#Still Gon Bump Tho

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“How’s it goin down” - DMX

Album: It’s Dark and He’ll is Hot, 1998

It took me a while to realize that DMX was actually one of Hip-Hop’s overlooked legends. I’m pretty sure the first time I stumbled upon him was in the movie “Cradle 2 the Grave” where DMX and Jet Li played diamond thieves. What a combo. Movie soundtrack had “X Gon’ Give It To Ya” and ofcourse it bumped. But that still didn’t really do it for me. I couldn’t really rock with DMX until I developed a better ear for hip hop. At first I kinda just thought he screamed into the mic and had the couple songs I would play for the chorus then switch it. Took a couple years before I kinda got that ear for hip hop and appreciation of different styles and lyrics and got into it enough where I felt the need to listen to everything and know more about the artists and history and shit like that. 

Eventually I stumbled upon this song. I didn’t know he knew how to not yell let alone story tell and sound smooth, and it changed my entire view on him. After listening to this album countless times and digging up more info about DMX, I realized that DMX has a crazy arsenal of different flows and sounds, and I think this album showcases his talent. He has this loud barking style in some of his more aggressive songs. But also he can switch it up and sound smooth and just cool as fuck. But no matter what he always kinda  shifts in between these two sounds and as the listener I feel like you can just tell that he has a wild temper.  Makes sense tho cuz of his crazy upbringing, and he was in an outta jail before this album. 

Just some quick fact to illustrate the world DMX grew up in ⬇️

He was “raised” by teen parents that beat him growing up in Yonkers, New York. Beat him as in, there’s a story where his mom knocked his teeth out with a broomstick. Theres a story where DMX stabbed a kid in the face with a pencil when he was fuckin 6 years old. At 10 years old he got arrested for arson cuz he was trying to burn his school down. At 14 DMX moved out and slept on the streets to get away from his mom's abuse. In high school that’s when he started really gaining that reputation of being “unfuckwithable.” Only attending school to Rob 3 people per day, and eventually got into the rest of the gangster activities. . 

Like this fool has a fucking wild history, and that’s probably what gives him that griddy sound. Combining that upbringing with his talents in hip hop just sounds unbelievable and gives him an incredibly unique style. 

I could write a fuckin essay about DMX but that’s not what I’m tryna do with this account. Just tryna focus on single songs. But I think talking about and listening to DMX is much more interesting when you have a broad idea of his background.

“How’s It Goin Down” is one of my favorite DMX songs. The story telling on this track is great and I feel like you get a good perspective of who DMX is as a person. He raps about meeting and being into this chick that has a boyfriend. Mentions how he heard that her boyfriend hit her because she had banged Him. He considers what seems like killing him but doesn’t because he had 2 kids with that chick. DMX knows that it would be wrong to leave the kids and her without a father, and at the end of the song even admits that he’s wrong for being with her. I think this song and story is a good showcase of what DMX calls his inner demons, showing that he keeps his cool until situations call that wild gangster side of him. 

Also fuckin A this song is just smooth as hell, lyrics and shit aside, DMXs flow is so good on this beat. He kinda goes in and out of this cool dude and demon side of him. Like his voice changes when he talks about a situation and you can hear that demon side kinda showing face a bit. That’s why I said before that you can hear the temper he has. 

DMX’s real name is Earl hahahah. Funny to me when I think of just his first name. But his full name is Earl Simmons and that sounds tuff.

[bbyheedeungie]

When the curtains close | Idol!Jay AU

Pairings: Jay x Reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: suggestive if you squint

Synopsis: Love has never been this complicated until you, a member of a famous girl group, start dating Jay of Enhypen.

Author's Note: This gon be another headcanons post :> so I know jay is already an idol okay but this is an au where you're an idol too. And that gif— sir that is illegal. Jay can wreck me all he wants and I'd still be thristy for him

It started very simply, really. You were both MCs at M!Countdown, ate sandwiches together, a few flirty remarks here and there, and you realized how much the two of you clicked.

He was so easy and comfortable to be with, sharing the same sense of humor as him.

It felt as if you knew Jay all your life.

You shared a lot of interests, and the few things that you didn't have in common, you were willing to learn about them and even give it all a try.

You weren't the gamer type, but he somehow convinced you to try playing league of legends.

And that's how all the sneaking around started.

Wearing thick disguises, the two of you met up just so he could take you to the cyber cafe and teach you how to play.

If felt great to be with him, everything felt natural, so normal.

He'd laugh and tease you when you use the controls wrong and you'd send him a pout and glare.

His face would just literally UwU.

The two of you would go walking around the city with corndogs in your hands, just chillin'

From then on, the two of you went out whenever both of you had free time.

Jay would be so exhausted from dance practice and then he'd check his phone only to see you sending him memes.

He'd crack up instantly, his mood lightening up.

The other members would tease him to infinity. But Jay just can't stop grinning from ear to ear.

