#THEYRE JUST SO HOPEFUL ABOUT SOMETHING AGAINST THE RULES :(
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i see a lot of people on artfight very excitedly encouraging people to draw their ocs with canon characters, platonic or romantic, and it makes me so sad. because listen. i’m holding your hands when i say this.

#art fight#artfight#some people are smarter and ask you to blur them out or obscure them#and then send the real version in dms#BUT I FEEL LIKE PEOPLE MISS THIS RULE A LOT. AND I FEEL BAD.#THEYRE JUST SO HOPEFUL ABOUT SOMETHING AGAINST THE RULES :(
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hello~~, its my first time coming here and i read your rules alr♡ can i ask for smut goo x reader? where theyre having a make-up sex lol. and if i may go into details, they loved each other so much but the problem is just too big so that the intercourse gets both steamy and emotional haha. thank u in advance!!💖💖
IM SORRY ! K.JUNGOO
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character/s : jungoo kim
type : oneshot — smut (pwlp) , fluff — f!reader
warning/s — details : size kink (I GAVE GOO SIZE KINK I HOPE THATS ALRIGHT 😓😓) , established relationship , SLIGHT dacryphilia (I hope this is alright too....frfr), creampie , argument , etc , ALL CONSENSUAL !!!
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It was unusual for you two to fight. Usually it'd just be a fake argument, something that wouldn't last long, something that isn't that serious, a banter. But he just won't listen to you this time.
You had already said—no, begged him to stop getting himself hurt, but he just won't listen.
You do love him very much, isn't that why you keep scolding him? What part of it doesn't he get?
He gets you worried sick, doesn't that upset him?
You've been trying to talk to him for weeks, but he just can't sit down and listen to your nagging.
From the moment he told you that, the way your lips quivered just broke him. He internally killed himself, or maybe he's just being dramatic again.
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He'd make it up to you, he said. He is, and it's working, too.
He had already made you cum on his fingers, on his tongue, but he knew it wasn't enough. You knew it too, but you got too impatient.
"P—pleasee..please..hng...put-put it inn..goo..why can't you..? Don't you wanna make it up to me..?" You sniffled, hugging him by his neck, your legs wide open.
"Fuck-..fuck..don't say that.." he groaned, his cock twitching from your voice, your whiny weak voice.
"..You sure..?" He mumbled, squinting his eyes, he was clearly uncertain, he knew how big he was, and that thought turned him on even more.
You nodded weakly, which earned a pinch from him, causing you to yelp, "Thought I told you to use your words, huh?" He hummed in a sing-song voice, earning a frown from you, which made him smile.
"'m sorryy..I will—I will..I can take it, I swear.." You promised, you really thought you could.
He grabbed his cock, stroking it a little before lining it up against your entrance, rubbing his tip against your slick folds, making you let out a breathy whimper.
"Just tell me if you can't take it, alright..?" He sighed, then when you gave the go signal, he slowly pushed himself in, earning a cry from you.
You bit down on his shoulder, squirming a little. It stung, fuck, how long has it even been?
He looked at you for a moment, letting out ragged breaths, feeling how tightly you were clamping down on him.
"C-can't.. can't—n..noo..t'big—" You whined, tears pricking the corner of your eyes.
He let out a shaky sigh, pausing for a moment, "Y...it's just that you're small..fuck-ing hell..you're so small.." he groaned, getting more and more turned on from the size difference, his cock twitching slightly inside you.
"You took me before, baby..you can take me again, hm..?" He panted, his hand reaching up to play with your breasts, pinching and twisting the perky nipple.
You nodded at his words, shutting your eyes close, letting tears fall. "Mh..m..fuckk..you're so cute.." he whimpered, before slowly pushing in once again.
"W..whenever..whenever I act reckless again..I..I want you to-..fuck..slap me back to reality..okay..? God- fuck.." he whimpered, his voice starting to get shaky, as you babbled with slurred words, about how it's too big, how you can't take it, but, shit, you take it so well, he thought.
"I love you—s..so much..look at how you're..t-taking me so well.." he groaned, before finally burying himself to the hilt.
"I love you a lot..fuck..I'm so sorry.." he whined against your neck, he spoke so sweetly to you, and that just made you sob even harder.
"I just..I'm so sorry..I love you, I'm sorry for yelling at you.. please.." he sniffled, waiting for you to let him move. He kissed and marked your neck, while his hand caressed your breasts, down to the back of your thighs, helping you relax around him.
Once you gave him the sign it was okay to move, he almost let out another groan at that. The sight of you crying has him weak on his knees, and the fact that there was a small bulge forming on your stomach even broke him further.
He moved slowly at first, letting your cries be swallowed by the sound of your wet, squelching noise.
"You're so small..fuck..did you know that..hm..? Baby..?" He whimpered, his hand rubbing small circles on your nub.
"S'b..bi-bigg..aahnn.." You whined, throwing your head back slightly. You could feel the ridges of his cock sliding against your walls, and it drove you crazy, like always.
It could never get old, how he whined and whimpered, how his cock slid against your walls so lewdly, and how he loves you so much.
He sniffled apologies, he whimpered them, he whined them, he keeps apologizing.
From that alone, you already forgave him.
He started to move faster, his groans turning into moans mingling with yours, the slick sound getting louder and louder, and the breathing getting heavier and ragged.
It made you dizzy, and somehow he just manages to push you even more by pressing on the bulge forming, causing you to let out a strangled whine.
He kept doing that, feeling you clench around him, feeling you tighten around him even more, implying that you were getting closer so fast.
"Mn-G-g..goo—m..'m close-'m close—..hngg..please-please don't stop..please..'m so sorryy.." You whined and begged, your tongue lolling out as your eyes rolled to the back of your head.
"'M not stopping..fuck..fuck..come for me—come..fuck..cum around my cock.." He groaned, lifting your hips, hitting your spot, earning a strangled cry from you.
You cried out his name as your body convulsed, sobbing from the feeling of orgasming around his cock.
But he kept going, wanting to reach his high, too. He was desperate for it at this point, feeling you squirm and convulse around him was one thing, but looking at your pretty face after you came? God, he was done.
"'m cummingg.. m-'m..c-cumming.." He whimpered, searching for your eyes, silently begging you to let him come inside you. And you did.
You wrapped your legs around him, letting him come inside you. He started to slow down, using you to milk himself, spilling his seed into you.
There was a moment of silence, aside from the heavy breathing, but he spoke first— "I love you. I'm sorry."
It was the first time he actually apologized. But it's the first serious argument, so you'll let him off this time. Until, he continued,
"I'm not done making it up to you yet."
