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I dont understand peoples confusion around how the people around rodya loved him. He just had the four he was not wildly popular. For one. I think his family still loved him because something was obviously wrong. But also thats his family I don't think they're going to start hating him because he suddenly lashed out and wanted to be alone. I feel the general consensus is that something was obviously wrong and that everyone could be forgiven so to speak. But i just dont get why this is baffling.
#floyd.txt#i am one to forgive easily but its like...#even before anyone knew of the murder Hes just very off.... i dont know#its just not that bizarre to me. but this is talking as if he had so many loving supporting people left in his life He Did Not#razu and sonya were just very sweet and saw what he could be and so on.#id say several people saw what he Could Be. HE HAS DONE A GOOD BIT OF GOOD... He is capable of kindness#him being capable of murder bewilders everyone... GYAAUHHH#i could not articulate this well right now its late...Rodya...#If i recall with his family his worst with them wasnt that bad i dont think he really lashed out like#The stuff with luzhin mightve been his worse but I understand...a bit...#That was out of care for his little sister i dont. Understand . This will make me spiral to the people who think he is heartless and selfis#Entirely selfish and felt no love...AHHH!!!
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Prior to sending the ask I was just guessing what matrophobia meant based on the root words but I looked it up after and went ohhhh and then you confirmed that extra dimension to it and I went OHHHHH
I think that gets to the heart of what I've been thinking about, that bittersweetness, because despite his best efforts... of course he could never end up anything like Yoko, but he still ended up with an abusive "household." Because in addition to Masato ending up how he did, he has to see those same situations play out, feel that same tension in the air between Jo and Ichi, over and over for almost a decade straight.
Like, in a way, he's forced to put himself in Toshio's shoes when that happens. He can't really get through to Jo, in the same way Toshio can't get through to Yoko, but he can try to step in before lasting damage is done, and he can try to make it bearable for his son. You know. Have a nice talk. Treat him to Peking duck. I'm SO normal about the (drawn-out) parallels of those scenes
So then with Jo... he kind of does become his father, even if he never wanted to (no one wants to), both through his ruinous neglect of Masato at birth and through how he comes to look at discipline and corporal punishment. I'm sure it's not lost on him in Masato's case (owww), but with Ichi, it's not like he has any reason to see him as his son... But How Far Can That Take You.
Because it's like, at the start, he was openly beating Ichi in front of Arakawa and not letting up much when Arakawa intervened. But then you have The Yubitsume Scene and Arakawa walking in on All That and... he looks sorry. Sorry for being caught, probably, but sorry nonetheless. Like... what changed between then and now... have you two had a Heartfelt Conversation... do you know where Arakawa got that scar... are you unable to change your "nature" even then...
Side note bro your SHOE is the size of his TORSO I promise you do not need to kick him with all the strength you've got like what the hell is this đđđ
BUT ALL THAT ASIDE thank you so much for delving into the symbolism! Wonderful read. I don't really have an eye for symbolism, so that makes it all the more enjoyable to revisit the comic and everything with what you've gone into. I think a lot of your experiences resonate with mine, so conversely I'm not sure what others would take away from it, BUT I think there's enough there that's so insightful and evocative that it's effective without personal experience. I don't think there's anything I could add, so. Yeah. For once I am happy to sit back and take it all in... On that note, definitely looking forward to your next comic!
AUUUGH YEAAAH YEAHEYA HYEAH THAT EXACTLY OUUUGH OWIEE OWW.....
that's literally it though. like no extra notes. except The Obligatory Few i dont think it was an accident that arakawa is set up as the beginning of the game's 'protagonist' and planting that 'troubled family' taste first thing in our mind. i remember how i felt when i first saw arakawa walk in on jo and ichi and then arakawa taking ichi out for dinner i was just likeđ§ââď¸Girl No The Cycle.... It's Continuing...... //screams// LIKE UGH IT WAS SO GOOD BUT ALSO OWWW STOPPP and then on the REPLAY it just hurts more cause with the added context to jo's character its like Oh No...... You're Your Father's Son....
and youre right: jo doesn't have an implicit reason to see how he treats ichi is wrong, hence he similarly doesnt have any reason to stop- not unless arakawa intervenes of course (and i will stand outside my window thinking of the possibility arakawa ever did try to have A Conversation with jo... arms folded behind my back and all like Manâ˘ď¸....)
oh but yeah, absolutely no problem ! im lowkey of an egotist so i do like to talk bout the stuff i make. More In Depth (though thats obvious considering the fuckin essays in the tags i always leave â ď¸â ď¸) gerjlgaELKjg. so i was happy to explain âŞ(´â˝ď˝) !! what i like about symbolism is that it can be intentional or not, and the fun is always finding it just by chance. i cant explain it properly, but i just think its a neat 'seasoning' of sorts to drawings (â´âĄ`â)
#long post#snap chats#everyone in rgg got flipper shoes i stg tho like evey time i look at everyones renders i gotta point it out to myself đ#speaking of. The Cycle. and Personal Experiences. arakawa walkin in on jo and ichi esp hits cause thats def a thing thats happened to mysel#its insane how one woman terrorizes my whole family but no cause i remember my mom would tear me a new one. Metaphorically#or she'd be pissed at my sis and i and my sis would just take us out for lunch and we'd talk bout it#Unsurprisingly my dad would do that for me growin up and he was there#i used to visit him on weekends when he lived nearby and those were my Peking Duck dinners in a sense#he'd just do his best to make sure i felt at home and making sure. i was cared for for once LMAO#so yeah to see that repeat in my family with my sister taking the role of my dad its like ow...#OH YEAH NO ITS BEEN A HOT YEAR SINCE I SAID HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO GET THROUGH THE BEGINNING OF Y7 HUH#it hurts a lot to watch masumi's backstory since it's EXTREMELY personal and hits too close to home but i watch it anyway đĽ´#probably the first and only time a piece of media can actually 'trigger' me that badly i guess. how lame#i think ive updated my villain origin story enough tho. im sorry you also had a shit mom If Im Assuming Right#i wish it was easy to deal with bad parents but. well. if it was we wouldnt have them amiright#the best i can do is vent how i feel and at least try to have people in similar situations as me feel. understood. as corny as that sounds#its a little heinous to say Im Glad Our Experiences Are Similar cause id never wish my experiences on anyone else#but i guess i mean to say im glad we can understand each other in that regard#on a semi-better note. please dont hope for the comic anytime soon i only just finished sketching set pieces ( ´âĄ` ;;;)#I GOT DISTRACTED AGAAAINNNNN also its very cold and i dont work well in the cold. s'cause my fingers get all stiff EW#but i WILL have this one done i have too many abandoned projects i aint abandoning another one#with that in mind its funny you mention arakawas scar cause i did have a tiny baby thing in mind with it#nothing sad or serious this time just somethin cute even. if THAT ever happens we'll see it but yeah. just another funny case of Timing#alright bye bye for now i should work on this. after i answer your second ask HANG ON ILL SEE YOU THERE--
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secret - Chris Sturniolo
summary: chris wants to keep your relationship a secret from the fans, which means he is never around as much as he should be. this sparks an argument, where chris suggests that you 'should just leave.'
contains: angst, cocky!chris, crying, fluff, yelling, comforting.
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i lay in chris and i's bed, wrapped up comfortably in the thick sheets.
my head snaps up to look at chris as he swings open the door, he walks inside the room wearing a white tanktop and some black sweatpants.
"just gonna go film." he says vaguely before walking out of the room,
"chris- can i come!?" i call out,
"y/n, no. we talked about this" chris sighs, i get up out of bed and walk towards him,
"please- i don't have to be in it, i just haven't seen you for like a week." i say softly, chris shakes his head, practically discarding me.
"i see you every week, ill be gone for about two hours okay?" chris says blankly,
i feel my face grow hot with embarrassment, i feel like im practically begging for chris to want me, even though im his girlfriend. anger courses through my body, pushing me to my breaking point.
"why- why do you not care about me- or anything i have to say!" i raise my voice, pointing my fingers at chris's chest as i glare my eyes.
"you don't scare me y/n." chris chuckles, bringing my finger down from his chest.
"proves my fucking point! right there--!" i yell, chris just stares at me with a smug smile on his face.
"we agreed to keep us a secret-" chris starts, but i cut him off
"we both agreed to keep us a secret from your fans, not everyone else you've ever known! yes- i get it your fans will be mad but you're- your'e-" my voice breaks as i turn away from him
"don't be acting all pissy because i have a job and you don't." he raises his voice at me,
"excuse you?" i almost laugh,
"yeah, get a grip y/n, honestly." chris sighs, grabbing his phone and going to walk out.
"don't fucking leave-" i shout, "you're a horrible person chris-" i say, holding back floods of tears.
"maybe you're just being a sensitive little bitch?" chris says, the regret is prominent on his face as soon as those words leave his mouth.
"you're being- so mean-" my voice breaks, tears rolling down my flushed face.
"then leave- i'm actually done with you're bullshit, please leave." chris raises his voice.
i look up at him, "actually-?" i say through loud sobs,
he hesitates for a second before speaking, "i- i dont know- if you can handle me being popular then leave-"
"your ego is incredible you asshole-" i squeeze out, walking past him.
he grabs my chin and stops me in my tracks, his large hand clasped tight around my small chin. "excuse me?" he looks down at me,
"i'm going to find nick." i sigh loudly,
"no you're not." chris states,
"i thought we were done?" i say with a loud cry, i wipe my tears away quickly.
suddenly matt peeks his head through the door, "everything okay in here?" matt asks with concern clear on his face
âfuck off matt, genuinely.â chris raises his voice,
âdude, youâre making her cry-â matt points out, his eyes locking with mine.
âand itâs none of your business, fuck off!â chris yells shakily at matt,
matt walks into the room angrily, pushing chrisâs shoulder. chris letâs go of my chin, discarding me.
âyou want my girl now?â chris almost laughs as he approaches matt,
âsheâs literally like my little sister and iâve known her my whole life- so god forbid i ask if sheâs okay after i hear you scream at her through the walls!â matt grows angry,
ây/n canât understand that the fans canât know about me and her, thatâs literally it- sheâs just being ignorant, like always.â chris speaks as though iâm not here,
âsort your shit out chris.â matt mutters, pushing chris backwards before walking out of the room.
âi- i think iâm gonna go to mattâs room.â i whisper, barely audible.
âyeah- go fuck him while youâre at it.â chris says with a petty tone,
i let out a frustrated sigh before pushing his shoulder back with an angry sob.
