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lovelessbachelor Ā· 6 months ago
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šŸŽ» šŸ” & šŸ„ø for the writing shop talk ask meme please :>
O, halo!!!
šŸŽ»- Where do you look when you need some inspiration?
Hmm... I don't ever really look for inspiration per say, which sounds really pretentious, but it just sort of finds me. Usually in what I've read before, things that I'm passionate about or have experience in and such : I notice that a lot of my stories are based around overcoming some powerful oppressive entity, weird, right?
But on a smaller scale I'll find inspiration in my own life, I could write about my brothers, I could write about my walk home, I could write about the history of my community.
šŸ”- Would you live in the world you created? Why or why not?
Babe that depends on which world. I'll go with my most fleshed out, original one. So, the world of the PuzzlePeaces.
I'd say yeah, I purposefully wrote that world to be kind of a pipedream of what I want the world to look like, but with a whole lot of fantasy sci-fi elements. (side note I HATE describing my things with those labels, I think it's reductive to what I got going on) and I mean. Who wouldn't want to live in a world where being queer is just normal, y'know? Practically free from discrimination except from... A few elements. Yeah, theres lore reasons why everything is all good except for like one sector of society. But like. Look man I'm not giving you spoilers.
šŸ„ø- Which character is most like you?
Which character is NOT like me.
Seriously though, I can't think of any character that is EXTREMELY like me, I spread out character traits that I have through like. Everyone. Transness, aro/aceness, similar trauma, being an artist, being blond or blue eyed, stubbornness, neurodivergance etc etc are things you'll see in my OCs, just not all in one character.
If you wanna get more general, I project a lot more onto UTMV characters, and if you combine my versions of Error & Ink it's basically just me.
Thank you for the ask!!!
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stevebabey Ā· 2 years ago
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part one here. ze part two to touch-starved stevie that absolutely no one requested hehe <3 but i gots to let my boys have a wee kiss :")
So, hugs with Eddie becomeā€¦ well, a thing.
Not a thing. Theyā€™re not a thing, Steve and Eddie. Itā€™s totally the same as when he gets hugs from Robin. Eddieā€™s doing him a favour as a friend. Itā€™s got the 100% platonic energy of getting a hug from a friend ā€” a hug that usually melts into some form of a cuddle, limbs all tangled together until they canā€™t tell whose are whose.
Except, Steve doesnā€™t really do that second part with Robin. Like he hasnā€™t done it ever with Robin.
So, itā€™s an Eddie thing.
But theyā€™re not a thing. Not matter how much Steve would actually very much like for that happen. Okay, maybe Steveā€™s overthinking the whole thing a bit, but he just canā€™t tell.
Whereā€™s the line? Itā€™s infuriating not being able to discern between platonic and more, just because Steve wasnā€™t held enough as a fucking baby. Out of all the things he resents his parents for, Steveā€™s surprised that this is so near the top.
Because, sure, Steveā€™s had more than his fair share of hookups. He knows that sort of touch. He knows the shape of lust; the scrapes of fingernails down backs, the tight grips over skin, the push and pull of the heat of the moment.
And this thing with Eddieā€¦ is not that.
So, really, Steve knows that itā€™s all friendly. Eddie is just being nice. Heā€™s being a decent dude and helping his friend out ā€” by catapulting himself into Steveā€™s arms at every opportune moment.
(Steveā€™s only dropped 3 mugs of coffee because of this so far. Itā€™s only because Eddie says good catch, big boy with a devilish grin every time that Steve manages to catch Eddie that Steve hasnā€™t completely told him to knock it off. Just yet, at least.)
And heā€™s different in other areas. Heā€™ll always seem to choose the seat next to Steve on movie-nights now, content to snuggle right up to him. They get thigh to thigh, arm to arm ā€” and Eddie only needs to get about 20 minutes in for him to do a big sigh, like an old dog, and slump over, resting his head on Steveā€™s shoulder.
Steve notices though. He always notices.
Itā€™s impossible not toā€” the skin, even if thereā€™s 3 layers between them, burns blazing warm. Eddieā€™s hair drapes over his arm, a curl inevitably tickling along Steveā€™s collar. He can feel the rise and fall of Eddieā€™s breathing, the little shake of when he laughs.
It drives Steve a little insaneā€” insane in the way that makes him think about burying his fingers in those curls again, about pressing his lips against Eddieā€™s pretty mouth just to feel the smile against his skin, about digging into his chest so he can climb into his chest and live there.
Yeah, itā€™sā€” well, itā€™s safe to say that the effect of Eddieā€™s touchiness has sent what was once a fleeting thought of a crush into mind-melting levels of affection.
But he canā€™t fucking tell.
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To Steveā€™s credit, neither can Eddie.
Which is not surprisingly considering sometimes he catches himself wondering how the hell he ended up here; in a close-knit friendship with band-geek Robin Buckley, princess Nancy Wheeler, and King Steve Harrington.
Okay, the Robin one sort of makes sense. He thinks that if no matter when their paths crossed, he and Robin wouldā€™ve always even some sort of strange friends - her snark complimenting his bitchiness. Also, the whole super queer thing helps too. Even the friendship with Nancy works, in its own weird way.
Steve though? Heā€™s the fucking curve ball.
It works though, the two of them. Surprisingly well, actually ā€” the two of them get on like a house on fire, bitchy quips back and forth. Even better, is the quiet that they can share. Steve loves to come around and doā€¦ nothing. Do nothing with Eddie, though.
So, even though Eddie had noticed the tension in Steve with touch, little moments where he turned rigid when Eddieā€™s usual wandering hands got too comfortable ā€” Eddie chalked it up to the usual. Guys bring too uncomfortable with him, too weird about another guy being touchy. It didnā€™t matter than Eddie wasnā€™t even out to Steve yet, he was still might be that type of guy.
Well, Eddie had certainly thought so. Sure, Steve might not be one of those jocks who smacked around boys who looked too long in the locker room, but if he knew a smidge of the truth, who really knows. It would explain the tenseness at least.
