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buddiesmutslut · 9 months ago

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I want to be one of those “Bi Buck is so important that I’m okay if we only get that & not Buddie” but I am just not that girl.

If we get Buck ending up with some random man (bc Tommy isn’t going to be around full time) as a consolation prize for Buddie, I am going to be PISSED.

I’m not saying that I need Buddie to happen right now, at all 🙅🏼‍♀️ I like the BuckTommy pairing, I want to see that fleshed out & see Buck get romanced and bumble his way through his first boyfriend, because that representation IS so important, and Buck deserves to have this time to grow & figure himself out (& also kiss Tommy again bc that one kiss was not enough for our boy, he looked hungry after Tommy pulled away lmfao.) Buck should be able to grow and develop his character without being dependent on one person. I think Buck's character arc from s1-s7 is my favorite part of the show, the way he grows and changes and learns more about himself with each season, I love it, I don't want that to stop.

Also, if you’ve read my other posts, I also think Eddie deserves to go through his sexuality and feelings realization arc. I’ve always HC Eddie as gay (and Demi, but I have no hope of seeing that on screen ever), which means he’s going to have a LOT to work though, and I think that he also deserves the time & space to work through his own crisis and grow as a person/character.

Having said that, we have spent YEARS falling in love with these characters and their relationship. They've spent the entirety of season 7 thus far further cementing that Buck, Eddie & Chris are a family, a unit that no partner will be able to compete with or replace parts of.

Those two have been through so much together, so many situations that have led to them understanding each other, knowing what the other needs and be able to predict and understand how they're going to act in certain situations, and you will be hard pressed to find two brand new characters better suited for Buck & Eddie than Eddie and Buck.

They've already started making the moves to make it possible (Bi!Buck is canon, holy shit!) by making Buck kiss a boy (!!!!) on screen. Any homophobic people that don't want to see that have already stopped watching the show. It's not like those viewers are going to stop watching it again if Buck & Eddie get together in the future.

At this point, putting all this work into these characters & this ship and NOT getting them together is a slap to the fan's face and I will throw a fit. I am so down for a slow burn, I'm in it with pining & confusion and not understanding why they're feeling this way or that and struggling before finally getting their happy ending, but I will never be able to get behind throwing yet more characters in between the family that is the Buckley-Diaz's.

#911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 spoilers #buddie #911 #911 s7 #christopher diaz #bisexual evan buckley #gay eddie diaz #bisexual representation IS SO important but getting that without Buddie feels like a deliberate snub to the fans #tim minear #Oliver Stark put his whole self in Bi!Buck I just KNOW he'd be the best partner/husband to Eddie #Also Buck is taking the Diaz name when they get married. If he doesn't I'm crying.#That last one is just my personal dream lol #Eddie is a gay gay gay man #Just let him be fruity and happy and quit putting him with random ass women and let Buck treat him well.#ryan guzman #oliver stark

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non-un-topo · 2 years ago

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All it takes is a wee little nightmare to make you too scared to step foot outside for fear of Bad Things happening, like it’s an omen lol

#also it is p o u r i n g outside and it takes me an hour and fifteen minutes to commute to campus #i'm a good little student but sometimes i just can't be assed #esp with all the crazy stuff that's been happening on public transit and on my campus for that matter #i'm just getting a bad vibe today [insert empath meme here]#warning for me complaining about a graphic nightmare!!!!:#had a few stress dreams(?) last night but one particularly violent one in which a woman got run over by a streetcar--#--and the paramedics were moving people along but i accidentally got a really good look at her and it fucked me up #she looked like she was just sleeping peacefully but i could only really make out the top half of her body #probably because the bottom half was... yeah.#i think i also had another dream that i was being hunted by a sniper?? and they had called my cell and were threatening me + my folks?#and another one where i had to hide some children from... i don't really know what. some dangerous person who wanted to kill all of us #but the kids wouldn't leave me even though i begged them to.#yeah just a normal collection of dreams for me. literally ugh.#i don't even think i'm stressed in my life rn??#not any more than normal lol

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fatedroses · 3 months ago

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Zenos, but he uses his grandfather's name and imagery for his new armor so he can actually feel like a hero.

