#THAT ALONE IS A FUCKING PROBLEM.
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I cannot fucking imagine thinking Blake would be better off with her literal abuser who, reminder, was in his 20s when she was 16, than with Yang. That's disgusting.
#anti rwde#last post of this type for a long while im gonna shift my theme back to the red feather and stuff soon#but i go into the anti rwde tag and bc tumblr is a website i get rwde posts#and theres someone in there genuinely gushing about the idea of adam and blake#like. even if he wasnt shown to be an abusive monster#(and he was)#even if his allusion wasnt gaston#(and it is)#he was still IN HIS TWENTIES dating a TEENAGER#THAT ALONE IS A FUCKING PROBLEM.#besties at that point youre either downplaying the very real effects of abuse like that#or youre just lesbophobic. like straight up.#q'd
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#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#actually borderline#actually bpd#borderline personality disorder#depressing shit#living with ptsd#tw depressing stuff#im done#tw depression#bpd meme#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#bpd#alone with my thoughts#mentally fucked#mentally unstable#mental illness#mental health#truth#life suuuuucks
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I destroy myself to make me feel better but in the end I always feel worse.
#bpd stuff#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd symptoms#mental problems#mentally fucked#actually borderline#borderline blog#bpd problems#bpd struggles#mentally exhausted#whats wrong with me#manic depressive#alone with my thoughts#manic depression#major depressive disorder#bpd#tw depressing stuff#bpd things#bpd thoughts#depressing shit#tw depressing thoughts#depressing quotes#kinda depressing#bpd traits#borderline personality problems#personality disorder#trauma
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"bpd is this" "bpd is that"
can i just say bpd is more than a favorite person? i understand that part as ive experienced it but thats not all there is
as someone who doesnt currently have a "fp" i hate that thats all bpd tumblr is. js shit about your feelings towards other people, i understand but oh my god i wish there was more. it feels like romanticism of the mental illness that people are gifted the option of assisted su!c!de for. and thats not fucking right.
im sorry if this sounds rude or anything but it just makes me feel really alone in my illness and thats a shitty feeling to have, esp as someone who has bpd.
#bpd feels#actually bpd#bpd#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd safe#fp bpd#actually borderline#bpd splitting#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#borderline culture is#borderline pd#borderline blog#living with borderline#romantizing life#block dont report#mental illness#actually mentally ill#mental health#mentally fucked#emotional health#bpd fp#fp#favorite person#alone with my thoughts#maybe mean?#im sorry#whatever
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#bpd awareness#bpd safe#bpd vent#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#mentally fucked#bpd splitting#bpd#borderline personality disorder#depersonalisation disorder#depersonalisation and derealisation#dissociation#mental health#mentalheathawareness#youre not alone
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Manifesting that by the time Moon actually decides to be there for his brother (which to make it crystal clear all this would entail is physically being there for Sun, he doesn't need to know what to say just sitting with him in the same room is an honest and welcome show of support that Moon has not attempted at all) Sun has gone off to hide somewhere so its too late
#get some consequences for not being there for your brother even after solar told you to do so multiple times#“but what if sun just wants to be left alone?” moon never asked#“but what if sun doesn't want to see moon's face?” moon never asked#“insert literally any hypothetical about moon not being welcome here” moon never fucking asked#he didnt ask he didnt try he jumped into doing something that I think deep down he knows wont help sun that is the problem#and the excuses for (from the fandom especially) it are insane yes it may make sense for moon that doesnt mean it's Good and Acceptable#sun and moon show#tsams#sams sun#sams moon
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“baby gays treat queerness like some kind of exclusive club they’re always arguing about slur discourse and they refuse to learn their own history-“ SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP
YOU ARE LITERALLY SEEING A SELECT HANDFUL OF BAD OPINIONS IN THE BRAINROT TRENCHES OF TIKTOK AND ASSUMING AN ENTIRE GENERATION OF QUEER KIDS DESERVE HATE FOR IT
JUST BECAUSE YOU CRITICIZE A SPECIFIC “TYPE” OF GAY DOES NOT MAKE IT ANY LESS HOMOPHOBIC
LEAVE THEM ALONE