But thenā€” ā€˜Can Iā€¦ have a hug?ā€™ There had been a dozen things Eddie was thinking that Steve couldā€™ve asked for but that? Wasnā€™t even in the ballpark. It was so left-field it left Eddie speechless for a whole moment. And Steve had been staring at the ceiling, his hands curled up tight again like- like he thought Eddie might say no.
A ridiculous thought, honestly. Anyone who knew Eddie well enough knew he was touchy; loved giving it, loved getting it. Like an overly affectionate cat, Wayne had once called him, just 11 years old, because Eddieā€™s need for affection seem to never be sated.
After that night, Steveā€™s lack of touch became far more obvious. Itā€™s always hair ruffles or high-fives, yet never hugs. Normally, Eddie would keep to that boundary; some people are less touchy other than others, he knows that.
Butā€¦ ā€œSometimes I realise itā€™s been awhile, since Iā€™ve had some touch.ā€ Thatā€™s what Steve had said, his words. Eddie doesnā€™t even think he meant to say something so heartbreaking. In fact, the guy seemed embarrassed.
It had thrown Eddie for a loopā€” because Steve gets around. Heā€™s nearly notorious for one-night stands and failed flings, as Robin loves to drone on about considering sheā€™s subjected to all the flirting. What had originally been a point of envy for Eddie, just saturates the bleakness of Steveā€™s words. Sex but without a moment of intimacy.
So, while Eddie is miles away from being the person who gets into Steveā€™s pants ā€” not for lack of want, mind you ā€” he does try hike up the touchiness. Little things. Lingering when he taps him on the arm, hooking his chin over Steveā€™s shoulder to peer over it, leaning up against him when theyā€™re side by side watching a film.
Itā€™s good. It helps Eddie release the pressure of his stupid monumental god-awful crush he has. Yeah, yeah, itā€™s laughable, even to Eddie. Itā€™s like Gay 101; donā€™t get crush on straight dudes, especially the ones youā€™re friends with. And yetā€¦
Steve lets him. He lets Eddie give him touch, more than he lets anyone else. He still tenses; thereā€™s still always a moment before he can remember to relax, like heā€™s trying to shake off bad thoughts but then he melts. He always melts into Eddieā€™s touch eventually ā€” in a way Eddie knows Steve actually loves it, drinks it up as much as he can.
And maybe, Eddie is the biggest fool to grace the Earth to let that fact give him some hope. Sue his gooey heart, heā€™s a romantic. Itā€™s a quiet hope but, itā€™s there.
Tonight, it seems relaxing for Steve is been harder than usualā€” several times has Eddie traced a quite long along Steveā€™s arms, a subtle point that they were far too tense for someone who was wrapped up in cuddles on the couch. ā€˜Cos thatā€™s 100% what they are now. Eddie will still call them hugs, but usually, when itā€™s just the two of them, it becomes this.
Steve, tucked up into the corner of the couch, one leg flush along the back of the couch and one hanging off the edge. Itā€™s the prime position for Eddie to crawl up, wind his arms around Steveā€™s middle and give him a good squeeze and then settle there. Head on Steveā€™s chest, lying in the cradle of his hips. Safe. Warm.
It makes him warm, oh very warm to know that he gets this. That Steve doesnā€™t give this amount of trust to many, if any, other people but Eddie ā€” he trusts Eddie.
ā€œYā€™know,ā€ Eddie says, cheeks smushed against the plain of Steveā€™s pec. It feels deliciously warm and Eddieā€™s fairly sure he can feel how toned it is just through his cheek. Hot bastard. ā€œIā€™m actually real glad you asked for that hug all those weeks ago.ā€
He leaves it there ā€˜cos he knows Steve will ask. Eddieā€™s eyes stay on the buzzing tv-screen even as Steveā€™s head shifts, turning to peer down at the boy slumped on his chest. Eddieā€™s pretty sure he can see Steveā€™s mouth twitch up into a smile.
ā€œYeah?ā€
ā€œOh yeah,ā€ Eddie affirms, giving a nod and his eyes flick up to meet Steveā€™s for just a moment. ā€œThink Iā€™ve had some of the best hugs in the world.ā€
Okay, that was maybe more honest and sappy than Eddie was going for. He is just letting Steve know he isnā€™t just doing it for Steve ā€” that he enjoys these moments just as much. He lays it on thick, tries for a smarmy angle.
ā€œSwept up in these pillowy arms?ā€ He croons, giving Steveā€™s bicep a quick squeeze, making the other chuckle softly. ā€œWho wouldnā€™t think so? Iā€™m a lucky guy.ā€
Despite the joking tone, thereā€™s no quick comeback from Steve. Thatā€™s alright. Eddieā€™s quite happy if this is one of the times Steve just takes the compliment; letā€™s the word sink in and hopefully, believes them, even if itā€™s just a little bit. He watches the film and doesnā€™t read into the silence.
Not even when Steve says, ā€œEddie?ā€ all soft. Nearly shy sounding. It doesnā€™t quite register to Eddieā€™s ears.
ā€œMm?ā€
ā€œEddie.ā€ Steve says again, a little firmer and that catches Eddieā€™s attention. He turns his head and rests his chin on Steveā€™s chest, his brows drawn together in silent question.
But the moment he makes eye contact, Steveā€™s doing that scrunched up face again. Is studying the ceiling instead of facing Eddie. And just like all those weeks ago, his hands clench up tight. Twists up the fabric of Eddieā€™s sweater in between his fingers and uses it to ground himself.
Last time, he asked for a hug. Considering heā€™s currently just about squishing Steve beneath his body weight, Eddie canā€™t fathom what he might be worked up to ask for. Unless he was going to ask for something more than a hugā€” which, well, just wasnā€™t going to happen, even if Eddie really wanted it to.
