#THIS TOOK ME THE BETTER PART OF AN HOUR
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I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED!
Let me break this down by points:
First, consent.
This is a concept that was pushed to the sidelines for very long, in a vast amount of contexts. Then, some years ago, several movements pushed for it's recognition and aplication, particularly when it comes to sexual contexts.
This is all normal and good. As times evolve, certain things get more attention or new importance. But we have to take into account 2 things:
1. The internet, and how fast it allows something to spread; and
2. The threat of the common sense.
I'll work backwards on these two, it will make sense, I promise.
The threat of the common sense is an expression of an old professor whose lecture I had the pleasure to attend. It refers to the phenomenon of specific cientific and academic concepts becoming part of common lingo, and how dangerous that is. This isn't to say, mind you, that academia ought to keep knowledge to itself, gatekeeping it to a form of elite. This was the professor warning us of what we'd encounter once we hit the field work; namely, a vast amount of people with very little knowledge of a thing, convinced they deeply knew it. It's related to the Dunning-Krueger effect, wherein if someone knows a little bit about something they are overly confident in their knowledge, but the more one learns, the less likely they are to feel absolutely certain in their knowledge.
The threat of the common knowledge, however, is slightly different. The Dunning-Krueger effect is still displayed, but it's as a consequence. Of what? Of people's tendency to take incomplete information and filling in the blanks by themselves, with their own biases. Humans, for beings that are incredibly complex, abhorr complexity, to the point where our brains literally developed shortcuts to make complex things easier. There is at least one (1) universal experience, that applies to all of humanity: that feeling of "this thing™ is MUCH harder than I thought!"
Taking all this into consideration, now let's add the speed of dissemination of the internet. With it's tendency to prefer and push shorter simplified content and information. Which leads to misinformation (the unintentional perpetuation and spread of wrong and/or incomplete information) and disinformation (the purposeful spread of wrong information, usually to fuel an agenda of sorts. It's not as simple as lying, because the underlying (heh) intentions are harmful).
This leads to the abuse and misunderstanding of concepts, in this case, consent, and the need for everyone else to conforme to one's view and definition of it. This last point is a human tendency, that's exarcerbated in online spaces, where speed imposes itself on thinking through things and about things.
However.
Some people are aware of this last point. And then incurr in a uhnoly combo of overthinking about something, without looking for further info on it, thus creating a spiral of progressively more unreasonable opinions, they then demand be seen as facts, of their own creation. This leads us into the next subject;
Second, the pathologization of the self, online.
This occurs in two fronts:
People who are experiencing/have experienced exclusion in some form;
People who are looking for a sense of belonging and support.
Both groups are looking for the same thing, but come from different backgrounds, that inevitably shape their experiences and interactions with whom they meet.
A very important thing to keep in mind, is that no one involved in this phenomenon started with bad intentions. Most of those that do perpetuate wrong information, genuinely think they're helping. This should inform our approach, if we want to educate someone.
This all started, much like with consent, with movements to talk about mental health, after a LONG period of time where it was... let's just say, ignored, because that's a WHOLE other rant, for another time.
People shared their struggles, and how they dealt with them. This in turn, allowed more people to do the same, sharing and supporting, and helping one another, creating a sense of community.
And then, the threat of the common sense reared its ugly head, and the concepts broke containment.
Soon, there were people self-diagnosing, not in the sense that they related to things within the communities and then looked for a professional opinion, but in the sense that they decided that a label applied to them, and started using it, without really understanding the weight it carried. This in turn emboldened said people to diagnose others, and in their self created spiral of unreasonable opinions (mentioned above), everything is a diagnostic for something.
Third, outrage, judgement, and young people left to learn by themselves with no guidance.
It is a fact well researched that older teens and young adults are very susceptible to radicalizing thought processes. Not just susceptible to radicalization, for example, but more prone to think there's only one way of doing and saying things. Tunnel vision, if you will. Because it's the prime age range where the Dunning-Krueger effect takes place: they know a LOT, more than they ever knew, and think that's all they need.
Add to this, the (wrong) notion that "digital natives" are born knowing how to deal with everything online, and you get lost children trying to guide other lost children, who react negatively (like humans tend to) to being told they're wrong, actually.
Then, you get people being very confident in their opinions, and trying to agressively protect themselves and those they see as vulnerable, by any means necessary, because no one protected them. Even if it means shouting unreasonable opinions as facts, desperate to be told they're the ones in the right, because they have their nerves fried. They're live wires. Now, onto our final point:
Fourth, the weaponisation and appropriation of psychological language, particularly online.