#I’m so fucking sick of seeing these comments show up in my notifications#‘baby gays don’t deserve hate for this BUT they do deserve hate for x y and z’#no tf they don’t! leave them alone#just like being a kid is different now from when you were a kid#being young and queer is different from when you were young and queer#stop assuming an entire generation of queer kids are horrible people because you gather your opinions about them from the depths of tiktok#god dammit just leave them the fuck alone#being queer is hard stop making it harder for them#trans#lgbtq#ftm#trans man#transgender#transgender man#transmasc#trans pride#donnieisaprettyboy#ftm problems#transblr
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they deserved better idc 😐
#it was so cool seeing the sign language and isha being mute was never something that needed fixing#she found a home and jinx found a reason to live#i know people are saying jinx survived because of the scene with Caitlyn but like...#why would jinx do that? she wanted to die this whole season she wanted to die at the beginning of the episode & that depression never faded#her escaping through the air vents implies a will to live#something jinx did not have#i thought it felt like the ending of ep 7 in the season one#trying to kill herself with ekko cause she didnt want to die alone. she had warwick when she pulled out & detonated one of her monkey bombs#like I'd love it if she was alive and left cause yea fuck Piltover get outta there honey!#and Isha's sacrifice meant nothing. she's just not mentioned at all we didnt even see Sevika's reaction to her death...#not dc#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx arcane#isha arcane#tw suicide mention#the ending with Caitlyn felt like another moment of her and Vi having no idea the severity of Jinx's mental health issues#vi was upset she didnt wanna fight and go make change and shit and never mentioned the ''my sister wants to kill herself''#as if jinx wasn't in a depressive state every time we saw her in that cell.#and her removing herself from the equation so the others can be happy is ??????#so i guess she was a jinx to her family??? that she was the problem? its a frankly gross message to send with a suicidal character#that yes actually your loved ones will be better off without you in the picture you complicate things
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Hi great overwatch rant. Now I'm curious, what are your thoughts on TF2?
It's the Minecraft of sex.
#ask me#anon#i've been a tf2 gamer since middle school#ok if you genuinely want my thoughts#i love love love love love tf2 so fucking much literally been a fan for a decade plus#but.#i don't like playing it...#it's both too fast and too slow at the same time#dying is so fast and respawning is so slow TWENTY SECOND RESPAWN TIMES YOU CANNOT MAKE ME SIT STILL FOR THAT LONG#it's also too chaotic for me there's no communication it's just kill people and also objectives(?)#and I think a big problem for me is i don't have friends to play with really#and playing tf2 alone is not very fun#gameplay for me is a split#20 seconds of being worse than everyone in the match and 20 seconds thinking about how i'm worse than everyone in the match.
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Cuno should join Hardie boys in the future not RCM btw my unpopular hot take opinion thingie.
#disco Elysium#geym#harry and cuno art is cutee#but there is nothing happy in joining rcm i cant see anything but depression in cunos future if he becomes a detective#soo he should join Hardie boys they have their own problems but its actually very much better#like whole game it is already so fucked up playing as harry and seeing how being a cop is so miserable#and even with kim the good cop who trust the system so badly is miserable because he is a cop#and now you want me to believe cuno would be happy if he joins the rcm#plus Cunoesse i dont want her to be alone and her bestie being a pig#i really dont like rcm every time i interact with them with radio or in whirling its dreadful#martinese can be not so healthy environment but compared to rcm its just more hopeful and less dreadful actually#there is still small things in life that makes you happy there some freedom and hope#anyways tldr nooo cuno don't be a pig and hardie boys >>> rcm#now sleepy time for me
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what I was talking abt earlier. we have fully looped back around and away from feminism, societally, whereas before it was very Feminism 101 to acknowledge that many parts of existing as a woman in a misogynistic society are painful and upsetting. not that being a woman is Inherently Negative in a bubble. but that living on this earth, in the conditions we're living in, is hostile to women. and that gender is a performance. that many of the Staples Of Femininity as accepted by society are things that you have to create and perform and mold artificially and aren't inherent, that COMPLAINING about day to day difficulties of existing as a woman is something that you're allowed to do. acknowledging these basic, again, feminism 101 things, that something tied to womanhood is more time consuming or more expensive or more dangerous Because Of The Problems. does not CREATE the problems. that when women complain about having to perform femininity, they are not, in fact, oppressing themselves. the call does not come from inside the fucking house. saying that you HAVE suffered does not fucking equate that you believe you SHOULD have suffered.
