#THIS IS A HUGE RAMBLE AND I AM SO SORRY
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So, for, uh, research and not fanfiction purposes, obviously... how did Stickler and Fancy meet, and how did they fall in love?
LOL OKAY SO BE READY FOR A LONG ASS RANT
We've seen in the show how the Imps have numbers instead of names right? And the numbers we see are like.. in the 100s (We see this on their lunches in the fridge)
I imagine Fancy was one of the original crew. She was Imp#08, but knew she was more than a number so started going by "Fancy". She's the head of the war division and is a loyal and diligent worker. She's always admired Stickler for his own work ethic, but they had never met.
UNTIL the devil throws his party in the Sweater off Dead episode. She was in the middle of a HUGE assignment in War, when suddenly the Devil turned the War room into a party, successfully ruining her plans, which were time sensitive. She tried to get her fellow imps back on track, but they refused. In frustration and a lack of desire to party, she leaves and sits behind the soul vault since it was the only quiet spot she could find.
She stays there until Stickler comes in with a sigh and a groan. His auditing/rule book that he had for eons was destroyed and he had to start over. That's how they meet. She comes out and offers to help him recount the souls and rebuild his documents.
Devil sees them together on his way to his bedroom and sees the imp is *flirting* with Stickler. He gets the idea to have her do part-time helping Stickler to keep him preoccupied so Stickler doesn't bother him. Of course, Fancy sees this as a promotion and gladly accepts.
During their time together, Fancy starts to take Stickler to the surface when work is done for the day to show him how to relax. She sneaks them into the Inkwell library for nights of reading together and goes to a creek to lay back, and gets to know him better. During this, they start to fall for each other, but being the workaholics they are they both say nothing as it would be "unprofessional"
One morning Fancy is coming out of the Imp quarters to find the Devil arguing with Stickler, who was chastizing him about rules and his lack of soul collecting. She witnesses the Devil blasting him and for a moment her heart stops because she doesn't know he has the invisible sweater. Once she sees he's okay, she shakily goes back to work. When Stickler joins her, Fancy hugs him and immediately tells him how glad she was that he's okay. He's surprised anyone values his life in such a way, which makes her finally admit she loves him.
Stickler doesn't know what to make of it at first. They're coworkers, but with all of their shared lunches (Since his are always stolen) and evenings of relaxation, and his admiration for her work ethic, he stops being able to hold back.
#Mox answers#Mox rambles#FancyStickler#Fancy imp#Stickler cuphead#THIS IS A HUGE RAMBLE AND I AM SO SORRY#I have so many feelings about the bg imp and her tired husband!#Mox writes#I have a fic I've been writing about these two for a while and OMFG i love them#midnightdemonz on blog#Hopefully this is coherent-
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It's wild to me that I had heard of the prime Kirk/Spock content in various TOS episodes long before I saw them, but had never heard of what IMO is the shippiest moment of all thus far, in an interestingly O_o goddamn I do not want whatever you two have but you do you?? holy shit though what a moment way.
I'm of course referring to the otherwise rather mid episode "Requiem for Methuselah," in which Kirk has an underwritten love affair with a clueless woman whose various secrets have to be discovered before her inevitable death.
At one point in this relationship, her.......uh, guardian??? sort of???????? had Spock play the piano while she and Kirk waltzed, which (in-story) Spock did perfectly while somehow managing to silently exude even more intensity than usual. After the plot (and her life) were over, we end not with the usual cheerful bit of snark on the bridge that ends most episodes, but with a weary Kirk falling asleep with his head on his arms and Spock hovering not for away. McCoy exposits the last bit of detail and then goes on an unprompted and honestly pretty viciously racist speech about how Spock, unlike Kirk, will never suffer from the joys and travails of love because of his inherent lack of feeling as a Vulcan. The speech is longer than usual and just really mean-spirited as McCoy waxes rhapsodic about all the aspects of passionate true love that Spock will not and cannot experience as a Vulcan before he just leaves.
Spock then turns to look at Kirk, and now just bleeding intensity, takes a few slow, deliberate steps towards the sleeping Kirk, lays his hand against Kirk's cheek and neck, and then very obviously mind melds with the sleeping Kirk while murmuring, "Forget."
