#THIS HAPPENED TO ME LAST NIGHT AND I THOUGHT DANISH BOY WAS ACTUALLY HAVING AN GENUINE QUESTION
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Dazai and Chuuya: *done with a discussion topic*
*silence*
Dazai, quietly: Beau
Chuuya: What?
Dazai: Beau.
Chuuya:
Dazai, smilling after a moment of silence: It means "Beautiful" in French right?
Chuuya, nervous and also smiling: Yeah...it does. Pretty, beautiful...
#NOW CHANGE THE LANGUAE TO PORTUGUESE AND THE CHARACTERS TO ACTUAL PEOPLE#THIS HAPPENED TO ME LAST NIGHT AND I THOUGHT DANISH BOY WAS ACTUALLY HAVING AN GENUINE QUESTION#NOW IDK WHAT TO DO#because I thought 'ain't no way he is calling me prettyâ#and now idk if it was a compliment or a question#and now he's no longer in Portugal#I HATE NOT UNDERSTANDING SOCIAL QUEUES#anyways my 'love stories' disguised as bsd incorrect quotes XD#japan#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#skk#bsd soukoku#soukoku#incorrect quotes#bsd incorrect quotes#bsd skk
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good morning my love~ đ„șđ©” i hope you slept well!
after our last conversation i canât stop yearning for a nice, lazy sunday together where we know we have nothing to do the next day so we take our time doing whatever we want~ that would be so perfect đ„șđ„ș iâm having so many cute little domestic fantasies about you lately my love đ„șđ©”đ©”sometimes i wonder what we would do if you were in my room with me like what would be the first thing iâd show you? the state of my bedroom is nothing short of a sensory nightmare right now and the criminal at large (*that* txt poster đ) still hasnât been dealt with but i would be so eager to show you all my stuff like the part of my wall where i put cute candy wrappers and plane tickets or my taehyun pc binder or my plushie collection that puts kaiâs to shame!! so many options hehe đ„șđ©” just the thought of showing you around makes me so giddy~
i was thinking about the fact that youâre a girly pop girl and i think you would love I AM by IVE itâs so you đđŸđđŸđđŸđđŸ something about it reminds me of hurricane hehe
(our little lost boys~ đ„șđ„ș i love these pics so much temptation probably has my fave styling ever next to freeze (world version), i know youâve probably told me this before but whatâs your favorite era style-wise?)
period cramps still have me incapacitated along with a killer headache so iâm lying in bed listening to one of my many slow playlists and thinking about you~ i canât wait for the day when iâll be able to hold you in my arms, my love⊠đ„ș i yearn for it so much i canât wait for our teleportation skills to improve so we can make that happen hehe đ„șđ€
i love you so much baby~ my cherry danish đ„șđ„ș my little flower đ„șđžđđ©·
my love!! i slept well đ„șđ„șđ©· i got woken up by my alarm tho which always kills me đ”âđ« but i have no choiceâŠ
aaaah mommy đ„șđ„șđ©· i get domestic thoughts when iâm cooking most of the time or showering đłđđđ©· i would want us to chill like this without anything to do for the next day as well đ„șđ„șđ©· oooh iâd love to see your room it seems so cute!! mine has nothing interesting i havenât tidied it in so long and i really should :( i donât even have txt posters on my walls đ but yeah⊠speaking of, i canât get over that poster attacking you with taehyun smirking like he accomplished something big đđ and beomgyu being his accomplice thatâs so funny but i hate that it kept falling on you like >:( leave my wifey alone đ„șđ„șđ©· i wanna see everything!!
iâll try to listen to it asap!! i loved love dive by ive so i feel like iâll like i am as well :3 hehe i feel like you might like koraci by hurricane actually since itâs a slower song and i love it đ„șđ„ș
WAAAAAH THE MOODBOARD IS SO PRETTYYYY đ„čđ„č i think iâd have to go for all eras!!
star - i think i like the ones where theyâre at tables (idk the name of the concept rip đ)
magic - arcadia!! đ„č i love the darker look and the play with lights
eternity - starboard they look so cozy and mystical at the same time theyâre night dream fairies đ„șđ„ș
blue hour - omg i do not remember the names but the first one where taehyun has like that crop top he looks SO babygirl đ
freeze - WORLD WORLD WORLD iâve always told you how much i love it they look like ice fairies!!! đ„č
fight or escape - green and black striped sweater all the way!! i love it đ€ bbg tyun is always superior!!
thursdayâs child - hate cause⊠đđ
temptation - lullaby i love it so much đ„ș
gaaaah headache too? :(( iâm so sorry mommy i wish i had been there to help đ iâm glad youâre feeling better and i hope you get to sleep asap and that youâll sleep well đ„șđ„șđ©·
i wanna hold you so much and cuddle my love đ„șđ„șđ©· my sweet crystal gem đ„șđ„șđđ©”đ©· i love you so much youâre my everything đ„șđ„șđđ©·
#crystal gem đ#my girlfriend is the best :((#no more period cramps for my mommy please đż#period cramps shouldnât even be a thing#i wish we could be at our little cottage rn so we could chill together i miss you i want some alone time with you đ„șđ„șđ#my love youâre so adorable and amazing đ„șđ„șđ©·#i hope you have sweet dreams đ„șđđ©·đ©”đ
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Even the Losers
Chapter 7
Chapter 1Â Â Â Chapter 6
Marinette rubbed her head as though the action might actually have an effect on her throbbing headache. Â It hadnât any time sheâd tried it in the last hour, but it gave her brain the illusion that she was doing something to help other than just waiting for the painkillers to kick in. Â The action also gave her something to focus on other than the pounding hangover from not getting nearly drunk enough last night. Â Because somehow despite the massive amounts she, Jason, and Roy had drunk last night, all of her problems still existed. Â Utter bullshit, that. Â And now she still had to deal with all her problems and felt like crap on top of it. Â Double bullshit.
She adjusted her sunglasses again, fighting the urge to squint because squinting hurt. Â Although honestly, she wasnât sure which hurt more, the florescent lights, the sunlight beaming through the hotel windows, or squinting. Â She was sure there was some way to settle the glasses on her face to block out all light, she just hadnât been able to figure it out. Â She now realized why people significantly smarter than her wore those godawful, ugly glasses that wrap around their head and cut out all sun.
She took a deep breath and braced herself for the full blast of a suspiciously sunny Gotham morning. Gotham has like three sunny days a year and one of them is today? Â What the Hell did she do to Tikki to deserve the last few days? Â She wandered out of the hotel still contemplating revenge. How does one get revenge against a god anyway? Â How many ways can she destroy cookies?
She didnât get more than a few steps before she sensed someone in front of her. Â She weaved slightly to the left but quickly realized there was someone there too. Â She weaved to the right and finally looked up when she realized there was someone there. There were people all around her, taking pictures of her, shoving phones in her face as they yelled questions at her.
She stumbled back a few steps and blinked at the group of reporters that had apparently been camping out in front of the hotel for her. Â She quickly plastered on one of Adrienâs patented PR smiles and nodded to them. She tried to push through them, expecting them to move out of her way, as they did in Paris for Adrien. Â But reporters in Gotham clearly did not show the same respect that Parisian reporters did because none of them moved out of her way. Â
Her smile strained slightly as she looked to the one in front of her. Â âExcuse me, please,â she requested in the most sickeningly sweet voice she could manage.
The reporter sent back an excited smile. Â âMs. Dupain Cheng, would you care to comment on your relationship with your family? Perhaps explain why Gotham hadnât had the pleasure of your presence before?â
Marinette looked the reporter up and down. Â She looked at the group surrounding her, noting how they had closed the circle to the point of touching her. Â Sheâd been to raves with more personal space. Â She moved to push through a small gap between reporters, but stopped when they quickly closed the gap. Â Marinette gritted her teeth and widened her smile. Â âThereâs a reason weâve chosen not to speak about this and that reason was NOT to discuss it in an exclusive with you at this exact moment. Â Now if you will excuse me, I would very, very much like to get some coffee. Â Iâm sure you can understand the difficulty of starting a day without it.â
She gave them a conspiratorial smile, hoping if they felt like they were in on the joke they would let her through. Instead, her response emboldened the reporters, who started shouting out her name and more questions.
âWill you attend more Wayne functions now?â
Marinette didnât even know which reporter shouted the question to address them if she wanted. Â She huffed and decided to give up on pleasantries. Â She was hung over. Â She was hungry. Â She wanted coffee. Â âWhy would people change a relationship that doesnât involve you because you know about it?â she grunted as she tried to push through the cracks between people. Â
The reporters closed ranks tighter around her, making it impossible for her to break through without injuring someone, which she was sure was the plan of at least a few of them. Â Whether it was to get a more salacious story or to sue Bruce Wayne, she wasnât sure. Â Probably both. Â She looked back to the hotel lobby hoping the concierge would see her predicament and help her, but he was determinedly ignoring the scene in front of the hotel.
She set her jaw and prepared herself to create a scene channeling her best imitation of an irate Chloe Bourgeoisie. Â Sheâd deal with the fallout later. Â Right now, she needed to get out of this situation before someone actually did push a little too hard and tiny gods decided to curse the city. Â She opened her mouth to yell but instead heard someone elseâs voice boom through the crowd.
âI think my sister told you to leave her the fuck alone.â
Marinette looked around to try to find the source of the voice but couldnât see past the wall of reporters. Â She didnât have to wait long for him to push his way through the crowd like a wrecking ball, not worrying about injuring anyone as he shoved his way through. Â Jason stopped in front of her with a smirk. Â âShe just says it in a much more polite way than I do.â Â He held up a bag and a tray of coffee. Â âI come bearing gifts so you donât have to deal with this shit out there somewhere.â Â
Marinette shot him a grateful smile and turned back toward the hotel. Â âThat sounds brilliant. Â Thank you.â
Jason winked at her. Â âI got you.â
They didnât stop or even look at each other until the elevator doors closed behind them.  Marinette leaned against the wall and finally took a full breath.  She looked over to Jason with another grateful smile.  âThank you. I wasnât expecting that and IâŠâ She looked down for a moment to collect her thoughts.  âI wasnât prepared.  Iâll do better next time.â
Jasonâs eyes softened. Â The press was a lot for all of them to get used to. Â None of them had taken naturally to it, especially Gothamâs press. Â They at least had the advantage of starting young and knowing what to expect, not to mention since they were kids, the press didnât have a lot of chances to get to them. Â Marinette had just been thrown out there without a life preserver. Â Bruce didnât even send any guards. Â âDonât worry about it. Â I thought you could use the save.â
Marinette laughed and narrowed her eyes at him. Â âThat was a socially acceptable version of a kidnapping. Â I had no way of getting out of that without exposing that there is no relationship.â
âShould have just exposed it then,â he shrugged, not remotely nonplussed by her comment. Â âI just thought you could use some sustenance after last night.â Â He held up the bag for her as they exited the elevator and made their way to her room. Â âI know you must be used to fancy French food so I got a variety of food from the best bakery in town. Â And I didnât know how you take your coffee or if you prefer tea so I got both and lots of sugar and creamer.â
Marinette giggled as she opened her door. Â âYouâre not wrong. Â My parents owned a patisserie. Â I grew up on the best baked goods in France.â
Jason blinked a few times at her before setting the drinks and food on the coffee table. Â âThatâs it, next family reunion is at your place.â
âNot so sure thatâs going to be a thing,â she said quietly. Â She reached for one of the croissants and ripped off a small piece, popping it in her mouth. Â âNot really sure I count as family. Â Thatâs kind of been made clear.â
âYeah well, we didnât know and weâd like to get to know you, if youâre okay with it,â he said biting off a chunk of cheese Danish. âLook, Iâm not looking for family dinners and brunches and shit, I just⊠want to make sure youâre okay.â  He looked up at her earnestly for a moment before his eyes turned mischievous.  âAlthough if you grew up in a bakery, I might want all that at your parentsâ place.â
âAt least youâre asking. Â Thatâs something anyway,â she grumbled as she took another small bite. Â
âSpeaking of family, where is model boy?â
Marinette puckered her lips in disapproval as she watched the crumbs fall from Jasonâs mouth as he spoke. Â She looked away before she snapped at him. Â âHe and Max went apartment hunting.â
âWithout you?â Jason asked with a raised eyebrow.
âNeither of them were suffering from a raging hangover that took double the normal dosage of painkillers just to take the edge off of,â she said pointedly.
âCoffee,â Jason grunted, motioning toward the coffee. âLots of coffee and food and water.â He pushed the bag toward her. âNot the bird bites youâve been taking.â
She studied the croissant in front of her with a furrowed brow as though it had some kind of answers for her. Â She nearly dropped it when she heard a knock on the door. She looked through the peephole and gasped, flinching back from the door. Â Jason immediately jumped up and ran over to her. Â âWhat is it? Â Another reporter?â
âNo,â Marinette rasped out, her eyes never leaving the door. Â âWorse.â Her heart started racing and her breathing became labored. Â She wasnât ready for this. Â She wasnât ready to speak with him. Â What was she supposed to say? Â How was she supposed to speak with him? Â She didnât even know how she felt yet. Â She hadnât sorted through this all yet. Â Tears threatened to fall from her eyes. Â She wasnât ready. Â This was happening too fast.
She flinched visibly when he knocked again. Heâd had time to prepare. Â Heâd had time to think this through. Â He knew how he felt about this. Â Heâd had time to plan and prepare. Â She had none of that and here he was on her doorstep. Â He knew about her and she knew nothing about him. He was ready and she wasnât given that chance. Â
She was just expected to deal with it. Â She was just expected to handle it. Â She was just expected to accept it. Â Heâd created this entire situation and she was left to pick up the pieces and move on. Â And now he was here. Â He was on her figurative doorstep in person and now she had to deal with it, on his timetable, according to his preference, because yet again it all had to be done on his terms. Â Her preferences didnât matter. Â Her feelings didnât matter. Â Her opinion didnât matter.
âWant me to kick their ass out?â Jason offered already reaching for the handle.
Marinette shook her head and let out a calming breath. He thinks he can come in after twenty years gone and act like everything is fine and expect her to play nice, he has another thing coming. Â He wanted a detached relationship? Â She could do that. Â Sheâd seen it enough growing up with Adrien and Chloeâs parents. Â She knew how to play the game.
She shook her hands to get the tension out before finally reaching out to open the door.  âMr. Wayne.  This is an unexpected pl⊠experience,â she stuttered.  She mentally grimaced.  She was showing weakness.  She needed to be strong.  She plastered on a clearly fake smile.  She wouldnât give him the satisfaction of being weak.  She wouldnât cry for him.  She hadnât cried because of him in the twenty years heâd been absent, she wouldnât do it now.
Bruce took a breath.  âMarinetteâŠâ  He froze for a second.  He hadnât thought hard enough about this.  He knew what he wanted to say, what he wanted to tell her, but he hadnât thought about how to tell her, how to lead into it.  âI was hoping to speak with you,â he rushed out, wincing internally at the sound of it.
âWell, thatâs a first,â she scoffed before she could stop herself. Â She slapped her hand over her mouth and mentally berated herself. Â What was she doing? Â She was supposed to be calm not cruel. Â She was losing this game!
Jason grinned and propped his arms behind his head as he kicked out his legs, the very picture of relaxed. Â âI like her. Â Iâm keeping her.â
Marinette shot him an appreciative smile but Bruce did a double take, frowning at the sight. Â His mind raced as to what it meant that Jason was there. Â Was it good? Â It was good, wasnât it? Â She was getting close to one of her brothers already. Â But that brother was Jason, and despite the fact that he loved Jason, he was well aware their relationship was still contentious at best. Â Not exactly the best brother for her to get close to. And he was already encouraging her hostility against him. Â Not that he didnât deserve it, he knew he did, it was just that any of the other brothers would help mitigate that hostility. Â Jason would fan it. Â âJason, what are you doing here?â
âBrought baked goods and coffee,â he answered casually, a smirk making its way onto his face. Â âYou?â
Bruce let out a heavy sigh through his nose and smoothed out his face.  Getting annoyed now would do nothing for his goal.  If Marinette was connecting to Jason, getting frustrated with him would just push her further away.  âAs I mentioned, I was hoping I could speak with Marinette about the⊠situation.  I wantedâŠâ
ââThe situationâ,â Jason mocked shaking his head at Bruce. Â God was he always this bad with his kids? Â He thought it was just him. Â âWay to sound sincere, B.â
Bruceâs lips pursed until they were no longer visible. He didnât need Jason sabotaging him right now. Â He was doing a good enough job of it on his own. Â âIâd like to speak with Marinette on our own, please. Â Why donât you go home?â
Marinetteâs eyes went wide and her chest clenched. She didn't want Jason to leave. Â She wasn't ready for Jason to leave. Â Once Jason left it was just her and him. Â Just thinking about it suddenly she couldn't breathe. Â Suddenly the air felt too thin and too heavy at the same time. Â No. Â She needed somebody else here. Â
Jason shot a look over to Marinette, letting his eyes pass over Marinette like he hadnât been noting her body language. Â He let his eyes wander for a second before returning to Bruce with a tilt to his head. Â âNo. Â Iâm witnessing this, unless Pixie tells me to go home.â
Marinette could have kissed him⊠on the cheek. Because he was her br⊠it was complicated.  But she was beyond grateful he had spoken up for her.  She let out the breath sheâd been holding and raised an eyebrow at him. âPixie?â
âSmall, violent,â Jason grinned at her.
Marinette laughed and playfully narrowed her eyes at him. âFine, whatever, Goliath.â
Jason leaned back again. Â âOh, no, that oneâs already taken. Â By a dragon bat, no less.â
Marinetteâs face scrunched in confusion. Â She tried to search through her Americanisms for what a dragon bat could be. Â It had to be a species of bat right? Â Maybe? But then again it was American English so for all she knew it could be a flower. Â âA what?â
âJason!â Bruce admonished. Â He was really not looking forward to trying to explain what a dragon bat was or how Damian came to be in possession of one.
Jason rose up enough to grab one of the croissants and shove half of it into his mouth before he spoke.  âIâll introduce you sometime, or Damian will have to actually⊠which he wonât.  Iâll show you a picture, you seem like the kind of person who likes terrifying animals as long as theyâre fuzzy.â
âI⊠fair,â Marinette conceded easily.
âIf I can bring us back to the topic at hand,â Bruce interjected loudly, cutting off any more discussion of dragon bats.
âFamily bonding, right?â Â Jason cut him off with a pointed look. Â âIsnât that what we were doing?â
Bruce glared at Jason for a few seconds, which did nothing to wipe the smug smirk off his face. Â Giving up on Jason, Bruce focused on Marinette. Â âAt the gala you mentioned you didnât plan on being in town much longer, leaving today actually. Â I was hoping I could convince you to stay a bit longer.â
Marinette examined him with a dour curiosity. Â She cocked her head to the side. Â âAnd why might that be? Â You donât need me here to make an announcement that we prefer to keep our relationship private, hence they didnât know about me.â
Bruce let out a deep sigh. Â That was fair. Â It was a fair response. Â Sabine had warned him she would be suspicious of him. Â âThis isnât for the public,â he assured her.
âIsnât it?â Â She blinked a few times at him, her face blank. Â âAre you sure? Â It feels like it is.â Â She turned to Jason. Â âDoesnât it feel like it is to you?â
âIt does indeed,â Jason nodded in agreement, keeping eye contact with Bruce as he did.
âJasonâŠâ he started threateningly.
âOh, Iâm sorry, were you relying on me to make fixing your fuck up easier for you?  Wrong kid.  Youâre looking for Dick or Tim⊠actually I wouldnât rely on Tim for help explaining why being an absentee father isnât actually that bad.â
âJason, I think itâs time for you to go home,â Bruce growled.
Marinette straightened up and moved between him and Jason. Â She wasnât going to let him bully Jason for standing up for her. Â âI donât think so. Â So far heâs the only member of my family I like.â
âOoh, you should totally give Cass and Steph and Duke a chance too,â Jason offered with a faked enthusiasm as though the confrontation with Bruce didnât just happen. Â He kept his eyes on Marinette but relished the increasingly frustrated scowl on Bruceâs face as they ignored him.
Marinette nodded. Â âIâll consider it.â
âOh and Alfred⊠and I guess Tim too.  Heâs a prick but heâs alright I guess,â Jason continued.
Marinette blinked at him. Â It was like a never ending list of people. Â An ongoing list of people he had taken in after walking away from her. Â A long list of people heâd cared about and for without having to be pressured into it by the press. Â A mile long list of people he wasnât pretending to care about. Â âHow many brothers and sisters do you have?â
âWe have a lot,â Jason corrected her. Â They were in this together and heâd remind her of that as many times as she needed. Â âAlfred isnât a sibling though. Â Heâs like a grandfather.â
Marinette paused at that. Â She hadnât considered that. Â Another grandfather figure. Â Another grandfather that didnât want anything to do with her. Â Sure now Grand-pĂšre Roland loved her but for the first fifteen years, heâd known about her and didnât care. Â Maybe it was her. Â It had to be her right? Â Two grandparents, that isnât coincidence. Â Thatâs a pattern and the only commonality was her. Â She pursed her lips together to focus on something other than the tears welling up behind her eyes. Â âSounds like the kind of person who definitely would have known about me.â
Jasonâs eyes widened.  âI⊠donât know the answer to that,â he answered slowly.
Marinette nodded, slowly going numb. Â âSo, what Iâm getting from this so far is I have a another grandfather-type figure that knew about me and didnât feel any kind of interest in me and a ton of people that my father decided were worthy of his love and affection when I wasnât. Â So it isnât that my father didnât want to be a father, just that he didnât want to be my father.â
âThat isnâtâŠâ Jason started.  This was going down the wrong path.  He was trying to show her he had her back, not remind her about the pain.  But instead, now Marinette was getting hurt, remembering the pain.  Sheâd lost her sass and impertinence and now was moving toward hurt.  And she was blaming Alfred.  Alfred was one of the only good things about being a Wayne!
âJason! Â I think itâs time for you to go home. Â Now!â Bruce roared.
Marinette contemplated Bruce coldly, numbness consuming her fears and insecurities and morphing into cold, analytic contemplation. Â He was blaming Jason. Â Her frustration wasnât because of Jason or anything he said. Her pain wasnât because of Jason, it was because of him, because of his decisions. Â And instead of taking responsibility for it, he was blaming Jason.
Jason blinked a few times, no longer certain of his role in this interaction. Â He looked back and forth between Marinette and Bruce, noting Marinetteâs hardening features. Â She was getting ready for a fight. Â He could see it developing, but he wasnât at all sure Bruce did. Â He held up his hands in surrender and sat back down calmly. âI promised I wouldnât leave unless Pixie asked me to. Â I intend to keep my promise to her,â he said calmly.
Bruce glared at him again and faced back to Marinette, a fake smile plastered on. Â âAs I was saying. Â Iâd like a chance to get to know you, if you would let me.â
âAnd how many members of the press did you want to be there when you do?â she inquired sharply.
Bruce sighed and rubbed his forehead. Â âThatâs not fair.â
Marinetteâs mouth dropped and she shook her head at him incredulously. Â âWow. Way to pull the rich, white guy entitlement card. âI know everything about this situation has been unbelievably unfair to you, but now Iâm being inconvenienced in the mildest way possible and I donât like it,ââ she mocked. She rocked back on her heels and narrowed her eyes at him. Â âRest assured M. Wayne, I do not intend to speak out against you. Â Your reputation will not be harmed by me. Â Tell the press whatever you want. Â I wonât contradict you. Â You can relax.â
âMarinetteâŠâ he started, unsure of where to go. Everything she had said was so far from the truth, he didnât know where to start.  Her view of the situation was so skewed, he didnât know how to put it back on kilter.  His shoulders sagged in defeat.  âThis has nothing to do with the press.  I had put plans in motion to get in contact with you before any of this started.  Mr. Fox will confirm that for you if you donât trust me.  You seem like quite an impressive young lady and I would like to get to know you better, if youâll give me the chance.â
His tone was contrite and quiet, but Marinette wasnât done being upset yet. Â She wasnât ready to move on and let go of the anger. Â âAnd if I wasnât, you would continue to ignore me? Â If I was a problem child, if I had social issues, if I couldnât find a job, youâd continue to treat me like I never existed? Â Iâve finally done enough to gain your attention. Oh thank you so much for letting me know.â
âThat isnât what I said,â Bruce rushed to assure her. âI meant to compliment you not say you had to earn my attention.â
Marinette pursed her lips and looked over to Jason. He was looking back at her with sympathetic, concerned eyes. Â She let out a long sigh and looked away from them both. Â âLook, I meant what I told the press earlier. Â I had no intention of you seeing me at the gala. Â I had no intention of anyone finding out about me. I didnât even know there was anything to find out when I made the plan to come here. Â And I have no expectation of anything about our relationship changing.â
Bruce perked up slightly, but focused on keeping his body language the same, so she wouldnât see the difference. Â That was an opening; expectation instead of intention. It wasnât that she intended not to change it, itâs that she didnât expect it. Â âI do,â he assured her, trying to keep the excitement out of his voice, keeping it calm and even. Â âI would like to change our relationship. Â I would like the chance to explain and try to start to make it up to you. Â If you would like to try. Â
âIf youâre open to it, I can extend your reservation until you are ready to move on, or if you would prefer, you are more than welcome to stay at the manor. Â I would love to have you stay with us but I understand that may be overwhelming. Â Or, WE has have some flats available, with multiple bedrooms. Â You and your friends could stay there for a while. Â Your friend is going to need a place to stay while he looks for an apartment, right?
