#rinanar

[rinanar]

I come back after a decade and this is what I reblog

[rinanar]

hello~~, its my first time coming here and i read your rules alr♡ can i ask for smut goo x reader? where theyre having a make-up sex lol. and if i may go into details, they loved each other so much but the problem is just too big so that the intercourse gets both steamy and emotional haha. thank u in advance!!💖💖

IM SORRY ! K.JUNGOO

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character/s : jungoo kim

type : oneshot — smut (pwlp) , fluff — f!reader

warning/s — details : size kink (I GAVE GOO SIZE KINK I HOPE THATS ALRIGHT 😓😓) , established relationship , SLIGHT dacryphilia (I hope this is alright too....frfr), creampie , argument , etc , ALL CONSENSUAL !!!

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It was unusual for you two to fight. Usually it'd just be a fake argument, something that wouldn't last long, something that isn't that serious, a banter. But he just won't listen to you this time.

You had already said—no, begged him to stop getting himself hurt, but he just won't listen.

You do love him very much, isn't that why you keep scolding him? What part of it doesn't he get?

He gets you worried sick, doesn't that upset him?

You've been trying to talk to him for weeks, but he just can't sit down and listen to your nagging.

From the moment he told you that, the way your lips quivered just broke him. He internally killed himself, or maybe he's just being dramatic again.

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He'd make it up to you, he said. He is, and it's working, too.

He had already made you cum on his fingers, on his tongue, but he knew it wasn't enough. You knew it too, but you got too impatient.

"P—pleasee..please..hng...put-put it inn..goo..why can't you..? Don't you wanna make it up to me..?" You sniffled, hugging him by his neck, your legs wide open.

"Fuck-..fuck..don't say that.." he groaned, his cock twitching from your voice, your whiny weak voice.

"..You sure..?" He mumbled, squinting his eyes, he was clearly uncertain, he knew how big he was, and that thought turned him on even more.

You nodded weakly, which earned a pinch from him, causing you to yelp, "Thought I told you to use your words, huh?" He hummed in a sing-song voice, earning a frown from you, which made him smile.

"'m sorryy..I will—I will..I can take it, I swear.." You promised, you really thought you could.

He grabbed his cock, stroking it a little before lining it up against your entrance, rubbing his tip against your slick folds, making you let out a breathy whimper.

"Just tell me if you can't take it, alright..?" He sighed, then when you gave the go signal, he slowly pushed himself in, earning a cry from you.

You bit down on his shoulder, squirming a little. It stung, fuck, how long has it even been?

He looked at you for a moment, letting out ragged breaths, feeling how tightly you were clamping down on him.

"C-can't.. can't—n..noo..t'big—" You whined, tears pricking the corner of your eyes.

He let out a shaky sigh, pausing for a moment, "Y...it's just that you're small..fuck-ing hell..you're so small.." he groaned, getting more and more turned on from the size difference, his cock twitching slightly inside you.

"You took me before, baby..you can take me again, hm..?" He panted, his hand reaching up to play with your breasts, pinching and twisting the perky nipple.

You nodded at his words, shutting your eyes close, letting tears fall. "Mh..m..fuckk..you're so cute.." he whimpered, before slowly pushing in once again.

"W..whenever..whenever I act reckless again..I..I want you to-..fuck..slap me back to reality..okay..? God- fuck.." he whimpered, his voice starting to get shaky, as you babbled with slurred words, about how it's too big, how you can't take it, but, shit, you take it so well, he thought.

"I love you—s..so much..look at how you're..t-taking me so well.." he groaned, before finally burying himself to the hilt.

"I love you a lot..fuck..I'm so sorry.." he whined against your neck, he spoke so sweetly to you, and that just made you sob even harder.

"I just..I'm so sorry..I love you, I'm sorry for yelling at you.. please.." he sniffled, waiting for you to let him move. He kissed and marked your neck, while his hand caressed your breasts, down to the back of your thighs, helping you relax around him.