Is this healthy respectful behavior that honors Kirk's autonomy? No, obviously. Is it god-tier repressed homoerotic passion between two people who should probably just work their issues out and stop inflicting themselves on anyone else? Yes.
#there are a lot of oddly paced slow physical staging bits in the episode so at first i wasn't sure it was significant that spock is so slow#in his approach to kirk at the end - coming right off the mccoy speech about passionate love it was something else#but i wasn't sure what he was even going to do until he laid his hand against kirk's face and i was just thinking wait WHAT#and then the - wait is he MIND MELDING with SLEEPING KIRK as a response to the accusation that he is racially incapable of passionate love?#and then realized that this episode - in which he admits to one feeling ('envy') culminates in him wiping his rival from kirk's memory#jesus. what the fuck. i'm sorry if i ever thought the kirk/spock fangirls of the last decades were exaggerating#blandly healthy and supportive spirk is out toxic yaoi spirk is in#(also there's a bad episode in which shatner is forced to give a godawful ramble about losing command! i'm losing command!#and kirk is just melting down as he and spock get into an elevator and it's just going up floors as kirk loses his shit#and it would just be unforgivably awful but his fixation on losing authority of his beloved enterprise is stopped by one word from spock#spock literally murmurs 'jim' and kirk just sort of collapses on him and then immediately relaxes and calms down. wild shit)#anghraine babbles#star trek#star trek: the original series#long post#spock#james t kirk#kirk x spock#mccoy critical#i actually love him in most episodes but this was awful and out of nowhere#in terms of the stakes at that point. but the fact that it's this huge rhapsodic speech about the grand passion of LOOOOOVE#not only talking positively but also about the torments of love that spock allegedly can't feel#and it leads /directly/ into spock wiping this woman from kirk's memory????? well. i am not blind to the function it serves. let's say.
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First Anniversary update
Hi everyone, As I had mentioned previously, I was planning on doing a prologue comic centered around Fawnstar to celebrate the blog's 1 year anniversary, and it would start on January 1st. Unfortunately, there was a death in my family and then I got super sick over the holidays, so... I haven't been able to even start on the prologue comic :(
I start back to work tomorrow so I wasn't able to use any of my time off to build up a backlog either. For these reasons I am delaying Fawnstar's Origin comic to a later date.. and doing a "draw this in your style" art piece for the 1 year anniversary instead, with regular moon updates resuming next Sunday.
The DTIYS piece will be posted on the actual anniversary date of 12/31 and will run for 1 month! No pressure to participate though <3
Thank you everyone for your support and understanding throughout this year, and I really appreciate every like, comment, and reblog! I have no plans of stopping this blog anytime soon so you can look forward to many moons to come :)
Best wishes and Happy New Year!
-Foxy
#dont worry everyone i am okay now!#i am getting over my flu and recovering fine#the family member was my great aunt and she was very old so it wasnt a huge surprise#i will be fine <3#i am sorry that i cant follow through on my anni plans though#hopefully one day soon i can get the prologue comic started!#tw death mention#cw death mention#cw family death#foxy rambles
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Any recs for aroace characters?
I wish I could give you some tbh, I am still in search of good ace characters myself. Most medias I’ve come across with aroace characters haven’t been the best or most realistic representation imo (aka the “emotionless character” or a robot or an alien or a villain or whatever the fuck). I’ve heard Jar of Rebuke, Hello from the Hallowoods, and Old Gods of Appalachia have ace characters and I’m considering listening to those but I haven’t yet so idk if it’s good rep. I think I heard The Penumbra Podcast has one too? I’ve heard Bojack Horseman has a good ace rep character but I refuse to watch that show so 😭
#sorry this is not very helpful#to be so real I’m not a huge fan of most of the ace rep that I’ve seen in media#but also there’s a lot that I haven’t seen yet#I just headcanon characters I like as ace most of the time lmao#Jonathan sims is the only canon ace character I’ve run into so far that I’ve really connected with#I am always willing to find more though 🙏#asexual#asexuality#acespec#aroace#aromantic#milo ramblings#jar of rebuke#the penumbra podcast#hello from the hallowoods#old gods of appalachia
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Got back from my trip back down to my old area and it went... really well actually. For all that I hated, hated, HATED living there, during the last 7 years or so I found a community the next town over that was lovely and supportive and wonderfully kind. Some of them have moved away in the time I've been gone, but I had SO much gd fun visiting with everyone still there, watching the renewal of vows, dancing at the reception, getting tons of massive bear hugs and lots of cheek kisses, and I even popped into their church service this morning to visit a bit longer with everyone (hilariously i did not burst into flames or get thrown out). I missed them so much. It's not my faith anymore, and church is no longer my 'place', but my friends there... I'm glad I didn't have to leave them behind, that we all still love each other, that they're all so happy about me being happy and I'm just as happy that they're happy. And some of them said they'd come up to my city to visit! YES. COME TO ME IN THE LAND OF SNOW AND ICE, VISIT ME, LIVE HERE, MOVE HERE, I PROMISE IT'S NOT AS COLD AS YOU THINK.
