#THATS MY FUCKING MOM HOLY SHIT
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WHO THE FUCK WAS GONNA TELL ME IHASCUPQUAKE IS IN THE WITCH CRAFT SMP??????
#rambles#THATS MY FUCKING MOM HOLY SHIT#i literally just started screaming on call with Gulfie i am SO FUCKING NORMAL ABOUT THIS#i peaked out my mic ;w;#I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED TO WATCH THIS SERIES HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT#mcyt#ihascupquake#witch craft smp#wcsmp
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I’ve been reading a very very very dark Skybound Fic all night and I feel slightly ill but I’m so so obsessed with literally every “how Jay’s lightning works” headcanon
#IM FINE LMAO I OVERESTIMATED HOW DARK THIS WOULD GET BUT IM ALL GOOD#I’m waiting until tomorrow to finish it cuz like Dear first master#it’s#6 in the morning#but I stay silly :3#my mom’s gonna be like are you okay when I’m a zombie tomorrow and imma be like#NO#CUZ JAY IS STILL ON THAT FUUUCKING SHIP#LIKE GOD HOW MUCH MORE CAN HE TAKE#WE’RE SIX CHAPTERS IN AND THERES STILL SIX TO GO WHAT ELSE CAN THEY DO TO THIS MAN#in case you’re wondering it’s bending but never breaking#DO NOT#READ IT#IF YOU ARE A MINOR#AND HEED THE TAGS BECAUSE THEYRE ALL ACCURATE#but holy fuck it’s FASCINATING#ALSO KUDOS TO THE AUTHOR FOR JAY CONTINUING TO BE SNARKY THROUGH ALL THAT HOLY SHIT????#ESEPCAILYL CHAPTER 6 LIKE LITERALLY ITS SO LONG AND SO FUCKED UP#BUT LIKE THE IDEA THAT JAY CAN KNIT HIS WOUNDS BACK TOGETHER WITH LIGHTNING AND SHIT THATS SO COOL ALSO THE BODY HORROR FROM NADAKHAN IS SO#SICK NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE ACTUALLY MAKE HIM MONSTROUS (physically he’s obviously a monster) BUT LIKE#MAN#I JUST CANT GET OVER JAYS LIGHTNING THO#I’m gonna find the post where#cuz I found the fic from a post#cuz the post talked about it#the lightning stuff so imma reblog that probably#that was a long winded ramble uhhhhh#anyways I literally reached my tag limit so rip i rambled here huh#spinjitsu screams#I’m not tagging ninjago over my unhinged rambling in the tags at the crack ass of dawn I’ll be normal tomorrow maybe
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i hate how entitled I end up feeling bc this is my sentiment but . Really really resenting that my parents aren’t going to help me with school or rent or anything while they super can
#230k income and they say they can’t afford to help. bull fucking shit#I work full time and make 30k a year and my mom said#and I quote#‘that’s it?’#YES THATS FUCKING IT HOLY SHIT?#I had to beg her to help with medical expenses for the cat she LEFT US WITH#and she says her and my dad can barely afford their house but she has never had access to their financials#so how would she know all of a sudden#I don’t know I’m struggling and I’m making a budget spreadsheet and I don’t have time for hobbies trying to do both work and school#and it makes me so angry because all my friends get help from their parents and mine just. I don’t know#I feel abandoned and hurt because it was like my mom and us against the world but she chose my dad in the end and that meant shutting us out#like whatever it is what it is. but it’s also not and I have so much hurt and anger pent up because I feel fed to the fucking wolves#btw out of their 3 kids I’m the only one they would have to pay ANY tuition for#and I’m going to a state school in the state which I was born and currently live. it would not be financially devastating.#(for them.)#fafsa is going to give me nothing unless I get married to my boyfriend so I can be an independent#bc fafsa is so fucking awful and is like mmmmm your parents will pay :) but they WONT THATS THE FUCKING POINT
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ON DA FUCKINT GRIND 💪💪💪💪💪💪🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#rad1oart#im going to crash SOOO hard in like an hour just watch#whatever i have a comm to finish i cant afford to crash rn#dawg my mom woke up and was like holy shit youre awake????? must be serious 😨😨#the only other times ive pulled an all nighter was to crunch the fuck out of school work (50 page horticulture assignment I DONT MISS YOU!!#the only allnighter my MOM knows of was in middle school when i had to crunch a fucking essay on the floor of my bedroom#she walked in and was like What The Fuck Dont Do That Again But Also Get That Bag#the acetaminophen is for my headaches and general body achesANIMALS BY NICKLEBACK 🔥🔥🔥🔥#gang ive been so loopy all morning the only thing keeping me together is this roadtrip playlist me and ollie made#its the rock and metal thats keeping me locked tf in. i am going to sleep in like an hour or two and i will hear the#echos of fucking sabaton in my head#also i keep hallucinating but i cant tell if i really am or if its The House Ghost#both maybe. probably both. 90% chance its both.