#There are so many thoughts in my head
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'in the name of pain and outrage'
an analysis of the ending
I say this with utmost love, but episode 16 was a shitshow.
i walked into this show accepting it at face value – a show that would take itself lightly, with a compelling subplot marinated in humor, and a dose of sweet romance.
this show tried to include very mature, sobering themes with slapstick humor, which is definitely possible if balanced properly, but i feel this show was not able to achieve this the way do bong soon or others could.
to get some of the discrepancies out of the way:
they never told us that the women's senses were connected, geum joo should not have been able to feel namsoon's thirst – that's something they abruptly added to fuel the tension of the situation.
there is absolutely no reason nam soon would react like that to the drug, when you compare it to how every other user was affected by it.
the strength exerted by gil-joongan did not feel like enough to knock her out like that
and with how easy it would've been to leave the situation, it's very obvious that nam soon taking the drug was an ill-planned way to raise the stakes and increase suspense
the homeless couple truly had nothing of value to add to the show or it's message
none of the show's themes or messages were delivered properly towards the end, and it went against everything it preached.
the immediate tone change after ryu si-o's death did not do any justice to the effort put into his characterization
i do not understand how nam soon became a cop, all technicalities considered
why was she throwing humans out a window from the second floor, even if they're criminals??
they REALLY cheapened the whole marriage conversation by bringing money, property, and heirs into it. that was NOT romantic or wholesome. hee-sik deserves better parents, tf.
side note: i'm pretty disappointed with namsoon's character arc, but lee yoo mi worked within the purview of the script to give us honestly wonderful acting, especially in episode 15.
now, to get into the ending, i'll start with this:
what we got, felt like an empty victory. hollow and out of place.
i've always been an advocate for all parts of a show coming together to create an experience – there's usually no single keystone.
but as soon as si-o died, the rest of the episode felt like a blur, with all loose ends being succinctly wrapped up and prepared for season three. byeon woo seok, and his characterization really carried the show as a unit, and added to its cohesiveness. i did not find myself rooting for geum joo and nam soon's successes afterwards
because they had failed the ONE thing most of us had been hoping for them to do:
to save people who were victims of oppression from those with the power of money, and empower them, including to save si-o from his oppressors, and help him take down pavel.
there is no satisfaction in geum joo doing it by herself, because she has no emotional investment in destroying pavel.
losing hwaja and si-o, watching namsoon & heesik become one dimensional all of a sudden, and seeing tertiary unrelated characters having their loose ends tied, is extremely unsatisfactory – for a show that had an incredible cast and so much potential.
at the same time: i loved the portreyal of gil joongan's mission to help the elderly and her enthusiasm for her future, and the addition of binbin + looking into their past from an additional angle also really elevated the emotional context of si-o's character arc.
i loved each character, truly, and to not see the plot and writers give them the detail and care they deserve, is wholly disappointing.
the show took me on a whole journey, emotionally,,,but to know exactly what would make it better, and be aware of its discrepancies makes me grieve the potential it had to truly leave an impact on its viewers, with a solid takeaway message.
#there are so many thoughts in my head#but it's messy#just like episode 16#strong girl nam soon#ryu sio#byeon woo seok#gang namsoon#lee yoo mi#kang heesik#ong seongwoo#kdrama
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SCREAMING
I love this so much. I am in physical pain.
GRIMMY SHAJJDJAJJDS HES SO CUTE IM GONNA CRY
I love rabbits so much this event is healing me
#there are so many thoughts in my head#most of them are different variations of screaming#twst#twsited wonderland#twst event#deuce spade#ortho shroud#silver#grim#epel felmier#posts
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"you can't just ask someone why their name is joebeans!"