#ffxiv #concept #zenos yae galvus #adventurer zenos #lucius yae galvus #The Bright Armor #this should finally be the last iteration of this design LOL- I'm pretty happy with how it turned out #I had to steal the pvp allagan sets for the design of the actual chest #it took --too long-- for me to get it to look right #but the mighty need to make this armor look like he's a 7ft tall moving marble statue was too great #except it would also be a little terriying seeing something like that move with full articulation cause this is a stealth/agility suit #my brain really just went marble-angels-kintsugi for this design; along with there just being a lot of character psychology behind this #something about zenos remembering hearing how lucius was the light of his family and wanting to carry that forward to the future #for a man who died before his time by a man who cannot move on to the aetherial sea #carrying forward his legacy and honoring the dream of a man who purely represented hope being one of his main personal motivations #because though I usually write zenos as a primarily confident character #'lucius' helps him disconnect from the thought of his 'role' of being a monster- perhaps serving more as purpose for him instead #rather than it feeling meaningless because of how it seems as though he sees himself

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wundrousarts · 1 year ago

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Mini Silverborn Countdown

If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.

If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:

Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.

January — Nevermoor

April — Wundersmith

July — Hollowpox

#nevermoor #nevermoor fanart #nevermoor fanfic #silverborn #silverborn countdown challenge #thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free #now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane #literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol #I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone #but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger #sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333

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thebigqueer · 2 months ago

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literally having the worst day ever and i cant ever be happy (has only experienced minor inconveniences today but they keep adding up)

#first of all i didnt get a lot of sleep so im mad tired #second of all the place i usually get lunch on campus said they werent doing bagels at the moment and it ruined me #cuz i was soooo excited to get bagels #third of all i was already cranky so i got all in my feels last night #so i had a dream where my gf who isnt my gf and saw each other on one fo the campuses and she was w her friends #at one point we were both leaving and iw as watcing her and her and her friend knew i was there #so then her friend comes over and shes like '[gf name] loves you so much'#and i was about to cry tears of joy i was like REALLY???#and then her friend started laughing and gestured to my gf who isn't my gf's OTHER friend behind me and she was like 'jk lol she meant #this friend not you el oh el'#and then my gf and her friends were all laughing at me and i burst into tears #and then in full on sobs i was like 'i loved you so much how could you leave me'#and then my gf was just like 'well youre a bad person and you think youre sooooo myseterious and youre a terrible person and i never loved #you' and oh my god it ruined my morning #i know a lot of it was just psychological cuz i was already moody when i went to bed #and i have this werid paranoia where i think her and her friends talk shit about me #which i doubt they do but it still stresses me out #so thats probably why that hapepned #and then on top of all that. fourth of all im getting lunch and i literally see her outside. like i dont see her for days and of course #the day i least want to see her shes right there #i mean im generally doing better than september and i didnt feel the same sinking feeling #i used to in like sept but still like brooooo bro this day could not be worseee #the only good thing that happened was that i passed my physics exam <3 #also yeah again i said these are minor inconveniences im just frustrated lol #sunny rambles

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sysig · 1 year ago

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He’s my little meow meow, my darling, my bbygirl (Patreon)