Also I stopped at my family's favorite hole-in-the-wall bakery before starting home because I'd called ahead for 2 dozen of their speciality chocolate frosted, glazed cinnamon buns, they are as big as your hand, they're the most delicious things I've ever had, the bakery owner lady literally helped me carry all the boxes out to my car, I am going to freeze them and see if me and the fam can't drag out the supply for 6-8 months, I regret nothing.
#pasta life update#i had so much fun and i love them#how do i move them all up here#also i say 'bear hug' in at least one case as a pun#because one of my friends there is huge and fuzzy and flamingly gay and he loves to make bear hug jokes#right before he grabs you and hugs you and lifts you right up off your gd feet#so it was like#an entire two days of just being loved on and hugged and laughing and dancing and i am very happy#AND THEY GAVE ME A RAINBOW UNICORN DUCKIE??? 😭#They apparently gave them out at Pride this year and I always used to help out at their booth#by dressing in my inflatable t rex suit and decking him out in rainbow gear so he was a Pride-a-saurus Rex#(it's an LGBT majority church so they're always at pride)#and they wanted me to know I'm still a part of that family even if I'm not there#and so they gave me a duckie!#i am going to treasure my lil LGBT rainbow unicorn duckie#also they asked about my tattoo! and I got to show it off! THEY WERE SO HAPPY FOR ME CAUSE THEY KNEW HOW LONG I'VE WANTED THIS#anyway sorry for rambling i need to sleep cause i am exhausted LOL
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#sometimes i wonder if sex is a thing that's more enjoyable in my mind than irl to me#because im not a big fan of being touched at all#maybe im just telling myself this because im not having sex and that also kinda sucks cjnxnxjx#and im way too anxious to go out there and actively seek out a partner#it's also funny cause with most irl crushes i've had i would never want to have sex with them#but like..... the idea of sex is fun you know?#writing and reading and fantasizing about sex is fun#?????#i'm wondering if this is just how i work or if it's tied to shame#sexting is fun too !!!#idk about doing it irl tho jdhdjdjd#flirting is fun#flustering others is fun#and i guess touching others is a lot better than being touched#am i..... a stone top#i'm kidding....... i think#jdhdjdnxnbdnxjxjxx#then again there's also a huge sub sitting inside me so like..... even more ??????#i mean i also have HUGE trust issues so there's that too#ugh#anyway sorry for the rambles jdnxjxjx#i just felt like typing this out somewhere cause i've been thinking about it a lot#and i felt like a smut blog with 2k followers is just the right place to share deeply private thoughts about my relationship with sex jdndnx#so yea if any of you have been wondering.... this smut writer here is not getting ANY jdbdjxnx
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Ok rant time so putting under the cut //
This is about the whole Peggy/Dottie and Agatha/Rio parallel thing that people keep talking about and yes it's been bothering me. I mean, we are what, kind of 2 months after the show's finale now? so I get to rant a little, and I won't do so on other people's posts and art cause I am not an asshole duh so this is the best way to get it off my chest ha ha…I've seen the parallel gifsets and I have seen some posts floating around about it and every time I see them I am like but but that is so not a parallel!! It really isn't… other than it being a kiss between 2 women and them both being marvel properties. Because then by that standard every wlw kiss is a parallel of each other lol!