âIâll leave the choice to you. Â Whether we pursue a relationship, if you stay, where you stay; theyâre all your choice. Â Here,â he handed her a paper with several numbers hand written on it. âThese are my numbers; office, home office, cell phone, manor. Â You can use any of them to contact me.â
Marinette took the paper impassively. Â She squeezed her other hand in an effort to keep the tremble from being too obvious. Â âThank you, M. Wayne. Â I will consider your words.â
Bruce nodded, letting the very formal use of his name wash away. Â This was still progress. Â This was still movement in the right direction, even if it wasnât as much as he would want. Â He knew it could take a long time. Â He knew he wouldnât be able to fix this today. Â âThank you, Marinette. Â Thatâs all I can ask for. Â And Iâm sorry for ambushing you here. Â I tried to call and text you all yesterday to set up a time to talk in person so you could prepare but it seems like your phone was off.â Â
He let out a small breath seeing her eyes widen at his admission. Â That had to be a good sign. Â Maybe he actually said the right thing for once. Â He nodded to her and left her to think, hoping Jason would urge her to call. He seemed to want a relationship with her as well. Â Hopefully, he would realize this was the best way to get that.
Jason sighed and looked up at her as soon as the door closed behind Bruce. Â âHow are you feeling?â
âIâm not.  Itâs⊠itâs a lot.  I think I want to be alone,â Marinette said absently staring at the numbers in her hand.
Jason nodded. Â âIt is. Â I understand. If you want to talk, at all, about anything. Â About where to drink in town, best burger, anything, give me a call.â Â He gently took the paper Bruce had handed her out of hand, letting her decide if she gave it to him or not. Â When she let go, he put his number on it as well. Â âI only have one number, but now you have it.â
Marinette nodded at him. Â âThank you, Jason.â
Jason hesitated briefly.  âFor what itâs worth, if you decide to stay you should take him up on the flat.  The hotel is stupid expensive and WE offers the flat to visiting collaborators all the time, so itâs not like itâs all that special⊠if you want to avoid being treated special.â
Marinette nodded at his words, barely taking them in as her mind tried to fight the numbing process.  Jason watched her tentatively.  âYou look like a hugger,â he said uncertainly.  âDid you⊠do you want a, um, a hug?â Â
Marinette looked over at him and blinked a few times, not sure how to take his words, partly because he seemed unsure of them himself, but partly because things were having a harder time permeating her brain right now. Â Jason took her curious look as doubt. Â âOh come on. Itâs fine. Â I wouldnât offer if I didnât mean it. Â Trust me. Â I tell Dick to fuck off enough when he tries to hug me. Â I have no problem saying no to hugs I donât want. Â Iâm offering because I mean it.â
Marinette blinked a few more times but finally nodded vacantly. Â Jason pulled her into a warm, comforting hug. Â After a few moments he pulled away. Â âIt will all be okay. Â No matter what you decide, it will all be okay. Â And no matter what you decide, Iâm here. Â Nobodyâs replacing you as my sister. Â So get ready for some completely inappropriate Christmas presents this year.â
Marinette smiled absently at his joke, her eyes never meeting his. Â âThanks, Jason.â Â She leaned against the door after she closed it behind him and slid down it, staring blankly at nothing. Â The room felt colder than it was before, but she couldnât manage to care enough to get up and get a blanket. Â She thought there might have been ambient noise going on around her but none of it registered. Â Nothing registered. Â Not the numbing sensation that was rapidly overtaking her body from her fingers and toes up to her head until she stopped feeling anything. Â Not even the point she was staring at. Â She didnât know how long she stared at the nothingness before black overtook her vision and she passed out.
Chapter 8
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long lines and cold nights
âSakamoto-san!â the voice of a gruff middle-aged man a few spots behind Akira yells out. Akiraâs smile splits even wider, knowing what will happen next. âIs that the Akira you keep telling us about?â
âââ
Akira visits Ryuji at work and witnesses how he interacts with his customers.
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Akira didnât think that bread would be so popular during Christmas.
Itâs evening, and every store in Tokyo seemed to be flashing with multicolored fairy lights. The roads have long since turned the snow to slush, but the sidewalk still had white flurries piled high on top of each other. No matter where anyone looks, there are shoppers lugging around gift bags and wearing thick mittens, all eager to hide away from the freezing temperatures and numbing fingers. Despite the hustle, thereâs a collective attitude from everyone present that exudes a certain liveliness thatâs only ever present during the holiday season.
Heâs next in line to get into the bakery, a thick, bright-red scarf wrapped tight around his neck and hands clutching a heavy paper bag. The scent of baked goods wafts from where heâs standing, and it makes him salivate just a little. Akiraâs been standing here for half an hour now, the line moving at a horrifically sluggish pace that would get employees crucified during the holiday shopping rush. Yet, for some reason, the line doesnât ever seem to get impatient.
The bakery exudes warm lighting through its glass windows, and Akira glances inside. It hasnât changed much since he came in here last, but now itâs slathered with pine-colored wreaths and garlands, all twisted with bright-red ribbons and over-the-top bows that would have been ridiculous had he not known who put them up in the first place. Now, itâs just endearing.
An old woman hobbles to the glass door from the inside, hands full with bags of brioche, and just as Akira is about to open the door for her, it swings openâ
âOh! So kind of you, Sakamoto-kun!â
âDonât worry about it, maâam. Iâm sure neither of us can take the heartbreak if that bread of yours hits the concrete, huh?â
They both share a genuine laugh, and Ryuji holds the door open as the woman shuffles away, still smiling. Instrumental Christmas music is playing from inside, and with it comes a burst of heat thatâs packaged with every bakery during the wintertime.
Akira presses his lips together. âDoes that mean I can come in now?â
Ryuji blinks, before his head jerks towards him, eyes wide. âAkira!â
This is probably his second favorite part of visiting Ryuji when he works; with a white button-up and khakis topped off with a red apron, he looks incredibly endearing in a way that Akira canât begin to describe. Itâs only ever improved during December, when he chooses to wear reindeer antlers for a more festive look. (His words. Apparently, the regulars love it.)
âRyuji.â He canât hold it back anymoreâa smile splits wide across his face. âLooking good.â
âLooking hot you mean,â he gives Akira a slow spin. âBet youâve never seen anyone rock an apron this hard.â
He meant it as a joke, but it still rings true. Both of them are older now. A little taller, a little broader than they were in high school, but thereâs something in the way that Ryujiâs changed that makes people flock to him. His hair is still bleached blond (thereâs no getting rid of that one), but he has an undercut that shows his natural hair underneath, and he has bright red studs on both earlobes that have the tendency to catch light when heâs at the right angle.
When he smiles, itâs bigger than it was. When he laughs, it fills in every empty crevice in the room. When he speaks, itâs with a little more confidence.
But despite everything that had changed, when his eyes meet Akiraâs, itâs still the loveliest feeling in the world.
âNope,â he answers honestly, despite seeing him in that apron dozens of times before. âAnd Iâll never get tired of it.â
âSakamoto-san!â the voice of a gruff middle-aged man a few spots behind Akira yells out. Akiraâs smile splits even wider, knowing what will happen next. âIs that the Akira you keep telling us about?â
âWait, the Kurusu Akira?â Someone else pipes inâa girl in her early twenties. âHuh, youâre right! Heâs just as good-looking as you said he was.â
âThank you for your kind words,â Akira replies, but his eyes are trained on the boy in front of him, refusing to look embarrassed. âThatâs really nice of you to say.â
âAw, and he seems like such a sweetheart, too. Howâs the cafe doing? Heard you got promoted to assistant manager there recently. Good on you!â
He gives Ryuji an amused look. âIs there anything you havenât told them about me?â
âWhen have I ever learned to shut up when it came to you?â he shrugs. âPretty sure even the bookstore next door knows about your promotion too, by now.â
âKurusu-kun, congrats on finishing your essay! Foreign policy is a tough thing to write on, you know.â
âOh Kurusu-san, youâre absolutely going to adore what Sakamoto-chan got you for Christmas! He worked so hard on it, youâre going to love it to shreds.â
âHold on, I thought you worked Thursday nights, Kurusu-kun. What are you doing here?â
It seems that even Ryuji has a breaking pointâhis face has grown scarlet, and his eyes are flittering away. Itâs mind-numbingly charming. When Akira responds, his small smile has worked up to become a full-on grin. âI just got off work, actually.â
âGuys,â Ryuji groans loudly and leans over to give the long line a stern look. âWe canât keep doing this every time Akira comes over, itâs getting embarrassing.â Laughter rumbles through the lineup, warm and familiar and not a hint of maliciousness to be heard.
He clears his throat, but his soft voice does little to carry over the bustle of the cityâs shoppers during their prime. âSorry, I just wanted to drop something off for him. I didnât mean to hold up the line or anythingââ
âDear,â an aging woman cuts him off. âTrust me when I say that we love seeing Sakamoto-san here be happy. After everything heâs done for us, this must be the least that we can do.â
âYeah! Heâs always giving us scones when thereâs too manyââ
ââand croissantsâ!â
ââonce, he gave me a danish for freeââ
Ryuji shushes them, panicked. âQuit yelling it out like that, or I might get fired.â
âAs if weâd let that happen to you!â someone snorts, and thereâs a chorus of agreements that ripple from the crowd.
Belatedly, Akira realizes that his cheeks are starting to hurt, but this wouldnât be the first time this happened. Or the second. Or the tenth.
This is his favorite part about visiting him at workâto see him at work, to see him play the role of working in customer service.
But it never feels like that. When Ryujiâs speaking to customers, it doesnât matter what theyâre buying or how busy they are; he gets to know them. He could give less of a damn about the product they sell; itâs less about the selling, and more about reaching out to them and to make sure that theyâre doing alright. He takes the time to talk to them, to learn their names and their preferences and who they are.
It just so happens that they also get to know him in return.
âI should go,â Akira mummers. âYouâll never get through this line if I keep distracting you like this.â
He rolls his eyes. âSure, blame me and not the actual gang of people bullying a poor bakery sales associate.â
âThey love you, Sakamoto-san,â he teases.
âOh, shut up.â
âI just wanted to drop by to say hi, and alsoââ Akira holds up the still-warm bag in his hand. âTo drop off some ramen, in case you got sick of eating bread during your break.â
Ryujiâs eyes are sparkling. Quickly glancing inside the bakery to make sure his manager isnât watching, he pecks his cheek. He smells like sugar glaze and warmth.
âI love you,â he whispers, ignoring the small cheer behind them like some sort of romcom.
âAnd I love you. Go kick some ass, and Iâll pick you up at 8:30, okay?â
âYes, sir,â Ryuji salutes, taking the weight off his hands, before turning to the person behind Akira. âSaito-san, welcome back! Two loaves of the Country Grain, right?â
Akira moves out of the way to finally let the line flow, touching Ryujiâs shoulder as he passes by. He takes one last look behind him and feels a pang of sympathy.
Heâs been here enough times, has eaten enough of this bakeryâs products to know that there really isnât anything special about it. The food is fine; the scones are good, but heâs had better. Sometimes the flour loaf is tasty, but itâs hit or miss. The danishes are sweet and fluffy, but itâs guaranteed to be sold out by the time it hits noon.
Itâs a mediocre bakery in the middle of Tokyo. You could find five more just like it down the street, and three better ones if youâre willing to take the bus. But, for some reason, there are also very few bakeries with this long of a line-up during the busiest time of the year.
Akira was the first person to line up for Sakamoto Ryujiâs attention all those years ago and itâs ridiculous that itâs taken this long for more people to start doing the same thing.
#mine#fic tag#persona 5#akiryu#pegoryu#remember when i said i was gonna write a bakery au?#anyway this is my last fic for the year and ill probably make an emotional post later#ryuji sakamoto#akira kurusu#happy holidays!
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Chapter V : Inopportune moment
This moodboard is just wow. Thank you so much @flowers-in-your-hayrâ, you are such a talent!!
a/n: After a lot of smut and a bit BDSM from the last chapter, I wanted a little more drama and fluff. This chapter was the result. I hope you like it, like I do. Sorry for mistakes, English is not my first language.Â
Pairing: ALEX x Reader X MARCO
Word: 2758
Spotify: Kiana Ledé & Jacquees - Only Fan
Warning: more fluff than the other chapters and always a bit of smut, +18
Chapter I Â Â Â Chapter II Â Â Â Chapter III Â Â Â Chapter IV Â Â Â Â
Summary:Â Something is bothering you, but you don't know how to address it. Your relationship is being tested, maybe unfounded?!
You've been working a lot lately. Also had a lot of night shifts, so you didn't see the guys very often. During the day you always slept and in the evening before work you attended the Danish course. Your Danish was pretty good by now. Nevertheless, Alex and Marco were still joking about your pronunciation, which wasn't very good.
"When are you coming to the pub tonight? You know we're all going.ââ asked Marco. You had to work in the evening, so you planned to go after that.
ââWithout overtime I should be there at 11pm.ââ You ran through the apartment and quickly put on your shoes. You were a little late and had to hurry. Marco packed the prepared food for you and and gave you a little kiss.
âThank you, baby. See you Alex, byeeââ. You called stressed and closed the door behind you.Â
âShe's so cute when she's in a hurryââ commented Alex.
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After work you took a detour and stopped at home to freshen up before going to the pub. You walked into the pub and it already smelled strongly of beer and a few were already slightly drunk. You took off your coat and looked out for your boys. In one corner you recognized Marco between the flashing lights, who was playing beer pong with Jordan. You already knew most of their friends, but they didn't know that you also had a relationship with Marco. You pushed yourself through the crowd until you got to him and covered his eyes with your cold hands. Marco had his back to you, so he couldnât see you
"Hey baby, how's the party going?" You said in an erotic tone. He turned around and hugged you tightly.
âHey baby, I thought you'd never come. Should I get you a Martini or do you want a beer too?â He didn't want to let go of you anymore and was still holding you by the waist. It was always very hard for him not to kiss you.
âI'll have your beer. We always share everything, don't we? '' You winked at him.
"You look so sexy tonight baby; dark blue looks great on you. I actually have a couple of kisses; I want to give you after the party.ââ Jordan came back from the bar bringing more beer, so that Marco couldn't answer.
"Hey Jordan, how are you? Haven't seen you in a long time.'' He was so drunk that he stepped on your feet when he greeted you.
"Where's Alex actually?" You asked curiously.
"He's over there," Jordan pointed to a corner. You saw Alicia, Clara and Georgia dancing around him.
"Marco, what the hell is Clara doing here?" You looked at him angrily.
"She's the best friend of Georgia, what am I supposed to do?" You were really pissed off because he didn't tell you everything about her, but you couldn't show it openly. Out of frustration you tore his beer out of your hand and drank it all at once.
âDamn, this girl is tougher than you Marco. I would like Georgia to be like that too.'' Jordan chuckled.
After a while, Alex noticed that you were in the pub too. He moved away from Alicia and came towards you with a smile on his face.
âElskede, where have you been for so long?â He kissed you, but you didn't return the kiss.
âI missed you so much. I worry every time you're in this big hospital. You should stop working there. You don't even have to go to work. We can take care of you.''
You put your hands on his cheeks and smiled at him. âAleex, whatâs the matter with you, suddenly so worried. I like my work and our team is great, you know it. So do not worry.'' His reaction surprised you. He never had any problems with your work. He even found it attractive to have a nurse as a girlfriend.
âDo you feel good? Don't you want to sit down? Should I get you something to drink?'' You denied, because you recently drank Marco's beer.
âWhat are you drinking there? Beer? You shouldn't drink beer! '' He took the empty glass out of your hand and put it on the counter.
"Can I get a juice please?" He ordered from the bartender.
"Alex, what's wrong with you? What are you doing? I don't want any juice, let that be '' He pressed the orange juice into your hand.
"Take this, this is healthier". You put the juice back on the counter and were annoyed by his behavior.
,,What has come over you, Alex? I was so happy to see you, and you act so childish.ââ He just said something, but you didn't want to hear anymore. You turned back to Marco and tapped him on the shoulder.
"Marco, can we go somewhere else please, Alex is going crazy." You rolled your eyes and hoped he would go with you.
,,Sureââ He said goodbye to Jordan, put the coat over your shoulders and opened the door for you.
"Is everything ok baby?" He put his arm around you and you walked down the street. You just nodded.
âI know where we could go. Do you remember Mermaid's pub? It's near here.ââ You looked at him and waited for his reaction.
âI should have spoken to you first instead of Alex. I still regret it today.'âÂ
You didn't know what to say, so you kept quiet. You knew he had feelings for you, but you didn't expect him to be so open about it. You have never spoken directly about your feelings or your relationship. It was never clearly defined who is with whom. Nobody complained about the situation, so you left it that way.
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As always, it was full of people. Marco took you by the hand so as not to lose you
and pulled you through the crowd. He is taller than you, so you couldn't see where he was going. Finally, you found one free bar stool.
,, The seat is for you, you can sit down.â You were so happy about the seat, your feet were already aching from your high heels. He ordered a beer and a Martini for you.
âI don't know what's wrong with him either. But let's forget about that now. Let's enjoy the time together.'' Â Commented Marco after you told him what happened.
Marco stood next to you and had his hand on your thigh and was stroking you. He kissed you on the cheek near your lips. You closed your eyes and felt how he hid your hair back with his nose. "You're so beautiful." He said in a hushed tone while his hand squeezed your inner thigh.You held you onto his arm and tugged at him, so that he couldn't go away.
,, What do you think if we stay the night away today? We could go to the hotel where I stayed with Janina last time. I don't feel like going home. ''
Out of the corner of your eye, you could see he was smiling. He put his hands on your hips drawing you closer.
"I would even kidnap you and go very far away, where only the two of us exist ". He couldn't take it anymore and kissed you passionately. Â Marco gave you his hand and helped you get up from the chair. There weren't that many people in the pub anymore, so you could easily walk out. He held you by the waist and followed you.
Your feet hurt so much that the short walk to the hotel seemed like an eternity. You stopped, leaned against a cold wall and took off your high heels; the party was over anyway.
"Baby are you serious? It's so cold and you want to walk barefoot."
"My feet hurt so much; I hardly feel them anymore."
,,Iâll carry you''. Marco held one hand on your upper body and the other on the back of your knee and picked you up.
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Marco took the most beautiful room of the whole hotel and it was breathtaking. The large bed was covered by many fluffy pillows, just as you liked. In the middle was a bouquet of aquamarine colored flowers.
"They're at least as beautiful as you baby" you blushed.
"Thank you" you mumble and smell the flowers. You were so ashamed that you didn't dare look him in the eyes.
The bathroom was huge and had a rain shower. You took off your gray velvet dress and put it on the sink, your underwear lay on the floor. You did not pay attention to what Marco was doing or thinking.
The thin, gentle jets of water slowly wet your skin. Your lipstick was washed away by the warm water. Your wet hair defined the contours of your face. It sensitized your senses. You closed your eyes and heard the water running down your body.
"Are you ok baby?" Murmured Marco and embraced you.
You turned around and kissed him without saying anything. His lips were made for kissing. You felt a deep love. You didn't miss anything and could let yourself go completely. His kisses and touches made you feel like a feather. His tongue slid over your neck, down over your breasts. He caressed your curves symmetrically with both hands. He wasn't pushy at all and made sure you liked it too. You lifted your leg up and then the other so that you wrapped them around his hips.He propped you up against the shower wall. You pushed him closer to you, because you wanted to feel his cock deeper. He moaned lightly in your mouth. Marco gave you the time and you felt your slowgasm coming closer. A wave of heat flowed all over your body, causing your nails to sink into his skin and bite into his lip. He twitched slightly. It was an uncontrollable urge, you just had to do it.
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It was morning and Marco woke you up. You lay on your side and he gently stroked your shoulder. "Hey baby, they brought breakfast."
You were so tired that you couldn't give a clear answer. He took your hair off your face and caressed your cheek.
"Baby! Look at your back, what have I done to you!" You were scared, ran to the mirror and saw a lot of bruises.
"It's not that bad, nobody can't see it." You giggled. The serving trolley was standing right next to you and smelled wonderfully. You grabbed the serving tray and took it back to bed.
Do you love me baby? " you asked with coffee in hand.
"Yes of course".
âAnd will you always stay with me? "
,,Yes of course." Â He replied confidently.
"No matter what happens?"
"No matter what!"
,,Are you sure?"
âI'm absolutely sure. You are the first woman I feel loved by. You won't get rid of me, don't be afraid "
,,I have to tell you something..." He dropped the bread and looked at you.
"Tell me!" He realized it was something serious and got nervous. You played with the coffee spoon and didn't have the courage to say it.
"I haven't got my period yet" You said the sentence very quickly and mumbling, but Marco understood it very clearly.
âWhat does that mean you haven't got your period yet? Are you pregnant?â He took your hand and looked at you.
"Hey baby talk to me!" He grabbed your chin. You saw his worried face and you started crying. He got up and took you in his arms.
" Let's sit down over there.â He held your hands.
,, So tell me everything from the beginning now. I won't leave you no matter what, I promise."
,, Iâm waiting for my period for five days. I made a pregnancy test two days ago and it was negative. But the period is still not here and that worries me so much. I don't know what to do nowâŠI have started a new job; I am in a foreign country and I don't even know who the father is. You both have your career too, and definitely no time for a babyâŠâ Tears ran down your cheeks while telling the story.
,,But you said that the test was negative, then it is negative. And above all you had a lot of night shifts. You just need a little more patience baby. But if you want, we can do another test together.â He gave you a kiss on the forehead hoping that it would make you feel better.
Your things were packed, and you were ready to go when your cell phone vibrated.
âElskede, where are you? Is Marco with you? please call me back!â That was one of 6 messages and 8 calls you had from Alex. You showed Marco the text messages.
âI told you, Alex is going completely crazyââ
"Let's go and do the things we wanted to do, then we'll go home, and I'll talk to him." He placed his hand your ass cheek and led you out of the room.Â
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You didn't want to see the result first, so you gave it to Marco straight away. You were so tense that you could feel your heart beating in your throat.
You finished getting dressed again when he called: "Baby, it's negative." He knocked on the bathroom door. You were speechless and did not know whether you heard him correctly.
"Baby do you hear me? It's negative. I said it'll be all right. ''Â
You came out and were relieved "I want to go shopping now."
"Although a baby would have made me happy.ââ chuckled Marco. You punched him in the chest.
,,Marco, shut up'' you giggled. Â "I need new high heels. Letâs go!"
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In the afternoon you arrived at home and opened the door. Alex ran to you.
"Where have you been?" He kissed you and hugged you, but you weren't that emotional as he'd hoped.
"We went to another pub, slept in a hotel and Marco bought me new high heels."
"I said you shouldn't drink alcohol." You immediately got mad again.
âAre you starting again with that drama? Really?! You're annoying me!''
You went to your room. But you couldn't close the door, because he placed his foot in the door gap. "Come here we have to talk."He said briskly.
"No, we don't! Go away Alex!"
"Hey Alex, stop, leave her alone." You heard Marco trying to calm Alex down. They discussed in Danish and the situation did not seem to ease.
,, Y / N, I know you are pregnant. I found an empty pack from a pregnancy test in the trash can.'' He yelled and knocked at your door.
"No, she isnât" Marco replied totally relaxed and has to pull him away.
"You cannot know it Marco, so let me talk to her." He insisted.
,, I know it, believe me, she is not pregnant,⊠'' Marco wanted to continue but you came out of your room. You wanted to explain yourself. Alex looked very desperate. His elbows resting on the table and his hands were clenched in front of his face. You sat down next to him and took his hand.
âHey! I'm not pregnant, I did two tests because I haven't got my period yet. The pack you found was the first test and I did the second test today with Marco and both were negative. So, you can calm down! '' You noticed how his mood relaxed and looked at you confused.
,, Is that why you were so anxious about me?ââ
,, Elskede, I'm so sorry, I just ... ''
,,I wanted to tell you, but you became so intrusive and I felt so patronized.ââ He showed remorse and knew exactly that he had exaggerated.
"Do you accept my apology?" He felt ashamed. You looked straight into his deep blue eyes .
"Yes I do. You have to trust me more. I wouldâve told you, but it was an inopportune moment. ââ You kissed him and everything was forgotten again.
Chapter VII: Â Blurry truth
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Because Two People Got Drunk: 20
Series Masterlist
Chapter 20
A/N: I went and made some small changes and didnât hit the spell check button, so sorry! Italics are your thoughts
Summary: The season has ended and you both have some friends visit before you head to Denmark for a few weeks.
Warnings: Swearing, smut, oral (male and female) masturbation
Word Count: 4500
June 12, 2023
You stand in the laundry room folding clothes when you hear voices in the living room. You walk out to greet them.
âHey (Y/N)â you hear Mitch and Auston say as you walk over to hug them.
The playoffs have ended for both teams, and Fred invited his old teammates down for a few days before summer kicks off.
âWow youâre so big" Auston says as Oliver comes running over to greet them.
âYeah well look at his dad, I had no doubt he would be tall" you joke. After hanging out for a few minutes you wander to finish the laundry you started leaving the boys to catch up. As you fold and put away the laundry you hear parts of the conversation, but youâre trying not to eavesdrop.
âYeah, I donât really know when we got together. Some time around new years, maybe a little later." a smile comes across your face as you can hear Fredâs excitement.
âWe had a bump or two. But everything is really good nowâ
âShe moved back in a few weeks ago"
âWhere do you see things going?
You keep working away at the laundry when hear the boys laughing and talking to Oliver. Thinking itâs safe and you wonât interrupt any conversations about you, you join the boys in the living room. You see all boys on their hands and knees, playing mini sticks.
âNow that an adult is here Iâm going to get changedâ Fred says kissing your head.
âDude Iâm an adult!â Mitch exclaims, Fred throws his head back laughing as he leaves the room. âSo how are you (Y/N/N)?â
âThings are good, sometimes a little crazy with an 18 month old but good.â
âHow has it been since coming back here?â Auston asks.
âItâs been really good. I think itâs been really good for him tooâ you say nodding to Oliver. âHe would get super upset when he would have to leave one of us, when he would come back to my place he wouldnât leave my side for almost an entire day. I was actually getting worried about how he would be as he got older. But now we are both around all the time he is better, not such a momma's boy" you joke.