Throughout the day, you'd send motivating messages to each other

"Good luck on your performance today, fighting!"

"I'll make sure to cheer you on today, you better do your best!"

It was such a wholesome friendship.

And by the time Jay realizes it, he had fallen for you way too deep.

It was 11pm, you and the girls had just got back to your dorm after an award show when your phone buzzed.

"Hey, can I come over? I have something to tell you real quick." it was a message from Jay.

You found it odd, because you'd just seen him at the award show and he barely even spared you a glance.

Which actually hurt you more than you'll ever admit.

You text him a simple 'okay.' and then change into your normal clothes, also removing your makeup in the process.

20 minutes later you hear a knock on the door and your heart immediately skips a beat.

"I'll get it." You announce, tho none of the girls were really paying attention because it's either they were too busy on their SNS accounts, or sleeping.

You open up to see Jay, with a small bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolate truffles.

"Hey, congratulations on winning best song of the year." He said, offering you his gifts.

"And congratulations to you too, Mr. Rookie of the year." You said proudly.

You invited him in, and you could've sworn you saw some of your co-members peeking at the two of you.

"What brings you here anyway? It's late." You started.

"About that, besides on wanting to congratulate you, I also wanted to apologize for avoiding you at the awards show." He said, scratching the nape of his neck and looking at you shyly.

"Apology accepted only if you tell me why." You said, crossing your arms over your chest.

"I was nervous, I was unsure on how to tell you. Y/N, you've been an amazing friend. But I'm not sure if that's all I want from you."

Your heart definitely started thumping loudly

"What do you mean, Jay?"

"I like you, Y/N. I want you to be my girlfriend."

And that my friend, is how you ended up dating Park Jay.

Sweetest boyfriend ever. Even sweeter to his fans.

Sometimes you'd fake jealousy to tease him on how he's sweeter to his fans than you. But you know and understand just how much he adores them.

Your biggest fan, owns merches of you.

Would even use an anonymous account to trade photocards with fans online just to have yours.

"Silly, I could've just gave you one."

When the two of you would cross paths backstage, you'd simply nod at each other or sometimes intentionally bump shoulders to acknowledge each other. Sometimes even a few elbow nudges here and there.

I know. Weird flex.

At interviews, you'd get ask about your ideal type in men and you'd try to describe the exact opposite of him to avoid speculation.

"I prefer guys with very pale skin, not much into fashion, and is a pro at aegyo. I prefer cute over sexy. And I'm not really into guys with blonde hair either." You'd say to the interviewee

Jay would burst out laughing at home as he watched your interview.

Stolen kisses in broom closets

You are there to convince him that sometimes, having embarassing moments is okay.

And always reminds him how adorable and incredibly sexy he is.

Opposed to popular belief, he's actually super shy, that is why he appreciates when you try to boost his ego

On your rest days, the two of you would cuddle all day in your dorms, playing online games and making out.

Your disguises stripped away and hanged on a chair or smtn

Just you in his shirt, snuggling close to him.

The two of you hidden away from the eyes of the crowds.

And you'd think to yourself

How love has never been this complicated. But being with Jay, love has never been this worth it.

[colesterstrudel]

So here are my endless thoughts on SVU & OC, all under the cut bc I get rambly and incoherent lmaooooo so here goes the format is shit bc I’m on mobile but are we surprised lmao

SVU

It is a crime that we never got to see the dress Liv was wearing to her ceremony A CRIME I know it was a lewk I KNOW IT WAS

The Liv/Elliot stare down dkdkdkkdkddk pls they’re just looking at each other like they’re trying to make sure they’re both really there

The flashback to the episode where pregnant Kathy is in a car accident with Liv was a crime against me, specifically, bc how dare you make me deal with those emotions while Liv is also dealing with them with that 100 yard stare WHY

Fin’s “you’re gonna have to ask him” to Liv in the hospital 🤝 his “you’ll have to ask her that” to Elliot in the bar or whatever

The whispered convo in the corner of Liv’s office hello intimacy lmao personal space whomst Liv and Elliot don’t know her and they never have AND THEN when Elliot says “let’s work it” like they’re still partners, LIKE THEY’RE PARTNERS FOR LIFE, IF YOU WILL

Liv spent so much of their partnership pushing him to be with his family and she STILL has to do it even ten years later after he’s broken her heart she loves him so much she loves his kids she wants nothing but the best for him so she keeps pushing him to go back to his family, to visit Kathy in the hospital, but noooooooooooo hardheaded Elliot Stabler just can’t do it

“I give you my word I’ll behave” so u just gon lie like that to her FACE when you haven’t seen her IN TEN YEARS DKSKDKSKSKSKSK LYING IS GONNA BE ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS YOU DO and also when he started rolling up his sleeves??? BRAIN ROT IMMEDIATELY BRAIN EMPTY