Peggy and Dottie are antagonists ( u can read it as romantic. I am not gonna stop you. Hayley and Bridget had great chemistry) but there's no history between them prior to the show. Peggy doesn't even clock Dottie as a threat initially. The reason why the kiss comes off as a surprise to her, she never anticipated it and that's why Dottie was able to get so close without rising any suspicion…
Rio also didn't anticipate the Kiss and that's why she initially failed to realize that it wasn't just a kiss but also Agatha siphoning her power and surrendering to Death!
so if we are counting the surprise element as the parallel then ok this one I'll concede.
But that's the end of it right?
The two kisses are fundamentally different in intent and visualization. I need to know that people understand that, cause if not you are really reducing the magnitude of the vidarkness moment
The Peggy/Dottie kiss is a ploy , it's for shock, to frame Peggy and get her locked up, to buy Dottie time to execute her masterplan, also Dottie initiates the kiss and Peggy suffers the consequences so even from a purely visual angle they don't match up.
In contrast the vidarkness kiss has so much heart to it, Agatha chooses to kiss Rio and the consequences are faced by both, it's not merely done for shock value, they have been building up to it, this was the culmination of a season long narrative arc, for Agatha to finally reconcile her loss of Nicky and her love for Rio and that they can co exist cause she realized that the blame doesn't lie with them, that sometimes boys just die, that out of death comes life and viceversa, that life runs in tandem with death. So her choosing to sacrifice herself by surrendering to her love, it puts to rest (it might be temporary but still) the war that had been waging inside her, the immense guilt and heartbreak that they were both dealing with. Love can't conquer all neither can it lessen the impact of grief but as we all know and hopefully believe- it does persevere.
The point is-I know most posts are tongue and cheek but it doesn't take much time for it to shift in tone and for nuance to get lost in the process. I have seen that shift happening, people being annoyed that the only time we get to see women kiss in mcu they are just getting conned or that it's a cheap trick( or queerbaiting) but that's so not the story when it concerns Agatha and Rio. I don't really get bothered with bad readings when it's some random dudebro but when it's people who claim to be fans doing this, it definitely grates on my nerves. Not saying you can't have a different take, and this show had it's limitiations, the lack of a backstory for Agatha and Rio is still a stinger for me personally, but I also liked the show for what it managed to explore and I appreciate the care that they put in making the show. So I guess I just want to encourage these kind of creatives and want them to feel empowered and bold enough to create more diverse stories. I know this is * piss on the poor* website but please please I need people to stop reducing stories into 5 sentence badly written summaries as if it's been generated by chatgpt, cause that's really counterproductive imo.
// that's the rant, sorry anyone who stumbled upon this suddenly and had to deal with my wordy and somewhat nonsensical ramble lol. I will shut up and go back to scrolling for pretty arts and fics on my dash now. Thanks and goodbye.
#it's because I am in a mood and I needed to vent and this is my blog so yeah#weird thing is people never talk about marvel runaways in this context when I feel#if we are doing surface level parallels I would think deanoru is closer to vidarkness I guess#and they are also one of the first wlw marvel couples but nobody seems to care hmmmmmmmm!#I be talking to the void#pet peeve but also like pls ffs nuance is important#rant post#**sorry if there's typos I am on my phone and I have huge thumbs fml#tag ramblings#for ts
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me when my disability disables me:
#yeah so anyway I had to come home from school early because my body hurt and I was overstimulated#so like double kill#and now my body is doing the thing that it does sometimes when I get a fever for seemingly no reason and this time it won't let me just tak#Ibuprofen#pile so many blankets over me that I can't move#and sleep for 15 hours like it normally does#which is fucking rude#and also I am in so much pain with my joints and shit I love my body sm#and now I have spontaneously developed a stomach ache#and I feel nauseous#but I might just be hungry idk#who tf thought it was a good idea to make nauseous and hungry feel almost the same#they should be publicly executed#yeah sorry for the huge rant in the tags :(#disabled#disability#chronic disability#invisible disability#frog rambles#but in the notes this time#autistic#autism#autism spectrum disorder#actually autistic#autistic things#actually disabled
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sometimes i hear people bitch about gabe (twdg) and feel like i'm listening to someone who has never had a 14 year old brother. they kinda just act like that man.