Once you gave him the sign it was okay to move, he almost let out another groan at that. The sight of you crying has him weak on his knees, and the fact that there was a small bulge forming on your stomach even broke him further.

He moved slowly at first, letting your cries be swallowed by the sound of your wet, squelching noise.

"You're so small..fuck..did you know that..hm..? Baby..?" He whimpered, his hand rubbing small circles on your nub.

"S'b..bi-bigg..aahnn.." You whined, throwing your head back slightly. You could feel the ridges of his cock sliding against your walls, and it drove you crazy, like always.

It could never get old, how he whined and whimpered, how his cock slid against your walls so lewdly, and how he loves you so much.

He sniffled apologies, he whimpered them, he whined them, he keeps apologizing.

From that alone, you already forgave him.

He started to move faster, his groans turning into moans mingling with yours, the slick sound getting louder and louder, and the breathing getting heavier and ragged.

It made you dizzy, and somehow he just manages to push you even more by pressing on the bulge forming, causing you to let out a strangled whine.

He kept doing that, feeling you clench around him, feeling you tighten around him even more, implying that you were getting closer so fast.

"Mn-G-g..goo—m..'m close-'m close—..hngg..please-please don't stop..please..'m so sorryy.." You whined and begged, your tongue lolling out as your eyes rolled to the back of your head.

"'M not stopping..fuck..fuck..come for me—come..fuck..cum around my cock.." He groaned, lifting your hips, hitting your spot, earning a strangled cry from you.

You cried out his name as your body convulsed, sobbing from the feeling of orgasming around his cock.

But he kept going, wanting to reach his high, too. He was desperate for it at this point, feeling you squirm and convulse around him was one thing, but looking at your pretty face after you came? God, he was done.

"'m cummingg.. m-'m..c-cumming.." He whimpered, searching for your eyes, silently begging you to let him come inside you. And you did.

You wrapped your legs around him, letting him come inside you. He started to slow down, using you to milk himself, spilling his seed into you.

There was a moment of silence, aside from the heavy breathing, but he spoke first— "I love you. I'm sorry."

It was the first time he actually apologized. But it's the first serious argument, so you'll let him off this time. Until, he continued,

"I'm not done making it up to you yet."

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a/n : sorry (hi for bad english)

[rinanar]

Since you asked👀 can I rq a (Johan or james) x reader fluff oneshot where the reader almost got jumped on, but they managed to arrive on time. If possible, can you end it with the reader getting piggy-bagged back home😭. Thank you sry if it's a little long. Take care🫶

ON TIME ! L.JIHOON

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character/s : Lee Jihoon

type : oneshot — fluff — gn!reader

warning/s - details : cheonliang arc!lee jihoon , he's following reader , reader is unaware she was about to get jumped

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If others hadn't found out you were his girlfriend, you wouldn't be in this situation right now.

You know Jihoon picks a lot of fights, but the shady street, the feeling of someone— or maybe multiple watching you just makes your hair stand.

You're so close to crying, you think. You're checking each corner before turning— you feel anxious.

You could've just told Jihoon to come with you, sure, but you both just had an argument! You can't possibly talk to him right now!

And besides, there's no signal anyway, there's no way to call him.

The more you walked in the dark street only illuminated by weak lights, the closer you were to passing out. It was even worse when you heard a bush rustle.

You stared at the bush for a while, before realizing this was stupid and you should just go.

You began to walk faster, trying to shake off the uneasy feeling, but you walked even faster once you heard footsteps behind you. It was familiar in a way, but you were too scared to notice that.

When you walked faster, the footsteps did too. It was like the person behind you was trying to get ahold of you.

Once you thought about that, you pulled out your phone, your eyes felt watery, you were desperate for any person to show up at this point.

Despite that, you didn't notice that the person behind you got even closer.

He grabbed your shoulder, and you couldn't even scream from shock. The man turned you around, and you saw..oh.

"You scared me!" You yelled, hitting his arm while you rubbed your eye, trying to hide that you were so close to crying.