LIV HOLDING ELLIOT BACK, HIM ALL IN HER PERSONAL SPACE, THE RAISED VOICE FOLLOWED BY THE WHISPER, THE LINGERING EYE CONTACT DKDKDKDKDKDK IF Y’ALL DON’T FUCKIN SMOOCH IN THIS BITCH

Actually okay the whole interrogation room scene bc seeing them in interrogation with each other is painful enough, but the looks Liv keeps giving him while he’s talking to the suspect dkdkkddkdkdk the last time she was in an interrogation room when she could still feel Elliot’s presence around her was when she was crying after he put in his papers YES I AM CRYING THANK U and then the suspect says “why aren’t you in the hospital with your wife” and it’s practically the same thing Liv told him but he can hear that kind of stuff from her and be okay but when anyone else is questioning his loyalty to his family it sets him off (not that she was questioning his loyalty but you get what I’m saying) and UGH the way Liv keeps an eye on him as he moves around the room to make sure he doesn’t fuckin lose it

She bumped into him on the roof ON PURPOSE she didn’t have to be that close to him there’s plenty of room on the roof for the two of them but it’s like she’s questioning if he’s really there and then you have to wonder how many conversations has she had with him mentally or in her dreams that she has to fuckin shoulder check him on the roof to ensure he’s really there, that she’s really talking to HIM

Elliot’s Catholic guilt rearing its ugly head as he caresses the head of his dying wife while he has so much he wants and needs to say to Liv.......am I overthinking this I thinketh not

KATHY NOT BELIEVING ELLIOT TELLING HER HE HASN’T SPOKEN TO LIV IN TEN YEARS AND LIV HAVING TO CONFIRM THAT IT’S TRUE I’M DKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKDKS LIV WAS THE GLUE HOLDING THAT GODDAMN FAMILY TOGETHER AND SHE COULDN’T EVEN RECEIVE THE LOVE SHE SO DESPERATELY WANTED???? NEEDED??????? FROM ELLIOT BC OF IT I’M DJDJDJSSKSKSKSK

Liv watching Elliot kiss Kathy’s forehead through the glass door of that hospital room, like she’s been forced to look in on that marriage from the outside for YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The symbolism!!!!!!!!!!!

The waiting room hospital scene yes this will be burned into my brain forever thank u. Neither of them can sit still when they’re around each other now it���s like it’s too much all at once especially Liv she keeps moving and fidgeting and when they ARE still they’re so CLOSE to each other like they can’t bear for there to be any distance, not anymore, not now

They tell each other they love each other without saying the words and it kills me every single time I can’t live like this I wish they were better at talking about their feelings

ANOTHER WHISPERED/BREATHY “ELLIOT” with that side eye YES LIV LET HIM KNOW HE FUCKED UP dkskdkdkdkdk and then she told him she LOVED HIM “you were the single most important person in my life and you just.....disappeared” god this really tears my heart out every time I think about it bc the look in her eyes just 😭😭😭

“I was afraid if I heard your voice I wouldn’t have been able to leave�� GOD DID Y’ALL KNOW IT ONLY TAKES THREE WORDS EACH TO SAY I LOVE YOU DID YOU KNOW THAT DID YOU KNOW YOU COULD CONSERVE OXYGEN AND SAY ONLY THREE WORDS OBVIOUSLY NOT

Liv having to stand up for Elliot once again and defend him to people who don’t see him the way she does, the way he deserves to be seen, she’s had to do it for years when they were partners and now she’s doing it again when he’s only been back like a day and a half

I’ve already talked about the bar scene with Elliot and Fin a bajillion times but!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s just such a good fuckin scene and the emotions and the mannerisms from Elliot are just *chef’s kiss* that man loves Liv so much and he’s so upset he’s missed so much of Liv’s life ugh just thinking about his “who’s the guy?” and how he must be thinking back to “you’re the longest relationship I’ve ever had with a man” and how that may still be true but that doesn’t mean she hasn’t moved on and found someone else to take his place in her heart, in her life, to give her the child she always wanted WHEW

LIV DKDKDKDKDK “Phoebe just said I love you and you couldn’t say it back?” MA’AM YOU CAN’T EVEN TELL THE MAN YOU LOVE THAT YOU LOVE HIM PLS STOP JUDGING FIN DKDKDKDKDDKDK

Liv calling Elliot “Stabler” why does that shit hurt my heart so bad dkdkdkdkdkdks CALL HIM EL AGAIN PLS

Amanda likening her relationship with Liv to Liv’s relationship with Kathy? No ma’am. No. Somebody get the spray bottle tell her to shut the fuck up

Elliot called Liv before he called any of his kids about Kathy HE CALLED HER FIRST no I’m fine this is fine that’s just something you’d do like if you loved someone or something lmao def nothing suspicious here

I will never stop talking about that hug okay bc Elliot IS SOBBING and he nuzzles into Liv’s shoulder and she wants to keep her walls up and remain distant but her eyes close and she settles into it too god it’s such a GOOD hug you can FEEL the emotions