I've already touched on the general points and origins of this above, so I'll focus on your points, hope that's okay.
I don't know enough to be able to tell for sure if it should be considered similar to Munchausen or not, honestly. On the one hand, superficially it makes sense, on the other, there seem to be too many reasons for why these people act this way, that don't match with Munchausen proper. Munchausen itself is controversial, so I'm afraid it will take time until we can reach a conclusion on this.
The Self Care Psychopath is the most recent iteration of those™ people that insist they know better than everyone, and thus everyone ought to defer to them.
I believe they are different from the misguided kids, because their intentions are fundamentally different (as mentioned above), even if it's possible for a misguided kid to grow into a Self Care Psychopath.
(I'm not a big fan of this term, because it accidentally contributes to the mythology of psycho and sociopaths, but for the sake of clarity it's what I'll be using. The mythomania around the dark tryad alone is worthy of multiple rants, but I'll hold back here).
The SCP (HAH! I'M DEFINITELY KEEPING THIS!) is now someone who uses words like "gaslighting" and "narcisist" without not only self awareness or real knowledge, but with the express intent of making the other look bad, in order to make themselves look better.
They're just the latest in an unfortunately long line of smartasses. Once there were "well, achually" people, "but according to this one source" people, "I'm just brutally honest" people, etc.
If I may conclude with some anger, the SCP is someone who's very likely to buy into their own bullshit, and believe themselves oppressed or surpressed for being called out, proceeding to complain about "cancel culture". It's the latest form of the people who want to do and say whatever comes to their mind, without consequences. And I fear it's not even their final form.
#@momo-de-avis#GIRL#THIS TOOK ME THE BETTER PART OF AN HOUR#hope I didn't overlook anything but I'm not sure
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“The Holy Shepherd”
Do you all have time to talk about our lord and savior Saint Vanilla Cookie??? 🙂
Beasts Ancients au belongs to 👉 @cuppajj
#finally he's done#i can't believe that dragonberry took me 5 hours and he took 6☠️#But it's not like I had anything better to do#Lily was supposed to be the second I edited btw#But I was listening to ptolemaea n once I heared the “sweet mourning lamb” part I only thought of him#So here he is#silly silly vanilly 🥰 (He would erase my entire family from existence)#cr kingdom#crk fanart#crk au#Beasts ancients au fanart#beast yeast#cookie run#crk art#crk#Istg if Tumbrl ruines the quality of this pic#Ngl I got kinda lazy when doing his staff#like I'm too tired to do the vines and all#saint vanilla cookie
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Read Right to Left (Manga Format)
I have returned to watching demon slayer after a year and it came up while I was having a serious late night talk with my big sister. I was talking about the relationship between Michikatsu/Kokushibo and Yoriichi and it turns out we both see each other in Yoriichi's shoes and ourselves in Michikatsu's place. Definitely surprising, but really relieving to know that we both worry too much and we are not so far apart in skill as we believe.
This is technically the first piece of fanart I've ever made for the characters in Demon Slayer, I have made OCs before but I never drew an actual character from the story. For context this is mostly just a fun "what if" scenario with them meeting in the afterlife. I like to think Yoriichi's love would reawaken Michikatsu's humanity.
#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#yoriichi tsugikuni#michikatsu tsugikuni#demon slayer fanart#kimetsu fanart#kny fanart#fan comic#very much unserious note: I misread something on the wiki to my sister as Koku offing himself because he regenerated too ugly 💀#and now me and my sister have “Kokushibo moment” to denote a scenario in which we become so absolutely pathetic that we just cannot go on#Mine is if I'm still making submas content at 60 years old#Hers is me thinking she's currently having her Kokushibo moment#definitely lightened the mood and we were laughing for like 5 minutes straight#anyways Yoriichi and Michikatsu (mostly Michi) are my faves from this story because I can feel for them more than I do other characters#Also that thing in the beginning is meant to be a hitodama!! I wanted Michi to land next to Yoriichi but when I tried the shooting star ide#it did not work 💀 anyways that little wisp reforms into Kokushibo's monstrous form‚ which Yoriichi shreds apart in seconds#for the people looking for my usual submas content‚ I actually had an idea to draw them debating which twin to cosplay a few months back#Ingo said Emmet should be Yoriiichi cause he's the younger one‚ Emmet said Ingo should be Yoriichi cause he's cooler (read: better liked)#This took about 5 hours elapsed time‚ I stopped halfway through the last panel for a 6 hour nap#Also the purple just denotes which sections is close to the demonic parts‚ kinda like lighting but not quite
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HUGS!!!!!