#coffee tastes like ass btw i hate drinking this shit but i need to LOCK TF IN.#sorry im rambling i literally have barely spoken to anyoneOh Hello Millionaires Fuck Yeahanyways yeah#my dad was up working as always so i had occasional yapping with him about Whatever and then i talked to my cats and myself for#like 4 hours and then my mom and then i said hi to my brother when he audibly said Whar at me
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im. dude. like. if i ever. gtfo the us. i hope. i get a lot of anti-us ppl trying 2 come @ me or whatever so i can be like. no. no. u dont understand. our hatred may be different but it is at the very least equal, let us bond
#3rd world w a gucci belt n i aint never had no gucci $#i talk abt being homeless maybe “too much” but i dun want ur pity i just want u 2 understand thats my Life#like thats Normal for me. thats a Normal Thing that a lot of ppl experience constantly#i rmbr pointing out that couch surfing is homelessness and MULTIPLE staff @ the shelter i was in switched gears real fast#like. realizing holy shit ive been homeless makes ppl treat homeless residents a lot fucking better#also literally its my whole life i didnt have the language til i was like 16 but we were homeless on and off FOREVER#and my mom experienced chronic homelessness her whole life too like. it's just. part of LIFE#and uhhh. more ppl r poor and either homeless or are in fear of being homeless than live comfortably in this hellscape lol so#anyway point being i may be american by law but i hate it just as much as the best of humankind
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"i thought you said you'd make an effort" MOTHERFUCKER THIS IS ONLY COMPLAINT #1 OUT OF A VERY LONG LIST JUST BE GRATEFUL I CAN WAIT UNTIL THE GUESTS ARE GONE TO SNAP
#YEAH I MAKE AN EFFORT THATS WHY I ONLY COMPLAIN ABOUT THE STUFF I REALLY CANNOT DEAL WITH LONGTERM#god#it's just#incredibly annoying how my mom just goes OUT OF HER WAY to shrink the scope again when i just explained to her what would work#''so you can't speak up and if we do nothing it doesn't work'' yeah no shit then speak up YOU then. like i just said you probably should#i mean. you did say you don't control what guests bring. BUT YES YOU DO#yes you can speak to them about it#you can discuss and make it less systematic#you can express your thoughts#so you actually just lie to sympathize with me but you don't give a shit#and yet you still act like you tried everything like you just don't know what else could be done#i told you what was my problem i told you what would make it better#say you have other priorities#say you expect me to make an effort and not to be the fucking freak i was my whole childhood#that you were kind enough to tolerate most of the time#even though i was sooooo fucking weird when you knew i had problems but couldn't categorize them so why would i need to do things different#say you don't understand why i hurts me if i can ''try to make an effort''#sorry the only kind of family reunion we have is food-based and i can't try and have good relationships w my family if i dont can it#and eat whatever's in front of me so that they can be happy i'm finally normal and grown up#god jesus christ#yeah it IS your house and i don't get to veto or force anything#dont act surprised when your smart plan for dealing with difficult things is expect your kid to shut the fuck up about any problem they hav#and then huh. weird. your kid isn't happy.#i try to foster a good relationship holy shit#i try to go past the things i don't like and compromise and engage w them#how is that not doing my best#i'm sorry i don't feel great when difficult things happen and also i can't control any of it#when you can and you've also shown me many time i can't expect actually meaningful support from you#broadcasting my misery#vent
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guys my brain is actually BRAINING im so SMART 😍😍😍😍
#lotf oc popped into my head#'holy shit this is fucking bonkers'#'do your parents let you swear at home?'#'my dad is absent and my mom fucked the milkman'#'..oh!'#okay thats an exaggeration but still
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oh. holy shit.
