#Think about the next ten years
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You can't, and shouldn't be able to, control the interpretation or fan works people make of your creations (plagiarism aside). Otherwise we'd have a lot of angry bigoted creators shooting down our diversity headcanons and fics rn
BUT that doesn't mean you should be afraid to create, especially what others are not creating. Create for the people who WILL interpret your work how you meant it, for people who will learn from your work, those who will benefit from seeing something that goes against the status quo, that represents them, that shows them kindness and love, that cries with them. Create for yourself, for the person you were when you needed your creations. For the person of now who needs them too. I promise it will mean something.
Because you know who isn't afraid to keep creating? Those aforementioned bigoted creators. They don't want you to create. They don't want you as competition. They certainly don't want you challenging or changing the status quo. Do it anyway.
Being an aromantic writer is frustrating because you want to show aromantic people but you know damn well people would misinterpret their relationships as romantic and ship them, ignoring the orientation of them for aromantics like you to finally get more recognised within in or out of the community. It really says something that I know I have to be explicitly clear that these characters are aromantic and I don't want them shipped for people to even slightly get the message across.
#Think of Todd from Bojack and how much he meant to aros#Hell I'm aro and I can't even name another aro character outside of that show??#Maybe Jughead if that's canon or there was someone in She-Ra?#We see implied aromanticism at best#Although usually not even that#You know how it is#I may never get my stories published so maybe that makes me a hypocrite but I want others to succeed at what I'd love to do#How much it meant that Alex Hirsh and Rebecca Sugar fought to get what they could on the air#Rick Riordan publishing handfuls of queer characters under Disney Hyperion#Imagine our voices becoming the mainstream#Like seven years ago I didn't know that aromantic was a THING#Ten years ago I learned about asexuality and nonbinary genders#I was already a teenager#My sibling is ten years younger and grew up with Magnus Chase and the Owl House and is openly pan and nonbinary#Think about the next ten years#Maybe being aro will be normal too
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really gotta hand it to the mountain goats because i’ve seen them three times now and, between all three performances, they’ve played 57 unique songs! that’s a lot of setlist diversity!
#the only songs i’ve seen at all three shows are no children and this year#i don’t think i saw that many twice either honestly…#which is partly luck - but still#i also finally did what i was avoiding doing bc i knew I’d be obsessive about it and made a list of my most wanted songs#MOST of them have been played within the last five years#and then like four it’s been ten years or more#and one has never been played live at ALL#but i am EVER hopeful!!#next time john does a solo tour i’ll probably just take a vacation and follow along haha#the mountain goats#tmg
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And never let you go ♥
Bonus without the overspill lighting:
#💟#Digital art#Full Art#Art#Edgar#Scriabin#It's that time of year again where I get real sappy about Vargas ♥ Because yes! Once again it is my own personal Vargasversary! 🎊 Yaaaay#Seven years now - I don't know what to do with seven years it feels like a hard to define number haha#Right in the middle between five years and ten years! A while to be certain but hard to define as a Long Time either hmm#Well whatever it doesn't matter <3 The important part is that I still love Vargas and them very much ♥♪#I actually didn't really have any specific plans for this Vargasversary :0 I haven't been drawing them much again#Other things have drawn my focus and attention hehe ♪#So I just kinda set my hand loose - no sketches on paper no defined idea - this is just what my hand/brain came up with in the moment#I'm pleased :) I think it accurately expresses how I feel about them hehe <3#I wrote down what ended up being the text/caption a couple months ago while I was in Big Love in their direction#I don't remember what inspired it anymore other than just - They ♥ Themst ♥ Do love them <3#I've planned my next reread now ♪ Barring anything drastic (like an update lol) I know when I'll be rereading next#I'm looking forward to it! :D As always hehe <3#It's still a bit a ways off which works well for recharging :)#And of course I'll be doing my usual in the meanwhile - this and the main anniversary and my sketchdumps and Requestober haha#The caption is as much me as it is Edgar after all <3#Even quiet and sleeping I still find them as a comfort - a place I find rest and joy in ♥#Inspiring and lovely and wonderful - pretty and tender and dear!#Oh and#Always finding a way to flip up the bottom of the shirt#Hehe <3
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20 POSTERS FOR JUNGWON'S 20TH !!!
