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namocchi · 1 year

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Day 4 of Dessertober ! Flan 🍮

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hinamie · 5 months

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there's no furbish word for dilf :( sad :(

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fushiguro toji #toji #fanart #jjk fanart #i took this too seriously for what it is but in my defense #uh #i have no defense actually this is the most unhinged thing i think ive ever drawn #bows head in shame gomenasorry....#context ws talking 2 sam about my love of furby and long furby customization #and the free real estate that is fushiguro toji hit me like a truck #i have no clue if this has been done before sorry if it has sorry if it hasnt #i dont know if id be alarmed or proud if i was th first #i saw th art of toji with the very hungry caterpillar n was inspired also . took that ate it made it furby #speaking of furby this one Is sentient and yearns to Consume. toji actively hates it. he speaks furbish tho <3 bilingualism <3 #uhhhhh in other news debut toji art !! :D this man's shirt is holding on for dear life jesus.#his waist is so small and for what......................

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gummy-worms-in-my-brain · 9 months

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#utdr #deltarune #rouxls kaard #this is literally the most important thing ive ever done in my life. he is now a sprite.#feel free to use this for whatever dfkgfd. i dont own this i just redrew the og thing by hand

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eyewyrm · 1 year

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Geminislay!!

for week 1 of @shepscapades hermit character design event :]

(^ style practice and concept sketch ??)

hoping for cleo gem team up...

lineart because im proud of it:

#this might be the most i've ever done on a piece for a long while now #my art #really happy with this actually the linearting was so fun #i hate composition something still feels incomplete but i think ive spent enough time on this #hermitcraft fanart #hermitcraft #life series #trafficblr #geminitay #shepshermitdesign23

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ethemreal · 2 months

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"an untitled portrait by Van Dyck, 1621"

(watercolor on paper, 9"x12", 2024)

also on ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/57560983

inspired by this post/fic by @cuubism

https://cuubism.tumblr.com/post/699751218188353536/a-van-dyck-dream-drawled-dragging-a-light

https://archiveofourown.org/works/42802623

#the sandman #sandman fanart #dream of the endless #dreamling #watercolor #my art #fanart #this is now categorically the most ridiculous thing I have Ever done artistically #I do not recommend trying to make a fake oil painting by using watercolors at about a sixth the size of what it should be..#probably the most hours ive put into a single painting thus far in my life. maybe not I used to do acrylic but. even still probably.#the fricken research I did. looking up chairs and crap. trying to choose a date. goddamn historical clothing #anyway I hope at least a few people see this and understand just how insane I am for it :)

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oceanwithouthermoon · 5 months

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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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good-vs-evo · 4 months

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guess who managed to write about tgcf in his ap lang essay…

i lurv u @caeprus for making this <3

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #hua cheng #😭🙏#i beg of u tell me how the fuck i managed to sneak a tgcf referencing into my AP LANG ESSAY.#the prompt was like are selfies a viable way to document life or smth #and i cooked a connection btwn hua cheng and selfies to document life 😭😭😭#ive never thought so hard in my life #top ten most ridiculous things ive ever done fr #I KEPT TELLING PPL ID MANAGE TO MAKE A REF TO TGCF TOO #I WAS MOSTLY JOKING AND THEN.#evo yaps

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opens-up-4-nobody · 5 months

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#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me #i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job #when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever #im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do #im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far #but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird #all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job #and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration #or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing #which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn #im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor #unrelated

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resterberg · 2 years

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“jess would be a great dad this” “jess would be a good dad that” jess would adopt a cat and give it the most batshit insane name youve ever heard.

(apologies for my handwriting but, yes, the cat is named newport cigarette AKA kurt vonnegut the third)

#by far the laziest shading ive done in my entire life ever #hands u the most half assed drawing of my life bone app the teeth.#jess mariano #gilmore girls #tonky draws #art #click for better quality or whatever the cool kids say