#um#hahahaha#holy fucking shit#there was a shooting in my area#like right by where my sisters go to school and my mom works#and like across the street from my work#holy fuck#oh jesus oh fuck#i sent a msg to my coworkers bc i have today off but holy shit#thats RLY fucking close
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Read the new sekai story. Not ok.
#rat rambles#sekai posting#I have my complaints but. not with the writing like holy shit#this was the most uncomfortable and scary sekai event Ive read and thats a high bar#its litterally so well written and also hply fuck is it physically painful to read#mafuyu's mom is so. slimy. and creepy. and manipulative. I fucking hate her. Im so scared for mafuyu#obviously theyll be ok eventually this is sekai but. things are probably abt to get rapidly worse for mafuyu#this is the breaking point Ive been waiting for. right now the cracks are simply expanding but soon things might get Rough#the wall mafuyu built between their two lives is wearing so thin and its fucking terrifying#its been literally so painful watching mafuyu trying to stop it and now having to face the incoming collapse when shes not ready#but she never will be ready. not as long as she still holds onto the desperate belief that her mother cares. that her mother loves her.#mafuyu is so fucking terrified rn its horrible to watch. I legitimately felt like crying. holy shit this event#now I will say. this was a great mafuyu event. why are they the fucking 2 star hello#I have mixed feelings on this as a kanade banner but even asside from that why the fuck is mafuyu the 2 star like wtf??#was it rly that important to have mizuki be one of the 4 stars??? did they rly need to be one of them????#like mizuki should have been the 2 star imo#if I had it my way itd be kanade mafuyu and kaito as the 4 stars ena as the 3 star and mizuki as the 2 star#ena and kaito could be swapped but since its kaitos intro I think he deserved it more#speaking of ena taking that 'the only one who can protect you is yourself' and running with it babeyyyyyy#adds that to my ena mommy issues arsonal (thats literally the only thing I have in there rip)#also the way you can feel everyone's development so strongly in this event#they still have a long way to go as individuals and a unit but theyve come so far from the start#mafuyu is in fact now most due for 25ji I think so. time to mentally prepare myself for the storm to come#I wont lie tho I am losing my mind over this event as a mafuyu fan but I am also disapointed in it as a kanade one#like dont get me wrong kanade has some rly good moments but. this does not sooth my worries abt the direction shes going#I just dont like that this was a kanade event about mafuyu. from the kanade fan perspective this was like one of the worst case scenarios#kanade desperately needs more stuff actually about her. Im scared she just straight up wont get it :(#so yeah. mixed feelings on this event from a kanade perspective but dear god is it good otherwise
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my mom got very very drunk yesterday and she's an aggressive drunk, not physically but it amplifies her anger and irritation by like 6, and she's already a very very explosive and volatile woman. she got in a fight with her boyfriend and was screaming and drove off to the middle of nowhere and that's why my sister called and im so proud of her for reaching out and asking me to call, and i think she is too, she said she wants to call me more for sure and wants to ask more, and that she felt a lot better after we called. that feels good for me, even if im worrying about it now, at her age i didn't have anyone to turn to or call, so im glad i get to be that for her. i fucking hate my parents man
#my mom is so.#shes just not well man. she isn't healthy#neither is my dad.#working on myself away from them has gotten so scary because. holy shit. holy shit they are. like. broken people. not in the sad way but#like in a 'how how the fuck did you get this far in life without dying. how. how did you fucking do that'#my dad aparently hates his job and wants to quit because and i quote 'the teenage workers wont clean up after themselves'#and now he 'has to' deal with that at home AND at work#and i swear hes makingf it up in his head because literally he is a hoarder and insane and expected all of us to keep the house with him in#it cleaned without him actually putting in any effort. so i assume thats what happening at his job too but thats so baffling because its li#llike how are you a grown man fucking acting like this at your minimum wage job#how .