#TERRIFIES ME

[absolutelydreadful]

One of these days I’m gonna post one of the things I’ve written.

[enobariasteeth]

nobody:

Dick’s dog for literally no reason: 🧿-🧿

[star-ocean-peahen]

im so tired so tired and im bored and i need some easy reward chemical for my stupid brain but i dont know where to get it

[szczylpierdolony]

i had to leave some documents regarding pe in the uni office and it was in the same building as the swimming pool and the smell hit me so hard i felt like a kid again i miss swimming sm :((

[theotherace]

currently contemplating if i couldn't just live with a toothache for the rest of my life.

[pureundilutedawesomeness]

So back at the beginning of November I had a pulmonary embolism.

I called my Dr and talked to her nurse about symptoms I had. She said it was very likely a blood clot and told me to go to the ER.

I knew almost nothing about blood clots.

I was hospitalized overnight one night. I now take an anticoagulant every night.

A couple weeks ago I had an appointment with a clotting and blood specialist. (it had to be scheduled several months in advance.)

1- The embolism slightly damaged my heart. (that seems scary, but nobody has said anything else about it so I guess it's not a concern?)

2- The specialist said that a person that has a pulmonary embolism has a 30% chance of dying from it.

3- Apparently the embolism I had was "very large".

Like, I'm safe now- if I would have died from it, it would have happened before I was hospitalized.

Since there was no discernible cause, I have to continue taking the anticoagulant for the rest of my life.

The danger is long past, but it all still scares the hell out of me!!!

[mudstoneabyss]

I dont want technology to advance oh my god I don't want fingerprint recognition to unlock cars I don't want screens on every appliance I don't want stores to access everything about me by scanning my face as I walk in I don't want everything I do to be tracked all the time

[baby-back-ribs]

social media is so scary. obama could be following you at any minute. maybe he already has

[dogsliampaynedoesntinstagram]

Anon I have lots of thoughts about this, about how tabloids work and how to understand what might happen to create an article this//

The Mirror hasn't misrepresented what Liam said as there's a video accompanying the article where he says he 'spoke to Louis about a 1d reunion recently' and both agreed 'sooner rather than later.'

Oh anon - 'but there's video' is definitely not a good way to understand tabloid content production.

The first thing is that they're presenting a stand-up at an even as an exclusive interview. The second is that they are removing what he said from context, because his first answer to the question about reunion was 'I don't know, I don't know, I definitely think it will happen, so yeah we'll see.' Cutting that out rather changes the meaning of what he says.

[jalboyhenthusiast]

I remember Harry talking about it super super casually on stern even though it had just happened, made a joke that’s what he gets for being single, said that he was annoyed that an article said it was one guy when it was multiple guys, super casual. Showing off his acting skills.

yeah like even if he was super affected by it he would neverrrr have made that known

[fangurk]

hi I just reached 800 followers on this blog and would like to say I literally love all of you and thank you for sticking around /gen

[dragynkeep]

So I'm gonna be going into hospital today for my top surgery and I'm honestly terrified, I haven't slept at all today lmaooo

[ultfreakme]

Rationally speaking, the people running the GISH SNS stuff are probably aware of what sells and what captures the attention of people, thus they made a lot of posts specific to Supernatural and Destiel probably, to get more traction and hype since hellers pretty much love Misha and there’s a lot of us. So any Destiel mention is definitely a strategy of some sort after going through the destiel tags on every social media website. It’s probably, definitely just marketing. 

But. 

The idea that Misha Inventor of Chaos Cult GISH himself somehow infiltrating and posting this is fun and very much possible because once again, we are speaking of Misha Collins and I do not trust that man and SPN has primed me into being a creature that thrives on irrationality. 

[unfeelingmyself]

i feel so seen and i can't dream

sleeping terrifies me, otherwise, i’m fine

see-saw back and forth, back on the door, back on the floor

oh, please ignore me, i’m just feeling sorry for myself

[risetodelirium]

Did you know that tumblr will tell you if someone, out of the millions of users, is typing a reply in the notes? Are all posts just elaborate group chats now?

[bioaccumulation]

Talking to literally all but a palmful of my friends is like they dont know i run an mcr blog