#THAT'S why they're disturbed.
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I can't rewrite this season but if it was up to me, I'd still have the Umbrellas sacrificing themselves to save the timeline and at the end we see the Umbrellas still alive, but they're all living different lives and perhaps with varied ages to show that its not their existence that caused the timeline to get fucked up, but the marigold that started everything.
The Umbrellas were always meant to exist and live, but it was the marigold that caused the timeline getting muddled and disrupted their existence. Without it, the Umbrellas (and every other kids that were created by the marigold) were able to be born and live their lifes normally like they were always meant to.
Would it still have a lot of plotholes? Yes. Would it make sense? Perhaps not but at least its better than what they implied with the ending which is very upsetting and dangerous the longer you think about it.
#the umbrella academy#it was so weird because they had two scenes with abigail blatantly stating how it was her creating marigold that started all this problem#so why did the show say#with no argument#that it was the umbrellas fault???#it made no sense. what is it about them specifically that keeps causing things to be fucked up#they're dysfunctional? okay yeah so would anyone if they're raised by reginald hargreeves#that would imply its reginald thats the source of the problem#their powers? still not right cuz the marigold was the thing that gave them the powers#so it should be the marigold#logic aside its also just such a horribly toxic message#the more I think about it the more genuinely disturbed I am about it
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#idk why he's transparent#it saved like that and. you know what? it's very blade.#let him be transparent if he wants#i imagine oli strolling in the market#or digging around the old church basement#and finding some disturbing relics . or things meant for children that were clearly not designed with children in mind#and oli (used to the freaky church imagery) will get that thoughtful urge to gift it to blade#because he just knows blade will enjoy this. and it's worth it to see him smile#especially if the object were to otherwise rot in storage forgotten!!!#so oli will hand over the goods. not thinking they're particularly peculiar. just thinking that they're blade-flavoured#and eiden is the only civilian around to see the mildly disturbing potential of the Goods#that's ok. blade finds them cute.#as long as he doesn't line them up around his bedframe like a grand council overseeing his activities#eiden will be generally mentally undisturbed#sleepless fun fair#nu carnival blade#nu carnival olivine#nu carnival eiden
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Sorry to bring this up on your dash, but I don't know how to get this specific moment out of my head. Those vicious, vicious kicks and.. and a broken, unresisting, shuddering-bundle-on-the-floor Sherlock. The sheer hatred and rage emanating from John! It baffles me, like what did he even do to you, John? WHAT? Where's all this hellish rage coming from? The Fall? Mary's Death?
Makes no sense to me, not to such an extent, but perhaps I would've understood the hurt, the pain, the frustration of it all - if it was just that. But it's not. It's such blind, hateful, out-to-kill rage that I see in this instant here and it unsettles me deeply. John looks like he wants to crush Sherlock up, people literally had to drag him away. How do you hate someone, anyone with such intensity, let alone a friend who has lived, died, killed for you?
#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#as disturbing and frankly haunting this scene is#i'm even more disturbed by the amount of people who think it was okay or justified or even understandable#or there's some way for things to return to normal between them#because there isn't - can one even come back from hating someone so viciously?#there's no way they could believably be anything- even friends after this - especially in the absence of an apology or even acknowledgement#i understand the desire of a happy ending for our beloved duo despite everything#but they really cease to be a duo after this#and the only “happy” endings for them are those that exist in pre-S4 or S4-doesn't-exist fics#which is why TFP - if it is an ending - is so unsatisfying and anything that comes after it is doomed to be so too#unless they just discard S4 and begin anew (which of course isn't happening)#for now the end of bbc sherlock is that J and S remain in an extremely toxic “friendship”#which breaks my heart because they're meant to be the most iconic duo ever in every universe they inhabit :(
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was gonna call this a rewrite, but p much any Forces hc is a rewrite in of itself, most of the time, so:
Infinite "I hate Shadow so much, I will love you" the Jackal with Sonic ( this isn't a /pos, btw, he's toxic // abusive asf ), but he hates Super Sonic with all his dead heart 'cause Super Sonic 'has Shadow's eyes', so when he fights Super Sonic, he's pure venom and none of the 'love' he was before.
and, for Sonic 06 ( cuz ofc i did ), Mephiles "I hate Shadow so much, I will copy his life" the Dark with Sonic, because i made it so he was able to perfect Shadow's form ( colors and all ) and obtain his memories, so he manipulated Sonic and that's how he killed him.
i just think Mephiles and Infinite hating Shadow so much that they'd hurt Sonic, 'cause they know that would hurt him far more than any physical pain they could put him through, is gold, but, like, in a /neg way. fool's gold, mayhaps.
this was inspired by GinjaNinjaOwo's 'Aishite' Cookie Run animatic, yes, why do you ask?