âThatâs good; donât want all the other babies making fun of you for being a mommaâs boyâ Auston says tickling Oliver.
âSays the biggest mommaâs boy ever" Fred says returning to the living room causing everyone to laugh. âReady guys?â
Fred kisses Oliver goodbye before turning to you to place a kiss on your lips. The boys head out for a round of golf leaving you and Oliver alone. You head to the park, and enjoy the summer weather that is beginning in Pittsburgh.
A few nights later you are sitting on the balcony enjoying some drinks. Oliver is asleep in his crib, and Mitch left earlier in the day leaving you two and Auston who is planning to leave the following morning. Auston leaves to get another drink; Fred pulls you onto his lap you can smell the whiskey on his breath.Â
Fred places a sloppy kiss on your lips, you pull back and smile at him.
âWhatâ he asks placing a strand of hair behind your ear.
âNothingâ you respond kissing his nose, noticing the redness in his cheeks. âYouâre a little drunk eh?â you tease.
Fred leans in and kisses you, ignoring your comment âI canât wait to show you how much you mean to me tonightâ he says stroking your hair. It sends shivers down your spine as wetness pools in your core. With the boys here you havenât had much time alone, and you havenât done anything with your time for fear of being heard.
âBabe Auston is here" you respond.Â
âPretty sure he knows we have sex dear.â Just as youâre about to respond you hear laughing behind you, as the screen door closes. âYeah kind of figured that out when you got pregnant (Y/N/N).âÂ
âSee nothing to worry about" Freddie chuckles in your ear.Â
âYeah he knows but he doesnât need to hear us" you laugh.Â
âYeah Iâd rather not, I -"Â
âHow else am I supposed to put another baby in you if we donât have sex babe?â Your eyes go wide at his words. You havenât had any discussions of a second baby, you just moved back in.
âAre you guys trying for a second baby?â Auston asks sitting down, handing Fred another drink.
âNo we are not!â you quickly exclaim. âI guess you could say we are practicing, all the fun but still using protection.â
âYeah but we could stop, you know pull the goalie and see what happensâ he chuckles at his own pun.
You roll your eyes. âI know what will happen Fred, it happened once before. He is 19 months, looks identical to you, has your gorgeous brown eyes and red hair"Â you say running your hands through his hair.
âYeah and the next one will be a little girl with your (Y/H/C) hair, and your beautiful (Y/E/C) eyes, your smile just a mini version of you. Only thing sheâll take from me is my last nameâ he says kissing your neck.Â
âYou sure you want a daughter that looks like me around? There are boys who grow up to be like Auston?â you tease.Â
âHey!âÂ
You and Fred laugh. âSheâd be fine, if she is anything like you sheâll put boys like him in their place no problem.âÂ
âIâm literally right here guysâ Auston scoffs. You laugh again as you lean into Fredâs chest.Â
âJust get really drunk, worked last timeâ Auston jokes.
Fred laughs âI do get her drunk, she changed her birth control. Now it doesnât matter what happens she is always protected.â
âWell the last time I screwed up a baby came. I donât want another one until Iâm ready. Always imagined Iâd be married, have the same last name as my kids.â âI can go get ordained right now if youâd likeâ Auston quickly jokes.
âIâll put a ring on your finger one day babe donât you worry. I just think Ollie should be a big brother, heâd be the best big brotherâ Fred starts. âThere is such as gap with me and my siblings I donât want that for mine. And Iâm going to be 34, youâll be 33. Seems like we should get cracking if we want more babies.âÂ
You scoff âdid you just use my biological clock against me?â Â
The three of you sit outside and continue laughing and drinking. A little while later you all head in for the night, you walk into the bathroom and begin your night routine. You notice Fred is leaning in the doorway watching you wash your face.
You stick your ass out a little farther as you bend over to rinse water on your face. You head Fred grumble some swear words and quickly feel his hand on your hips. You stand up ignoring Fred and reach for the towel to dry your face, Fred leans down to your ear âI know what youâre doingâ we growls.
You make eye contact with him in the mirror âI have no idea what youâre talking aboutâ you respond hanging up the towel. He spins you around into his chest and smirks down at you. Without breaking eye contact he pulls his t-shirt off revealing his toned chest. You take a deep breath and swallow, trying to act unfazed by his actions.
Fred seeâs through you though and knows he has you practically falling over him. âIâm gonna showerâ he says dropping his shorts and boxers âwanna join me?âÂ
You giggle as you peel your shirt over your head following him in. When he closes the door he pulls you in for a deep kiss as your hand slides down to his hardening member and you begin stroking it. He moans into the kiss as his hand strokes over your folds.Â
You know that the shower will likely cover some of the sounds, but you only came inside 5 minutes ago. You donât know Auston that much, and would rather he not hear you having sex right now. You also know that Fred has been hard for the past couple days, and has been trying to find a moment to sneak away with you, but you have rejected his attempts. Not without some teasing first though.
Because of your teasing you know he is painfully hard, and if you let him he will fuck you hard into the tile wall. Before he has the opportunity to slide his large fingers in, and make you forget all logic to not doing that you drop to your knees.
You hear him mumble as you stare at his hard member. Thick and throbbing; white pre-cum leaking out the top.  You bring your tongue to his tip licking it off. You stare up at him through your lashes as you see him brace himself on the shower wall.Â
You lick a stripe up the underside of him, his head falls back. You pull your mouth off and suck on his pubic bone. You pepper kisses all around his cock before you finally return to him. You place a light kiss to the tip, before sliding him fully inside your mouth.
You begin to bob on his hard cock as he moans out. He grabs your hair and pulls it back from your face so he can better watch as you continue still looking up at him. His eyes close as Danish swear words fall from his mouth. You feel your arousal pooling in your core so you slide two fingers down to your folds. You slide them across your heat gathering up your juices before slipping them in as you moan around his cock. You start thrusting inside yourself as you swirl around his dick, him hitting the back of your throat.Â
You reach around to his ass giving it a light squeeze as he chuckles, then you lightly push him forward. He takes the hint and begins to slowly fuck into your mouth, hitting your tonsils.
You increase the speed of your fingers, but you know it will be a while before you reach your orgasm. Your two fingers pale in comparison to Fredâs. His large hands have actually made it difficult for you to masturbate as you just canât get the same stretch of the walls.
You decide to slide a third finger in. As you slide it in, Fred snaps his hips forward causing you to gag slightly. Spit is dribbling down your chin as you continue pumping your fingers in and out.
The third finger was just what you needed; you feel your orgasm slowly approaching as Fred grips tightly on your hair, indicating he is almost done. You bring your thumb up to rub your clit, moaning loudly around him.Â
Your moan causes Freddie to look down  past your face âbabeâŠare you -" he can barely form words.Â
âHmmâ you hum around his dick as he continues to fuck into your mouth.
âFuck hell babe, you close?â âMhmâ you hum in response as you take your hand from his ass and bring it to massage his balls. You feel his warm cum hit the back of your throat as your orgasm washes over you. You moan loudly around his dick as you keep your fingers inside you. Â
You pump your fingers, drawing out your high as Fredâs hips slow. You lick the remaining cum from him  and pull your fingers out of you.
âFuck your something elseâ he says pulling you to your feet to wash your hair. Â
When you crawl into bed you should be tired from the drinking and your shower activities. But you canât turn your brain off.Â
Another kid?Â
Was he just drunk? He doesnât normally drink that much whiskey, and the last time you saw him, it lead to Oliver. So many his judgment was clouded.
But it seemed like he had given it some thought before tonight.
You hadnât really thought much of it, yeah you had known each other for over two years, had a kid together. But really you only had been together for 5 months or so, maybe even less. If you went from the time you gave him a key then it was only 4 months.
Itâs hard to pinpoint the day. Crazy to think of kids after that short of a time. In any other relationship you would run if someone mentioned having kids that soon. But this wasnât any normal relationship, you already had a kid together.
You lie awake for a few hours, you listen to Fredâs soft snores as they fill the room. Normally listening to his breathing will calm your anxiety, but right now nothing will. You think a run could help, but at this time of night you know itâs a bad idea.
You stare at the ceiling, lost in your thoughts. You donât know when, but eventually you manage to doze off.
June 22, 2023
You are waiting at the airport when you hear â(Y/N/N)!â Â You look up to see Allie and Carlee running towards you.
âYou didnât bring Oliver?â Allie questions wrapping you in a hug first.
âNo he is at home napping, figured it would be easier without him to get lunch.â
The women protest slightly because they want to see Oliver first but eventually agree. You help them load their bags before pulling out of the parking garage. You pull up to a restaurant overlooking the beach, you are currently in Los Angeles.
âYeah we got here a little under a week ago. We came for the US open which was on Fatherâs day weekend. We decided to stay a little bit before we head to Denmark next week.â
âSo how is the little guy doing?â
âOh he is great, excited to see you guys. He runs full speed all the time, tries to climb everything, he is talking pretty good now too. Pretty smart boyâ you say smiling.
âThatâs crazy, how has Freddie been?â Allie asks.
âOh he is amazing, but he always has been a terrific dad. He is always playing with him, he canât wait to get him in some hockey skates soonâ you chuckle.
âBut how are things with him?â Like with you two?â Carlee questions.
âThey are great. Weâve been together a few months now and itâs been amazing. We have a great relationship; it doesnât feel like weâve been together for like four months.â
âWell yeah thatâs because itâs been more than 4 months, you had almost 2 years before thatâ Carlee replies.
âNo we havenât been. We werenât like together that whole timeâ you respond.
âYou werenât dating then, but you hooked up all the time. And I know that you didnât sleep with anyone else for that entire timeâ Carlee responds.
âOr for a bit before that, itâs been almost 3 years since you slept with someone elseâ Allie adds.
âExactly. Itâs not a 4 month relationship; itâs so much more than that. You just need to realize that.â
You take a sip from your drink staring at them.
âWhat arenât you saying?â Carlee asks. âIâve known you for 29 years; I know when you are keeping something from me.â
You sigh and sit up straight in your chair. âLast week before we came here we had Auston and Mitch down to visit in Pittsburgh. Well the last night we were all hanging around drinking and Fred mentioned wanting another kid.â
The girls stare at each other before Allie speaks up. âI know you think itâs only been 4 months, but it has been so much more (Y/N/N/). When you were pregnant and told us you were going to Denmark to meet his family I knew then, that you would end up with him. I thought it would happen sooner, but you just needed to get out of your head. Whether you want to admit it or not you have basically been together 2 years. At 2 years it wouldnât be crazy to be thinking about marriage and babies.â
âBut we already have a babyâ you reply. âI donât want to have one just because itâs been 2 years, or so that Oliver can be close in age to his siblings.â
âYou honestly think thatâs why he wants to have a baby with you?â Carlee asks. âHe wants another baby with you because he is ridiculously in love with you. He loves seeing you as a mother, and he wants your love and family to grow.â
âWeâre not trying to convince you have another babyâ Allie says lightly. âWe just want to help you understand his logic and reasoning.â âWe also donât want you to run away againâ Carlee jokes causing you to laugh.
âWell Iâm not going anywhere, I want this and I want him. But there is still so much to figure out. His family doesnât really know me, and I donât think they like me all that much. His mom added me on Instagram, but I think that was just to see Oliver since Fred doesnât post a lot. And my grandparents are less than understanding about the situation.â
âJohn and Debbie can fuck offâ Carlee replies causing you to chuckle. âThey need to recognize its 2023, and families arenât traditional anymore. You worried about going to Denmark?â
âYeah. Fred repaired his relationship with his family. I havenât had much of an opportunity to do that. He also invited my grandparents for a couple days which will be greatâ you mumble. âHis parents came down for some of the playoff games, but it was when I was dealing with the movers so I didnât get to spend much time with them. Fred didnât want the distraction either so he put them in a hotel. Now that we are actually together I hope his dad accepts me.â
The next 3 days with your girlfriends goes by well. Fred was always the DD so you could enjoy time with your friends. But also so he could get them drunk so they would tell him stories from nights youâll never outlive.
âCanât believe you got arrested" Fred says kissing your collarbone while you brush your teeth one night.
âThey released me an hour later and never charged me so it didnât really countâ you say staring at him in the mirror.
âStill, itâs hotâ he mumbles âYou in the back of a cop car. HandcuffsâŠâhe says trailing his finger down your spine. You lean forward to spit out your toothpaste when your ass grinds against his very hard dick.
He groans, slipping a hand in your shorts sliding his fingers toward your core. Youâre eyes go wide âFred they will hear" you whisper. When planning the trip you thought it would be better to get a house rental because you would be there for over 2 weeks. Since your friends are down the hall, one of them sharing a wall with your bed you havenât had sex, making you regret that choice.
âYou just have to be quiet" he whispers, his hand dancing around your clit.
âIâve had too many drinks for thatâ you giggle. âIâm going to shower before bed.â You say walking away to turn on the water.
âSounds like a good ideaâ Fred smirks. He pulls his shirt and pants off, leaving him completely naked. He attaches his mouth to your spot below your ear.
âWe canât Fredâ you whisper.
He smirks at you before peels your clothes from you and pushes you into the shower.
When he closes the door he pulls you in for a deep kiss as his fingers slide down to your folds. They gently play with your entrance and you immediately forget all reasons to not do this. Your hand slides down his chest to his hardened member, you begin stroking it.
He slips two fingers inside you and begins pumping them, your rock your hips setting a pace.
âYeah use my hand babe. Fuck my fingers skatâ he whispers in your ear. His mouth slides down to your sweet spot and begins to lightly suck on you as you continue rocking into him.
âFredâ you groan, your head falling back.
âHmmâ he says still sucking on your neck. His slips a third finger inside you âthis what you want?â he asks gently nips your shoulder.
âFuckâ you mumble. His fingers pull out of you and you bring your eyes to his, a devlish smirk is on his face as he falls to his knees. He brings one of your legs over his shoulder as his mouth clamps on your clit, his lips warm and hot. His tongue parts your folds, he slides his tongue inside you. He begins to lick up your walls as your back is pressed against the cool tile wall.
His tongue swirls around inside of you, painting swirls on your clit as you gently grab his hair. He pushes his tongue fully inside you, beard scraping your legs and his nose is pressed hard into your clit. His tongue continues to do work on you as you moan. His ridged tongue continues to nudge your clit over and over again as you softly pant his name.
You feel the orgasm slowly building inside you, your hand tightens its grip on his hair causing Fredâs tongue to pick up its pace. He is licking up inside you, curling his tongue hitting your sweet spot. He brings his arm over your leg and begins pressing his thumb into your clit.
Your orgasm come crashing over you and Fredâs tongue doesnât stop until you do. Your gripping his hair so tightly you think you might pull some out. Your eyes roll back into your head as Fred continues working you through your high. Eventually he pulls his face back and looks up to you, you losen your grip on his hair and he lets your leg down.
Your legs are weak as you place a hand on the wall to steady yourself, Fred chuckles standing up to support you. His face is now in the stream of the shower and has washed the remaining juices from his beard. Your head falls onto his chest as he runs a hand through your wet hair.
You stand there for a moment, catching your breath and allowing your legs times to stabilize. Just as you have regained strength he picks you up and pushes you against the cool tile wall before sliding into you. He kisses you to muffle your sounds as you wrap your legs around him moving in unison before climaxing together.
Today is your girlfriends last day with flights leaving around 6pm that night. You wake up at 6:30 that morning and realize Fredâs side is cold and empty, you wander into the kitchen and the lights are off, Fredâs car is still parked in the driveway. You make coffee and check your phone and donât see a message from him. You are sitting on the couch when you hear the door open and Freddie enters in his workout gear, sweat dripping down him.
âI thought Iâd be back before you woke upâ he explains. âI wanted to get a run in before everyone woke upâ he explains bending down to kiss you.
âYou need to shower babeâ you joke pulling away from him. He leans forward wrapping his arms around you pinning you to the couch as he kisses you. âBabe youâre grossâ you joke as you feel his sweaty arms tightly wrap around you. He picks you up âI think you need a shower tooâ he says.
âI believe I had one last nightâ you grin at him as you wrap your legs around him as he leads you to the room.
He pulls you tight to his chest âweird you have sweat on you  nowâ he says smirking.
After your shower Fred gets dressed as you stay behind to blow dry your hair. You look at the clock itâs almost 8am now and Oliver is likely awake. You head to the living room and see him on Allieâs lap as she reads to him. Ollie seeâs you and his face lights up âOh, is mommy done having fun with daddy?â she quips as your cheeks go red.
âWe were thinking heading to the beach for lunchâ Fred says saving you from your friendâs embarrassment.
âSounds like a great ideaâ you respond as your friends exchange glances on the couch.
You pack everything and dress Oliver in his bathing suit with a t-shirt and a bucket hat. You settle down on the blankets and set up the umbrella and chairs before pulling your dress over your head leaving you standing in your red bikini. It is a string bikini that hugs your curves and hangs low on your hips. The fabric covering your chest is tight, showing off your breasts.
âJesusâ Fred says lightly with a huge smile on his face. Your friends hear and look up.
âHow do you look that good? You donât look like you had a baby, everâ Carlee scoffs.
âI think dating an athlete helpsâ you respond.
Fred shakes his head âNo, this is all you.â His eyes still havenât left you.
âWell chasing this guy helps" you say kissing Oliver before rubbing sunscreen on him.
You sit on the beach making sandcastles and playing with Oliver throughout the day. Oliver is sitting in the sand, âI think he is bringing half the beach back with himâ you joke resting your head on Fredâs shoulder. He looks over to see your friends have wandered to the bathroom, leaving you alone. He uses a finger to tilt your head up to his and he places a soft kiss on your lips you move to deepen it when you hear Oliver laughing to himself.
âIâm going to take him to the water, try and rinse some of the sand off before putting him in the carâ Fred says kissing your forehead. You sit up, removing your head from his shoulder as he grabs Oliver and runs with him to the water.
When they get to the water Fred sets him down, and walks in with him. He is a little scared of the waves at first but quickly gets over his fear. Fred continues to play with him, splashing him, and pretending to fall over when Oliver tackles him in the water.
You sit on the beach watching the interaction unfold as Fred keeps playing with him in the shallow water. A huge smile is on Fredâs face, while Oliverâs laughter fills the air.
âOh my god thatâs the cutest thing Iâve ever seen. How do you not want another kid with him?â Allie questions sitting down beside you.
âIf you donât want to Iâll do itâ Carlee jokes.
Sitting there you canât stop smiling, seeing Fred as a dad is the greatest thing youâve ever experienced. And you do want more kids with him, just a bit more in the future. You snap a few pictures of them, capturing the large smiles on both their faces before posting them on Instagram with the caption My boys <3.
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day 7: coffee shops
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[a/n: uhm this one is a bit long...I am in LOVE with my sweet baby boy ushiwakađ„ș so yeah, enjoy a late day 7! -yours truly, bunnyy]
Regret.
Thatâs all that buzzed in his mind...well that and caffeine.
âOh? Youâre still awake? I thought you had an early lecture in-â Tendou pulled his phone from his pocket to check the time. âLike three hours.â
âI still have a 6am class but I had two large uhm cold brew coffees today...well yesterday?â Ushijima confessed, rubbing the back of his neck in embarrassment as Tendou stared at him in mild amusement.
âBut you donât drink coffee.â He said matter of factly.
âNow I do. Twice a day apparently.â
Tendou was in disbelief as he changed into some sweats and jumped onto his bed. âAnd why the sudden need for so much caffeine Ushiwaka?â He knew for a fact that THE Ushijima Wakatoshi didnât need coffee for energy. He was the healthiest man, like ever. There had to be some other reason.
âJust wanted to try it out.â The big man blushed as he settled back against his pillows.
âOh yeah?â Tendou snickered. âAnd howâs that going for you.â
âGreat.â
âIâm glad to hear that but Iâm-â Tendou yawned dramatically. âIâm pooped, so Iâm going to bed. Sweet dreams Ushiwaka~â He sang before shutting off the lights. There was a point if Ushijima couldnât tell if the darkness he was seeing was the darkness of the room or the dark behind his eyes. What he did know was that the lights had come on way too quickly for his liking.
âWakey wakey Ushi! Itâs time for class~â
âWhyâre you awake so early?â He groaned, rubbing his eyes.
âI just thought we could stop by for some coffee.â There was mischief in his friendsâ eyes, mischief that he wasnât ready for so early in the morning.
So the two got ready and made their way over to the campus cafe. While they walked, Tenodu could tell that his friend was getting more and more nervous the closer they got to the establishment.
The bell on the door rang as someone walked in. A smile grew on your lips as you knew who it was, the only person that would walk in five minutes after opening.
âGood morning Toshi! The usual again?â You turned and were face to face with Wakatoshi and someone else. âOh good morning! Welcome to the campus cafe!â You smiled once more.
It wasnât until you had made eye contact with âToshiâ that the gears in Tendouâs head began to click, your eyes conveying more than just friendly customer service.
âYeah, Iâll take the usual (y/n).â At his confirmation, you put the order into the register then looked over expectantly at Tendou.
âOh Iâll just take a large iced americano and a croissant please, (y/n).â The way he basically purred your name caused a red tint to cover your cheeks.
âO-Okay.â The red head smirked as you put the order in and they watched the total go from $10.65 to $8.50. âThatâll be $8.50.â You sent Ushijima a sly wink before reaching out to grab his card that was held between his index and middle finger.
âThank you (y/n).â His rumbling deep voice always sent shivers down your spine. A blush blooming on your face once more as you sheepishly nodded and got to working on the drinks.
âSo, Toshi, they must really have a thing for you if youâre getting their employee discount.â Tendou teased, snickering in his seat as Ushijima sat across from him.
â(Y/n) is just very nice, thatâs all.â
âOh come on! You and I both know that was more than just friendly olâ customer service.â
Choosing to ignore his friend, Ushijima found his eyes drift over to you. The way you looked in your work uniform made his heart thump in his chest. Sure it was as simple as a school pullover and a purple apron and hat but you could be wearing a potato sack and heâd still find his heart trying to escape his ribcage. Your name pin scrawled in the handwriting that he had now grown accustomed to seeing. Youâd stick a post-it note on his cup with a nice note sometimes, or on the off chance that he ordered a pastry, youâd write on the little bag it came in.
âToshi! Your order is ready!â
Both guys stood up and made their way over to the counter. âIced Americano and croissant.â You handed the items to Tendou. âAnd one cold brew and a danish.â
Lightheartedly rolling his eyes, Ushijima grabbed both items as well. âYou didnât have to.â
âI know.â You smiled. âBut I also know that you wonât eat anything between now and 12 because you have practice after that and you need energy.â
âSo thatâs where he would disappear off to before practice.â Tendou thought as he sipped his coffee, watching the interaction happening in front of him.
âAnd are you going to stop by and watch like you said you would last time?â
âI get off at 1 and I have a class after that at 1:30.â
âPractice starts at 2 and ends at 5.â He added, olive colored eyes searching yours hopefully.
âOkay, then Iâll definitely stop by.â You grinned, bidding them a last goodbye before they left.
âSo this is why youâre drinking coffee now? Because youâre in love ~â Tendou wiggled his eyebrows.
âIâm not- well, I donât think I am. Iâm actually not sure.â
Thatâs where the conversation had ended as Tendou dropped him off at the business building and went off to sleep as much as he could before his own class started.
You found yourself getting more and more excited as the end of your shift approached. You couldnât even focus on your professorâs lecture, basically sprinting out of the building once he dismissed the class. You stopped by the cafe to get yourself some lunch and a âprotein boxâ before heading over to the gym where the volleyball team practices.
Standing at the entrance, you couldnât help but ogle at how good Toshi looked in his volleyball uniformâŠâdid his thighs always look this good?â
The suddenness of the shrill whistle jolted you from your drooling, and you watched as the team dispersed for a little break. You watched as the red-head this morning, as you now learned his name was Tendou, said something to Toshi and he had turned, a small smile gracing his lips as he caught sight of you.
He grabbed the hem of his shirt and brought it up to wipe the sweat from his face, inadvertently making you almost pass out since he flashed you his beautifully toned abs.
âHey (y/n), glad you could make it.â He sighed as he was now in front of you before he had gestured to the bag in your hand. âWhatâs that?â
âOh! Uhm itâs my lunch. I also brought y-you a snack and some water.â There was a small and slightly tense silence. âWould you like to eat with me?â
âIâd love to.â
Blushing, you followed him into the gym and over into the bleachers. Sitting beside you and muttering a thank you as you handed him the protein box.
âHow was your day?â The gentleness and genuine interest in his voice made your heart swell.
He listened to every detail, no matter how small or mundane it was. He enjoyed the adorable facial expressions and hand movements you made as you recounted a particularly humorous customer interaction.
Tendou and the others sneakily watched. It was almost painful to see how clueless Ushijima really was about his feelings. Especially when you mentioned how talented he was at playing volleyball and he offered to teach you how to receive a ball. He apparently hadnât noticed your beet red face as he had your back pressed up against his chest and his arms around you as he fixed the placement of your arms.
You had stayed the rest of the hour and a half left of practice which made Ushijima nervous. He had a strange urge to impress you. Which usually wasnât very hard for him but you were very distracting.
You shivered a bit as the chilly air bit at your skin.
âOh, here you go. You must be freezing.â Before you could protest, he draped his team jacket over your shoulder. âWould you like me to accompany you to your dorm?â
Your brain was a little fuzzy with the fact that he had given you his jacket before you finally processed his question. âNo, no. Itâs okay. Itâs the opposite way.â
Tendou sighed dramatically from inside the gym. âJust do it already Ushiwaka! Tell them that- OW! WHAT THE HECK SEMI?!â
âW-What did you want to tell me Toshi?â You asked.