“I didn’t get to say goodbye” hello parallels between Elliot and his wife and Liv, the love of his life again this is fine I’m fine

Liv putting his family first and offering to call his kids for him fkdkdkdkdkks god will she ever put herself first with ANYONE or will she always put herself on the back burner can we PLEASE GET LIV SOME LASTING HAPPINESS IN THIS BITCH

Even tho Elliot said he didn’t need her to call his kids it absolutely looks like she DID get his kids and take them to him in the chapel like that’s how it comes across and idk if they did that on purpose or what but that’s what it looks like idk man it just really kills me bc she just keeps putting his family first and keep them together SHE IS THE GLUEEEEEEEEEE IN THAT FAMILY

“I can be objective” not with Elliot miss ma’am and you know that like it’s cute that you think that but 👀👀👀 we all know JUST LIKE WE ALL KNOW that technically you’re off the case but you won’t be off the case you’ll keep looking into things when you can bc that’s your partner, your Elliot, and you can’t not keep looking into it

OC

When Elliot goes downstairs at the courthouse and he starts speaking Italian to those dudes he arrested or whatever and then he starts threatening them and he does the throat slash motion as he gets taken away dkskskskskks BRAIN WORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is that so HOT!!!!!!! @ myself get it together

I’ve already talked about the snow scene in the park but I am not done I will never be done bc the tension!!!!!!!!!!!! Liv won’t hold eye contact for too long and neither will he and I am DYING the small talk is so awkward and then he says “you woulda loved it” about his place in Rome meaning he was THINKING ABOUT HER WHILE HE WAS AWAY

“Elliot, I can’t” OH MY GOD DKDKDKDK and the way she looks at the letter in his hands dkdkdksksks awh hell

Liv was wearing gloves and Elliot was bare handed as they walked around the city in SVU, when she was showing him the pic of the suspect on her phone and here she is again, wearing gloves while Elliot’s hands are bare but this time she brushes her fingers over his ever so slightly while taking the letter from him. The touch is on purpose, has to be, but it’s like the rooftop scene where she bumps into him to make sure it’s really him. Not to mention the gloves vs bare hands thing - she’s erected walls up around her heart and her life and she has all these boundaries she won’t let Elliot cross, not now, maybe not ever she tells herself, and as long as she can separate even the smallest amount of her bare flesh from his she just might be able to make it through him being back in town

ELLIOT WANTED HER TO INTRODUCE HIM TO NOAH YOU CAN SEE IT god he must’ve been so torn up about it bc that’s her kid!!!!!! He’s a part of her!!!!!!!!! He wants to know everything he missed and she won’t even introduce him to her child!!!!!!!!

Angela Wheatley I’m free on Thursday if you’d like to hang out on Thursday when I am free

Liv doesn’t take her eyes off Elliot at the funeral not once NOT ONCE I know I’ve said this before but she’s really the glue that holds that goddamn family together and I am DYING

She holds it together for all the kids and Elliot but the second she walks away her face just fuckin CRUMPLES she can’t hold it together anymore especially after the way Elliot grabbed her whole ass arm to thank her for going I’m dkdkskdkdkdkd this is too much this is too much

THEY DELETED THE FUCKIN SCENE WITH THE WHOLE FAMILY IN ELLIOT’S APARTMENT??????? WHY???????? I WANTED TO OVERANALYZE IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so I know Richard Wheatley is the bad guy but I luv him what a MAN. He really said “fuck you you racist piece of shit” and killed his own dad fkdkdkdkdkdksk okay WORK RICHARD

SERGEANT BELL I AM AVAILABLE ON THURSDAY LEMME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HANG OUT ON THURSDAY WHEN YOU ARE FREE

Bell not taking any sorta shit from Elliot I LUV IT I LUV HER GET HIS ASS DKDKDKDKSKSKS he NEEDS people to keep his ass in line bc he doesn’t know how to act not even a lil bit

LIV READ THE LETTER!!!!!! She’s the least stand-offish she’s been to him this whole time WHAT WAS IN THAT LETTER I HAVE TO KNOW

* She knows him too well she knows he’s hiding something from her she knows he’s got something going on but he’s never been good at separating his work from his real life and that hasn’t changed, not now, not even with her and she KNOWS something’s off the way she looks at him while he’s waiting for the elevator is unreal and the lil half nod he gives her bc he KNOWS he needs to talk to her about that letter, especially when she’s WILLING TO TALK NOW but the job!!!!!! “You and the job are about the only thing I’ve got anymore” and he doesn’t even have her, not like he used to, not like he wants to, so he defaults to the job and trying to figure out who killed Kathy and who has it out for him

Okay I obvs didn’t have as much to yell about in OC as I did SVU but I’m so excited to see how OC goes bc it’s got me intrigued already like I need to know. Everything. About the Wheatleys!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!! And I need to see Liv and Elliot interact again pls pls I need it 😭😭😭😭😭 ANYWAYS THE END BYE

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Into the Spider-verse, but make it about the Umbrella Academy

Album challenge: Umbrella Academy Edition, i.e. I take a songlist and try and attribute each song to a character.