#youre fucking inane#anyways everyones scared he might kill himself too so now ive gotta worry abotu BOTH parents killing themself#and even when i moved he was lkike we need to talk about where my moneys going if i die before youre twenty four#and of course i was like. huh!? i dont think youre going to...?#and he was like yeah we just gotta make sure though#HUH?!#but i assumed thats bexcause fucking everyone has us brainwashed that hes going to die of a heart attack#i brought that up with my sister too i was like. i swear its not even a real threat but everyones always freaking out about it but hes#literally never had heart problems and has fantastic blood tests other than slightly high cholestoral. its literally just because my step#moms dad died of a heart attack and she proojected it onto him and said i was going to give him one#and now my entire family is convinced thats how hes going to die#but my sister said my mom took her to my dads house at one point and he didnt answer the doorbell for HOURS#he was asleep but while drivbing away my mom was like 'phew i thought we were going to walk in on him dead'#BROOO WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO YOUR 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER WITH OCD AND PTSD FUCK OFFFFFF#I HATE YOU#txt
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how the fuck do allistic ppl just. live like that.
#the meltdown i hurt my thumb in was because of the utter CHAOS my physical therapy place wanted to put me through.#have not even had a first appointment with them. no idea what to expect or even the names of anyone or anything#and mom texts me like 'hey its next week theyll tell you when THE DAY BEFORE'#because. you know. its not like i need to worry about BEING ABLE TO BE AWAKE FOR THEM OR ANYTHING#OR HAVING THE ENERGY READY TO TALK TO SOMEONE#i cant be fucking waiting for something i dont know anything about for an entire WEEK what the FUCK why would ANYONE think thats acceptable#and i know this is kinda common with shit like this but HOLY FUCK what is WRONG with them for doing this to ANYONE
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I wish I could feel the same fear I did seeing Death for the first time, that was truly a moment
#sitting in an somewhat empty theater with my mom beside me just shivering and wide eyed because holy shit#he cut him thats blood#and everytime he came on screen or i heard that whistle i was scared#now i AM a weenie but i miss that#feeling that#now I'm just incredibly exited and LOOK LOOK HES RIGHT THERE IN THE MOVIE THE BELL RINGS 8 TIMES#THAT GEM BREAK IS A SKULL#LOOK MOM LOOK AT ALL THE DETAILS#she doesn't care that much but I DO FUCK#ive seen it ten times i get to be excited about quality real
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Mizuki vc calling all besties, survive
#rat rambles#sekai posting#in other news I am NOT ok#read the new story. oh baby.#ok ok look at me look at me. this gave me so much that I wanted and more#the big thing is that Im so so happy that they had mizuki relate to mafuyu the way they did#and Im also so glad that they tapped into the mizuki being the token good homelife haver here#Ive always felt that theyre the one with the most reference on what a healthy family looks like and as such felt that theyd best recognise#the true horror of mafuyu's home life#their home was their only safe space for a long time so the idea of losing that hits especially hard for them#also the whole thing abt them realising it was them 'running away' from their problems that ultinately saved them hit me hard#it just hits rly close to home for me. cause thats how shit really is sometimes. sometimes the best you can do is survive in the moment#and I think mafuyu rly needed to be told that. that sometimes you just need to survive moments. its not much but its the most they can do#godddd I love mizuki sm this was such a good mizuki event#also mafuyu. god. mafuyu. fuck man. mafuyu#all the scenes with them broke my fucking heart. and the scene with their mom. I wanted to kill that bitch. holy fucking shit#mafuyu is so so scared rn. theyre in a rly rly scary place. their rapidly losing the only comfort they had and its genuienly rly scary#its also so magical to me watching how far theyve come. they love 25ji so much. they have gotten so much better at expeessing themself to#what rly gets me is just how much their growth shows even outside of 25ji. as they grow closer to a self thats theirs it becomes harder to#hide that self and that in particular is very relatable to my own experiences#god. fucking hell. Im going to kill a man