âpathetic.â chris scoffs, âdo it harder-â he taunts,
i storm out of the room, slamming the door shut behind me with a loud bang.
i swing open the door to mattâs room, heâs sat at the edge of his bed on his phone.
âmatt-â i sniffle, matt looks up at me before standing up,
âhey- hey you okay?â matt asks frantically, his voice soft.
âi think chris just broke up with me-â my voice breaks, matt wraps his arms around me, pulling me into a hug.
âiâm sure he didnât, heâs just upset right now, you think?â matt whispers into my hair,
i nod, âyou can stay in my room tonight, iâll get the spare mattress.â he suggests, i nod as tears continue to pour down my face.
âi hate him- ihatehimihatehimihatehim.â i sob, matt rubs my back,
âno you donât, arguments are normal, it happens.â matt sighs.
âi do- hes so mean to me!â i bury my face into my hands.
âshh- sh itâs okay.â matt says, âare you in your pyjamas?â matt asks,
i nod, âokay- then letâs get out the mattress and you can get to sleep.â matt states.
he lets me go before tugging out the matress from under his bed, he throws a couple of blankets and pillows on it before handing me his pug stuffed animal,
âyou want this for tonight?â matt asks with a small laugh, i grab the small pug stuffed animal before flopping down on the mattress on the floor.
mattâs always been like a big brother for me, heâs always cared about me so much.
matt bends down and covers me in the blankets, tucking me in. âtry have a good sleep okay?â matt whispers, i nod with a small âthank youâ.
ââââ-
4:23am
i stir awake slowly, i sit up off the matress and look over at matt whoâs fast asleep on the bed beside me.
i stand up before stumbling over to the door swiftly, the need to go to the bathroom is overwhelming.
i slowly creak open mattâs door and step out into the corridor.
my footsteps slap against the cold wood as i yawn loudly
i swing open the door to the bathroom, and iâm met with him.
chris.
heâs sitting on the edge of the bathtub, scrolling on his phone. i turn on the warm light which illuminates the small bathroom.
âoh-â i whisper, spinning back around and reaching for the door handle.
âno- no please come back-â chrisâs voice wobbles.
heâs wearing spider-man pyjama shorts, the same ones that i teased him for a couple weeks ago.
heâs got a thin white shirt on and his brunette hair is messed up completely, his eyes are bloodshot and swollen along with his puffy lips and pink cheeks.
he stands up, looking down at me. i can see the gears in his brain physically spinning as he tries to think of what to say.
âi-iâm sorry iâm still here- i was gonna pack up in the morning.â i break the silence with a couple deep breaths.
chrisâs face drops, he buries his face into his hands with a shake of his head.
âi- i didnât mean that- i was just so caught up in the heat of the moment and i really- really- donât want to loose you.â chris starts, his eyes watering
âand iâm so sorry for taking you for granted. i love you more than anything, i love you more than anything ever.â chrisâs voice breaks loudly, he goes silent as his body jolts up and down.
âare you crying?â i ask softly, he nods.
i donât say anything, just wrapping my arms around him, he hugs me back weakly.
he buries his head into my shoulder, his soft hair covers half my face.
âand- iâm sorry for crying i just- donât want you to think iâm only crying for sympathy i just feel really upset.â chris clarifies, i laugh softly,
âi know sweetheart,â i sigh,
âandâ and- you donât have to forgive me- everâ i said proper mean stuff to you.â chrisâs voice trembles,
âi forgive you, i just want my old chris back, yeah?â i rub his back,
âyou will get that- forever-â chris sniffs.
we stand in the cold of the bathroom, his arms holding me tightly now, as though heâs afraid to let me go.
i stroke his hair lightly with my manicured nails,
âchris- i donât mean to ruin this moment but i really really need to pee- thatâs why i came in hereââ
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Hellooo, Im not sure if ur requests are open, so ignore this if they arenât, but could i request Obanai x Reader that is like, his adopted little sister, they have similar background etc, act similar (shes a lil softer but yk)? Like, u could really mistaken them for siblings if u didnt know, and all platonic ofc [: Also, If u have the time and want to, you can also make hcs abt what the other hashira think of u, but thats alot of work so i understand if u dont.
Anyways- I hope u have a nice day/night, and dw for not doing this, I fully understand. [[[:
I got this request on November 4, 2023, and started writing it today (June 18, 2024). Man, I am so sorry đ
I also subconsciously made the reader a teenager, around the ages of 12-14
Tengen's part includes his wives, because I love them and needed to include them some way.
I think I just suddenly forgot how to write Gyomei and Shinobu??? so, their parts are rather short and they only have a few bullet points.
Warnings ;; None.
Relationship ;; Platonic
Type ;; Headcanons
Iguro Obanai ;; The Snake Hashira
Obanai is very protective of you, and even that's an understatement.
He knows you're strong, especially for a kid, after all, you're his Tsuguko.
Surprisingly, you didn't become his Tsuguko just because you're like a sibling to him, you became his Tsuguko because he could recognize your strength. (And you wouldn't stop pestering him)
You're very close to Kaburamaru, and he likes to be near you, just like with Iguro.
When you're not training with Iguro, you're more than likely taking missions here and there, or you're at home.
He didn't really like the idea of you meeting the other Hashira, besides Mitsuri, mostly because he doesn't exactly care for any of them.
He holds very high expectations for you, but at the same time, his expectations are also very low.
Giyuu Tomioka ;; The Water Hashira
Tomioka wouldn't exactly bother getting to know you, or bother talking to you, unless you initially started a conversation.
At first, it would seem like he was ignoring you, but if you kept pestering, he'd slowly open up, day by day, and start talking to you.
If you didn't happen to start a conversation upon meeting him, he may give you a wave upon seeing you, but besides that, you won't get much else.
He's very awkward around other people, especially children.
Even if you don't exactly talk, or if you aren't exactly friends, he'll get you a snake keychain for your birthday every year.
He may not know much about you, but he knows how much you hang around Obanai, so he assumed you liked snakes.
Mitsuri Kanroji ;; The Love Hashira
Mitsuri absolutely loves you.
She loves taking you out to lunches, when she's able to.
No matter the length of your hair, she absolutely loves to put your hair up, or do your hair.
She has a tendency to buy you things from random markets. If she happens to be there, and see something you may like, she's buying it and giving it to you the next time she sees you, with the widest smile on her face.
Sleepovers with Mitsuri are a must. She manages to convince Obanai to let you stay with her for a night or two while you just have a girls night.
Muichiro Tokito ;; The Mist Hashira
This mostly depends on when you meet Muichiro.
If you meet him before he regains his memory, he constantly forgets who you are, just like with everyone else.
He doesn't much care for you, and if you strike up a conversation with him, he's not very into the conversation.
If you meet him after he regains his memory, that also depends on who you are to Tanjiro.
If you're close to Tanjiro, he'll start up conversation with you occasionally, and you'll basically be acquaintances, or friends, if you happen to be lucky.
If you're not, he talks to you occasionally around the base, but doesn't actively try to start up conversation with you.
Tengen Uzui ;; The Sound Hashira
Tengen believes you're Obanai's little sister, even if you tell him otherwise.
Maybe a year and a half after you meet him, he'll slowly start to accept that you're not.
But even then, he still calls you "Obanai's Flashy Little Sis"
Suma frantically worries about you, due to the fact that you're a child, and taking on important missions.
Makio acts like she couldn't care less, but is still kind of worried for the same reason Suma is. You're just a kid, and a Tsuguko at that.
Hinatsuru, just like the other two, tends to worry, for all the same reasons, but she's very sweet about them.
After Tengen's retirement, if you're about to head out on a mission, they'll stop by and give you a few snacks for the road.
They kind of act like protective family members.
Like your uncle and three aunts, in a sense.
Gyomei Himejima ;; The Stone Hashira
Gyomei treats you like one of the children he used to care for.
He, like Obanai, is rather protective, but he's quite lenient about it.
He even gifts you one of his spare beads, hoping they'll protect you on your journeys, given how young you are.
He's almost like a father figure.
Sanemi Shinazugawa ;; The Wind Hashira
Sanemi doesn't much care for you at first.
That's an understatement, he doesn't say a single word to you and simply walks away.
In an odd way, you remind him of Genya. He's also just.. not good with children so he has no clue what to say, or how to act.
If you, some how, some way, get him to talk to you, he's very stiff and very rude at first.
He wouldn't be able to get rid of the thought of Genya while talking to you, so that's how he reacts, as if he's talking to Genya.
Over time, he loosens up and begins to talk to you more often.
KyĹjurĹ Rengoku ;; The Flame Hashira
Your first meeting with KyĹjurĹ is very, very loud.
You might think you're deaf for a few hours afterwards.
He will bring you food entirely unwarranted, you have zero (0) choice in the matter.
He'll also ask if you'd like to eat with him, which you do have a choice in the matter there.
He's a rather silent eater, besides the occasional "Umai!" after every bite.
If you'd like to have a conversation with him, he can talk about anything and everything, and is always willing to.
You tend to remind him of Senjuro from time to time, and when it happens, the widest smile appears on his face.
Shinobu KochĹ ;; The Insect Hashira
Shinobu is very sweet towards you, especially when you first meet her.
You remind her of Kanao, in a sense.
If you manage to grow close to her, in some way, she may let her guard down here and there.
She'll never fully let down her guard around you, because she knows you're a kid, and you don't need to know the truths of her life.
She makes it known, very often, that if you ever get injured, she's willing to patch you up, good as new.
No matter how bad the wound is.