#drawtectives#drawfee#haven't reported back on my progress in a hot second I have made it to episode 9 <3#there are so many thoughts in my head#they are so so silly all of them#the guys
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ok but genuinely no piece of fiction has ever affected me like this show has. not even my special interest. like of course i've had media affect me before and i've connected to characters and their feelings and their experiences, but never in a way so.. i don't even know how to describe it. extreme isn't the word. but anyways.
i am thinking about morality. how every human being has deep flaws. every person is fucked up and will do fucked up things. and i am thinking about relationships. with others and with yourself. with the things around you even. i am reflecting on my own journey in treatment. my own time spend inpatient. my own time spent denying help, denying i even needed it. reflecting on my own recovery. and i am thinking about if people really do or don't change. if people don't change, then that means that i am not what my illness has made me. that what i was still remains and that this is just temporary. and i am thinking about mortality. life and death. what does it mean to *live*? and i am thinking about unconditional love. is unconditional love real? have i experienced unconditional love? have i *given* someone unconditional love? i am thinking about love in general. love and life and pain and happiness and everything else.
there is not a single truly good or evil person in this show. everyone is deeply fucked up. nothing is black or white. nobody is one or the other. everything is a unique shade of grey. nobody is perfect.
literally there aren't even enough words to describe the way that i am feeling. the things that i am thinking about. i'm genuinely seeing the world differently, for better and for worse. i think it's beautifully fucked.
#house#house md#hate crimes md#good god#there are so many thoughts in my head#is this like.. dramatic? i feel like it is but also tbh who cares#i also think this has something to do with my autism#probably
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My brother did something to me that he knows that he’s not supposed to do and I didn’t even react. Like I just walked away and reacted alone in my room. But he’s still mad at me for “overreacting” and “being a dramatic crybaby” so I truly can’t win
#i hate everything#there are so many thoughts in my head#and ocd fucking sucks#and brothers that purposefully trigger ocd fucking suck
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inspired by this post, in which Damian does not know what Vine is
#sorry this was funnier in my head#but after i read that post I COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#gen z batkids is the most Cursed thing i've read today and i love it#at first i had so many Thoughts about how my brain CANNOT reconcile tim as anything but a 90s kid but then i read that line about damian and#i feel like they'd mess with him sometimes by randomly quoting memes in unison#almost started to overthink how in This Particular Timeline jason might have missed out on this meme because he was Not Alive#but for the purposes of this silly joke i choose to believe dates are irrelevant#that is all thank you#clarisse doodles#batfam#damian wayne#dick grayson#jason todd
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Yeah he’s fine.
#this was so funny in my head#i giggled drawing this fr#he lost his emotional support boyfriend in one episode fr#guys I don’t think sonic is fine#lmao#sonic prime season 3#sonic prime#sonic prime art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#my art shit#sonadow prime#sonic prime spoilers#sonic#sonadow#sth#i thought sk many things after ep 1 was realeased and this was one of them#this is so funny to me I swear lol
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[images ID: three images of a comic titled "one must imagine sisyphus happy" by druid-for-hire. it is a visual narrative beginning with someone with wrist pain (depicted by bright orange nerves) working at a drafting table. the reader is shown the same wrist as the person uses it for many everyday tasks such as carrying a grocery basket, pushing elevator buttons, typing, and doing dishes, until the pain dissolves all the panels into chaos. the person then performs several physical therapy exercises until the pain subsides. they sit back down at a desk with their laptop, sigh, and begin typing. a small spark of pain reappears. end id]
a fun little piece i made during the semester and submitted into our school comic anthology! (which you can buy at the Static Fish table at MoCCAFest in NYC ;] ). it's about artists and injury
#comic art#comics#original comic#chronic pain#carpal tunnel#tendonitis#my art#original#edit: what a delightful surprise to see this take off#this was made for class on very low fuel and very few thoughts and late at night and exhausted#the prompt was just a wordless narrative essay. three pages. and i had nothing and no ideas#and my head hurt and i was too tired to think about doing any of the like. research and mind mapping and ideating i'd do otherwise#but my arm hurt#so i decided to do a thing about arm hurty#i'm surprised to see so many people finding it resonating with them#but then again i shouldn't be. the universal lies in the specific#i should make more things about smaller stuff
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#please reblog to your own followers!!#you don't need to send me any (I just like making them)#I meant to do this yesterday but was too sleepy#fic writer asks#ask game#I have 100% asked these on discord or twitter at some point#but there are only so many Thoughts in my poor head
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#dungeon meshi#laishuro#thank you for the tag#ever since the hug they were in the back of my mind#idk idk#I have so many thoughts#this made sense in my head#one of the similarities of falin and Laios that Shuro would fall for#being a (kind) healer#sorry it’s so sketchy#no patience anymore how do I get patience
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“... yeah, I think Bucky could be a great dad.”