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a/n : sorry (hi for bad english)
#lookism webtoon#lookism x reader#lookism manhwa#lookism#lookism smut#rinanar#goo x reader#goo smut#kim jungoo#jungoo x reader#jungoo smut
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I've been wanting to talk to you for ages and I saw you opened Fellow Honest requests-- so...🥺👉🏻👈🏻
No but seriously, if it would be alright with you, I'd like to request a small story with a really cautious reader whose despite their best judgement can't help but catch feelings for Honest<3
Once again, only if it would be ok with you, ofc!! I tried making sure this doesn't go against any of your request rules so I hope you can do this whenever you have the time/want to☺️
Really love your writing! Pls take your time<33
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SUMMARY: fellow isn't accepting your evasiveness as an answer.
WARNINGS: none!!
COMMENTS: please feel free to stop by again anon!! i dont want people to feel like theyre not allowed to talk to me. i know im scary but im begging you, if you ever want to talk to me just shoot me an ask on anon!! thank you for being so sweet <3

Fellow must think it’s funny to make you squirm in your seat.
He circles you again, a knowing gaze pinning you to the chair as you stare at your hands and gnaw at your lip. It’s been so long now, too long now, of him interrogating you. You can’t tell him what he wants to know because it will destroy you, and yet he keeps pressing and pressing and pressing and oh dear, he really isn’t going to give this up without a fight.
“I just want to know why you’ve been so skittish lately.” he croons, voice soft as it brushes against the shell of your ear, “That’s all you have to tell me, dollface. That’s all I want to know.”
“I don’t want to tell you. I’ve told you this already.” you murmur, voice soft as your heart pitter-patters in your chest.
Why oh why did the love of your life have to come in such an evil, relentless, teasing form! It was almost as though the world was kicking you out of your comfort zone with a steel-toed boot.
You weren’t ready for what he had to offer. You weren’t ready for the adventure and danger being his lover would surely bring.
You weren’t ready to admit that all of those things were petty excuses.
“I guess I’ll have to try again tomorrow.” he sighs, as theatrical as usual.
You stare up at him with worry in your gaze as he turns his back on you. You know full well he’s got something up his sleeve, or else he won’t be so smug about your silence.
His trick comes in the form of his face inches from yours as he whips around again, grabbing the back of the chair and leaning down so his face is right in front of yours.
He stares, and your mouth is gaping like a fish out of water, and your cheeks are burning up and your breath is shaky and—
And he pulls away.
He pulls away with a smirk and a soft “gotcha” before he turns around and leaves you.
#auburn's fics <3#twst#disney twst#twisted wonderland#disney twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#twst ferro#twst fellow#twst ferro x reader#twst fellow x reader#fellow honest#ferro honest#fellow honest x reader#ferro honest x reader
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HII!! I REALLY LIKE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH!! I just read your wilbur soot fic "Radar Detector" and I really LOVED it. I was hoping you could do another wilbur soot songfic cause theyre so good😭 (preferably lover by taylor swift or just any taylor swift song that you'd like.
THATS ALL!! MWA I LOVE UR WRITING!!🫶
I'm so excited to do another song fic you have no idea. Also, a confession: I'm a closet Swiftie...
Pairing: CC!Wilbur x Gn!Reader
Lover
We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January And this is our place, we make the rules
The tree in the living room was the first thing you saw when you opened your eyes. In your tiredness, all the colorful lights were out of focus and created a mesh of blob colors. It was pretty, in the way that abstract art flows together.
"We really should take that down." Wilbur says from behind you, and you realize that the general warmth around you is him. The arm over your waist, holding you to him and the couch? Him.
"We can leave it up." You answer, yawning. "I like it."
"It's not Christmastime anymore, love." He smiles into your shoulder, making you smile too.
Something about him generates happiness. In your hazy vision, spotted with colorful christmas lights, you can't imagine anything better.
"So? This is our flat."
He laughs. "Point taken."
We could let our friends crash in the living room This is our place, we make the call.
"You're fine, right?" You ask Tommy, giving him a pointed look.
For once in his life, the boy knows how to be subtle and nods. "Yeah, yeah, I'm great."
"We have more blankets if you want them!" Wilbur announces, strolling in with his arms full of blankets. He dumps them all on top of Tommy, eyebrows creased with worry. "You sure you don't mind staying on the couch?"
He nods, rolling his eyes. "I used to sleep on your floor, Wil."
"That was different! And I gave you an air mattress that time!"
"Which is practically the floor. I'm a big man, I can take the fucking couch."
Wilbur turns to you, as if you'll take his side. You may be dating him, but that doesn't mean you're agreeing with him.
"He'll be fine, Wilbur." You assure him.
Tommy was only staying for the night, anyway. One of his vlogs ran late, leaving him here way after dark. And Wilbur wouldn't stand for letting him head home at this time of night. Honestly, you found their brother thing endearing. And it made Wilbur happy, which made you happy.
Besides, Tommy was a good kid. A nightmare at times, but good in heart. Mostly.
Wilbur gives a regretful look at your couch (which is actually pretty nice) before sighing. "Fine, fine. We'll be just down the hall if something happens, so just... wake us. Yeah?"
"Wilbur!" Tommy groans. "Fuck off! I can sleep on your couch!"
"I know! I'm just making sure!"
"Go fucking cuddle or something." Tommy huffs, settling under all the blankets and turning his back to Wilbur.
You laugh softly, flicking off the lights. "C'mon love. Good night, Tommy."
"Night." Wilbur echoes your words, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and guiding you so you don't run into a wall on your way to the bedroom. "He'll be fine, right?"
"Of course he will." You say, leaning up to give him a quick kiss. "Now it's our turn to get some rest. Go do your night routine, or whatever."
"Will do." Wilbur agrees, quietly heading off toward the bathroom.
With every guitar string scar on my hand I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover.
You ran your thumb over the inside of his palm, prompting Wilbur to squeeze your fingers in return. The callouses on his fingers are rough against your skin, but you don't mind. They're testaments to his love for music, to his commitment to it.
You love them simply because they're a part of him.
"I promised to teach you guitar one day." Wilbur reminds you, voice soft.
"And I still want to learn." You assure him, a smile gracing your face. "Maybe one day I'll get callouses like yours." You add in as a tease.
"No guitar string scars though." He raises your hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to your fingertips. It makes you laugh. "I'll teach you how to play guitar safely."
"What, and you don't play safely?"
He nudges you, because you know the answer to that. You've seen too many broken picks and snapped guitar strings. There's a faint scar on his palm where a snapped string cut him, even.
"You'll be so bad at guitar." Wilbur says with a grin. "I can't wait to love you for it."
"Hey!"
Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover.
"I'm dying." Wilbur announces, draping himself over the back of your chair dramatically. "I've been shot. I'm dying."
You can't help but roll your eyes, laughing. "Wil, it was a Nerf dart."