"Pfft, were you gonna cry?" He chuckled, stopping your hand from rubbing your eye even further, then he squeezed your cheeks, almost mockingly, but still affectionately in a way.

"Why are you here?"

"I followed you."

"Ew. Stalker."

"I was worried!"

—

He was carrying you on his back, sighing and huffing. "Do I really have to carry you?"

You stayed silent, before nodding weakly. You held onto him desperately, and he noticed it. And he couldn't help but crack a smile.

Sure, he was an asshole for following you, but he couldn't help it.

The moment you left the house, he noticed a bunch of guys following you.

But before they could get to you, he..well, you already know. It's the reason why that bush earlier was rustling too. They were moving too much.

He did promise you that he wouldn't pick that many fights anymore, but he won't let you know that people are trying to get you now, too. He won't let you see them. They can't get to you if he gets to them first.

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a/n : this is kinda short cus I'm having writing block ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️😓😓😓😓😓😓

[rinanar]

WANTS AND NEEDS ! S.JOHAN

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character/s : Johan Seong

type : oneshot — fluff , suggestive , angst — f!reader

warning/s - details : suggestive

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Johan is needy. He denies it though.

He hates knowing that he's needy, he hates knowing that he's basically starved for something he can't describe.

...Oh

Starved for something?

What is it? Food? Money? Love? Maybe the strength to get revenge?

Every time he realizes it, he hates himself for it.

Who else is to satisfy his starved self except his mom? He asked himself, multiple times.

He didn't expect it to be you.

He wanted it to be you.

He might've even needed you. At least one time.

You know him like the back of your hand, so why is it that you make him tell you what he wants?

Why can't you just give it to him and move on? Isn't that easier?

He hates asking for it, too. He feels greedy, and he is, actually.

You don't mind it. You never did, but he always thinks you do.

Please don't ever ask him to tell you what he wants. He'll cry. He'll whisper; "Please..please, y/n..please don't make me ask again.." as he sniffles.

He's so emotional, it's not even funny.

He can't even ask you for a hug. All he's doing is following you, hoping you'll get the hint, like you always do.

Every time you two do it, or even while kissing, he's begging for you to stay. It's times like these that he has no shame in asking you what he wants, what he needs.

He's crying while he kisses your neck, you don't know what he's saying.

"Y/n..don't leave me..take care of me..I don't know what I'm doing..." He whimpers as he tugs on your shirt.

He just wants you to know that he wants needs you. You have to get the hint, because he won't ever tell you that.

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a/n : I audibly sighed

[rinanar]

FORGETFUL ! ONESHOT

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character/s : 1st gen kings

type : oneshot — angst — NOT X READER

warning/s - details : death , suicide , (and gut wrenching angst I think)

a/n : chat am I cooked?🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥

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They all somehow forget that Seongji is gone.

Every time they want to drink, talk, anything— they mention inviting Seongji. Every time they're together, they'll think; "Huh, where's he?"

Then when they realize that he's gone, they go silent. It happens over and over again.

They just can't get him out of their minds. They don't know why. It's like Seongji is haunting them.

He's the reason why they're together, even until now.

It hurts them when they think that Seongji will get upset if they cut each other off because there's no reason for them to act buddy buddy with each other.

Whenever they see another person with an abnormal condition, they'll be like "Oh, Seongji also has something like that. It isn't that impressive."

They'll look at anything and somehow connect it to Seongji.

They're so nonchalant about it too. It doesn't show on their face that they care about him, that the gathering was just reluctant and it wasn't for Seongji, but they can't keep their eyes from stinging.

Their head hurts, they're starting to forget what Seongji's voice sounded like. Was it soft? Was it a little hoarse like when his sixth finger was cut off from that incident? Was his voice weak?

They wished they recorded all their conversation with him.

He was the sole reason why all of them were together. Seongji wants to tell them that he's happy he has the privilege to proudly tell others that he has friends.