ā€œCan I-ā€ Steve starts. He sucks in a breath, almost like heā€™s gathering courage. But heā€™s not, because heā€™s not about to ask for what Eddie hopes for, heā€™s not, heā€™sā€”
Unlessā€¦?
ā€œCan Iā€¦ have a kiss?ā€ Steve asks, barely audible. The sentence is murmured, soft words that hit Eddie like a gentle kiss in itself ā€” imprinting right onto his heart. Steve Harrington wants a kiss ā€” from him!
ā€œOh.ā€ Eddie says, in a breathy delightful way. Heā€™s fairly certain the little monkey in his brain is clapping its cymbals at double-speed as the words process; or maybe itā€™s his heart, which feels like itā€™s leapt up his throat.
ā€œOh?ā€ Steve echoes, a smile already playing at the edges of his mouth, because he can see Eddieā€™s want. Because he knows him.
ā€œYes.ā€ Eddie says suddenly, with a frantic nod, pushing up closer so their faces are aligned. ā€œYes, absolutely, you can.ā€ He affirms.
Steve huffs a quiet laugh at the eagerness and then his arm that had been slung around Eddie shifts. It moves up til his hand caresses along the line of Eddieā€™s jaw, tilting him just how he likes.
Eddie holds his breath. Counts the freckles he can see this close. Tries to feel Steveā€™s heartbeat through where theyā€™re pressed so closely together; can Steve feel his? Thundering and hurried, beating so hard Eddie thinks he might bruise the inside of his ribs.
Then Steve kisses him. And shit, Steveā€™s lip are better by ten-fold than every daydream Eddieā€™s ever had about them. Theyā€™re warm and so soft ā€” plush and pressing against his own and Eddie is freezing. Fuck, wait, how does this go again? Right, Eddieā€™s neverā€¦ well, kissed anybody before.
Steve pulls back and Eddie screws his eyes up ā€” not ready in the slightest for the disappointment of his own shoddy kissing skills. Fuck, did he really just freeze? Steve ā€” Steve Harrington ā€” asks for a kiss and Eddie decides to stab himself in the back by not figuring out how to fuck to kiss back.
ā€œYou call that a kiss?ā€ Steve teases and Eddieā€™s well aware of the parallel ā€” of the irony of Steve repeating his own words back at him. But he canā€™t make himself laugh even though itā€™s funny. Instead, a little groan wiggles out his throat.
ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ Eddie says, earnest. He forces his eyes opens ā€” he needs to see whatā€™s Steveā€™s thinking. Where heā€™s expecting disappointment or perhaps regret, is only patience. Maybe a touch of concern. Eddie continues, despite the humiliation that makes his throat sticky.
ā€œI havenā€™t- I donā€™t do this often.ā€ He coughs awkwardly clearing his throat and hoping it hides the next word. ā€œEver.ā€
Thereā€™s a jump in Steveā€™s eyebrows, a moment of surprise in his eyes that lets him know he did, indeed, hear that final word. It makes Eddie feelā€¦ well, itā€™s nice that Steve had expected him to have been kissed by now. Even if he hasnā€™t. He tries to take it as a compliment.
ā€œThatā€™s okay,ā€ Steve assures. Absentmindedly, his thumb rubs soothing along Eddieā€™s jaw. It makes Eddie shiver, some outrageous amount of joy clawing into every nerve. Steve likes Eddie. He wants to kiss Eddie.
ā€œDo you want to try again?ā€
Eddie nods before the questions even out of his mouth. Steve smiles, all sunshine. This time when he draws Eddie in, he notices the way Eddie holds his breath ā€” the rigidness in his body.
Steve kisses him again, another short and soft one and then whispers against his lips, ā€œRelax.ā€
ā€˜Cos isnā€™t tonight just full of the parallels, Eddie thinks. He listens, tries to focus on how sweet Steveā€™s kiss is than his panicky heart, forcing out a breath between the kisses. His hands along Steveā€™s sides find a grip, grounding and good, and by the fourth kiss, he begins to feel a bit melty.
Itā€™s good. Itā€™s really good. Kissing Steve is top 5ā€“ nay, the top moment of his life so far. Somehow, itā€™s made all that much better knowing the build-up behind it. Knowing that Steve knows he isnā€™t just kissing him for a heat of the moment ā€” that Eddie wants kisses here, kisses before bed, in the morning, on dates. Eddie wants Steve.
And with the way he kisses, Eddieā€™s pretty sure Steve wants him just as bad.
It doesnā€™t take long for Steve to reach what Eddie decides is an ultra pretty fuckinā€™ state; lips swollen from kisses, cheeks flushed, hair a little mussed up. He bets he looks no better. The thought makes him grin, enough they have to break the kiss ā€˜cos Eddie canā€™t stop his stupid happy grin ā€˜cos shitā€” he actually gets to have this Steve.
ā€œWhat?ā€ Steve asks, somehow half heart-eyed and half suspicious at the mischief in Eddieā€™s eyes.
ā€œCan I... have a hickie?ā€
now with a part three !