#Doodles #Commander Peepers #I'm soooooo normal about him you guys <3 So normal! <3 <3 #*Looking back over the other Little Guys I've collected* Hmmmmmmm Evil Xisuma and Spamton and Sableye and Rick Diggins #I think there might be a theme here #Just casually making Venn Diagrams in my head - Evil X has the red/black - Spamton is trans - Sableye has Gremlin energy - Rick is too tired #And those are just the ones I can think of lol - if you look I did the same stretchy pose with EX when I was still drawing him lol #The Stretch Pose is how you can tell if I like a character lol - they stretchin'? I am infatuated <3 #I mean I'm normal I'm totally normal lol #Also had to give him a bbygrl pose - I for the life of me cannot find it again but the reference is very strong in my mind's eye!#Not that I couldn't go for another one at some point lol ♪#Ugh the middle one lol - so that Word of God I mentioned in passing about female Watchdogs #I read it in passing as just a basic research of ''Oh here's what The Original Creator has to say alright neat''#Except that it Immediately made me itchy and I was like ''What. What brain this is not that big of a deal what are you doing''#And I was like ''No I'm being silly about this - just because I don't agree doesn't mean it's a big deal lol''#Except then I had stress dreams and woke up Weird the next day and the last time that happened I left a fandom #And the time before that I wrote 4 consecutive pages of 20-something panels in like 18 hours of consciousness - I have normal reactions lol #But I opted instead to vent to smol about it and she agreed with me so basically I'm just saying I'm correct lol /s #Personally Peepers doesn't strike me as misogynistic - he's very much an Equal Opportunity villain in my eyes!#And yeah I considered a lot of different angles around it but like - based on the text of WOY I just don't buy it #If it's not in the show it doesn't count! For all we know there might not even be any female Watchdogs! Lol #Would also lead to the equally-to-Spamton interesting question of How Does Trans Work in that kind of situation #I've definitely not already put a lot of thought into it don't look at me lol #Don't ask me to write an essay about both of those things I'll do it and where will that leave us lol #ANYway lol ♪ He's still the absolute funnest to draw in distress and discomfort <3 And kneeling! He makes me want to practice :D #I always feel like I can try again and do better! >:3c

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redwinterroses · 2 years ago

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I had a dream that I was reading discourse posts on tumblr about Scott Smajor... because he was being too good a storyteller.

I had no idea, in the dream, what was going on in the Empires storyline (which is mostly true, I've not kept up with a lot this season) but I was reading a post that started with this meme:

And was followed people sharing a thumbnail from a MythicalSausage video where he was doing something completely un-story-related with the caption "How you know everyone else is done and just waiting for Scott to finish".

From there it devolved into a wormhole of reblogs (which I followed in that inescapable hamster-in-a-wheel cycle of a really unrestful daze) of people either defending Scott's storytelling or ragging on about how he was holding the rest of the server captive (yeah. captive) in order to finish his story.

But the worst part was that no matter what reblog I clicked on, no one would actually say what story Scott was trying to tell and it was incredibly frustrating but dream-me never thought to actually like. go to youtube and catch up on videos.

there is no moral to this story it's just ridiculous that my sleeping brain a) is browsing dream-world-tumblr, b) manufactured discourse to make it more interesting, and c) was realistic enough to make sure I never fully understood the discourse enough to have an opinion on it.

#this is the most ridiculous thing my brain has done in a while #I legit searched in real tumblr for a bit to make sure I HAD dreamed this and wasn't just remembering something from late last night #tw unreality #<- not really I specifically say it's a dream but this is something I don't personally struggle with so I'd rather be safe than sorry #anyway of all memes to come up with brain... why that one #not tagging this as anything lol

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fingertipsmp3 · 4 months ago

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I’m gonna challenge my subconscious to a fist fight and I’m gonna lose