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hey tumblr make your fucking tag drag and drop option FUCKING WORK GODDAMMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SHOULD NKT HAVE TO FUCKING!!!!!!! SPEND TWENTY MIMITES!!!!!!!!!! ON THE URGE OF FUCKING MELTDOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRYING TK REOGANUZE YOUR FUCKING TAGS!!!!!!! BECAUSE YKUR STUPID FUCKIGN WEBSITE ITS TOO GODSAMB AWDUL TO HAVE A SINGLE!!!!!!! FUNCTIONING FEARHRE!!!!!! HOLY SHIT FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCKYPU
YOU HAVE CLICK AND DRAG WHATS YOUR FUCKIGN PROBLEM EVERY OTHER FUCKING WEBSITE ON THE INTERNET SINCE FUCKING TWNTETY FUCKING TEN HAS FIGURED IT OUT HOW ID YOUR WEBSITE DESIGN SOOO FUCKINGGGG OBTUSE THAT YOU CANT FIGURE OUT THAT PEOPLE DONT WANT THINGS THWY CLICK AND DRAG INTO ORDER TO BE SPAT OUT INA COMPLETELY RANDOM FUCKJNG ORDER?????? WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM???? THEY NEED TO INVENT NEW LETTERS THAT ARE BIGGER THAN CAPS TO SHOW HOW FUCKING PISSED I AM AT THIS GODAWFUL PIECE OF SHIT SITE BECAUSE IF I TRIED TO BOLD OR ITALIZLCIZE SOMETHING OR CHANGE THE SIZE GUESS FUCKING WHATTTTTTTTTT
YOUR
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TEXT EDITOR
WOULD FUCKING BREAK IT
IMAGINE TJIS. SOMEOEN WANTS TO BOLD ONE WORD IN TEXT. A THIMG PEOE HAVE BEEN DOING SINCE WE FIRST STARTED FUCJING TYPING. AND YOU CANT EVEN MANAGE TO MAKE A TEXT EDITOR THAT BOLDS ONE WORD WITHOUT COMDEMING THE
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PARAGRAPH TO BOLD!???@?!?!?!!?!?!?! ARE WE LIVING IN THE DARK AGES???????????
IT LITERALLY TOOK ME LONGER TO PUT SEVEN!!!! TAGS IN ORDER ON YOHR GODDAMN PIECE OF SHIT APP THAN IT DID FOR ME TO WRITE WHAT IS MAYBE THE ANGRIEST SET OF WORDS IVE EVER FUCKING EXPRESSED.
#ive literally never been this mad in my life#im looking at the screeb like holy shit did *i* just type that#i was less angry when i found out my mom had been gossiping about things in my diary to her friends#because like at least thats par for the course#it is fucking 2024. HOW does a website with MILLIONS of users not have CLICK AND DRAG TO REORDER and BOLD TEXT (one word) functional
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[FIRST ID: A screenshot of a Facebook post by Jane Friedman that says, "As of today, there are about half a dozen books being sold on Amazon, with my name on them, that I did not write or publish. Some huckster generated them using AI, hoping to make a quick buck from people who don't realize I'm not the author. Unforuntately, these scam books were also added to my official Goodreads profile. I don't think the larger public understands that author don't directly control what books appear on their profile. They are automatically added via Amazon and/or submitted by users. To get them removed is not an easy process. [in all caps] A brief update [end caps]: After going back and forth a few times with Amazon on this issue, I was notified these junk books would not be removed based on the information I provided. Since I do not own copyright in these AI works and since my name is not trademarked, I'm not sure what can be done." Attached is an image of a rusty dumpster with fire and smoke coming out of it. Above the screenshot is a Tweet by Gabe Hudson @ gabehudson.bsky.social that says, "Dear god what fresh hell is this for writers?" /END OF FIRST ID]
[SECOND ID: A screenshot of a message conversation between @jenovacomplete and an Amazon customer service member whose name has been blocked out. The first message is by jenovacomplete, set at 10:49 pm, that says, "Ah, I haven't ordered from them. I just wanted to see if there was any way to report their fraudulent reproduction. If there isn't, that's fine! Thank you for your time!" At 10:54 pm the customer service member replies, "Okay. Thank you for been on online, The product from Amazon are genuine and correct . You can order from Amazon. No worries from shopping amazon." /END OF ALL IDS]
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I found an interesting excerpt in an article about this case:
""All this time, public outcry over the case from other authors and observers mounted on Twitter. Finally, on Tuesday morning, Amazon reversed its decision and removed the titles from its platform. A company spokesperson sent Gizmodo a statement explaining its decision.