Song lyrics and (my personal, probably inaccurate) character analysis under the cut. Fair warning, long ass post is long.

So I’m starting this challenge with the Spider-Man: Into the Spider-verse album because I’ve been listening to it (a lot) lately.

01. What’s Up Danger by Blackway & Black Caviar is, to me, very much a Five song. Like, just check out these lyrics:

Ayy, gettin' old, they doubted us Makes it that more marvelous … Two-hundred miles-per-hour wit' a blindfold on (on) Mama always askin', "Where did I go wrong?" (wrong) What's up, danger? Ah, what's up, danger? Traveled two-hundred miles, I'm knockin' at your door And I don't really care if you ain't done wrong, come on What's up, danger? (Danger) D-don't be a stranger (stranger) I like it when trouble brews, I won't dare change I like it when there's turbulence on my airplanes I like it when I sense things I can't see yet Swimmin' with sharks when they ain't feed yet 'Cause I like high chances that I might lose I like it all on the edge just like you, ayy I like tall buildings so I can leap off of 'em I go hard wit' it no matter how dark it is If I'm crazy, I'm on my own If I'm waitin', it's on my throne If I sound lazy, just ignore my tone 'Cause I'm always gonna answer when you call my phone Like, what's up, danger? (Danger) Like, what's up, danger? Can't stop me now I said, "I got you now" I'm right here at your door I won't leave, I want more What's up, danger?

02. Next up we have Sunflower by Post Malone & Swae Lee which, to be honest, gives me such heavy Vanya vibes I can’t even. More so due to the song itself than the lyrics, but they’re still pretty accurate. That smooth af sound, tho.

Give me a reason to (to, to) Oh, every time I'm walkin' out (ayy) I can hear you tellin' me to turn around Fightin' for my trust and you won't back down Even if we gotta risk it all right now, oh (now) I know you're scared of the unknown (known) You don't wanna be alone (alone) I know I always come and go (and go) But it's out of my control And you'll be left in the dust Unless I stuck by ya

03. Next we have Way Up by Jaden Smith, which, despite being a boppin’ song, really didn’t remind me of anyone in particular until I really sat down and read the lyrics. So I’m going to attribute this one (tentatively) to all of the seven, though I’m leaning a little heavier towards Luther than the rest. 

I went from boy to a man, wow (man) Opposition had to stand down Man I had to make a perfect plan, now I'm on the wave (Wave, wave, wave) I had to fight for the city (for the city) I had to fight for the people (for the people) You gotta do what all leaders do (go) Everyone here, we believe in you (yeah) Know you can be a hero 'cause we seen you do it (woo) And this is the time that we needin' you (you) Everyone is here to see you move (move) Winnin', we winnin', we winnin' (we winnin') We put a world on a wave (wave) And every time you swinging through the city You are the saving the day (let's go) ... We had to fight for the town (town) Now there's no villains allowed ('lowed) Everyone cheer in the crowd But I'm still way up, I'm over the clouds (clouds) We had to fight for the city (city) Competition was lethal (lethal) Honestly it's no biggie (biggie) I had to do what all leaders do ... They always hate on us, but they can't do it without us Yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah, we out here cleanin' the streets (streets) We don't accept the defeat ('feat) We keep on going until we win (win) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, all of 'em weak in the knees (knees) Deer in headlights when they freeze (freeze) But we keep on going until we win

04. Familia by Nicki Minaj & Anuel AA ft. Bantu is, without a single doubt, representative of all of the Hargreeves siblings. Full stop.

Father, father, unforgivable This is my house, you made it personal It's always trouble when they go too far Nobody mess with my familia Father, father, could you bless his soul? He talking crazy, I may lose control

05. The lyrics don’t necessarily fit in some places, but the general tone and feel of Invincible by Amine still makes it a Luther song in my book.

I wanna, I wanna fly right now I wanna see all my homies get down I wanna feel like I can't come down I got a dream so I can't stop now I gotta stop feeling invisible And start feeling invincible Hate feeling impossible The hardest thing is believing in your dreams Stop feeling invisible And start feeling invincible Hate feeling impossible The hardest thing is believing in your dreams I feel like a stranger to myself And sometimes that feels dangerous But I'll bet you'll see me For who I truly am, maybe not if it wasn't bland Some days I look in mirrors and I wonder who's that man

06. Start a Riot by DUCKWRTH & Shaboozey is Diego’s official anthem don’t @ me. The dude probably blasts this when he’s taking down bad guys. A bit of shade, a bit of bass, I can fully see Diego rocking to this song. 

