#The way sam turns around
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SPN | 4.20
“Don’t you get it? Demons will never stop, you can never be with your family. So you either get the Hell away from them as soon as possible, or you put a bullet to your head.
That’s how you keep your family safe, but there’s no getting out and there’s no getting home.”
#spnedit#corespnedit#samedit#deanedit#demon blood sam#sam winchester#dean winchester#the rapture#season 4#lipglosskaz#myS4#my graphics#The way sam turns around#in the first gif#to do what must be done#and Dean is afraid of Sam#ahhhhhh#This scene is so tense#rolls around in Winchester angst#200
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Sam being really protective of Jacob in 2 comic cons 🥰
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sam encouraging jacob to share which new figurines he got/jacob about taking him & eric to the floor:
Jacob: i think they were like, “oh, we thought–” Eric *teasing*: “–you were a normal person” Sam: i loved it. I just cant believe some of the artwork [of the figures]. it's amazing!
He really loves the fact jacob is a nerd 🥰
Also at beginning, Eric even says "now i know the level of lunacy of the fandoms (that attend to comic cons)" and Jacob was outraged. He even mumbles "how dare you?!" to Sam 🤣
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sam protecting jacob in his absence, as the interviewer jokes about trash-talking jacob:
interviewer: he can't fight back! sam: *fighting back* jacob has massive fomo […] *glancing at delainey & assad* so let's not trash jacob!
via thejamlore (x)(x)
#jam reiderson#jacob anderson#sam reid#eric bogosian#delainey hayles#assad zaman#bailey bass#it get me everytime sam 'defending' Jacob from Eric's teasing by saying that he found the funko pops 'artistically interesting#Quoting comments:#he really went “not on my watch. and that’s final.”#this tells me Jacob was texting them constantly for updates and sent a little have fun guys message before the panel#sam asking even more questions and encouraging jacob to talk about his interests and defending him saying he loved it…#the way that man said fuck the cameras let me turn all the way around when my bby is speaking 😭#media training nowhere to be found the entire back of his head facing the camera bc jacob is more important#sam please jacob is not going anywhere you can face the camera while he’s talking 😭#if theres one thing about jam… they will never look at the interviewer just each other 😭😭#girl your neck.. your neck girl#Sam’s neck was aching after this one.#He turned into an owl soon as Jacob spoke#jacob is a huge nerd and sam is enamored with him
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preseason is for scrumming for your goalie's honour because someone tried to get to close to him while he was down
nashville predators @ florida panthers doubleheader game 1 | 9.22.24
chilling while all hell breaks loose
#matthew tkachuk#sam bennett#evan rodrigues#niko mikkola#nate schmidt#spencer knight#florida panthers#2425#preseason#love thy goalie#matthew in a scrum? more news at 11#matthew scrumming for his goalie? unfortunately we've already ran that headline#i think a lot about erod who is not a fighter and will let people push him around on the ice#but will in fact be one of the first to step in if a teammate needs defending#re: boxing out a pred from getting too close to knighter while everyone cleans up the traffic jam in the crease#hello to benny creeping around the crease and helping a linesman seperate the second pred trying to engage maffhew#niko mikkola and his curios case of attaching to a stout brunette#love how he immediately turns to erod after the scrum and just sticks to his side#he is just a giant shadow that attaches to the first thing he likes#mikksy has to be a little weird about a tiny brunette huh#happy nate checking in on knighter after the scuffle#im surprised no roughing calls were made here lmao#surprisingly because in game 2 kuli gets an unsportsmanlike for jack shit#these refs are charmed by maffhews goalie loving ways#theres something about bobby who scuttles into his burrow at the first sign of trouble#versus knighter just sitting there and opening a bag of popcorn as big men fight for him
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"their relationship is romantic" "their relationship is familial" "their relationship is platonic" you're thinking too narrow. their relationship goes beyond labels. the family is inherently queer. their platonic love is romantic. the erotic is familial. each one is the other and the other is them