#ramblings#sorry im on another walking dead kick ive just been quarantining it to friends tho njGJNKJKNGF this isnt. completely out of nowhere#idk ! they could have definitely written him to be more likeable but am i crazy. `he's whiny/ he doesn't listen` brother that's#just how 14 year olds are. `he's grown up in the apocalypse` not all kids get the clementine treatment a la someone properly#prepping them for how to handle things on their own 😭 IDK#take this with a huge pinch of salt i need to. play through the game on my own again. but idk even the last time i played i dont remember#hating him as bad as so many fans do. this fanbase gets so annoying about teen/ child characters who arent clem
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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Effect I've shown to have on people in this fandom from time to time that I am proud of is making them actually speak their opinions and put them in the TAGS! Like, you guys don't know how it feels, to see someone go from "no I am afraid to say a thing because I don't want to be harassed" to "fuck it we ball tonight *passionately disagrees with the takes of toxic popular people and tags the post with fandom and character* 😎"
Like... guys, this IS the way to go, okay? More of you should finally beat it in your head that bullies draw their power from people that are AFRAID of them! If nobody covered in fear before them, they'd be nothing but stupid clowns in their stupid echo-chambers that just block away from the world and eventually having no one left to torture eat their own! This is NOT the norm when people are scared to post their interpretations in the fandom for videogames that specifically demand interpretations, shamefully resort to lurking in some private Discord servers just to share their art and thoughts, stay away from discussing a character they like because too many toxic fans put their claws on them and so on! I don't understand why many people are okay with this kind of fandom experience? And so many of them are older than me or unlike me have enough reputation to make REAL difference in the fandom, why?? I don't remember who owns a blog for suggesting headcanons for Soulsborne games but iirc they allowed bullies to scare them into making a rule against suggesting headcanons about Gwyndolin's gender because "people are mean to each other so it's a nono now and Gwyndolin is only they/them now 🥺". Like.... congratulations, you've betrayed the very point of your blog, which is to share different headcanons, to do what? To cover in fear before jerks that didn't grasp the concept of "up to interpretation"? Why would you do that, instead of showing people who can't respect different interpretations that they are NOT welcomed?
I don't know, man.. it is normal for autists to care about fandom a bit too much, I suppose. I don't see it as something inherently inferior to The Reeeeeal Life uwu. And so, I just hate to see people just willingly lend the power to bullies? Of course they are going to continue to make the fandom unpleasant, if they see that they can own the place by just leaving disheartening comments, laughing at someone with their mindless sheep mutuals in a reblog or sending a couple of anon hates! But like, when I realized a few other people saw this is unfair and should not be encouraged, and started at least saying something too.. idk, it gives me hope. It is hard to explain but I think 20+ or even 30+ age category is more than enough to move past the dumb high school dynamic! Not in the passive "eh who cares about fandoms anyway, it is not worth it and I am too mature to care" way, but in the "nah I won't stand for Cool Kids and bullies and nor should others" way
#I am sorry I just#I am reaching the point where I realise some people CAN afford telling jerks to get lost#not everyone effected is just so mentally harrowed they can't handle any confrontation#some people just choose to be passive but the thing is it won't make bullies stop#and the ones effected more are young people just joining the fandom and seeing that like..#idk that liking gehrman or shipping gehrmaria is unsafe or that only certain miquella + mohg takes are 'allowed'#and yeah gender and sexuality headcanons seen as statement and you're bad if you dont see them.#I just think fandoms can be better. at least the 16+ ones or older#but only if bullies lose the authority they hold over many active passionate fans#and that authority is something we as fandom always choose to give to them ok?#not even only soulsborne fandom. just any fandom#though I guess this post is a huge hypocrisy on my end because me and my friend did-#-get absurd amount of harassment over fandomry and met a guy put into hospital by maria simps on the way#I am dead serious those evil people planned something ridiculous against him for just-#-pointing out her moral failings back when it was seen as instant misogyny#I guess I am not the best advertising for 'saying something'?#but in my defence 1) I defeated my bully and#2) the more people disapprove the better. of course two gehrman fans dont do much#now three or five or ten? thats better#besides I improved myself haven't I?#I got better at prioritizing bad behavior and not interpretation that causes it#like I am more chill about slandering gehrman or miquella these days!#but only as long as it is not used as weapon in weird moral battle or to shun 'wrong' fans#It is complicated!!! but progress was made and I'll make sense of it some time!!!#fandomry rambles
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Hey! How do you feel sepfember is going? I've enjoyed seeing all the lovely art and writings. Hope you're doing well!