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ivypools heart excerpt thoughts
this book feels like it was made in a lab to piss me off. genuinely every little thing in this excerpt besides that one little moment with shadowsight and dovewing makes me want to rip my hair out
ivypool would not fucking act like that.
the constant hammering in of how Sad Ivypool is about her Daughter feels so flat because they literally did not do anything to flesh out their relationship when bristlefrost was alive. also because i dont like ivypool
rootspring is going to hell for making bristlefrosts sacrifice about how she could have been a mother i dont care how much the books tried to sell their relationship to me this is straight up the worst and if i see anyone talking about how sad his life is ill kill myself
i don't even think they remember anything about shadowsight its impressive how little they gaf about it in a book about its cousin, who, as i have said before, literally died to save its life
^ though honestly i think they literally forgot that bristlefrost and shadowsight are kin. like they go on about ivypool and her sister and their respective dead kids and then coincidentally shadowsight is literally never brought up despite its significance in the topic
ivypool would not fucking act like that
i dont like that dovewing and ivypool are suddenly good friends now i dont like it. ivypool should be miserable and alone forever as she continues to let clan culture destroy her in an attempt to be "more loyal" she should hold onto her grudges until it kills her
fernsong is such a nothing character i honestly dont understand why they keep trying to tell me that bristlefrosts parents were actually good at parenting. look me in the eyes and tell me bristlefrosts parents were present in her life outside of when she was a baby
wrenflight im sorry they're setting you up to be yet another woman who's entire character centers around romance im so sorry
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annoying ~ lhs
sypnosis : you just moved and came to your brothers school and your known as a chatterbox. your a freshman and you ended up crushing on your brothers best friend, lee heeseung who is the strict student council and sadly ... he's a senior. and you can't date seniors can you?
features : sunghoon enha , chaewon lsfm , rei ive.
genre : best friends sister trope , yapper x listener , angst + fluff (some suggestiveness)
pair : college senior student council!hee x college freshman fem!reader
chapter(s) : ONE 2 3 4
To say heeseung was tired of being your brotherâs friend was an understatement, he was sick of it.
All your brother did was boss him around all damn day and force him to babysit a chattering little girl; which, if you didnât know, was you.
his temper wasnât bad or anything, no. he was perfect at keeping himself in check and not letting little things tick him off.
But somehow when you came around and opened your big mouth while staring up at him with pretty eyes, he always had a hint of aggravation and something else hidden underneath that he just couldnât put his finger on.
Thats why today, when he told you to be quiet and you obliged with a sad pout, he sighed.
The silence helped him think of course, but it wasnât the damn silence.
it was you for fucks sake.
well.. you werenât doing anything anymore but he couldnât help but get annoyed just by staring at your pouty lips.
"You know what ... you can talk. i dont want to see you pout or whatever."
The words had left to quickly, but when he glanced at your big smile and the way you immediately turned into a yapping machine, something made him feel like that was worth it.
ââââââ
the past few days after the incident went surprisingly well.
no stress, no signs of you, no signs of your brother.
Until one day that was ruined.
student council was kicking his ass more than usual, calling him for dumb things like someone vaping or a lost bookbag.
all the stress crashed down all on him in one day. leaving him a ball of angered nerves.
what was WAY worse was he had to walk you home today due to your brothers busy schedule with basketball, why did that idiot always have to leave you with him?
he had been listening to your story about something in class he couldnât even pretend to care about and it was getting tiresome.
Clearly, you saw his face and spoke up. âOppa? whats wrong withââ
but he immediately cut you off and yelled, his voice getting louder and harsher.
"Do you seriously not understand how much you're getting on my nerves? You can't seem to keep your mouth shut, it's like you're completely oblivious to how loud and irritating you are. You're just so.. so DAMN ANNOYING."
He paused and took a deep breath, trying to control his anger after lashing out.
he rubbed his temple and felt his veins popping under his skin, making everything around him spin.
suddenly, he heard sniffles, making him stiffen.
He whipped his head around and saw you crying. you were full on bawling, all cause of him.
before he could speak you rushed off down the street with your face covered in tears and a bit of snot, probably going the wrong direction if you didnât think straight.
after all these years of being beside since you were little up until now, he promised your brother he wouldnât upset you.
yet here he was, watching you rush off with tears.
Fuck⌠your brother was definitely gonna chew him out when he saw you.
#; annoying lhs#heeseung soft hours#enhypen heeseung#lee heesung x reader#lee heesung smut#heeseung x reader#heeseung fluff#lee heeseung#heeseung angst#heeseung smut#heeseung#heeseung enhypen smut#heeseung hard thoughts
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â§warnings: Yandere/toxic themes, kidnapping, explicit stuff mentioned (this isnt my best writting im so sorry its been saur long, im working thru the reqs too<3 my drafts are filled w sm so stay tuned!!!)
âsynopsis: Sunghoon is feared by all, his name was enough to reinforce that fear, for he had grown to be a much more fearful mafia than his father, though one with morals, he never let women in his life, and he barely trusted anyone... until he saw a butterfly.
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Sunghoon stepped out of his limo, suitcase loaded with cash. He was filthy rich, and he couldn't deny it, so seeing him give a suitcase of month everytime the orphanage needed money, he was happy to help. His face always had a cold look, but the children all loved him, they were only safe, and loved in a caring foster home just because of him.
The man got into his vehcile, sitting in the driver's seat as Jungwon stared at him. "I still dont understand why you don't hire a driver for yourself bro-" Jungwon simply asked as Sunghoon raised an eyebrow "The rest of you boys cant be trusted driving under stressful situations so you have one, I just dont need one." he simply said as he started his car. The man started driving, when his car came to a sudden halt.
There before him, a pretty girl "Bro- u almost hit that hottie-" Jungwon pointed out as Sunhgoon didnt even bother turning his way, his eyes glued on the girl who apologized, before gettign distracted again, chasing after the blue morpho butterfly. "Crazy bitch- fuck she scared me-" Jungwon mumbled as Sunghoon continued staring at the girl, lovestruck, the way she raised her hand, and let the butterfly sit on her finger, as she kissed near it.
"Jungwon. I want to know every little detail about that girl. where she studies, where she lives, what she likes, what she hates, everything." He stated as Jungwon frowned, yet complied. She was very pretty, her layered dark hair, her perfectly winged eyeliner, the way she walked freely like she didn't give a care in the world. Not to mention, she definitely had style. For the first time he fell in love. So he will have her fall for him.
It didn't take Jungwon too long, as soon as he got home, he printed out the necessary files "Her name is y/n, she lives with the Lee's, yes She's Lee Heeseung's sister. Her father owns many schools, and she studies in the one Heeseung teaches in, to be fair, you're going to have to get on Heeseung's good side if you want her, because they're looking to arrange a marriage for her." Jungwon concluded as Sunghoon smiled.
It was all so easy for him. She was just within reach. "What brings you here Sunghoon?" Heeseung asked as the male looked around the School grounds. "Oh? well uhm.... uhh... just looking for a potential threat in this college- He's hiding from me..." he lied as Heeseung nodded. "In that case keep an eye on my sister-" Heeseung replied as he pat his shoulder, and walked off to a group of loud students.
His eyes finally found her, a butterfly sitting on her cheek, and she didn't even flinch, still writting notes in her book. He took a seat in front of her, causing the butterfly to fly away. The girl looked up, tilting her head at him. "Mr Park! what brings you here.... you aren't going to kill me are you?..." She asked as Sunghoon snickerred "Of course not.... what could possibly lead me to hurting a sweetheart like you?" He asked, his hand softly holding her jaw, as he ran his thumb across her lips and cheek.
It's no surprise she knew who he was, he was the Park Sunghoon, everyone knows him. God her lips are so perfect, he was so soft, making sure not to smudge her makeup or hurt her. However y/n felt a little uncomfortable... She softly pulled away. She can't deny it, he's fucking gorgeous, fighting her intrusive thoughts of rubbing her thumb across his brows.
"I wanted to see how my pretty girl is doing. My pretty girl..." he smiled, as he placed a strand of her hair behind her ear. "Im installing a butterfly greenhouse in my garden just for you, Heeseung said you love flowers, I have a whole garden filled with jasmines, roses, lotuses and many other flowers you name it..." Sunghoon continued. It was all moving so fast, was this her fiancee her parents picked for her? why's he moving so fast? why him? is this a trap to kill her?
It was none of which... The Lee father fears Sunghoon, and Heeseung is like a brother to Sunghoon, after all the man did abuse Heeseung and y/n growing up, so when Sunghoon asked to marry her, Of course her parents wer happy with it, Mrs Lee believed he was a sweetheart. Heeseung wasn't too happy at first, but he wasn't a typical mafia boss, playboy with prostitutes every night, how bad could it possibly be.
"Uhm..... huh?" Y/n asked, not knowing what to say or ask. "You're parents are ok with me marrying you so, instead of circling around, im giving it to you straight." Sunghoon simply said "All you need to do is pack your belongings when you get home, you're moving in with me, your room will be right opposite mine, and we can talk about what you want in this marriage ok?" He asked as Y/n stared, stunned.
She was never told anything.... Why is everything going so fast? She was being married off to a blood thirsty beastly man who kills for a living?! As Sunghoon left, she sat there lost in thought. So she really was his?.......