âThat Iâm in love with you.â Your breath hitched in your throat at his direct confession. âOr I think I am. Iâm not really sure. Itâs just-â you stood silently as he sorted through his words. âYou make me feel things Iâve never felt before. Tendou says that it means Iâm falling in love with you.â
âWell I hope Tendou was right because I think Iâm falling in love with you too Toshi...â
He reached forward and gently took your hands into his. âC-Can I kiss you?â
Smiling fondly at his sudden nervousness, you nodded. âYeah, you can.â
You leaned forward, eyes closing as you met his lips half way. Lips moving experimentally against yours before gaining enough courage to pull you closer to him and deepen the kiss but the both of you ended up bumping noses instead and smiling into the kiss.
âDoes this mean youâll stop torturing yourself all the time?â Tendouâs voice came out of nowhere once more, making you jump before frowning.
âT-Torturing yourself?â
âOh right.â He rubbed the back of his neck and looked anywhere but your eyes. âI uhm, I had never drunken coffee before but I started because y-you recommended it the first time I went to the cafe.â It was safe to say your eyes were almost bulging out of your head.
âYou never had coffee before that?! But cold brew is so strong!â You were in disbelief. âWhy would you do that?â
âBecause it was at that moment that I realized Iâd do anything for you.â His voice held no hesitation as he said that and it made the butterflies in your tummy go absolutely wild.
Smiling, you basically threw your arms around his neck and kissed him once more while Tendou jokingly made gagging and throwing up noises behind the both of you.
This was a win win for Ushijima. He now could get a normal night's sleep without being hopped up on caffeine AND he now had you, his everything.
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South Of The Equator
Summary: Gestures of love are woven in the fabric of relationships, especially ones built around the priority of your love
Word Count: literally juuuuust shy of 5.8k
Warning: pining, love and fluff
Author Notes: Muse fell in love with this photo last week when Bre threw it out onto my dash, spit out stupid notes at midnight that night for it along with about 350ish words and then didnât touch it until again yesterday evening where I proceeded to crank out about 5.8k in less than 24 hours. Oops?
This falls well later into the verse, like the latest Iâve taken it thus far. It just felt right to bring this into that part of the timeline with the premise and where the muse was taking this. Can be read as a standalone but diving into the verse and the masterlist would give a little bit more understanding.
It was not in the plans. Whatsoever. A whim. A lot of longing. A lot of missing connections. A lot of feeling that this was a sync you just wouldnât be able to get. That scares the both of you, more than either of you will let on especially to the other. You both promise that this would be the longest stretch on this very last swing â something like 48 or 50 days depending on travel for both of you, that a somewhere between 12 and 14-hour plane ride at best for a long weekend made no sense. Youâre in Bucharest when he starts the swing in Mexico. What was thought to be a few days off for him to come home to see you between the last Mexico show and the venture further south becomes non-existent, with surprise pop up concerts in both Costa Rica and Panama along with hoopla surrounding them on either side that the label drops last minute. You initially think youâd be able to make the last shows, but there was a potential work trip to Hong Kong hanging over your head, so you both agree not book anything.
Well, love makes you do some stupid and irresponsibly crazy things. When the Asia client pushes their timeline back, things change completely. Which is why you find yourself on the phone, trying to make arrangements while juggling 7 open browser tabs on your laptop at nearly 1am. This is what you do for each other. Itâs been established. Itâs been done for each other on numerous occasions throughout your relationship. But itâs never been something like this. This grand and involved.
âUp for a bit of a challenge?â you start. âWhatâs the actual schedule like between Buenos and Rio and Santiago?â
âFlip it around. Chile first. Then Buenos then Sao Paulo. Finish off in Rio,â Beatriz laughs. âDonât book the wrong flight. Cause. This is where itâs going isnât it? This bugger is so lucky to have you. He best appreciate this. Heâs been whiny. More to Cez then me. Andrew too, but he trusts Cez more when it comes to you.â
âHeâs not the only one,â you sigh. âDeeâs taken to sending me videos and photos of Tali every day before I call to bitch to her to try to ease my tension. Weâve done longer, when we first got together. This one though. Weâre just not taking it well, either of us. It feels off. He canât come to me, so I have to go to him.â
âThereâs doubles now in Santiago, not just in Buenos and Rio. Only the one in Sao Paulo. Days off scattered through, but definitely some between the city jumps. Are you really going to try to do just a weekend down here?â she asks.
âWork remote if I can swing it. Then bank out on some time off. Iâm due after the extra hours to lock in the Danish project and the haul to Bucharest for basically a 48-hour lookie loo from them with no commitments. Boss lady is great as long as my work gets done and I donât pull the ask for âbut my famous boyfriendâ very often, if at all,â you explain, poking away at the keys of your laptop.
âOoh Denmark, so you going to get out for that one?â Beatriz questions. âDo you have a lam for this tour? Should we get you another?â
âI think I can, timing looks ok and I may be able to drag Shawn with me for once since itâs after all this hoopla,â you mutter, poking at Kayak and cursing. âI think I do, snag one just in case if itâs not too much trouble. It looks like Air Canada has a direct from Pearson to Santiago at 11 hours of flight time and an overnight red-eye. Bless it. No layovers. Less chance for him to even let on. Yâall can sneak me in on the flights between yeah?â
âShawn is gonna shit you know this right?â she laughs. âI heard about your surprises you both have pulled on each other before, but this is something else. Duh girl, yes of course. Heâd have you sit on his lap the whole flight if he had to, but we definitely have the room. Give me the flight info. Iâll make Cez book it. Do not even think about clicking that buy button that I know youâre hovering over.â
âBea...â you begin.
âNo, not hearing it. Cez blocked out travel budget for him to go home and you know that didnât happen, so your flight there and then back with him at the end it is instead,â Beatriz interjects. âIâll loop in C for sure. Maybe Andrew. Less folks who know the better, we need to keep this on lock down.â
âBeatriz, youâre the best. I owe you big time. Iâm so glad youâre on this rag tag motley crew,â you thank her. âLet Cez know if he needs anything when heâs booking, if they donât have it saved to just let me know.â
âBottle of Bulleit and you finally spill the recipe for those kitchen sink bars the boys are always raving about and inhaling, weâll call it even,â she deadpans. âBut no really, Iâm glad to help. As much as I tease that boy of yours, Iâve got a soft spot for him. We need to figure an epic reveal. Itâs late. Iâll fire off a text to Cez and weâll be on it tomorrow. Off with you. Night!â
You have a week between that call and your flight down to get all your things in order luckily. Work is understanding and accommodating, your boss practically sending out the out of office email for you after she hears your plans. He meanwhile has a few shows in Ecuador, Peru and Bolivia ahead of him within that same time frame.
âThereâs that face I adore,â you smile through FaceTime as youâre tucked in bed, two nights before youâre due to leave. âHi you. How was the show? Where are you now?â
âJust out of the shower in the hotel and about to fall face first into bed, but I needed a dose of my pretty girl before I do,â he exhales, running a hand though his mess of wet curls. âGood, crowds down here are something else. Beyond the first time I swung through, on the last tour. And them singing back in perfect English still breaks my brain a little. Tired though. Looking forward to the break. Day break here, then like a half one off in Santiago before the last few shows. Itâs so crazy to think weâre there already.â
âI canât believe itâs almost over,â you murmur. âYou did it baby, an entire circle of the globe. Iâm beyond proud of you.â
âAs much as I love this, Iâm ready for just me, you and our bed. At least for a week straight, if not a few of them,â he chuckles. âRemind me of how tired I am now when I start to say Iâm twitchy or bored, ok?â
âIf you say so,â you say sleepily. âJust remember, I get to drag you with me on some my work trips next. Denmark for sure. Hong Kong perhaps since thatâs still a moving target. Maybe Prague. Wanna be a silly romantic tourist with you for a bit. Just me and youâ
âAlways me and you, sweetheart. Go get some sleep. Youâve got work in the morning,â he whispers. âWe can talk more tomorrow, promise.â
âYou sure?â you fight back a yawn, eyes starting to flutter. âCan you sing to me though? Please? I miss you. Be like youâre here.â
He starts humming at first, the eases into a slowed down, Shawn-esque version of Sam Smithâs Latch. You want to stay awake to hear the whole thing, but he sounds like heâs there singing it right into your ear while heâs got your back against his chest. Itâs so pretty, easy and dream like that you drift off in moments. He watches you for a few minutes after he finishes the song, making sure youâre truly asleep. Plus, he just wants to feel like heâs next to you in bed.
âGoodnight and sleep well, baby,â he whispers before disconnecting from FaceTime, a small smile slipping across his lips.
âHe still has no clue by the way, so youâve done a bang-up job,â Cez explains as he rings you while youâre in the car on the way to Pearson. âYouâre still running on time from what we checked so youâre good. Weâve got everything square. Bea will come snag you from the airport, youâll have time to hit the hotel, sheâll have the extra room key for you so you can get some actual rest and then get ready. Figure weâll grab you while heâs doing Q&A. Do you want to surprise him before the show? After?â
âDuring?â you laugh, leaning your head back against the headrest as the car makes its way down the 401. âMaximum effect. Con would be on my side too you know, epic footage.â
âOf course, you do,â he retorts. âI should have known. Donât forget, Iâm on your side too. Iâm glad this worked. I know itâs been a long stretch. For the both of you. Iâve seen it wear on him, but heâs put up a good front minus a few nights where he ends up with me until he needs to get to sleep, just needing someone who understands to talk to.â
âIâm glad he has you, that we both have you. You are a gift, Cez, really,â you reply as the car slows to ease up to the terminal. âIâm just about to hop out. Iâll text you and Bea when I land in the morning, customs will probably take a bit to get through. Thank you again.â
âFly safe, dear. Try to get some rest and weâll see you tomorrow,â he responds.
Check in was easy, of course they went above and beyond on the flight. You text Cez and Bea a photo of a cookie from the lounge with your ticket telling them they did not need to and thanking them. Cez responds first.
Again, you know if he found out we flew you like in row 24 on a flight that long, he would pitch a fit. Iâm not up for a Shawn fit this late into the last of the last legs of tour. Enjoy the space and the lay flat. Sunshine and that boy awaits you.
Beatriz chimes in next.
Label owes you and the pain in the arse, so enjoy it! Have one for me. Iâll be there for you tomorrow with bells on and a tea in hand. Cannot wait for this â so epic. You two are nauseatingly adorbs.
The flight wasnât crowded thankfully and the room to stretch fully is a welcome bonus. You are able to wind down a lot easier than expected and get a decent amount of sleep especially given it was on a flight, lay flat or not. Despite an extra circle, you land only a few minutes past your initial arrival time, make it through customs quickly and thankfully your luggage is waiting for you once youâre done.
âThere she is,â Beatriz calls out as you head out to the open concourse. âAnd in one piece too with all your bits and bobbles. Good, the boss wonât be angry. And as promised, your tea!â
âWhich one?â you chuckle, snagging the iced chai before hugging her.
âI can handle Cez, your man though,â she rolls her eyes as you walk out to the sprinter van. âHe tried you last night when we were coming back from dinner, couldnât get through even though we all told him it was late. He got all sad puppy. You were just about taking off, so it made sense. If he only knew what today is bringing him. Iâll drop you at the hotel, sleep, shower, eat, do whatever. Iâll be round to grab you about 4.â
As soon as you step into his room, you are overwhelmed just by the sheer sense of being back in his space again, despite him not even being there at the moment. You drop your suitcase, strip and crawl immediately into his still unmade bed to surround yourself in the smell of him. Setting your alarm before you drift off, you curl yourself around his pillow and exhale. Only a few more hours and youâll be able to wrap your arms around him instead of a goose down that carries whiffs of his scent. A deep breath, an inhale you hold just for a moment before letting it go carefully and youâre drifting away.
You wake shortly before the alarm and to a couple texts from Shawn.
Miss you pretty girl. Almost there.
FaceTime after the show tonight? Even just for a few, I can tuck you in from here again like the other night.
Saw this on the drive over before, couldnât help but think of you.
It was a slightly angled photo out the car window, but it was of a park with a fountain surrounded by high bushes littered with flowers.
I wish I could press you into those blooms and kiss you. Would make such a pretty picture. Love you baby.
You will yourself not to cry. That sweet, sentimental boy of yours. Youâll have time, you need to make that happen tomorrow.
I miss you sweetheart, so much. Yes to tonight, Iâd love a tuck in from you. Weâre so close. Love you <3
A shower, some primping and a good battle with both your blow dryer and your travel steamer later, youâre finally ready to head out.
âHeâs a lucky bastard this one,â Beatriz whistles before handing over your new credential as you slide the van door closed behind you. âDonât you have any sisters you can send my way? Cousins?â
âSorry Bea, only child,â you laugh, as the van pulls away. âCousins are stateside and not your type.â
âHe was happy to hear from you before. Stopped in the middle of sound check to look at his phone. Got all stupid smiley and googly eyed,â she rolls her eyes. âHeâs so gone on you if it wasnât so bloody sweet to see him so gushy, it would make me ill.â
âJust wait âtill later. I should apologize now,â you explain.
âWhy thereâs no plans for post-show, dearie. We knew better,â she giggles. âShawnâs not going to want to share.â
You canât help but smile as you pass the park he sent you the photo of earlier, itâs prettier than his shot let on. You definitely have to go there tomorrow. From that point, itâs a windy way through the streets of Santiago to the arena.
âHe should just be wrapping up,â Beatriz prattles, looking at her watch as you make your way through the bowels of the building. âWhich is good, I can sneak you into Cezâs room without him sniffing about. You, he, Jake and Con still need to hash everything out yeah?â
âKind of. Itâs the fine tuning of details at this point,â you say, flipping the pass around in your hands before slipping it around your neck as you walk, still not fully grasping youâre going to see him as soon as you are. âItâs a matter of where to go in the pit during his walk up to stage where I wonât be spotted too easily, but also not be in the way of everything either. I think itâll work, totally up to Jake though. Worse case, weâll do it just before rally or he hits the stage. Better visuals, and Con will agree with me, but itâs Jake and Cez who have final call.â
âItâs brilliant, all of it. However, here is where I leave you for now,â Beatriz nudges you through the door into Cezâs makeshift office for the next two days. âNeed to make sure the sound techs have everything. Fridge is stocked, so steal what you need. He should be back in a few. Theyâre due to be walking your man now. His room isnât far, so stay put. Iâll let C know youâre here. Toodles!â
Shortly after you settle in on the couch, engrossing yourself in your inbox, you feel someone settle down next to you.
âThank god youâre here, I cannot do the sad Shawn shit anymore,â Connor sighs, throwing an arm around your shoulder. âI love him like a brother but damn, this go has been a beast when heâs feeling it like that.â
âHi Connor, Iâve missed you too Connor, itâs good to see you Connor,â you roll your eyes, pushing his arm off you with a poke.
âYeah yeah, all that too,â he smiles, sliding his arm back into place and kissing your cheek. âItâs good to have you here, all that aside. Despite all that, missed you around these parts.â
âConsidering Central America took away our long weekend together, with no warning. Itâs just been a hard go this swing. For both of us. May just be the wear and tear of a tour this long finally hitting. Even with as much as weâve made it a priority to stay more connected and grounded. You guys are lucky itâs the end and it didnât happen in like the middle of Europe, or the US leg. Though that would have been easier to get to than an almost 11-hour flight,â you fight out.
âYouâre too good for him you know?â he teases. âRemember, he has friends if you ever need to bail.â
âNot any of yâall thatâs for sure. No way. And, itâs the other way around, Con,â you reply, poking at his knee. âSo, youâve seen the setup, whatâs going to make the most sense?â
âWeâre going to do whatever you want, missus,â Jake chimes in as the door shuts behind him and Cez. âOnly thing I require is a hug.â
âI think that can be arranged,â you say happily, ducking around Connor to get to Jake. âCon, stop being in the way.â
âThank you,â you murmur to Jake as he pulls you into an embrace.
âWe should be thanking you,â he whispers hugging you tightly. âAnd seriously. Weâll make it all happen. Kid needs this as much as you do.â
You pull away, smiling. âOk guys so hereâs what Iâm thinking. Letâs surprise him on the walk out.â
The details come together quickly as well as easily. Youâre happy, the team is comfortable with it all. It also helps heâs not expecting a thing. Everyoneâs on board.
âSo,â Cez begins, rolling a bottle of water around in his hands as everyone else filters out. âHop a flight on a whim in the states or Canada is one thing. Cross the pond, a little more effort, but doable. This is something else entirely, even for the two of you.â
âI donât know why this one is so different; I wish I knew; believe me I do. It would have saved me an 11-hour flight,â you utter. âItâs not like weâve not done it before. We got through this, worse even, when he went out on last leg of the last tour and I had no leverage to take time off to come out other than that last show. We were only together a little bit at that point.â
Cez smiles his all-knowing smile, looking down at your hands playing with your credential. âI think you do, somewhere in there. I think he does too, well I know he does.â
âWhat are you talking about?â you ask inquisitively. âWeâre good, really good. Minus this blip and itâs just us being a little more emotionally wound together. More in the groove than weâve ever been. Itâs been great, actually.â
He smiles yet again, making you wonder even more, and picks up his hand pointing to a certain finger.
âNo,â you shake your head.
He nods, still smiling. âYouâre practically there already.  We were honestly all surprised it didnât happen before tour, or at break. Especially after Japan. I knew though not the holidays, itâs too clichĂ© and not him, or you. Heâs asked me a few things, more recently. Wonât give away more than that, but it kind of all makes sense. At least to me.â
âI just. Like. Shit Cez,â you sigh, looking down at the lam in your hands. âWeâve talked about it before, couple times. We want it, both of us. Heâs it for me, and vice versa. He knows Iâll say yes. Iâve told him as much. But Iâm also not that girl that needs the pretty on her hand to know where we stand in our relationship. Heâs also not that overly possessive man who needs to prove heâs got me like that to the world, even in his crazy whirlwind of a life.â
âI think itâs both of you really ready for whatâs next and this just all happens to be in the way right now. But, youâre here now, which not only is he going to be over the moon about, the rest of us are pretty happy as well. Not just because heâll be in better spirits, itâs because we love you just as much too,â he states plainly. âYouâre as much a part of this, a part of the family. Iâm personally glad youâre here for these last few. This runâs been special, you should be here for the end of it.â
âDo not make me ruin my makeup, damnit,â you half laugh, half bite back a sob. âIâm so glad he has you, not just on the road, but in general. I know how much he loves you. I do, too.â
His phone pings rapidly.
âTen-minute warning for fetching him. Letâs go get you out and set. Philâs on you until Jake walks out with Shawn,â he states, reaching for his headset in one hand, for you with his other.
You carefully walk down the back hallway towards the stage together. Jake and Phil meet you at the back corner of the build out. Jake hands you off a fresh pair of earplugs.
âYouâre going to need these,â he reminds you. âItâs his usual walk, so he wonât expect a thing. Especially seeing Phil at that junction of the barricade, once Phil gets the signal from me that weâre going, heâll shift behind you so Shawn can spot you.â
You throw him a thumbs up as you wedge the plugs into place. Phil takes your arm in his, his other hand patting your forearm.
âLetâs go surprise him,â he says, leading you out to the pit.
For some reason, probably your conversation with Cez if youâre being honest with yourself, has your stomach set off with butterflies. Youâve not been like this since the early days of your relationship. Excited, always. Happy, without a doubt. Nervous though? No. You try to not shift about, instead closing your eyes to take in the moment. The crowd is loud, you can smell the remnants of the smoke machine test earlier lingering in the air.
Phil taps your shoulder, sliding you into place in front of him.
âHeâs walking,â he mouths with a wink.
The house lights come down and the stage lights start to just warm. You exhale and lean back onto Phil slightly, whose hands come to rest comfortably on your shoulders. The opening video starts to roll and the lights hit the pit walk so you know youâve got about 30 seconds at best before he comes into view. Phil pushes you forward just a touch just as you spot Jake and Shawn with Connor shuffling just behind to get the right angle for the surprise.
Heâs in his pre-show zone, not taking in much around him. Jake nudges him though and his eyes shoot up. Shawn looks over towards you, taking a moment for things to register, and when it does his smile is as bright as youâve seen. His eyes grow wide, he turns to Jake, who nods with a grin and then Shawn takes off in a sprint.
âSurprise!â you try to scream, but heâs already got you in his hold lifting you to swing you around.
âTell me Iâm not dreaming, please,â he utters in your ear before pulling you closer, finally getting you back on your feet.
You slide your hands from his shoulders, one to the nape of his neck fingering the wispy curls there, the other to nudge his one in-ear out.
âNot a dream, baby. Very much here, very much real. You got me for the rest of the run, love,â you say directly into his ear. âGo be my Rockstar. Iâll watch side stage, be there waiting for you after the show.â
You pop his in-ear back into place then cup his cheek, watching his eyes roll back slightly.
âI love you so damn much,â he yells before kissing you soundly. âI am so lucky youâre mine.â
Shawn rubs his nose against yours before sneaking in another kiss, then runs up to the stage with Jake on his heels. Jake winks as he passes, throwing a double thumbs up before Phil takes you towards the back staircase so you can set up on the rolling case you know is waiting for you.
The show is electric as always, but heâs got a special energy tonight. You canât help but feel a bit happy as to probably being the reason why. Heâs smiling, sweaty and disheveled, running back towards you in the break before the encore.
âYouâre a mess,â you quip with a smile, handing him a bottle of water and a towel.
âNever minded that before,â he retorts back, running a hand through the mess of his hair after wiping his face down with the towel.
âNot the place Shawn Peter,â you say, shooing him away. âGo finish, Iâm not going anywhere.â
He drops the water bottle down on the case next to you, stealing another kiss before bopping his way back out.
You hop off the case and head out towards the curtain line to get a better view. His encore covers have been something else this tour. Heâs been leaning hard into Tom Pettyâs Free Fallinâ and itâs a stunner, especially just him and the piano.
âI had a surprise tonight delivered to me just before the show, a really amazing one actually,â he begins as he settles into playing the piano. âSo, if you all donât mind, Iâm going to play something a little special before I get into my last two songs.â
Once he hits the first few chords, your jaw drops immediately.
âYou lift my heart up when the rest of me is down. You, you enchant me, even when you're not around. If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down. I'm latching on babe now I know what I have found,â he sings and you canât help but inch closer to the edge as far as you can go without being spotted or seen. âI feel we're close enough, I wanna lock in your love. I think we're close enough, could I lock in your love, baby? Now I got you in my space, I won't let go of you. Got you shackled in my embrace; I'm latching on to you.â
You didnât expect this the other night, so you very much donât expect it tonight. You canât do anything but watch him, enamored and amazed. He sounds breathtaking. The whole song just gives you goosebumps, especially in a setting like this. Damn this boy.
âThanks for indulging me tonight, Santiago,â he says and you can see the flush spreading across his cheeks, even from there. He immediately segues into Free Fallinâ to get his encore moving, before finishing completely with If I Canât Have You.
Heâs got a hold of your hands the moment heâs out of sight of the audience.
âDid you like it?â he asks, dipping his head down to kiss you, feather soft.
âLove it, love you,â you reply, dusting kisses across his knuckles. âCome on, letâs get you back there before they start to think weâre defiling a case on the stage.â
He chuckles, tangling his fingers deeper with yours before leading you towards his dressing room. As you hit the main hallway, most of the band and the crew are waiting there and start whooping and clapping the moment the two of you come into view.
âWhat the hell?â you question, as he holds your hand tighter trying to make your way down the hall. He shakes his head, cheeks pink as he bites his bottom lip.
âHold up,â Jake stops you both just before the doorway to his room, arms crossing against his chest and a shit eating grin spread across his face. âBelieve you owe this lady a thank you.â
âHello, the song, on stage, the encore? In front of the whole damn audience,â he retorts, running his free hand through his curls before tugging you towards him and the door without getting you covered in post-show sweat. âNow Iâd like to shower, get the heck out of here so I can spend some time with her. Without an audience.â
You can hear the snickers and wolf whistles, itâs your turn to flush. Jake shakes his head no.
âYou know what you assholes, fine,â Shawn sighs before rolling his eyes.
âDonât even with me kid,â Jake smirks.
âI know what youâreâŠâ he trails off but tugs your hand, so you stand closer to him. âShit. Câmere baby.â
The next thing you know heâs cupping your neck and kissing the breath straight out of you. Your hands fly up, one gripping his shoulder the other tangling in his hair. He pulls away first, just as breathless as youâre feeling.
âYou all happy now? Can I please get into my room?â he asks.
Jake moves aside, patting him on the shoulder. He snatches your hand and tugs you into the room, shutting and locking the door behind you both.
âDo I even want to know?â you say, leaning back against the door as he toes off his boots.
âGrander the gesture, bigger the thank you,â he replies, stripping off his button down next, his tank and jeans follow. âThey like to tease, you know this. Especially when you and I start getting the way we do. Itâs all in good fun, but not when you pull the most epic surprise and Iâve run through a whole damn show. I havenât seen you in how long and I still havenât really held you or loved on you the way I want to.â
âThen you best go shower, sweetheart,â you tease. âYou know feeling is mutual.â
He darts over to kiss you again, âBe right back.â
Heâs quick, which you appreciate, and even more that heâs just in a pair of threadbare, low slung navy sweats when he heads back out to you. He drops the towel in his hand to snag yours, pulling you towards the couch. He flops down first and pulls you immediately down on top of him. He kisses your forehead before scooting you down so your head can rest comfortably on his shoulder. He smells fresh, clean, warm, like him and like home.
