#TO SUFFER
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(well, I know I'm gonna be) i'm gonna be the man who goes along with you
(ranting under the cut ig)
ok hi welcome to rie's crazy woman hours. she's here she's queer she has nothing going on which is inherently evil for her so she did this. good day and i hope you didn't click on read more. this is going to make no (0) sense thank you
so once upon a time two days ago i was listening to i'm gonna be (500 miles) by the proclaimers which is a bop of a song. king of silly beats. the og upbeat silly song with Lyrics Of All Time
so of course being a sane and normal person i went heh. just like skip and later malarkey's whole arc. because it's a silly beat and it's almost a game, and then all at once you realize your not playing the game anymore and you're not just listening to the song but you're LIVING and that's the hardest part of everything. no one survives having to live, no matter how you do it
and the game changes from 'we'll grow old together. we'll survive this and we'll climb this mountain and run back down for six miles, over and over again, and we'll do it together until we run out of breath, and we'll run out of breath together' and instead becomes, like most relationships of that nature do, 'where did you go?'
because in the end, especially for malarkey, everything was a game until it wasn't. sonder didn't exist until he met a german soldier from eugene oregon and retrieved dead men's laundry. you ran up currahee and you hated sobel and that's it. and then everything changes, and it's cold and you're freezing and there's not enough food but it's ok because you're still laughing with your friends and you all have numb hands.
and then you're the only one with the numb hands, and no one is laughing, and everyone is gone, and it was never a game at all. and it's lonely.
ok bye 👋
#rie posts#this edit is SO BAD and i don't even care tbh#i'm just throwing shit out now#*taps microphone* who gave me free time you knew this was going to happen*#anyways if you read my entire thought process i'm sorry. i don't even think it makes sense i'm just posting it because i like others#to suffer#anywho#band of brothers#don malarkey#donald malarkey#skip muck#hbo war
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Concept art for a comic I'm doing for an art class. This is a bit of a look into my process for refining character designs.
CW: Headless reanimated corpse, nudity.
I'm still not very confident in my abilities to create full comics, but I'm trying to get into the habit of making a page a day, starting March. Whether it's one continues month-long comic or scattered practice pages, we'll see!
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My wife my wife, the love of my life <3
i love you but ur breaking my heart
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starting a podcast "funniest moments" compilation like i am about to climb mount everest... i might not make it out alive
#i am being so dramatic but only the ppl who have made podcast compilations get it#unless its not a painstaking time sucking process for yall#then im just a baby#but hollly shit#u dont realize how slowly people talk/ tell stories until you have to listen to them over and over again#and its so hard to know the content of each clip?? like im gonna have to start putting some kind of label on them to sort them#bc it was fuckin rough with that first one#after the first one i made i was like im never doing this again#but i am COMPELLED#also this partly lil's fault#but its ok its my decision#to suffer#for like the 100 people that are gonna watch it#because my youtube videos no longer do numbers. SAD.#this is probably annoying and im probably gonna delete this#phoenix talks#also im not just “starting” ive watched to like 2/3 of all the video episodes in the last week. for like the fourth time.#i am so sick of rcg at this point#hearing their shit takes#all i want are jokes and bits and info and trivia#mainly jokes and bits bc i love to laugh <3#which is why ive seen them all so many times#i cant help it theyre SO FUNNY#thats why im doing this#ok ill stop now
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I need an answer, and I've already bothered somebody about it, but it wasn't a good time, and he hasn't gotten back to me, so now I'm going to need to bother him again ;-;
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To like and dislike in søłsiþe
to be able to: ot kune- kun
to suffer: ot łide- łider
to like: ot kune łide (to be able to suffer)
to dislike: ot kune iþe łide
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“oh I’m too old for stuffed animals” skill issue. sorry you can’t appreciate little creatures made to hang out with you, I on the other hand am full of joyous whimsy and therefore vastly superior.