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#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon imagines#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon smau#enhypen imagines#enhypen fluff#enhypen x reader#enhypen x you#enhypen x y/n#enhypen scenarios#enhypen reactions#enhypen#park sunghoon#sunghoon#enha imagines#enha scenarios#enha smau#enha x reader#enhypen drabbles#enhypen x female reader#sunghoon drabbles#park sunghoon fluff#sunghoon oneshot#sunghoon drabble#enhypen oneshot#sunghoon x you#sunghoon imagine#enhypen imagine#park sunghoon x reader#enhypen sunghoon
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Imagine
Jeongin is your roommate, actually there was nothing between you two. But when it come to him wearing glasses, its just something else. It brings the dirtiest images of this situation. you cannot let this opportunity slip anymore; youre riding jeongin, praising him, kissing and nibbing on his skin. He is not understanding anything and dont know how it even started
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đˇď¸ fingering, oral (f) implied, mentions of perv!jeongin
with his glasses askew, his hair mussed and purple bruises decorating his collarbones jeonginâs a living vision of debauchery. Â
youâre seated in his lap and he doesnât know where to put his hands. your skirt has ridden up so high he can almost see your lace thong. he knows youâre wearing the black one with the little bow on the front; heâd watched you fish it out of the dryer earlier and had made a mental note to pocket it later.Â
somewhere between then and now youâd come home from the club and pounced. itâd happened so fast jeonginâs brain is still struggling to catch up. it doesnât help that most of his blood is rushing south.Â
âthese fucking glasses,â you mutter between sharp nips at his skin. it hurts more than heâd like but he doesnât dare to stop you. doesnât want you to even if he should know better. he canât ruin things. not with you.Â
âyouâre drunk,â he protests weakly, âwe shouldnât ââ
âshut up, iâve only had three drinks,â you push at his shoulders. your strength surprises him. it also turns him on, which isnât helping. neither are the words you utter next:Â
âyang jeongin, listen to me. i need you to fuck me. right now.âÂ
never in a million years did he expect to hear those words coming from you. he stares at your face, searching it for any signs of trickery. this has to be a prank. itâs either that or heâs dreaming.Â
âwhat about jisung?âÂ
jeonginâs not sure why he asks. he doesnât give a shit about jisung.Â
âwhat about who,â you scoff and roll your eyes. jisung is the guy youâd been dating for the past couple weeks. âdatingâ is a big word; itâd been more fucking than dating, with very little room for any conversation. it probably wouldnât have worked out anyway. âhe left with minhoâs sister.â
it all makes sense to him now. youâre horny, and jisung left you high and dry. jeongin pushes the bitter taste of being used as a rebound away and tentatively puts his hands on top of your bare thighs. this might be his only chance.Â
âcâmon, innie, donât be shy,â you giggle. why do you have to be so cute even when youâre teasing him? âi know you want me.âÂ
he lets his gaze drift from your eyes to your mouth. fuck, you have no idea how badly he wants you.Â
âthe walls are thin, yâknow. i can hear you moaning my name at night.â
his eyes snap back up, feline eyes now wide and rounded, his ears turning the brightest shade of pink youâve ever seen. you giggle again and grind your hips against his. jeonginâs so hard heâs sure heâs going to explode if you keep doing that. somehow the thought of you knowing about his little crush is more enticing than embarrassing. or maybe todayâs the day he discovers heâs got a thing for humiliation. he realizes he doesnât care. not when your skin is hot underneath his palms and youâre making the neediest little noises.Â
âi need your fucking hands. the amount of times iâve fantasized about these long fingersâŚâÂ
jeongin swallows hard. youâve thought about him too?Â
he tightens his grip on your thighs and his mouth finds yours easily. the kiss is hungry and eager, more teeth and tongue than necessary as you lick into his mouth like you want to devour him. the low moan he lets out only seems to spur you on.Â
encouraged by your enthusiasm jeongin pushes your sodden underwear to the side and teases your slit with two fingers. he grins when he feels how soaked you are. âall this because of some glasses?â
youâre not laughing anymore, jaw going slack and eyes rolling back when he finds your clit. âdown,â you tug at his shoulders and clamber off his lap. he lets you maneuver him into position, reclining on the couch with your thighs on both sides of his head. âthe answer is you, you idiot. but you can keep the glasses on.â
#answered#𤥠anon#stray kids smut#skz smut#stray kids hard hours#skz hard hours#stray kids imagines#skz imagines#stray kids headcanons#skz headcanons#stray kids x reader#skz x reader#stray kids fanfic#skz fanfic#jeongin smut#jeongin x reader#i.n x reader#i.n x you#i.n smut#tw: perversion#;skz blurbs
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I saw that u write for Daddy stucky x little x little Peter and it's si adorable đĽşđĽşđĽşđĽşđĽş
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Daddy stucky x little reader x little Peter where the reader is in babyspace like daipers and all the time sleepy and she just want to be in daddies arms but they need to go to the avenger tower and have a Meeting and another cg babysit the little one's but the baby reader dont understand why daddies arenât there and just cries and petie try to comfort her and when daddies are back and daddy bucky picks her up she immediately stops crying and falls asleep and more fluff u can choose how petie would try to comfort her (he is like 6 or 7 in headspace)
Proud Of You
Word Count: 1.4k
Pairing: CG!Stucky x Little!Reader x Little!Peter (fem terms used for reader)
A/N: hello lovely anon! my requests are actually closed butâŚâŚâŚâŚ i really liked this idea đŽ sooo i wrote it anyways!! i really really love big brother peter 𼺠and i tried to make this as fluffy as can be! enjoy đ
It was the dreamiest afternoon, a heavy blanket of clouds pushing away the last sunrays of summer as autumn made itself known. As you napped in your crib, Peter and Bucky were enjoying a movie on tv, curled up on the big couch in the living room. Steve had left on an errand to the grocery store, suddenly inspired by the overcast weather to cook a cozy meal for his family. A scented candle on the shelf in the corner filled the room with warmth, and Bucky took deep breaths as he stroked Peterâs hair, filing away this perfect moment in his mind to look back on whenever he needed to remember just how safe his life was now. He tried to ignore the phone buzzing in his pocket, silently cursing whoever was trying to disturb his heaven, but when the notifications continued to flood in, he reluctantly answered the call.
Peter sat up as Bucky maneuvered to retrieve his phone, the sudden movement of his favorite pillow pulling the kiddo from the brink of an unplanned nap. Peter looked up at his Baba as he answered the phone, furrowing his brows as Bucky sighed. On the other end, Steve lightly chided his husband for not answering sooner, before letting him know that he was currently stranded at the store, the family car unresponsive in the parking lot. Bucky reassured Steve that heâd be right there, running a tired hand over his face as he hung up the phone and picked up the baby monitor that showed your nursery. The video showed you still fast asleep in your crib, pacifier half fallen out of your mouth. Mentally calculating the time it would take to reach the store and back, Bucky decided it wasnât worth disturbing your nap for an errand that would hopefully be over before you even woke up to notice he was gone.
âWhatâs wrong, Baba?â Peter spoke up. There was anxiety in his voice, but not very much; he could tell it must not be an emergency if Bucky was so calm.
âDaddyâs car broke and I have to go pick him up from the store.â Bucky tried not to sound too annoyed.
âCan I come?â Peter asked eagerly, but Bucky shook his head.
âNot this time, pumpkin. I need you to be a big boy and take care of the house while Iâm gone. Donât answer the door for anyone and try not to wake up your sister, okay baby?â
Peter nodded enthusiastically, thrilled to be assigned a mission - even if that mission was just to stay put on the couch and not get into trouble.
With a kiss to the top of the spider boyâs head, Bucky was out the door, wanting more than anything to get this done as quickly as possible. Peter stared at the door for what felt like ages after it had closed behind his Baba, counting down the minutes until his return. And then he heard your cry from the baby monitor speaker.
Your precious slumber was interrupted, your peaceful dreams morphing into a heart stopping nightmare, almost as if you could sense your Babaâs absence and your Daddyâs distress. Tossing and turning, you ripped your way out of the cocoon of sleep, letting out a choked sob as you desperately tried to rejoin the waking world. You opened your eyes into the darkness, anxiously staring at your nursery door, almost mentally willing it to burst open and your daddies to come rushing in. But when the door finally did open, it was tentative, and the figure you saw illuminated by the hall light was not who you expected.
Peter rushed towards you as soon as he saw your desperate face. He reached through the bars of your crib to hold your hand as he reassured you were safe, big brother was here and he wasnât gonna let anything hurt you. But it was no use, you just kept thrashing and crying out.
âDaddy! Baba!!â You wailed, needing more than anything just to be wrapped in their big strong arms, protected from anything and everything that could come your way.
Peter crouched down so his face was level with yours, wanting more than anything just to comfort you.
âDaddies arenât here right now, but itâs okay, I got you!â Peter reassured you, and although you stopped fighting and let your body calm down, your tears still didnât stop.
âBabaâŚâ You sobbed, your chest heaving up and down with nervous breaths.
âCan I get you out of your crib?â Peter asked, his hand already on the latch.
You nodded and Peter let down the bars of the crib, helping you down onto the carpeted floor. He held your hand all the way as he led you back to the living room, his protective heart breaking as he heard you sob behind him. He brought you to the couch and helped you onto it, making sure you were comfy and stable, knowing you were particularly small at the moment. Peter wrapped you in a plush throw blanket and grabbed the nearest stuffed animal, tucking it into the blanket with you.
âI gotta go to the kitchen, okay?â He asked, and your eyes widened. âDonât worry, though, Iâll be right back!â
You watched him all the while he zoomed around the corner into the kitchen, never leaving your line of sight as he ran to the fridge and pulled out a premade bottle. Taking the lid off, he put it in the microwave for less than a minute, just enough to bring it around room temperature, and as an added courtesy, he even made sure to open the microwave door before it could beep too loudly.
Just as quickly as heâd rushed into the kitchen, Peter was right back by your side, climbing up onto the couch to join you. He wrapped an arm around your blanketed body, leaning you into him as he brought the lukewarm bottle to your lips. With tears still in your eyes, you drank. The warm milk filling your belly brought your mind into focus, and your breathing steadied with each sip. With the hand that wasnât already clutched around your stuffie, you reached out to Peter, gripping his pointer finger with your whole hand. The more you calmed down, the more your brother did as well, now confident in his ability to take care of you. You werenât even halfway through with the bottle when you heard a familiar key in the front door lock.
Your milk drunk eyes flew open, laser focused on the door as it opened to reveal your two favorite people in the whole world. Peter dropped the bottle, but youâd already forgotten about your post-nap snack, your only care in the world was getting into your daddiesâ arms as quickly as possible. Your arms reached out, fingers flexing out at Steve and Bucky, desperate for them to finish bringing in the groceries, locking the door, taking off their shoes. It felt like it was taking forever.
âWell look whoâs awake!â Steveâs eyes lit up at the sight of you, just about as eager as you were to have you in his arms. He relieved you from Peterâs lap, and you gripped his shirt up in your fists, burying your face into his neck and breathing in his comforting scent. Peter was left to look up at Bucky, studying his face to try and figure out what he was thinking.
âIâm sorry Baba.â He apologized preemptively, just in case Bucky was mad at your nap ending prematurely.
âSorry about what, kiddo? You didnât wake her up on purpose, did you?â
Peter shook his head rigorously, hoping to convey to his Baba that heâd never do that.
âThen you have nothing to be sorry for, okay baby boy? In fact, it looks like you did a pretty good job holding down the fort while we were gone. Iâm so proud of you.â Bucky said, picking up Peter and joining you and Steve in the kitchen where the ingredients for that nightâs special dinner were all spread out on the counter.
âYea! Luv oo!â You chimed in, and Peter grinned the widest youâd ever seen him.
#little!reader#stucky x little!reader#agere fic#daddy!stucky x little!reader#bucky x little!reader#marvel agere#daddy!bucky#little!peter x little!reader#chloe's fic
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haiii me again with another request. What if yn is like the little sister of utahime and yk utahime hates gojo but yn has a crush on him. Maybe dating? And some height difference? Like yn reaches only to his chest
Gojo baby girl ILY đŤś
Gojo fluff (more of it bc I love him)
Being a first year and gojo a second year, you couldn't help but have a crush on your charming and silly upperclassman
So when you and your older sister, Utahime, went out for your monthly brunch and she asked you if you had a crush on anyone (hoping it was someone from your grade) you didn't understand why she had suddenly spit out her drink and grabbed you by the shoulders
"WHAT? HOW? YOURE KIDDING Y/N YOU HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM, HE IS THE WORST"
"What do you mean" you asked innocently "he seems really nice to me"
"NO NO NO NONONO YOU DONT UNDERSTAND, I WONT LET YOU DATE HIM I FORBID IT"
"We aren't even dating" you murmur
After that encounter, your big sis showing up at school unannounced became quite the common experience and you didn't even understand why Utahime hated him so much, I mean he was perfectly nice to her and all.
