#THIS ISNT REALLY GOING ANYWHERE.
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*squeezing Lyric's arrancar uniform in my fist* I need to again talk about how Lyric's #1 uniform design is intentionally in a silhouette meant to look both European royalty esque and meant to be a counterpart to Orihime's very vaguely "princess" shape to her outfit.
I wouldn't necessarily consider Orihime's outfit to be restrictive despite that it appears to be so, she's just in a position the whole time where running around in it won't improve her scenario. But by comparison, Lyric's outfit is definitely meant to be moved in. It's also more "princely" than "princess-y" ( if you consider princesses to typically be married off and male heirs to typically hold the power, Lyric's outfit is more indicative of their position of choice* where Orihime was given a non-choice that only appeared to be such. )
#* ooc.#* tbd.#this isn't going anywhere I just wanna talk about it. there's a lot of like. heirarchy and royalty motifs in Bleach#* ex. Lyric is given the OPTION / PERMISSION to stay in Hueco Mundo by ( Jovis' ) King Harribel. The arrancar which are close to them#often feel the need to guard them as something precious because Lyric doesn't have any kind of formal fighting training#smthsmth about the sort of “untouchable” nature of Lyric drifting between Hueco Mundo and Soul Society and Wing Bind#theres more things here about the way a royal child is loved if there's promise in them and how people love lyric even if they dont realize#THIS ISNT REALLY GOING ANYWHERE.#IM JUST YAPPIN.
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Can we talk about the dynamics of Logan "I eat anything and scarf it down immediately" Howlett and Wade "I only eat the same 10 foods in different fonts" Wilson?
Logan is used to living without. Even as a child, he had to get by when he was sick with the food his family could afford. Once he joined the military, he had to survive on the limited rations he was given. He didn't have room to be picky—he either ate what he was given or didn't eat at all. And in war, he had to eat eventually.
His preferences didn't matter. He was always treated as a soldier, a weapon, and his food reflected that. He'd get enough protein and carbohydrates to fuel his power but that was it. Food was for functional use, not to be enjoyed. It didn't matter if it tasted disgusting, he just inhaled it so the taste wouldn't linger.
He's also an extremely quick eater. He's feral and ravenous when hungry, tearing into meat with his claws and hands. He lived in the army, in the mountains, through the Great Depression, and in dangerous situations where he hunted for himself. To him, food is a scarce resource and if you don't eat it while you can, you might not have it tomorrow. So he takes gigantic bites and tears into food no matter how bland and unappealing it was because that's all he knows. His standards for food are just that it has to have nutrients and not be poisoned.
Wade, on the other hand, is more picky. If he had to choose between eating something he hates or not eating, he'd rather just starve. At first, in the army, he did eat what was given to him even if he disliked it, but it was purely for survival. He choked it down even when it made him vaguely nauseous and disgusted. But later, he'd hoard stashes of his own food that he managed to steal or barter for or bet on. It was better to be hungry most of the time than satiate his hunger temporarily only to fight to keep it down and feel sick the entire day.
The second he has the freedom to pick his own food, he sticks to things he knows he likes. That he feels comfortable with. He's picky about brands and specific types of food and how it has to be cooked or made, but he manages. He can normally find something on the menu he's OK with, even if he often has order a kid's meal. But most places have grilled cheese sandwiches and chicken tenders and macaroni, and people chalk it up to him being childish and silly, so nobody pays much attention.
Wade sees food as one of the only things he can control. He's been devoid of true choice for most of his life. He couldn't control getting cancer or being forced to turn into a horrific mutant. He couldn't save his relationship with Vanessa. When everything around him was collapsing, he hyperfixated on the little things he could control like food or clothing.
The two, together, learn to have a healthier relationship with food.
Logan was the first person to truly pay attention to Wade. To see which foods he liked and which he picked at and grimaced towards when nobody was looking. When Logan abruptly said he'd cook dinner one day, Wade was nervous, but nearly started bawling when Logan made homemade chicken tenders and macncheese. He noticed. He cared.