#i had a dream that mabel kept coming back to life just to sniff stuff or investigate food that she liked #she was still dead but i’d buried her instead of cremating her and for whatever reason i was either digging her up #or she was digging herself up and sniffing and eating stuff #and i was like ‘she’s CLEARLY still alive if she can do this’ and everyone was like ‘no she’s dead you have to bury her again’#whenever she fell asleep she would be dead again. like she’d stop breathing and her heart would stop #i don’t know if she was like. a vampire dog? but it was so upsetting to dream #this is the second sad dream i’ve had about mabel in the course of like 3 days.. no less because the last one made me wake up in tears #on friday morning. and like it’s brought me to my knees honestly. i can’t DO this #also in my dream i went to a careers advisor or life coach or something and they were really mean to me lol #and my family made me go with them to visit some people i didn’t know who insisted on serving us cups of tea #it was really strong hot tea and i don’t really drink tea like that #and my grandma’s friend who was the loveliest woman and died a few years ago was there #and she was just absolutely pouring milk in her tea even though it was overflowing and going everywhere #and mabel was there accosting their terriers even though she was supposed to be dead. it was too much #in another part of the dream my old roommafe (who i really didn’t like) was pressuring me to go drinking with her even though mabel had just #(dubiously) died. and i was like ‘you do realise i’m going to get absolutely paralytic and scream and cry about my dog the whole time’#there was also this subplot where like everyone i knew but me had been in a play and the stage makeup had been made from ‘magic beans’#that stained everyone blue. so everyone i met had randomly blue eyebrows and stuff #there was one man who was just fully blue #also i was supposed to be in the world championships for a game that was like tetris but more esoteric but the servers broke down #or something like that. i think that’s everything #i’m just like.. why make me bawl at 6:30 on a sunday morning. what’s the advantage of that #i’m supposed to be taking care of benji and he’s looking at me like ‘god this woman is a basket case’#his owner has colitis and chronic fatigue and she has her shit more together than me #personal

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taegularities · 2 years ago

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i'm hurt 🥲

#it's been 8 years and i still dream of my best friend who i was in love with in high school #last night was way too much though #like i met him again and replayed all the memories we had.. like dancing around in the rain #and since it was raining i told him to dance with me again even though it felt different #i knew he didn't feel shit for me bc he rejected me back in hs too but when i started talking about another guy he did NOT like it #and he admitted it... questioned me about him and then we kissed ???#he told me to call him every now n then bc up until now it was always just him calling. like the jealousy was SO OBVIOUS #we kind of get together.. literally my 18 y/o's dream coming true like y'all i was SO IN LOVE WITH HIM LMAO #and then i ask him 'be honest did you feel something for me back in hs' and he just won't answer 🥲 keeps dodging the question...#suggests smth that sounds like a yes but then i woke up 😐#i just wanted to let this out... idk it's crazy to me that even after all those years i still think of him #like if he approached me today and asked me out i just KNOW i'd give in. even though it's been almost a decade. i would definitely give in #first loves.. especially unrequited ones... leave an impact fr #my dream sounded like a fic i'd like to come true but well that's not how life works #anyways i'm just sentimental lol tdl ??#personal

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cherrymoonvol6 · 7 months ago

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#personal #weird ass dream i had last night....#i went to see baby [redacted] live for some reason. and my whole family is there too #i was younger too... maybe around 16? i mean the timeline doesn't make sense either #the youngest of them is like 9 years older than me. but that's how dreams work man #and they were singing shit. [redacted] and [redacted] close to each other and getting really into it #and then they just start making out and i throw a sly glance at my dad because boy oh boy #he's got this resilient look in the face like he's putting up with it for my sake and i was a bit baffled #like. this is beyond being gay as shit it's also [redacted]#at some point i just join them too.... they were close enough. not a lot of people in the crowd #i do it and it's not like hot or indulgent. it's just a way to placate just how fucking weird it seems lmfao #anyways this all came back to me because i was just listening to [redacted] and that's what they were singing on the dream #[redacted] got the bb5 and the ab5 of the climax and i was like oh. i didn't know you could do that...?#tenors make the world go round it's true #(you can put two and two together with enough info. i believe in you)#i also realize this is because White Guy mentioned three-way kisses at work. don't ask about context it's NOT interesting lol #hey more tags this is actually the second dream i have of them doing this kinda shit #except the other one was way funner and i was actually like 15 years old #i was one of them and trying to kill the other by seducing him #i also told that dream on my philosophy class on junior year because i was a fucking unhinged teenager

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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I love all of these goofy product photos where the water bottle is extremely obviously just photoshopped onto a stock image of someone pretending to hold something or whatever.. very convincing..