#the kingmaker histories#colette geise#telesphore winterlich#my art#smoking //#i loooove them. had to draw this scene#but it took me ages cuz i got 5 hours into a first attempt but the posing was miserable and lifeless so i gave up for a while :(#this attempt is better (though accidentally an almost identical pose to one of my r/qg fanarts OOPS)#sooo glad i tried again. they deserve my best effort and I LOIVE THEM SO MUCH IM GONNA EXPLODE#tbh. i think colette would be like me in that she'd instinctively kick and flail whenever she's physically lifted off the ground#even if she agreed to it#she probs hasn’t been (willingly) carried by anyone since she was like. 8 or something. there’s no way she’s chill#btw dw the cigar is. fine. and even if colette DID somehow get caught on fire that'd hardly be the worst part of her day LMAO
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So. I’m. Haunted by the lighting and posing on the CX-2 poster, haunted by the fact that no one will straight up say that Tech is dead or that he wasn’t CX-2, wondering if the CX-Tech plot wasn’t dropped after all, and hoping against hope that they’re putting this man through the wringer so they can pull him out and give him the happiest possible ending. CX-2 had BETTER be in the next series and he had better be Tech, because I need this to make sense. I mean, I’ll buy that the spear symbolically killed the CX-2 persona. I’ll buy, “Oh, he had to be Crosshair’s shadow in the last third of this series but we had to foreshadow him being Tech in the next one.” “The damage you sustained on Skako Minor all of your behavioral modifications,” coming back around. I’ll buy someone surviving that in the GFFA because they can in the real world (warning for a picture of a real life injury in the link). I’ll even buy that the electricity didn’t kill him because the boulders and the waterfall definitely should have (and it’s Star Wars). I really do not care about plausible survivability. I just want the story to make sense and for Tech to get back to his family.
Anyway all I’m saying is why release a poster that’s going to fuel speculation about a guy whose face we never see after the series is done and out? If you actually dropped that plot, why not change the poster? Or just not release it? Why do this? What is the purpose of this?? Because if the purpose was to drive me, specifically, insane, then congratulations, Lucasfilm! Mission accomplished.
#the bad batch#no listen#you’re telling me#that we’ve got a show#where no less than five members of the main cast#inexplicably returned from the dead#Echo was DEAD and blown up#Gregor also got blown up and was FINE#we don’t even get an explanation#Fennec was facedown in the sand with a gut wound for HOURS#Ventress was dead for a month and buried#and PALPATINE#and you’re telling me that the rules of life and death#apply to Tech and Tech alone?#nah#listen that spear had better be a metaphorical pin in the CX-2 plot#I’ll even buy ‘this part of the finale took place in Crosshair’s head’#just put. him back.
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hozier, "francesca" from unreal unearth / tears of the kingdom dir. hidemaro fujibayashi / anaïs mitchell, "road to hell (reprise)" from hadestown / the last of us part ii, dir. neil druckmann, anthony newman, kurt margenau / better call saul s6e13, dir. peter gould / ethel cain, "famous last words (an ode to eaters) / good omens s2e6 dir. douglas mackinnon writ. neil gaiman / william finn and james lapine, "what would i do" from falsettos / the hunger games catching fire dir. frances lawrence / "on another panel about climate, they ask me to sell the future and all i've got is a love poem" by ayisha siddiqa / "roemo and juliet" by henri pierre picou / sza, "awkward" from ctrl
"doing it again" - art about regret, repetition, and circular stories
#this took me like three hours to compile and write image descriptions for so please reblog#hozier#francesca#unreal unearth#tears of the kingdom#totk spoilers#zelink#legend of zelda#hadestown#the last of us#the last of us part 2#better call saul#saul gone#ethel cain#famous last words ethel cain#bones and all#good omens#good omens spoilers#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#falsettos#the hunger games#catching fire#poetry#romeo and juliet#sza#ctrl#art#compilation#aesthetic
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The aforementioned Forgotten Land cutscene redraw, which I ended up overpainting (for the first time in over three years) to make it all nice since I’m using it as my desktop background!
