#The battle of Weight Gain

[soft5ku11]

Beck is usually the most friendly guy on the rugby team, but he's gotten really cocky now that he's so much bigger... Bro I'm fully just trying to live right now

[franollie]

stars and scars

[worstloki]

One thing they don't tell us about Thor is what kind of training and diet he keeps to look all muscled up

[harpuiaa]

i've been dead and gone bc of school and jobsearching and everything happening all at once but ive been playing the boktai series games lately and i'm enjoying it a lot. I just got past the third boss in boktai 2. I don't know why but i'm enthralled with these games, i highly recommend them

[theredtours]

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[nevermindtheweights]

substantial-gains

Ooh, touched a nerve~ There will be at least three layed out on her bed tomorrow evening~~

She is not that fat though!

A-and she was just yelling to make sure to shut down any questions or thoughts further about her... size.... Oh....

The chunky cop is going to pull some extra training tonight before she goes home....

She'll have to message her mother about being late for dinner too--

[haedgaf]

yeahhh let’s wrap this comeback up already it’s been enough, nothing to smile about here

[lesbiansanemi]

I think… I have figured out the reason I never get gendered as a guy anymore and it’s making me have…. A lot of really complex feelings

[naszircrock4]

BB Crosstag is still relevant, right? Mika! By EndlessNight

[borom1r]

had a #moment in therapy today. tw food/weight talk in tags

[fattle-network]

Meddy sat at her desk in Jasmine's work computer, organizing the last few files she needed to before it was time for her to stop working. It was already late at night, and her operator had fallen asleep at the computer- so after she was done she would have the entire night to herself.

"Alright... Looks like that's the last bit of work..." Meddy says to herself before reaching beside her towards her cake stand for a snack, grabbing around blindly for a second as she double checked her work before looking over at the twin dessert trays after a second. "Hm... Wha-!?"

As she glances at where two medium sized cyber-cakes sat, she would see nothing but crumbs sitting in their place. "W-Wow... Did I really eat both of them...?" Meddy thinks to herself, not sure if she should he worried or impressed at this feat.

Before she could think anything of her act of gluttony, her train of thought would be interrupted by the sound of the PET receiving an email. "-Hm? Who could that be?" Meddy thinks to herself as goes to check what it says. "Ah, its from Elecwoman! Let's see...:

'Hey you! Since you're probably getting off work around now, you should try and make it to the net-restaurant outside the SciLab network so we can have dinner! Really look forword to seeing you, - Elecwoman'..." Meddy reads. "Dinner, huh?" she thinks as she pat her stomach, which had gotten a little softer as of late- her middle now sticking out about an inch and a half.

"I just ate... ... but... ...I guess it couldn't hurt... Worst case I'll only gain a pound..." she concludes before walking over to the portal at the end of the computer and connecting to the main net.

At the restaurant...

Meddy would slowly walk up to the restaurant, panting just a little from the walk. "Sheesh, I've really gotten out of shape since I've stopped netbattling..." she thinks to herself as she sees a tall, slender navi in black and yellow approach her.

"Hey you~!" Elecwoman would call out as Meddy approached the restaurant. "How've you been? You aren't working too hard, are you?" she asks curiously.

"I'm fine, thanks!" Meddy says happily before stopping next to Elecwoman and leaned on her shoulder so she could catch her breath. "Phew, I'd be a lot better once I got something to eat, though... I'm starving after that walk..." she admits as she blushed slightly.

"Then what are we doing out here? What kind of friend would I be if I just let you starve to deletion~" she teases, causing Meddy to blush.

"Heyyy, I'm serious!" the chubby navi whined, "The path here just keeps getting longer each time we visit and it's been really getting to me!" she complains as the two walked inside and sat down at a table,

"That sounds terrible, is anyone looking into it yet?" Elecwoman asks curiously, "Well I had one person investigate, but they said nothing was wrong. I might report it again though, it's that bad" Meddy states with a frown before picking up the menu and ordering three extra-large burgers with a side of fries and a medium chocolate shake. "... But for now, I can take my mind off that with a few of these~" she adds with a wide grin.