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#infinite the jackal#mephiles the dark#sonic#shadow#infinite#mephiles#sonic x shadow#sonadow#shadonic#sonfinite /neg#sonphiles /neg#sonfinite is def more in line with will stetson's aishite cover#while sonphiles is more in ado's cover of the original song ( her vocals are TOP TIER )#when they both have similar actions and similar core reasons but execute them in entirely different ways#btw idk why people characterize sonic as afraid // terrified of either of them like#not a critique i just don't get it cuz my man deals with eggman and other wackos every week if not every day#mephiles and infinite being freaks wouldn't deter him imo#like he'd be disturbed but not scared of THEM personally#more of what they're willing to do out of their hatred and how they are literally willing to end the world for payback on shadow#idk just my two cents#it's fine if you disagree#do what you want haha
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Dr Apollo (Medical Malpractice 2)
You are inside the hospital foyer. You are injured! ++stress
The door swings open, to reveal a person with pink hair. This must be the doctor you were told about. They look at you boredly and click their tongue when they see your wound. They lead you into the room.
"Hello, I'm Doctor Apollo." They say, pulling on some gloves and ushering you to lay down on the bed in the corner. "This should be a quick procedure since your cut isn't too bad." They lean over you, working so fast you can't properly register their movements. +pain
Eventually they stop, you now wear a bandage. They poke around the wound. ++pain
"Does this hurt?"
Yes <<
No +++pain
"Good." They nod. "If that cut becomes infected or you get hurt again, please visit Doctor Harper or myself, I'll be here on days when Harper isn't here. I have a feeling you know when those are."
They sit back on their chair, rolling to the desk and typing on their computer. Looks like you're dismissed.
Uses they/them pronouns
Pretty short, maybe around 5'2
They have an obsession with Harper, somewhat similar to Kylar in that regard
Also fixated on the limits of the human body i.e. parasites, organs and procedures of questionable morality.
There are ways to initiate encounters with them, they're just really weird. And cagey. And kind of unsexy.
Special Stat: Hatred
Works like jealousy, when the player indulges Harper while Apollo's around, their hatred will increase- there is also a chance that it will increase regardless of if they are there (seeing the evidence)
They are able to hide their disdain for the player up until a point (>75% hatred)
Before this, they treat the pc with neutrality and seem pretty professional apart from stray comments about 'the flexibility of the player's canals'.
However, at this amount of hatred an event will happen where the pc will either pass out, be knocked out or kidnapped. They will wake up in a brightly lit room that they recognise as at the hospital though they're unsure of the exact location (+stress). Apollo will be looming over them with a smile that doesn't quite reach their eyes. They will proceed to poke at cuts and bruises that weren't there before resulting in +++pain and ++stress, they'll be muttering under their breath. Eventually they speak up and ask how the player feels, not waiting for a response before they dig their nails into an open wound (++++pain ++stress) this will go on until the pc is at max pain to which they will respond with "good" as usual. They don't explain themself very well, simply telling the player that they're 'worried' for them and Harper and that the player should maybe avoid the other doctor for a while. Responding requires extremely high willpower and is not guaranteed, succeeding will allow the player to either nod or refuse.
Nodding will lower Apollo's hatred: "Thank you, I knew you were a reasonable person." Then they will release you without further fuss, telling the pc to 'keep an eye on their injuries'. These cuts and such will last around 3 days and increase stress occasionally, unlocking some interactions with love interests who react differently depending on their stats.
Refusing will anger Apollo, increasing their hatred by a substantial amount. Apollo will press a needle to the player's neck, saying that the player is lucky they haven't killed them yet (+++stress). There will be a noise outside the door an Apollo will perk up a bit. Their face will be unreadable as they turn back to the player, stabbing the needle into the pc's arm and injecting some kind of sedative.
Whether the player refuses or is unable to respond, they will wake up in the industrial alley inside of a dumpster with a strange wriggling in their stomach/without any clothes on.
This event changes based off of how many times it has occurred and will eventually stop appearing, there will be other consequences.
Meeting Apollo will make different procedures in the hospital available i.e. abortions, decreasing/increasing tf points (so long as the player has visited them before with the full transformation and allowed them to take a sample of their blood or something) and can make the player immediately sober up along with other things I haven't thought of yet.
Their post-appointment notes differ with how many parasites the player has given birth to. The player can view these through a mid skullduggery check
0: "Absolutely not. No flexibility."
1-5: "Could possibly be a vessel in the future, not suitable at this time."
6-10: "A very viable choice, however the subject could be injured, not ideal. Wait for further changes."