#the last one where the water bottle is like nearly the size of the woman's entire leg ghbjbjhh #ALSO I know.. gross.. nasty.. amazon.. I was only looking there because I was trying to find an exact replica of an old water bottle #I bought like 6 years ago in a store and I just wanted another one of those and it seemed like the only place the old manufacturer #still sold was through amazon but.. alas.. I think they just don't make them anymore. so I have abandoned my hunt #I didn't actually buy anything. but I did get distracted clicking through product images for a few of them #it's bizarre how like............... idk.. WHY is this done??? Isn't this offputting to basically ANY potential customer?? or do people #not look at every photo/read the entire page/all product information before buying??#all of these are from like front page ''top sellers'' or whatever like........... how does this not hurt the brand????#If the company can't even bother to take a single photo of a real life person using their real life product then... that to me #is kind of red flaggy..?? even if you're an indie start up small business with hardly any funds.. still #A real photo of the product you are selling in a real actual non-photo shopped environment does not seem that inacessible #Maybe it's because everyone does everything on phones now?? So it's harder to see the pictures when they're smaller?#Kind of the same thing with ai art and also hair color photoshops lol.. On my full comptuer screen it is SOOO easy to spot ai art #like IMMEDIATELy from the little tells and ways certain details morph into each other etc. I dont even mean obvious dalle mini stuff but #like the Fancy High Quality Photorealistic AI art is still pretty blatant 98% of the time if you know what to look for. But I still catch #people sharing it a lot like 'omg where can I buy this pair of shoes!! :O <3' .. erm you cannot.. that is the most balatantly fake looking #pair of shoes I have seen in my life hhjbj.. the heels are both different heights. there's a different number of straps on each one. etc.#AND that phase back before colored hair was Mainstream and people would post photos like 'omg going to bring this to the salon!! dream hair #and it's like.. you can LITERALLY see the parts where it's 'colored outside of the lines' and is so clearly just a person with blond hair #that someone drew over with a tint brush or something not even very neatly. etc. etc. ANYWAY.. Maybe with phones it's harder to tell these #things?? To me so much of it is instantly recognizable and it's suprising to me that people either don't notice or don't care and will #interact with it anyway by buying the product or acting like some ai art fake furniture is real or etc. etc. ..hewwoo #Aslo sidenote - I think I've become soo cynical and tired of constantly being advertised to that I literally cannot shop without getting #exhausted. I do not see how marketing is anything but obnoxious and transparent. Every item description having stuff like ''Our company is #commited to bringing you the highest quality water products! we set out with a mission to bring high quality products to people all over #the world and we believe in spreading health and happiness and'' just like SHUT THE HELL UP!! youre a fucking company #you don't ''beleive'' in anything you are here to sell a product. stop trying to talk like you're my bff who cares deeply about my health #or something just tell me the materials and product specifications of your stupid fucking water bottle and move on. Idont need to hear your #whole bullshit spiel about what ~your company stands for~ that is SO much MORE offputting. you make me want to buy the item LESS..#longing for the type of ads from my 1800s magazines that are just like 'this product is good. please buy it. okay thank you much. bye'