âHi baby,â he murmurs against your lips before kissing you slowly and thoroughly. âFuck, how I missed you. I canât believe youâre here. Iâm so damn happy that youâre here. Youâre amazing you know that? How did you pull this off?â
âOnce Hong Kong pushed timeline, I had a little wiggle room, but I wouldnât be sure until Denmark signed off,â you explain, finger carefully tracing back and forth against his collarbone and shoulder. âI didnât want to get either of our hopes up, so I didnât say anything. Then like a week and a half ago? That night we just couldnât get timing together I think you were in Panama still. I was up and cranky at stupid oâclock, said screw it. I knew I had some comp time due, had a little vacation time left, plus after Bucharest debacle on their part, they kind of owe me to boot. Called Bea, looped in Cez and voila.â
âYouâre making it harder to even come remotely close to do for you what you do for me,â he presses his lips against your hair. âIâm so grateful for you.â
âThereâs not a tally, sweetheart. We do for each other, you know this,â you remind him. âYou and me, always right?â
Thereâs a knock on the door and jingling of keys, you go to move but Shawn holds you to him.
âJust gonna be C, weâre not doing anything. You stay put,â he wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzles your ear. Â
âSorry kids, time to get a move on,â Cez calls out from the doorway. âCan I come in? Are you at least PG?â
âItâs cuddling man, thatâs all,â Shawn barks out with a laugh as you bury your head into his neck.
âYouâve got about 10 minutes to get yourselves together before the sprinter gets here,â he reminds you both. âWeâve got a curfew in the building overall, so we canât be late on this one.â
âIâll make sure heâs ready,â you reply, trying to wiggle out of his hold. âLetâs go, you. Need to get your stuff together. Canât be late.â
âListen to your girl, Shawn,â Cez remarks. âSheâs right. Plus, youâll be free of us and interruptions once youâre back at the hotel. Late call tomorrow since weâre already set here. Iâm leaving the door unlocked and open so no funny bunny ok?â
âThanks, Cez. See you in a few,â you say, trying to nudge at Shawn.
âYou know that means we can go to that park in the morning,â you whisper, kissing his chin once Cez is back out in the hallway. âUpsy daisy dear.â
He sighs dramatically, but with a smile, âOnly if you promise a little morning love, breakfast in bed and that park in the morning.â
âYou drive such a hard bargain,â you giggle. âItâs a deal.â
He kisses you quickly and loudly before sitting up with you still in his hold, âI canât wait to get you alone alone tonight.â
âWhich would be sooner if you got a move on,â you roll your eyes, poking at his chest while his hands palm you ass.
He stops for a moment though, looks at you softly while not taking his eyes off of you.
âLove you pretty girl,â he declares, hand pushing stray strands of your hair away from your cheek, before holding it in his palm.
âLove you too, Shawn.â Â
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Oct 25th, Sunday 14:07
There was a loud thud on the other side of the door, that let Jens flinch and step a bit back from it. It was soon followed by a burst of giggling though and to his surprise it was Yasmina who opened the door with a slight reddish tint to her cheeks. He most definetly hadnât expected her to be here. Anyone really, but her.
âSorry I kinda hit my knee on the cabinet and knocked over a vew things. Come in.â
Jens nodded confused but chuckled nonetheless seeing the little mess on the floor. He followed her in and was met with a strong scent of cinnamon reaching him from the kitchen. Yasmina simply started to pick up the items and placing them back, while he took off his jacket, feeling too warm as soon as he had stepped inside. Jens was a bit lost however on where to put his jacket, as it appeared at least two dozen others already occupied the hangers on the wall. He threw it over the one orange coat, he was sure was Robbeâs, and found Yasmina had walked back into the kitchen. Only her head peaked around the corner again to gesture him he should join her too.
Even though he was here to see Robbe, at least he could say hello, Jens figured. And contrary to his believe, when his best friend had asked him to come over to chill, the kitchen was packed. And more voices spilled out from the living room next to them. He had more or less expected the apartment to be empty.
âHi!â Milan declared cheerfuly, checking up on something in the oven, that certainly caused what filled the kitchen in a sweet vanilla-cinnamon cloud. Impressed he looked at Milan, hoping to be able to get a taste of it. Just behind him at the table sat Aaron and now Yasmina.
âAmber and me came over to visit, and Yasmina slept over, because of... Actually I donât remember, but yeah, Amber is in the living room with ZoĂ«, Senne and Robbe.â Aaron explained, while fist bumping Jens, before going back to type something on his phone. That was the moment Milan seemed to be done for now with the content of the oven and threw an arm over Jensâs shoulders, settling close next to his side. He shook his head smiling, placing his own arm on the lower back of the older boy.
âThis is the third weekend in a row of everyone gathering in this apartment, we may have to move to a bigger place, because this is getting out of hand.â Milan complained, both of them leaving the kitchen, to go over to the living room, not before he let Milan check the time in a book on the counter, to know when to take out whatever he put in. He continued chatting, letting Jens relax a bit, as he did not had to decide what to say or to do for the moment. Something Jens actually noticed he appreciated greatly. The last months it seemed like he had more and more responsibilities at home and was contemplating what to do every single day. He remembered that Milan was still talking to him and quickly began to go back to actually listen to what was being said.Â
â... Lisa mentioned to come back next summer. I mean Senne moved in with ZoĂ« last year, and now it seems like Sander did too with Robbe. I think, since the end of the lockdown, he may visit his parents once a week to return with even more art supplies to set up all over the place. He claimed a part of the bookshelf just last week. He washes most of his clothes here too. We may as well add him on the payroll for rent.â Milan went on complaining as they reached the living room, finding the others chatting around the livingroom table. It was full of sweets and fruits and cups of tea. Jens immidiately loved having decided to take up Robbeâs invitation.
âHey, Jens!â Senne greeted happily.
âYou made it!â Amber smiled at him warmly.
âYou lucky asshole, being late an hour and we just filled up the pot again, so you actually get fresh and hot tea.â That was Robbe patting the spot next to him on the floor, while Amber, ZoĂ« and Senne had cuddled up on the sofa under a blanket. ZoĂ« mainly sitting on top of Senneâs lap, her head buried in the curve of his neck. How they didnât die a heat death, was a mystery to Jens. It was at least 30 degrees in here it felt like. Taking off his sweater, earning him some loud whooâs from the others, he settled next to Robbe, nudging him in the process.
âI thought we were alone.â Jens tried to accuse Robbe, feighing disappointment, but followed almost immidiately with a smirk, as Robbe had lost his smile for a second. The younger one definitely worries too much. As if Jens could ever really get super mad at him.
âAh fuck you, Jens.â He turned his head towards said boy, a hand placed on Jenâs thigh before he continued: âThough we probably could have arranged that, if you wanted me all to yourself. I mean, we could just kick them all out.â
Robbe definitely had found his confidence since being with Sander and grew more comfortable being himself every day. Jens really liked watching that development happen in front of him.
There was a suggestive wiggle of Robbeâs brows that made Jens laugh and push Robbeâs face away from him.
âWhere is Sander than? I thought you become joined at the hips if you leave school properties.âÂ
Jens sort of regretted having said that, as Robbeâs bubbly, happy expression faltered. He caught himself quick, not fast enough though for Jens to ignore. It worried him that something had happend.
Robbe seemed to notice that and quickly shook his head to calm Jens.
âNothing bad, Sander just hadnât caught any sleep over the last couple nights, so he is basically knocked out since this morning. Maybe depression, but Iâm not sure yet, hadnât had a chance to talk to him. Thatâs actually why I asked you to come over. I didnt know that it was getting that crowded today.â Robbe explained, leaning his head on Jensâs shoulder as he fished for some cookies on the table in front of them.
Giving him a bit of best friend support, Jens moved his arm over behind them, lifting his hand to stroke lightly up and down Robbeâs back. He felt Robbe relax next to him, apparently he had been a bit tense before. Though the boy never voiced it, Jens knew that it was hard for him to watch Sander like this sometimes. He believed that Robbe might be reminded of his mother in these moments. He kissed the mop of hair on his right shoulder, earning him a smile in return.
Milan in the meantime had poured Jens a fresh cup of tea and sat down on the armchair to their left.
âYasmina, ZoĂ« and me had planned to drive to an exhibition opening about the history of medicine, that was scheduled for today in Brussels, but as they had two positive Corona cases yesterday it was cancelled. Fortunately for us just as we had gotten into the car. Hence this big party here.â Senne threw up one hand with a grin, waving about in a circular motion to indicate their gathering, as if Jens couldnât put two and two together.
They all chatted away, being joined by Yasmina and Aaron, who somehow still managed to squeeze next to Amber on the already crowded sofa. They talked about the party from friday and the spanish exchange student Jens had flirted with. She was cute, long dark brown hair, green eyes, petit body. Her name was Camila and simply because they had talked a while, danced and kissed in the end, he now was somehow expceted by everyone else to take her out on a date. Which he declined politely, telling them to screw themselvees.
They talked about Sanderâs upcoming school exhibition in two weeks, that they all planned to attend and would make sure to embarrass the shit out of him.Â
Last but not least the topic fell on the mysterious new student theyâd meet tomorrow and a couple of non-serious consipiracy theories started to emerge, one odder than the one before. Nothing was off limits. Not even Aaron throwing the Dutch royal family into the mix.
Just right after Aaronâs suggestion Lucas van der Heijden could be the illegitimate son of a prince of some sort, Milan jumped up screaming about the danish thing he forgot about. He stormed off, almost tripping over his own feet on his way over to the kitchen in a panic, while laughs and cheers from everyone else filled the apartment, rooting for Milan to make it in time. Luckily it wasnât burned and thus ended up being eaten in a haste, only one piece surviving by Robbe guarding it with his live. Sander would apparently kill him, if Robbe wouldnât bring him some of Milanâs great baked goods.Â
To his defence, they were incredibly delicious.Â
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The Last Resort: Chapter 2 (Adrinette)
Summary: After an akuma attack goes wrong, Adrien finally learns Ladybug's secret identity and finds himself falling even deeper in love with his friend. He thinks he's finally gotten lucky when she declares to him that she's currently in the business of falling love with anyone but her previous crush... until that crush turns out to be him. Now Adrien has to somehow convince the girl of his dreams to fall back in love with him, while keeping his own identity a secret from her. Well, if there was one thing his father taught him, it was how to multitask. Chapter Summary: The Cat's Out of the Trunk, Good Morning Beautiful. Marinette explains why she refuses to date Chat, Adrien begins a new morning routine, and it turns out old emotions may die harder than habits.
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Alya closed the distance between her and Marinette quickly, her arms wrapping around her smaller friend and her face burying in the girlâs hair while Adrien could only watch. The two girls stayed like that for a moment, Marinetteâs eyes closing in what seemed to be thankfulness as her hand slowly patted Alyaâs back. But it was only a moment, Then Alya pulled back to face her friend, her face shaped into a wicked grin.
Alya pressed her lips to her friendâs forehead with an overexaggerated mwah, a loud pop resounding as she quickly pulled back. âWell, you know what, I love you,â she declared, âand someday Adrienâs going to wake up and realize that he does too... if he hasnât already.â
Marinette snorted, rolling back from Alya with a bemused smile, âyouâre the worst.â
âIâm the best,â Alya proclaimed. âThe best listener, the best blogger, and your best friend.â Leaning her weight on the side of Marinetteâs chair, Alya asked, âspeaking of being your best friend, and seeing as how I donât see anything that could possibly keep you busy⊠Maybe we could have a sleepover tonight? Possibly run through all my theories, some Adrien related and others not?â
And while Adrien would have loved to hear those theories and possibly see his ladyâs reaction, the thought of remaining in a dark trunk didnât exactly sit well with him, nor did the fact that he could only hold up his transformation for so long. A loud groan escaped his mouth without permission, gaining Alyaâs attention and suddenly startling Marinette.
âWhat was that--â Alya began to ask.
âFloor!â Marinette immediately yelled, suddenly hoping up from her desk chair and walking in front of the trunk. She gestured to the floor with her back turned to Adrien, and he could only imagine the look on her face. âYou know, the floors in these old houses! What are you going to do? I mean its Paris, its 2020, everyoneâs having a housing crisis--Canât fix all the floors! Even if you wanted to fix them and make them less noisy and less inconvenient. Those floors!â She quickly sat on the trunk, crossing her legs and no doubt posing herself in an innocent manner. âBut um⊠Sleepover. You here, with me, alone. Tonight.â Her nerves were evident in her voice, âCanât do it, really busy...Making a raincoat for a friend.â
Alya let out a laugh, âWhich friend?â
âWouldnât be a surprise if I told you.â
More laughter, Adrien heard the floor actually creak as Alya neared closer. âAlright,â she said, âyou have fun with that. Iâll keep my eyes out for it on your Instagram.â
âOf course,â Marinette gave a strained reply as the trap door in her room creaked.
A moment passed in which she no doubt listened to Alyaâs footsteps going down the staircase, much like Adrien was doing. He could hear her stand up from the trunk as the footsteps faded further away, a heavy inhale audible from outside. Suddenly, the lid of the chest opened entirely, Marinetteâs face coming into view.
âDonât. Say. A. Word.â Marinette immediately spat.
Adrienâs eyebrows raised, his legs hooking over the side of the trunk as he used it for leverage to pop out of the confining space. After taking in her dead serious expression, he couldnât help but grin, âI donât know what youâre referring toâŠâ
She shot him an unimpressed glare.
âI guess the catâs out of the bag,â he laughed, âor trunk, more like it.â
âAnd Iâm going in it,â Marinette deadpanned, placing a foot in the trunk before stating rather over dramatically, âclose the trunk and bury me in it.â After a moment of thought, she said, âand donât forget to take the earrings off first.â
âNo can do, mâlady,â he replied, his hand wrapping around her wrist as he pulled her closer, his grin stretching ear to ear like some sort of Cheshire Cat rip off. âYou like him,â he stated, more for his pleasure than to inform her. âYou like Adrien Agreste.â It felt electric and absolutely invigorating to say while looking at her, his Ladybug, and watching the pink bloom over her cheeks.
âI donât!â She replied, âNot anymore!â But when the color left her face, she decided to correct the statement, âI mean I do, as a friend. I like Adrien as a friend now, only a friend. I donât love h--â
He couldnât let her say it. He cut her off before she could finish the statement, saying in an almost teasing tone, âThen prove it. You donât even have to know who I am, just date me instead.â He rested his chin between his thumb and pointer finger with a devilish look, his other hand pulling her closer as he almost dared her to actually look at him, âI think Iâm a little more handsome than the Agreste boy, wouldnât you agree?â
Marinette jerked back her hand from his, her eyebrows knitting close to each other as she replied a simple, âNo.â
He deflated slightly.
âYou just donât get it because you love doing this so much, but IâŠâ
âYou...?â Adrienâs face fell.
Marinette looked away from him. âI want a lot more than this, you know?â She cringed at her wording before clarifying, âI mean you and I could never date like normal people. We could never have picnics, watch movies at each otherâs houses, go out to dinner, go to school dances, or spend a single peaceful night together.â Seeing how his face contorted in thought, she carried on, âI mean patrolling and beating up bad guys together is one thing, but thereâs so much more to love. Could you even imagine Chat Noir walking me to school? Thatâs not something that can happen, kitty.â
âBut if you let me tell you who I am--â
âThen Iâll love you just because youâre Chat Noir,â her hand drifted to his cheek, her thumb creating circles on his skin. âNo one else would have a chance to know me like you do, and I might miss out on something great.â Her eyes were sincere as she stated, âIf I fall in love, I want it to be as a civilian, just a normal girl. If you take off that mask right now, then I wonât get that.â
He sighed, his head leaning into her touch as he slowly closed his eyes, seemingly admitted defeat, âfine.â
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âSo tell me again why youâre forcing me to wake up a whole hour early,â Plagg yawned, but it did not diminish the audible nature of his irritation, âWhen you already show up at school well before everyone else.â
Adrien sighed, placing his head against the glass of his car door window as he also fought the urge to return to sleeping. âWeâve gone over this, Plagg. I talked to Nathalie, and she said that this was the only way she could imagine making room in my schedule for this. If this is what Marinette really wants, thenâŠâ
âThen you should walk her home instead,â Plagg whined, âso itâs not too suspicious. Heck, you could even give her a ride, maybe sheâd like that.â
âPlagg.â
âYou know that girlâs late all the time anyway!â Plagg reminded Adrien, âand your father said that if you show up even a minute late to one of your classes, then itâs another day of no school for you. Youâre seriously putting things at risk here.â
âAnd?â
âAnd?!â Plaggâs voice grew louder but trailed off quickly. In a mere moment, the catâs demeanor changed, his ears perking and his tail drooping as his nose pointed up in the air.
Adrienâs did as well, enticing smells filling the street as the Dupain-Cheng bakery came into view. Mrs. Cheng stood outside, propping the door open as she flipped the sign, clapping to herself with a pleased look on her face as the streets of Paris began to fill with the smell of freshly baked bread. Passerby quickly began to file off the street and into line as the scent grew, each hoping to grab some of Parisâs greatest baking before it ran out.
âCream cheese danish-- No, a cheesy croissant-- No, a cheesy quicheâŠâ Plagg began to demand, âor all of the above.â With a lick of his lips, the Kwami declared, âmaybe you trying to date bakery girl wonât be such a bad thingâŠâ
âIâll sayâŠâ Adrien agreed, his mouth partially falling open at how enticing the smell of a just-opened bakery was. No wonder Ladybug always smelt so good; her parents had managed to create an aromatic paradise with mixtures of flour and yeast every morning.
The car rolled to a stop in front of the bakery, the Gorilla quickly hopping out of the driverâs seat to open Adrienâs door before he could manage to do it himself. Â The Gorilla nodded his head to the bakery as he opened Adrienâs door, hinting that at least one banana cream eclair would be required for the boy to carry out his plan. Adrien nodded in response as he got out of the car, giving his bodyguard a quick thumbs up and grinning as the man returned the action. Adrien was fortunate that his father paid him well, especially if he had to provide treats for his bodyguard and Plagg every day he insisted on walking with Marinette.
Pulling the strap of his messenger bag a little bit tighter and straightening his back, Adrien inhaled hard before getting in line. Keeping his head down and his hand angled on his forehead so that it blocked the majority of his face, he waited peacefully in the quick-moving line, mentally practicing what he would say to see Marinette at such an early hour a million times.
He was on a million and one when he got close enough for Tom Dupain to notice him, only three people between him and the counter.
âAdrien!â The bakerâs voice greeted from behind the counter. Heads turned with his greeting, but the man paid them no mind as he quickly exited the kitchen to place a hand on the boyâs shoulder. âWhat are you doing waiting in line? You know youâre one of Marinetteâs friends now; you hardly have to go through the bakery doors. You can use the back entrance like Alya.â Shrugging his shoulders and seeming to not realize even part of the reason Adrien was there, Tom added, âyou can drop whatever you have for her on the kitchen counter; sheâll probably be up in a few hours.â
âUm, actually,â Adrien blinked, overwhelmed by the man. âI was hoping to get some of your pastries, you are the best baker in town. And then, you knowâŠâ Tomâs akumatization as Weredad flashed before his eyes, causing Adrien to mumble his words too lightly for the man to hear.
âExcuse me, son. I couldnât hear that last part!â Tom smiled.
âI saidâŠâ The words were lost once more in the bustle of the bakery.
âJust a little bit louder, Adrien!â
âI was hoping to walk Marinette to school!â Adrien yelled.
Tom inhaled and Adrien flinched, unsure of how the man would react after the absolute trainwreck that was brunch with Chat Noir.
âSabine, did you hear that?!â Tom called across the bakery, his arm snaking around Adrienâs shoulder and holding the boy closer to him like one would a son. âAdrien is walking our daughter, Marinette, to school!â His expression was practically blissful as he called to his wife, âpack up one of everything!â He swiveled back to Adrien, his face filled with so much genuine glee that Adrien almost thought that he should be the one selling happiness on billboards instead of the blond. âNow you go up there and, no matter what she says or how grumpy she may seem, wake Marinette up. Iâm sure sheâll be delighted to see you once she comes to.â
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The light blue light of early morning streamed in through Marinetteâs windows when Adrien entered her room, providing just enough light for him to get up her staircase without hassle and sit at the edge of her bed. Still, even with the dip of his body sitting on her mattress the girl did not move, her eyes still shut tight to the morning.
Marinette released a small sigh as her body flipped his way, her feet seeking the warmth of his legs as she nestled in sweetly to her bed. Her long eyelashes fluttered only once as her knees raised back into the fetal position, murmuring words softly to herself. It would be easy to watch her, but it wasnât exactly his place, and Adrien currently had a deadline to fulfill.
âMarinette~,â he cooed, setting a hand down on her waist to shake her gently. âWake uuuuuup.â
âMbleg,â Marinette responded.
âMarinetteeeee,â he tried again.
âNuh-bluh,â she said, half-asleep.
He held back the chuckle that tickled the back of his throat, his voice teasing as he continued, âMarinette, itâs Adrien Agreste.â
âNuh.â
âIâm here to walk you to school.â
âUn-mn.â
He rolled his eyes with a grin, allowing his side to fall against the bed as he faced her, his body filling in all the spaces where hers curved. With his face just inches from hers, he leaned forward, pressing his forehead against hers momentarily before enacting his evil plan.
Puckering his lips, he grabbed her shoulders and, taking advantage of the short distance but never fully touching her, blew a gust of air up her nose.
Marinetteâs eyes flew open and she sprang back, screaming, âAH!â And then, noticing Adrien, she screamed again, âAAAAH!â Her hand slapped down on his shoulder as her screaming stopped, once, twice, and again; her eyes scrutinizing him as if she was worried heâd bite her or something.
Adrien flinched at the contact, but couldnât help but laugh, âMarinette!â
âAdrien!â She finally acknowledged, her jaw immediately falling open. âItâs you! Youâre in my bed! Now! With me!â Her eyes widened, âOh my god, I just hit you.â
âYour parents sent me to wake you up,â he explained.
âThey sent you to wake me up?â Marinette repeated, her eyes drifting down from him to her pillow. Her mouth stretched wide as she tried to paint a distracting smile, immediately grabbing the pillow near Adrien that sheâd previously been resting on and flipping it over, as if he hadnât just seen her drooling seconds before. âI mean, thatâs just-- wow, what an occasion, you waking me up and all.â
Adrien nodded, âYeah, I was just in the neighborhood picking up pastries, canât beat one of your fatherâs croissants, and then I thought, maybe I should walk with Marinette to school today?â He twinkled at her, adding innocently, âif you want to, that is.â
It was adorable when she was awestruck. âWalk? With you?â Adrien nodded and there it was, a deep blush that Marinette had likely been holding back. âLet me just get dressed, and then weâllâŠâ She nodded to herself as if affirming this was real before springing to her feet. Taking in Adrien with even wider eyes, she looked between him and her bed, only seeming to inhale and never exhale. âYou stay here. Iâll get dressed but, you stay here,â she stated, and it hit him that she was obviously afraid that heâd disappear into thin air.
âIâll stay here, right here, on your bed, and Iâll wait for you. Okay?â He chuckled.
âOkay,â she finally exhaled, casting him a nervous look as she approached her stairs. He beamed at her in return and she immediately looked down, her face a ruby red as she disappeared down the stairs.
"...Donât like Adrien anymore,â he muttered as she disappeared, rolling onto his back to grin even wider at the ceiling. âRight,â he laughed.
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TREASURE ISLAND MUSICALS, OR AT LEAST THE ONES I COULD SORT OF FIND IN A FIVE-MINUTE INTERNET SEARCH: Rated by Me, Sometime Late Last Night, In A Haze of Confusion and Banana Bread. Do not expect coherence, and please take all judgments with a grain of salt.Â
Folketeatret 2019 (The Glorious One) - These people know what theyâre doing.  Glorious sets and costumes, and the songs that I can find range from fair to excellent.  From what I can see, the characterization is pretty good as well!  Canât really find enough of it to make judgements about the plot.  Fairly sure I could find a full version if I googled about for a bit, but Iâm so tired and I want to go to sleeeeep... Lots of fog and ominousness, with a suitably scary Flint and Silver.  I want to see more of this, and will now have to start learning Danish in order to figure out what theyâre singing about.  8/10.
Burning Coal Theatre 2018 (The Chaotic One) - It is âŠfun, at times.  The songs are good and reasonably catchy, but the characterization is iffy at best.  Unclear what they thought they were doing, Silver is pretty good but everyone else is a mess and a half.  The production team has clearly seen Treasure Planet many times, as seen in its lack of Trelawney and frankly distressing Livesey, among many other suspect decisions.  Plot has a great deal of awkwardness, but makes great use of the âAnyone Who Could Even Vaguely Be Considered A Father Figure Is Now My Dadâ thing.  Second act goes sideways, downhill, and a lot of other places I would rather it not have gone.  My eyebrows got a workout, but I did get a few laughs out of it.  Two hours of my life I probably could have spent better. 5/10.
Muppets Treasure Island (The Classic One) - I have tried, tried so very hard, to say something other than positive about Muppets Treasure Island. Â I still get the songs in my head sometimes despite the fact I havenât heard most of them in years. Â Iâm listening to Shiver My Timbers, which is probably the best Piratical Song Iâve ever heard. Â And Iâve heard a lot of Piratical Songs. Â Plot does some Things, but the pacing actually seems to run better than the original in the second half. Â Itâs beautiful. Â Itâs a classic. Â Itâs the Muppetsâ show now, and possibly forever. Â 9/10.
Arkansas Repertory Theatre 2013 (The Incomprehensible One) - Sweet Bob Ross in heaven, something happened here. Â I can only find bits and pieces of the production, and an interview with the production team that sounds like one of those Monster Factory âEvery Time Griffin And Justin Say âBoyââ compilations, except less fun. Â I think this might be a production of The Sea-Cook: A Story For Boys. Â Style is interesting, looks kind of like some kind of pirate metal band? Â Fun to look at, but I genuinely canât tell if these people know what a boat is, which is very worrying. Â Songs are a bit of a disaster. Â 2/10.
Music Theater International (The Mysterious One) - May or may not be real. Â I can find only the vaguest references to its existence, but apparently thereâs a song called âCheese! Cheese!â. Â From that alone I trust that these people know what theyâre doing. Â 3/10.