It was the first time Wade could be open and let someone see he was genuinely affected by food instead of him just playing it up as a lunatic. And Logan took him seriously and didn't make fun of him. He learned recipes to make the foods Wade liked but healthier and more balanced. He helped Wade finally get the nutrients he needed consistently without feeling sick to his stomach.
And Wade helped Logan too.
Logan was never allowed to have preferences. To have a sweet tooth or ask for more. To expect quality. But here Wade was, buying him some apple cinnamon-filled pastry just because he looked at it too long in the store.
Logan was never allowed to have dessert. To have sweet food just for the sake of it even after a meal. His eyes become wet as he clutches the pastry between his shaking hands and takes a bite. He's allowed this. To have the comforts in life. To eat just because it tasted good.
Someone cared about him enough to buy him what he wanted just because he'd enjoy them, not just to keep him functioning as a tool. Wade treated him as human. Like he was precious. Like he deserved the nice things in life.
And Wade reminds him of this. He stocks their kitchen with desserts that Logan likes, because he knows that Logan secretly enjoys sweet things. He sees the way he sniffs the air and wanders close to the fresh-baked goods of a bakery. He keeps snacks around the house, so Logan can eat whenever he want. Even if it isn't a "necessary meal."
And Wade learns to be more comfortable and try new variations of foods he likes that Logan makes. Because Logan knows the textures and flavors he hates and is somehow able to create a few new dishes entirely that he likes. He stops dreading mealtime or trying new foods. And Wade feels comfortable just trying the food without pressure, knowing that he can just not finish it if he doesn't want to and that someone else will.
And Logan learns to let himself enjoy eating again. To see it as less of a chore for the maintenance of his body and more as an enjoyable activity. Wade reminds him that he can eat just because he wants to and that it's OK to have preferences and ask for things. Logan feels well cared for. Pampered, almost. And he basks in the feeling of being wanted and loved and being allowed to express it through cooking and food.
#poolverine#deadclaws#kitkat#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool movie#logan howlett#wade wilson#wade x logan#wade/logan#wade would 100% be picky as hell#i am too#it gets a bit better w age but never really goes away#and logan would learn to eat slowly#to actually savor the food bc it isnt going anywhere#i love poolverine
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i am actually obsessed with them i love women who are losers that are in love
#sorry rwby moots i swear rwby isnt going anywhere i just really adore these two#they r my everything. I would die without them at this point#clone high#frida clone high#cleo clone high#kahlopatra#my art
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im acutally going crazy over any time crowely's voice goes soft. specifically the "it burned down... remember?"
he doesnt want to say it again. not only because of the shiny new trauma he has with the memory, but because he doesnt want to remind aziraphale that its gone. he doesnt want to watch aziraphale's face to fall as he remembers the bookshop—his shop, his home for over two centuries—is gone. its burned down; the building, his chairs, his books, his memories, all of it.
but he has to. so he says it gently. it cant take away the pain, but he can lessen the blow, if a fractional amount at least. he reminds him softly, but doesnt give aziraphale time to spiral.
"you can stay at my place? if you like?"
he says it just as gently, just as soft. its an offer he's never given, a line theyd never crossed before. its new and its scary, but hey, it was almost the end of the world and they might die tomororw. what did they have to lose?
so he offers with a kindness to his tone only ever reserved for aziraphale alone, and even then only shown on rare occurrences. only when he knows the angel is close to breaking. he reminds aziraphale whats been lost, but also reminds him that hes not alone. he still has crowley.
#im not well im not well#whenever crowleys voice softens i cry#'ill give you a lift. anywhere you wanna go'#'im really sorry but its burned down'#'you can stay at my place if you like?'#IM SCREAMING#hes so careful with aziraphale#esp at that busstop#aziraphale just had his entire world view turned on a head#hes had to come to terms with the idea that heaven isnt all that good and wants to end the world anyway#hes had to grapple with the undoubtedly awful experience of being discorperated#hes had to come to terms with the fact that his home is gone#and crowley knows this. he knows all of this and treads oh so carefully#i love them so much#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#crowly x aziraphale#aziraphale x crowley#ineffable husbands
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ok i need to talk abt this moment bc it like got me chocked up thinking abt it
this is a moment in book 1 where tiergan takes sophie out to the humans, having a little heart to heart and sophie doesnt know tiergan is involved with the black swan yet
and she asks him if the black swan are the bad guys
now, i want you to think about tiergan in this moment for a second. he is part of the collective, he knows whats at stake here, not just for the world but for him and his family. his best friend, the father of his son sacrificed everything for sophie and he knows that if they arent able to get her on their side that he will be gone forever. if they cant get her to not only belive that the black swan is good, but to want to help there is no way to heal prentice, no way to bring his family back together, if sophie decides that she doesnt want to help them he will never see him again, wylie will never see his father again.