"Tell my friends and family I love them." He wails, squeezing onto your hand. "I'll miss you."
"You aren't dying."
"Oh goodbye world! I yearn to feel the sun upon my face, but alas, I die in the cold night!"
"Oh Wilbur!" Tommy crows, darting around a corner with a raised Nerf gun.
Wilbur shouts, hands going for his own Nerf gun, finding nothing. In response, Tommy's smile widens into something evil as he holds up a second Nerf gun.
"Who's the bitch boy?" He asks, eyes wide with delight.
You burst into loud laughter as Wilbur runs from the room, sliding on the wooden floors in his socks.
And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover.
Hand on the back of the chair, Wilbur pulls it away from the cloth-covered table for you. You can’t help your grateful smile, sinking into it without a second thought. The wedding you two were at was busy, and you had been on your feet for literal hours. He was a godsend at this moment, and judging by his grin he knew it.
“Water?” You ask, holding up a bottle of water for him. You had originally left his side to grab some, knowing he was thirsty but wouldn’t ask for a water.
“Thank you.” Wilbur says, taking it from you. He presses a kiss to your head before pushing in your chair and sitting down at the one next to you, which has his suit jacket thrown over the back. “Almost payment enough for saving your chair?”
“Almost?” The laugh you let out isn’t dignified in the slightest, but his eyes sparkle like it’s the best sound he’s ever heard.
“I had to fight a guy off with my fists to keep it.”
“Bullshit.”
“You’ll never know if it is or isn’t.” He teases, taking a sip of the water. “But I deserve better payment.”
With a roll of your eyes, you lean forward to give him a quick peck on the lips. He cups your cheek, catching your face before you can pull away, just to prolong the kiss for a moment more before he lets go.
“Happy?” You ask, raising your eyebrows.
“The happiest.”
#dsmp#mcyt#mcyt imagine#wilbur soot x reader#wilbur soot x you#wilbur soot#wilbur x reader#wilbur imagine#wilbur#wilbur soot fluff#wilbur soot imagine
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very close to de-anoning to continue this convo but tumblr intimidates me greatly. but ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE GRIBEANS WOULD BE KILLER. god that would be so good like. bro. tumblr user mitakesgf pls share your thoughts with us pretty please. loove greek myths but underworld myths (orpheus and eurydice esp) are always my bread and butter and jam and toast and like someone in the notes got what i was thinking about with hadestown hades and persephone also. i love love what you’ve come up with too. they are EQUALS they rule TOGETHER!! ooouuhjjgjhg! to go along with how they kind of build the paths underneath the ground in simple life, i think they would build up the underworld, they’d remake their kingdom not from scratch but to be greater and grander (cuz yknow they gotta build the most insane shit that would translate into this). JIZZIE ODYSSEY AU?? incredible. please do tell more if you’re willing... i’ve only skimmed through the odyssey but i’ve been meaning to sit down and finish it for real this time. man i havent written anything substantial in literally years but i fear i am Inspired to give it another shot thank you :D
i hope i'm not intimidating to you anon bc i am literally a 20 y/o who writes fanfiction. that makes me inherently a loser LMFAO but if you dont wanna go off anon and still wanna be recognizable, you could always sign off with an emoji or smth! up to you, anon <3
ORPHEUS AND EURYDICE GRIBEANS IS SOMETHING I'VE BEEN THINKING ABT A LOT RECENTLY. i was thinking of joel orpheus and grian eurydice (but tbh could totally swap them around too. gribeans are versatile like that) and just the idea of it makes me so sick (tbh kinda obsessed with jizzie orpheus and eurydice too??? that would genuinely make me insane i could probably see that more than gribeans). joel trying to save grian, but he looks back because he doesn't trust that grian is still there, because he hears grian begging for him to turn, because he thinks they're both safely out, the reason doesn't matter. he turns around bc he is, at his core, a loyal person and he loves grian too much not to turn around. he turns around because of his love. its sickening to me. i HATE gribeans!!! tumblr user lisa mitakesgf can u reply to this post can we be gay about gribeans rn i forgive you for all your transgressions against me <3
HAHA honestly idk why i didn't think of hadestown hades and persephone first. i'm so nerd brained LMFAO but yes theyre so perfect for hadestown. THEM BUILDING UP FROM THE UNDERWORLD and making their kingdom together as equals. i'm so thinking bout gribeans singing how long? but it's grian as hades saying "you and your pity don't fit in my bed. you just burn like a fire in the pit of my bed and i turn like a bird on a spit in my bed" to joel oh i'm so sick
wait i'm thinking about hadestown again but back on the orpheus and eurydice train and i can't stop thinking abt joel singing wait for me oh my god i'm sick. him going into the underworld for grian because truly, they can't live a life without the other. when one of them dies, the other feels that bond snap. and this is the first time when grian was the one to leave joel because in every other universe, joel dies first and grian is left to grieve him (#widowscurse) but this time, grian dies first and joel can't handle it. he hasn't had the time to prematurely grieve like grian always has to. so he goes down into the underworld because he just can't see any other options
JIZZIE ODYSSEY AU i am so willing to talk about bc i love it sm. so like... technically it's more based on epic the musical than it is the odyssey because i was first thinking about it while listening to wyfilwma and thinking about lizzie singing that to joel so it would probably take more inspo from epic than the odyssey BUT SIMILAR ENOUGH ANYWAYS
my cast for it is ofc joel as odysseus and lizzie as penelope. for telemachus, i think it would be really fucking funny to make that jimmy, but i like the idea of it being an oc potentially based off of meri. like i said, grian is athena bc i can literally see grian and joel having the my goodbye argument. like grian telling joel "you were reckless. sentimental at best. that's not a teaching of mine. you've grown soft. your dead friends can attest" and then joel retaliating with "since you claim you're so much wiser, why's your life spent all alone? youre alone!" IS CRAZY TO ME!!!!
gem is circe and etho is calypso and these two are SO real to me i refuse to see any other interpretations. gem turning men into pigs <3 and etho being obsessed with joel like the whole "who's penelope?" "she's my wife" ".......anyways!" is so funny to me
hermes is scar bc you can't tell me he wouldn't EAT up wouldn't you like??? that's the most scar song to have ever scarred. i think martyn is eurylochus and i have two options for polites: if i'm putting jimmy as telemachus then i have mumbo as polites, but if jimmy isn't telemachus, then jimmy is polites.
i haven't quite thought out the other gods yet but i think i'd put ren as zeus (theatre kid tendencies) and if i hadn't pegged martyn as eurylochus, i'd definitely assign him to poseidon but potentially cleo as poseidon? i had a really funny thought about bdubs being poseidon and polyphemus being a horse LMFAO. i also just think scott should be hera bc he'd eat that up!!
