#Suicide tw

[cluster-b-culture-is]

suicide mention

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low empathy cluster b culture is having a coworker kill themselves and while everyone around you is morning and crying you just sit there not feeling anything or caring

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[cykelops]

I planned my suicide for 12 years and the year prior to the due date a friend made me go to therapy. so when the date came around I was much, much better. and still I felt like I would wake up winter soldier style and like. do it anwyay. so every year around this time I sit around like Sebastian stan sweating and waiting for it to end even though I know I am so much better and happy and glad.

[aingeal98]

The thing about Cass and her inflexible moral code is that it was created from death related trauma and cemented as an essential part of her own self worth after years of battling her own suicidal desires. Bruce implied once that if he ever crossed his own moral lines regarding killing he would find it hard to stop, but with Cass it's like... If she ever came up against an opponent so stubborn and correct that she had no choice to miserably concede that "Fine you can kill this person you want to kill. It's the right thing to do. They deserve death at your hands."

Then there's a non zero chance she's just killing herself immediately afterwards.

[iero]

I’m going to make the tough choice of asking my boss on how to possibly go on a mental health leave of absence from my job today, so long as there is not a million hoops I have to jump through. Between the constant feeling of anxiety and the continual su*c*dal thoughts, it’s been a long time coming.

[deaths]

this straight up changed me as a person. killing myself in front of you to forever change your bond and the trajectory of your lives

[nyancrimew]

reblogs off since im tired of the dumb fucking discourse happening here, go read this long post and reblog it instead please.

ok so tumblr also really needs this reminder based on some posts ive seen around lately, the "babygirlification" of JSTOR is bad. like Bad Bad. did you all just collectively forget history? did you alll just forget they have blood on their hands? just because they publish science stuff in an ever so slightly more ethical way than springer and are a little silly on social media sometimes? JSTOR killed aaron swartz (wikipedia). in his fight for freedom of information he downloaded papers off of jstor (with acedemic access from MIT) to share and make freely accessible (as all information should be), for this he was charged with wire fraud, computer fraud, unlawfully obtaining information from a protected computer, and recklessly damaging a protected computer. he was facing up to 50 years in prison and a 1 million USD fee for a simple act of downloading files he lawfully had access to. with this court case the US government drove one of the most important online activists and programmers (he is behind so much stuff you all take for granted) into suicide in the name of JSTOR.

JSTOR isn't the cool girl on the block. this isnt a call to boycott them (though please learn how to use things such as sci-hub and fight for open science and freedom of information in general please <3), but please dont glorify them as some sort of cutesy platform.

[bellamuertes]

CONSTANTINE (2005) dir. Francis Lawrence

[thefoolsprocession]

There is something deeply wrong with some of you I’m ngl

[peri]

one of the most frustrating things to hear when you're suicidal is "you don't really want to kill yourself." you have to be ready to hear that, and 99% of the time, you wont be. the truth of the statement comes in a way that people don't hear followed up as often (a shame), which is "- you just want a different life." you don't really want to kill yourself, you just want a different life.

i think that clicked with me, almost. i still wasn't ready to hear it, i rolled my eyes, but it made its home in my brain, for the moment i'd be ready.

it's 50/50, coz sometimes the things that make you wanna kill yourself are things that cannot be changed-- or at least, not changed easily. you have to jump that huge hurdle before something changes most of the time. break up with that abusive partner, move out of your parents' house, quit that job, drop out of college.

it didn't fully click for me until i woke up from my 3-day coma, after a suicide attempt. i felt what it was like to be dead, and i realized, hey, i don't want to do that. i want to live. i just needed things to be better. i haven't been suicidal since.

so maybe things suck a lot, maybe it'd be really, really hard to get to the point in life where you feel it's worth living. maybe it'd take moving out, maybe it'd take a near-death experience, maybe it'd take risking leaving that abusive partner. it's not easy no matter what you have to do.

but you don't really want to kill yourself, you just want a different life. remember: we love you, always have, always will. and if it helps; you will die naturally someday, why not fuck around til then?

[gertritude-art]

HEARTBREAKING: local food blogger thinks it's funny to put on a rude persona in their recipe videos

[mysharona1987]

This Reddit story is frigging nuts, though.

Were you depressed before? Well, now here’s some crushing medical debt!

[anthonysperkins]

Mike Dytri and Craig Gilmore The Living End (1992) dir. Gregg Araki

[intersectionalpraxis]

⚠️tw: for torture, abuse, and brutality in the following posts⚠️:

[dunmeshistash]

Monster Tidbits - Demon

[nyancrimew]

i can’t express how much i hate the word “slay”. stop saying it you sound absolutely fucking retarded. if you still say it today aug 14th IN 2024; you need to kill yourself, you are the reason the world has gone to shit faggot.

i think you need to calm down

[vaspider]

A closeted person, forcibly outed as having a trans online persona by a "conservative news site," died by suicide after being publicly ridiculed after the outing.

Then, the head of that "news site" sent condolences to Bubba's "victims and family."

There aren't any victims, of course, because the clothing you wear in private and the fiction you write isn't anybody's business, but it's important to understand that these people really do think that trans people have "victims" bc we are somehow hurting people just by existing.

Do not add any kind of transphobic or anti-closet rhetoric to this post.

Turns out there were plenty of good reasons for him to stay closeted, nu? Show his memory the same grace and gentleness you'd want shown to someone you love.