When I say, "Brooklyn, stand up" (stand up) You better just fix your posture And every hero needs his theme song So, who in here tryna You ain't got a chance, boy What you think? (Huh?) I thrown in everything but the kitchen sink (yeah) I try to be friendly in the neighborhood (okay) I know all the little grannies wanna sip they tea (yeah) And here you come, all barging in (huh?) All ugly like a brown fur cardigan We receive the monologue and the arguing I'm like who in here tryna start a riot? … If you bump that action, it don't matter Just let me know, oh, know Make way (make way) I'm comin' through With my crew to make 'em pay I don't need no super suit I'm feelin' brave Don't be a hero Turn around and walk away … Every day is like a sticky situation When evil's looking for a chance (for a chance, ooh) And I know we are the newest generation (newest, newest) We got the power in our hands

07. Hide by Juice WRLD ft. Seezyn is, for me, all about Allison and how having and losing Claire changed her as a person. This is a more sorrowful song, but I still think it fits her. Slow, more laid back, but still heartfelt.

She made me leave the thrills at home And I'm fine with it She really made me lose control I'ma let my love unfold We're just two lost souls But we're fine with it There's love at my front door, short notice You're not like the same girls I notice Think I met my soul mate Yeah, I know it When it gets dark outside In you I confide You help me face my demons I won't hide, hide Girls like you are hard to find I hope you don't mind If I give you the time of your life … Life is not the same With your pictures in my frame Now that you're here I want nothing to change You pick me up when I'm down I need you around You seen me through my darkest times Girl, is there something that you try to find? You brought meaning to my life All because of you, I do right Because of you, I have a purpose Fight for the world, because you're worth it

08. Oof, this next song. Despite having a nice little lo-fi beat and a lighter sound going on, in the context of his experiences I really do think that Memories by Thutmose personifies Ben (both the Umbrella and Sparrow versions) and, to an extension, Klaus (seeing as dead!Ben can only interact with the world through him). 

My memories came back In the form of someone else … Memories It's gon' take some getting used to Memories Feel the pain when it hits you Memories Don't you ever let them fool you Don't you ever let them fool you 'Cause I know that you know that it ain't true I learned the hard way about trust About us, about us You sin and be on your high horse We're not so stable anymore What's left if I give you my all?

09. Save The Day by Ski Mask The Slump God & Jacquees ft. Coi Leray & lougotcash was a tough one, because the sound really didn’t fit in with anyone and I wasn’t really feeling it in regards to the group at large, but then I started digging into the lyrics and...

I pull up and save the day Don't want any problems, I'll be a call away I'm ready for action, fly without a cape I'm one of those ones, they'll never beat me

Okay, fair enough, this one can go into the “All” category. But, y’all, when I tell you I felt my soul ascend when I read this line:

You could still be adopted even though you a sibling

I am positive this song represent all of the siblings, now.

10. It’s time for the angst track, everybody. And let me tell you that Let Go by Beau Young Prince has the reverb, the tone, and the soul crushing lyrics for the job. It’s universal angst, too, because this could honestly apply to any of the seven.

Sometimes I don't really know myself Devil on my back, pray for me, need help Angel in the front tryna guide my steps Who do you call when you need some help? Who do you call when you by yourself? Who do you call when you feel down low? I just wanna scream, I just wanna explode … Violence in the streets, I just wanna calm the beast All these problems I'm just fightin' with myself are enemies Looking for my peace while I'm (Looking for my peace while I'm) I just wanna swing and fly away (fly away) I just wanna see a better day (yeah) I just wanna soar and never drown (never drown) I'm looking for my happiness now (now) I just wanna swing and fly away (fly away) I just wanna see a better day (a better day) I just wanna soar and never drown (drown) I'm looking for my happiness now, yeah

11. Scared of the Dark by Lil Wayne & Ty Dolla $ign ft XXXTENACION is one of those tracks that immediately hooks you, pulls you in, and then sucker punches you in the feelings. With that in mind, in both a literal and figurative sense, this song is all about Klaus.

I'm not scared of the dark I'm not running, running, running No, I'm not afraid of the fall I'm not scared, not at all Why would a star, a star ever be afraid of the dark? I'm not scared I'm not scared, even from the start I'm not scared of the dark Of the dark, mmm Tunechi I ain't never scared and I ain't never horrified I just look down at my Rolex, it said it's the darkest times I ain't never terrified, I ain't never petrified You know I see dead people, I just tell 'em, "Get a life" I ain't never scurred, I'm not sure if that's a word, but I mean every word, feelin' like, "Do not disturb, " wait … You know I can read your mind like I'm the author There's a line for tomorrow and that line's gettin' shorter I'm behind the trigger, what if I am the target? Deep sigh, a sayōnara, I ain't afraid to die It's either goodbye or good mornin', and the skies start to fallin' And I'ma shine in the darkness

12. Elevate by DJ Khalil ft. Denzel Curry, YBN Cordae, SwaVay & Trevor Rich has that kind of upbeat tone, can-do attitude, and fun tempo that immediately makes me want to see a scene where the Hargreeves siblings fight a bunch of baddies (together) to this song.