the whole thing is also so funny to me bc joel wouldve gone insane sm faster than odysseus did LMFAO he would not have let anything stand in the way of him and lizzie. it'd be like poseidon: ruthless is mercy upon ourselves- joel: yep cheers mate totally agree and then he'd just sail away like joel would DROPKICK that baby NO HESITATION
anyways even tho this whole thing was about epic, i'd totally recommend reading the odyssey. i love greek myths sm theyre genuinely so fun <3
#ilysm anon youre giving me an excuse to be so nerdy#we're best friends now#imeda answers asks!!#trafficshipping#hermitshipping
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i just want to rant here, and i hope it's fine lol i mean, feel free to skip this.
it's been a week since jeddah and i still see people bashing max for being "moody", for ruining oscar's win with his tantrums. and i think these people are the mclaren fans, like the fans of both lando AND oscar, because i haven't seen the both-max-AND-oscar-fans bashing max here. but idk, i might be biased too.
i mean, as much as i like oscar winning, i understand max's frustration too. i think it's rooted from his frustration from previous penalties, especially throughout the 2024 and also FIA's ridiculous rules about swearing. i understand max's frustration because i very understand how it feels to be on the unfair side but you can't do anything to change it other than playing on their terms. it's tiring you know, so yeah i understand max's being "moody" on the podium. we've talked in 2024 how FIA seemed like trying to not let max won that year's championship.
but blaming max for staining oscar's win? i don't think that happened? i don't see max blaming oscar? or did i pass something? i mean, yeah max was angry that he lost, but at the end this is a sport right? athletes are angry when they lost, and that's a normal thing to happen. i think people here seem to always forget that basically formula 1 is a sport event, just like olympics or football tournaments. being frustrated when they lost happen very often, i've seen it so many times with other athletes from other sport divisions (they come to win, not to lose. that's their mindset). but yeah, i believe max is fine now, and i hope he is at least chill with oscar again.
haha, i've even took some time off this app because it affected my emotions with how much people blaming max. because i personally don't see both of them being on the wrong sides. that's just happen, that's called sport. if one thing you guys need to always blame and bash, that's FIA and MBS and the stewards, not these drivers. i think we agree on that but i think seems like people will only blame FIA and MBS and the stewards when they're against their blorbo's side.
max doesn't own oscar anything. so many people criticizing him but they cant even congratulate their own collegaues (if theyre old enough for that, lol) with a straight face after a accomplishment without getting jealous. its so easy to judge from afar, i guess. its also "You guys would throw Lando from one wall to another if he acted like max" but i dont see landos wdc anywhere? Lando himself says "I wanna be a nice guy while winning the wdc" so he better not do like max? ig? lmao.
also I'm aware theres a new drama at oscars every new win which is a bit hilarious but also its not like its Max's fault. say that to mbs. I'm sure theyre still fine despite the race start.
also if f1 fans wouldve seen how barbarian and violent footballers get even after missing a penalty they would shut their mouth 😭 this is a fucking SPORT. not your dts drama house. ppl expect them to not even glare after losing as if this is an antistress camp programme. you gotta smile and say yay after losing 😍
#im glad you took some time off anon youre always the priority !!#and please dont hesitate to yap to me. love it when ppl just empty their minds here and value me enough to sit down writing those paragraphs#for so long#asks
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Would u do an Ashe x Widowmaker x fem! Reader (poly relationship) headcanons please? Reader is quite introverted 🤍
Also some smut headcanons too if that’s okay :)
Widowmaker x introverted fem Reader x Ashe
im still trying to figure out how to portray them :,) but i hope you like it!
prepare to be SPOILED.
theyre both loaded and will not hesitate to buy anything for you
oh you want something but youre too shy to ask? amélie can tell as soon as she looks at you, her eyes keenly observing you
typically amélie's the one accompanying you while shopping bc ashe is busy running the deadlock gang but she tries her best to join every now and then
she makes up for it by bringing you little trinkets from her heists that reminds her of you
it can vary from expensive jewelry to little figurines she thought you'd like
she'll clasp a gold necklace around your neck and kiss your cheek, murmuring a small "such a pretty girl"
they're trying to one up each other, every chance they get
who's the better shooter?
who's the better cook (ashe can only grill hotdogs and burgers and amélie can only make charcuterie boards but they try their best)?
who's the better kisser?
who can make you cum the fastest
they just want your praise and affection 🙁
speaking of which...they're N E E D Y.
you literally have to sleep in the middle so they each have easy access to you
when ashe gets jealous of amelie, her confident and "dominating" mask crumbles, leaving her needy and whiny
she'll kiss and nuzzle at your neck with her arms wrapped tightly around your waist "Darlin'...Pay attention to me"
when amélie gets jealous of ashe she gets petty and almost cat-like. she'll huff and pout while glaring at you and the cowgirl until you get the hint that she needs some loving too
i feel like ashe would love to show off her partners at events she holds for the deadlock gang
you dont like socializing too much? thats fine with her, she'll steal you away to a private nook in her expensive party room
ashe will sit you on her lap while she sips some whiskey and eyes you up and down
if you're feeling bold and decide to slip her hat off of her head and onto your own?
she'll go feral.
Cowboy hat rule is all im saying.
amélie will accompany the two of you sometimes to join in on the fun but opts out most of the times bc she thinks the rowdiness of the party's distasteful
you sitting on ashe's lap with your back pressed against her chest, her knees spreading your legs open for amélie who's kneeling with her head under your dress is a position you frequent a lot
ashe tops the most (she's so smug about it) but when amélie takes over? she crumbles.
sounds like a whiny mess as you watch and touch yourself to the scene of her getting her back absolutely blown out by amélie
i feel like one of their favorite positions would be amélie sitting on your face while ashe fucks you with her favorite strap
ANYWAYS
lets get back to some domestic hc's
ashe can definitely play the acoustic guitar and will softly play it while singing old country songs whenever it's a sleepless night or when someone gets a nightmare
she even learned the chords for some french lullabies for amélie to sing to
when you go out to eat and they get your order wrong but you're too shy to say anything, BABE THEY GOTCHU.
"she asked for no pickles 😠"
or if you just don't want to order in general? they'll happily do it!
if your social battery's running out or you're just feeling a little on edge/anxious at events they'll escort you outside for a break
the silence is comfortable and the comforting smell of their shared cigarette grounds you
after a long day yall will just turn on a movie of your choice and you'll lay in between them
ashe will most likely spoon you and amélie will lay on her side, facing you while tracing little patterns on your ribs or holding your hand
#widowmaker x reader#overwatch#overwatch x reader#widowmaker#ashe x reader#ashe x widowmaker#ashe overwatch#ouihaw
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Yandere knight x gn! Royal reader!