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purpurussy · 2 months

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#tw suicide #idk i feel like i am probably gonna kms after TIT #i would do it sooner but i asked one of my friends to come with me and it would suck if i made him go alone #and it is something to look forward to which is helping me hang on i guess #but ughhhh once uni starts again in september i know everything is gonna fall apart.#i already got an extension on my thesis due to being a useless shell of a person who can't motivate themselves to do anything atm #but i was supposed to get some work done over the summer and have so far done nothing #hence why i want to kms before i have to talk to my fucking supervisors again and admit yet again that i simply cannot do this 😭#and it's not just this. my executive dysfunction has been so bad over the past couple of years and it's only getting worse #to the point where i can't imagine being able to work at all. and if i can't work i can't get out of my parents house #and then what the fuck is the point.#every time i see someone on here talking about bonding with their parents over dnp I'm like damn what's it like #to have parents who actually want to talk to you DSFGJJKL i know they let me live in their house at my big age #but that's only bc id literally be homeless otherwise and they're not like evil. they just don't love me #also went through a deeply embarrassing breakup recently #tl;dr ive been in love with this person for over a decade and i thought they were the dan to my phil or vice versa.#then after 10 years they left me and i'll spare the details but it has me wondering if they ever loved me #i thought it was a “let's live together and get a cat one day” relationship #but now i feel like for them. it was just a “sex and video games” type situation #i am trying soooo hard to at least be creative bc that makes me happy sometimes but it's hard to not be overly critical of myself #and now im getting to a point where i can barely even find any joy in this space any more. for a bunch of reasons #most of which revolve around me being extremely sensitive. and this is like my last bastion of dopamine so that fucking sucks #idk i don't see the point in my life any more. a social worker actually told me recently that i should consider euthanasia so.#it's just completely over for me i fear #this is not even mentioning all the damn migraines. and all the other ways in which my body simply doesn't work properly #sorry for this weird ass vent I'm not in therapy any more bc i couldn't find a therapist willing to treat me+all my diagnoses at this point #and im scared my friends will stop wanting to talk to me if i talk to them about this. several of them already have #the 2 friends i have left anyway. that's a whole other thing. when they said it's hard for autistic ppl to make friends i took that persona #so uh at this point it's vent here or develop a substance abuse problem. and im already halfway to having a substance abuse problem #anyway dan and phil for the love of god please fucking post something tonight. unfortunately you are my only hope

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hella1975 · 1 year

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ive got an essay due at 3pm tomorrow and ive not even looked at it i am so so unserious about my degree and by the grace of some higher being i somehow keep managing to crawl through it's actually getting a bit funny

#me and an old friend of mine used to have a running joke during a-levels that im just one of those people where shit Works Out #and it started bc we shared two a-levels (english and economics) and in BOTH classes i regularly didn't do the homework #or the reading etc and yet it would ALWAYS work out for me #like we'd walk into a class neither of us having done the homework and they'd get yelled at while i went under the radar somehow #or that one english essay i got the highest score in the class when i literally hadn't even read the fucking book it was on #and when we pointed the theory out it started just becoming really prevalent #like no matter how late i am for things i'll arrive and by some miracle the thing im late for is also late (e.g a train or teacher)#like im just one of those people that has very very mundane luck #and low and behold i am fighting this degree with bloody fists putting the absolute bare minimum in for my own sanity's sake #and i SOMEHOW keep pulling through. literally failed two modules last year and STILL got a 2:1 average #and the last essay i wrote was the worst essay id ever done in my life and i get my standards are higher bc ik im good at essays #but the point still stands and you know what? i got a FIRST #literally was pure waffle i have never blagged it so hard and i got a FIRST #and all this shit just makes me cockier and cockier and go even more by the skin of my teeth and it ALWAYS WORKS OUT #it's soooo silly but im not complaining. anyway ill keep u posted about this essay <3 it's econ history so is actually interesting #but the most ive done for it is ask the sc ai lmao and for context degree-level essays usually require a good few days of graft #live love laziness #hella goes to uni

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toytulini · 3 months

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im not brave enough to wear it myself yet so I'll just put this idea out there for free:

drag outfit (i guess?) leather codpiece. with a horrible little Scrunched Up Face on it. Like this?

but its a codpiece instead of a fanny pack?

#toy pic post #undescribed #outfits #selfies #the fanny pack likes to gravitate to the front and hang out there and then theres a little scrunched up face staring out from my crotch #which i feel like would be pretty fun if done on purpose. but i have not yet reached the point in my life where id wear a codpiece. so #if i ever do clown/jester drag tho. feels like Big Potential #aroace fashion. to me #anyway i love grichels #also Im Sure Someone Has Already Done This. im aware its probably not the most original idea in the universe. i just dont think ive seen it #so far #also: is that 2 juggling balls in each pocket or. yes its 2 juggling balls in each pocket. i love coquetryclothing #for all my clowning needs #the vest and. red pant things (what the fuck are those called?) are moresca clothing #the poofy sleeved romper and big pants are coquetryclothing #and they have nic bg pockets and you can get custom ones picked from their fabric options. and theyre synthetic material but feel well made #and comfy. pretty breathable. i feel confident i could wear it outside on a warm summer day. maybe not Hottest summer day.#if i could make any changes tho id make little fabric pockets in the shoulders and make the foam pads that make the shoulders poofy #Removable to make it easier to throw in the machine. cos it says hand wash and i Get It. but also. god i despise hand washing. i dont want #to!!!!!!!!! maybe if i ever learn how to sew i will do that. add little pockets and make the foam things removable

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riggedtraps · 2 months

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You want to play a game? Alright then. Assign everyone you know/like a song! But not pressure ofc :>

John: Losing His Touch—Jack Off Jill. No comment. Listen to the lyrics, I don’t want to talk about it.