I do not think I ever want to see a Treasure Island musical again, unless itâs Muppets Treasure Island. Â I am done, so very very done.Â
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Tell Me A Story - khnsllflwr
TW// All payne, no Liam.
"Louis Tomlinson, singer song-writer, ex member of the legendary band, one direction and his long-time girlfriend, model, fashion blogger, and social media influencer, Eleanor Calder just announced their engagement this morning, they said that the awaited wedding would be broadcasted in the 28th of Septem--"
"Tss. The 28th, huh. Really?" Harry tutted before shutting off the telly. He stood up from the couch walked around it, heading to the kitchen. He made himself a cuppa with that ridiculous tea he always liked, not that Harry liked it, but the other one just made him liked it 'more like forced me to like it' he thought. Thoughts came flooding down like the showers that are danish, they were flooding down on Harry while he stares at the brand of tea, before he even indulges into deep memories and start bawling his eyes out, his phone rang, thankfully, it rang.
Fetching his phone by the coffee table, he took a quick glance at the telly then back to his phone, "Gemmaâ€ïž" was calling.
"Hey sis, what's up?" Harry answered the call.
"Hey Harold, I was wondering if I can leave Darcy over there, Michal and I are going to a business trip to LA but she doesn't want to go with us, she said she's rather stay with you, is that okay?" Gemma asked, he smiles.
"That's actually really wonderful, I would love to take Darcy in, when are you leaving for LA? When are you going to drop Darcy?" A hint of excitement is running up to Harry's stomach, he always loved kids, and always wished he could have one. He missed his niece although he's in London he didn't get a chance to see Darcy because of work.
"Our flight is actually tonight so is it okay to drop her in later? In the afternoon maybe?"
"Oh that would be really lovely actually, I'll wait for you guys then."
"Are you still in London? Are you in Hampstead?" Harry's smile faded, his shoulders dropped, he hesitated for a bit then answered.
"I-im in Barnet" Harry choked. There's a few seconds of awkward silence before Gemma answered.
"You mean in Royal Drive? Are you in Princess Park?" She asked, bewildered, a bit quietly, or so Harry thought, but it's definitely quieter than before.
"Yes....." Harry answered very quietly.
"Okay then... I'll drop her in later, okay? Love you, take care" a breath of relief for Harry when Gemma answered in her usual tone.
"Love you too sis, take care, tell Darcy I'm excited to see her" Gemma chuckled before answering "okay" and hanging up the phone.
There's a few minutes of silence before he looks around the living room, he arrived there last night, tired, sho he immediately went to sleep but now that he's awake he could fully see the whole manor, the memories, everything, everything and nothing that happened here. All those days and nights that they shared, the fun, the happiness, the sadness, but especially the love.
Harry spent the whole morning looking around the manor and changing what needs to be changed (like there's anything that needs changing), Cleaning what needs to be cleaned (like there's even something to clean), and unpacking the baggage he left last night lying out and about his bedroom floor. Harry is now in the kitchen cooking something very nostalgic, when the doorbell rang, 'it must be them', he thought before taking off his apron, turning off the stove, and skipping to the bloody door.
"Uncle Haz!" Darcy immediately came running off to his uncle's arms when the door opened.
"She missed you a lot" Gemma chuckled, Harry invited them inside.
"Wow your house looks like a castle" Darcy said, amazed.
"Would you like to stay for lunch?" Harry asked while his 5-year-old niece is hanging off his back.
"Oh no we're okay, we need to do something important here before flying to LA" Michal said, Gemma's husband.
"That's a waste then, but its okay" Harry answered while Darcy is playing with his hair.
"Darcy darling, would you mind getting down Uncle Haz's back? Mummy needs to talk to him" Gemma asked her daughter politely, with a little "okay mummy" Harry bends down and Darcy climbs down and goes running for her dad, Gemma pulled Harry to the kitchen.
"Are you okay? I just read the article shortly after you hung up the phone, is everything okay?" Gemma asked in a very elderly sister-y way.
"Never been better" Harry answered and gave her a reassuring smile, actually ot was more of a fake smile than a reassuring one but nonetheless. Gemma noticed, she always notices.
"I know that you probably don't want to talk about it, but I'm worried about you okay? And if you want someone to talk to I'm here, Harry. I'm always here" Gemma gave him a heart warming smile and gave him a hug, a hug that Harry needed the most, he hugs her back and they stood like that for a few seconds until Gemma lets go, it's always the other person who lets go, but Harry, Harry never does.
After talking and reminding for a few minutes Gemma and Michal bade goodbye to Darcy and they both gave her a goodbye kiss to the cheeks.
"What are you making Uncle Haz?" Darcy asked when they're both in the kitchen. Harry smiles sadly and looks down at what he's making.
"Well, this-- this, I'm making Chicken stuffed with Mozzarella wrapped in Parma ham with a side of mash Potatoes" Harry chuckles at what he just said.
"That's a lot of words, but it sounds delicious, is there anyway you can shorten the name?" She asks still looking at Harry dead in the eyes while her hands are cupped to her cheeks.
" I reckon it's actually pretty long," he chuckles, " then let's call it Louis Bleu" he smiles.
After they've finished eating, with Darcy blabbering over and over again that 'Louis Bleu' is now her favourite dish and would ask her mum to make it for her when she's back, they spent the whole day watching cartoons and playing games. They even went to a nearby park and played with the swings, they fetched themselves some chocolate and ice cream in the nearby convenience store on their way back. It was a really nice day.
"Uncle Haz, Can you tell me a story?" Darcy asked when night fell and its bedtime.
"Sure love, what kind of story do you want me to tell?" Harry obliged, fixing her blankets while he sat at the edge of her bed.
"Can you tell me a fairytale story, or even a love story? About a prince and a princess?" She asked, smiling, he looks at her, smiling, but now with the sparkles in his eyes.
"Well, I don't know any love story about a prince and a princess, but I do have a story about a prince and his soulmate, the little one with the cheekbones" thoughts and memories started rushing and filling up his head and his smile gets wider, he does his little fond nose crunch at the memories.
"What's a soulmate?" This little girl asked.
"Its a--," Harry hesitated, "Well-- It's like a bestfriend but more, its that one person in the world that knows you better than anyone else." Harry looks up and spaces out with thoughts in his mind, thoughts that are begging to come back. "It's someone who makes you a better person, no-- actually they dont make you a better person than you than yourself, its because they inspire you," he stops to breath, and he looks down.
"A soulmate is someone who-- who knew you and accepted you and believe in you before anyone else did or when no one else would. And no matter what happen, you'll always love them. Nothing could ever change that." Harry finally finishes, his eyes a bit glassy he feels like he's about to cry but then he felt Darcy's embrace 'she truly is Gemma's daughter' he thought.
"Don't cry uncle Hazza, im sure that soulmates are really beautiful and happy" she says while patting her uncle on the back, Harry chuckles.
"I know love, it really is, now let's go on to the story" Darcy lets go of him and starts to climb to bed again.
"So-- there once was a prince, he was a bit lonely and he's not very confident, he really loves to sing and would love to perform around the world, one day he met this boy in the loo," he chuckles, Darcy does the same, "This boy..... Is the little one with the cheekbones," Harry stops, just to see Darcy's reaction but she didnt react at all, "Aren't you surprised that the prince's soulmate is a boy?" He asked, a bit taken aback.
"Well, no, Mum told me that we can love who ever we want even if it's a boy or a girl" she answered. Harry felt so much happiness he thought he was about to explode but he pulled himself together and continued the story.
"The little one with the cheekbones has magnificent beautiful blue eyes and an attractive smile, the prince fell in love then and there, when they first locked eyes with each other" " After that they've spent a lot of time with each other because they both have the same interests, they wanted to sing and they wanted to travel and perform around the world, they wanted to be free. They both were put in a band or a group with three other boys, the irish princess, the bradford badboy, and leeroy" the nicknames made Darcy laugh out loud, it took a few minutes to calm him down.
"Okay the five of them were very close with each other, they were always together, they were best of friends but the prince-- the prince felt a lot more affection for the little one with the cheekbones, he's his favourite out of the boys. There came a point were he realized he loved the little one, but he was scared to tell him because he might push him away"
Darcy interrupted, "Why would he be scared? If he loves him he should tell him right away right? Because someone might take him away?"
'I know' Harry thought 'but there's some things that people are too afraid to lose that's why they don't say it, That's what I also regret, I didn't tell him sooner.'
"Yes, you should but don't worry. As the the days go by they've become closer and closer together, and the prince fell harder each day, he was really in love with the little one with the cheekbones, little did he know he likes him too" Darcy gave an unholy shriek of excitement, Harry, although startled, gave a smile.
"So one day the prince couldn't take all the love anymore he felt like he was going to burst, so he confessed his love for the boy, and he was surprised to find out that he loves him too, from the first they that they met," Harry game a teary smile, "They decided to live together, in a castle."
"Just like here? Like this house? It really looks like a castle" Darcy asked
'Exactly here, they lived exactly here'
"Yes, just like this one" Harry answered sniffing a little bit.
"So did they live happily ever after?" She asked with excitement, her eyes glistening with curiousity.
"They lived happily, sure, but there were some bad people who wanted them apart, that's why they had to hide their love from others, they were forced to stop interacting with each other when people are around so they do it in secret"
"Why? But they love each other, isn't that enough? They dont have to hide it right?" Darcy asked, a bit teary eyed.
'We do love each other, I also wished we didn't need to hide it' he thought, but he brushed those thoughts away.
"They also didn't want to hide it, but it's their only choice or else the bad people will break them up. So they chose to hide it when their outside so they won't take them apart. They will do anything they say, just so they could stay together."
"Just like soulmates." She said absent-mindedly.
"Yes, just like soulmates. They did everything together, they travelled the world, they performed, they sang, even though they can't show their love to other people, they still show it in little ways like quick glances, secret touches, and cheeky holding hands. They also made their skin like paper, all the things they can't say they write or draw it in their skin, because no one can erase them, it will forever be there." Harry touches his arms full of tattoos.
"Just like yours?" Darcy asked.
"Just like mine. They also have a lot of matching drawings, Do you know what's my favourite of all?" Harry asked, she shakes her head. " The prince has a ship drawn in his left arm," he touches his left arm where the tattoo is located, "and the little one with the cheekbones has a compass that points ships to home drawn in the inside of his right arm, it means that the boy will always be the prince's home away from home" Harry smiles, a little bitterly, with a hint of pain.
"That's really sweet" she says sweetly, butterflies filling her stomach.
"It is, They feel safe around each other's arms and feels happy in the presence of one another. They faced every storm together, and also faced every sunny day together," Harry stops, smiling, staring at nothing, trying to remember everything, all the memories, "and even when they're apart from each other the universe always finds a way for them to meet, to get back at each other's arms. They were soulmates" Harry smiled at Darcy.
"They really fell in love, didn't they?" She asked.
"Yes, yes they did."
"But what happened after? Are they still together now? Did they fight the bad people? Are they gone?" She bombarded him with questions one after the other.
"Well the bad people got into the little one with the cheekbones, so in the end, he let the prince go, but the prince didn't, he never does, he's still holding on. Now the little one with the cheekbones is getting married to a beautiful princess while the prince is left alone but he was happy because he got to meet his soulmate, the little one with the cheekbones." Harry finishes his story, a single tear escaping and rolling down his cheek.
"So the little one with the cheekbones loved the prince after all." She stopped,
"But he let go? Doesn't he love the prince anymore?" She asked sadly. 'I really hope he still loves him, but I believe that he already truly let go, all the prince wants is for the boy to be happy, even if it's not with him'
"No one knows, not even the prince," Harry answered, 'but he's still hoping that maybe the universe will put them back together, if they really are soulmates, or if he just assumed it' Harry whispered audible only to himself.
"But you said that they're soulmates, Im sure the universe will find a way to get them back together right? Even if it takes a long time?" Harry smiled, then nodded.
"Could you tell me their names?" Darcy asked curiously. "The prince's name is Harry and the little one with the cheekbones is named Louis" he answered, Darcy smiled a little sleepily, she pulled the covers up to her chin and said,
"Well, Harry and Louis' love story is the greatest one I've ever heard, even if it didn't end with a happily ever after." Before closing her eyes and falling to sleep.
Harry answered, tears falling down one after the other.
"Yes. Yes, it is."
The end.
A/n: Hey guys! So this is my first ever larry fanfic. I am in no way trying to Disrespect Harry or Louis, I just believed that they fell inlove at some point of their life, even if its just a split second. And I believe that they're love story is the greatest it's actually the only reason I actually believe in love. I wrote this fanfiction because I was bored and the power cut off, so I wrote a story on my notebook it was inspired by 2 Larry edits: 'They fell in love, didn't they?" And 'What are soulmates?' from the og larry editor in youtube her channel is GossipSmile check her out! She's really great. The name Darcy is also inspired by a girl from Tiktok who does POV's and she does Darcy Styles check her out guys! There's the link. Love you all, spread love, TPWK xxx
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Little Match-Seller
Link to AO3Â (1502 words)
Written for Day 22 of the Untamed Fall Fest 2020 - Warmth. Thanks again @fytheuntamed for hosting these; theyâre so much fun!Â
Summary:Â A-Yuan lights matches from a box heâs certain Wei-gege must have tampered with. He is visited by three warm visions and a ghost that has come to take him to his family.
(or, the Little Match Seller AU. What it says on the tin.)
A/N: Iâve been wanting to rewrite more fairy tales! This fic is based on the Little Match Girl story, committed to paper by Danish author Han Christian Andersen in the mid-19th century. And mid-19th century Denmark has like nothing in common with *hand-wave* xianxia-time Ancient China. So Iâve sort of mashed the two universes together to create one where canon events are happening and flying cultivators are a thing, but matches are also a thing. And match-sellers. And Christmas. Hey, if you canât have everything you want in life, write fanfiction!
Skrrrrch!Â
A-Yuan gasped, almost dropping the match he had just lit. The flame flickered, and he immediately moved to shield it from the bitter night wind. Tiny though it was, it instantly filled his little alcove with warmth, providing more heat than any match heâd ever used before. He was so distracted by the sudden relief from the cold that it took him a second to notice the stove that had appeared with it.Â
It was a giant brick stove, and so much like the one he faintly remembered his mother using. It was so bright and so warm, and it felt just like home! A-Yuan tentatively stretched one bare foot towards it. He had lost his little slipper much earlier in the day. Usually, whenever he went out selling, he would go with Ning-ge. The last time his shoe had fallen apart, Ning-ge simply carried him around for the rest of the day. But they were all gone now. They left yesterday: Qing-jie, Ning-ge, Uncle Four, Granny. They had told him to stay behind and hide like a good boy, and he did. He hid all night, wrapped up in the cover of a hollow tree. Then, in the morning, he set out with their wares like Ning-ge always did.Â
There was only so much that the adults would let him help with, so he was determined to sell the entire matchbox today. But, cold as it was, nobody seemed to want his matches. The people of Yiling rushed around with nervous, fearful looks on their faces. A-Yuan shuffled stubbornly through the muddy snow, hoping that when it got colder, people would finally take notice. Unfortunately, the only person who noticed him was the little girl who stole his left shoe, the one that hadnât fallen apart. Still, he trudged onward, until the cold wind grew so unbearable, A-Yuan was forced to take shelter in the corner between houses. And that was where he lit the match.Â
He was leaning closer to the stove, working up the courage to reach out and touch it, when the match suddenly went out. In its absence, the cold felt even harsher than before. A-Yuan missed the bright flame immediately. And the stove that had so mysteriously appeared. He wondered if Wei-gege had messed with it. Qing-jie kept telling him not to play with the matches, but Wei-gege doesnât always listen. But he always makes funny things happen, so maybe he had done something to the matches.Â
A-Yuan debated whether he should light another match. On the one hand, Qing-jie would be upset that he was wasting matches. But then again, she might be upset that heâs still out in the village selling when he should have finished and gone home by now. They should have finished and come home by now, he thought resentfully. They shouldnât have left me behind. With that thought, he lit the second match.Â
Skrrrrch!
Wei-gege definitely messed with these matches, A-Yuan thought. This tiny flame was just too warm and too bright. And, in addition to the unnatural warmth, the match brought another vision. From the light of the match, A-Yuan watched a large feast blossom before him. Not only could he see it, but he could smell it, too. He couldnât remember ever seeing that much food at one time. It reminded him of the day he had met Rich-gege. He had taken him and Wei-gege to a fancy restaurant and let them order whatever they wanted. When Wei-gege had taken A-Yuan back home, they discovered a feast there, too. They had let him eat as much as he wanted that night. But this feast made that one look like table scraps. His stomach rumbled, and he reached out towards the bowl of soup (maybe it would be as good as the one Ning-ge had brought home once), when the match suddenly sputtered out.Â
The darkness swarmed back in, leeching away the warmth of the match like it had never been there. A-Yuan didnât think twice about lighting a third match.Â
Skrrrrch!Â
Warmth bloomed again, and this time, a giant Christmas tree flickered into being. It was so tall, A-Yuan thought it must be as high as a mountain. The colorful ornaments adorning the tree sparkled merrily, and A-Yuan let himself slide into familiar daydreams about his family. He couldnât remember much about them, though he knew their faces from photographs. His favorite one was all of them laughing and hugging in front of a Christmas tree. He would stare at the photo and try to remember how their laughs sounded and how their hugs felt. He missed them so much. But he tried not to think about it, because whenever he would think about it, he would talk about it. And whenever he would talk about it, it seemed to make Wei-gege and Qing-jie and Ning-ge sad. But he couldnât help missing them, whenever he passed those merrily lit shopkeepersâ windows.Â
He had just reached out to touch one of the fancy colored pictures hanging off a branch when the match went out. But he could still see the Christmas lights. They rose higher and higher until they melted into the sky, joining the stars. Then, one of the stars zipped down, trailing a line of fire across the dark sky. That would be someone dying, he thought, remembering what Qing-jie had told him. When a star falls down from heaven, a soul goes up to replace it. He remembered her pointing out which ones his mom and dad and sister had become. He remembered all those nights watching shooting stars, wondering whose souls would be replacing them. He remembered searching the sky a week ago for the star that was about to fall. The one Wei-gege would replace.Â
This star was different from others he had watched, though. This one kept falling and falling and falling, seeming to fall right towards him. Maybe this is the star I will replace, A-Yuan thought. Turning to the wall with new determination, he struck another match.Â
Skrrrrch!Â
The warmth bloomed immediately, though nothing seemed to accompany it. The star in the sky was still shooting towards him, except now it has fallen right on top of him and taken the form of âŠÂ
âRich-gege!â A-Yuan cried. There he was, standing on his sword, floating impossibly in the air. He looked more magnificent than ever, scary but in an Iâll-protect-you way. A-Yuanâs lip trembled, and he tried really hard not to bawl again like he had the first time they met.Â
âOh, Rich-gege, please donât go!â He wanted to lurch forward and cling to his leg, but he didnât want to let go of the match. He couldnât let this vision disappear.Â
âA-Yuan?â Rich-gege knelt down in front of him in concern. A-Yuan realized that his body was shaking. âTell me what is wrong,â he said, and A-Yuan sniffled.Â
âThe m-match ⊠itâs gonna go out ⊠it'll burn out soon,â he tried to explain, his words tripping and tumbling over each other. âAnd then youâre gonna leave me, just like the stove and the food and the tree!â And Wei-gege and Qing-jie and Ning-ge and ⊠âYou canât leave, Rich-gege!â In a panic, he quickly struck all the matches against the wall, producing a loud skrrrrch!Â
Rich-gegeâs eyes widened. âA-Yuan!â He knocked the burning matches out of his hands and into the snow, where they began sputtering.Â
âNo! No!â A-Yuan scrambled to try to save Wei-gegeâs matches, but Rich-gege gently pulled him away from the smoking pile of ash and snow. A-Yuan clung to him, pressing his face into Rich-gegeâs white robes. âDonât leave me, donât leave me, donât leave me,â he chanted.Â
Rich-gege tightened his arms around him. âShhh, donât worry,â he whispered. âI wonât leave you.âÂ
Then the last of the matches burned out with a hiss.Â
A-Yuan hiccupped a few times, then forced himself to pull away. He looked at the charred snow, and he knew his magic had run out. The last of Wei-gegeâs matches were gone.Â
But he still felt warm. Like, the cold couldnât touch him anymore.Â
Oh.Â
Oh.Â
âA-Yuan, you canât stay here anymore,â Rich-gege whispered to him. But A-Yuan already knew that. âIâm to bring you to your family. Theyâre all waiting for you.â A-Yuan perked up. He hasnât seen them in so long. Maybe this wonât be as bad as they make it sound.Â
âAre you ready?â Rich-gege motioned up into the sky, towards the stars.Â
A-Yuan took one last look around at the village, and he whispered a quiet goodbye to the world he had known. Then, turning back to Rich-gege, he nodded. âIâm ready.â He was proud that his voice didnât shake at all. Rich-gege nodded back and carefully gathered him up in his arms. Stepping onto his sword, he flew them both into the sky.Â
As they soared among the stars, A-Yuan looked around and wondered which one he would replace. He hoped his spot was right next to his family.
Donât worry, this is a happy ending! LWJ really was there and saved A-Yuan and is taking him home. And heâll let him have a Christmas tree all the time now if he wants.Â
A-Yuan is a smart cookie, but heâs not familiar with magic, so he drew some dark and inaccurate conclusions at the end. Well, they were wrong conclusions in this story, if not canon. Originally, I wanted the story to follow canon events, but then LWJ told A-Yuan he was bringing him home to WWX. And I said, wait, no, you canât do that, because heâs dead. And LWJ said no, actually, Iâm going to save everybody and you canât do anything about it.Â
Aaaaand I canât do anything about it. ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
So, WWX is recovering from whatever was killing him last week and all of the Wen remnants (including WQ and WN) are saved, and they really are waiting for LWJ to bring the living A-Yuan home to them.Â
#untamed fall fest#mdzs fic#cql fic#the untamed fanfic#lan sizhui fic#my writing#wow#ive only written two stories so far#for this fest#and they're both so angsty!#what kind of mood am i in
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To-Go: 2+1 (PENTAGON: Yan An)
or âThe Two times Yanan Tries to Ask You Out and The One Time He Succeeds.â
So this was requested a while ago, and at first I thought they were asking for baker!reader, but I reread the ask and saw it was actually the opposite so I had to rework the plot in my brain. Regardless, in both versions, Yanan is adorably awkward.
This turned out so long and I swear I didnât mean for it to get to 2k words lol, it just happened. Also it seems that i HAVE to add a dash of mild angst whenever i write my fluff. apologies if this turns out bad--iâve been out of it lately, and i guess exploring my writing style. also iâve been busy trying to become a #contentcreator on youtube lmao.
hope you guys like it!
WARNING:Â a dash of angst. WORD COUNT:Â 2,223.
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Yanan pulls his head up from putting freshly baked strawberry and chocolate Danishes in the display rack at the jingle of bells. The âwelcomeâ dies on his lips at the sight of you, and he quickly makes to straighten up, only to bang his head on the underside of the top shelf. He rubs his slightly throbbing head as he wobbles to the kitchen.
Depositing the empty tray and tongs on a table, he desperately says, âHelp! Sheâs here!â
âOoohh,â his friend Changgu says, closing the oven door on a new batch of baguettes before turning fully to Yanan. âSo what are you doing here, then? Shouldnât you be out there at the counter?â he asks, one eyebrow raised and a playful smile on his flour-dusted face.
Yanan just groans. âYeah, but I donât know what to say!â
Changgu shrugs, takes the rag from the belt of his apron and wipes his hands with it. âThe usual, maybe? âIs this all, or would you like a coffee with that? Will you have these to go?â Come on, youâve said it tons of times before--,â
âNot that, Changgu!â the taller man said, waving a hand in front of his face, as if swatting a fly away. âI meant about asking her out! I have no idea how to ask her! Iâm not exactly the most suave person out there.â
The baker laughs, hearty and clearly amused. âJust be yourself, Yanan, whatâs the harm in that?â Changgu takes the few steps to the refrigerator to get another batch of dough. âNow if youâll excuse me, I have some bagels to make.â
Yanan lets out a pained sigh before turning and exiting the kitchen, mentally thanking his friend for that unhelpful advice.
Just in time too, as youâre stepping up to the register with a tray of goods. You smile at him and wave as you set the tray on the counter.
ââAfternoon, Y/N,â Yanan asks, quickly punching in the codes for three chocolate-filled croissants, two lemon curd Danishes, a pack of miniature cookies, and a baguette loaf; two years working at a bakery as the frontman leaves him no choice but to memorize product codes even for the least popular baked good. âWould you like a coffee with these?â
You hum, already scanning your prospects at the menu board above him before he asked. You squint, pursing your lips in concentration and Yanan thinks itâs the most adorable thing. And then you smile and turn back to him. âYep, a medium caramel macchiato, please!â
âAll righty,â he says, punching it in. âTo go as always, Iâm assuming?â he asks, smiling shyly.
âYou know me so well, Yanan,â you reply, smiling back. âIâve got a few friends coming by tonight, so Iâm doing some shopping.â
âAh, hence the baguette?â Yanan asks, before rattling off the price for everything.
You root into your bag for your wallet and hand him a bill before saying, âYep, gots to have that bread for the cheese board.â Yanan gently puts the change into your upturned palm before turning to the coffee machine behind him.
âDonât cheese boards usually have crackers?â The whir of the coffee grinder almost drowns out his voice, but thankfully you can still hear him.
âYeah, but sometimes you just need more carbs.â Yanan sputters a laugh as he presses the shot button on the machine and turns back to see you smiling at the joke.
And then Yanan just decides to go for it. âDoes this wine and cheese party have room for one more?â he says as he turns his attention to making your coffee. He feels his ears burn--from embarrassment or dread, heâs not sure.