Elecwoman couldn't help but blush as she saw how much Meddy had ordered, "My, are you sure you'll be able to finish all that?" she asks curiously as Meddy would lift one of the burgers to her mouth and begin to dig in, nodding as she ate. Elecwoman couldn't help but grin as she watched Meddy quickly devour the first burger like it was nothing before taking a large sip from her drink, causing her stomach to begin to stick out an extra half-inch.

Elecwoman would be rendered speechless by this as she couldn't help but blush as she watched Meddy eat the second burger, causing her belly to round out more before she would exhale and lean back in her seat.

"Oof, I forgot how just how GOOD the food is here~! I could eat this all day~..." Meddy says happily as she gently rubbed her stomach to make room for more. Elecwoman would look over at Meddy for a second as she says this before opening her menu to order something while Meddy got started on eating her fries.

As she finished her fries and sat back in her seat to make more room though, she would spot two more burgers on the table to replace the ones she had just eaten. "Whoa, thanks for the seconds!" Meddy says sounding surprised as she quickly began to eat her original last burger, causing Elecwoman to smile widely,

"Oh it's nothing, you looked like you were still hungry so I figured I might as well treat you to something.. " Elecwoman says happily as she rested her head in her on the table, "Just make sure to enjoy it to the fullest~" she teases. Meddy would smile and grin as she pulled the new burgers towards her and began to quickly eat one before finishing it in a little under a minute.

As she finished her third burger, Meddy would waste no time when getting started on the second-to-last serving. Elecwoman watched intently as Meddy continued to indulge herself, sighing longingly before glancing down at her friend's stomach to find it had grown to the size of a basketball, which caused her to blush a little.

Meddy would sit back in her seat and sigh happily as she rubbed her stomach with a wide grin. "Oof, I don't think I've ever been this full before`..." she says before looking at her final burger with a mixed expression, "I'm not sure if I bring myself to eat that last one..." Meddy thinks to herself before looking at Elecwoman, who looked back at her with an encouraging look. "... But at the same time... ... ... I think if..."

"Say... Would you mind helping me with this last one?" Meddy asks curiously as she blushed a little bit, causing Elecwoman to tilt her head to the side in confusion. "Sure... What did you have in mind?" she asks curiously as the dark navi sat up straight in her seat before Meddy would push the plate with the last burger over to her friend before leaning forward herself, beginning to blush heavily as she did so,

"Could you uh, feed this one to me...?" Meddy asks sounding incredibly embarrassed as she eyes looked the other way, "I don't think I could finish the entire thing unless you er-... held me... to it..?" she offers slowly, unsure of her word choice as she turned a deep red, causing Elecwoman to turn a deep red as well. "Oh? What did you have in mind...?" she asks curiously.

As she asked this, Meddy would push the last plate towards Elecwoman before beginning to blush even more as she leaned forward in a comfortable position to where Elecwoman could reach her. Meddy take a breath before finding herself grinning a little, "Could you... Feed this last one to me? I'm too bloated to lean forward and get to it..." she asks as she turned a deep red,

"That last part is only half true, but..."

Elecwoman would turn a deep red as she heard this before looking down at Meddy's distended belly then back at her with a hesitant look, "Oh! I, um... Sure" she says after a second before picking up the last burger and leaning towards Meddy with it, raising it to her friend's mouth.

They both would blush as Meddy would slowly take a bite and chew thoroughly before swallowing before taking the next bite. Elecwoman would stay silent as she hand-fed her friend, not exactly sure what to say. Meddy would occasionally look up at her as she ate, blushing as she did so until she would eventually finish the burger, her stomach groaning a little as a result of having finished the greasy quintet. "Oof... Thanks for that..." Meddy groans as she leaned back into her seat, her stomach gurgling and groaning from her binge as she rubbed it gently in a circular motion on either side.