It's not like anyone expected him to kill himself out of guilt. It wasn't his fault. Nothing happened.

But they didn't know that.

They wished they knew the reason why.

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a/n : UGHHHHH IM CRYING SEONGJI COME BACK PLZ

[rinanar]

hey! I hope you are doing well! since your request are open, I really really really want you to write some scenarios for lookism male characters with the king of Busan reader (female/non-binary) have a good day!

BUSAN? WHO? ! SCENARIOS

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character/s : Taesoo Ma, Jaegyeon Na, Gongseob Ji

type : scenario — crack — f!reader

warning/s - details : swearing

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TAESOO MA :

"..What the hell do you mean you don't wanna fight me?!" You yelled, your eyebrows furrowing. It was as if you were more disappointed than mad, even.

"Well, because you're— you know" He shrugged, slightly shocked and embarrassed from your yelling.

"Because I'm what? Say it."

"Because you're not the previous King?"

"I know you were gonna say something else!

It went silent after what you said. He knows you know he was gonna say it was because you're a woman.

It's not like he's looking down on you, he's just...he doesn't lay a finger on ladies, you know?

"If you aren't gonna fight me I'm gonna tell everyone you're the most misogynistic— anti-feminist boy I've ever met"

You said it as a joke, but you could see his eye twitch at your words.

"...I'm not a boy— I'm a man!"

"That's what you're upset about???"

"And I love ladies!"

JAEGYEON NA :

"At least my car isn't tacky" you spat through the phone, and this argument has been going on for hours.

"WHAT?!" he outright lost his mind at that, he was gripping his phone so tightly you could hear the cracks coming from your side.

You knew he easily gets agitated when it was about his junk of a car, and you loved seeing him mad over and over again.

"At least I didn't cry when I lost in a game of Tekken!" He spat back.

"Excuse you?! How'd you know about that?!" You sat up from your bed out of shock, how'd he find out about that? You told Taesoo to keep it a secret!

But as soon as you asked that question, fortunately for him, he hung up.

GONGSEOB JI :

"...Ew..."

"What?"

"Why do you even do that?"

"Do what?!" He asked you, slightly agitated from that disgusted face you're making.

"Like..pee on people?" You responded hesitantly, wondering if you made the right choice of asking him.

"You're acting like I pee on them when they're conscious." He snorted, playing with his accessories absentmindedly.

"You're acting like that's any better!"

It went silent after that, left with you just staring at him playing with his accessories.

"I do it because it feels good, obviously."

"...Ew"

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a/n : gongseob's part is kinda short but it's okay cus he deserves it / hj

[rinanar]

Young gun or goo meeting yn for the first time, yn bickering with them without realizing who they are. Nothing inappropriate, just kids from 2 different worlds meeting and becoming frenemiies

KEEP TALKING ! HCS

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character/s : Jungoo Kim , Jonggun Park

type : headcanons — fluff , crack — gn!reader — implied as x reader

warning/s - details : swearing , gungoo in denial , goo's in his early teens , reader is younger than them

a/n : had no idea whether to make this a headcanon or oneshot lolololol

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JUNGOO KIM : (GOO)

- You two first met through his cousin

- His cousin was your friend, AND partner in a project. When he brought you to his house, you found Goo lounging on the couch

- you were curious at first, but you didn't speak to him.

- The second time you met him though, he was with his cousin, walking through the hallway coming from the principal's office, with blood smeared on his cheeks

- Of course, there were many whispers about who he's here for, why he's here for, and how handsome he is.

- But for some reason, you just had no shame, did you? You started talking to the two of them

- But your friend was in a hurry for some reason, so he left you alone with Goo.

- And holy shit

- He finally realized how annoying he can be when he talks

- Do you not realize what he came here for? What he had just done?

- He thinks you're annoying

- But he also thinks he's MIGHT just be in love

- Then he denies it, then he doesn't, then he denies it again.

- He tells you you're annoying, you agree, then keep talking.