Lawrence: Cough It Out—The Front Bottoms/Shame—Mitski. I don't listen to these two artists a lot, but they remind me of Lawrence a bit. I don't know him too well, but from the conversations we've had, I can tell he's struggling.

Adam: Adam's Song—blink-182. It's in the title, it's his song. But it just reminds me of the shit he lets slip sometimes, the stuff that makes me worry about him. Any NIN song reminds me of Adam, too.

Hoffman: Stupid MF—MSI. Because he's a stupid motherfucker. In all honesty, I actually don't know what song I'd associate with him. I try to think about Hoffman as little as possible, he gives me a headache.

Lynn: She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not—She Wants Revenge. Again, no comment, I don't wanna talk about it.

Scott: Get It Up—MSI. He likes that type of stuff, I think he said it was his favourite song once. It reminds me of him anyway, it has the same douche fuckboy rockstar vibe he has going.

Niki: Fast As You Can—Fiona Apple.

Brent: Teenagers—MCR. Kind of self-explanatory. Brent is the most badass kid I know. Feels like the song was written about him.

#❪ anon this is literally the hardest thing ive ever done in my life LMFAO ❫#❪ thank you for the ask though 😭 ❫#❪ i literally feel like this is so ooc but ... we live i guess ... ❫#꩜—mandy answers #❪ also i only did a few people that are mandy's canon interactions & she interacts with most on here bc if i did everyone ❫#❪ id probably combust. ❫

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pepprs · 1 year

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ok mutuals. im going to tell you this because im speaking it into existence and if it falls through it falls through but this is my intention. i am going to move out. before the end of this year. into an apartment close to campus. i will live there by myself. do a 3 month lease. and then from there figure out what my next step is. i know i need to learn how to drive and i don’t know how and that’s a huge problem when it comes to doctors appointments and shopping etc etc. but my friends who are family will teach me to do it. i just need to get out of this house. i need to. i can’t wait any longer. i can’t keep pushing back my departure. i’ve been here for almost 2 years and it’s miserable. i can’t do it anymore. my happiness matters. my mental health matters. my autonomy matters. i am almost 25 and i can’t live like this anymore.

#purrs #i need to work up the courage to tell my family that im doing it. maybe even put down a payment on an apartment first before i tell them so #im locked in. but it’s going to be the most dangerous thing ive ever done. it’s going to be so destructive. it will warp all my #relationships with them for the worse. but i have to do this. i have to. otherwise they’ll keep convincing me to push it back and i will #keep sinking into quicksand. i don’t have to live in quicksand. i don’t have to be wounded. and i don’t have to make choices about my life a #and future that are only the ones they agree with or follow the path they want me to follow when it comes to doing it. I CHOOSE MY LIFE.#so i am going to choose it. i am going to be the one to choose it.#m*ving o*t tag

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bogos-bint3d · 6 months

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Guess who finally got the motivation to restart the jiggle jiggle skin animatic

#why has animating this been one of the most fun things ive ever done in my entire life #ive never been more proud of 4 seconds worth of my art

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rickallensbarefeet · 11 months

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TODAY IS THE DAY OMFG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RICK ALLEN!!!! BABYGIRL IS 60 TODAY AND IS STILL TO THIS DAY JUST A LITTLE BABY <3

Words cannot express how much you mean to me Ricky. Your story is the most incredible and inspiring I've ever known and you have changed the lives of so many people for the better, including mine. Without you I probably would not have decided to start playing drums again. Not only are you such a talented musician but you are so unbelivably kind, funny, smart and so wise. You're honestly my favorite person in the entire world and even though you'll never see this I hope you know how special you really are. Have the best day ever my love <3

#no cos i actually started crying writing this #thinking about all those military veterans and other disabled people that would not have picked back up on music if it werent for him #hes literally the most pure person i can think of i dont think hes ever done anything wrong in his life #i love him so much bruh #my sweet angel #ive had a lot of crushes in my lifetime but hes probably my number 1 man #def leppard #rick allen

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