An- i got a famous little trope in it ehhehe
Ty for nearly 300 followers and! If this post gets more than 40 likes in one day, i’ll DO yandere butler or archer tom!
Yandere knight- who was a normal knight patrolling the night of the kingdom. Excited and ready to contribute and never! Do anything against the rules! Hehehehe
Yandere knight- who was minding his own business until a certain someone bumped into him… “Ah! who-“ as he looked at you…
Yandere knight- who looks around, wondering why the royal princess/prince is in a cloak running away from a bunch of guards. “wha-“ with a confused expression a little bit of blush heheh
Yandere knight- who takes another look at your face before hiding you behind his back from his subordinates asking where you were! “Theyre over there!” While pointing at the mf wall- i’m sorry! Theyre just soo- ahhh~ while whining and apologizing to his peers for lying internally.
Yandere knight- who was about to finally bring you back to the palace until you looked at him with those pleading “But! You must go back!” With a determined but indecisive look. (stop looking at him with that look! JUST UGHHHH!)
Yandere knight- who pouts when you look at him like that! The demon and the angel on his shoulders are arguing so hard! “I- uhm…” while whining softly like a puppy. But… they’re running away! I should bring them! but the look on their face, Its so- UGHH
Yandere knight- who questions why you were running away and frustrated brows when you mention the arranged marriage you never wanted! “I- thats so mean!” With a frustrated look. How could anyone treat you like that?! I’d treat them so much better- fuck! the hell are you talking about?! while denying his feelings internally.
Yandere knight- who offers to bring you to his home after seeing your pitiful expression! “Do you wanna stay with me for the night? I-i mean its unsafe for a royal to be alone right now!” With a nervous smile. His cheeks are burning up~
Yandere knight- who is worried what would happen if you accepted a random person’s invite but they were a bad person! Good thing, you’ll be with him. Forever
Yandere knight- who gets embarrassed when you enter his home! Its not as lavish as the palace but hopefully its good enough for your tastes! “Anhaha sorry that its not soo great uhm…” an awkward and embarrassed expression. He’ll earn more for a proper house you can have with him
Yandere knight- who flusters and IMMEDIATELY offers for him to sleep on the floor instead of the bed! “I- i’ll sleep on the floor you sleep on the bed!”
Yandere knight- who flusters when you didn’t mind sleeping on the bed with him “oh but-“ he rambles excuses on why he can’t! Its improper for a gentleman!
Yandere knight- who’s eyes widen and turns quiet when you chuckle at his rambling. “I…” in awe as he looks at the moonlight reflecting on your figure as you chuckled.
Yandere knight- who balls up his fist and goes quiet while looking away and nodding with blush on his cheeks and ears…
Yandere knight- who gets on the bed with you and can’t even move with your leg rubbing against something~ Oh my fucking- FUCK
Yandere knight- who’s heartbeat is rising terribly fast thats not the only thing rising ehe
Yandere knight- who breaks the silence and asks how long you’d stay in his house after all, nothing is forever. Except his love “…how long will you stay?” While whispering it to your ear as if this was a sleepover-
Yandere knight- who hopes you’d stay longer! Maybe forever… please PLEASE
Would you stay for more nights reader?
#lilyacorn#yandere#yandere oc#yandere aesthetic#yandere male#yandere x reader#yandere headcanons#yandere oc x reader#yandere x gender neutral reader#yandere x y/n#yanderecore#medieval#forbidden romance#lovecore#hehe#big himbo energy
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jdjhdhdhdh I have a LOT of questions!! first regarding your ocs, I would love to see their backstory, even if a little bit, cuz they're interesting as hell. I'm rotating your ocs in my brain unfortunately. whats the exact relation between like juhi and the dead bro cuz, you wrote there that she was a spare, but she's now ascended ?? is this something sort of outer family inner family stuff ??? ALSO if it it'll be soooo good to see them have a slight tension because of it!! ik theyre just ocs but I can't help but think of them in a story, so I'm looking for more crumbs about them to finally make sense about how everything works!!
Aw gosh thank you for being interested?!?! Gosh I’m so happy you like them 🥹 I can certainly add some backstory!
Setting: The Lotus Kingdom 🪷
A quaint undersea kingdom somewhere out in the Indian Ocean. Its main population are a peace loving merfolk. Minor populations of subspecies live here as well, all cohesively building a unique interconnected culture in the Lotus Kingdom. Despite this, there are some that work in the shadows to topple the kingdom in any way possible to create a new monarchy.
Princess Juhi
A spare by every sense of the word. The Lotus Kingdom prides itself on its sons, and the previous king was no different. What luck would smile on him for his firstborn to be a son, although it was soon discovered that like his mother, the prince had a weak constitution. In the hopes of having another healthy son, the king unfortunately was only able to sire a daughter before his wife died. Refusing to remarry, the king decided to focus all his efforts on healing and raising his son to become a perfect monarch of the Lotus Kingdom while Juhi was left forgotten to the seclusions of the outer palace.
In their youth, the weak prince would often explore and find himself in the outer palace where he’d discover his younger sister. In these precious moments of youth, it was Juhi’s only true connection to another and so she cherished every play date despite it lasting only a few encounters.
The prince quickly grew stronger and visits grew shorter as he had to take on more responsibility, thus leaving Juhi back all alone in the outer palace for the years that carried on.
With the death of the prince, and Juhi’s ascension to inherit, it thrusts all sorts of court politics into the mix. There are many against the princess’s right to rule, there are some who wish to puppet her, then there are some who are overjoyed at the prospect of change. The key element is that almost everyone underestimates her potential, including herself 😔 but my oh my this young princess has much to offer the world.
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I’m hoping this is the inbox- pls help I’m used to just reading what’s in the tags on tumblr and never requesting anything 🥹
I hope you’re having an amazing day/night/whatever time of day it is for you-!!! I just found your blog and I am so happy I did!! I’ve been binge reading it but the fact that I found someone who writes for Creepypasta???? I’m??? In luv??? (platonically ofc) may I request some LJ with a fem!reader who has bpd and he’s their fp, carries his little music box everywhere she goes and always “talks” to him in public, not caring about any crazy looks she gets from people?
Also politely asking to be 🩶 anon (if you’re taking any ofc-)
Laughing Jack x fem!reader w/ BPD who has him as her FP!