Youâre unable to bite back a smile, and then a loud laugh. âMm, sorry, Yanan, Iâm afraid itâs girlsâ night tonight. But you know, sometimes one of our guy friends tags along too, just for the cheesy rom-coms, so I can ask. If you want.â
Yanan sets the hot paper cup in front of you and waves a hand. âAh, no, you donât have to; I was just joking.â He hopes the laugh he lets out is believable.
âOh,â you say, taking the cup and the paper bag in both hands. âWell, let me know if you change your mind about that, âkay?â You turn for the door. âThanks for this, Yanan! Iâll see you!â you say, and you disappear once again with the jingle of bells.
Yanan stares at the closed door, then sighs and deflates until heâs crouching behind the register, resisting the urge to just bang his head into it.
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You reappear the next Monday, just as Yanan finishes putting up freshly packaged dinner bread on a shelf. The bellsâ chimes welcome in a gust of wind from the chilly morning, and Yanan shivers, just a tad, and rolls down the sweater sleeves he wears under the bakeryâs navy blue linen apron. He takes the empty tray heâd brought in and retreats once again behind the counter, sneaking glances at you from the corner of his eye.
He doesnât mean to be creepy, and he hopes he doesnât come off as too chummy when he asked if he could join your get-together the previous Friday. He doesnât usually do that, nor does he even usually have a need to ask someone out; he spends all his free time in the bakery and all the customers, while nice and respectful (except of course, for the one-in-ten nasty ones), are more like family to him.
And then you came along one summer afternoon for a mocha iced coffee and a bagel, and after taking a sip said, âIs the mocha iced coffee this good usually, or is it just because you made it?â Yananâs face turned as pink as his hair back then and stuttered through the rest of the transaction.Â
The next time you came in a few days later, you made no mention of the iced coffee thing, but still managed to strike up a conversation with the introverted boy. Yanan was grateful for it--he was too flustered to reply properly, after all--and from that short exchange about strawberry jam blossomed a casual acquaintanceship.
Everything was going fine and dandy until one closing time when Changgu said, âSo when are you going to ask Y/N out?â At Yananâs expression of incredulous surprise, the baker continued, âWhat? She comes by the bakery more than once every week and talks to you everytime. She even asked the part-timer once if it was your day off when she came in and you werenât there. All signs point to her liking you, man.â
Yanan had been helping put away trays and bolts, but at his friends words he froze, party scared of the idea that someone might be interested in him and he had no idea how to go about it, and partly excited that someone might be interested in him and that hadnât really happened or been brought to his attention since elementary school.
And he does suppose itâs time he puts himself out there since Changgu has been pestering him about taking less shifts because heâs getting sick of seeing him all the time. Plus, he needs to get out more anyway. Two birds with one stone, right?
âThanks, Yanan,â your voice snaps him out of his reverie. âIâll see you later!â He registers your goodbye too late, tries to make words come out of his mouth, raises a hand at the door swinging closed behind you.
He really just went on autopilot while being consumed by his thoughts, huh? Yanan groans inwardly, deciding to make himself an espresso to distract him from his abysmal flirting skills.
***
You push the heavy door open and inhale the distinct smell of freshly baked bread. Itâs been a few days since you stopped by--work had been demanding lately and required you to clock in earlier and punch out later, so your routine got disrupted. But yesterday you submitted that finance report and could finally take your time getting that good, good coffee. And yeah, maybe a snack for later.
There are a couple of people milling about, trays full of bread, or holding a bag of rolls. You make a beeline towards the display case of confections; if you could, youâd spend all day here, just looking at the golden-brown baked dough, some lightly glazed with sugar, colorful from the fruit fillings you know they make in-store. The chocolate chip cookies are a crowd favorite--big and chunky and guaranteed to have an ample amount of chocolate in every bite. You however, are partial to their oatmeal cranberry cookies.
The way this bakery makes them gives the cookies a crunch (you suspect they put rock salt in there or something, but you arenât a baker so what would you know?), the tartness of dried cranberries gets dialed down by the oatmeal, and the cinnamon adds a depth to the fruity flavor. Itâs your favorite to-go item here, and you immediately take a medium-sized bag. You tell yourself to save these and not just devour them in one sitting this time.
A customer is getting his items rung up when you get to the counter, already seeing Yananâs head bob up and down as he reaches for the baked goods. âSometimes being tall is tiring,â he told you once. âLike here, I have to bend a bit to ring up the food because the counter is too low for me. But donât tell Changgu I told you that, heâd hold it over me forever.â You both laughed at that.
âThank you for your patronage,â you hear Yanan say now, handing the paper bag of food to the man in front of you. âTake care, and come again!â He waves to the man before turning to you.
ââMorning, Yanan,â you say, handing him the bag of cookies. âAre you feeling okay today?â You noticed when you last came in that he was oddly quiet and subdued. You werenât quite sure why he was so down, so you didnât attempt to make conversation; your mouth is sometimes too fast for your brain and you didnât want to end up saying something to accidentally offend him.
âHey, Y/N,â he says, greets you with a soft smile, but you see heâs trying to avoid looking at you. âYeah, Iâm fine. Can I get you a coffee?â
âYeah, a large hot mochaccino, please.â You hand him a bill and he returns your change. âIâm glad,â you say, fiddling with your wallet as Yanan works the coffee machine. âYou seemed kinda down last week.â
You see him start, then press the button on the machine before turning to you. âDid I?â He bites his lip. âSorry, I⊠I was just thinking.â He taps his long fingers on the wooden counter, the whirring of the machine and soft jazz emanating from the speakers the only sounds for a moment, before Yanan speaks again. âAbout last Friday⊠Iâm really sorry, I didnât mean to overstep, I just thought it would be a funny joke, but I actually half-meant it, but I wasnât really expecting you to say yes to me, and even if you did I didnât want to trouble you, but I just thought it would be kinda nice to hang out with you, you know, outside the shop, I mean, âcause like, youâre really fun to talk to, and Iâd like to--,â
âWoah, woah, wait, Yanan, wait a minute,â you say, interrupting his rambling, an amused smile on your face. Yanan clamps his mouth shut and busies himself with making your coffee. You think you see a sweep of pink on his cheeks. âI⊠was actually serious about that--inviting you to hang out, I mean. I think youâre great to talk to, and I. I wanna get to know you more, too.â You can feel your face heat up as you fix your eyes on the grains of the countertop.
You hear a soft tap in front of you, just as the fragrance of espresso and chocolate assault your nose. The green paper cup sits in front of you, and you raise your eyes slowly--up Yananâs clasped hands, to the linen apron stamped with the bakeryâs logo, and landing on his eyes, shy and worried but hopeful.
âSo,â he says, almost too softly that if you werenât paying attention, you wouldnât have caught it. Yanan takes a deep breath. âDo you⊠want to have dinner sometime?â
You think you must have misheard it. But you saw his lips moving, heard the sound come out of his mouth, so it must be real.Â
Youâre nodding before you realize it, smiling before you notice your cheeks are hurting. âYeah. Yeah, Iâd love to.â A relieved smile breaks out on Yananâs face, and you briefly wonder how you didnât realize heâs beautiful when he smiles.
He lets out the breath heâs holding as he pushes the cup of coffee to you. âHereâs your coffee, to go.â You reach out to take it, and make sure to brush your fingers against his. Electricity rushes up your hand, and you feel it buzzing as you say your goodbyes. as you exit the shop and step out into the chilly morning. as you remember him everytime you take a sip of the delicious coffee.
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The Girl Next Door (Part 6) - Brothers
Summary: Dean and the reader have their first proper date out and the reader makes a visit to see her brother...
The Girl Next Door Masterlist
Pairing: Neighbor/Mechanic!Dean x baker!reader
Word Count: 6,000ish
Warnings: language, angst, discussed past suicide attempt
A/N: Enjoy!
Readerâs POV
âDean?â you asked when Dean had been driving for nearly half an hour that Sunday night for your date out. He hadnât given you any hints before heâd left your house that morning, simply told you to wear something comfortable on your feet. âWhere are we going?â
âMusic festival,â he said with a smile. âThey got food, beer, music. Youâll love it. I swear.â
âThanks,â you said once you got a wristband at the gate and were wandering around with Dean about fifteen minutes later. He was munching on something called a donut burger but you werenât daring enough to try that one out. You got some fried dough to snack on as you walked around, waiting for the music to start. Something touched your hand and it took a moment to realize it was Deanâs. He kept brushing it up against yours, not looking at you but you let yours bump back twice before he grabbed it and laced your fingers together.
You walked until you found a spot to watch the first act come out, done with your food by then and Dean returning to wrap his arms around you. You smiled, nuzzling back into his chest.
âWarmer?â he asked.
âI donât remember the last time I got a hug was is all,â you said. You felt him squeeze you again, relaxing his arms as he lazily kept them around you. He moved a little to the music, even if the band playing was only the opener to the opener. After a while though he snuck off and returned with a box of cheesy fries, smiling as you shared them between the switch of bands.
âYou knowâŠâ he said, popping a fry in his mouth. âThis whole not getting hugs thing, totally not cool with me. You should get one at least once a day.â
âAre you volunteering your services?â you teased.
âNaturally,â he said, eating another fry. You rubbed your bare arm as the sun was starting to go down, Dean shrugging out of his flannel. He held it out and it took a moment for you to realize he was giving it to you. It was far too large but it smelled nice and was soft and warm around you. âNot get along with your family?â
âJack, not so much,â you said, nibbling on a fry. âOur parents arenât around anymore.â
âSorry to hear that,â he said.
âJackâs...not the most stable of people lately. We agreed that when he was better, Iâd give him his half of what they left behind for us butâŠâ
âBut Jack didnât seem so great this morning,â said Dean.
âHe hasnât been great a long time,â you said. âHeâs better than he was though which is saying something.â
âWell I hope he gets the help he needs,â said Dean.
âMe too,â you said. Dean reached over and moved a piece of hair the wind had caught and tucked it behind your ear. He let his finger linger over your cheek, pulling it away to get more food. âThanks for getting me out of the house.â
âThanks for getting me out of the house,â he said.
âSam doing okay?â you asked.
âMhm. Told me about your jedi mind trick you did on him after I ran out with Avy. Thank you,â he said.
âI was just trying to help,â you said with a shrug.
âYou know this music festival is here next weekend too if youâd like to come back,â he said. âDifferent bands and all that.â
âYou think youâre getting a second date, Winchester?â you said. He shrugged, a shit eating grin on his face. âIâd love to.â
âPerfect,â he said.
You went back over to the stage when the next act came on, Deanâs arms around you again. The music was better this time around and you moved to the beat slowly, Dean following your lead as you stood in place. By the time the main act was up, you were glad Dean had given you his shirt, still toasty warm. Youâd have to remember to bring something the next weekend. You nuzzled your cheek against his arm, forgetting where you were for a moment. Dean didnât say anything though and simply kissed the top of your head.
âWant to head home?â he asked as the last song was ending. You nodded, taking your time to walk back to his car, holding hands once again.
The drive home felt much shorter and soon Dean was walking you to your door, giving your cheek a kiss.
âGoodnight, Y/N,â he said.
âGoodnight, Dean,â you said, giving one back. His lips twitched up, an ever so subtle tinge of pink on his face. âDean?â
âHm?â he hummed, halfway towards turning away. Youâd taken off his flannel and were holding it out to him, Dean looking to it and back to you. âSâbetter on you anyways.â
âI mean obviously butâŠâ you teased.
âCute,â he said, flashing you a smirk. âSee you around, sweetheart.â
âLater, Dean.â
âPlease donât, please donât, please donât,â you said, the box slipping from your hand the next morning. It was raining and youâd tried to rush as you tucked them away in your car but you were about five seconds away from losing the entire batch. You went down to your knee in the driveway, feeling it scrape open but you were able to rest it against the ground and get a better grip on the boxes. You winced as you stood up and got the boxes safely away in the back. âOw. Fuck.â
âHidy ho, neighbor,â teased Dean, he and Sam popping around the other side of the car, a pair of raincoats on them.
âHey guys,â you said, slamming the trunk shut. âTaking a walk in the rain?â
âSammyâs this close to going all Misery on me if I donât take him out for fresh air every once in while,â said Dean, Sam narrowing his eyes at him.
âThe doctors said light physical activity is good for me. Plus Iâm not so dizzy anymore,â he said.
âWait. Youâre not dizzy when youâre regularly taking your medicine and resting? Whoâd a thought?â teased Dean again.
âOh come on, Sam. You really werenât taking your stuff when you were supposed to?â you said. âNo wonder you felt like shit.â
âNo one ever said the Winchesters werenât a stubborn bunch. God, Jess used to tell me that all the time,â he said.
âShocking,â you said, both sets of eyes going down to your knee. âI gotta run and do these deliveries. Summer kid took the day off again.â
âLetâs get that taken care of first?â said Dean, nodding to your cut. You rolled your eyes but waved them onto the porch out of the weather, both of them humming at the smell coming through the open front door. âThat smells amazing.â
âAlways smells extra good in here on rainy days,â you said, heading back to the kitchen. You stuck a band aid on your knee, both of them cocking their heads from the front door. You groaned and ripped it off, getting a bottle of alcohol and cleaned off the cut in view of them, slapping a bigger bandage on. âYou two happy now?â
âFor the most part,â said Dean. You popped back outside and locked up the front door, throwing up your hood under the porch. You were slower on your knee, Dean turning to Sam. âHey, Y/N. Want some company this morning? Free manual labor in it for ya. This one could do for a field trip.â
âDean. We annoy Y/N enough as it is,â said Sam.
âWell my track record this morning isnât so great. As long as Sam doesnât do any lifting, you guys can tag along. Kind of boring is all,â you said.
âI mean, I will take literally any kind of adult interaction I can get,â said Sam.
âAlright then. Hop in.â
âAh, Sinful Sweets. Best part of my day,â said Teddy, giving you a smile when Dean set down a box of mixed pastries on the counter.
âI always thought the cafe here made their own desserts,â said Dean.
âEh, we used to. Weâre more restaurant now than back then. We still get the avid morning crowd that wants a danish to bring to work though,â he said. Dean hummed and you headed out, getting a tsk from him once you were outside and heading for the car.
âYou really sell your stuff in there and let them claim it as their own?â said Dean.
âTheyâre a consistent customer,â you said with a shrug.
âDoesnât seem right, with how hard you work and all,â he said.
âI donât need a big bakery with all the overhead. The way things work now is fine,â you said.
âAlright. Whereâs our next stop?â he asked.
âI got a platter of cookies to deliver to the barber shop and then I was probably going to grab lunch at the diner,â you said. âYou can join if youâd like. I got...stuff Iâd rather do on my own after that though.â
âMaybe Sammy and Iâll go have lunch with the boys at the garage,â said Dean as he smiled at you. âI got a feeling we may be starting to actually annoy you.â
âNo. Iâm just...busy this afternoon,â you said. âIâll take the company any other time though, seriously.â
âWell, uh, letâs do this last delivery so we can grab some grub, hm?â
You took a deep breath as you walked into the waiting room two hours later, signing in and barely sitting down before a nurse grabbed you. You followed her back down the hall, entering the room and taking a seat on the couch by Jack. He picked at a thread on the pillow, doing his best to pretend you werenât there.
âHey,â you said.
âDid you really have to call them on me? Do you know how much trouble you got me in?â he said, shoving the pillow aside as he glared at you.
âIf you had rang my doorbell and politely asked about your share of the inheritance, I wouldnât have needed to,â you shot back.
âThey questioned me if Iâm a danger to myself or others,â he said.
âAre you?â you asked.
âNo!â he shouted, just in time for a doctor to walk in the room. âGreat. Dr. Evil is here.â
âEverything alright in here?â asked Dr. Hank, taking a seat across from you both.
âPeachy,â grumbled Jack.
âJack. Weâre here today to talk about what happened yesterday morning. You showed up at your sisterâs home unannounced,â he said.
âLots of people drop by families houses unannounced all the time,â said Jack.
âYou arenât allowed to do that and you know that,â he said.
âWhy not?â you asked. You caught the flash of surprise on Jackâs face as the doctor turned his attention on you. âHe does kind of have a point. People do that.â
âYes but we are trying to put structure back in Jackâs life here-â
âControl,â mumbled Jack.
â...Structure in Jackâs life,â said the doctor with what looked like a glare in Jackâs direction. âYour brother has certain rules, as do all our patients, when it comes to day passes.â
âListen. I get it. I think Jack gets that we arenât at that point in our relationship to be free to walk in and out of each otherâs spaces,â you said, Jack staring at the floor. âBut the reason I came here is to understand why you wanted your share of the money right then and there.â
Jack shrugged, the doctor sighing.
âYour sister asked a question, Jack.â
âIâm the older brother,â mumbled Jack.
âDo you need help with something?â you asked. Jack laughed, staring at you.
âHelp? I want to go home. Iâm tired of doing what other people tell me all day long. You say one little sarcastic thing here you get locked in your room for the day with nothing to do or you get privileges revoked or they make you feel like an idiot. Structure? Iâm not even allowed to choose when to go sleep, when to wake up, when I can eat, what I can eat. I have no control over anything in my life and the second I try and get some here, I get in trouble and- â
âThatâs enough Jack,â said Dr. Hank. You looked at Jack, saw the way he was staring at you. Youâd seen it before.
The way Sam looked up at Dean in the backyard after the fire. The way Sam looked up at you in Avyâs room on Saturday night. The way Jack had looked at you the night you came to the decision to send him to that facility.
He was asking for your help. Only this time he wanted help with something else.
To leave.
âI will not give you your inheritance,â you said, Jack blank faced. âBut I will take you out of here and you can stay with me if you listen to my rules and I mean all of them.â
âI donât think-â
âQuiet,â you shot at the doctor. âI sent my brother here to get help. Itâs been a year. Youâre clearly not helping so Iâm taking him.â
âHe may be a threat to-â
âJack. Do you want to live? Yes or no?â you asked.
âYes,â he said quietly.
âYou gonna hurt me if I yell at you for breaking a rule?â you asked. He shook his head.
âNo. Never,â he said.
âGreat. No threat. Now Iâm taking him home right now or Iâm getting my neighborâs law firm on the phone. Your choice.â
âJack,â you said, rubbing your temples as you drove him back to your house. âYesterday. You donât want the money do you. You wanted to runaway. Thatâs what you wanted it for. Isnât it?â
âYeah,â he mumbled from the passenger seat.
âWhy didnât you say something?â you asked. âI could have done something.â
âCause you hate me,â he said, staring out the window.
âI donât hate you,â you said.
âI hate me.â
You pulled over on the highway, Jack frowning at you.
âOur first new rule is you talk to me. You didnât talk to me, didnât talk to anyone back then. Iâm not going to let that happen again, alright?â you said.
âIâm older. Iâm supposed to take care of you, not the other way around,â he said.
âI donât care. Besides, youâre only two years older, doofus,â you said. âSecond rule. You will go to a therapist we pick out together, daily.â
âY/N. I didnât like-â
âThird rule. You donât have to be scared. Crack a joke or make a comment. You can still be you, Jack. Eat what you want when you want. Stay up late and sleep in. You decide those things. I donât want some mindless thing running around. I want my brother. I want a happy big brother. Thatâs all,â you said. âAnd Iâm sorry I havenât been by to visit since Christmas. That was wrong of me.â
âI did sort of yell at you last time. Itâs okay,â he said, running his hands up and down his thighs. âIâm sorry.â
âI forgive you,â you said. He froze, swallowing hard. âI forgive you, Jack. Nothing you did was your fault. Letâs go home now, okay? We can run to the store and get you anything you want on the way. Some new clothes, maybe some food youâd like in the house. I got a whole bunch of lemon cookies on the counter. You love those.â
âYou canât possibly forgive me,â he said quietly.
âIâve had a pretty good reminder lately of how siblings are supposed to treat one another. Weâve been doing a shitty job of it for years. So we go home and we start over,â you said. âDeal?â
âJust donât send me back there and you got whatever you want.â
âI want you to get a job too, Jack,â you said, getting out of the car a few hours later, bags in hand. âSomething part-time right now.â
âA job?â he asked.
âYes. You need money to buy yourself things you want and I want you back out in the real world, not whatever crap theyâve been shoving down your throat the past year,â you said.
âYou could have left me there,â he said, stopping halfway up the driveway.
âOnce you settle in, I want us two to talk. Something...something seems really off about that place and with you Jack. I want you to stop taking any medicine they gave you until you see a new doctor. We can look tomorrow,â you said.
âDo we have to?â he groaned.
âUntil Iâm not afraid that every time I leave the house Iâm going to come home and find something horrifying, then yeah, youâre seeing a therapist. I think itâll be good for you,â you said. âCome on. Weâll order pizza, get you moved in.â
You both watched a soccer ball come rolling up to you a few seconds later, Avy and Dean out in the front yard, Sam laughing from the front porch, probably at Dean for kicking it so hard if you had to guess.
âNosey neighbor?â asked Jack.
âThose are the Winchesters. I just started dating the one walking over here so play nicer than you did yesterday, please,â you said.
âHey,â said Dean, nodding when he saw you and Jack standing there. âSorry about that. I forget my own strength sometimes.â
You giggled, cutting it off when you saw Dean staring at Jack.
âIâm moving in,â blurted out Jack. Dean hummed, giving him a smile. âUntil Iâm...better. Feeling better. On my own two feet.â
âAlright. Be nice to your sister for me. You ever need somethinâ, just come on over. Weâre going through our own thing right now but Y/Nâs had our backs more than once. Iâm sure weâll be seeing a lot of you, Jack,â said Dean. Jack nodded, Dean doing the same back. âY/N we uh, wanted to invite you over for dinner. Sammyâs in the mood to cook with some supervision of course. Jack, youâre welcome to join us.â
âY/N can go. I can get...â he trailed off when he caught your face.
âWeâll be over in a little while if thatâs okay?â you asked. Dean smiled and pecked a quick kiss on your lips before he headed back with the ball. âYou just canât stand to go like, four hours without seeing me, can you?â
âEven four hours is too long, sweetheart!â he laughed, kicking the ball back across the yards and over to Avy.
âHeâs a dork,â you said, waving Jack with you to the front porch. âWeâll get pizza tomorrow. I promise.â
Half an hour later, Jack had his room settled and knew the ground rules youâd set for him. He would go to therapy every day during the work week and heâd find a part-time job to work at. Youâd help him get a car if he decided he wanted one in a little while but for now you were driving him around. His curfew was nine during the week and ten on the weekends unless he was out with you and he most certainly did not want to find out what happened if he lied to you.
âJack? You ready to go to dinner?â you shouted from the bottom of the stairs.
âDo I have to?â asked Jack.
âYes,â you said, leaning against the door to his new room.
âWhy? Itâs your boyfriend and his family,â he said.
âBecause Dean was nice enough to invite you. He would very much like you to feel good again too,â you said. Jack lifted his chin. âNo, I didnât tell him anything specific. Just said you had some stuff going on.â
âWhat? Donât want your boyfriend to know your brother tried to off himself?â he said, smirking as he walked down the stairs. You shut your eyes and took a deep breath. âThat was a joke by the way.â
âI havenât known Dean very long. I donât share things like that yet and itâs not really mine to share,â you said as you followed after him.
âYou like this guy, huh,â he said. âYou seem different from Christmas. Happier.â
âSlowly getting there. The Winchesters...their family has their own problems but they stick together. I figured...maybe we could try that,â you said.
âY/N,â said Jack with a smile. âWhat happened...thatâs not something I donât think I can ever get over. I have to live with it.â
âYeah. You do. But youâre going to live with it. Youâre not leaving me too, you got it? Or else Iâm going to kick your ghost ass,â you said.
âYou always lost when we wrestled,â he said.
âMaybe I just let you win,â you said, grabbing the container off the front table. âReady?â
âAs Iâll ever be,â he said.
âItâs only three of them,â you said as you locked up after the two of you and cut across the yards. âSamâs the tall guy in the beanie. Avyâs Samâs six year old daughter. Deanâs temporarily living with them while Samâs recovering from a car accident.â
âMust have been pretty serious,â said Jack, pausing at the bottom of their porch.
âIt was. Come on, Jackie,â you said, holding out your hand.
âYou havenât called me that in a decade,â he said.
âBetter get used to it again,â you said, tugging him up the steps. You rang the doorbell, Avy popping around the corner, giving you a smile. âHey, cutie. I brought some lemon cookies for dessert.â
âYouâre the best neighbor ever,â she said, opening the door for you. You laughed and handed her the container, stepping inside and slipping off your shoes. âHi.â
âHi,â said Jack, taking off his sneakers. âUh, Iâm Jack, Y/Nâs brother.â
âDo you make cookies too?â she asked.
âNo. Y/Nâs the baker,â he said, giving her a smile. She took off for the kitchen, the both of you heading over to it, Dean watching Sam like a hawk from the countertop.
âDean. There is such a thing as personal space,â said Sam while he worked over the stove.
âI mean, weâre all used to that horrendously ugly mug of yours but if you decide to pass out, Iâd rather we not go to the hospital for the third time in a week, hm?â said Dean.
âI loathe you,â said Sam.
âYup. These guys are definitely brothers,â said Jack. Sam turned away, Dean nudging him that heâd take over. Sam gave him a nod when Dean hopped to the ground and swapped places with him. âIâm Jack. Dean said it was cool if I stopped by.â
âNo, no. Thatâs great. Y/Nâs family is plenty welcome,â said Sam. âDean said youâre moving in?â
âYeah, for a while,â said Jack, glancing at you. âUntil my new warden says Iâm allowed to go.â
âI got one of those too,â said Sam, pointing over his shoulder at Dean.
âMaybe we can swap sometime,â said Jack. Sam laughed, Dean narrowing his eyes at Sam when he spun around.
âHey, meatâs done. Finish making your tacos yourself. Weâre hungry,â said Dean, patting Samâs arm.