- But the longer the conversation goes on, the more he also starts talking

- he keeps talking as if you two are competing for who's louder

- He's glad he found someone as talkative as him, but he still thinks you're annoying to this day.

JONGGUN PARK : (GUN / YAMAZAKI YUZURU)

- Your mother was one of their helpers

- But your mom refused to let you get dragged into her occupation, knowing how strict the clan can be.

- But after tons of begging and crying because no one was able to take care of you at home, she let you come with her, but told you to never leave her side

- But then, being the dumbass you are, you left her side.

- You ended up crying because you couldn't find her

- Then somehow and thankfully (???), he was the first one to find you

- BUT, what you didn't know was that your mom worked for a literal clan, one of the most notorious ones too

- That's why you weren't scared of him at all, which made him confused

- He did help you find your mom

- But you could've helped him back by staying quiet while walking.

- God, you keep talking, and his ears are ringing. He is and will never get used to it

- He probably never revealed to you that he's a Yakuza too. He just lets you find out yourself

- And you'll probably feel uncomfortable and stop talking if you find out, he won't admit it, but he doesn't like the thought of it

- He thinks you're annoying too, but someone's never THIS comfortable talking to him, so go on

- He thinks you're cute when you mess up your words too, but he will NEVER admit that

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a/n : I love this sm..m.m.mm....jshsishwks

[rinanar]

Headcanons of Gun, Goo, Kwak brothers, Jake, Vasco, and Jay (separately, feel free to exclude some characters if you want) with a little brother reader who'd often just go silent and not move an inch whenever he got hurt, especially if the pain was intense, staring off into space— under the pretence of 'if I stop moving the pain will go away/won't hurt as much'. This would worry our older brother(s) a lot because "my little brother just got hit/injured why isn't he moving??"

Inspired by me doing the exact same. Does it make the pain go away? No, but not moving lessens the pain, kind of 😭

Thank you in advance! Feel free to ignore this if it isn't your cup of tea! ^^

MOVE, PLEASE ! HCS

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character/s : Kwak brothers , Gimyung Kim , Euntae Lee , Jaeyeol Hong

type : headcanons — platonic , fluff — m!reader — NOT X READER

warning/s - details : injuries (some major, some minor.)

a/n : excluded gun and goo because I don't know how to portray them with this concept (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠)

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KWAK BROTHERS : (Jichang, Jibeom, Jihan)

- When it happened the first time, Two of them (ehem, Jibeom and Jihan) were practically shaking you.

- They pulled you back and forth, begging for you to move, but when Jichang smacked both of them on the head, they finally realized you were breathing the whole time.

- Your head probably hurts even more from their reaction, actually.

- When you explained that when you moved less, it wouldn't hurt as much, and they understood, really. But they asked you to talk, even just a little so they know you're alive.

- And to be honest, the three of them probably have gotten used to it as the time went on.

- It's either they're scolding, making fun of you as a joke while patching you up (Jihan), or staying silent, glaring at you (they're just making sure you're alive

- But something that's even worse, is that when Jihan starts babying you, starts treating you like a little kid, that you need to stop being so careless, you almost wanted to strangle him that time.

GIMYUNG KIM : (JAKE KIM)

- Honestly, after feeling a little inferior to Gitae, I think he'd care a lot about you

- He'll treat you like the little brother Gitae never treated him

- When it happened the first time, not to be dramatic, but he thought he failed as a brother.

- But when he found out you were alive, he was just..silent, but if you couldn't tell, he was half glad

- And half concerned

- And half mad because you were careless

- After patching you up, he'll probably still be quiet to let you rest or from shock

- He'll probably also ask you questions from time to time about that habit of yours. Sometimes he jokes about it too (no one laughs ngl, maybe except you)

- But as long as it helps you, he's glad

- Maybe he'll nag you about being more careful too

EUNTAE LEE : (VASCO)

- Cue never-ending questions the first time he found out about it

- What do you mean you stop moving if the pain gets intense??? Hello???