#art#digital#Kirby#fecto elfilis#kirby gijinka#had to do a lot of listening to stuff this weekend so I figured it was as good a time as any to get around to this piece#the painting part was somehow both more and less painful that I expected it to be?#flats took like four hours though lol#could definitely stand to streamline my process but what else is new#also could stand to use csp to make color adjustment and the stars easier but I’m too stubborn as usual#like the Forgo pic I like how the colors/shading turned out on this better than my Magolor stuff because I put the background in first#though admittedly the coloring on this one is not as accurate as it could be because it made me too sad to muddy up the cape
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I’ve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon… I’ve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and I’m finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shop’s so broken rn lmao but that’s a problem for a later date it’s just nice getting back into art
#my mental health is starting to improve a bit#took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me#ofc things aren’t 100% but I was really in a pit for a while#like ‘did not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a day’ kind of pit#so. any improvement is better lol. but nah I’ve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but that’s expected#diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed god’s sleepiest soldier#i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome#just learning how to enjoy things again overall#one thing I just couldn’t get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post#and it’s kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on#even when I wasn’t actively practicing#just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles#i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors#i spend hours in the scryshop im glad it’s paying off lmao#i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again#for now im having fun and that’s coooool. thank you all for your nice comments#i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all#that’s the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully#starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing#so who knooowwwsss#rambles#funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL#i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first#anyways that’s a whole different tangent rant over
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everybody look at his chicken hat!
#i listened to him say ''my chicken hat'' for sooo long i just had it playing on repeat he is the literal loml#i'm learning how to make gifs these 2 took me the better part of 3 hours and they don't look the same so i gave up but :) i did it :)#anyway#sapnap#pandasblr#*gifs
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smth about secrets, acceptance, and relief
open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut
[Image description: A four page comic of Kaveh and Alhaitham. In the spur of the moment, Alhaitham confesses something to Kaveh. Kaveh is surprised for a moment, but soon notices Alhaitham is tense and trembling from the sheer emotion. He gently holds his hands and talks to him. Alhaitham listens quietly and stares at his hands in Kaveh's. When he calms down, he leans onto Kaveh's shoulder.]
#kaveh#alhaitham#kavetham#genshin impact#genshin#fanart#myart#comic#this was a test to see whether i could make myself draw smth with low detail and still make it work#still took me like. 3 hours though so i might not have succeeded on the efficiency part ehe#anyway. was not feeling well today/technically yesterday so kvthms get angst to comfort in my place#r.m dropped his indigo solo album too and that's definitely contributing to the Emotions#it's fine tomorrow/technically today will be better than yesterday#i feel a little better already after listening to his album and that goes to show the power b.ts has over me#however i'm not going to get sappy over them now i'm saving that for later lol#i hope everyone's doing ok though#it's cold now so be mindful of your health!!#take care of yourselves <3#we're all going to be ok i am saying it here now
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The Secret of the Greenhouse
A little non canon compliant Tabitha fic for Scarlet Hollow.
Tabitha loathes taking care of the…thing in the greenhouse. But with Pearlanne gone she's the only one left to do it.
(Please note: I wrote this before Episode 4 came out and based it on my thoughts on the Goop Teddy fan theory at the time. Now we know what's actually in the greenhouse, so this very much doesn't follow canon. But after @georgiedoesntfloat asked me about my SH fic ideas I couldn't get this one out of my head because I liked the vibes. So here it is, and it's all thanks to Georgie!)
Tabitha wasn’t one to believe something unless she saw it herself. She lived in a world of what was concrete and right in front of her. Yet what was in front of her tested her mightily. It shouldn’t exist, but somehow it did. Now that Pearlanne was gone, it was up to her to deal with this…thing.
Pearlanne told Tabitha about it less than a year ago. Apparently it used to be Teddy Scarlet, who was said to have died in the mine collapse in 1918. For all she knew that was a lie. But she learned long ago to keep such thoughts to herself. Pearlanne had been insistent that she learn how to ‘care’ for it. As if it were some kind of horrible pet.
Ever the dutiful daughter, she listened to what her mother had to say. Though Tabitha was sure Pearlanne left out quite a bit. There were too many missing pieces to the story she was given. Now she would never know the rest. Her mother was dead, and she knew not to trust what it had to say.
You can find the rest here on Ao3!