#enhypenet#kpopco#malegroupsnet#enhypen#jungwon#heetual#how did we get here.. again.. how did i convince myself to do this again.. look.. if i never make another poster at least you know why#tbf compared to sunoo's i'm feeling better creatively bc i gave myself a bit more time blah blah blah i changed my background colour just#for these and i'm kind of digging F3F0DD idk.. like maybe i'm a yellow background girl these days.. ik poster ten is grey and now im lookin#at it with resentful eyes but idk if i saved the psd or if i have the effort to change it.. it will bug me.. no. idc idc stop asking abt it#next year riki will turn 20 and i will isolate myself for the last time.... kind of sad honestly whatever idc#UGH and poster nine is also not yellow i think it's F1F1F1 which is my go to off white.. WHATEVER what do you think about passionfruit by#nmixx lmk and thanks for looking at my posters please enjoy and lmk your fave if u have one mine is 4 or 5 <333#also im sure the quality is awful sorry about it shrug emoji#z.enhypen#z.gfx#z.jungwon#happy jungwon day
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as someone who isnt super excited for sotm for certain reasons I am really glad that like. it's clear that since ruin theyve been setting up for carnival and sotm IS carnival. so now that carnival is finally coming out, afterwards theyll be moving on to other plotlines since the main villain stuff is sorted out
I'm just rlly happy to finally see a clear direction for how the story is gonna be playing out with like "okay these games were leading up to this so after this will be open possibilites" instead of like. absolutely no info about each upcoming game and being left guessing before it releases and just having to wait and see what's in it and if anything you're looking forward to will be in it
it feels like they have a plan and a solid direction for what they're trying to do and after carnival releases thatll be all that buildup coming to fruition. & we already know from the Scott interview that theres another release 'beyond sotm' that's 'super exciting' so maybe thatll be focusing on another big currently untouched (which is basically all of them) plotline, or even the big campaign game that dawko has been calling security breach 2
#even if i dislike how theyve been handling this whole mimic cassies dad factory mapbot bonnie bully stuff#the past like 2 releases 3 after sotm#after watching johns theory video it really does feel like stuff was more purposeful with thought put into it when u plug in cassies dad#even if the plot of him being behind mxes and trapping mimic is pushing other more important characters aside#its probably what happened and accepting that makes the story at least seem more thought out#it did make me feel better about it bc like. it at least feels like theyre cooking#like what theyre working on DOES have a direction and a plan and it isnt just random stuff like how it felt when hw2 came out#i might still think that the stuff theyve been doing the past few releases is boring af and uninteresting#compared to earlier concepts like focusing on vanny and the possession aspects and sentient glamrocks#(we could see more of it with freddy if theyd let him come back ever)#but like. at least it has thought put into it and feels like theyre actually trying to set shit up for something#like sotm is an ORIGIN#the tagline was 'sometimes you have to understand the past to see the future'#at the end of the day sotm is a setup for a campaign thatll take place in present day anf#even if its taking ten thousand years to get there im excited for it#aka its taken a long time to tell this story setup of cassies dad and mimic and shit and it might be boring for some people#(me)#but at the end of the day its meant to be setup explaining the past of why mimic exists (even if that's already in tbe books)#so after we 'understand' it we can get back to present day#and focus on its current victims vanessa gregory cassie etc#cassies dad is 100% dead if hw2s protag is him so he woukdnt be relevant anymore. just another character thing to serve cassie#im just saying like after sotm its wide open for getting back to the plot#and i think its actually right to say that bc like all of this has been setup. if hw2 protag is cassies dad its a prequel to ruin#so rn ruin is the most recent game in the timeline. meaning the next game that takes place in current tjme will focus on the current mains#Gregory cassie vanessa#sorry for fnaf plot posting again ive been thinking about it a lot the past few days#thought id balance some negative ive posted with a positive since im feeling better about it myself :)#one day we're gonna be so back and its gonna be great#its just gonna be a long annoying wait lmao#thoughts
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★ — jason robertson for after hours; november 4, 2023 (x)
what's it like being part of arguably the greatest draft class of all time – greatest dallas draft class of all time – with oettinger and heiskanen? so the stars took heiskanen and oettinger in the first round, you in the second round, so it was a very productive draft. is that lost on you, that class? no, I mean, it's, it's — it's truly a special moment, I mean, we always see it, uh, and think about it when it's ever brought up, how special it is. you know, you don't find a franchise goalie, a franchise d-man, and a player … a forward like me in, uh, one round very often. so, um, very — you look back on it now and uh, we hit all of the spots, and six years later we're all pretty, uh … producing, and being big parts of this team. and hopefully and ideally we're gonna be big parts through these, uh — our carers.