âAlright, bossy,â said Sam. Jack raised an eyebrow in your direction but you shook your head. âI had a bit of head trauma. Tonightâs the first night Iâve been allowed to actually cook since it happened. Deanâs a worrier if you couldnât tell.â
âI think I got that part,â said Jack. Dean rolled his eyes and went over to get a cookie but Avy frowned and shook her head at him.
âCome on, Avy. One?â he asked.
âYouâll spoil your dinner,â she said, walking past him, Sam giving her a fist bump along the way.
âThatâs my girl,â he said. âAvy, you help Uncle Dean with the plates while I whip these up.â
âYou got it,â she said. You got a drink for Jack and yourself from the fridge, Dean nodding for everybody to eat outside on the back porch. It took a few trips but eventually everything made it out there.
Jack and Dean were both pretty quiet, mostly listening to Avy talk about her summer camp, Sam asking questions every so often. She got bored quickly though and went over to her swing set, playing on it while Sam kept an eye on her from his seat.
âMedicine?â asked Dean. Sam sighed and stood up, returning after a minute. âGood boy.â
âSo, Jack. What do you do for a living?â asked Sam.
âNothing at the moment. I need a part time job. Iâm looking for one,â said Jack quickly.
âYou ever work on cars?â asked Dean. Jack shook his head but Dean shrugged. âI work at Hunterâs over on main. Our old boss just retired last week and we could use a guy. As long as youâre not a complete idiot and got a clean driving record, we could-â
âI donât know anything about cars,â he said. Dean stared at him.
âEh, weâll keep you to the basics at first. Pays pretty good, even part time.â
âYeah, I think that sounds good for you, Jack,â you said.
âUh, thank you. I appreciate it,â said Jack.
âGreat. Now Benny will get off my ass about finding extra help,â teased Dean.
âYou know, I really donât need-â started Sam, Dean cutting him off.
âSammy,â said Dean. âEnough. Youâre not working in the garage.â
âSorry,â mumbled Sam, staring out at the yard.
âSo this is your house Sam?â asked Jack after a moment. Sam hummed, giving Jack a soft smile.
âYeah. I was a lawyer before all this. My wife and I...our old house had a fire, about four years ago. Avy and I moved in here after that. We crashed at Deanâs for a month or so,â said Sam. âItâs a beautiful neighborhood. Sânice place to recover from stuff in.â
âI hope so,â said Jack. Sam raised an eyebrow, Jack looking to you. âJust tell your friends about me already.â
âIf you want to, you can but you donât have to,â you said.
âI tried to kill myself about a year ago,â said Jack. Sam blinked a few times and nodded, Dean remaining quiet from his corner of the table. âI got in a nasty fight with our parents. I donât even remember what over. I left their place and went back to mine. Y/N and I didnât talk so much then. She was off being a med student and the good child and I was...depression runs in our family apparently. Dad had it, kept it quiet. Life seemed...it seemed better if I went away. So I took a bunch of stuff...and I got a text from Y/N saying I better call her because Iâd really scared her based on what mom and dad had said when theyâd just talked. I thought what had I just done but I could already feel it all...stuff was shutting down. I called for an ambulance and called my parents and I guess they sped over and it was rainy out andâŠâ
âAnd our parents caused the big pile up on Highway 12 last year,â you said, resting your head in your hand.
âThatâs why you left med school,â said Dean.
âI saw so much that night and thought what idiot was speeding in the rain like that,â you said. âTurned out it was our parents and they came in...I had to identify them...and then I find Jack in stall twenty mid-overdose and itâs a miracle he had no permanent damage,â you said, Jack looking down at the table. âI sent him away to get help but when I went there today, I realized I just put him somewhere I wouldnât have to deal with him. He wasnât getting help there. Jack, you barely look up when people are talking to you anymore. I bet that place made you feel even shittier about yourself, not better.â
âJack,â said Sam, putting his hand on the table. âIâm sorry if this is too personal but were you at Bryerwood by any chance? Up north a ways?â
âActually, yeah,â said Jack, turning his head. âWhy?â
âNothing,â said Sam, shaking his head. âI canât disclose other cases.â
âThatâs lawyer talk for that place is sketchy,â said Dean.
âJack...if you ever felt...inappropriate things took place there or you experienced them, Iâd like to put you in contact with another lawyer at our firm. This may be...a possible class action type of situation,â he said.
âIâm sorry. I donât know what those things would have been. I donât think I could tell the difference right now,â said Jack. You closed your eyes, Deanâs hand sneaking under the table to give your free hand a squeeze.
âWell Iâm sure your sister will get your head on right. Hell, sheâs been helping me do it and she probably didnât even notice,â said Dean. You opened your mouth but Jack beat you to it.
âBut youâre not nuts,â said Jack.
âYouâre not nuts either, Jack,â you said. âYou were sad and lonely and I was a workaholic and so were mom and dad and...we screwed up and didnât help you. Their tough love crap made it impossible to talk to them about what we needed or wanted. I get that. I didnât even want to be a doctor, Jack. You were brave enough to at least go your own way. Iâm sorry none of us helped you and that I basically ignored you the past year.â
âYou were going through your own stuff,â said Jack. âItâs not your fault. Iâm the one with the messed up head.â
âCan we talk about something else?â you asked. Dean started asking Jack a few things about cars and music. You tuned them out, Samâs voice piping in every so often. You heard a laugh, one of them belonging to Jack. Something was nudging you and you realized it was Dean poking you in the ribs.
âWant to take a walk? Jackâs going to hang back with Sam and Avy,â said Dean. You stood up with him, glad to get some time alone. You were partway down the block when Dean wrapped his hand around yours. âYou okay?â
âYeah. Sorry. That was...sorry. That was way more family drama than you needed to hear,â you said, taking a deep breath. A finger tapped under your chin and you moved your head up, Dean offering a sweet smile to you.
âHey. Youâve been there for us with our crap. We can be there for you and Jackâs crap too,â he said.
âPeople arenât as sweet as you, you know,â you said.
âYeah they are. Thankfully I got my own sweetie right here,â he said, bumping your hip. You let out a small laugh, Dean walking closer to you. âI think it takes a lot of guts to help out your brother like that.â
âI should have-â
âShould have what? You had trauma that night too from the sounds of it. Iâm sure you were trying to do the best thing for him, send him to a place that would help him. You werenât in the right frame of mind to take care of him. Now...maybe you are,â he said.
âYesterday morning, I thought he was just pissed off Jack again. He was asking me to get him out of there and I didnât realize.â
âJackâs a big boy. He could have spoken up,â said Dean.
âWho knows what theyâve been drilling in his head the past year though. He didnât used to be so timid. Always a little innocent but...then Sam said-â
âHey. Jackâs not there anymore and maybe once he starts talking to a good doctor, heâll want to share some of those things but right now, just focus on the fact that Jack is probably happy tonight for the first time in a long time,â said Dean.
âI donât know if he even knows what happy is anymore,â you said. Dean shrugged, kicking a rock with his sneaker.
âHeâll learn,â said Dean. âHow are you holding up?â
âMe? Iâm fine,â you said.
âAh. Well. Iâm fine too,â he said. You twitched up your lip, leaning your head against his shoulder. âYou know, all that stuff you guys were talking about, it wasnât your fault either.â
âThere were so many things I could have done differently,â you said.
âYou know Sammyâs accident? We had a little fight before that,â said Dean. You lifted your head, Dean swinging your hands together. âAvy was already in bed. I called him and bitched him out, told him to get his ass home and stop working so much. Sammy got pissed and I got pissed and he said fine and then got in his car. If I hadnât of done that...Sammy wouldnât have been in that accident.â
âBut you had no control over that other driver,â you said. âOr that Sam would choose that moment to leave work.â
âJust like you have no control over an argument you werenât involved in and a brother that never told you how low he felt and parents that decided to speed in the rain and the rest of it. Neither one of us had control. Iâll be honest, I was feeling pretty shitty about that whole thing until I started hanging out with you. So you donât feel shitty either, alright?â
âOkay,â you said, squeezing his hand.
âOkay then,â he said. âYou know...thereâs a practice in town thatâs a pretty good. Our parents went to him when they had marriage problems.â
âYour parents donât seem the type,â you said.
âMy deep seeded fear of commitment comes from them,â said Dean.
âYet weâre dating,â you said.
âYou must be extra special then,â he said. You cocked your head, Dean darting his eyes down to your lips. âI moved in to take care of my brother, not fall for the girl next door you know.â
âHowâs that working out for ya?â you asked.
âHorrible,â he said, pressing his lips to yours. âYou taste like sugar. How do you always taste like sugarâŠâ
âFancy thing called chapstick,â you teased.
âNever heard of it,â he laughed, spinning you around before walking again.
âDean,â you said, grabbing his arm and wrapping yours around.
âMhm?â
âIâm very happy I met you,â you said.
âMe too, sweetheart.â
A/N: Read Part 7 here!
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Title: Of Chlorine, Nephews and Things Getting Better Pairing: stingue Word Count: 3, 400 Rating: PG Warnings: none A/N: @blackbloodrose20 Iâm your secret Valentine for the exchange hosted by @ft-fairyexchanges. I hope you enjoy the story! It got a bit away from me, as this pairing tends to do, but I think it works.
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This was not Rogueâs day.
âThat was so embarrassing, Uncle!â
Rogue ignored the faint smells of wet clothing and chlorine that permeated the car and the soft croon of the radio, fingers gripped tightly around the steering wheel in mortification. His clothing clung to his skin and his hair to his scalp. When heâd slipped on the side of the pool and fell in, he hadnât been planning to take a dip.
Shut up, shut up, shut up.
This was said silently in his mind of course. Neil, his nephew, already had reason to doubt his sanity after what happened this afternoon. No reason to give the poor boy more evidence. Really, he probably shouldnât even be driving, the shaking made things a bit unsteady and it was hard to focus on the road.
âFor you or me?â Rogue replied archly, a beat too late.Â
Lips burning, he took a hand off the wheel and scrubbed the back of it across them, hard. It felt good, for a second, then the burn came back. It had been a long while since heâd had a manâs lips on his.
The pre-teen in the passenger seat stopped to consider the question seriously, as he always did. Unfortunately for him, he was very much like Rogue was at that age. Awkward, quiet and serious. He tended to fade into the background of things, like a child-shaped shadow. Heâd been like that for as long as Rogue had known him, which was about two months.
Neil flipped his too-long bangs from his eyes, peering over, âAre you okay?â
âJust wet.â
âYou did fall in a swimming pool,â Neil pointed out and Rogue could feel his stare at the obvious and lame answer. âAnd Mr. Eucliffe had to pull you out and give you mouth-to-mouth.â
Rogue nearly hit his forehead on the steering wheel at the reminder but the last thing he needed today was to be pulled over.Â
When Neil had brought home a permission slip and interest for swimming, Rogueâs friend really pushed for Rogue to let the boy join. Yukino seemed to have these sorts of things all figured out - at least where Neil was concerned. She said the boy needed a confidence boost and something to keep him busy. Rogue really just signed it because he thought that would buy him an extra hour three times a week alone - he didnât realize those three hours would be spent in a damp, smelly building surrounded by a handful of middle aged moms on their cellphones.Â
And he definitely hadnât thought heâd be fished out of the pool like a drowned rat in front of everyone. Then kissed -- no, not kissed, mouth-to-mouth, absolutely not a kiss, it was a valid, medical procedure.Â
It was a violent flashback to high school times. Stomach heaving, he shoved those thoughts away. That was the past. It was the past, and it couldnât hurt him anymore. He was past that now, in a better - ok, well, different, anyway, place.
âIâm fine,â Rogue repeated numbly, realizing with dawning horror that the next swimming practice was sooner than he could handle. All those people were there. Mr. Eucliffe would be there too. High school never ended, did it? âItâs fine.â
Everything was fine.
What was another emergency visit to the therapist?
~
âHey! Youâre that guy from Swimland!â
If Rogueâs shoulders could creep up any higher, heâd be an actual turtle hiding in his shell. Lacking a shell and a retractable neck in general, he winced and slowly pivoted around, life-sustaining coffee in one hand and an indulgent raspberry danish in the other.
âYou are! Everything good?â
The overenthusiastic swim instructorâs bright blue eyes twinkled and his smile gleamed. Too bright, too shiny⊠too loud. Suddenly, the burning on his lips returned, along with the butterflies. That danish was expensive, flicked across his mind, which was a shame because heâd most certainly not be able to eat it now.
I hate my body, Rogue thought to himself crossly. Heâd really, desperately needed a sweet treat for the week he was having.
âHello, yes, Iâm fine, now, uh, thanks.â
âNo problem.â Wink. Smile. Rogueâs stomach squirmed a bit more. âNot every day I get to save someone like you.â
âWhat does that mean?â
The swim instructor blinked, taken aback by Rogueâs tone shift. He reared back a bit, shifting an eyebrow and becoming more guarded. Some of the shine hid behind those clouds, the sunshine more bearable when he frowned instead of smiled.
âUh⊠sorry?â
Rogue sighed, blowing the air out with a mix of regret and irritation at himself. He was fairly certain he wasnât misreading the intent, but what if this guy really was just cluelessly friendly and a natural flirt? He probably had a girlfriend at home and was just nice with all the parents who paid his salary, so once again, Rogue was blowing things out of proportion. Rubbing the bridge of his nose and taking several deep breaths, he forced a smile with more teeth than cheer.
âNo, Iâm sorry. Iâve been having a bad week⊠month⊠several months, actually. Can I buy your coffee as an apology?â Rogue really, truly couldnât afford that, but heâd also feel terrible for the rest of the day if he didnât at least offer.
âIf youâre having a bad week, maybe I shouldâve bought you a coffee. Iâm Sting Eucliffe, by the way. Iâm sure you probably know that --â Rogue didnât, which made him feel worse -- âBut I really came up on you like a pal instead of someone I havenât officially met yet. My friends say I can come on strong. And you are?â
âRogue, Rogue Cheney, Neilâs uncle. Iâd shake butâŠâ He held up his coffee and danish.
Sting looked him up and down with a tug of a smile that made his stomach flutter even more, âYouâve got your hands full. Uncle, huh? Neilâs a good kid; good swimmer too. Say, might be coming on too strong again, but you look like you need to talk. Iâve got a few hours before work⊠fair warning, I talk a lot, you might get sick of listening.â
Rogue sincerely doubted that. It would be like getting sick of the sun.
But Mr. Eucliffe might get sick of him. He didnât have a lot of cheerful and chipper topics at the moment. Broke up with his long-term boyfriend, rather violently at that, last year on Valentineâs Day. Something about him being too brooding and not into fun. Lost his job to office politics, scrabbling to collect unemployment and find a new one. Hence why he was at the coffee shop in the first place, laptop waiting and white mocha in hand. Acquired a pre-teen ward, one he didnât even know existed until he got a phone call two months ago. Rogue wasnât close with his family after the falling out, but his sister had always been fond of him. Still, heâd spent long nights wondering why Neil was with him and not their parents. He was too afraid to call and ask.
He looked up into that hopeful, puppydog look and felt the resistance on the tip of his tongue disappear.
â...Sure.â
~Â
âHey! Mr. Cheney!â
Rogue looked up, startled, nearly but not quite losing his balance. It was tempting, for a split second, to fall in. But at some point Mr. Eucliffe would realize Rogue was not only a proficient swimmer, but had won many competitions in college. Plus, heâd just regained his reputation with the moms - they hadnât harassed or teased him too much about it. But falling in seemed to have broken some ice and more than once heâd been invited into their little gossip circle. It felt nice to belong, even if it was just a group of bored moms that would go their merry ways after their boys lost interest in swimming and moved on to the next sport.
Rogue had gotten in the habit of showing up a little early because Neil wanted to help set up. Today was the big meet, and Neil had been anxious all morning.Â
âCongrats, man. Neil told me.â
Rogue felt a smile slip onto his face, although he wasnât sure if it was the warm congratulations or the fact Neil was starting to open up to people. Heâd taken a particular shine to Mr. Eucliffe, and Rogue found it nice to have someone who seemed to care as much about his nephew as he did - Neil gave them an excuse to talk. A coffee date here, some time after a meet there, before practice started during set-up.
âThank you, Mr. Eucliffe.â
âIâve told you this a million times, itâs just Sting. I donât stand on ceremony.âÂ
That was true enough. Rogue had been regaled with many exciting stories of Sting, the globetrotter, getting in trouble for his lack of decor. Swim instructor was just the latest in a long career of job hopping and city changing lifestyle. Rogue had to wonder how long⊠how long before Sting grew bored and moved on. Like sunlight, he never stayed in one place.
Swallowing the lump that formed, he tried not to choke on his smile. He should be happy; he finally found a job. And it was a good job, a better job than his last one too. Things were looking up. It was too soon to be fretting about the future, like his therapist always told him.
âThank you⊠Sting. Youâve been⊠youâve been a big help. I probably couldnât have done it without your support.â
âAww,â Sting flushed an adorable shade of pink, his normally cocky look taking on a more boyish cast with embarrassment. Rogue had to fight back a blush of his own.
Neil stared between them with a look only a teenager could pull off but he didnât make any quips.Â
âGood luck out there, kid,â Sting said to him, giving him a friendly punch to the shoulder. Ducking his head, Neil mumbled in response before slipping away to get changed. He turned to Rogue, rubbing the back of his neck, âI guess this is it, huh? The last big meet.â
Rogueâs smile slipped this time but he didnât say anything. What was there to say? This little bubble of happiness wasnât going to last forever after all. Happy things didnât last in Rogueâs life.
âYeah.â
âSince it's the last meet, we should celebrate. Take the kid out for some pizza, get wasted on root beer. It can be a little party.â
âFor the group?â
Sting cocked his head, doing that thing that made Rogue feel like he was trying to read him. He shrugged, trying to pass it off nonchalantly, âI was thinking just the three of us. Love the other kiddos, of course, but there is a team party on Saturday. After this meet, Iâm not the coach anymore anyway.â
Rogue sensed a trap. That anxious feel was creeping up on him, little and lurking, something wasnât right, something was coming, he needed to do something, anything, because something wasnât right, something was coming, he needed to doâŠ
âNo.â Rogueâs reply came out a little too sharp, a little too shrill. He backtracked, staring away at the unnaturally blue pool water as he mumbled, âNo, um, sorry, Neil and I already have plans with Yukino.â
âOh.â
Rogue didnât say more or look before retreating to the bleachers, waving to Amara and Nicole as they stomped in, armed to the teeth with entertainment for younger siblings and bags full of supplies so their families didnât starve. He knew within minutes the husbands would troop in, having gone to park the car, and then the rest of the crowd would follow to get a seat. For once, timing was on his side.
He had an easy out, and like a coward, he took it.
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âAre you sure youâre okay?â Rogueâs friend Yukino was eyeing him with a soft, concerned expression.
âYes. Why do you ask?â
She fiddled with the end of the blanket a moment, debating, before sighing, âWell, you keep inviting me over or out for coffee or to take Neil out, and thatâs great and no problem. But itâs kind of weird? And youâve been mopey. I thought things were going well with the new job.â
âIt is.â It was. The new job was great. It paid the bills, his bosses appreciated him and he enjoyed the work. It was a big step up from being stuck under his old bossâs micromanaging and unethical thumb.
Neil, who had been quietly watching the movie Yukino and Rogue abandoned from the shadowy chair, piped up, âHeâs sad because swim season is over. I told him I want to do it next time too but heâs still unhappy.â
Yukino wasnât a fool. Armed with the new information, her gaze sharpened and she narrowed in, dropping the kid gloves behind her.
âOh, so itâs about that. I see. And what have you done, exactly, since swim season ended besides moping and trying to use me to distract you?â
Rogue had nothing to say for himself that wouldnât be damning.Â
Yukino smiled a smile he wasnât the biggest fan of and remarked, âValentineâs Day is in a few days. I know you are the Scrooge of V-day after He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-NamedâŠâ
âVoldemort?â Neil blinked in confusion and a laugh of surprise barked out of Rogue, breaking him out of what was the beginning of a spiral at the mention of his ex. Doggedly, sensing he was now part of a grownup conversation, Neil pressed on, âI didnât know you liked Harry Potter, Uncle Rogue.â
âYour Uncle is the biggest Harry Potter nerd, Neil,â Yukino confirmed. âBut thatâs not who weâre talking about.â
âOh, okay. Maybe we can talk about Harry Potter later though, Uncle Rogue?â Neil asked hopefully. Rogue felt stabbed through the heart. Was this the same withdrawn, sulky child he picked up from the bus station with a backpack and small rolling suitcase?Â
âAbsolutely.â
âPromise?â
âI promise.â It was the easiest promise Rogue had ever made and he hadnât hesitated for even an instant.
âGreat,â Yukino clapped her hands together, âNow the task at hand. Uncle Rogue is going to take some initiative!â
âWith Mr. Eucliffe?â Rogue winced, thinking fast how to explain things to Neil, feeling things crumple. But the boy added quickly, âI hope itâs with Mr. Eucliffe. Uncle Rogue, youâre always so happy around him, and I want you to be happy. Plus, heâs always so happy when he sees you too.â
âItâs settled. Letâs get to work.â
~
His finger hovered over the bell. Heâd only been here twice before, once with Stingâs car broke and he needed a ride and another when Sting got wasted at a bar crawl calling Rogueâs number by accident. Neither situation was particularly romantic, and Rogue hadnât the nerve to cross the threshold then.
Sucking in a deep breath from between his lips, he shoved the bell, torn between hoping no one answered the door and desperately hoping someone did.Â
When the door opened, he swallowed, hard. An intimidating woman answered the door with cutting edge fashion, perfect make-up and an expression that made Rogue want to close the door like he was in a horror movie. She looked him up and down with the interest of a large predator gauging meal or toy. Sting never mentioned a girlfriend! In fact, Rogue had hinted about it more than once and Sting always insisted he was single and free. Who was this? Did Rogue go to the wrong house? Did Sting go get someone to take away the pain of Rogueâs rejection?
âIs this the Eucliffe residence?â
âIt is.â
Pursing her lips, she raked him up and down, before stepping aside and motioning in. Even her heels clicked judgmentally on the foyerâs tiles. So not a girlfriend? Definitely not a sister or at least not a full sister.
âWe are roommates. Iâm not surprised Sting did not mention it. I ate his last boyfriend alive. So you are here for some groveling I see, along with Valentineâs gifts. Smart. You better not have cheated on him, or I will eat you alive too.â
Rogue felt a full body flushing coming on, pausing to listen to the well-manicured roommateâs dirge of information. Sting had literally talked for hours and hours and never mentioned a roommate, an ex or the fact that they were apparently dating?
âWe are dating?â slipped out of Rogueâs mouth. A wicked smile curved her lips in a less-than-reassuring way and she offered a slender hand, âI am Minerva Orlando. It is a pleasure to finally meet the man of the legend in person, Rogue Cheney.â
âMin? Whoâre you talking to? I thought you were getting ready to go out on your date!â
âMaybe you should get out of your boxers, put the tissues away and worry about your own date, moron. Your boyfriendâs here looking dapper with a box of candy and some roses after all.â
Rogue wasnât sure about that, but it sounded better than what he actually looked like, so he kept quiet. He had the feeling she was hassling her roommate at his expense and enjoying every second of it.
âWhat?â Sting yelped from the other room, followed by the sound of crashing and stumbling then a hefty body hitting the wall so hard it shook at the impact. Much to Rogueâs relief, he did not appear in his boxers. Hair wild and in a hideous pair of sweats, Sting was shedding a trail of candy wrappers and swears behind him as he tore into the doorway. Seeing Rogue, his face went through a myriad of emotions before settling on sheepish for a long moment then he ran his fingers through his hair, trying for suave.
Minerva rolled her eyes, âOkay Casanova. I am going out on my date. No sex on the table.â
âWha--â Sting sputtered, eyes wide, and Rogue wanted to melt into the shadows forever. That had definitely not been on his mind 3 seconds ago, and now he was having trouble focusing on what he came to do, remembering all those times heâd seen Sting in swim trunks and only swim trunks.
âUh, hi,â Sting said uncertainly. âI kind of⊠thought you were done with me. I mean, at the swim meet⊠you were pretty clear.â
âWe are dating?â was the only intelligent thing Rogue could say in response, everything all jumbled up.Â
Sting scratched his cheek, âIgnore her. It sucks, but anytime I have a friend, she assumes Iâm dating. Hazards of being gay with an aggressively supportive roommate, I guess.â
The front door slammed noisily, confirming Minerva had left the building.
âI brought you these⊠as an apology,â Rogue abruptly changed the subject, shoving the sweets and flowers at Sting unceremoniously. Not chocolates, not roses, thatâd be Too Much, but it was a start. Sting took them awkwardly, that megawatt grin of his lighting up the room as he admitted while smelling the gift, âNever gotten flowers before. What do you do with them? Min! Min! Oh wait, she left⊠shit.âÂ
Snapping his fingers, he made a wait-here motion, disappearing back through the doorway and leaving Rogue standing in the hallway. Just as he was about to peer through the door, Sting returned, flowers shoved into a coffee mug with a crass saying printed across the front, still in the plastic sleeve and looking a bit bedraggled. He handed the whole thing back, making another motion, and disappearing in another direction.
The next time he emerged, he was changed and presentable.
âSo⊠ready to go on a real date?â he asked with a smooth and causal tone that Rogue envied. Sting really did do things on the fly. âAnd Iâm not just saying that because of Min. I was going to ask you at the pizza place weeks ago if you wanted to go out for real. Also, Iâve seriously been jonesing to kiss you this whole time, not going to lie. Your lips have been on my mind since day one.â
âMaybe you should fix that before we go out on our first real date then,â Rogue replied with a rare giddiness pulling the other man in to indulge in his fantasies.
This was totally Rogueâs day, and he was going to make the most of it.
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