You and Gojo got closer as the year progressed and not even she could stop you two from sneaking time together
He would pull you into an alley way do the school when she was on one of her missions to find you and him, your nose pressed against his chest
Once she had passed you would look up at him and both of you would just start laughing
She would attempt to pull you away from him, but he would just swoop you away effortlessly
But you loved every second of your "forbidden" relationship
Holding the door closed so he could sneak out the window, while Utahime tried to force her way in, knowing exactly what you two were doing
Wearing disguises ďżźon all your dates
Making Shoko distract Utahime so he could bend down to kiss you goodbye
Every moment was amazing
Even when Utahime tried to object at the wedding (Shoko held her down) you couldn't help but just be happy to have two people who cared about you so much in your life.
#jjk#jjk x reader#little at this silly silly man#gojo x oc#gojo headcanons#gojo x reader fluff#gojo imagine#gojo smut#jjk gojo#gojo x reader#gojo saturo#gojou satoru x reader#gojo satoru#gojo fluff#jujutsu gojo#gojo x you#gojo x y/n#he is so slay#he is my babygirl#love my silly little guy
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soft yandere tsutey
Tsutey x reader
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I would imagine you came to Pandora with Jake. Being his sister or just someone who has trained for Pandora does not matter.As long as you somehow got there.
Tsutey is a cold man and he would not show you that in his heart you have a spacial place.He would see you for the first time with Neytiri and Jake while she was trying to get you two to the home tree.Does he stare at you like he could kill you? yes. But in his eyes you are spacial.From the start he wanted you with him. All the time.
You are a human you dont know their ways. And he will teach you.
And teach you he did. Maybe he yells and scolds you a lot but trust me he would kill for you.The first thing he would teach you is how to ride the (horse thing).He would go out of his ways to get you the most calm horse they had. He cant have you falling off now could he?
Talking with him would be strange. At first you probably didnt even know he speaks english. It was the second day with the clan, he was teaching you how to ride. Some of his students were talking while you got on the horse.He walked up to you paced his hand on your thigh to make your grip tighter.Looking at the navi that were whispering something Tsutey said something out of nowhere.
"They are not making fun of you"
He said in a deep voice. It has been some time since he said anything in english so he hoped he did it right.
"You can speak english?"
Oh how happy he was to hear your voice.
"Yes"
A simple response that started your "friendship".
He usualy didnt start the talks with you. It usualy had to be you. He wanted you to need him even tho he was probably the one needing you the most.
Jake is not a problem for him as long as he does not touch you.The first time he showed just how much he cared was when Jake was teasing you about being short even in the avatar. Now that would not be bad at all if Jake didnt touch your shoulder for a little too long.
He would hiss something in navi and push him away from you. Not you or Jake would understand it but Neytiri did and it made her smile.
Neytiri was long forgotten after you came in his life. He already did not love her that much but when you came she was just a clan member.So there was nothing for you to be jealous of. But as time went on and he spented more time with you, you two became a lot more then friend. Touching you was a normal thing and giving you gifts was as well. At the start he gived you meat but when he saw your scared face he went for another tactic. Flowers,food,bracelets everything that a normal human would give you.Sometimes he even flirted tho it did end up in him messing up.
Time would fly by fast and before you knew it you would be staning on top of the flying mountains. As Neytiri was explaining everything to Jake Tsutey was only looking at you. He didnt want you to do this. You could get hurt or worse.But if you wanted to become one of the people this was something you had to do.
"Be calm,when you will see him you will know"
He said softly as he petted your shoulder.
"How will i know he wants me"
"He will want to kill you"
Did he say it like it was nothing? yes. But at least he would be there to save you.
If he thought seeing you ride the horse was beautiful , seeing you on the ikran was out of the world.You two would wly till the end of the night.
Now unlike Neytiri Tsutey did not wait for you to become one of the people before making you his. It would be the night you got your ikran or the night after. You two would be sitting somewhere probably talking before he would move his face into your neck like he was taking in your scent.And that was all it took for him to lose it.He already had to control himself for so long he could not do it anymore.
Would he be gentle at least at the start he would.
Biting marks are a thing. Marking you is something he cant live without. He never explained mating to you. He wanted to tell you about it while he was showing you just how much he loved you.
While he would make you feel good he would say things like
"Now you are all mine", "We are banded together", "Only i will make you fill this way"
Nicknames were not a thing untill now. He woul call you things like love,yawne or even just mine or my girl/boy.
As i said him being jealous was not something that happened a lot. But after your "fun night" tigether noone could even look at you the wrong way. he was by your side all the time. Even while your avatar body was sleeping he was looking over you.
It would even come to the point he would come to the flying mountains while they were prepering for the big fight to make sure you were okay. Seeing your human body would just make fall for you again so when you were laying under the spirit tree he was saying bye to the body you were ment to live in.If it was on him he would keep you in the human body but there was no way you could survive.
But even if that was the life you were supposed to have being with him was the life that you cant run away from.
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sorry for any words spelled wrong i was in a hurry
hope you liked it tho
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Was It Over? // Jake Seresin
-> Chapter Seven: [Faucet Failure]
Summary: Jake makes his way back to you after finding out the truth. While under sedation to give your brain some rest, you remember the good times and the bad with your husband.
Warnings: Sick!reader. Breast cancer diagnosis. Jake Seresin x F!reader. Angst, hospital & medical inaccuracies. SLOW BURN ROMANCE/ Inaccurate medical information. Relationship turmoil.
Word Count: 4.6K
Author Note: These chapters keep getting more and more heartbreaking. I canât even deal. Why did you guys let me do this to yâall?
Series Masterlist | Main Masterlist
November 22nd
The dim glow of your TV was the only thing in the house that was giving your home any sort of light. The kids had all gone down well, both Lucy and Lennox had swimming practice after school which meant that they were down and out for the count before you even got from their beds back to the door. Sam was easy to get to sleep, he always had been. He was just a naturally sleepy kid.Â
The gentle knock against your front door startled you, but didnât shock you. You knew exactly who it was. It was the same guy who'd given you a tissue to dry your tears, the same guy who sat beside you and kept you company during one of your lowest moments. It was the guy that had turned an overly depressing core memory into one that showed a little humanity, sympathy and understanding.Â
âHappy Birthday!â Jensen cooed as he stood at your door with a plastic bag full of Chinese takeout containers full to the very brim. âI didn't know what you liked so I think I got one of everything.â You stood at the threshold of your home just staring at the man who was on your doorstep, whoâd insisted on buying you dinner. When you had informed him of your three children, Jensen said heâd have it delivered.
But he didn't specify whoâd be delivering itâŚ..
âI hope you weren't expecting a tip.â You smiled as you let Jensen into your home, the unimaginable amount of scattered children's shoes made it look like you were raising a family of caterpillars, but Jensen didn't mind the mess. He understood, his sister had two little girls around about the same age as Lucy and Lennox.Â
âBut I brought you cheesecake as well?â Jensen smiled back at you in the darkness of the dimly lit hallway. âCanât have a birthday without cake.âÂ
âI don't even remember the last time someone brought me any form of cake.â You sighed as you politely took the cheesecake in its cake box. Jensen frowned in response as he watched you hit the light switch in the hallway that led to the kitchen.Â
âDidn't your husband ever buy you a birthday cake?â He called out as he followed you deeper into your humble abode. It was a simple question that carried far too much weight than you were ready to truly unpack. You'd told Jensen in one of your many conversations since you first met about how you and Jake were separated due to circumstances that werenât fair to either one of you. Jensen never pressed for more information than you were willing to give.Â
âHe used to.â You shrugged. âI can't remember the year he stopped, hellâI can't really even pinpoint when he stopped caring but eventually he did and soon enough my birthday just became another day.â It was hard to admit, but Jensen made opening up about your marital struggles easy, you never really confided in anyone about any of it. He had a non-biased opinion. âBut I loved Jake, I still do, at the time I guess I didn't care that I was getting a fraction of what I deserved because a fraction of him was better than nothing at all.â The tears were there, they were ready to spill over your lower last line. But you never let them fall as Jensen sat down at your kitchen bench and opened up the bag of chinese food. âBut it all got too muchâ or too little, I suppose.âÂ
âHave you told him about the cancer yet?â Jensen asked softly, he wasn't pressing, he was just asking.Â
âI still dont think Iâm going toâhe probably wouldn't care, I mean he forgot my birthday.â Again you shrugged it off like it was no big deal. âI highly doubt heâd care about some cancer diagnosis.âÂ
âAre you sure he wouldn't care? Or have you just convinced yourself he wouldn't because it hurts less to believe he doesn't care than it does to believe he does?â When you answered Jensen's heart sank. He saw the tears in your eyes, the look of heartbreak that reflected from your very soul. The longingness in your expression. He saw right through the wall you tried so hard to protect yourself with. He saw it all. Which is why when your voice cracked and your support beams held together by caffeine and your need to keep a normal routine for your children in place, faltered, Jensen sighed.Â
âIt didn't take much convincingââ
âY/nââ
âHow was Chemo today?â You tried your best to change the subject as you grabbed some cutlery. The chair beside Jensen at your kitchen counter looked awfully comfortable.Â
âConsider my follicles fried.â Jensen chuckled as you handed him a spoon. âNow don't change the subject, weâre talking about you and this husband of yours, who, I'm convinced, is a few screws short of a hardware store.âÂ
âOh yeah? Why's that?â You weren't sure if you wanted to know, but what you did know was that Jake wasnât here. Heâd sent you a message earlier in the day but you were yet to respond. You felt that if you replied it would open a floodgate of vulnerability. But soon enough Jensens words had you in a freefall of wondering if it was truly over between you and Jakeâ
âBecause I don't think anyone who's lucky enough to love you would ever put themselves in a position to lose you.âÂ
Or not.Â
***~***~***~**~***~
âLook left for me?â Doctor Ignatii spoke as he shined his little pen light in your eyes. âAnd right?â You did as you were told although you just wanted to be left alone. âCount to five for me?â You almost rolled your eyes as Doctor Ignatii stepped away and walked closer to your feet.Â
âOne, two, three, four, five.â You slowly counted. âDo I get a gold star?â Doctor Ignatii didnât take your foul attitude to heart, he dealt with people like you every dayâover the years you tend to develop pretty thick skin.Â
âPossibly, if you can wiggle your toes and touch your nose?â He asked through a smile as he began to feel your feet. âWiggle please Mrs Seresin.âÂ