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bangcakes · 8 months ago

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#my dream last night was so mean to me. not bc it sucked but bc it was Good n now i wake up n its not REAL??????#it was so realistic too JDJJDJDJSJS #this is mostly for my benefit to write it down like this but djjdjsjjzms #ppl were at my house. [redacted] included. and we didnt get to sit near each other n he was Upset LOL. so he makes a comment about me like #not wanting to be near him n i was like thats not true !!! so he fuckin... comes near me JDJJDNDNDND and im like oh this is too much n i #like. keep having to back away. bc im just so overwhelmed. not bc i dont wanna be near him #but just the Idea of it... NDJNZNZMZMZ n e way #and hes like SEE???? and im like no !!!! you dont get it !!!! n hes like i have to go n goes to leave. so i chase him outside n like #hes got a ride waiting for him and im like... [redacted]!!!!!!!! and he turns around n hes like. i really gotta go #n i was like but !!! its not true!!! i do wanna be near you. and his rides like... oh i can wait. so [redacted] like tries again n no ones #around so like JJZJZJJZJZZJZ AHHHHHHH i dont squirm away or anything. and hes like.... oh i cant even say it JDJZJSNZZ #hes... holding.... me HIDJEKEKSKSKSKSK and his face is really close n hes like. so this is okay?? and im just like ya.. and i think i say #that i like him??? and like idk JDJZJZJZJZJZ he says it back and THEN I WOKE UP RHRKXDOJJDJZJZM ITS SO MEANNNNN SO MEANNNNN #but actually reading it out. its not really that realistic IDK #im just.... damn. back to reality JDJZJSJSJJSJD #personal

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running-in-the-dark · 8 months ago

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I'm pretty sure at this point the person that has appeared the most in my dreams/nightmares (apart from people I actually know/used to know in real life) is Jarvis Johnson. it happens a lot, he'll just randomly show up all the time. like last night he was in a (particularly gruesome and unpleasant) nightmare that I had. didn't make any sense but it was nice to get a break for a second :)

#I like when my brain does this #just. oh yeah this is pretty awful. here have A Guy You Like #it does help a little #and it does kinda make sense that he would show up a lot. I find him very calming #there's also been lots of dreams where I was friends with him. and many where I hug him. it's very weird because besides him this really #doesn't happen a lot with anyone else lol #like I've had maybe three dreams that (characters played by) John Larroquette showed up in. and I spend a stupid amount of time thinking #about him lol #anyway I like Jarvis he's great and I'm glad my brain seems to like him too haha #also. that nightmare last night was one of the more brutal ones (like. dozens of young people/teenagers getting killed by a teacher that I #haven't seen in 15 years and who wasn't even that bad. it was just really rough. so yeah getting like a tiny moment of aww hey what's he #doing here that makes no sense! is always nice :') and it's good because then I tend you remember that part a bit more than the rest.)#*to #unfortunately this makes watching his videos (especially sad boyz) a little weird sometimes. like. hey that's my friend. wait no he's not.#I've just dreamed that over a dozen times it's not actually real (unfortunately)#personal

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yappacadaver · 9 months ago

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i need his cringe ass so fucking bad

#i love a game with 6 official endings and 2 game over states and all of these but one involve raymond being cringe #the only ending where he's not being cringe is the one where he straight up is not in the scene #honestly.... kinda interested in how post ending 5 played out like. rebecca would have to eventually wake up in the mortuary #would she tell raymond about her conversation with her dad? i doubt it.#did raymond ever have a closure ending? cause he sure doesn't act like it lmao #and like was that even really rebecca's dad like why (in demon lore reasons) did he show up then #maybe it was a dream maybe it was real. most likely we'll never get confirmation either way #but like damn either the demon's banishment allows for the living and the dead to connect for a bit or rebecca's just super special/dreamin #i guess raymond's situation kinda prevents him from gaining closure since his mom is still alive/undead tho idk if he needs it with #someone else like his own dad. no idea where his dad's at. could be dead could be he was never in the picture (my personal preference)#journal says maria was still alive last he saw her so the only closure he could get there is in the alive world lol #again doubt he's getting any there's just no way that relationship ended well lmao #whatever. still gonna gargle his nuts #normalposting

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mrsmarlasinger · 2 years ago

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I can always tell I'm having a work dream because I wake up with the fucking schedule still in my mind's eye