#i would have his babies#i don't want to be a mother but i want him as my babies' daddy#as many as bucky want it's okay it's fine#anytime anywhere#there so many nasty thoughts running around my head istg#i am so sorry for rambling and this one#i can't find the right colors. i'll fix it later.#sebastian stan#bucky barnes#marvel#mcu#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#gbbb
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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[Day 358]
💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#dddaily4sherin#hgcz roleswapverse#pearlescentmoon#geminitay#grian#goodtimeswithscar#hgcz spoilers#< technically#hermitblr#trafficblr#isdoodles#character design is so HARD#there are many thoughts behind these designs tho many ill unleash them someday#🫵💥#reiterate ARGHRHRGHE HEAD IN MY HANDS CHARACTER DESIGN#btw also check out the roleswapverse tag theres a lot of food‼️����‼️💥#*MAYBE ill unleash. man i cant edit im on my phone </3
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Evil awful women and the blond guy who hangs out with them (he is also evil and awful)
#been overwhelmingly obsessed with this au sorry#I don’t know why. but they are in my head#mainly fuelled by wanting to draw this Mac. I’ve drawn her so much. help#I have many thoughts about her#I was going to change Deans shirt to say ‘boys’ but I think. it’s funnier if he’s just wearing it to pick up women or something#anyway.#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#iasip#genderbent sunny#? that’s the tag some people use right#mac mcdonald#dee reynolds#dennis reynolds#charlie kelly#frank reynolds#my art
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exactly where u belong
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#v2 ultrakill#w1 ultrakill#v1#v2#w1#v4v#y2r1#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill comic#my art#I AM SO EXCITED I AM DOOOONE WITH THIS MONSTER#ik its messy but i think its understandable after the coloring#aaughhhh ive been SPINNING THIS IN MY HEAD#for a g es#i have so many thoughts#ALSO i was supposed to post this last week but uni killed me im so sorry!!#thank you everyone in the meantime who has showed me love for this bug!! it means so much to me
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i absolutely adore how open Edwin is to learning. there's a sort of expectation that characters from older eras would be very set in their ways and close-minded. however, Edwin, an Edwardian ghost, is not.
people have pointed out that in episode two, he told Crystal to ask Niko if the women in her family have a history of "hysteria." and then, in episode five, stopped himself from referring to Shelby's condition as such. he must have been told that it wasn't acceptable to claim women have that anymore, and he bettered himself.
Edwin was initially judgemental about Monty's interest in astrology, and told him so to his face. yet, we soon see him willingly reading the book that Monty gave him. he even offered to talk to Monty about astrology when attempting to reconcile with him.
naturally, he doesn't know much about modern technology, but he doesn't look down on it. during the Devlin House case, Edwin listened when Crystal explained something he didn't understand, even though he wasn't fond of her.
he respects Niko's interests greatly and wants to learn more about them, such as when he watched Scooby Doo with her, paying full attention and enjoying it rather than putting it down for being "childish" or whatever we may have expected. Edwin also accepted the sea glass from her, asking about its meaning.
Edwin is extremely clever, but also very humble about it. he doesn't feel insecure at all when someone else knows more than him when it comes to certain things, and i really love that.
#something something. learning is what saved him from Hell#there's so many more examples but just from the top of my head#ace's random thoughts :)#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#crystal palace#niko sasaki#shelby dead boy detectives#monty finch#dbda
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