing loudly seeing who was underneath. Giving her a dirty look, Albert shook his head. “Damn Jack for at least paying me to do this.”
“Do you want to come in?” Kat asked, pushing her front door wider, allowing him to step inside.
Albert was one of Jack’s friends that she absolutely adored - he went to college with them. Him and his fiance Finch were really good friends and they were often invited to game night at their house. “So how much did Jack pay you to do that?”
“You don’t want to know.” Albert shook his head, giving her a look. “Besides, he told me I had to bring this to you.”
Holding out the green notebook, Kat took it from him with a grin. “Thank you and thank you for making my day with that song and dance.”
“You’re welcome. Thank goodness you didn’t get any of that on film.” He grinned, putting the gingerbread man’s head back on.
She grinned . . . little did he know that she had a Ring as a doorbell. She wouldn’t be sharing that knowledge, allowing the video to do all the talking when she shared it with Jack and Race.
“Thanks again Albert.” She grinned, walking him to the door. “Have a great rest of your afternoon.”
She watched him walk down the stairs before shutting the door behind her. Shaking her head, she leaned against her door, opening up the notebook.
Happy 11th day of Christmas, Kat!
Hope you enjoyed that performance Al put on for you. BTW, I want the footage from your Ring!
I apologize that you’re getting the notebook late . . . . it took far too long to convince Albert to do that. I had to bring in the big guns of Finch, Race, AND Spot to get him to do it. But I hope that it made you smile.
For today’s adventure you’re going to the tallest building in the city. Go climb your mountain, your adventures awaits . . . so get a move on! Once you’re at the top, continue reading.
Grabbing her warm hoodie and her coat, she grabbed her bag, tucking the notebook into it before heading out the door. She shook her head, thinking she should’ve grabbed a mug of something warm before hitting the streets.
Stepping out of her apartment building, her eyes widened seeing the freshly fallen snow that fell overnight. At least six inches had fallen, creating a winter wonderland throughout the streets. Rubbing her hands together, she dug her gloves out, putting them on before heading towards the subway station.
Ducking into the underground, a heater blows warm air at her before a coldness could seep into her bones. Walking through the turnstile, she headed for the platform to wait. She smiled hearing kids jumping and giggling as they too waited for the train to arrive. With it being two days before Christmas, spirits were high and excitement palpable on the platform.
Skipping onto the train, she watched a little girl mimic her before taking a seat at the far end of the car. Keeping her eye on the little girl, Kat watched her as she kept a hand on the handrail as she spun, twirling her dress, her infection giggling ringing loudly in the car. Kat wiggled her fingers in the girl’s direction as her face lit up, eagerly shaking her hand back at Kat.
Several stops went by before she got off the train, heading to the street level. She would never get tired of getting off the subway and seeing One World Trade Center standing in front of her. The first couple of times she saw it, she would never be ashamed to say that she cried. It was just that powerful and moving.
Making her way to the building, she was relieved to see the area wasn’t that crowded. She stopped at the waterfall pools to pay her respects before heading to the stunning tower.
Walking into the lobby, she bought tickets to the Observation deck before joining the queue to the elevator. A couple of other people were in front of her so they made quick work on getting them onto the elevator and up to the 102 floor.
Stepping off the elevator, her eyes adjusted to the bright natural light from the big windows. Finding an empty bench, she took a seat, taking in the scene of the big windows, the city laid out at her feet, with a 360 degree view.
Opening the notebook, she found today’s entry before continuing to read.
Welcome to the One World Trade Center Observation deck. It’s another favorite place of mine - there’s something about being so high in the air that you can see a full 360 degrees around you. It’s a good place to think and draw when I’m feeling restless.
Anyways, I wanted you to come here to look at the prettiness of the city from your perch above. You have your stories about 9/11 just like I do but that’s not the purpose of today’s adventure. It’s just to appreciate the beauty surrounding you.
So, spend some time reflecting on the beauty around you. Write down everything you see beautiful, no matter how little or big it is.
Spending the next few minutes, she wrote down everything beautiful she had encountered in the last few weeks. The smile was permanent on her face as she relaxed with the sound of her pen scratching across the paper.
She felt someone sit down at the other end of the bench but paid them no attention as she continued to write. Clicking her pen, her eyes reread the things she wrote before moving onto Jack’s scrawl.
I think one of the things that we all do is getting caught up in the little nuances of the day that we forget that there’s something beautiful in every day. There’s always something good in the messy world we live in. I often have to remind myself to stop and smell the roses - slow down and just enjoy the little things that are around me.
Now, there’s a surprise for you today . . . . but it’s different from your usual surprises. In the exhibit hall, there’s a Christmas theme exhibit that you’ll want to check out. It’s actually really cool. In the exhibit, you’ll find your surprise.