#.txt#i've gotten to the point of relationship anarchy where i no longer understand the obsession with labeling relationships#there's a post floating around like 'it doesn't matter if you view them as romantic or platonic the point is that they love each other'#and i get the message. however may i propose that distinctions such as that don't even have to matter. consider#bold claim probably. but whatever i didn't have the choice to think about love in a normative way and as a consequence i have thoughts#of course i am thinking about wincest but it applies everywhere. jopzier even#jopson views crozier as a surrogate parent but in an inherently queer way. does that mean he want to fuck his mom? probably not#but the fixation and need for redemption turns the traditionally familial relationship into something far more#do you understand#once you leave the normative behind labels become useless#do sam and dean love each other romantically or platonically or familially? consider: it doesn't matter. there are no words to describe it#their love is queer in the sense that it extends beyond normativity. society holds no sway over them. they are ungovernable#i find it ultimately unhelpful to discuss fiction in normative terms when the characters themselves exist outside of normative society#shows like supernatural and the terror are perfect examples. sam and dean were never normal and franklin crew left normal behind#the arctic doesn't care if you fuck your mom. the impala doesn't care if you kiss your brother#this isn't really about anything i just saw that post the other day and i was like. why doesn't this Hit for me. well this is why#however it IS helpful to discuss fiction set within normative society in relation to normativity. it's relevant!#most stories are not however set within the bounds of normativity. that's kinda the whole point of a lot of fiction#baby i explore relationship anarchy in ways that you couldn't even imagine#<-tldr#i have a tendency to write essays in the notes every time i post something. sorry about that. it feels safer here and i am skittish
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^this but unironically
#also this is such a ridiculous comparison#one of them gets more and more angry as the show progresses actively hurting the people around them#and that’s not me being analytical or hashtag deancrit or whatever it’s just. canon#he has a whole fucking arc about how hes becoming more and more angry and its taking him over and turning him into someone awful#like it’s not a well executed arc <3 but it is about that.#it’s not a coincidence that moc happens right after dean does like some of his worst show moments ever#aka being awful to sam all of s8 for daring to try to move on and then getting him possessed and gaslighting him about it#like they don’t tie up moc in a fulfilling way dean just gets worse and worse and never heals but. Whatever#meanwhile. the other (sam) gets villainised by the show for showing entirely appropriate anger Which by the way is never directed violently#at dean in fact we barely even SEE it in him sam just says he FEELS angry all the time and somehow believes this is proof he is innately#evil and the show AGREES with him. and as the show goes on he stops being able to access this anger even in self preservation and has his#sense of personhood and autonomy worn down again and again#. Like that is completely different#‘whenever dean expresses it that’s just him being abusive’#Literally yes. like i worry for you if you think that trying to kill a child because you’re upset your family died is like Good Normal#Behaviour#it’s understandable in the context of deans life! all his behaviour is! but that doesn’t make it good…#spn#fandom wank#oliver talks#supernatural
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I AIN'T MARCHING ANYMORE a steve rogers playlist, start to finish
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sam | nat | bucky
#steve rogers#steve rogers playlist#steve rogers edit#steve rogers fanmix#my edits#graphics#fanmix#nobody asked for this but I got distracted while writing so here it is anyway#this was actually a lot of fun to make#might fuck around and post some of these as a separate edit because I actually really like how the backgrounds turned out#stevebucky#to me. it's stevebucky to me#when i say 'start to finish' i mean we're ignoring endgame. obviously. steve gets to retire like a normal person and deal with his issues#sam bucky and natasha coming soon bc now that i've started i don't wanna stop#there's way too much arcade fire on here but idc it fits
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(walking up to straight couple) oh. which of you holds the burden of duty and a melancholy poetry in their heart and which of you doesn't fully get it but has an impeccable joi de vivre and inevitably Will Kill Or Die for the other?