11+: They may proposition you for a 'test' of sorts, they remain purposely vague but may cave under an english check, in which case they tell the player that they have been looking for a suitable 'incubator' for a parasite they've been observing. This is completely optional and there will be no impact if the player declines. If the player agrees, their hatred will decrease and they will seem almost excited. The player will be put under anaesthesia and awaken to an almost bloated feeling that Apollo assures them will pass, the player will be asked to return to the hospital at least monthly for check ups.
There is an odd chance that while in the hospital, the player will see a room splattered in red and white, a pink flash will be visible before the door is closed. (+stress)
Just a very stress inducing person.
#dol pc#dol#dol oc#degrees of lewdity pc#degrees of lewdity#degrees of lewdity oc#apollo the leech#harper the doctor#fungus.draw#fungus.doodle#fungus.oc#tumblr deleted this entire draft and i had to rewrite pretty much the whole thing........#their dead soulless eyes.#yet another guy to add to my ever increasing list of dol ocs#also they're nicer to visibly disturbed sub pcs (reminds them of themself at that age)#why they like harper?? they were in the same class and got paired up a lot for being weirdos (no one liked them)#harper was polite when they were convinced everyone was out to get them so they kind of imprinted a bit#fighting my demons to keep the gore in them vague......#yes! they are a real doctor! shockingly!
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#arboliva#they're eepin. don't disturb them. they're so tiiiired so they're eepin… that's why their eyes are closed‚ i think…#i'm just makin' shit up. check out this irrelevant pokémon#NOT IRRELEVANT someone out there loves it i'm just. mean#honestly a LOT of folks out there probably love this thing. it's a NICE DESIGN and it's an EARLY ROUTE POKÉMON it's gotta be loved#i mean. hell. folks liked enamorus. which. i didn't think that was possible
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forgot how to art. but uh... captain krok w.i.p for your troubles. (really its for my troubles. but it can be for yours too <3 our troubles <3)
#art is hard... but so am i😎#....sorry. dont know why i said that. ahem. anyways. ignore the pose. im working on it. itll make sense. somehow. probably? yeah. probably#whos she mad at? take a wild guess. *someone* is disturbing her smoke break >:[#ngl. bcs of yall ive had krokfire on the brain so bad. deranged loser yuri. disgraced captain and a soldier who cant take orders for shit#smth smth. the way krok tries to be all careful and niceys to keep misfire chill about shit. but it never works#but oh? mean krok? now thats interesting. maybe she should be less niceys and misfire might listen :]#that one panel of them fighting over the finger lives rent free in my mind. they should've kicked the snot outta each other more <3#esp with shoot shoot bang bang. krok finally letting loose and getting a lil ~scary~ about it#misfire getting a funny lil feeling about having a nerf gun against ones throat whilst being pinned to the ground#silly things. ya know#oh? you wanna bite your captain? well. dont be surprised when your captain bites back#they should concern the others a bit imo. they're particularly weird about each other to me#my art#krok
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when i first started getting into queer fiction, the most common complaint i saw was that most queer media were heavily sexualized, fetishized or straight up romanticizing abuse and SA.
and now that we have more healthy relationships in queer media, people suddenly want the sexualized and toxic mess. sigh.
#abuse mention tw#tw sa mention#this isn't to say that i dont like toxic ships#i'm fine with them as long as they're not romanticized#i just don't get the sudden hate on healthy relationships#acting like queer people should never be in a nice healthy relationship is disturbing to say the least#“ew queer media is so SANITIZED nowadays” and?? why is that a problem?#fandom rant#rant
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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not me thinking about how the mourn watch ' brand ' their reapers by imprinting them with the faction's sigil. but ymir takes it one step further & dons an emerald-eyed skull that covers her entire back. dethklok once again supplying me inspiration through their music. the gears certainly feels apt when describing the creed for the mourn watch reapers, here's one example;
You've conquered pain You've conquered fear You've conquered Fire You've conquered Ice You've tasted blood You've taken life Stand proud and salute The bloodied flag here We fear not our mortality We'll serve to the best of our ability We give our lives to our masters We vow to smite our enemies
#* ♱ out of vengeance .#* ♱ headcanon .#// why is it that the more i think about the mourn watch as a whole it feels more and more akin to an ''organized'' cult.#// yknow those kinda cults that try to appeal to the masses by promoting the good and charitable things they're doing.#// like yeah good for them to construct these mausoleums or 'mansions of the dead' but yall still use ur own nursing home patients for labo#// from what im tryna understand without further context is that there's more to the necropolis than even the senior mourn watchers know.#// its purposely ambiguous the amount of stuff that's buried deep in there#// and it was said the necropolis had been around for a LONG time#// so the fact there's these modern day necromancers fumbling around searching for stuff from the past to glean clarity--#// by digging for pieces of the past feels very much disturbing the dead's once peaceful rest#// idk how would you feel if there was a guy so driven to sate his knowledge about ur history that he dug a hole in ur house#// didnt invite him in btw#// idk im high as fuck and rambling and this doesnt make sense forgive me#// tl;dr mourn watchers aren't good guys they're just an advanced retirement home
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Get me out of the museum before I cause problems
#what exactly is so funny about a homeless encampment? QUICKLY#people's lack of compassion is astounding#and disturbing#like I'm SO sorry I don't give a fuck that they're in the hollowed out parts of the city#maybe you should take a minute and wonder why we can't be bothered to give these people ACTUAL shelter#ffs#personal
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Ok but like am I the only one who actually finds the idea of getting drunk terrifying??? Like I ain't ever gonna do that if I can help it, really. Like, just, I, I dunno that just sounds so so so scary why would anyone ever do that. And the not remembering what you say sometimes thing?????????? Oh my god no no no that's not good not good at all
#rambles#listen I don't even like wearing ear plugs because the idea of not being able to hear things is deeply disturbing to me so#maybe I'm just not good at these things in general#funny#alcohol#I guess??#how do I tag this???????#just#just ignore me#idk I saw a video about middle schoolers being excited to get drunk when they're older and I'm like#why would you want that#that's horrifying#saying things you don't mean but still having to be held responsible for them
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me ���😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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tummy ache soldier
#aristotle.txt#why is this occuring i eat the same three meals everyday and they're extremely well balanced what goes on . what disturbed the peace .