- You actually warned him about it first before it happened.

- But when it happens, his mind goes blank and forgets what you told him

- Every time this happens, he always thinks your dead

- He's crying and getting emotional and stuff then Jace comforts him too (because he's unaware about your habit) while you're staring at him blankly, waiting for him to help

- He's a little dumb and confused but he's trying

- But seriously, whose mind wouldn't go blank if they saw their little brother bloody and staring off to space???

JAEYEOL HONG : (JAY HONG)

- Like Gimyung, he goes into shock

- But he's a little more dramatic. He can't express himself through words, but he's very expressive when he's scared, mind you

- He's quick to regain his composure though

- Then he loses it again for some reason

- He's desperately trying to stop your bleeding, he's so frantic he doesn't realize you're breathing lol

- He almost cried— actually, he IS crying, a little, maybe.

- He's crying while he hugs you so tightly it hurts, seriously

- Like he can't lose another family, please don't die, and be more careful

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[rinanar]

JUST A KID ! ONESHOT

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a/n : I accidentally deleted the req..........I FEEL SO GUILTY I HOPE YOU SEE THIS (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

character/s : Jichang Kwak, Jibeom Kwak, Jihan Kwak

type : oneshot — platonic , angst — NOT X READER

warning/s : injuries / poisoning

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Jihan hated the feeling of being a burden.

He didn't like it whenever his older brothers would notice his injuries, scratches, and when he's sick.

He always hid it from them. He'd make an excuse; oh, a cough? It's just dusty. A scratch? From a cat, silly. Oh, he broke his arm? Oopsie!

He never wanted them to notice.

He wanted approval, that he was strong, that he has great endurance, but all his brothers actually ever wanted was for him to open up to them. To not be a coward, to not have a fragile masculinity and show them where it hurts.

Jihan also hated the feeling of being nagged and scolded. And it always happens when Jibeom or Jichang notice how he's limping, how he groans when he bends down, or when he coughs too excessively.

Telling him; "I told you not to go outside.", "I told you to stretch first.", or "I told you to stop fighting, didn't I?"

He hated the feeling of being in the wrong. Especially when it comes to fighting.

Come on, I'm strong, admit it— he tells them. Only to be replied with a condescending smile from the two of his older brothers.

He didn't like it.

He was even more reckless then, hurting himself, fighting more than usual, hiding his injuries from them.

And as usual, his two older brothers would scold him, all while patching him up.

But the moment he got a serious injury, one that got him to the hospital, they weren't mad at all. They didn't tell him off at all.

All they did was company him in the hospital, peel fruits for him, and stay quiet. When Jihan spoke arrogantly, they listened.

They listened and listened.

And once he was done talking, Jichang sighed.

"Take care of yourself."

Jihan was..well, he was confused.

"Take care of yourself if you want our approval that bad." Jichang continued.

Jihan stayed silent, looking down, away from their gazes.

"You're still a kid to us, you know?" Jibeom added, giving him the plate of the peeled apples.

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a/n : I actually died writing this

[rinanar]

Okay so we know Eugene cares a lot about Mandeok and Yuseong, right?

I'm just thinking what if he wants them to just run away when (if I'm not mistaken) things get hard when the two of them fought Gun in the recent arcs was because he had a younger brother!reader who used to fight tooth and nail for them in the past every time, despite not being good at fighting, and one day ended up severely injured and in a coma (thus it's what led to that one scene where Yuseong cried hugging Eugene when Goo came after an apparent 'clean up')?

I suspect they were horribly bullied during their school days (not to mention we got hints of that recently, too).

Would it be okay if it's written in a one-shot style (or headcanon if it's easier for you) where Eugene reminisces about the past and us as he watches us lying in the hospital bed, wondering when we'll wake up?

Feel free to ignore this if you want, I'm feeling a little angsty today because we don't get enough of Eugene.