#these past few nights i've been so stressed i can't sleep through the night #i've been waking up like three times a night and the schedule is ALWAYS still on the underside of my eyelids #coworker kathy today said she had a work dream last night too lol #time to list all the appointment types and their associated colors bc it's 2am and i just woke up #green is dr l prophy purple is dr l restorative or pre-ortho consult or observation #bright yellow is follow-up or 30min appliance check. 20min appl chk is like one shade lighter #turquoise is seps or debond black is contact salmon is bonding bright red is ortho emergency #dark red is limited dark blue is adjustment brown is dentascreen or new medicaid patient limited or new medicaid prophy #bright orange is new patient limited or new patient prophy blue is new patient pre-ortho consult pink is sealants or dr j prophy #pale yellow/tan is dr p prophy or dr p restorative turquoise is dr j restorative light blue is hospital #i think lavender is bonding 7s or ulab check?? but i never see that one. wtf is new patient retainer check? teal? we NEVER have that one #there's other appt types we never use but idk. prophy w/o an associated dr is.........green?#someone the other day said we had a powerchain repair type but i knew that was bullshit and i checked and it was bullshit #i do think we mayyybeeee have a damon bonding type but idek why. oh shit i forgot that gray is spark check #don't remember spark delivery. invisalign delivery is an ugly reddish brown. think invisalign scan is the same #don't remember inv chk. if we have a spark scan i think it's also gray??? regular old scan is teal. so is records but we never use that #pano/repo 60 is pale yellow/tan. i think carriere/lla delivery is pale purple??? fuck #now that i think about it i'm pretty sure spark delivery is gray too #*black is contract #personal #work shit #work blogging #work

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maddy-ferguson · 29 days ago

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i have a crush on someone i met a month and a half ago who i only saw for a week then that i'm seeing again for a week now and that i'm gonna see for four more weeks from now until june this is what life is all about

#and like i say: brf slt #i hadn't had a CRUSH on someone in literal years. like it was bad for me and this isn't even bc i'm bored i'm just attracted to them. yay!#you have to talk to people to like people i'm finding. because i didn't notice that i was charmed until i was charmed by the talking #the way we met (lmao) is i'm studying to be a teacher. and they work in the middle school i spend a few weeks at this school year #but like that person is not a teacher they work there like when kids don't have class they'll be in a classroom doing their homework or #whatever and they would be the one like telling them to not make any noise #amongst other things #idk if there's a word for that in english it's a very specific job. and anyway. we had to go like where these people work like the specific #part of the school the last time we were there (me and the girl i'm studying with who's with me when i'm...at this middle school. it's like #an internship but it feels weird to call it an internship. but that's what it is) and they were like come see us again from 4 to 5 later #we'll do *this* and we played board games with the kids that were there and that probably sounds weird but it was very fun and funny and #that's when i was like waittttt. and then i looked for them on social media at midnight #i kind of didn't think about them once from six weeks ago to monday but on monday i was like omg i'm gonna see my crush again😁 and then i #did on tuesday and we had a fun interaction and everything because we're bffs. anyway. this is great #when i didn't see them on monday i was like omg what if they quit😔 but they hadn't.#it's just the right amount for it to be fun because like i don't know this person and i won't know them because i won't see them again #until march and after that until may but like it's fun for the weeks i do see them. saw them for 3 minutes on tuesday and like 25 today #it's a job YOUNG PEOPLE do it's not like an old person😭 we're around thesame age. i actually applied to a job like that 3 years ago but #i cried during the interview because i'm crazy like that. i had 2 interviews at 2 different high schools and i didn't cry during the #second interview but i still didn't get the job. lol. but as i was saying young person and i feel like we would genuinely get along like #in an ideal world we would all have drinks together like with my friends and everyone and we would actually hang out. me saying that #instead of like in an ideal world we would: date is you can't even dream a whole dream can you coded😭😭 but like. whatever

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