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recareels Ā· 3 months ago
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gmorning Clari!!! šŸ’˜ Iā€™m not sure youā€™ve done it before, but Iā€™d loooove to know what type of yanderes youā€™d classify your genshin faves as šŸ˜˜
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ANDYYYY i am so sorry i am responding a few days late to this and thatā€™s because i accidentally wrote you a whole novel for an answer :) your ask sparked so many thoughts and i just BLAAAH spewed them all over the page (*ļ¾‰Ļ‰ļ¾‰) ugh ahahaha ANYWAY oh gosh okay i have so much to say, letā€™s get into it!!! also apologies for how MASSIVE ajaxā€™s is waaaah
characters: wriothesley, ajax [childe], kamisato ayato, thoma warnings: 18+ minors do not interact, yandere behaviour (gaslighting, obsessiveness, toxic relationships, delusional thinking, manipulation, over-protectiveness, etc) words: 2.1k
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WRIOTHESLEY is the controlling, authoritarian type that feels like a really strict father, all under the guise of ā€˜protecting youā€™ and ā€˜keeping you safeā€™. he veers into delusional territory a little here because he genuinely believes what heā€™s telling you (and himself) and genuinely believes himself to be doing the right thing. he isnā€™t possessive, he just wants to make sure youā€™re going out with safe people. he isnā€™t obsessive, he just wants to know where you are at all times in case an emergency strikes and he has to come find you. he isnā€™t overbearing, he just cares and is proactiveā€”donā€™t you want him to care? canā€™t you see heā€™s only this ā€˜protectiveā€™ because he loves you?Ā 
he has thoroughly convinced himself that this behaviour has nothing to do with jealousy or a desire to keep you locked up, to keep you 100% certainly safe and his forever, and nothing to do with wanting to exert complete control over you, orchestrating your every decisionā€”and heā€™s pretty good at continuously deluding himself into believing it. heā€™s so good, in fact, and his logic is so sound, that it has YOU wondering if youā€™re ā€˜just being crazyā€™, if youā€™re overthinking things or reading too much into them. wriothesley has had a lot taken away from him, after all, and he knows exactly how the mind of criminals tickā€”can you really blame him for being a bit paranoid? maybe youā€™re the one whoā€™s overreacting and being unreasonable. maybe youā€™re even feeling a little guilty for being so ungratefulā€”shouldnā€™t you appreciate having someone who loves and cares for you this much to go to such extents? shouldnā€™t you want to relinquish all power to someone you love equally as much? shouldnā€™t you trust him to make only the best, most sound and appropriate decisions for you? you probably should.Ā 
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AJAX is kind of like, the typical yandere, and he encompasses several ā€˜typesā€™, evolving throughout the course of your relationship and shapeshifting into different variants depending on the situation itself. and while the other three men seem normal until youā€™re in too deep with them, refraining from showing symptoms of yandere-ness until after youā€™ve been with them for an extended period of time and mean a lot to them, ajax is weird from the very beginning.Ā 
almost immediately you can sense that thereā€™s something slightly off about him, but you canā€™t put your finger on what it is. itā€™s so subtle that it doesnā€™t strike you as particularly dangerous, leading you to merely write it off as one of his quirks and nothing more.Ā 
heā€™s overbearing right from the start, of course; not necessarily enough to be concerning just yet, but enough for it to be abnormalā€”unusualā€”and noticeable (which reminds me of your lil ajax piece!!!). from the instant he sees you, he is irreversibly obsessed with you. you permeate his every waking thought, and eventually begin to leak into his dreams, too, and suddenly he can barely breathe without knowing where you are and what youā€™re doing, his concentration consumed by you.Ā 
he begins stalking youā€”ā€˜overseeingā€™, he had called itā€”making detailed notes of your favourite locations and your most frequented friends. heā€™s constantly got an eye on you one way or another, even if he has to employ other people to do it for him, discreetly reporting their findings every few hours. he tells them youā€™re in dangerā€”which, you are, technicallyā€”and that you must be observed at all times from afar, silently and stealthily.Ā 
ajax is patient and he can play the waiting game, carefully devising and then revising his strategy based on your moves. he loves playing predator and prey, gets a thrill from how the hunt unfoldsā€”much like a battle, itā€™s a story, a rich tapestry you and he are constantly and concurrently creating, together. and that he thinks is so beautiful.
in textbook yandere fashion, once heā€™s gathered a sufficient amount of intel, he begins ā€˜showing upā€™ randomly at your usual spots, ā€˜bumping into youā€™ fortuitously. charming and sweet, the only thing thatā€™s initially unsettling is just how well the two of you get along. ajax is sure not to mimic you too muchā€”he doesnā€™t want to be a mirror, after all, and being too similar is far from a good thing (especially when it matches so well it simply canā€™t be coincidental).
wellā€”that, and the sharp glint in his eye that flares with something dangerous every time you giggle or gush, every time you fall further for him. and once he has you enchanted, ensnared, youā€™re trapped for life, tangled up in him so tightly that he might as well have fused to your flesh.Ā 
ajax likes to tell you it isnā€™t about power and control, but he knows that it is. heā€™s smart, and heā€™s self aware, and he doesnā€™t really care if this is ā€˜wrongā€™ā€”he sees it as necessary and he genuinely believes he knows better than you do. he has to take care of you, or else who will? youā€™re clearly not capable of satisfactorily doing it on your own, so he must (god, how would you manage without him?). even if you oppose him or fight back against him, heā€™s purely convinced youā€™re bull-headed and stubborn, snorting at your wanting to be independent when he truly knows youā€™re too stupid take care of yourself ā€˜properlyā€™ all on your own.