and with all that it would be so easy for him to try and convince her on the goodness of the organisation, in fact for all the people undercover around her to try and feed her the black swans ideology, but they dont. he doesnt. despite everything that they have risked and everything they could lose he doesnt. he lets her decide and i dont know why this hit so hard for me for some reason bc like yeah i know they always say she has and always has had a choice, and its kinda difficult to trust that with all the things that have happened but yea, she does have a choice. in every moment that mattered she had a choice.
#this isnt really going anywhere i just wanted to point it out#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc thoughts#sophie foster#kotlc sophie#kotlc fandom#kotlc tiergan#prentice#kotlc prentice#prentice endal#wylie endal#kotlc wylie
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taps mic,,, would you guys still love me if I posted rdr2 cowboy incest,,,
#testing the waters#dw dmc isnt going anywhere any time soon#BUT that said ive also got a really bad case of brainrot and might have. spent the last few days doing nothing but drawing red dead#(yes i know TECHNICALLY there's no incest in the gang in red dead bc no one is actually related#and how much their relations are considerable a family bond is up to interpretation BUT you know me#whatever i touch will turn into the most toxic problematic yaoi there is its just my midas touch)#anyway im batshit cuckoo insane for arthur john and dutch in any combination/order and i'm cautiously poking my head in#asking if i can make it everyone else's problem too#once again: dmc will still be my primary fandom and i really dont foresee that changing any time soon#but i do gotta get these cowboys out of my system also
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I have been trying to get Echo comfortable with the crate slowly. I have been trying to prepare her for me being away from the house for work during the day eventually. Unfortunately, it's not going well at all, and I am gonna have to just start crating her when I am gone for more than an hour. I can't let her keep destroying stuff. I know she is scared of being in the crate. But this is not gonna work. I do not have the ability to keep doing this slowly. Not when she does things like this. I was only gone for less than 6 hours. And it's not like she's destroying the whole house. She also doesn't do this every time I leave. It seems arbitrary. One time, she even did it when I was gone for 10 minutes, and literally right before I had left, we had gone for a run. And it's always small, inexpensive things. But the muzzle was the last straw. That's a major inconvenience for me now.
#barkin up some trees#i feel like i cannot go anywhere#like at all#i am basically trapped at home or i have to take my dog with me#and like she is mostly fine when i leave!!!!#sometimes she just picks something small to chew up and leave by the front door#i cant spend evenings with my boyfriend at his house because of thus#*this#and i feel bad because we are ALWAYS at my house#my dogs dictate literally everything#i am going to spend christmas alone for the first time this year because i have no family and my boyfriends family is out of town#so he will be away and i will be here alone because i cant take the dogs along and i have nobody to take care of them for me#i had such an awful fucking day at work today#and this just really isnt what i needed#i cant deal with this properly when i am stressed and upset#i am mad at her rn#i am really mad at her#and she knows it#shes super sensitive to my emotions#i cannot hide it from her#its also hard to hide it when i was already so over my own threshold for the day#i feel so fucking awful today#and boyfriend made a nice supper and we watched a movie and cuddled and it was so nice and i was able to relax#but then the moment i come in the door its all ruined#if it had been something else i wouldnt have been as upset#this sucks
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i dont think ive flat out drawn kikumitsu before but the beast awoke tonight i guess
#p3#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4au#mitsuru kirijo#kikuno saikawa#kikumitsu#kikuyukamitsu#<- mostly for organizational purposes on my part even if the stupid gay archer isnt anywhere to be seen.#quinn moment#quinn drawings#goinjg to be a weirdly long tag ramble sorry i have a lot of thoughts rn it is almost definitely because at the time of writing this its 3a#funfact kikunos back was arched at least like 30% more in the original sketch and i adjusted it after being like well thats scary actually#i produce A Lot about the kikuno/yukari aspect of kym because theyre by far the duo touched on the least in the polycule#i find their dynamic really weird and gay and funny so i doodle about it a lot#but it occurred to me i actually havent touched a whole hell of a lot on the kikumitsu side of things because imo they have the most#like...complicated thing going on?#special and particular relationship one that is beyond friendship. not even in the romantic sense its just that their roles and their#feelings towards each other transcend expectation.