luna!! hi!! thank you for the ask 💞
sepfember is going more brilliantly than i ever could have hoped. it's been absolutely wonderful seeing people coming together to create things! i've been trying my best to express my joy in the tags of my reblogs, but i'm not sure anything ever could! it's been truly wonderful. i have loved every minute of it so far - writing the prompt drabbles every day, and checking the tag for other people's work to reblog, and sniffing out beautiful art for the queue... a couple of times people have pinged me on the LU discord too, to show me sepfember art, and it entirely melted my heart. and i can't tell if it's coincidence but i'm seeing more sepfember-unrelated/untagged female focused art on my dash too!
in a franchise that caters a great deal to male gamers (and in my own linked universe bubble where all of our main characters are men), my only wish for this event was to balance the scales just a little - create a little bit of brainspace in our minds for the women. show more people who they are and what their names are and what they do! spare a moment to wonder about their goals and motives and characterisation. because they do exist! there are more women in this franchise than even i thought before this event! and i think they're worth celebrating, don't you?
#ahhh thank you again luna 🥰🥰🥰#sorry that was a bit of a ramble there#anyway the point is that when i joined this fandom the first 5 fic ideas i wrote down were all very obscure stories about the princesses'#lives and backstories and adventures. and i never actually wrote any of them because i realised that there wasn't any audience for stories#about side characters (and i was wanting to make friends more than anything). no one seemed to think about them very much#and i know i sound insane because like - its totally normal and reasonable that people want stories about the main characters and not#the damsel in distress whose personality is mostly cobbled together from bits of headcanons and conspiracy string because she was never#characterised in depth in her own game#- so you know. as much as i love the boys#i think there is a lot of untapped potential in the women characters. and i am more than willing to be a cheerleader for them#omg i am SO SORRY ABOUT THIS HUGE RANT JUST IGNORE ME#it sounds sort of salty but i dont mean it like that. i love you all and i love all the male characters too#i just. women. you know?#anyway#sepfember#social tag#legend of zelda
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GUESS WHO GOT ACCEPTED ONTO WELFARE THIS MORNING YAYYYYY
and my counsellor said she's going to get me onto a waitlist for low-income housing in town and i'll have priority over non-indigenous folks bc of my Metis status LETS FUCKING GOOOOO HUGE WIN
i am hoping to come back here relatively soon, but also we're entering the holiday season which is Rough for me so ,,, we shall see LOL. theres my update though! i hope everyones doing okay :]
#hesitantly hopeful about things for the first time in literal years !!!#perhaps this all might be possible after all :'''D#i am going to try to draw some celebration art or smth for this bc this is so huge fdsjkl i've been working towards this for like 5 yrs#SOOOO GLAD. i have INCOME AGAIN. i will not be BLEEDING MONEY ANYMORE. MY SAVINGS WILL STOP ABSOLUTELY TANKING!#i will be able to afford proper food again YAYYYYY. i can maybe buy a few full price items again.... HUGE WIN#god it feels so good to like. have a source of income fdsjkl i feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders omfg#it'll be just enough to cover rent (that my parents charge lmao) and food and bus fare for the month#with a little bit leftover so hopefully i can tuck some of it away here and there. and perhaps even buy like... art supplies again omg#i feel like the whole world has opened up to me HFSDGJKL this is so exciting actually woagh....#SORRY FOR RAMBLING OOPS. UHM. ANYWAYS. I MEANT TO JUST UPDATE YALL QUICKLY AND GOT CARRIED AWAY#OKAY I'LL SKEDADDLE NOW LOL BYEEE HEART-HANDS AT YOU ALL !!! (i dont have the emoji handy HFSJKL)#dandy.cmd
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A Series of Small Offerings
PART ONE -6- Jericho
My hands are not worthy
HELLO TO MY FAVOURITESTEST LINE FROM THAT SONG EVER
Not pictured: me singing this line over and over again while filling the bg and jumper with markers
(Am I cheating and using markers now? I sure am, I've had enough of pencils on this paper.)