#lotr#frodo x sam#griddlehark#tlt#jokes on all you suckers MY ocs seem like one way on the surface but it inevitably turns out it's the other way around#wrote a scene where that shift – and the gorgeous fucking dynamic they have – starts to appear. and im biting dear reader. im GNAWING.#im cchomping at the bit. is this what writing is always like
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achingly domestic conversation
#i think it's cute that sam's lowkey tired of dean's company (the implication being that they'd been researching for a While)#and he's lowkey using this as an out#also this conversation is a good example of what i said yesterday about how rohl or whatever the fuck is a bad director#this conversation is lowkey so awkward and for WHAT. j2 is doing fine but the marks r so awkward#why is sam turned all the way around at the door while dean hasn't turned around till the very end?#like sam standing there doesn't feel natural. jared is left having to find things with his body to do#and jensen is left finding things in the space in front of him to stare at. it SUCKS#some shots feel like they last years longer than they're supposed to while others feel really short#whatever. maybe im overthinking it#7.14#adflatus
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The thing is dean is a horrible, hypocrite and pretty prejudiced man but the only ones seeming to ever acknowledge that are sam fans. that leads others to think dean treats ONLY sam like ass but no. If dean is ever treating sam like shit best believe he's treating everyone else ten times worse. At least whatever be it sam gets the privilege that dean still would kill himself/others for him in a heartbeat and he remains his sole priority and no.1 (in his words). But dean treats ur fav like ass AND will drop them in a heartbeat maybe after using the worst words to hurt them too.
#Dean will blatantly use ppl and display clear unwillingness to tolerate them at a certain extent.#Like his empathy and consideration stops way earlier for other people when it stretches to cover plenty for sam#His same hypocrite ass here will ultimately forgive/rid sam of responsibility for things#that he in the same breathe if it was anyone else would villainize them and lower the guillotine over them for#''look at dean being so harsh with sam then turns around and is all gentle with cass'' -statements dreamed up by the utterly delusional#dean pinned mary's death on cass and said you're dead to me but when sam tried to share half of the blame dean was like im to blame too#he will shove it all up on cass but if sam takes the heat best believe dean'll have him scoot over bc he aint taking it alone#dean winchester#mine#fandom wank
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Do you ever read a post where someone is explaining a pokitical thing and from the way they're saying you know with absolute certainty 1) they got their info from a tumblr post and have never actually followed up on how feasible that information actually is to act upon (they may not even have checked if it was CORRECT, but when they do they have clearly not looked into how easy or hard it may be to follow those instructions with a positive outcome), and 2) you know WHICH tumblr post they're quoting because it is basically a copy/paste of it, and 3) it was YOUR goddamn post and the thing they are saying is entirely counter to the point you were making when you said it to the point that you genuinely wonder if they just like. Memory-holed the entire context once they saw that one itty bitty point.
It's like the motherfuckiny dating apps all over again. I do not want people to love my words if they are not actually willing to do the work of understanding them! Didn't your kindergarten ever make you play Telephone to teach you how heresay falls out????