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today i'm going home so i can get my flu shot and vote with my family... hopefully both go well
#melonposting#the last time i went home was for my covid booster and to spend rosh hashanah with my family#...neither really went well honestly haha#i won't go into detail on the family stuff#but i half-fainted half-dissociated after getting the covid booster#i had gone to the cvs with my dad and i was already feeling bad cuz of the family stuff#and then we got there and i got the shot. eeeugh terrible#i sat down in one of the chairs nearby to rest a moment#like i am after any vaccination i was nonverbal and mentally disturbed#my dad tried to give me water but i didn't move to take it#after a bit he said we should head home sooner rather than later so i could rest#then i suddenly got up and walked in a random direction without him for some reason#i bumped into a shelf and fell over#weirdly i had no emotional reaction to it at the time#i just felt pain in my face where i hit the shelf and could hear voices asking if i was okay#then i got up and my dad took my hand and led me out of the cvs#he asked me why i'd gone off by myself. of course i wasn't in a position to answer verbally anyway but i genuinely didn't know#my memory of the event was fuzzy immediately after it happened...#so we went home and i went upstairs to my parents' room so i could have time alone to rest#needless to say i cried :') i was uncomfortable and in pain and confused and distressed#i recovered over the next few days at home for rosh hashanah but i felt weird the entire time#physically... feeling feverish and woozy...#and also mentally... staying cooped up on the couch in the living room for hours#playing with blocks... in a strange childish and detached sort of mood...#like i was a terminally ill child in a hospital bed#it was very strange#i'd been well aware at that point that i react badly to covid boosters but this whole experience was just bizarre#i'm able to cope with flu shots better. they're still disturbing but my physical/mental reaction is less severe
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Sigh I need to rant about certain people and how there is a background noise of discomfort with every interaction after particular incidents that made me go "bitch you live like this???" but all my typical vent spaces are ones where they might see it and the only ones that they wouldn't see it in are like discord channels that are not for this topic of vent or friends who would be uncomfortable with the topic etc like,,, what do I even do? Stew in it?
#catch me very carefully not saying any details about them or the incidents because i dont want them to knowww#i suddenly understand so much better why my dad stays friends with people who are racist/islamophobic to his face#like yeah theyre fun to talk to and they enjoy the same silly shows as me#qnd when were not talking about The Things its easy to forget about The Incidents#but every conversation feels like im hiding part of myself. it feels like if i stop hiding I'll be crucified#theyre fucking scary bro wtf. i didnt know people like that were real that was always abstract fandom drama stuff#and its not THAT scary but also im terrified after only brief glimpses it could be so much worse but if we dont talk about it I'll never#need to know#im like. king of letting go of the incident anf never talking about it but endlessly rotating it and stewing in it and holding a grudge#ummm. ya. fun times 👍#shout out to my brother for letting me talk about it though they're cool as fuck for that#i need more non-white friends who arent online#or at least arent online in the same circles as these people#tbf i need more non-white friends full stop 😭#i need more friends who are freaks also#if i dont go 'theres something wrong with you' at least once a week then theres something wrong#wait that sounds funny lmao#but yeah i need people who are weird and gross and disturbing. not people who are normal with rancid vibes#uhh whatever. I'll get over it <- lying#vent post#if you're wondering if this post is about you it's probably not. probably#sobbing i hate vagueposting it's so mean but what else do i do here#gotta start making people fill out a questionnaire before i allow them so deep into my life istg
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