Elecwoman would turn a deep red as she took in the end result of the surprise seconds she had gotten for Meddy before slowly nodding, "... Yeah, anytime..." she says in awe before grinning a little "But wow... I'm surprised you were able to eat all that in one sitting..." Elecwoman remarks as she poked the front of Meddy's belly a couple of times, feeling how tight it had gotten and blushing,

"Now I just have to back to my PC like this on foot..." Meddy sighs as she turned to get up from her seat, causing Elecwoman to tilt her head to the side slightly. "What do you mean? Can't you just jack-out to your P.E.T like normal?" she asks curiously, wondering why Meddy wouldn't just do that given her size.

Meddy would blush a little as she was asked this before she would slowly pull herself up, holding her stomach in one hand as she did so. "Well... The last time I went overboard like this and tried jacking-out, I kinda... Got really, REALLY sick..." Meddy explains, beginning to look nauseous just recalling what happened.

"I see... I didn't know we could get motion sick..." Elecwoman nods as she got up to leave with her friend. Elecwoman would get up first and help Meddy to her feet before the purple navi would turn around to take what was left of her milkshake with her before the two would take their leave.

"Thanks again though for the food, we'll have to do this again sometime soon!" Meddy says happily as the two stepped outside, causing Elecwoman to laugh a little, "That sounds like a great idea!" she says happily before the two would stop and stand in front of the restaurant,

"Well anyways, I had a lot of fun!" Meddy says cheerfully as she continued to tend to her belly, "You'll have to let me know the next time you plan on buying me food, though. That way I can come with a bigger appetite!" she adds with a grin. Elecwoman blushes a little at this,

"A bigger appetite? No offense, but you look about ready to pop and you've only had seconds..." she comments, causing Meddy to turn a deep red.

"W-Well that's only because I had already ate before coming... When I got your message, I had kinda just finished eating something else..." Meddy admits as she turned a deep red, her stomach groaning just at the thought of how much it had processed in the past hour, "... Except I didn't think you'd end up treating me like that... So this happened..." she states before gently caressing her midsection.

Elecwoman couldn't help but smile and blush at this before taking half a step towards Meddy, "I see... In that case, how about you come by my PC?" she offers with a grin, "You can rest up there until you're able to jack-out!"

Meddy would look surprised at this before putting a hand on her stomach, "How far is it? I don't want to walk further than two pages..." she remarks, causing Elecwoman to smile warmly. "No worries, we can get there in five minutes! she states, causing Meddy to grin,

"Then what are we waiting for? Let's go, I can feel myself wasting away just standing here!" Meddy teases, causing Elecwoman to nod and lead the way.

[babywitchkittenx]

Food I've Made Recently <3

Here's some food I've been making. I have been branching out and trying new things as well as adapting some old recipes.

I found that through my love for cooking and my knack for baking I can help myself get used to food again.

My ED effects every single part of my life and it is the most exhausting thing to work around and try to figure out. It is a lifetime battle and not as simple as "just eat". Multiple things keep me from eating whether it's my OCD telling me that everything is dirty or even my stomach filling up after a few bites.

We live in a world where you have to eat to survive, but we don't cherish and appreciate the meals and food in front of us. I feel proud seeing what I made and getting to see the look on peoples faces when they like my cooking and baking.

Although I do enjoy the trial and error, the science behind it, and how finicky the whole baking process is; I have been cooking more lately. It's helping me in my journey to eat more and better. It keeps me active and makes me happy!

Honestly I have been struggling a lot more lately with my eating. I don't weigh myself because it's a bad habit. I thought I was doing better and eating more but one too many people mentioned how skinny I was in the past week. I got on the scale and I am back down from 103 to 97 pounds. My heaviest was years ago in highschool when I was at 120ish and my lightest was just two years ago at 92 lbs. How my weight fluctuates always drives me crazy. The body dismorphia doesn't let me actually see myself so no wonder I thought I was looking better!

I just want to pile the food in and keep it down! I'm not bulimic but the nausea is so bad at times I think my body is trying to make me turn away from food.

It's confusing and after years of tests and specialized doctors and therapists and looking into in patient programs, you just have to take the reigns by yourself sometimes. Although I might have some defeats I also have triumphs and I know that I will continue to do my best and to hold myself accountable for my calorie intake!