violence is a mainstay of your relationship, but not towards you; never towards youā€”merely towards everyone around you. his jealousy knows no bounds, but you will rarely see it outright. instead, ajax prefers to hone his emotions, to fashion them into a weapon or use them as fuel to thoroughly tear apart anyone who looks your way in a manner he doesnā€™t like. itā€™s his job as your lover and keeper, isnā€™t it?Ā 
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AYATO knows what he is, and he doesnā€™t care. why should he, when heā€™s sure what heā€™s doing is ultimately correct and heā€™s used to having everything that he wants, and everything going his way, even if he has to force/manipulate it to? heā€™s so skilled at that in particularā€”manipulating situations and events to procure favourable outcomes for himself. in ayatoā€™s mind, you should be grateful that he affords you so many freedomsā€”he could lock you away in the basement or a padded room, chain you to a bed with no entertainment or stimulation save for the books he has so conscientiously selected for you, and no other human contact aside from himself. but he trusts you, and he doesnā€™t want to go to those measures (though rest assured, he has promised you he will not hesitate to reach such heights if he deems it absolutely necessary, no matter how much he doesnā€™t want to; you staying his comes before his personal preferences and pleasures). as such, he allows you to roam the estate grounds under the watchful eye of his closest confidants and most capable guards (usually thoma, unless he is otherwise occupied and busy); he allows you access to letter writing materials (though they must go through two rounds of supervision and revisions before they are approved; once by thoma, and once by ayato himself); he allows you to go out in public as long as you are with him, etc.Ā 
despite these apparent freedoms he affords you, he still picks your outfits out for you each day, and he devises a comprehensive meal plan for you each week, and creates schedules and rules he expects you to follow, thoroughly and meticulously to the letter. it is these subtle forms of ownership that he enjoys the most. he doesnā€™t feel the need to shout from the mountaintops, loudly and aggressively, that you are his, because the fact is so obvious, so evident, the second anyone merely glances at you. you walk like him, you talk like him, you sit, stand, and bow like him, just like he trained you to.Ā 
ayato is also the type of yandere to punish you. he is molding your pretty little mind into exactly what he wants it to be, and that means that undesirable behaviours must be immediately and severely corrected through appropriate punishmentsā€”you must learn, or be taught what is right and what is wrong in ayato terms + definitions, so you will refrain from repeating such behaviour in the future. he is truly crafting you into the most perfect, precious, obedient little dollā€”and having a blast while doing so. itā€™s his little pet passion project, in a way; something he looks forward to working on when he has a moment of spare time.Ā 
ayato was sly and clever with the way he initially enticed you, entrapped you, but underneath his cool, precisely chiseled exterior, ayato is selfish, manipulative, and extremely controlling. all decisions are ultimately made by and go through him. he will skillfully and carefully cut you off from all lifelines and communication, rendering you wholly dependent on him, and then will meticulously chip away at your mind until he sculpts it into exactly what he desiresā€”someone who is as obsessed with him as he is with them. he slowly, stealthily, and steadily induces a severe, irreversible case of stockholm syndrome. the damage he does to your mind is permanentā€”and thatā€™s exactly his goal. you now live for him. your days are marked by his appearances, his comings and goings, and the only thing you have to look forward to is seeing + spending time with him. you live to please him, live to be with him, and become absorbed by him, so you are merely an extension of him and no longer an individual yourself. everything revolves around ayatoā€”he is your entire universe.Ā 
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THOMA is the most dangerous type of yandere, because thoma is genuine. thomaā€™s feelings are 100% authenticā€”and he earnestly intends to bring you no harm whatsoeverā€”theyā€™re just way too intense. he loves you so much that it veers into insanity, and the passion he feels towards you (and towards keeping you safe + claiming you as his) is so fierce that it physically hurts him to experience, chest blistering with scorching adoration and razored affection, something so dense and so all-consuming that thoma wants to claw through his own flesh and pry his ribcage apart spoke by spoke just so he can experience a shred of relief.Ā 
thoma is, for the most part, an honest guyā€”starkly, brashly honest, so honest it shatters his words and gnaws at his voice, leaving it rough and raw, splintered to shards; but you can always trust he says exactly what he means. he severely lacks self awareness, not even realizing that his behaviour is inappropriate and extreme (he just cares about you SO much! it blinds his rationale and erodes his logic, incapacitating his ability to understand that heā€™s so suffocating it borders on terrifying).Ā 
but what makes thoma so incredibly perilous is his sincerity. he truly just wants to keep you safe, eyes brimming with tears and voice hitching on barely contained emotion as he thoroughly explains to you his logic for stashing tracking devices in your bags or his reasoning for shattering the kneecaps of the man who made you uncomfortable at work, sentiment thick in his throat, words straining with the weight of his honesty, with the desperation for you to understand, to see it his way. he swears to the high heavens that heā€™d never hurt a single hair on your pretty, precious little head, and promises that he doesnā€™t want to scare you, but firmly asserts that he will do whatever it takes to keep you safe.Ā 
and he means it. thoma is, in the most essential sense, your guard dog. heā€™s so sweet towards you, even submissive at times, always subservient to your every wish and whim, your every demand and desire, but heā€™ll fucking rip anyone within a meter of you to pieces with his teeth and bare hands alone if he feels as though you are being threatened in any wayā€”and his standards and definition of ā€˜threatenedā€™ are extreme and absurd, of course, causing him to react in a way that is severely disproportionate to the situation.
it borders on too much all the timeā€”he is too obsessive, too protective, too clingy, but heā€™s also so sweet, so gentle, so incredibly bonafide that you canā€™t help but not be upset with him. he only does what he does because youā€™re his entire world, right? whatā€™s so harmful about that?Ā 
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basketobread Ā· 1 year ago
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How does Lunara feel about... Lolth
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not good lol
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hailsatanacab Ā· 10 months ago
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I'll ask after that secret number 8!
I only remembered secret number 8 because I saw your wip here! I'd started this one based on the same prompt, then lost said prompt and stopped working on it šŸ˜…
Instead of a snippet, I'm just dropping it all here - maybe that way I'll feel inspired to finish it?
ā€”ā€”ā€”
Itā€™s a full house for dinner tonight and, really, that should have tipped him off.
Bruce sits at the head of the table, smiling softly as he watches over everyoneā€™s antics. Damian is regaling Dick with everything they saw at the zoo that day (Danny had been so happy to see Delilah the purpleback gorilla again, and her new little additions to the troupe, too!) and how well they are implementing the grant the Wayne Foundation had gifted them. Tim, Steph, Cass, and Duke are all engaged in a thumb-war tournament which Danny has no interest in participating in. It just wouldnā€™t be fair on them.
Danny loves that look. The one where Bruceā€™s eyes crinkle when he thinks none of the kids can see him. It oozes love and it makes Dannyā€™s heart, his core, ache.Ā 
Itā€™s been a little over a year since Alfred found him on the street and managed to wrangle him back to the manor to stayā€”even after the whole biting thing when he realised how rich they were.Ā 
A little over a year here and Dannyā€™s starting to feel like family.
Starting to feel like he might, just maybe, like to make it official.