UEUEUEUE im so happy to hear you love my writing sm ehehehe! always thrilled to hear people enjoying my stuff/that it makes them happy! i hope you enjoy this, i havent written a reader with BPD before so i hope this is decent! also also youre doing wonderful; requesting i mean! i dont think theres many rules against how youre meant to request (every blog is different though!!)
honestly i think hes genuinely thrilled to be taken around and about with you in his little box! usually hes sitting in his box waiting for an unfortunate soul to take it home; its been like this for... a while now... so actually being able to go around and see things is a nice change of pace! plus it makes him feel more included in your life rather than just being an "at home friend"
i think in the beginning youre going to have to ask him to pipe down a little since he might talk a little too loud... like near yelling because hes just so excited
loves helping you shop :)! quick heads up though he might beg you to buy stuff you guys dont need
general silly ideas aside, i think hed be chattering the entire time so you two probably always have a conversation going on whenever you guys are out
probably sneers at people who give you looks tbh, will probably trip them if they decide to be a little ruder and mutter something under their breath while theyre passing by you... i mean they cant prove anything! they just tripped on air! jack totally didnt swipe one of his long arms out and tug their ankle back!
the only downside is that jack cant do much outside of talking and sneaking stuff around since him just fully popping out his box might blow his cover, you know? doesnt mean he doesnt have the urge to jump out when he sees you getting a little stressed out or overwhelmed about your surroundings or when someone is being particularly cruel
though i dont doubt hes remembering faces; i mean at the end of the day hes still a clown that specializes in torment, do i really need to say what hes cooking up in his brain?
no in cases where you're beginning to struggle hes probably going to try to quietly urge you to disconnect and take a breather
keeps your favorite candies on him at all times and slips them into your hand, probably does the same to any stress/fidget toys you may or may not have.. though i do hc he can just materialize certain things and i can easily see that sort of thing falling into something he can just yoink into existence
very good at reassuring you of your worth and how much you mean to him; this is a general thing but i think he makes it more of a point if self image is something you particularly struggle with
who would have thunk it, the clown with abandonment issues is good at reassuring others that hes not going to go anywhere
#creepypasta headcanon#creepypasta imagine#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#laughing jack x you#laughing jack x reader#laughing jack imagine
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HELLO‼️ I just read your Ghostface Slyus and Mad Doctor Zayne fics and I can safely say that I’m obsessed 😭 First of all, ur Sylus fic had some parts that genuinely made my heart race with fear and anticipation, like it was actually kinda scary when Sylus was hunting reader down in the house💀 the plot twist at the end was cool tho, I liked that a lot lmaooo
BUT UR ZAYNE FIC??? Good lord please tell me u have at least thought about doing a part two😭🙏🏻 like there’s so many things that need explaining!! Where are they? What did Zayne mean by “sweet creature”?? What happened to Sora? Why can’t she remember reader? What happened to reader that made her not remember what happened when she got separated from Sora? Who was listening behind the door at the end? Now that Zayne “claimed” reader, would he ever let her go outside? With his protection and supervision of course✋🏻 Or will he keep her locked away in his personal room? There’s so many questions that I need answers to and I hope you have the motivation to continue that story because it was TOO good, u really know how to write so well🥹
I’m looking forward for the Rafayel and Xavier fics, I just KNOW they are gonna be top tier 🙏🏻 I just wanted to express my thoughts, I hope u have a nice day🥳
Hi anon!! First of all thank u sm for this long message, im trully feel flattered by this🥺💖 im glad you really like my fanfics. And yes! I'll give a thought about making part 2 after i finish this series. And im gonna give you a couple of answers.
Q:Where are they?
A:They in a secret laboratorium that run by rich people and government. It's like from Strager Things or Orochimaru laboratory from Naruto. I'll leave to yall guys imagination!
Q:What happened to Sora?
A:Well they erased her memories. She knows that 'area' bcuz someone took her there which is againts the rules, and yeah shes molested by that person. Why theyre not erase reader's memory? Like hell Zayne would let those people do that, they didn't dare go against his words because.. well Zayne is also kinda special. So they only do something with her brain to make her forget a bit.
Q:What did Zayne mean by sweet creature?
A:Zayne made her. She is Zayne's creature. I call it sweet because i use candy to representative reader's character. She was 'wrapped' by innocence until Zayne 'unwrapped' her and tasted the sweetness in her.
Well! Thats all i got to say now, see u on next fics🫶🫶
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advice for avoiding the oppressive institution that is school dress codes? /hj
hey ey!!
i gotta start this off by saying my school doesnt have a dresscode, but i have one at work so ill share my tricks from there.
to start off its important you know the rules, and know where to find them, if a teacher scolds you for something thats technically allowed make sure you can prove em wrong. malicous compliance is key here.
some things you may be able to change in ur uniform/clothing:
(ill work my way up from shoes to hair to make it somewhat comprehensible.)
-shoes: at work we gotta wear black and/or white shoes. so i changed out the laces on my sniper boots to colored ones, and attached small carabiners to the laces them, on my vans i also have colored laces and shoe wings. you can also add beads, chains or other stuff. if the rules are very lax you can even paint them or add small patches to them. also wear fun socks with fun colors and patterns
-pants: cuff them, wear (wallet) chains, slightly worn, discolored jeans also give an alternative look. cargos are in but i advise widelegged ones, if youre able to get your hands on them, vintage, they are more comfortable, better quality and have more pockets. pants with patterns from cow to camouflage. also belts!! studded or if those are not allowed you can wear multiple at the same time. you can add patches with safety pins or add buttons.
-tops/shirts/blouses: if you have to wear a uniform with a blouse, cuff the sleeves, open a few top buttons and flip up the collar. to the collar you can also add collar pins and/or put a chain between them. see if youre allowed to add pins buttons or safety pins to your clothes. maybe you can layer a fishnet under them. wear t-shirt with big prints, bandnames or vagely political statements few ppl will understand. i like to cut the sleeves off of my shirts. leather jackets or vests always add a lot to your outfit. flannels with bright colors or instead earth tones.
-necklaces/chokers: bigger chains with big charms can add a lot, i have two big bone shaped dogtags, and a big one in the shape of a clover (the playing card symbol) also military dogtags with instead of ur info, bands or political statements on them are rlly cool. you can also make necklaces out of safety pins, but be careful that they wont open by themselves. you can permanently close the opening with pliers if needed. if chokers are allowed there are often rules against ones with sharp spikes, so bare ones or piramid/cone studs can be worn instead.
-bracelets/cuffs: for the cuffs its the same as the chokers. to beaded bracelets you can also add political statements or band names. chain bracelets or ones that connect to rings always look cool. see if you can wear rings and if yes try chunkier ones with a cool shape. try fingerless gloves or armwarmers.