âThis better not be my audition tape for the Madden Brothers Circus.â You didnât mean to take your hostility out on the doctor who had saved your life, but there was a small part of you that wished he would have just let the blood clot do its damage. You did what you were told once more and wiggled your toes and touched your nose. âLook at me go.â
âWellââ Doctor Ignatii chuckled to himself as he filled out your charts on his iPad. âYou donât seem to be showing any immediate deficits post surgery, Iâd like to give your brain a chance to rest for another ten to twelve hours before we get you out of bed for a little bit of a walk.â You listened to what your doctor was saying as your mother came back into the room, you didnât know it but Jake had just landed and was heading right over.Â
âDoes that mean I get more of these awesome drugs?â You asked playfully, your mother even swore you were flirting. Doctor Ignatii was very handsome with brown hair and dark skin. He smiled at your forwardness but nodded in response. He was also used to this.Â
âWeâll give you another sedative to make sure you're able to rest, youâll probably feel like you got hit by a bus when you wake up but itâll give us a clearer indication if youâll face any deficits going forward.âÂ
âYou reckon breast cancerâs a deficit?â You couldn't stop thinking about the dream you had about Jake. it felt so real, like your own personal rolodex of memories was trying its best to show you the good times. For whatever reason that may be you had no idea, but, you really had to ground yourself in your own reality. Jake wasn't the Jake from your memories anymore, although you desperately wished he was. He was now the Jake who couldn't remember your birthday or to fill your Christmas stocking on Christmas. He was the guy who let you peel your own oranges after heâd done it for so many years.Â
He was the guy who had fallen out of love with you.Â
âI do, but your double mastectomy has been rescheduled for Christmas Eve. So what better way to wake up on Christmas morning knowing your chance of kicking cancer's ass just went up by thirty five percent?â It was your turn to smile at Doctor Ignatii as he ended the conversation about your cancer at that. âIâll send in a nurse to admit the sedative, mum? Sheâll be out for a minimum of ten hours while on the IV, you should take the time to get some rest too.âÂ
âSure thing Doc.â Your mother answered as she watched him walk away. âWere you flirting with that man?âÂ
âNo harm, heâs seen the inside of my brain, canât get more intimate then that can you?â You were probably putting on a braver face then you felt but your mother could tell you were nervous about the sedative..Â
âIâll stay with you for the entire time you're sleeping.â She cooed as she pushed your hair behind your hair. She noticed how stands fell almost with the gust of her fingertip. The chemo was killing your hair follicles. âYou wonât be alone.âÂ
âThanks.â Was all you said as Lydia came into your room ready to set your IV drop up. âI hope youâve done this before, kid.âÂ
âAbsolutely Mrs Seresin.â Lydia chuckled, she felt a lot better after a full eight hours of sleep. âIâll just get this sorted and youâll be good to go.â As Lydia set up your IV, you had just rough energy to send one message to a dear friend you thought should know about your current state. Your mother watched as you typed out a really quick message with one hand.Â
You: âHad a stroke, in hospital, surgery rescheduled.âÂ
âPromise youâll stay?â You asked your mum one more time as you saw her reading a text. A text from your ex husband telling her he was about twenty minutes away and running off the five hours of sleep he got before his world got flipped on its head.Â
âYouâre not going be alone sweetheart.â Your mother answered rather cryptically. As your eyelids grew heavier and heavier. âYouâre not gonna be alone.âÂ
***~***~***~**~***~
âI'm here.â Jake had taken the next flight back to Rhode Island that he could, he didn't have time to waste when it came to getting back to you. He was tired, emotionally exhausted from everything he had learnt of your condition and dishevelled beyond belief. He was sure someone threw a dollar down at him while he was sitting on the floor at the airport next to a charging port. He looked so distressed and dishevelled that someone thought he was homeless.Â
He kept that dollar though.Â
âOkay, ask the main reception to point you in the direction of oncology and weâre in room 306.â Your mother replied over the phone, Jake had called her about fifteen minutes after you had been administered your sedative.Â
Jake felt his heart in the back of his throat as he took the elevator up to the level the lady at the reception desk in the main lobby of the Rhode Island hospital had told him to go to. Oncology equals cancer, you had cancer, breast cancer, you had a stroke, strokes can kill you, cancer can kill you.Â
Jake had thought about nothing else since he got on his flight, the idea that you were sick, that you were so sick you couldn't even tell him broke his heart more than you leaving him ever could. There was once a time where Jake thought you could tell him anything, that you were able to come to him with any problem you had or were facing.Â
He couldn't pinpoint exactly when you stopped telling him things, or more importantly when heâd stopped listening. Jake couldn't help but to blame himself for feeling like heâd somewhat put you into this situation where you felt like you couldn't rely on him to step up when you needed him to. You were sick and you needed support, he was supposed to be that support, but instead you kept him in the dark like he didn't deserve to know you were ill.Â
Maybe he didn't deserve to know, but either way Jake was walking towards room 306 where your mother had told him to go. He brought his duffel with him, Jake made no plans to leave your bedside for the duration of your stay. However long that may be, he was gonna be by your side.Â
And the second he got to the threshold of your hospital room, Jake Seresin forgot what it was like to be able to breathe on his own accord.Â
âOh Honey.â He cooed as his bottom lip quivered, your Mother tried her best to remain a strong presence but at the sight of Jake crumbling under the weight of the idea heâd lose you twice over made her eyes water. âOh my sweet girl.âÂ
***~***~***~**~***~
âJake!â You shouted out throughout the house as Lucy and Lenny watched over baby Sam as they ate lunch in the living room.âJake!âÂ
âWhat?â Jake called back to you from the back deck where he was busy doing absolutely nothing but enjoying a beer with his feet up and his sunglasses on. He just needed twenty minutes. Sam had been a handful today and ever since Jake got home heâd wanted nothing more than to use his body as a jungle gym.Â
âThe faucet in the ensuite wonât stop leaking, can you please tighten it before you get too comfortable.â You asked as politely as you could with a soft smile.Â
âSure, yeah Iâll put it on the list.â Jake shrugged your request off like it was nothing but another chore you were commanding him to do. When Jake didnât budge, you crossed your arms over your chest and pressed the issue further.Â
âItâs just that Iâm trying to work on my new book and I canât concentrate with the dripping.â You were in the middle of your latest project. A new book proposal your editors were waiting on.Â
âI said Iâd get to it Hon, justâwhy donât you try writing somewhere else besides your desk? Or better yet, shut the ensuite door?â Jake couldnât see the rage burning in your eyes when he told you to basically deal with it until he could be arsed to get up.Â
âJake please?â You begged, it wasnât the first time youâd asked Jake to fix the leaky faucet but it would be the last. It was one the few final straws that broke your back before you decided enough was enough and you couldnât stay in your marriage any longer. âI need you to do this one thing for me so I can work in peace.âÂ
âIf itâs so important that it needs to be fixed right this second Hon just fix it yourself?â Jake argued back as he took a sip of his beer, it had been a long week for him and he needed a moment to relax. âYou know how to fix a leak.âÂ
âI already tried!â You shouted back loud enough to finally have Jake taking his glasses off to look at you properly. âIâm trying to work, Iâve had the kids all week and I need to get these last few chapters done before next Friday and you go back to work on Monday.â You saw the look Jake gave you, one of annoyance and frustration, like you were some kind of parasite trying to ruin his day off to relax and enjoy some rest and rejuvenation before Monday rolled around again.Â
âHoney if you let me sit here for twenty minutes I will fix the fucking leak for you.â He tried to hide his disdain but you could read it through the lines on his face. âIâm not sure why you canât just write somewhere where you canât fucking hear it but Iâll fix it the minute Iâm done drinking my beer.âÂ
âAlright.â You pressed your lips together and tried not to let your anger boil over. âAlright I can live with that.â
âHallelujah, she can live with compromise.â Jake sassed as he took another sip of his beer. You chose not to respond as you headed back inside the home you both shared with a feeling of under appreciated value looming over your head. What did Jake mean by compromise? You did so much and more for him, why was it such an issue that youâd asked him to fix a faucet.Â
He never did get around to fixing it like he said he would. Twenty minutes turned to two hours, which turned to two days, months and eventually It was only when the both of you decided to sell the property when you said you were leaving, that he noticed the leak was never fixed.Â
You never did finish that draft, the book that remained unpublished and half finished. You kept the google doc on your laptop and sometimes you thought about picking the project back up. But you never did, you never had time to, not while you were on the cusp of divorce and raising three children all on your own.Â
âI uhâI fixed the faucet.â Jake sheepishly told you as he made his way into the kitchen to see you packing plates and bowls and cutlery into moving boxes.Â
âThe faucet I asked you to fix back in October?â You replied harshly while trying not to look at the man who forgot where you should have been on his priority list. âGlad I compromised on that one for this long.â You hissed, it had only been four days since you told Jake you were leaving, that you were moving back into your mothers place with the kids until you found somewhere to live.Â
âHoneyââÂ
âPlease donât call me that.â You asked rather simply as Jake's heart broke before you. He was losing his wife, his kids and didnât know how to fix what heâd unintentionally broken.Â
âDonât go, we can fix this, I donât want you to go.âÂ
âWell unfortunately this isnât about you Jake.â You tried to keep your voice down so that you wouldnât alert the kids to your argument. If there was one thing you werenât going to do it was fight in front of your children and subject them to that environment. âTell me, itâs January right now isnât it?â
âYeah?â Jake wasnât sure what you were getting at as he watched you pack the boxes of things you were taking with you.Â
âWhenâs my birthday?â You asked like he should have known that answer off the top of his head, because he should have and he did.Â
âNovemâoh fuck Y/n no hold on a minute.â Jake couldnât find the words he wanted to say at that moment, how could he forget your birthday? He missed it entirely and you said not a single thing about it.Â
âMy stocking was the only one empty at Christmas, not a single present under the tree was mine, you know why that is? Itâs because for four years Iâve brought my own damn presents and gotten my own fucking birthdays cake, you donât give a shit about fixing a goddamn fosset so I can focus on work let alone the little things.â You hissed before you tried to calm yourself down and get back to packing. Jake just stood there speechless looking like he hadnât slept a wink in days. He hadnât, not since you told him you were done and that you needed a break.Â
âI can fix this, please.â Jake was begging you to stay, he didnât want to lose the one person who meant more to him than life itself. âJust donât leave me.âÂ
âThere isnât enough room for me in your life Jake, and instead of being selfish and trying to change you Iâd rather let you go to be yourself. People change.â You shrugged. Staying now would have killed you, Jake felt you slipping through his fingers in real time as he watched you wrap up the mugs you were taking in old newspaper. âI sure never thought the man I married would change into someone I donât even know.âÂ
***~***~***~**~***~
Jake was at a loss for words when he stepped into your hospital room. The Christmas lights that shimmered around the room were a stark contrast to the plethora of machines that were scattered around your bedside.