I am tired of my brain and body eating itself for nutrients, I can't function like a normal person without food. It effects all!

I got this! I can do this! I can be better! I will be better!!

[vanity-complex]

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[baeshijima]

being married to duke!blade is a feat inconceivable to many.

overseeing the northern region where monster outbreaks are high and temperatures are low, he is feared by many for not only his undeniable battle prowess, but also his cold and dismissive demeanour. from all the stories and rumours passed down from those who battled alongside the duke, it wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say his mere presence alone is sufficient enough to take on an entire army.

but despite his infamous personality, the young duke had made rounds within high society when he first showed his face. he was handsome, having that rugged appearance expected of a blood-soaked warrior residing on the battlefied, yet beautiful with a haunting allure — those crimson-marigold eyes of his can simultaneously bewitch an unassuming victim and bring the most prideful of monarchs down to their knees.

and, as expected of someone with such descriptors, many of the nobility found themselves drawn to him in spite of the rumours which clung to his very being. noble ladies wished to be the first he ever danced with, while many families seeked to gain even a morsel of his power through arranged marriages. relentless as they were, none succeeded in swaying the stone-cold duke.

and stone-cold he was upon your first meeting, albeit in… less than fortunate circumstances.

having meandered around the foresty northern borders not too far from where your family estate is, you certainly were not expecting to stumble across a rotting corpse smack-dab in the middle of your path! okay, well, rotting may not be the most suitable term, but the slumped body, battered and bruised and bloodied, you accidentally kicked was very much a corpse.

you had contemplated leaving the body there but, upon seeing a bloodied insignia of an all-too familiar ducal household, you decided you wanted to live a little longer. of course, this led to you lugging a slumped, muscle-packed warrior of a man all the way to where your estate was, heaving and huffing with your body trembling under the weight.

(to say you were just about ready to collapse when the family knights spotted your emerging figure was no understatement!)

whisked away into a guest room near your own, your parents called for the family doctor immediately. when the blood was cleaned and his wounds were wrapped, the sight of his injuries mending themselves was sure to be a sight you would never be able to rid your mind of. it was a strange but intriguing phenomenon to see his skin stitched anew, that horrid sight of him collapsed in the forestry almost like that of a dream.

your father immediately sent word to the duke’s estate to notify them of the circumstances. in the meanwhile, the man of the hour was unconscious for three days. seeing as how you were the one to find him, you took it upon yourself to help look after his well-being. changing his bandages, regularly wiping the accumulating sweat with a freshly damp cloth, ensuring the room is well-ventilated — you did the lot!

(sometimes you would stare at his resting face, wondering just how much more handsome he would be with his eyes open; only to retract that sentiment when recalling the tales about how his eyes could burn a man alive. exaggerated or not, he is still a dangerous individual you would rather not further entangle yourself with.)

with his people having retrieved their master from your care, promises of hefty compensation for taking care of their lord ringing in your ears, you were ready to sweep the whole ordeal under the rug and never get yourself involved with a man like him again! after all, he is the fearful duke responsible for your region, while you’re just another noble within his domain.

so, naturally, when you first heard of your soon-to-be marriage, you thought your parents did something to offend him and were sending you as a sacrifice meant to appease his wrath.

because, well, why else would the very same duke infamous for having zero interest in romantic and political marriages be sending a letter for your hand in marriage of his own accord? being unconscious the entirety of the time made him unable to see you, let alone know your family, so of course that meant his staff had filled him in on what happened. but why would he initiate this proposal without even knowing who you are first???

(did you get a say in this? no. would you have refused? yes. did your parents care about you and your well-being? aside from their apologetic gazes at your slack-jawed reaction and somewhat rational reasoning of “his grace may have an infamous reputation, but he is not a cruel ruler nor man,” you would like to deny the parental affection they have given you thus far in favour of objecting the claim.)

well, no matter. there was little time to prepare for his arrival to your estate, as the letter stated he would be arriving to escort you himself.

after much fuss over your clothing and luggage, the day arrived; you were going to see him again, except this time, he would see you as well.

a regal carriage entered the estate’s gates. the door swung open. a black gloved hand was the first to appear, followed by a ducked head of long navy hair, a familiar figure donning a freshly pressed suit and black overcoat, and finally — finally — a pair of burning crimson-marigold met your own gaze.

you weren’t sure if it was the adrenaline of your fight or flight response kicking in or the butterflies which ruptured within you that caused your heart rate to increase, but you found yourself unable to tear your gaze away from him.

he stopped in front of you, the features you once saw up close felt more complete than ever with the addition of his eyes open.

and thus, with your palm settled atop his outstretched gloved one, your fate was sealed.