HIS FAULT ! YOOJIN

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character/s : Yoojin, small mentions of Yuseong and Mandeok

type : oneshot — platonic , angst — m!reader — NOT X READER

warning/s - details : post Hunt-for-Gun , severely injured!reader

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Yoojin is smart. He knows that. Everyone knows that.

But this decision was the stupidest one he had made by far.

He's staring blankly, he doesn't know what to say, he doesn't know what to do. He's been like this for the past days, watching you lie down on the hospital bed, unconscious.

How could he do this to his own little brother? It's his fault. He shouldn't have dragged you into an issue he selfishly created.

He's selfish. He's so selfish. He repeats this in his mind.

He wishes it was him that was in your place.

You don't fight that well. You both knew that, so why did you go out of your way just to protect him in the past and until now?

Then he starts to feel his eyes sting.

He starts to wish you, Yuseong, and Mandeok just had a normal life, and that he didn't drag the three of you altogether into his mess.

It's all because he wanted revenge. All because he wanted to ruin Charles Choi. All because he wanted the ideal life he so selfishly tried to give to you three, and him. It's his own damn fault.

He's so sorry.

You can tell by how he doesn't sit with his legs crossed like usual, you can tell by how he's breathing so shakily, his hand is also shaking as he cries into it.

He's begging— wishing for you to wake up.

He gave you a bad past, and until now, he hasn't done anything to make it any better.

It's times like these that he stops thinking— it's when his mind goes blank. He can't think of anything else but apologizing to no one.

It's times like these when he starts to feel dumb.

He just wishes he could've been THE older brother to you and Yuseong, even though he's the middle child.

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a/n : I think I just had a heart palpitation writing this

[rinanar]

WOULD IT BE WEIRD IF MY FIRST (TECHNICALLY SECOND) POST WAS SMUT LOLOLO...OLL....😓

but fr I need ideas😥😥😥😓😭😓😭😓😭im dying like actually

[rinanar]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐂 / 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋

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𝐖/𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐀 ��𝐈𝐃 - 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓 kwak brothers

𝐖/ 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 - 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 kwak brothers , gimyung kim , euntae lee , jaeyeol hong

𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐅𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐓 - 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓 yoojin

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a/n : I didn't put fluff or angst bc I can't even explain what I wrote and most are angst anyway 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 . 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 . 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

[rinanar]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑

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𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅

𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐀𝐍 ? 𝐖𝐇𝐎 ? - 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎 / 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓 taesoo ma , jaegyeon na , gongseob ji // can be platonic //

𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 - 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 jungoo kim , jonggun park

𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓

hmm..nothing yet...

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓

hmm..nothing yet...

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𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 . 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 . 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 / 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

[rinanar]

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 - 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐃𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑

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𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐒 - 𝐉𝐎𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆 oneshot // suggestive //

𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓

𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐘 - 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐎𝐎 𝐊𝐈𝐌 oneshot

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐓

hmm..nothing yet...

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𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 . 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 . 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 / 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

[rinanar]

𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐆𝐄 !!

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Hello, I'm Rina/Nari (whatever is fine). I'm 9TEEN, I'm SEasian, meaning english isn't my first language so bear with me.

I'm currently interested in; LOOKISM, How To Fight / Viral Hit, Questism, Juvenile Offender, and more!

I'm also looking for more moots that have the same interests as me, and don't be shy to request something or to talk to me!

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RULES !!

I have every right to ignore your request. (either I don't know how to write the requested character that well, or it's listed as something I will not do.)

I write /x reader/ and f!reader or gn!reader by default.

If you don't have any concept listed in your request, it MIGHT take a little while

headcanons or oneshots or maybe even both! — sfw or nsfw — female , male , gender neutral reader — alternate universes — angst , fluff , smut , crack , platonic

= OK! but be clear of what you're asking for!

non consesual — weird kinks (no offense) — neopronouns (?) — underage characters (unless it's platonic or fluff!) — incest / stepcest — character x character (unless it's platonic)

= NO WAY LOL!

feel free to ask if your question is left unanswered !

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𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 . 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 . 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 / 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