âI thought since sheâs sleeping the blinds should be shut.â Jake could just barely make out what your mother had told him as she rose to greet him with open arms. He couldnât peel his eyes off you for even a second as the woman who had become his second mother took him in a warm loving embrace. âSheâll be out for a while sweetheart, they gave her a sedative to help her brain rest.âÂ
âHow long?â Jake asked as he held your mother tight.Â
âAbout tenâmaybe twelve hours, she only just started the drip.âÂ
âOhâokay, yeah no that.â Jake tried to hold himself together but the damn was breaking. âThatâs probably for the b-betâoh god.â Jake Seresin had never felt his entire body crumbled into someone the way he felt his body crumble into your mothers arms.Â
âOh my boy itâs alright, sheâs alive, sheâs gonna be okay.â Your mother tried her best to soothe Jake's cries but she knew it was coming from a place of love and undeniable sadness. âHere, sit down, Iâll go get you a coffee and something to eat.âÂ
Jake took a seat next to your bedside and immediately reached out for your hand. He knew you were under and wouldnât know he was there but he still brought your palm up to his lips and pressed a gentle kiss to your hand.Â
âOh Honey Iâm so sorry this is happening to you.â He sobbed quietly as your mother stood behind him. âIâm so sorry I didnât know.âÂ
âShe hasnât told anyone but me Jake, not her friends or her brother.â It was hard to process the sight before him, the love of Jake's life surrounded by machines, hooked by cords and wires and monitors that told him although your eyes were closed you were in fact, alive. âI donât think she wanted you to know because sheâs just so scared despite how she might put on a brave face.âÂ
âOr she thought I wouldnât care.â Jake mumbled as he reached out to make sure your hair was resting behind your ear, part of your head had been shaved from surgery, but Jake never expected the hair he tried to move back behind your ear to fall out at his touch. âOh my godââ
âSheâs been on oral chemotherapy since her biopsy came back cancerous, she needed you to take the kids so she could start more aggressive IV chemo.âÂ
âHer hairâs already falling out?â Jake had never felt this way before, so rendered powerless. Heâd taken a life before and saved many, but watching you right now was the most powerless heâd ever felt. Jake caught the sight of your phone flashing with a new message with a name he didn't recognise. There was no time to ask you about the message he saw, but jake knew maybe, just maybe, you had lied when you told him there was no other guy.Â
Jensen: âOh shit, I'll swing by once I'm out of the woods.â
âAggressive cancer needs aggressive treatment sweetheart.â Your mother leaned in to kiss the top of Jake's head. âIâll be back, coffee and a sandwich will do you good.âÂ
âThanks Maz.â Jake sighed as he kept your hand up near his mouth as he leaned his elbows on the side of your bed. âOh Honey, Honey, Honeyâwhat have we become?â
***~***~***~***~***~***
Your honeymoon was the most beautiful trip youâd ever gone on. Jake Seresin was very much a summer man. He loved when the sun was shining and the water was cool and the beers were as refreshing as they ever could be.Â
The resort in Bali that the two of you were staying at for the entire two weeks was nothing but picturesque with stunningly gorgeous gardens and extraordinary architecture. The pool you were sitting on the edge of was just one of the many pools that you and Jake had yet to visit. He stood on the ledge of the rock waterfall and smiled ear to ear.Â
âIâm not resuscitating you when you slip and hit your head!â You called out through a beaming smile.Â
âReckon I could clear a backflip?â Jake asked childishly as he climbed to the very top. His abs looked far too perfect to be real as he stood tall and flexed just for you, his wife.Â
âJake Seresin, don't you dare!â You warned as you looked over your sunglasses at your childish husband. He was everything any more, how you got so lucky you'd never understand. The two of you had decided on a small elopement style wedding that saw only a handful of your closest family members in attendance. The both of you saw no need for over the top extremities and thoughts of dollars spent on a single night. You thought why not use the money on a holiday getaway, your dream honeymoon. After Rodney had gone on his happiness never ends tangent, Jake wished the two of you had just gone down to town hall.Â
âLive a little Mrs Seresin!â Jake shouted as he took the leap of faith and backflipped off the very top of the man made rock waterfall that cascaded down into the crystal clear pool. The two of you were the only guests in sight which you were so thankful for when Jake came belly flopping down into the water with a crisp slap.Â
âOh!â You cringed hard as your husband hit the water. âThat's gotta hurt the ego buddy.â You giggled as you watched Jake swim under the water closer to the edge where you sat just relaxing in the smallest bikini known to mankind. âJake?â You asked as he crept closer and closer under the water. Your eyes never left his swimming silhouette until he was jumping up right in front of you to rest his elbows on the edge of the pool right in front of you.Â
âMy execution was a little off.â He grinned as you leaned in to give him a kiss. Unbeknownst to you though as your lips pressed against your husbands, his hands snakes around your waist to quickly drag you into the water where Jake needed you to be. With him, forever.Â
âJAKE!â You shouted as you fell into the pool. Jake couldn't contain his laughter. Thank god he remembered you knew how to swim.Â
âYes Honey?â He cooed as you resurfaced with a gasp.Â
âYouâre a child!âÂ
âUh noâI'm not.â Jake made sure to correct you as he pulled you closer under the water. His hand explored your ass as he wrapped your legs around his waist and held you up against him. You could feel his hard on pressing against your core, it wouldn't take much at all for him to slip out of his trunks and into you if he wanted to.Â
âBut if you want I can show you how they're made?â
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topaz day bc i love her sm dont u dare say a word about her shes my sister, girl, bestfriend, etc⌠aventurine likers who doesnât appreciate her isnt a real aventurine liker bc if u truly liked him YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT SHEâS HIS FOIL. SHE FOILS HIS CHARACTER. AND SHE HERSELF IS ALSO A GOOD REP OF GROOMING VICTIM.
shes the best friend, shes the gal who supports i love her so much and yet sheâs seen as nothing within the fandom⌠its either âomg i hate avenpazâ or talking down on her bc she devotes herself to the IPC like damn ofc she would SHES BEING MANIPULATED TO SHUT YO BUMASS UP. if youre gonna be a gooner or a hater at least hate critically. understand before you hate. hate with knowledge.
SHEâS THE FOIL TO AVENTURINE. JUST LIKE HOW RUAN MEI IS THE FOIL TO DR RATIO.
I feel like she and aventurine being the younger people + under jadeâs care is intentional for them to highlight each otherâs characters. (even their primary colors are reversed broo⌠cuz like, aventurine is green and inverted color of green is red and thatâs topaz).
im going to go on an analysis ramble here, im not rereading anything ok PUTTING MY LIT STUDENT BRAIN TO WORK HERE
Topaz in a gem itself symbolizes strength, wisdom and calming influence and throughout the story we can see her as a character who was reliable and calculated considering her conservative approaches to the challenges she faced in the quest.
This is a juxtaposition well played by hoyoverse to highlight their decision-making processes - which is a foundation for their character. Aventurine is a gambler. His life philosophy is well known with his iconic quote of âhigh-stakes, high-rewardsâ. In contrast, Topaz represents a more calculated approach, even voice line during combat was âlow-risk, high rewardâ.
Aventurineâs appearance and demeanor are misleading. Even his smiles serves as nothing more than a mask to fool others. And his Avgin eyes contributes more to this enigmatic nature - such colorful eyes, yet so dull and devoid of life. Much like hiding a complex hidden world under his âbrazen bravadoâ attitude and flashy outfits. This creates an ironic contrast between how he appears and the âextraordinarily faint self beneath.â
Conversely, Topaz is straightforward and transparent. As seen with her attitude in her quest in Jarilo-IV. She wasnât afraid to tell her tale of her planet, she was willing to talk it out and came to a calculated conclusion. Topazâs character is also seen as affectionate and caring, as she was willing to take such a huge price for the people of Jarilo IV - of being demoted even and her care for her little pets in her splash art (+numby). Her strength lies in her compassion and clarity, providing a stark contrast to Aventurineâs deceptive nature - making her a trustworthy figure that emphasizes the irony of Aventurineâs masked intentions.
NOW ONTO THE PART I WANT TO TALK ABOUT
THEIR REACTION TO THEIR PAST.
Aventurineâs past as a slave and his resulting inferiority complex drove him to prove his worth through constant risk-taking. To be fateâs test dummy. To be thrown and tested around. To seek validation from risks. His need to control his fate, yet at the same time threaten it and challenge the blessing reveals a deep-seated desire to overcome his history - to let go yet heâs still stuck because his life is bound to his curse. Although one could argue that the IPC âsaved his lifeâ, he would still bite. His life is of no value anyways - he was just a pawn. Such as how Jade would still refer to him as âAventurineâ and not Kakavasha, even though knowing that it was his real name. He was nothing but a coin to the slots. A chance to see if they can reap the rewards.
Topaz, however, focused on building strength and validation from the efforts she puts out as seen with her and the IPC. Her project with Jarilo IV has caused her some distress, even during the Penacony quest as she was still bothered about it. But the moment Jade affirmed her, it soothed her almost immediately. She needed to prove herself to the people who âsaved her planetâ, to thank them as they gave her her life value. Jade, however, referred to Topaz with her real name, Jelena. Seemingly almost as if she valued her as Jelena, a person, and not a pawn on a board.
Topaz serves as a foil to Aventurine by embodying traits that contrast sharply with Aventurineâs risk-taking and enigmatic nature.
IF YOURE GONNA HATE, UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU HATE FIRST.
Fenrir and Topaz would get along. I wrote him to be Aventurineâs foil after all, they have a lot in common. Even their designs are similar with the color red and bows and the waist belt lol. Theyâre so best friend coded.
Fenrir would hang around for Numby and Numby is awfully fond of the man. Sometimes Topaz would think that Fenrir is a secret warp trotter because how tf did you write a whole study on language of warp trotter. And also, they both like shiny things. So hell yeah.