-tattoos/hairstyles/piercings: dresscodes are opressive bullshit but i carry a perticular hatred for ones that ban piercings tattoos or hairstyles. if theres a ban on piercings you can get ones that you can hide (horseshoe septum) or ones that can be camouflaged with flesh colored jewellry. tattoos can be hidden with the right clothing. if bright unnatural haircolors are not alowed combine regular ones, black and blonde, red and blonde, brown and black, etc. you can split dye, dye the points or roots or dye particular sections. not allowed to shave your sides? thightly braid them like those viking braids to give the effect theyre shaven. also once youve shaven your head theres nothing they can do about it. also paint ur nails.
other stuff:
you can always hide certain accesoires in your bag or under your clothes during class and wear em during breaks or free periods. also dont hestitate to try out how much the rules are actually policed.
hope this helps! if yall got more tips dont hestitate to add em on, this is just what i thought of of the top of my head.
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RULES: post 5 songs associated with your OCs and 4 outfits they'd wear
i saw @bhaalsdeepbat doing the tag game and i wanna make one too i hope you dont mind 👉👈


huehuehue this is Chevrotain, my durge bard
they got fucking wormed half way through the game and became hard to look at so i changed their hair then they look half-decent (not as good looking as the default but still)


im gonna be sorta infodumping about their lore bc im insane for them
1. Bloody! Bloody! - Junie & TheHutFriends
so in my canon Chevrotain isnt the dark urge like the origin character but another bhaalspawn, theyre still a bhaalspawn though so their gameplay is still a durge playthrough and this song is so accurate to durge's storyline?? like
Ain't it funny how I scare myself sometimes
..You take his hand quite literally..
..I probably shouldn't have said that..
They said, the lady in red / Bloody! Bloody!
Durge being literally shocked at kicking the squirrel involuntarily?? / the Gale incident / durge saying freakish shit most of the time / literally Orin
this song is my number one go to when i think of Chevrotain 😭
2. Abbey - Mitski
i mentioned that Chevrotain is a cannibal 🥺 its funny bc they dont have any sense of taste, they also have a huge identity crisis thanks to Bhaal whispering to them on their "role" and they whole "you were created bc blah blah blah"
I am hungry I have been hungry I was born hungry What do I need? I am something I have been something I was born something What could I be?
the theme i like to go with them is "starvation", like being starved of fatherly love from Bhaal, being starved of their own identity, being starved of their own mind, being starved of a home.. so this song fits into it SO PERFECTLY
3. Our Word - 36 Questions, Jessie Shelton
GAH this song is so cool from the coolest musical i know (i only know like 6 musicals 🙃), its literally a musical podcast?? so cool.
anyways Chevrotain is a bard right, they usually manipulate people with their words, a lot of deception and persuasion bonuses, so they are a very deceitful and as a result they are a very distrusting person.
the song is about a girl who was raised to be a compulsive liar - when she accidentally broke her dad's ship in a bottle - her mom told her to lie to get out of trouble and it worked, so she kept lying and lying and lying to get herself out of situations.
the song ends with a near death experience, but all she can think in her dying moments is how her parents are going to lie about her existence just to avoid the hassle of dealing with her death.
And it's our word Yes, our word It's our word Yes, our word Against theirs
the thing about Chevrotain is that they cannot trust easily - and what they fear the most is that theyd be tricked the same way theyve been tricking others - its a constant for them and this song embodies it perfectly (・ω・)b
4. Animal Cannibal - Possibly in Michigan, Karen Skladany
haha cannibal mention
iconic song tbh, this one isnt as intricately tied to Chevrotain's character quirks in my mind as the others and its more of their whole vibe and sthick
Who knows how some people turn to strange ones Is it up to me to make them into dead ones? (Here we go again) I bite at the hand that feeds me Slap at the face that eats me Some kind of animal cannibal (Animal? Cannibal)
the tricking people into thinking theyre an unassuming bard even though theyre an experienced necromancer
and that they rebel against Bhaal pretty aggressively (well, as aggressive as you can when youre going against your literal God father without being punished by death 💀) such as never calling Bhaal as "father" pre-amnesia
5. The Milk Carton - Madilyn Mei
have i ever mentioned here that Chevrotain fell into the Feywild when they were around 9?
they were following a grinning cat named 'Alice Alice van Malice' who later became their guardian because fucking Ethel spotted baby Tain, took them in bc she realize that a bhaalspawn would make a strong hagspawn, since Alice didnt want to be responsible for a horrific fate of a child he decided to keep watch of them 😭
so this song is more to baby Tain's perspective, that they are now living in a stinky swamp in the Feywild and sleeping on a cold slab of stone instead of the cozy foster home they were in before..
I think I really miss my bed Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end? I had it good, I had it good And yet I left and can't retrace my steps Think I forgot a couple things My brain is still at home (Stop telling me all about your problems)
..but hey, at least theyre not dead!
Outfits/Style
Chevrotain's style is called classy and youthful in the DnD universe and timeline, but in todays world we call it grandmacore ❤




ok well it has a prince-like flare to it, the embroidery would be all silver bc one thing about Chevrotain is that theyre good at commiting to the bit, also the clothes beinf airy, flowy and puffy is important bc they dont like their clothes being skin tight bc they get uncomfortable easy.
its all billowy blouse + black pants combo bc its a classic and i love it SO MUCH, i eat this combo all the time everytime
im too shy to tag anyone else for this akdnsjnd anyone who wants to join in from seeing this post.. please tag me in it bc im nosy and i want to see ur Tav/Durge :3
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I feel like the issue with comparing the QSMP to DnD is that the islanders would all be different levels, but the writers have to handle everything as if they are the same level. BBH was able to take on 3 eye works and even kill one solo, meanwhile the morning crew got their behinds handed to them by a group of lesser ratio. How do you balance combat for BBH the level 10 Warlock alongside Fit the level 3 Paladin?
yess youre definitely right! ive been thinking about this too, cause i think the dnd approach is necessary for the storytelling (i.e the idea of a loose plot map that the players stitch together), but combat is a different matter. also now im just going to start thinking out loud so please dont take any of what i say below seriously LOL you gave me an excuse to ramble!
overall i also dont really think its the actual combat that needs tweaking. its really more that the players need ground rules of what commands/godmodding the admins can do, or whether or not egg admins are teleporting themselves back ooc. there just needs to be communication about whether or not these fights are winnable, cause players need to have some agency and not feel demotivated, especially seeing some of the reactions from fit/bagi/tubbo. i want players to feel regret, i dont want them to chalk it all up to "oh the admins are just op". there shouldnt be a meta explanation like that, yknow? but ill also talk about fight balancing cause now im curious and want to brainstorm :D
to be fair, bad was only able to take down the eye workers because he started throwing mines, and thats something he's only able to do solo. if mines are out, then it just comes down to him tanking all the hits, because no weapon of his can do enough damage to kill them. qsmp already is doing some type of balancing with the enchanted stick: in that case, the worker who deals the most could focus on bad and burn through his totems while the rest deal with weaker islanders. i also think confusion is a really useful tool, which is why the mobs during code attacks were so scary with the blindness/weakness effects. the best "choreographed" code fights happened when there were waves of mobs, and the code attacked intermittently. this gives weaker players something killable to focus on and giving stronger players a bigger enemy (the npc) if need be, while also automatically hindering their fighting because of crossfire and effects. bad is a lot more cautious with his hits in group battles too.