#hockey#stars#dallas stars#jason robertson#he is sitting like the world's sweetest & most polite babygirl#but also his thighs are just Out There#something something the duality of man#i will literally never get tired of the 2017 draft class getting asked about each other btw. keep doing it for the next ten years even.#make the special boys talk about how special it is to be in a special little group together!#though to get slightly real about it. i do think it's interesting how much it happens more specifically with jason and jake#& i wonder how much is it that miro came into the league earlier than them so media members had time to see him apart from his matched set#& how much of it is jason and jake having north america specific media training#and being seen specifically by media members as Guys Who Are Good With Media#z:edit#42129
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#casino cups#cuphead#mugman#cagney carnation#back three years ago#I make this exact mistake so many times I had to draw a comic about it#I know that in Brightgoat's canon they only fought each of the debtors once because they won each time#because otherwise they would be dead for good#but I like to think that Mugs has been having a long string of short awkward conversations every time they try to start fighting Cagney#where he runs away every time he says something embarrassing#and Cagney has to wait five to ten minutes for Mugs to regain his dignity so the brothers can come back and try again#eventually they finally manage to fight each other when Mugs decides to just not speak at all for the next hour#his fighting is fueled by the fury of mortification#three years later Mugs lies awake at night remembering that time he said “Cagney Canary” and regretting everything
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I don't necessarily buy into the idea of love languages, but I think figuring out how you show your love to others can be such a great idea.
I've learned that I show love through gift-giving and creating things with my loved ones in mind. While this won't be compatible with everyone, the core of why you like expressing your love in particular ways can help you explore how to expand on how you express it.
I think this is important because I think we should strive to be adaptable and to understand ourselves as deeply as we understand the people we love. By getting to know yourself, you can how to appreciate all these qualities about you
#advice#relationships#this goes for ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP#i have always expressed my love in the same way no matter who it is - because i love them#i used to buy my friend flowers when i had no classes in high school#(funnily enough i'm not a huge fan of recieving gifts myself. i would rather be giving them)#inspired because i just gave my dad a gift the other day and i felt so fulfilled and happy#i've gone so long without giving a gift that i felt morose. and now i feel rejuvenated :3#i'm thinking about what gift i could give next#i've been talking a lot about crochet to my dad so maybe after my next project i could find something to make him#after my hoodie i wanna make this freddie fazbear beanie. i thought it was HILARIOUS#bruh i took sewing classes as a youth and i made a stuffed bear and gave it to him. and the bear has no eyes and he STILL HAS IT 😭#this bear is almost ten years old and he still has no eyes gd bless 😭💀💀
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Sanpha, watch over us (An Ida x F!Leith short)
this was written as a challenge, under an hour.
Their paths had crossed again on a day when the sun dipped below the horizon, and the moon reigned over the sky, casting its pale glow on the world below; on the world that Ida had come to know to mean more than rocks and trees, now including the slope of a nose and the curve of a hip. Lady Leith, lost in her thoughts, found herself seeking refuge beneath an ancient willow, a sacred space where the presence of love was ever palpable for the inhabitants of Riven, who sought such things in the face of everything horrid. Summer was fading now, the chill of the breeze enveloping the hesitance that lived within them both. Here, Ida watched as Leith ran fingers over her lips, contemplating. It had been only a month since they parted on that mission, where everything went wrong and blood had colored their clothes with rust and stain, and yet the kiss they had shared in the face of death had washed it all away.
Would she remember? Was it nothing to her?
Would nothing change?
It was there, beneath the weighing branches, that Leith's eyes met Ida’s again, and it was as if time stood still, and the universe conspired to bring their hearts together, yanking, violently, refusing to settle for a hazed dream behind closed eyes.
In that moment, the weight of their yearning pressed against their chests, like the longing for a season that had yet to arrive.
"Your cherry blossom lips, dewed with the honey I fed to you beneath the tombs of Oakweth,” Ida let her voice float on a cold wind, tender and tentative, “away from the pressures of what yesterday had wrought. How I miss the taste of them." Ida smiled as she approached, hiding her trembling hands with a voice as delicate as the branches that she pushed aside to venture closer.
Leith laughed, her heart caught in her chest. “Your poems had a way of making me… survive.”
“So I hoped. I couldn’t imagine a world-”
“We lived.”
“We did.” And as Ida stepped closer, her hand reaching out to gently touch Leith’s cheek, a surge of energy coursed through their veins, igniting a flame that could not be extinguished.
"Lady Leith, my persimmon. I yearn for autumn in your arms," Ida confessed, half poem, whole truth, her voice trembling with raw desire. “Have me to hold, as I will with you. For whatever time we have, for forever; for now."
In that moment, beneath the sacred tree, their lips met once more, sealing their vows in a violent kiss that trancendended any spoken or written word. Their love, forged in the crucible of yearning, would endure, unyielding and steadfast, like the ancient goddess of union who presided over their love.