(man. was this the compensation the staff were saying to you as they left…?)

that was two years ago.

savage. cold-blooded. inhumane. brute. monster. these were some of the ways in which duke blade was described. the man who currently sits on the edge of the bed watching you dress his wounds, however, is much different than the public opinion.

ever since exchanging vows at the altar and slipping sacred rings of matrimony onto each other’s fingers, you have come to know many sides of blade you never thought possible.

and while he rarely spoke in the beginning, his actions spoke louder than any voice could ever hope to measure up to. and, eventually, he became more vocal in regards to his feelings for you, just as you have with yours upon witnessing firsthand his true character.

from his battle-haggard, near manic state when on the verge of succumbing to the curse before falling into your healing embrace, to his tender fleeting touches and ever-adoring affection repressed within his gaze when in the presence of others, you have seen it all.

the process of getting to know and understand the intricacies of his life is almost like unravelling layers upon layers of thin bandage wrapped tightly around a gaping wound, hoping to block out the vulnerabilities which could be exposed. it was rocky at first, you being in an unfamiliar environment while he had his own inner battles to deal with first and foremost, but time carved its path for the two of you to partake in talks lasting late into the night, a subtle fondness growing more pronounced as familiarity grew alongside it.

and, of course, the time he returned from a subjugation battle-worn and mind having been overriden with mania. it was the first you’d seen him in such a loss of control. knights were rushing to subdue him while the servants desperately tried to usher your bewildered form some place safe, as though this had been a common occurrence well before you came into the picture. that hadn’t gone as planned, however, as the moment blade’s heaving figure locked eyes with you, a state of chaos ensued the moment he broke through the wall of knights with ease and appeared in front of you. no time was wasted when he lunged, a panic chorus of cries following suit as you remained rooted in place.

while you would never forget the blown-out, near-animalistic look in his eyes as he drew closer at an impossible speed, the gentle — almost reverent — manner in which he embraced you then, rigid body instantly relaxing against you, would forever be the turning point of your relationship, as well as a long-cherished memory of his first true feelings.

a dull sensation poking the space between your brows snaps you out of your thoughts. “stop frowning. i’ll be fine like always.”

your hands pause in their ministrations, hovering over his bare torso where you finished tying up a bandage. a blink and a sigh, another swab of disinfectant is in your hands working at the wound on his bicep.

“but that doesn’t mean i like seeing you return to me wounded,” you mutter bitterly, blatantly ignoring his stare. “i know you can take care of yourself, what with that regenerative ability of yours, but i still worry over you. you can still feel the pain, after all, and not to mention that curse—”

a swift tug forward abruptly cuts you off, your words fizzling on the tip of your tongue as a familiar warmth encases you in its entirety. instinctively, your hands grip onto his shoulders, the coarse material of bandages not unfamiliar to your touch, while blade’s hands are splayed across the expanse of your back as he holds you against his seated form.

his nose nudges along the slope of your neck, the shape of your jaw, the contours of your face, a trail of soft kisses leaving searing imprints in its wake.

a deep breath, a ticklish sensation, a thrumming heartbeat.

and when he rests his forehead against your own, crimson-marigold eyes dyed with devotion and seeping ardour, you think the world will be okay.

(even if it were to burst into flames and be reduced to ash, if it means you would be by this man’s side for a little longer, you think it will be okay.)

[theredtours]

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[shrinkingevergreen]

went on vacation with my family last week and didnt police what i ate at all. gained 5 lbs. no way am i hitting my goal by my goal date now. goddamn it.