#poor Tabitha and her Eldest Daughter Syndrome despite being an only child#not canon compliant#Goop Teddy fan theory#angst#but like is it possible to write anything Tabitha-centric and it not be angsty?#omg I noticed just as I added the link that both this and “Fog” are 411 words! what are the chances of that?!#editing this today showed me I'm a better writer and editor than I was in November when I first wrote it#shocking that I posted two fics in less than a month!#scarlet hollow#tabitha scarlet#fanfic#excerpt from my writing#ao3#of course my brain decided that I hated a tiny part of this hours after I posting so I came back to edit it so my brain will stfu about it#literally taking out three words and adding in three different words was all it took - brains are fucking weird man
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Mock comic panel my beloved
#pmatga#my art#pac#betrayus#timelapse#this is also what I was working on yesterday along with all the doodles I posted :)#and no I didn't have dialogue in my head for this! I just made speech bubbles and called it a day! :')#coloring this took 2 hours but I don't remember how long the actual panel part took because It wasn't it's own separate thing#could I tell you why Pac is running through one of the Nether cities? maybe#am I going to? no <3#(I only say no because I barely have an idea ready for this^^;;)#there are several things I could have done better in this but hey! that's for me to remember next time!#hopefully#I lied the only main thing I have for this in my head is that Pac gives hope to the ghosts living in the Ghost City#he saves an elderly ghost from being eaten by a Gargoyle that was sent in by this more (financially) powerful ghost lady#because that higher up-in-the-ranks ghost lady is this nasty. greedy. and cruel woman who torments those who live below her#and since this City is on the outskirts of Betrayus's land#Betrayus can't just waltz in and go “Stop right there!"#Ghost Rulers can't meddle in the affairs of other territories that don't belong to them#h o w e v e r. that's where Pac comes in to play#which. it was not in Betrayus's plan to get involved in city stuff but Pac said otherwise#it's everywhere but maybe I'll try to write it all out#I just need to friggin figure out *why* Betrayus is taking Pac to this ghost city in the first place >:/
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That was an eventful two days
#I had a better time at the Waterparks concert#Noah was great#buuuut#I was on the barricade#I had my cousin hold onto my spot while I grabbed some merch and he didn’t hold onto the barricade so when I got back there were like three#rows of people in front of me#tall people too#and I got a ticket for my friend who wound not being able to go#and my brother who took us didn’t wanna go so I completely wasted $25 on a ticket#and it just Sucks that I spent so much money on ticket and got there super early just to be shoved way back when I LITERALLY had the front#there was this rude entitled lady who made everyone move for her son#he only knew tx2 but stayed up front the whole time#(she also took a spot right on the barricade too)#I was just really upset about how it didn’t go according to my plan and I kind of had a panic attack. like. a really fucking long one#and I had my vip bag + merch with me and everyone was stepping on it (no one was even playing?) and they fucked up my poster#but yeah I pretty much had a 2 hour long panic attack my ribs hurt now from hyperventilating (leaving the pit wouldn’t have helped)#the vip part was still good#I met Noah again he remembered me he did great it was just the people around me#oh I also like fucked up my knee#but that’s cause two concerts in a row hurt I think someone kinda accidentally kicked in a mosh pit and the first venue the ground had a#slight tilt to it. so it was kinda uncomfortable after a few hours#Waterparks#noahfinnce#concert#tx2#music
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the thing is that sex doesn’t scare me but bodies do which is unfortunately commonly considered an integral part of sex
#it’s late & i might be sick & i took nyquil several hours ago someone should take my posting rights away#that said. i think this is sort of the crux of said issues#the unfortunate part abt bodies is that there is no existence that does not give me some measure of dysphoria. which is a miserable & unfair#- way to live. not only in regards to myself but also it’s unfair to the people who i love and am attracted to#really cool how i have worked so hard to not internalize transphobic ideas abt what a person needs to look/feel like & i am still here.#i fear this may never get better ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#at least there r freaks out there who understand that sex doesn’t actually need to involve ur body much but i cannot find them#ted talks#minors dni
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And the voices that implore,
"you should be doing more."
To you, I can admit,
that I'm just to soft for all of it.
SWEET NOTHINGS - Taylor Swift
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#goodomensedit#ineffablehusbandsedit#david tennant#michael sheen#i'm sorry if this looks atrocious#i've only been making gifs for like a week#i'm still figuring it out#but i love this song#and i love them#and thus this was produced#it took me the better part of two hours#and i can't tell if i hate it#i had no vision#just vibes
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Is it even comic con if I'm not up late the night before finishing up our cosplays for the weekend? Ah, beloved con crunch 🙃
#crafts#cosplay#nycc#nycc 2024#con crunch#neurodivergent crafting#late night crafting#meghan crafts#don't mind me i only need to be awake in four hours#the worst part is i even took a night off of crafting#pride goeth and all that#we aren't even cosplaying thursday#but i really left nott's flower crown till the last second#in my defense it's better than last year#it's been a pretty chill lead up#and last year i was sewing a leather belt actively AT comic con for the first two days to get it done in time#so really everyone should be proud of me#polycraftory
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