Closing the book, she reread the last paragraph, confused by Jack’s words. Knowing, not to question him, she tucked the notebook back in her bag before walking over to the exhibit hall. Walking up the ramp, her eyes widened seeing the whimsical artwork along the walls. There was a wintery scene painted with various creatures greeting her as she walked; a mix of digital artwork and paintings.
At one point, there was a digital video that played. Watching it, she smiled, getting lost into the artwork that surrounded her. Continuing on her journey, she was stopped by a stunning painting of a woodland scene. The moon was in the corner, shedding light on the many birch trees in perfect lines. She searched the painting for an artist's name, frowning when she didn’t see one. “Stunning painting, huh?”
“It truly is.” She whispered, not taking her eyes off the work. “I was trying to find the artist’s name.”
“The artist’s name is Jack Kelly.” A familiar voice said as she looked over at his shoulder at him. He had a big grin on his face as he stepped up to join her. “Surprise!”
Her jaw dropped. “It’s stunning Jack, absolutely stunning.”
“Thank you.” He ducked his head, a blush on his cheek. “You kinda inspired it.”
Kat’s eyes furrowed, looking at her boyfriend. “How?”
“A couple of weeks ago you were talking about going into the woods just to get away, needing somewhere to breath and escape. I went home after that and painted this.” Jack smiled. “I knew they were doing this exhibit and after the hospital mural, I was approached to submit something for this. Your idea of needing to escape and going to the woods was actually good because it fit perfectly in with this wonderland.”
Slipping his hand in her, he squeezed it. “You’ve inspired more art of mine than you probably know. You’re a good muse.”
She giggled, a blush crossing her face as she ducked her head. “That’s good to know.”
“Don’t worry, I won’t tell you which ones.” He grinned, tugging on her hand as they made their way through the exhibit. “Let’s finish walking through. I haven’t actually seen the rest yet.”
“This is pretty cool . . . do they do this every year?” Kat asked as they stopped to look at a few more paintings.
Jack nodded. “They’ve done it the last few years. I came last year just to scope it out.”
She grinned, slipping her arm through the crook of his elbow as they continued their walk. Along the way, Jack pointed out little things that she wouldn’t normally see. She smiled as they finished walking through the exhibit.
Nodding, she followed him on the elevator as they descended. She watched him out of the corner of her eye. “You alright? Something is off about you but I can’t put my finger on it.”
“Just enjoying the Christmas feeling in the air.” He grinned. “You know it’s only two days until Christmas.”
She giggled. “A little birdie told me that. My parents left this morning for California.”
“Their loss and my family’s gain.” Jack shrugged, leaning over to kiss her cheek. “Come on, let’s head out.”
Leading her off the elevator, they walked out into the cooler night. Kat tugged on their linked hands, dragging him over to a bench. Sitting down, she shut her eyes, and just relaxed. “Pssst …. what are we doing?”
Cracking open an eye, she looked at him. “You were the one that talked about taking time to enjoy the little things. So I’m doing what you said.”
“Oh ok.” Jack grinned, reaching into his pocket to grab something before putting it on Kat’s lap. “While you’re doing that, I’m just going to make sure no one kidnaps you.”
Feeling a weight on her lap, she opened her eyes to look down - a white box laid there. “What did you do, Kelly?”
“Me?” He asked, eyes widened. “I didn’t do anything. This is your surprise for the day.”
Her eyes widened, picking up the much bigger box than usual. “It’s bigger than all the rest.”
“Way to pick up on that Captain obvious.” Jack mumbled, as she reached over and back handed his shoulder. “Maybe you should open it and not hit me anymore.”
Removing the lid, her eyes went wide seeing a bracelet inside. But she gasped as she recognized the contents on the bracelet. Attached to the bracelet were all the charms from the previous 10 days. Picking it up, she twirled it so she could see all of her little surprises. Looking up at Jack, her lips curled up in a smile. “It’s perfect, Jack. Thank you.”
Leaning forward, she pressed a kiss to his lips as he grinned. “I’m glad you like it.”
“It’s a perfect representative of the last 11 days.” She grinned as he took it from her before attaching it to her wrist.
“Perfect fit.” Jack twirled it so that all the charms hung from her wrist.
Lacing her fingers with his, she gave them a squeeze. “Hey, I want to say thank you. You have completely turned around this holiday season for me. I love you.”
“I love you too.” He tugged her close, bending down and kissing her. “I hate it when you’re upset and angry and truth be told, I just wanted to do something that would make you smile. And you’ve got a family that you’ve created all on your own, outside of your physical family and they care just as much for you as you do for them.”
Shaking her head, she looked down at their linked hands as tears crowded her eyes. “Thank you Jack.”
“You’re welcome, Kat. I’d do anything to make you smile.” He kissed her. “Anything.”