like I could talk about this for hours. how braindead and one-dimensional the Takes are getting. "being a woman is looking in the mirror and going fuck yeah i'm a woman" damn. I guess any negative experiences you have by living in a misogynistic world... are your fault if you are anything but positive? "you don't actually want liberation" we've fully gone back to telling feminists "you WANT to be oppressed" when anything negative about our society is pointed out. it's not real until I say it out loud, I guess, and then I'm actually the one who caused it. if anybody expresses any unhappiness with how they're treated or the status quo or the language and culture surrounding womanhood and femininity. they've created it, right that second. they invented it just now. it wasn't a problem before somebody complained, right? also trans women aren't braindead zombies who just follow the flow of whatever cis women around them say. I am pretty fucking sure they are very much aware of pain, and are MORE than aware of the swirling torrent of misogyny and standards of femininity than anybody else. actually. and I am pretty sure someone complaining on tumblr that being a woman means always putting on a performance is going to make someone change their mind about transitioning. also "performing femininity" as a necessity to being treated well as a woman is not fucking NEWS to your Local Trans Woman. I AM PRETTY SURE SHE GETS THE CONCEPT. using trans women as a scapegoat for this braindead perspective on gender politics is spineless, meritless, and pathetic.
#how I feel about my gender is not the same as how I feel about the living conditions of my gender#when I saw that post I screenshotted here I literally sat w my mouth open for a minute#sent it to my friends and was like am I fucking crazy. is this what we're doing now#Forced Positivity and that there is no war in ba sing se and actually#you're ruining children's lives if you complain about misogyny on twitter#I don't HAVE to tell little girls about the downsides because they are already being mistreated#before they have even heard the word 'misogyny' let alone know what it means#you do not have to be fucking happy all the time about the cards you're dealt.#you don't live in a bubble where it's just you and your mirror and your pretty dress and nothing bad has ever happened to you#unfortunately bitch. we will have negative experiences that are in fact. part of the package of being a woman#and IGNORING them doesn't make them not exist. actually they will continue to remain status quo unless acknowledged#sergle.txt#I see so much rhetoric that is JUST old-fashioned gender ideals being presented with liberal language on tiktok#that is just telling women that womanhood is just being a girllll and loving pretty things and being kind and gentleeeee and nurturing#and not working and just like being wholesome and being happy and being a light in ppl's lives and just LOVING LOVING LOVING being a woman#so if for even one second. you don't love it. you are actually failing at being a woman#if you complain about the standards for shaving or putting on makeup. which used to be Baby's First Feminism online#that's actually just you creating problems. you're not supposed to acknowledge it. you're supposed to shut up and smile into the mirror.