No millimeter, this is my arena I'm the black widow with a bad stinger And I'll make you scream like a bad singer I'm everything that you wanna be plus more Since there's no heroes anymore Jump out the window, then put the mask on Who the bad man that a man gotta bash on? … They will slander me, I just plan to be Somethin' powerful for my family Tried to balance life and my sanity Show a different side of humanity So amazin', keep appraisin' Save you from a home invasion Chasin' robbers from the bank … When the light shine, I go python I've fallen, on my last lifeline There's no way in my right mind My city up on my back tight How can I possibly act right? I'm Robin Hood, I'm the Black Knight I know you heard 'bout my last fight 'Cause I win, over and over again Battlin' evil, I'm hopin' to win Fightin' my demons, I'm nice for a reason Enticed with the bleedin', I'm showin' my sins How can you expect me to stay sane? Protect me My technique go X speed on high waves and jet skis I jump off this building to save these civilians My strength and my honor is trusted by children I'm ready and willing to fight all these villains No chaos or killings, my style is so brilliant … I may have lost the battle but I will not lose the war I can promise you I will not lose this time

13. And finally, Home by Vince Staples has a soulful kind of sound to it that, combined with the lyrics, reminds me that Five will quite literally do anything, endure anything, kill anything, to get back to and protect his family. It also has a kind of epic choral-esque start and finish to it that felt really nice to listen to.

This morning I woke up in a fortress of distortion I'm at war with my emotions, I'm at war with they enforcement Tryna fight for what's right and got sidetracked Where your mind at? Never mind that Can we think in a blink, you swimmin', you sinkin' You win, you leavin' a head where I've loaded my weapon I stay with my brethren, I pay for protection My prey in my sight so I'm doing what's right and not askin' no questions I wanna be home free Where's one that was lonely? But I'm ready and waitin' For my day of salvation, and I'm patient I'm coming home now I'm coming home … Right where I belong now Right where I belong They looking for saviors, I'm looking for safety They never gon' break me, take me Down on my knees, believe I'm never gon' beg or plead Yeah, I never say never, but I guarantee Gather my strength, goin' hard in the paint Paint you a picture, it's put on display I'm gonna get, they don't give then I take Can't take me down now My feet on the ground now Fight 'til I'm down now Say it out loud now Say it out loud, are you ready for war?

And there you have it. If anyone has any suggestions or questions about this challenge feel free to wander into my ask box.

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[thatnamelessblogger]

Bones Season 7 (2011) Thoughts

miss the magic 3D modeler Angela had in season 1 that was basically magic

Daisy is still annoying

Cams hair gets worse every season lmao

Sweets gets more field time! 

so weird that Parker didnt make it to most of the season, even though he has a new half sister. apparently hes been in england? since when?? def missed it when they explained

tbh formula is growing so old, esp the salem-witch-like “id talk to .... “ when confronting the first suspect

Palent tech villain plot line is actually really good and is not resolved! 

Shaw is back! shes cute idk her role tho. scared she gon die

more thoughts under the cut!

07x01 The Memories in the Shallow Grave

wow Bones is pregnant pregnant! like fr. i read Deschanel was actually pregnant cause its way more clear than Angelas pregnancy

so weird to just see Booth x Bones in a relationship like finally

cute Booth running to Bones on the floor scene :) 

07x02 The Hot Dog in the Competition

Bones to Booth - “you have no money” LOL prob bc he dropped it all on his engagement ring to Hannah which he threw in a river 

omg im Hodgins .  i like Finn after the python incident LOL

i dont like them replacing Squintern Vincent like this tho :(

07x08 The Bump in the Road

yeah i dont like Finn again . dating Michelle ? nah fam that aint right

07x13 The Past in the Present

guy who replaced Booth is sus . aaa Bones is on the run from Pelant!

finally a great cliffhanger!

Ending thoughts

def a better season. maybe all the other seasons should be this length lol 

[kae-karo]

Okay but can you do an analysis of the heart throb video?? bc WE all need that

oh hello dear u bet ur ass i can i mean jfc how could i not what is this nonsense i’m shooketh to my core

thank u dearest anons for expressing literally all the moods on this one lmao let’s go

throbbers dan u are well aware what that sounds like

see the cute thing is i think they went into the vid with the intent of it being like lmao fun cute wholesome which is sweet but like this is dapg they should know better

‘phil’s got his guns out’ nobody asked dan???? i mean we love em just as much as u tho

any time dan says ‘this is gonna be a whole thing’ u know it gon b gay

we stan air quotes around ‘for girls’

‘a whole big box of yikes right here’ did u mean: dnpgames

dan always looks immensely soft in that jumper??

hi excuse me where’s phil’s heartthrob card bc like damn

sned hlep

dan adds ‘apparently’ to stuff when he’s like actually genuinely unsure/uncomfy/feeling awkward this has been a psa