#in my little scenario its just really interesting to think about them navigating this shift in their bond. the deep feelings each one had#either set aside for ease or ignored in fear of misunderstanding. bits and pieces of themselves they opted to hide for their own or one#anothers protection. slowly bearing to one another that oh it was never just that i thought you were strong. it was never just that i wante#your happiness. i wanted to be by your side too. always. i am selfish underneath try as i might to never appear as such.#getting used to being able to want. getting used to knowing its not a bad thing to want. changing is scary but its good its ok#i get the impression theyre shy about each other. but also very eager. theyve been holding onto these pent up feelings for such a long time#that its only natural theyd want to be able to express them freely. but they have to take it bit by bit. save for moments where#it just becomes too much to bear i think? and they have to express it to each other immediately and desperately. which is what i wanted to#convey here i think.#god rest your soul if you read through all this it is sooo early in the morning and i have no reason to be getting this sick over#an obscure and underrated dynamic i dedicate unnecessary amounts of thought to
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do we know all the potential romances companions can get into if we don't pick them......i know about neve/lucanis and taash/harding but what about the others
#veilguard spoilers#ig?#i heard someone say emmrich and strife start dating which is REALLY funny. i hope that's true. yay old man yaoi!#i reallllly want bellara and neve to get together but if neve/lucanis is a thing then i doubt they can :(#which is a shame bc lucanis is really doing nothing for me tbh#and i know taash/harding isnt going to happen in my worldstate bc i dont bring either of them anywhere with me#let alone together
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max asked me to draw a blaine and pep and im struggling so much . what the fuck do they do
#wip#well this isnt really gonna go anywhere im gonna start over. but still#this is why i cant take requests or commissions. because when ppl ask me to draw things i just go HWUH??? even if it is the guys i literall#always draw every day.#:(#adventure time#blaine#peppermint
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ID: An illustration of a character, Cinnamon, in the center of a large crowd of other cyclopses. Their red-toned color palette contrasts against the deep blues of the surrounding crowd and environment, and a large, geometric rainbow-colored eye shape shines from behind them. Some members of the crowd are shown with varying colors of eye, all staring straight at Cinnamon. End ID.
i finally got around to cleaning up one of the thumbnail compositions ive ended up using a lot in my series bible :)
This version still features a slightly outdated design (6 vest buttons instead of 4) but im just relieved to have an actually presentable (and high res) version of this illustration. Original thumbnail version under the cut!
ID: A rough version of the previous image. Its colors are slightly muted. End ID.
#froxart#froxposting#visible spectrum#described#vs cinnamon#Cant say too much without it being too spoilery but ill say this isnt actually planned to go anywhere in the actual series.... Yet#more of a vibes piece if anything but id love to stick it (or a similar composition) somewhere when i get to it#illustration#really need to clean up some of my other thumbnails that i had lol i need more pieces to use orz
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my newest fursona! their name is breakfast 🍳
#my art#skip2d#2d art#furry#anthro#dog#canine#im trying to get back into drawing more#im rusty! dont judge me#art school ironically made me worse at drawing but its okay i sold my soul to the 3d devil#its nice to have this back as a hobby exclusively#also dw sparky isnt going anywhere i just really like this dog atm#theyre me
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i need more physical movies the only one i have is scott pilgrim and i think thats sad
#praying whenever i go to half price books theyll have bill and ted. or a thrift store. or anywhere really injust really want a dvd copy of#any bill and ted movie. please.#i mean half price is where i goty copy of the bogusjourney sountrack so maybe#i say as if everybtkng tgere that ksnt books isnt justlike donated. pure chance#i can pretend okay#jello shut up challenge#i feel like my parents own both of them on dvd cuz i think thats how we watched them the first time. but if thats the case theyre like gone#forever in the corner of a storage space and also not mine and i want my own cuz im selfish
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Starting to compile and rearrange subjects to discuss with the new lore rewrite. This is just the outline I'm working off of, I've been rearranging old text from the site to slot into place and rewrite so it's not as Weirdly Paced. Subjects are bound to change format, placement, or be added to or removed altogether.