"We have clear content guidelines governing which books can be listed for sale and promptly investigate any book when a concern is raised," Amazon spokesperson Ashley Vanicek told Gizmodo. "We welcome author feedback and work directly with authors to address any issues they raise and where we have made an error, we correct it. We invest heavily to provide a trustworthy shopping experience and protect customers and authors from misuse of our service."
Amazon declined to comment further when asked to elaborate on what particular rule or policy was violated that led to the AI-generated content being removed. Friedman said she's confident the growing backlash on social media contributed to the ecommerce's reversal. That's good news for her, but will come as little solace to other, smaller writers who lack her same level of prominence.
"I do think it was the public outcry," the author said. "Obviously you shouldn’t have to raise a shitstorm in order to get them to do the right thing."" — "Amazon Removes AI-Generated Books That Spoofed an Author's Byline" by Mark DeGeurin on Gizmodo
#long post#sorry if i formated the article credit wrong i completely forgot how to do that and trying to search it up made my brain blank out lmao#so this explains why i got an email from amazon warning me about scams on their website.#their website that refuses to do anything about scams. warning me about scams. on their website. makes sense.#(i dont choose to use amazon btw my mom uses it and doesnt care about the shady awful shit they do and have done)#im so confused#this is impersonation. is legal action really not viable here? this is straight up fraudulent bc the buyer isnt getting what is advertised#i know amazon is scummy (and thats a polite way to put it) but surely this cant be legally allowed right???#also its wild to me that authors cant choose whats listed as THEIR OWN BOOKS on BOOK WEBSITES#especially if people are buying books from those websites#thats crazy#anyway if u absolutely have to use amazon for whatever reason see if the seller of what u want to buy has a different website they sell on#for example jellycat is on there but they have a website that u can buy from yknow (if they ship to u ofc)#look up if they have a website in case u can buy from there instead 👍#some companies dont list their website(s) on amazon for some reason so u have to google it#that statement from the spokesperson pisses me off so bad lmao fuck off dude#shes literally lying. her entire statement is a complete and total lie.#''we welcome author feedback and work directly with authors to address any issues'' no u dont????#this ENTIRE situation (and even more) proves u dont what the fuck are u talking about holy shit#''where we have made an error‚ we correct it.'' is she okay???#ANYWAY PREV AND OP SORRY FOR THE LONG REBLOG AND TAGS IN UR NOTIFS IM SO SORRY LMAO 🙇🙇🙇
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im still looking into dog training, but the more covid puppy owners i talk to, the more i think i should be allowed to just fucking kill these people. theyre the ipad kid parents of the dog world i CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
#tongue#its so fucking depressing bc i love dogs#and id love to work with raising and training service dogs thats always been my goal#but this is where i gotta start and im going to die like this#like your dog is barking and lashing out because its not socialized whatsoever and youre BRINGING IT TO A FUCKING GROCERY STORE!!!!!!!#SOCIALIZE YOUR FUCKING DOGS HOLY SHIT this is why waffles is so terrified of the outside world !!!!!!!#bc my mom just doesnt take him outside and as soon as i moved out just gave up on socializing him#youre making your dog miserable because youre lazy and selfish#snd thats 90% of the people who are seeking dog trainers these days
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