#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#lgbtq#i will think about this for the next ten years! haha (sobbing and screaming)#leith/custom#idren/ida#heh please have mercy on my quickly jotted down writing i swear I can write better than this 😭#just had an ask accusing me of mispelling sappho. ITS ON PURPOSE DINGDONG (Yes its wholly unoriginal to name#your sapphic love goddess sanpho but i do what i want and you can't stop me!#🩷#SANPHA I MEANT SANPHA
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#i needed some minutes to get my thoughts together but this is a more cohesive ... thing of what i feel? idk#i feel like theres just no balance. obvs they debuted at a difficult time and it wouldve been hard to push it back bc of the members etc#its either theyre ignored (quite literally) or they get fucked over. why is there no balance between keeping their essence and also promo#like its SM's fucking fault that they didnt reach their actual potential. and it's their fault on how they handled lu/as' scandal.#if you weren't going to add him back to the group. why did you waste almost two years of their time for no reason? i just dgi. it always#makes me feel sad to see that clip of ten spoiling phantom at a kick back stage. they had their next cb planned like... idek#i feel from omy onwards when they shifted under prism. theyve had a different sound and their focus feels just on the kn audience#which is WILD. they have 127 and dream as it is. and it was a wayv song that got cn banned from being sung on national tv so... ?#sm wants cn money but no effort with their cn group. and this comeback has just pissed me off ngl. i like the songs and the aes but what#is the aim? what audience are we trying to cater to? krn? global? cn? okay. you fucked up in the past but look at what the fans are saying#what they like. phantom was their cb and it broke records. personal and otherwise. why arent we sticking to this? why arent are there no cn#bsides. and ill never forgive them for blaming wayv and kun. i really never will.#and about the sc situation. i think he can do as he pleases and im happy with whatever he picks. but the purposeful sabotaging of wayv & him#shifting the dates so he cant participate. .. SM you'll implode by my hand i promise. and then his fans coming to shit on wayv like they#personally told him not to participate. ridiculousness from both sides.#i don't think its that hard to experiment but also stay with what was liked originally. if theyre a chinese group. give them some cn songs.#to add on. i personally believe they shifted the dates bc lu/as debut was a complete money waste and they desperately needed another avenue.#egg.co
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you know someday i'm gonna feel so good when i have my student loans paid off
that ain't gonna be soon, trust me, but i think about it
#i've been saving so much for it that i paid off over like $2k in the last 2 or 3 months#it's just thinking about how the amount of interest goes off that drives me literally crazy#and my monthly amount i owe is like just under $120#which to some people as a regular bill is more manageable than others. but as i have an irregular income#as a substitute teacher it's something that gives me a LOT of stress.#which is another reason i've been overpaying. in case something happens/i can't get a lot of work#it defers the next due date.#that way it's not urgent but yet i still *feel* it all the time#debt is a crazy kind of thing#and to think that my loans are from COMMUNITY college. two years. publicly owned#when i start taking classes again soon. i currently have enough saved that if i take like ONE class#i can pay out of pocket. and i think im only gonna take one class to start anyway#which will also help with the deferred payments#see i just fucking hate having to think practically about money like this#tales from diana#idk how ppl leave high school and go straight to live in a dorm room at a private university for four straight years#and rack up tens to hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt.#first of all that lifestyle was not accessible for me to begin with. even when paying it was such an abstract put-it-off thought#as it is for so many 18-year-olds who are told not to worry about where they apply.#but i had under $12k to repay when the student loan debt was unfrozen last fall#and it's been weighing on me soooo heavily since then. i think about it every damn day#it's like the money i make isn't even mine. it goes straight to mohela and food#keep in mind i also live w my parents & am on their health insurance so someday there'll be moooore bills!!!!