The plan is to condense the amount of scattered text widgets into one, as well as write/develop/detail/reword a bunch of new or existing topics I never touched on. I want it to be the beast it was meant to be. I want people to walk into this place feeling like they are immersed into it from the start. This will help; it's been fifteen years, it's due for a monstrous overhaul on par with the Schwarzwald lore that inspired it. There's a surprise at the end of this rewrite, but I don't want to spoil it yet; a small handful of people know what it is though.
If there is a subject I missed or one you're curious about and don't see on the list, poke me and I'll slot it in somewhere it fits the flow to work on as I go. You can also ask about subjects already there, it helps me figure out what details need to be worked on!
Here's the outline so far:
INTRODUCTION
Summary
Geography
Locations of Note
SIDHE PEOPLE
Physiology
Basic Mindset
CULTURE
Social Structure
Social Aesthetic
Education System
MAGICK MECHANICS
Blood Magick
Vocal Magick
The Hivemind
PANTHEON [A Brief Overview]
Gods and Goddesses
The Clouded Isle
The Oracles
Faerie Culture
The Spirits
POLITICS
The Imperial Family
The Aeroglaive
The Inner Court
The Districts
Political Relations
INFRASTRUCTURE
Agriculture
Industry
Currency and Transfer Rates
MILITARY
Infantry
Artillery
Cavalry
Navy
NOTES ON THE EXPANDED EMPIRE
Expansion Rate
Expansion Practices
#OOC#it'll be a bit before i can complete this whole thing im sure#dont expect a miracle overnight#but the framework is still there; a lot of the og lore isnt really GOING anywhere it's just being rewritten#so that's a hefty load already off the mind
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Soaps sister(s) gives Ghost the shovel talk
Mrs MacTavish gives Soap the shovel talk
#but its less 'dont you dare hurt him or ill kill you' and more 'dont lose him - if yous dinne get married ill never be happy again'#ofc shes being dramatic - she wants whas best for Soap at the end of the day - but she adores simon#and while she doesnt say it (until shes sure Simon isnt going anywhere) shed knew shed never like another partner of johnnys like him#ghostsoap#soapghost#im just#im really in need of simon being a part of th MacTavish family now#ghoap
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If I said Luchador Steve harrignton,,
#stranger things#drawing#steve harrington#digital art#imagine he tells No One he decided to start pro wrestling and he becomes really famous#and a few of the kids are obsessed with this wrestler their like this is so fun there's something about him idk#and robin looks over their shoulder and is like tf?? that's steve#and the kids laugh and are like har har very funny and robins like no where did you get this picture#and the kids are like?? this is the famous luchador?? roberto???#and robins like#roberto? really Steve#and the kids are like thiS ISNT ESTEBAN ITS NOT ITS ROBERTO#and robin confronts him later and is like soooo roberto huh#and Steve is instantly kicking his feet embarrassed like I didn't know what other name to go by ok#and later finally the kids find out and freak and are like WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING WHAT#And robins like haHA maybe listen to me next time fuckwads you forget I'm Always Right#and they're like YOU NEVER TOLD US#and robins like YES TF I DID THST DAY YOU SHOWED ME A PICTURE#and they're like YOU KNEW AVOUT HIM THEN?????#and eobin was like no I didn't *glares at steve* but I would know him anywhere especially in a red mask calling himself roberto#she said I know him no matter he could be a worm or a bird or a Hispanic pro wrestler and id always know#always#and Steve is tearing up like rob ily#anyway#art#steve harrington fanart
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