i think the bigger issue is that armor is so strong on the server that you need crazy good weapons to make a dent. but no one has crazy good weapons except for the admins and etoiles. to get anywhere, the islanders need really creative ways to deal damage while not contributing to crossfire. and this stacks up the odds against all the islanders, whether theyre strong fighters or not. if its doable, the players need to know that its doable, cause rn even bad's idea with reinforced cobwebs was shot down when bagi told him they could just break it in creative mode. which brings me back to my first point. COMMUNICATE SOME GROUND RULES!
but anyways everything im saying is pointless cause i dont know what the lore reasons are 😭. i dont know what the story goals are rn so i cant offer up any good ideas. i really hope that the goal isn't to kill eggs, because i honestly think the qsmp has proven pre-purgatory that we don't need egg-centric storylines to keep the plot rolling. i think a lot of fun fights (and even deaths) can still happen without it feeling forced on the player and viewer end.
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hi bb i hope ur doing well!! i was thinking about zach and the out of bounds series, does he actually like her or is it just lust i know zach and the way your portraying him it seems like he’s very emotionally involved with her but i can’t help but feel like it’s not something that’s gonna last once theyre not at camp anymore.
Im just so curious to hear your thoughts!
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hiii angel 🥰 ooo yes the fact that romance is against the rules is defff a big part of why they want each other so bad so their relationship is v fuelled by lust and the thrill of the risk at the start, but (spoiler) the feelings and emotional bond they have continue to grow 🙂↕️
zach seems like a sensitive hopeless romantic to me so i can’t imagine him having meaningless hook-ups and i see him falling v fast hehe. also i want them to have a happy ending (but w lots of angst/conflict first lol) 🤭
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having Ghost thoughts gimme a minute
heavy heavy spoilers for anyone interested in watching or playing the game!! You’ve been warned!
So Lord Shimura has of course raised Jin very closely and trained him well as a samurai as is evident by the flashbacks. They were always about honor. Looking the enemy in the eye when you kill them - honor and respect. Only a coward strikes from the shadows. It’s always been about honor. Killing with honor. Living in honor. And Jin believed this. Of course he did.
Until Komoda beach. Until Khotun set a man on fire and his men fought like animals. Until Shimura was captured, Jin’s only family, and he spent days finding old friends and coming up with a plan to save the only family he has left.
Jin has put hope in people. He put in hope in the people of Yarikawa that hate clan Shimura and Sakai. They shouted, “for the Ghost” as they ran down mongols. And when they told him, “we’re not soldiers” he told them they’re warriors. He instilled hope in the descendants of people who hated him and his own because of the rebellion. He put hope in and saved people of every little village. Everywhere the mongols destroyed, Jin saved and people began to build back up. The entire island of Tsushima, he is known. Even if someone doesn’t like him, they respect him
Jin has done what he’s had to do. He’s used poison. He’s decapitated the men who enslaved Yuna and Taka when they were kids. He’s assassinated men from the shadows - just like a coward.
But it’s what he’s needed to do. To save the people of Tsushima, he has had to do things that go against his code. He’s had to fight in ways he grew up not believing. Fighting in ways only the enemy fought, not honorable samurai. Komodo beach changed him. Traumatized him. And he is trying to save his home. His people.
Shimura doesn’t see him fight. He’s in contact with the shogun. He is operating in other areas. He doesn’t see the way Jin strikes from the shadows. He doesn’t see the way he doesn’t always look a man in the eye. He doesn’t see the lack of honor.
Until Yarikawa. Until he sees him fight, at first disagrees, but continues on. Until they’re at the Hwacha, about to retake the castle, and Shimura says that he sent a letter to the shogun for a formal adoption of Jin.
A son. A father. That kind of relationship again for Jin. After seeing his father murdered in front of him, blaming himself because he couldn’t save him. Shimura, his father. Formally. To retake Tsushima as father and son.
But it doesn’t take long for Shimura to see the way Jin really fights. Striking from the shadows. Decapitation. Covered in blood. Going against his code.
He’s heartbroken, but he still pushes for Jin’s adoption. Father and son is still his goal, his dream.
But then they fight. Shimura sent men to die. Jin is angry. Shimura’s defense is ‘theyre soldiers’. He tells Jin that, if he keeps going, he’ll be no better than the enemy. Jin says he’s just trying to save their people. Shimura says Jin’s ruled by his emotion for saying that Khotun should suffer. Jin says “I sacrificed everything I knew to save our people! And you did nothing!”
And Shimura slaps him.
And Jin says we’re finished.
Then Jin finds a way into the castle. He poisons the Mongols. They’re dead, bleeding from their mouths. He kills Ryuzo, his childhood best friend. And he meets Shimura outside and tries to meet on even ground. To immediately go after the Khan. With his uncle. With the soldiers. Yuna.
But Shimura’s concern is Jin defying him. Yuna defends him, and Shimura only fights back. He blames Yuna for driving Jin to such chaos and war. Says that it’s not their way.
And he tells Jin to renounce the Ghost. To look to the samurai behind Shimura. To claim, “my name is Jin Shimura, loyal servant to the shogun. My heir. My son.” To say something that, now, he doesn’t believe anymore. Something he doesn’t want anymore. Because that’s not him.
The Ghost is something the people believe in. It’s given the people of Tsushima hope as the Mongols have invaded. It was something that almost started out as a joke, but something that Jin embraced because it helped the people of the island. His people.
He can’t renounce that. Saving the people is his priority. It’s what he’s lived his life doing since Komoda beach.
It’s who he is.
“I am not your son. I am the Ghost.”
And the paper, the formal written words by the shogun declaring Jin as adopted and as heir to Lord Shimura is turned to black ash.
Jin sends Yuna away with his katana because she can’t get blamed. She needs to go after the Khan. For Taka. She needs to continue the fight. In her place, he lets Shimura take him in, and is held captive at the castle and exiled. Gear and weapons taken from him, ready to pay for his crimes to the shogun.
His uncle. The man who he thought could be his father. The man who imprisoned him for defying their code of honor to protect and save the people of Tsushima. The boy he wanted to make his heir. To continue the Shimura clan. To lead the people as the next Lord Shimura.
Exiled by him.
#I don’t know if this makes sense but the last ten hours of this game have sent me into a spiral#I’m so sad#im in kamiagata now tho so that’s fun :)#cant wait to see how many more of my favorite people die :)#ghost of tsushima
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