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Since we’re on the topic of video games, im tired of these fucking remakes. Ive said it before but i’ll say it again each time. These companies dont wanna invest in an actually good remaster or port and would rather waste their time with these remakes bcuz “ooh look how shiny and better the graphics look!!1!1!1” often times it has an empty feeling because everything has to be ultra realism super 6000. Its gotten so bad that now regular gamers are starting to gaslight you into playing or enjoying them. So much has been lost artistically, (like the cool UI designs) that it’s now considered “juvenile” and that i need to “grow up” and “accept it” 😂
#Being genuine and having atmosphere/lore/small details surrounding the game does a lot more.#And can we pls have built in emulators or#backwards combatibility on these newer consoles? if ur able to do all this other shit you can give us an official emulator#And ik that sometimes the developers have actually lost certain files data assets etc within the OG games that cannot be regained#But you can make an entire remake no problem🙄 it be feeling like they are getting told by higher ups “do it or else”#Im gen z and idk if its my gen or a combination of everyone regardless of age wanting these remakes all of a sudden#Bcuz i swear i remember most ppl disliked or didnt care abt them now everyone is on board with it???#No game after the year 1999 should have a remake. A rerelease or remaster is fine. But a remake? Do we really need that…#Also game design used to be cute and fun. Whatever happened to that? Wheres my clever save spots and menu screens?#Theres only a tad bit of remakes i have no problem with and even then its not “needed”#i also understand not liking smth due to its art style. But to act like majority of old games looks terrible is crazy come on now.#Why does h0rizon need a remaster and why are u not allowed to buy or download the OG version of it anymore 😐#feels like ppl think OG games are nothing when they are the entire reason#The amplified hyperrealistic my-26k-ultra-supercomputer-made-this remake exists in the first fucking place#regarding limitations of old games and consoles i could understand a rerelease port but they could just add on stuff and leave it alone lol#Emulators also exists guys….#Rant#Other
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Love Oshamir but I'm not sure I quite agree with this insistence that Qimir isn't at all being manipulative because first of all, he basically kidnapped Osha. She is not in his mancave on some unknown planet in the middle of fuck-knows-where of her own freewill. Let's not forget that. Secondly, he may be honest in what he's saying to her but he for sure isn't doing this out of the goodness of his heart. He wants something from her, wants her to be something to him. He's deliberately pushing her in a specific direction to make her what he thinks she can be, what he wants her to be, to be like him. That IS manipulation.
#like i feel like we're skirting past the inherent problematic nature of their relationship#don't get me wrong it's good food and i will feast#but this is a guy who's been alive for a long time#who's been ALONE for a long time#and he desperately wants a pupil equal lover idk#so he TAKES her#and now he's gonna train her and mold her#like there's some fundamental problems here already#so lets not lose the plot#but like i said good fucking food#oshamir#osha x qimir#qimir x osha#osha aniseya#qimir#the acolyte
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I hate missing the people who have probably forgotten about me. I hate it because they’ve moved on or forgotten but I haven’t. I dream about the day we coincidentally meet but I can only dream so much. there needs to be a day where I come to my senses and realize no one’s coming for me, no one cares, and no one will miss me like I miss them.
#bpd stuff#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd symptoms#mental problems#mentally fucked#actually borderline#borderline blog#bpd problems#bpd struggles#alone with my thoughts#mental illness#bpd#im not mentally stable#mental health#mentally unstable#delulu#delusional
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i swear to god i've seen an exactly equivalent number of posts recently with the premises "it's gross to talk so much about how you wanna fuck trans people, can't you be normal about people you don't wanna fuck" and "it's gross to act like trans people are unfuckable and that we're only attractive as a fetish, actually i'm a girl with a great dick and it's fine" & i'm like. rubs my eyes. maybe the truth is that human experience is varied and different people wish to be desired/perceived/discussed in different ways and what's validating to one person feels yucky to another. maybe if someone's form of validation isn't for you then you don't need to immediately assume the worst faith possible interpretation of their words. i mean this in the most constructive way possible bc i do this too and i frequently look back at assumptions i made and realize i'm insane. Just Because It Felt Bad To You Doesn't Mean It Feels Bad To Everyone.
#and just because it felt bad to you doesn't mean it's inherently bad.#i hate being hit on and desired sexually but as long as ppl go 'oh never mind then' when i say so... it's fine if they wanna smash#as long as theyre not making it my problem. theyre not wrong for wanting to fuck me! just leave me alone about it!#people finding girldick hot are not inherently chasers who only like hyperfemme trans girls &#people not wanting to fuck are not inherently finding a person's body to be lesser/other/gross/etc.#like oh my god. please relax. it's okay. we're on the gay and trans sex and celibacy website
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I dont know whats wrong. I feel numb all the time. Like everything is out of place. As If I dont belong here.
#borderline personality disorder#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd feels#bpd mood#bpd problems#bpd thoughts#numb#i dont want to be alone#feeling alone#fuck#who i am
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