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Turdus aficionados of Costa Rica please know I love your national bird but this is objectively hilarious
#Clay-colored thrush#memes#Costa Rica#birds#listen y’all I suffered to make this#my brother literally took a class in college called ‘soils’ so I asked him if clay is dirt or not#and I got a 20 minute lecture about how ‘dirt’ is an incorrect laymen’s term for soil so really nothing in the world is dirt#I said fuck that I’m calling it dirt
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i stay up late to be happy for a few more hours
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we go through this every hurricane season but the way people will find any excuse to point the finger at the victims of natural disasters and say cruel shit like "fuck around and find out" like it's not horrifying having to leave behind your home and all your belongings and potentially your pets with the full knowledge that there might not be anything to come back to after... ignoring that there are people that don't have a car or the money to evacuate, ignoring disabled people who have no way to get out, ignoring people that can't find places for their pets to shelter, ignoring people that have medical equipment that can't be moved or replaced, etc... and even if someone stays behind solely because they want to, they still don't deserve to suffer.
as someone who worked extensively in disaster response previously, it is not easy to "just" evacuate, and the relief that comes afterwards is intentionally difficult to obtain. and already the forces that be are trying to spin this narrative that the victims are at fault, to put the blame on them so that if (probably when) people are forced to resort to looting (because the aid never comes) everyone will nod and agree that they're all bad people and deserved it... rather than acknowledging the fact that there was no attempt to make the evacuation accessible and safe for everyone, no guarantee that aid will be waiting for them when they return to a home that has been swept away... no empathy for the fact that these people's entire lives are potentially destroyed with no safety net to catch them.
#you dont know what you would do in that situation until it happens to you so perhaps withhold your snarky comment#especially as the climate crisis worsens and the people in the margins are left behind to suffer the consequences#one day it WILL happen to you
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One time I ate probably way too many mushrooms and I could feel my trip going bad. So, I turned to my roommate and I said something along the lines of,
"I feel amazing but I feel like this sensation has a price and I'm about to pay it."
To which he responded, "What are you, catholic?" And that knocked me so firmly out of my mental state that the rest of the trip was hands down the best time I ever did mushrooms.
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how to explain to non-americans that the better call saul ads aren’t exaggerated for comedic effect they are super normie
#better call saul#[name rhyme] did someone hurt you? I’ll kill them. I’ll make them suffer. i’ll burn the world down until we are the last 2 in it#local lawyer tag
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#ra speaks#it’s a silly joke/pun dw#we stay silly :3#edit:#woahg. that’s a lot of notes. hi everybody o/#10k. stop clenching your jaw and drink some water.#15k. eat some fresh fruit this week! I’m having kiwis tonight :]#20k. quit sitting like a shrimp it’s bad for your neck! sit up straight and do a little stretch every now and then#25k. I’m up at 2 AM but I’ll get to see the sunrise today :] if you can’t see that I hope you admire the sunset later today#30k. do something fun you haven’t done in a while. I haven’t drawn in months - I think I’ll paint a cat tomorrow :3#40k. I just slept 9 hours straight for the first time in weeks :] remember to ask for help when you need it! no glory in senseless suffering
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I hate how acknowledging unfairness in the world is seen as "childish". Maybe children are right. I don't think you should be proud of the fact that you've become complacent with the state of your miserable existence and took on this loser "it is what it is" mentality. Things can be better.
#Maybe it's the 'tism but I've never lost my childlike rage.#If suffering is what reality is supposed to be then I must strike down God and pull the heavens here to Earth
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@mariyyum twitter post: Recipes that have been passed down to me by my Palestinian mother 🇵🇸, and I've had the honor of sharing them with all of you. #freepalestine
1: Cheese Manakeesh (cheese pies)
2: Homemade Hummus w/ chicken koufta
3: Msakhan (the National dish of Palestine)
4: Sfeeha (meet pies)
Follow her on: twitter instagram youtube tiktok and her own blog for more.
#I think beyond the death and suffering they are going through#we have to remember their culture and their lives as well. this is what they're fighting for#palestine#free palestine
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