Standing up, he tugged her up into a standing position as she slipped her arm in the crook of his elbow. “So I have a question for you?”
Looking over at him as they walked, she raised an eyebrow. “Yes?”
“Is there anything that you would change in the past eleven days?” He looked over at her, his lip between his teeth, as if he was nervous about something.
Taking a few moments to think back on the eleven days, she twitched her mouth as she thought. Jack chuckled at her face watching her.
“Honestly, I don’t think so. You wrote so elegantly in that journal and made me think about a lot of things. You were constantly surprising me and bringing up the little details of our relationship that, honestly, I had forgotten about. It was a good trip down memory lane.” Kat grinned, shrugging. “But to answer your question, I don’t think there’s anything that I’d change.”
Nodding, Jack grinned. “Good. That’s what I wanted to hear.”
“I mean . . .” Kat started, Jack quickly shaking his head.
“You had your chance to speak your mind and you didn’t.” Jack interrupted, sticking his tongue out at her.
Her eyes lit up as an idea hit her. “Wait, I have one thing.”
Jack gave her a look, before nodding. “What’s that?”
“Another favorite look of mine.” Kat’s eyes lit up and truth be told, Jack would do anything to see her face light up like that again.
Biting his lip, he thought back on the past 5 years. “Another look . . . hmmmm.”
“Trying to figure out which one to tell me about or the one that’s less scandalous.” Kat grinned, as they stopped at a crosswalk.
Jack threw his head back, shaking his head. “No trying to figure out which ones I love more.”
Crossing the street, they continued to lazily walk down the street, with no real destination in mind. Kat tilted her head towards Jack. “Got one?”
“This outfit was the outfit you were wearing when I realized that I loved you.” Jack grinned. “We met in October and this outfit was one you wore in the middle of November. Remember when we went to clean up the woods?”
Kat’s eyes went wide. They had volunteered with a bunch of other kids in their dorms to clean up the ravines behind their campus. “I was in ratty jeans and an old hoodie. That’s one of your favorite looks of mine?”
“Yes, that’s one of my favorites. You had your hair tied up in a ponytail but by the end of the day, your hair was everywhere from walking in the woods. You kept telling me that you were a mess but I couldn’t tear my eyes away from you.” Jack grinned, biting his lip. “You were so drop dead sexy and you didn’t even know it.”
A blush crossed her cheeks, as she looked over at him. “Well if I knew that was going to be in your top ten looks, I would’ve cared a bit more.”
“The thing is, if you had known, it probably wouldn’t be in my list.” Jack quipped back grinning. “Besides, that was the first time that it hit me that I was actually in love with you.”
She raised an eyebrow. “So how long after that did you tell me?”
“I think like a week.” Jack chuckled. “But everyone knew I was gone over you. I am surprised that no one spilled the beans.”
Kat laughed. “Much like the last eleven days.”
“Oh I told them I wouldn’t hesitate to kill them and bury their body if they spoke a word about the last eleven days with you.” Jack chuckled, shaking his head.
She threw her head back and belly laughed. “Jack Kelly, that’s awful.”
“I wanted to make sure those idiots didn’t ruin the surprise for you.” He defended his actions. “But there’s more to come - you’ve got one more day left.”
Her eyes lit up at that. “Any hints?”
“Maybe . . . . do you want to know?” Jack asked, as they stepped onto her street.
Biting her lip, she shrugged. “If it’s going to ruin anything, no I don’t want to know. If it’s not, then sure.”
“We’re going to one of your favorite holiday places tomorrow.” Jack grinned. “That’s your clue, do with it what you will.”
Filing the piece of knowledge away for later, she nodded. “I’m really looking forward to it. But you know this blows anything that I got you out of the water, right?”
“It’s not a competition, Kat.” He raised his eyebrows. “But I wouldn’t sell yourself short.”
She paused in her step, causing her arm to be ripped from the crook of his arm. “What do you mean by that?”
“Not uh, Kat. You’re not getting anymore from me.” He chuckled, stopping at the bottom of her apartment stairs. Giving her a look, he held out his hand. “Now I believe you have something that belongs to me.”
Digging in her bag, she grabbed the notebook, handing it over to him. “Thank you. Be ready by eight tomorrow morning and dress warmly.”
“Eight is awfully early, Jack.” She raised an eyebrow.
He chuckled. “Just be ready. I’ll bring coffee and I’ll see you then. I love you.”
Pushing onto her tiptoes, she leaned forward giving him a kiss. “I love you too and I’ll be ready.”
“Have a good night, Kat. See you in the morning.” He stole one more kiss before he headed down the street, back to his own apartment. She watched him until she couldn’t see him anymore. Shaking her head, she let her mind reflect back on the past few hours and just laughed. Anytime she spent with Jack would never, ever be bored, that’s for sure.
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