ā€œDanny,ā€ Bruce says, drawing everyoneā€™s attention. Danny starts at his name, but Bruceā€™s voice is warm and calm, and his shoulders lose their tension almost immediately. ā€œDanny, I have something I would like to tell you.ā€
ā€œUhhhā€¦ā€ is all Danny can croak out, eyes flicking back and forth between Bruce and the rest of them. Smooth. Looking good, Danny.
Exceptā€¦ theyā€™re all happy. All smiles, all relaxed body language, all radiating calm and love and acceptance. Well, not Damianā€”his face is as thunderous as it always isā€”which at least means itā€™s nothing too out of the ordinary.
ā€œDanny, first of all, I just want to impress upon you that this is in no way something you have to do. You are under no obligation to join us and, no matter what, you shall always be welcome with us in the manor.ā€
Wait, what? Danny squints at Bruce, trying to parse exactly what heā€™s sayingā€¦ Is heā€”is this them asking to adopt him? Do they want to make it official, too?Ā 
Itā€™s been a little over a year and of course Danny has imagined calling Bruce ā€˜Dadā€™. Of course heā€™s imagined being part of the family, of course he wants to make it official!
He canā€™t help the beaming grin or the bright and bubbling ā€œYes!ā€ already waiting on his lips. All Bruce has to do is ask, all Danny needs to hear isā€”
ā€œIā€™m Batman.ā€
The smile freezes on Dannyā€™s face.
His lungs stop working, his heart stops working, he stops working, he justā€”
ā€œAnd Iā€™m Nightwing,ā€ Dick smiles, breaking the awkward silence.Ā 
Dannyā€™s eyes snap to him, and then down to Tim when he admits to being Red Robin. Duke is Signal, Steph is Spoiler. Damian begrudgingly tells him heā€™s Robin, but Danny can barely hear it over the ringing in his ears.
ā€œIā€™m Black Bat.ā€ Cass cocks her head, almost looking concerned. It always felt like she understood him the most. Whenever he was feeling low, too in his memories, or stewing after a nightmare, she was always there, ready to card her fingers through his hair and never mention his tears. It makes his heart ache to think of it now. ā€œItā€™s okay, Danny.ā€
Itā€™s meant to be reassuring, but howā€”how can it be okay? How?Ā 
Dannyā€™s spent a little over a year with them. A little over a year with Batman.Ā 
Batman, who works with the Justice League, who works withā€¦
A little over a year.Ā 
Just under 16 months since he escaped.
ā€œDanny? Are you alright?ā€ Bruce asks
Finally, his lungs kickstart and suck in a shuddering breath, only for everyone to drop their smiles.
Didnā€™t take them long, did it? Now that their ruse is up, thereā€™s no kindness in their eyes, theyā€™re justā€¦ cold, calculating. Evaluating.Ā 
ā€œWhy?ā€ Danny gasps, his fingers tingling, his heart in his throat.
Just under 16 months since heā€”has he escaped? Or was this just another one of their experiments?
"I... I trusted you, whyā€”" Danny chokes back a sob, gritting his teeth as his shoulders shake. Why? Why would they do this? "I was happy here, with you. I thought... Weren't you happy?"
"Danny..." Bruce is looking at him, eyes narrow and eyebrows pinched, in some cruel facsimile of confused concern and all Danny can think is how much of an actor he is. How well he can play the part of a doting father. How much he made him want that.
"I don't understand, why..."Ā 
"I'm sorry we didn't tell you before, I can imagine that it comes as a shock. We shouldn't have lied to you, Danny, butā€”"
"Stop it!" Danny slams his hands down on the table and pushes himself up on wobbly legs. Even standing, he feels so small. Smaller than Bruce, than all of his adopted siblings. They crowd above him when they all stand, too. "Just stop it! Why are you doing this, why are you still pretending? Stop it!"
It was easier, with Danny's biological parents. The knowledge that they'd do anything to get him on a lab table, to open him up and see what makes him tick, to rip him apart molecule by molecule, had always been there. He knew they hated ghosts. He knew they hated Phantom. He knew they hated him. It was easier because it was something he'd known all his life. When he died, when he became a ghost, he knew what to expect from them. It hurt, of course it did.
But it was easier than this.
"Danny, I'm going to need you to take a deep breath. You're having a panic attack and you need to breathe."
"Breathe?" Danny laughs, the sound harsh and choking, too high pitched in his hysteria. "You're joking, right? Or is this just more of theā€”the experiment?"
"Danny, please, we don't know what you're talking about, youā€”"
"You don't know? You're Batman! You work with the Justice League, you work withā€”" His words choke off as his stomach churns, bile rising in his throat. His whole body itches, screaming at him to leave, he can't go back, he can't, he can't, he can't!
Bruce takes a hesitant step forward and Danny scrambles back, his feet catching on the chair behind him and sending him careening to the floor. Where are the agents? Why aren't they swarming in, ready to apprehend him, strap him back on the table, carve him from the inside out.
"Please, Danny, calm down. We don'tā€”"
Danny stops listening. His back hits the wall and he pulls his knees into his chest, his shoulders dipping down as he begins to sob. His heart throbs inside his throat, too painful to swallow around. Tears fall hot and heavy on his face.
Sure, he could run. He could phase out through the wall and he could be out of Gotham in a couple of hours. He's escaped the GIW once, he can do it again.
But that was before Batman knew who he was. Before he had the World's Greatest Detective on his tail.
Before he...Ā 
He really thought this would be different, you know?
He wanted to make it official.
"Why did... Why were you so nice to me? Why did you make me like you? I reallyā€”I really liked you. I-I thought we could be a family."
"Danny, we are aā€”"
"Don't lie to me!" Danny snaps, but the force of his anger leeches all the fight from him, and suddenly all that's left is a bone-weary tiredness. Thereā€™s a lump in his throat that hurts. Thereā€™s a line down his chest that burns. "I don't care. I don't care anymore, I don't. Just... don't make me go back there. Please."Ā 
Is it futile? He thought he knew how the GIW operated by now, the depths that they would go to achieve their results, but this... this was a whole new level of pain that Danny thought he had left behind him in Amity.