I have nothing to say theyâre just so best friends.
#hsr#hsr oc#hsr topaz#hsr x reader#oc x canon#doodles#fanart#analysis#writing#rambles#character dynamics#character sketch#topaz x oc#aventurine#aventurine hsr#suprisingly no aventurine this time#character analysis#hsr analysis#fan theory#hsr theory
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(So sorry i feel like im spamkmg yoyr ask box but i just rotate this au around in my brain like microve)
So i was checking out the posts linked through your coi au master post, and this part:
Did this this cut more deep than Donnie intended? Like does Leo still think about this one line even months past? Like does he think, as hes going on his nightly falling/flying sesions how his brothers couldnt even think of leaving april behind but didn't hesitate to leave him behind
Meanwhile donnie and bros dont see it that that. They see leo as equal, even without wings, they never once thought of it as leaving him behind. Because hes their brother, theyd NEVER leave him behind.
But then that got me thinking... did they accidentally like ACTUALLY leave leo behind that first night donnie made his wings. Cause i can see donnie and the ither two being caught up in the joy of flying together for the first time, maybe going too fast for leo to keep up on the rooftops, cementing the idea in his head that his bros dont need him.
This is long winded lol i just got angst on my mind đ
Spam me all you want!! I may not be able to promise Iâll get to every ask I ever receive, I just donât have that time, but I CAN promise that I see, read, and overthink everything anyone sends me (ŕ¸âĚ-âĚ)ภSo send away!!
As for your question: Absolutely, yes, that moment struck Leo down to his core â but not like. Personally. He knows Donnie didnât mean it like that! Realistically, he understands that his brothers/sister care just as much about him as he does about them. Theyâd never purposefully leave him behind!! At the end of the day, he trusts that, should he ever get seriously knocked down, his family would turn right back around to help him get back up.
But he still has a MAJOR barrier that he sees between them. One that Donnie AND April are now able to literally fly over. And now that heâs outnumbered, that wall feels even higher than before. Heâs not alone, not ever, but it certainly feels like it sometimesâŚ
And all of that is exactly why he doesnât want to say anything. He not only feels a little silly to have this impossible dream in the first place (his hoard is literally birds and butterflies and shit, thatâs so weird and pathetic, isnât it???), but he doesnât WANT them to worry about him. He doesnât want them to turn tail and come back just to make sure heâs keeping up with them. He canât hold them back like that!
Itâs better to pretend heâs on the same level, train himself into the ground (even literally if thatâs what it takes) to prove heâs on the same level, make them focus on his stellar swimming skills that are (to them) on par to their flying, than for them to ever realize that all heâll ever do is look up at them from below.
Also, yes, after Dee made his first fully functioning flight pack, they all went on a quick flight around the city. April was the one to suggest they move it to the ocean so Leo could at least keep up with them and cheer them onâŚ
#I love when an asker apologizes for writing too long of an ask#and I proceed to inadvertently answer in just as much of a ramble#if not longer#whoops#enjoy the Leo angst study I guessâ#also to clarify#Leo does love his hoard#his hoard is his happy place#but sometimes it does make him feel a bit⌠childish#in moments of weakness#asks#dragons rise au#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rise leo#rottmnt leo#TMNT#coi au#curse of icarus
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Can I get a Mother Mo'at x female human reader.
Where Mo'at found the reader when she was a baby. Then Mo'at I dunno does some sort of ritual for the reader to be able to breath on Pandora without using a mask.
I think it would be kinda wholesome to see Mo'at treating the reader as if she were her own child đĽş
Neytiri probably being the overprotective big sister over the reader, especially since she is human.
Imagine Jake's reaction to seeing the reader on Pandora and breathing without a mask or an avatar as if it's normal-
I just imagine Neytiri dragging the reader with her while she has to teach Jake and the reader laughs at Jake when he does something wrong.
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Stxeli series
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A daughter for a daughter
Mo'at wasn't herself after the death of her first born daughter. Sylwanin. Her daughter was truly a wonderful na'vi, one with so much potential. Yet the sky people took that away from her.
After her death, mo'at forbade all na'vi from getting anywhere near hell's gate or any sky demon for that matter. For months she wouldn't let neytiri do anything outside of the territory, in fear she lose her only other child too.
Eytukan tried his best to coax and ease his mate's inner wounds. Yet he himself suffers from the lose of his child. He may be leader, but he too, is a father. To see his sweet child be born and grow, hopes and wonder's of what Sylwanin was to become. Yet they took her from that.
Mo'at needed to clear her head one day. And left to go beyond the clan's territory to search for herbs and other materials for medicine. It was to clear her head, but nothing was working. She prays to Eywa every day and night, she doesn't question her great mother's reasons, but desire this inner wound to ease.
Suddenly, a woodsprites appeared, not just one, nor two, not even three!! but many slowly make their way towards mo'at. She gasps and carefully looks and listen. Trying to understand the message Eywa is bestowing on her. The seeds began to make a line, a trail, they wanted her to follow, so she did.
As she moves, she began to notice the seeds were leading her to hell's gate. Daring not to question, she slowly moves forward, making sure the sky demons dont notice her. Luckly, night approaches so the ecosystem disguised her well. Still following the woodsprites, they led her to a window of a tall building. She peaked inside and saw a baby who was crying its little heart out. She was amazed by how tiny the baby was. Must be only a few days old.
She looked around in the room, and didnt see any other sky demon attending to the baby. She may not not much of sky demons customs but she is sure they dont leave their little ones unattended.
The baby cried for long minutes, it tugged mo'at's heart. How is it that no demon has come to attend the baby? Where is the mother? Mo'at desperately wanted to help the baby. Its cried wailed deep into her soul. She now understands what Eywa is telling her. If no one will take care of the baby. Then she will.
With a half baked plan, she looked around to search of the only human she can ever trust, Dr. Grace Augustine. Much to Grace's surprise and delight, she approached mo'at, and much to her great surprise, mo'at wished to enter hell's gate. Grace didnt know any better, only that she missed speaking to the Tsahik.
Using Grace's trust, mo'at made sure to mesmerize every single route of hell's gate and pin point every possible exist. When suddenly her ears picked up the familiar cries of the baby. Grace didnt look, so Mo'at quickly left to find the baby. Basically busting through the door, she entered the tiny room where the baby layed. Carefully picking it up, she sees under the blanket. It was a baby girl. The cutest baby girl she ever seen. Her little cries died down, and snuggled against mo'at. Her mother instincts kicked in, the sudden feeling to protect the baby. She softly kissed her tiny head and made sure to wrap the baby securely against her chest. Quietly, and by miracle of Eywa, she managed to leave hell's gate undiscovered and heads back to her clan.
By following morning, every na'vi knew of Mo'at bringing home a human child. Many dare not to voice their concerns, as they would be silenced by Eytukan. But even he is confused. For last night, while looking for her, he saw her run as fast as she could, not to their shared hammock, but to the tree of souls. He went after her to see if she was alright but to his shocked, he saw her place the a human baby down by the base of the roots. There, mo'at saw him, and asked to join her in prayer. A prayer to save the child. As she didnt think her plan through. Their native air was toxic for fully grown humans, she didnt think how it would affect the baby.
So that is what they did. Praying to Eywa in hopes to bless the baby girl to breathe their air. By sunrise, the baby was giggled and looked at the na'vi in wonder.
Mo'at and Eytukan explained to the clan that the child is a gift from Eywa. For she was born to be with them. Human body but na'vi at heart.
Neytiri was a bit perplexed by the news. But had come to her own conclusion, the humans took away a na'vi daughter, so its only fair that the na'vi takes away a human daughter.
They given her the blessed name Stxeli. And she fitted right in with the others, neytiri loved her new sister. Became rather protective of her. And much to her surprise, Tsu'tey had come to accept the new born. Would be there for the little one whenever he can, and would often play with her. Mo'at felt her inner soul be at peace, and healed from the dark past.
At every given chance, mo'at, neytiri and Eytukan would tell their young one of their older sister, Sylwanin, so that her memories be never forgotten.
True that Stxeli cant do everything a na'vi can, but she makes up for it in her skills at weaving and music. She did not need to hunt, or tame a banshee, she is fine how she is. Never felt like an outsider.
However, when Jake Sully arrived to the clan, he was shocked to see a human amongst the na'vi, a human who can breathe their air. Stxeli didnt trust jake not one bit. And would keep her distance from him. But when it came to neytiri training him, she and tsu'tey would watch him fail and laugh together.
But much like neytiri, jake warmed up to her, and would give him tips on how to better his skills. Demonstrate her own skills flawlessly.
Jake would report of to Grace of the Omaticaya human, and how its strange she is accepted. Grace knew who he was talking about. Despite all these years, she still turned a blind eye of what happened that night. And would go on like nothing happened. So long as she get still interact with the tribe, the incident would forever be with her under her very last breathe.
Stxeli = gift
Thank you so much for this request! I loved writing it!
#avatar#na'vi x reader#na'vi avatar#avatar the way of water#na'vi x human#jake sully#mo'at#neytiri#jake x neytiri#eytukan#omatikaya#omaticaya clan#mo'at x reader#eytukan x reader#neytiri x reader#jake x reader#grace augustine#rda
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it seems like opinions on laios are the most divisive among the canon characters, so what would your dungeon meshis think about him?
beryl would think hes a little dense but his knowledge on monsters is so unparalleled and extensive he just considers him a proper zoologist and peer. beryl doesnt have any interest in monsters but monsters are summoned/created by magic so its kind of like a sister field of study. and beryl is also an eccentric guy, i think his biggest problem with laios would be lacking manners in formal situations.
fry would like him. hes handsome. fry has a basic understanding of monsters and their biology cause theres lots of monster parts that are used in alchemy so he would ask laios a single question and listen to him ramble about something for 30 minutes uninterrupted. smiles
sloane would think hes kind of weird if caught in his element or drooling over monster food but hes obviously a good leader and takes care of his people so shes not like, disturbed by his taboo interests. as long as hes not hurting anybody. hes a good kid
billy would be a little weirded out only if he directed his attention at them (being a beast-kin, thinking of how he interacts with izutsumi) but he respected izus boundaries for the most part, and billy can talk about their life as a were-rat its not like they dont love being one, i think its just UNUSUAL that they receive any kind of interest in that. also theyre no better about social situations i think they would consider him an okay dude. probably still make fun of him like they do with everyone else. and billy would be blown away that theres more monsters you can eat other than walking mushrooms. they would want to try more
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