#sometimes i feel like a prized 12 point buck and everyone is desperate to give chase so they can skin me and wear my pelt in memorium#the luxury of being seen is rarely extended to those we perceive as confident/constant in their sense of self#the path of being a child who was constantly told i was making people uncomfortable and alienating my peers#only to immediately become an adult who everyone perceives as so together that they are just Like That With Everyonr#brennan said something like this in the disection of a recent misfits and magic episode about sam (character)#and how he (as evan) realized that the charm and specialness she gifts to everyone around her means that no one ever really gifts it back#and how that fundamentally felt transcendent and revelatory for evan as a turning point idea#he'd spent so long never trusting others feelings of care for him that he couldn't see how he was bulldozing right into and over sam's own#insecurities about whether or not she is worth loving or is special in the same way#and then they had some back and forth about like#sometimes when you develop the skill of relateability and pacification#you disappear so deeply into it that no one notices you're gone - even you yourself - until it's too late#it put to words a lot of the like#gap. that i've always felt between me and others. this insistance on elevating or pathologizing me depending on where they feel the need#to be in relation to me#while having absolutely zero awareness of my actual positioning in relation to them#i have found that they way i interact with others seems to give the impression that because i am being 'genuine' and 'open' about myself#that ALSO means that I am sharing the whole of me.#and when i talk about destigmatization and shame and people work really hard to be like. aware of the edges of me to carch me embarrassed#like if they can prove that i don't 'admit' something it's because i'm ashamed as opposed to considering that maybe they don't have the kind#of relationship with me that would warrant the sharing of it#because i'm willing to talk i am no longer allowed privacy or it's treated as incongruous#but like. i am different people for different people and they are all authentically me but they are also about faciliting the version#of the other person that matters to me to be able to spend time with. i'm not going to bring the parts of me that put you in a bad mood#or aren't comfortable/safe for you. also probably not going to put those things out into the open world as a mixed company conversation#i don't know where I'm going or where I came from here but i think the point is just that I think there's melancholy in seeing when#you also don't know a reliable way to be seen in turn
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i think i’m finally able to write semi-decent spn-inspired poetry <33
#I have Not been able to do it for some reason but I was playing around with ee cummings’ style#& it turned into smth abt trials sam that wasn't half bad#very excited to play around with this#i think sam works really well with this style of poetry too because it's very easy to fit it to his way of thinking & processing...#much to think about !#pitter patter#sw
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The parallels between Metatron and Crowley make me insane, ESPECIALLY the dialogue in the Dean-Metatron fight and the Sam-Crowley fights AGHHHHH
#also the parallels explicitly set up with SAM and the two above#about preying on people at their lowest in order to further your revenge / plans / career aims#i didn't pull them all out BUT the parallels between metatron crowley and sam in s10 were enough to make me foam at the mouth???#dean and claire both forgive those that have wronged them#then cas turns around and seems to show mercy in s11 to metatron and i got even more insane#dean sadly about rowena: guess (lying) runs in your family (sadly shifting his sleeve over his mark)#LITERALLY s10 is about sam and crowley and rowena in ways i have not even comprehended
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I love coming up with AUs that I'll never do anything with other than daydream about them, and maybe pin some related things to my OCs' pinterest boards
#rn Im hyperfixating on a Pokemon Trainer AU#Mahko names all his pokemon after food and caught them based on Vibes#anyone considered a Soto/Tanaka has an eeevee or eeveelution on their team#Jet has a mimikyu that dresses as a umbreon instead of a pikachu to represent him being an honorary Soto#Gesshoku befriended all of her pokemon before attempting to catch them (similarly to what James does in canon#she asks them nicely if they'd like her to be their trainer)#also Gesshoku gets chosen by a very protective Bewear after the Sotos move away from Unova (since that's NYC's equivalent)#he kinda just stalks her at first. Glin-Marie notices him lurking outside in the nearby woods at first#whenever Gess is in the yard#eventually it follows her around until one day on her way to school she turns around and confronts it#then asks him if he wants to be on her team#of course the Bewear accepts. but after its caught it refuses to go into its pokeball afterwards#now it acts as Gessy's guard/emotional support pokemon#Marik is mostly a dark type trainer. he's also a shiny hunter. 