"We're not going to make you go anywhere, Danny, you're safe here, I promise."
"Safe? Safe? You must haveā€”" he takes a deep breath, tries to stop the quivering of his voice. Itā€™s all starting to make sense, now.Ā  "The reason you're telling me who you are is because you must have told them everything already. I know the Justice Leagueā€”I know you're working with them, which means the ex-experiment is over now, and they're coming to take me back. And I can't go back."
"Dannyā€”"
"I canā€™t!ā€ Danny glares at Bruce with all the rage he can, fingernails digging into his skin. ā€œIā€™m not going back!"
"That's right, you're not going back, Danny. I won't let that happen." Bruce crouches down in front of Danny, his hands open and raised as if he's trying to say he's not a threat. "I don't know who you're talking about, and I'm sorry about that, but I can promise you that youā€™re not going back there. We will keep you safe."
Danny pulls himself closer, tucks himself further into the wall, eyes flickering all across the room waiting for that tell-tale flash of white as the agents start to swarm.
He should take his chances now and run, he should go, he needs to go!
The rest of them, his brothers and sisters of a little over a year, are spread out, giving him and Bruce some space. The same concern colours all of their faces. Why are they still pretending?
Steph is chewing on her thumb.Ā 
Danny liked Steph and her brash confidence, her jokes. She's been promising to paint his nails for months now, they've just never found the time. He was going to go for green and black, or maybe a galaxy theme, depending on what she felt comfortable doing.
He likes them all.
"You were supposed to be my family." His mouth turns down at the corners and his voice shakes like a child. "You were supposed toā€”why? Why would youā€”I don't understand why you would make me like you..."
"This isn't an experiment, Danny," Bruce's voice is steady, soothing. "I promise."
"But you work with them andā€”"
"Who do I work with?"
"The Justice League."
"Yes, I do, but weā€”"
"And the Justice League works with them. The GIW." Danny trembles with the name, clutching tightly onto his hoodie. "I'm not going back there, Bruce."
Danny doesn't miss Bruce's look over his shoulder, nor Tim's nod in return. Tim turns slightly to the side to hide his movements, but Danny bets he has his phone in his hand, probably letting them know they can take him now. Guess this is it, then. They'll be here soon, and he'll be gone.
"Kill me."
"Danny? What doā€”"
"If you ever had any kindness for me, if you ever cared, kill me. Please, Bruce. I can't do it again."
"Danny..."
"End me now. Take my core out and break it, please, before they get here."
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mblue-art Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi! saw ur tags and wanted to hand you this as thanks, you've also inspired me a lot to draw so much Cross, your art of him motivates me a lot and Im glad my art is inspiring you too :DD
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WHA GGSRSGDRJHSDFKKSKDSDFJK!!!!!!!!!!!!! PANDIMOOO WHATT!!!! /POS<333
THIS IS SUPER CUTE you are actually making my day better (/gen) THANK you, you wonderful human being šŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ’œšŸ«¶šŸ«¶šŸ«¶
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louroth Ā· 1 year ago
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thought it's about time I poked my head out of the mire, and confirm that this period of silence just seems to be a part of my process. I can't wait to show you what I am working on. It has taken on a life of its own. It's beautiful and untamed like a wild horse. So much has and is changing. I love it to pieces. !!
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javierduffy Ā· 6 days ago
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i need to tell you your kieran is one of my favs the hair the curls i keep looking at that git out ov mi gang post and your kieran is just so beautiful. ascending
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thank u so much !!!!!! i don't think im finished tweaking his design yet/think he's got a long ways to go until im fully comfy w him/understand how to draw him (i need to draw him more in general to feel him out better) but im quite happy w him as he is now so that means a lot to me :] especially since u like him so much, i feel very honored that u like my version of him so much !!!!! though i think this style for him is just ... particularly cute as well .....
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gianttol Ā· 2 years ago
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ā™” GT July 2023 Prompt List ā™”
Big thanks to @pocket-ozwynn for helping with the prompts!
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gomzdrawfr Ā· 2 months ago
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I wanna be like you when I grow up
Iā€”
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Well thank you, I do hope youā€™ll be a better me when you grow up
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nyaskitten Ā· 12 days ago
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I LOVE the lineless style ur taking in your art lately it's so peak AUFHHGHF
THANK YOUUU THANK YOU A LOT . I saw ur reblogs I REALLY do appreciate it dude... thakn u so much <333
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alongwalkhomecomic Ā· 14 days ago
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hmmm. leila with šŸ§“Character as an elderly person?
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i think after a long life of swimming she'd like to teach the kiddos how to!
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crushedsweets Ā· 5 months ago
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do u have any more bonnie lore that u can share with us? iā€™m obsessed with her design and her story<3
Ok Iā€™m assuming you mean ghost Bonnieā€¦ hmmā€¦ but let me see if I can collect random thoughts. Also thank you anon youre a sweetheart <3
General summary: ā€œThe Ghost Brideā€ is a version of my crp OC bonnie made for a 2014-fanon slender mansion AU with my friends! She lives in the mansion w all my friends OCs. The mansion is in a.. pocket dimension sorta? I think?
