#directioner

[dangeroustaintedflawed]

[maddytheweird]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR BRADFORD BADBOY DJ MALIK <3 <3

[edwardcreel]

internet and social media made people think one's priority is to always go to social media and make a statement for the world when someone they love passed away, otherwise their social media silence means they don't actually care about that person and therefore deserve to be harassed.

it's disturbing as fuck how we can't "grief in private" anymore and instead having to come up with a sentimental social media post for likes and comments to prove some strangers we actually love our deceased friend/family member.

[the-wonderland-madnesss]

I think what's making this more painful for all the fans is not only the fact that Liam and the band were a central part of our teenage years, and we basically grew up alongside them, but also what a media shit show this has been.

His face has been plastered in every media site in every language. We know exactly what his last minutes were like. We know that, about 40 minutes before his death he was seen asking strangers for a hug before he smashed his laptop. We know he spent the last month donating large sums of money to gofundme pages of sick children. We have the recording of the 911 call hotel staff made, and what the room looked like afterwards. We know he said he was on a boyband and that fucked him up, which may very well been his last heard words.

Some even had the horrible luck of seeing the pictures of his corpse. In a way it feels like we were all there, we can get a vivid picture of his last minutes and that makes it all more horrifying

[lebesyej]

ugly sweater day with the boys 🎄 a late Merry Christmas

[lives-in-midgard]

Thank you Liam for making me happy while watching interviews or any other video of one direction and also while listening to your music. The music of one direction has been such an important part of my childhood and so were you.

We will never forget you ❤️

Rest in Peace Liam Payne

[jaywriteshome]

I’ve never seen this before! They’re so cute

[itscoucouharry]

The way tumblr has been my safe space since 2012 and remains to be to this day.

I started my old account that’s since been deleted in 2012. Right after I watched 1d’s first US performance. Since then I’ve been blessed to meet so many good people.

In 2017, I was graduating high school. My dad had just gotten into an accident almost losing his life. This had stopped my world and I had to very quickly grow up and learn what to do to care for my dad if my mom wasn’t home.

Throughout the years, life became very real and I had to work endless hours at a job I despised. I became an adult and adulthood quickly took its toll on me.

I became a bit robotic in the sense that I lost my creative side personally and felt as though the magic I once felt is completely gone.

Fast forward to 2023, I met my soon to be husband. He helped me realize my worth as a woman and an overall human and as a result I quit that job, started to be in touch with my child side again. It felt liberating and comforting all at the same time.

Of course, the child side involved One Direction. One direction holds such a significant weight in my life. One direction brought me and my mom closer. It also helped to articulate feelings I didn’t know how to put into words.

Fast forward to September 2024. I had just started classes back in college as I stopped attending to work full-time. I was getting great grades, I had a great working relationship with all of my professors, and I had control of my physical and mental health, as I had lost it while working those endless hours behind a desk.

Fast forward to October 2024. The death of Liam Payne hit me like a ton of bricks and before I knew it, I grabbed my laptop and immediately made a new account on tumblr. Bits and pieces of a childhood so fragile, yet I cry tears of happiness when all the memories flood back. My fiancé often had to comfort me as I was a walking mess.

Through writing about them, I’ve began to heal with baby steps. Slowly but surely. I’m pretty sure writing on here has given me the strength to continue on with my studies. I made it to the presidents list in my college with a 4.0 gpa.

So I mean it when I say thank you. Not just for your sweet comments on my oneshots, or your requests. I also owe one direction my entire world. I thank you for bringing me back to me. Making me feel like myself for the first time in a very long time.

[starfox313]

Made this tonight. Honestly this still doesn't feel real. Such a fucking tragic situation.

[slytherinchillvius]

Could you imagine if the boys did photoshoots as Disney, Superheroes and tv show characters? (Btw these pictures aren't mine).

P.S. Most of these pictures are wallpapers for your desktop but Idk about the last one.

Hogwarts/their Hogwarts houses

Disney Princes 🤴 🫅

Star Wars

Marvel/Avengers

Teen Wolf 🐺

Stranger Things

Squid Game 🦑

The Vampire Diaries 📔 🧛 🧛‍♂️ 🧛‍♀️

The Maze Runner 🏃‍♂️

ELITE

Grey's Anatomy

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

The Big Bang Theory ❗️

The Outsiders

[hotcupofcoffeee]

His beautiful smile :(

[lirrylocks]

idk if it’s just me but i feel like i’m also mourning for my teenage self who was finally allowed to scream and cry and act a little wild with the whole fandom. i’d never allowed myself to express myself like that, and liam and the boys helped to shape who i am today. 

i’m not just upset over the loss of liam, I’m upset because what if i forget that part of myself? 

[lebesyej]

"we can live forever" 14 years of my fav band ever 🥹💖

someone asked me for a Larry wallpaper

[harrloui28]

Saw this man on a hear me out cake, which I thought was crazy, this ain't a hear me out its a hell yea cause NO ONE can tell me that man isn't so hot!!