5/6 pokemon on his team are shiny#Gresher's a steel/electric type trainer and his pokemon help him with his mechanic job#Sam is a gym leader who specializes in fire and electric types. she only has one non fire/electric type#and its a hitmonchan with the electric tera type that knows thunder punch#her gym is a boxing gym and at first you think she's a fighting type gym leader but nope#her gym challenge requires a gym challenger to prove they're fast and fierce enough to face her#I'm still working on everyone else#Im going down the line. ALL of my human OCs will have pokemon teams#rn I'm working on Ember. Im planning for her to be a fire/psychic type trainer#but I'm also trying to see what pokemon best match her vibes and a few do not fit those type#we'll see what happens#maybe I'll make a post specifying all the details I come up with for the AU but no promises#viti shoosh
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it drives me up the wall that the first time we really see dean do anything that even remotely resembles praying, it's on his own deathbed in an out of body experience. he spent all of the first season trying to find a father that didn't want to see him, trying to keep his brother out of trouble that always ended up right in front of them anyway, spent years, years, doing a job that has dragged him down, and the first time we see him beg for help is when he's already almost dead. and even then, even then, it's not to angels, or a demon, or god, it's to his father. john winchester sits beside dean's bed as his son is a ghost and dean screams at him in confusion and frustration and fear, because he did everything his father ever asked of him, hunted monsters, saved people, saved sam, always followed orders, and here john sits, just watching. dean paces around the room as a reaper comes for him and watches as his father just sits there. "you haven't called a single person. after everything i've done for you? you're just gonna give up on me?" after we just watched in the season one finale that dean is laying on the floor bleeding out and begging sam not to kill their father. 'please, it's the one thing i can't stand, please don't separate our family any more than it's already divided. please, don't kill dad. we can find another way to kill the demon, but we can't do this without dad. i have served him my whole life and i love him and both of those things hurt.' and the very next fucking episode, the season two opener, we watch dean come as close to praying as he's ever come, and it's to his father. it's to john, who is just watching. dean's first prayers literally fall on deaf ears.
#'but john sacrifices himself to-' DEAN DOESN'T KNOW THAT#DEAN DOESN'T SEE THAT#and not to fucking mention that john's last words to dean are to warn him that he might have to kill his own brother if sam turns out evil#'dean i'm sorry i wasn't a better dad. i'm sorry i always put so much pressure on you and made you feel like you had to tell me everything-#'-was gonna be all right when it should have been the other way around... anyway my final words to you are gonna be more pressure :)'#sorry to everyone and anyone who follows me rn#i'm rewatching supernatural for the first time since i was like 13 and it's really getting me#dean winchester is so character#supernatural#smooth noob rewatches supernatural#dean winchester
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omg dean got beat up by the gay demonfucker 💞 there's a metaphor here about demonic abominations and the humans who love them and would destroy the world and kill countless people to be together again but gosh i just can't think of one
#liveblogging: supernatural#7.15#something something dean choosing to stay behind to protect the monsterfucker while sam scopes out the girl#even though it's usually the other way around#in order to isolate dean and jeffrey together. to draw parallels#and of course this is the episode where sam starts interacting with lucifer again#totally not a coincidence#not at all#.txt#wincest#90% of my liveblogging has turned into wincest. that's what's keeping me going at this point#spn7
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In happier news, Art as a name in and of itself, as opposed to being short for Arthur, is apparently a thing! And better yet:
Art meant the ‘bear’ in Celtic languages. The name derives from Proto-Celtic *artos (“bear”) (compare Cornish arth, Welsh arth, Breton arzh), from Proto-Indo-European *h₂ŕ̥tḱos (“bear”). With bears the local apex predator, Art figuratively referred to a ‘champion’ and two Legendary High Kings of Ireland had the name, Art mac Cuinn and Art mac Lugdach.
#it turns out I was a bear the whole time#🐻🧔🏳️🌈#this is obviously excellent for celtic bear reasons#but also because it liberates me from feeling obligated to legally change my name to arthur when I get around to doing that#my mother Hates™ when people's legal name is a diminutive e.g. Sam and not Samuel#so I have always felt that I needed to soften the blow of being trans by respecting this pet peeve of hers in how I changed my name#obviously I was never actually obliged and I doubt it would make much difference to her either way next to... everything else#but my stupid ocd brain convinced me this was something I really was obliged to do#and now I am free from that imaginary obligation
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