This is really funny but I watched inside out 2. Anxiety/maya hawke is probably her voice claim. HAHAHAH
She sorta gives the energy of Megan in ā€œbut Iā€™m a cheerleaderā€. Sheā€™s largely in denial about being a lesbian and is pretty clueless/ignorant on it, having grown up in the 70-80s before she died
Her fiancƩ was a very traditional American guy. Huge family of hunters, which always made Bonnie uneasy going to his house and seeing deer heads displayed on the walls. When he hunted her down for running off the aisle, she was mostly thinking about all those deer. And how she was next, obvi
Her story (after death) mainly goes in 2-3 arcs:
1. She spends several decades(although time is distorted) in the slender forest just roaming around, sobbing, begging her fiancĆ© not to shoot, hiding behind trees and rocks and heaving nonstop. Itā€™s impossible to talk to her and sheā€™s MOSTLY not even visible to other residents, considering sheā€™s a ghost - but occasionally she spooks people
2. Eventually she starts to settle into the mansion. Slendy sorta messes with her head - he tries to make her forget what happened to her, and make her forget that sheā€™s even dead, but it actually just leaves her really confused and having a constantly warped sense of reality and what stage of life sheā€™s in. Sometimes she thinks sheā€™s back in highschool fawning over a crush, sometimes she thinks sheā€™s days away from her dream wedding, sometimes she thinks sheā€™s been married for years. In general sheā€™s just kinda likeā€¦ stupid ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½. Super ditzy, just lays around in bed all day in nightgowns and reading teen magazines and chewing bubblegum. Doesnā€™t throw tantrums but she will have random moments where she loses her shit and starts tearing her room apart freaking out over a wedding. Gets called bridezilla by a certain somebodyā€¦ šŸ˜’šŸ˜’
3. She ends up killing her fiancĆ©, and thatā€™s sorta what snaps her back into reality. She understands, remembers, and accepts what happened to her. She spends time with her friends and begins the whole ā€œghost recovery acceptance processing your own deathā€ thing. Sheā€™s mostly okay with it, considering sheā€™s exactly where she wants to be - a freaky mansion with her friends, ran by some guy she views as a father figure
She tends to the mansions garden the most I believe. Usually drags her friends out and makes them do a lot of the harder work (mowing the lawn, dealing with pests, cleaning gutters) while she does the rest. Eventually gets told off for gender roles or something funny . LMAOOO
She cannot cook. Swears sheā€™s gonna be the best damn house wife in the world. Cannot cook. Can not cook. Hear me when I say this. She can not cook. OK IM EXAGGERATING but she does suck at cookingā€¦
Loves wearing bunny slippers and making her friends match other animal slippers with her.
Always has to be in some sort of bridal wear - whether itā€™s a wedding dress, a bridal party dress, a slip dress, night gown, robe. Something white and frilly and preferably silky
I dunnoooā€¦ lmk if yā€™all have any specific questions cuz I havenā€™t really been working on her lately
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basketobread Ā· 1 year ago
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hi same anon who asked what your characters looked in game ,,, you can call me the cheese anon or something idk!
BUT i lowkey wanna see lunara and lotus interacting because of how different they both are ! do you think lunara would be intimidated by them ?
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u are so very dear to me, cheese anon... OK!!! so heres a lil hc comic of how lotus would introduce themself to lunara. a bunch of deceit n all.
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eventually they'd bump into each other again... this time actually having to work together. but the entire time it's just bickering HAHA. i wouldnt say lunara would be intimidated but more so VERY annoyed and frustrated with them. she'd attempt to be as diplomatic as possible but just get pissed off because lotus is horribly relentless LMAO
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but also, rarely, she'd catch glimpses of lotus being unlike their usual self. indulging in music, the arts in general, or being kind to a child. these are the moments that make lunara grateful to have lotus around huehue (she'd still hate them for being an ass the rest of the time tho LMAOOO)
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pigeonstab Ā· 6 months ago
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IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?????
WAIT I HAVE TO GET A CAKE HOLD ON
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Have some cake and a lil bitty kross and a big tight bear rat hug for one of the coolest bloggers and artists and people on this whole website, you make every fandom you're in brighter and we're all super lucky to know you <3
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Thank you????? So much??? šŸ’–šŸ’—šŸ’“šŸ’–šŸ’žšŸ’–šŸ’“šŸ’—šŸ’“
Your kind words make me so happy you don't even know. I think that's one of the nicest things anyone has ever told me, genuinely. Our interactions and my place in this little fandom ecosystem makes me so happy it's been such a huge help and support for me. I'm so grateful to be your friend even if we don't really know each other XD
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wikitpowers Ā· 4 months ago
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Sending you my wildest TWP headcanon just because I can! (Heh.)
Picture this. Kit with gold wings. Gets revealed in the wildest way ever. In a fight, when there are too many demons or faeries or other magical foes to defeat and he and Ty are running while simultaneously trying to come up with a plan of action, Ty is calculating a way to survive that situation with most (all?) of their limbs intact, butKit isn't really listening to what Ty is saying, and then suddenly, he just sorta veers off-course, in the direction of a cliff, and Ty says as much, but Kit just pushes him out of the way, into safety, shouting, "Trust me, I know what I am doing!" and when Ty tries to shout at him to stop, Kit just says, "I'm sorry," and then fucking jumps off the cliff, and then, yep, you guessed it, after a moment, he flies back up, angel's wings sprouting out of his back, except they're gold instead of white, and Ty realises he wasn't sorry for trying to kill himself (because that was how it looked at the moment), but for keeping that part of who he was a secret.
Anyway, since I have appropriately embarrassed myself by sharing this, what is your wildest TWP headcanon? If it's more than one, make a list!
yes this reply is very much overdue i am so so sorry it took me so long to respond!!! BUT JESUS CHRIST ALMIGHTY WHAT THE HELL IS THIS THEORY???! I AM TOTALLY NOT OKAY! that would be so freaking angsty and just [screams at the top of my lungs]
kit revealing that he's the first heir in this way would be fucking crazy and i just know that the moment kit jumps off, ty's heart would be pounding in his chest and heā€™d genuinely away to jump into the unknown after kit but then kit would fly up, like a bloody god and tyā€™d stare at him, mouth open with shock and confusion but really he's just grateful that the love of his life is okay, that he's safe and alive <3
personally, my wildest hc for twp would probably be hmmmm.... idk if it's wild but i think it would be fucking hilarious if we got a crackhead!lucifer like i want him to be terrifying and for him to be the spookiest villain but also for him to whip out dad jokes here and there and just be an absolute menace bc heā€™s the d e v i l :') it's not a super wild theory just something i think would be funny to read hehhehe
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