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been scribblin with the dip pens to prepare for inking the next comic (yuuto⏫’s “origin story” kind of basically) and wow turns out I can do anything I want forever
yuuto’s new friends names of amy and linh >:]c
#UTAU#sawayama yuuto#bakuspecial#[comic tag pending]#I'll be drawing about just the beginning of this whole plot this time round. but boy oh boy if I were paid to serialize this!!#well even if I wont. I will hopefully get to chip away at it a bit at a time. over the next uhhhhh ten years#in another news. I think somethings up with the dip pens. about anything comes out looking good with them#its scary!! I kept looking at my sketches like no way these are gonna work out. but I'll do it for the practice hour#and then I do it and it always turns out pretty good. what the hells!!! thats weird!! thats kinda scary I like it!!!#and like I'm absolutely not even that good with a dip pen yet!! 1/Ive just had these for uhh. two days. and 2/my hands are NOT steady#its why u see me undo and redo a line 298473987 times twice a half hour. it was caught on stream multiple times#but!! the dip pen's making me commit to a line. and also I'm slowly internalizing that anything'd come out okay with them#as long as I have a sketch. boy oh boy is freehanding with these hard#its so. idk its so nice!! its so fun. somehow a lot less pressure than the usual stuff I do lol#I cant wait to really get into drawing this comic... I cant wait to force all of u to look at yuuto&co#you WILL see and hear my baby boy#dskjfhsjk Im so glad the senpai lets me do this. I mean even if he doesnt I will do it anyway. its just gonna suck#but Im so happy I get to do this with him actually#hehehe >:]c
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so maestro told me tonight at the end of rehearsal that he "got an email about me", turns out it was the org that's interviewing me next week for their summer job reaching out to him as a reference. and then when that was figured out maestro proceeded to spend the next, like, twenty minutes standing there writing out a recommendation for me on his phone at 10 pm while i'm Sitting Right There, just trying to get the assignment notes to send to the orchestra,
#living in a Comedy over here#he kept occasionally asking me questions too like 'how long have i known you? ten years?' (it's 8 or 9 at this point)#and 'do they know about your honors and high grades' ('i mean they have my resume so i guess so' 'i will mention it anyway'#lmao thanks maestro)#once again it's very sweet the lengths he goes to help me succeed professionally#i don't know if i. needed to or should have been Right There while he recommended me...#but there it is i suppose. one glowing recommendation ahead of my interview next week#although since this is the first time he's mentioned getting contacted like this i think this means the other internships i applied to#a month/month and a half ago just...never bothered to reach out and overlooked me as a candidate. sigh#oh well...i got one (1) response this week for one (1) job opportunity#(and it was the one i applied to kind of late out of. waning hope that the others were still a possibility..)#so. hoping i don't fuck up next week during my interview and hoping i don't have some crazy competition or something#bc damn i really want and need this internship......please......#i wanna talk about me
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General PSA:
If you’re on Beyoncé’s internet in the year 2023 and are trying to argue with people that the general concept of an age gap of whatever size between two consenting adults is somehow inherently bad/wrong/immoral:
Please. I am begging you. Go outside. Touch some grass. Be not-online for a bit. Read a book (something other than Colleen Hoover).
Aren’t you guys tired of this yet?
#signed - a person in an actual May-December relationship about to celebrate ten years together next week#and also signed - a person with critical thinking skills#whose brain has not been rotted away by constant consumption of whatever moral panic is currently consuming the teens on TikTok
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Roughly the state of my current unfinished posted WIPs while I was doing some clean up in the spreadsheet I use to keep track of my fic. Most of these will be finished aside from ghost story. That's the only one I'm considering abandoning. (Naturally, I'd post the outline)
This doesn't count unfinished unposted WIPs or one shots in a series.
#dcmk#sentinel writes#thinking about roughly finishing them in word count order#been feeling like it's time to ramble on lately and if I could get to where i only have AoF and BtSatS left that'd be great#If I don't finish anything else those two are my priority#even if the next update is ten years away lolol#on fanfiction#pictured: the reason i don't post WIPs anymore
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It's amazing how quickly people can perceive and pick up on other people's trauma but cannot do it for themselves because of how we cope, we can twist our reality into something more manageable for years, and then one day it hits.
#there's plenty of traumatic things that I've experienced that I've downplayed for my sanity and so i can continue my life#and randomly all the work I've done to ignore it ceases to matter because it hits with full clarity and it takes my breath away#and wonder if I'll ever be able to breathe again and i will I'll keep moving because i have to if not for myself - for others#until the next thing hits and then I'll be knocked down again and i have to teach myself how to move on again#this happens so often and i don't know if I'm relieved that no one seems to notice or worried how normal it is and how i can present myself#idk#just watching shows recently#criminal minds esp and thinking about the people who've hurt me#and how many of them i just didnt process - like I've been kidnapped before#multiple times last year#but didn't perceive it as exactly that bc i wasn't physically forced but was with my situation#and while i wasn't ever hit or tied up - i wasn't able to get up and leave#and had to endure whatever they decided#and a lot of it was food scarcity and lack of electricity#and refusal to help us while they played a savior role while purposely preventing us from getting out of the situation#i just don't understand the cruelty in people to do that to supposed family and kids nonetheless#like sure i was an adult but how are you going to do that to kids no older than ten?#just stuck thinking about these things
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