Notable mention: the thick golden and black markers I've used in these last two pieces are ~grave inscription fixing markers~ bc I'm this edgy (kidding, they're just really good markers).
Notable mention 2: for someone who loves drawing eyes and absolutely hates drawing hands the hand-eye ratio so far is 7-0 (6-0 if we're not counting the skeleton hand and the eyes here that are closed). I have left my comfort zone and never looked back (and for that, THANK YOU AGAIN, LEVYNN!!!)
#those are calluses btw there are more colluses irl trust me the photo and editing killed them#jericho my beloved#ii my beloved#filling the huge parts with markers my beloved#original white mask my beloathed#terrible the witcher (2002) polish series playing in the distance for me today and making me laugh uncontrollably my beloved#(spreading the 2002 series propaganda; netflix version WISHES it was this good)#i've had so much fun making this one including taking a reference photo of myself while at my aunt's yesterday#if you're wondering: all the hands i drew so far (except for the skeleton one) are mine#i am making many compromising pictures of myself for this challenge i hope my cia agent doesn't save them to blackmail me later#a series of small offerings#sleep token#sleep token fanart#alex vs the mortifying ordeal of having her art perceived#SORRY FOR EXTRA RAMBLING TODAY I AM IN A GOOD MOOD
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Can we send requests of our own plushies for you to rate? :)
Thanks so much for asking first of all. I’ve been thinking about this a whole lot (even before I drew the first plushie here) and I think I’ve finally decided that at least for now, I won’t be taking submissions for plushie ratings. Without getting too serious, the main reason is that I’m afraid that it will stop feeling as fun as it does now. I also really enjoy how happy people seem to be when they see a surprise rating that they weren’t expecting, which would happen much less often if I was spending time drawing submissions, too. I really hope that everyone understands
#I love seeing all your plushies regardless and you’re always free to show me them through asks or dms#I wasn’t able to draw for a few years without it feeling very stressful and I think the anxiety of drawing for others made it much worse#im sort of taking baby steps while I get used to drawing again and this blog has been a huge help#everyone ive interacted with so far has been very kind and I have almost 100 followers already! which is super cool#if you’ve already submitted a plushie or were planning to im very sorry. I hope you understand#I really love drawing and am so happy that it feels fun again after so long#I’ll hold onto my current few submissions in case this ever changes someday#sorry for getting all serious gvutfd5fuq#I love you guys a ton! thank you for all the follows and reblogs and kind words#i see all of them even in tags and appreciate all of you so very much#not plushie#mouse answers#mouse speaks#mouse rambles
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Um, hi! I made a playlist for the Dreemurr siblings, inspired by your art and all the songs you have for them on this blog! I hope you like it.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/68t2wHso6fFBDRcLr24hbx?si=s9QmTOv7R062uV32m3QBxw&pi=u-AWBKa9tmRlOK
Hi I hope you know this means the world to me. <3 I listened to it through this morning and loved it!! Really good playlist!! Holding it in my hands....... So many great song choices, they're all very fitting. I'm really glad my stuff inspired you! Thank you so much for sharing! :0
#ask#headspace-tales#genuinely got very excited when i saw this...i love having new playlists to listen to and i feel super honored to have inspired it somewhat#it's really cool because i do recognize a lot of the songs but this also introduced me to some new songs which I'm vibing with immensely.#so thank you shidkd. never heard that one by Porcupine Tree but I love it a lot. and i know I've heard No Sunlight before but only#in passing. it's a new favorite though and has been stuck in my head for most of the day.#nightclothes by radical face and epilogue by the antlers..... auuughhh. and monster by dodie........#don't die in me by mirah........... </333333#AND isle of flightless birds by twenty one pilots#a playlist catered towards me for real.......#i am very much rambling in the tags. sorry for getting so excited about this I'm an unbelievably huge Music Enthusiast.#music my beloved.
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