‘choose your favorite on looks alone’ i mean same phil

“‘fast food freak’ that person might have my heart” / “i’m a fast food freak” i mean honestly ‘you and dan are so married’/’it’s a useful thing’ is quaking, i would bang voldemort whomst? idk her

phil absolutely roasting dan, fast food freak and has to be the center of attention i mean we been knew but phil out here exposing him

they both like,,,,,,,enjoy looking at buff lads but wouldn’t actually be like Genuinely into them ofc bc they’re both fuckin noodles and they love each other

‘toot toot hello’ dan,,,,,stop

look boys i know y’all only have eyes for each other but like u don’t have to come up with stories/reasons why every single guy is actually creepy or terrifying

hi i now demand dan posing as bobby and phil posing as richard, complete with the tank top for dan and the glasses/sweater combo for phil

it’s always about the kinks isn’t it

the fuckin yodeling pickle why why is that a reference

dan’s idea of school dancing being grinding and phil’s just straight up like

dan’s ‘oh phil’ catch me fucking sobbing why is he so soft for his man

dan having like a paragraph-long explanation for why he thinks phil chose the person he chose, where phil’s just like ‘lmao p sure u picked this one eh’

OH MY GOD NO EXCUSE ME PHIL U MADE THIS DECISION BC U THINK DAN’S A THIRSTY HOE WHO WOULD FULLY JUDGE ON LOOKS AND PICK THE SEXIEST-LOOKING PERSON

‘the night leads somewhere a nice pg peck on the cheek’ mhm yeah okay lads we all know what ur idea of ‘a night together’ ends with so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

someone save me why do they have to look This Good

granny is not a reference i wanted or needed thanks bye

i love that they both thought it was cute that richard was a tuba player

and then ofc they went the whole ‘it’s sexual’ route what is wrong with them guys guys guys ik this might come as a shock but not everything is sexual okay

(hi dear anon! basically there’s a whole stigma abt band camp being like where all the teens hook up n stuff just a weird culture thing)

dan sees phil in richard and that’s why he keeps trying to defend all the cute lil awkward things and u cannot convince me otherwise

like if they did another round with ‘who would u like want to marry’ dan would pick richard them’s just the facts

phil’s ‘i’m not messing around/lying/fucking with u (but i actually am lmao)’ face

dan guessing all of phil’s right is a mood i mean that boy has to keep up his phil trash status

dan’s doing that ‘top or bottom, phil’ face to the camera bc it says girlfriend and he’s trying to Make A Point by staring

stop they’re so cute look i can’t

‘that is a game changer’ dan had richard pegged as his endgame but now he’s got a Project to work on with bobby, u bet ur ass he didn’t go into his current relationship feeling like Super Confident and maybe felt like phil looked at him as a project or someone to fix n he never experienced that n so is that his way of projecting or smth idk but i think it’s Very Interesting

‘he’s just a lil jaffa cake’ phil ily but ur metaphors man ur metaphors need some work

twins

the final piece of the richard puzzle: “bumps into walls and trips over his own feet” dan: *internal screaming* oh my god it’s phil

this literally became ‘who do u want, the rich boy with a soft, sensitive side, the awkward but endearing nerd, or the unsettlingly strange guy who’s called ‘the lemon’’ and idk how i feel abt it

i do love that phil knew dan was moved by the ‘never been kissed’ thing

and then dan had to go on a full minute-long explanation for his actual reasoning bc nothing is ever simple with him and i love him but he a complex boye and everything he does he either puts a massive amt of thought into or literally none at all he has no concept of moderation

phil straight up attacking dan ‘u like fancy things boy u ain’t slick i know u’

also phil relating furries to nudism as if they’re at all related i mean same dan same

(his actual reasoning was dan doesn’t like wearing clothes around the flat and that’s the tea)

‘u like his look’ ‘no i mean okay yes but that’s not the point okay’

i also feel like dan’s looking at this from the perspective of,,,,,an adult pretending to be a teen and applying what he knows now as an adult and like his life growth to his decisions even though he’s pretending he’s a teen,,,,,

also boi u literally got with ur husband at eighteen don’t pretend that meant u were an adult u were still So Young

bless phil for sounding offended at the idea of dan wanting to date someone as a project

hi dan ur fond is showing

‘you are not editing that out’ yes drag ur husband on camera i’m here for it

this felt important

bless them both for discussing the lack of diversity in the game & calling out the gender role issues, it’s always good to hear that

i’m sorry it’s ‘almost as sexual’ lads did y’all even watch the gwf vid???? i’m hard-pressed to come up with a more blatantly sexual vid y’all have ever made (and i don’t mean like higher on the fuck energy scale that’s another story i just mean like full of intentional innuendos) 

honestly sometimes they Do Things and i’m like lmao they think they’re self aware they ain’t tho they know Nothing but like. sometimes

[lehoodbotanistrx]

STORMI #Part4

Stormi Part 4

On the real it was a minute since I let my guard down with a nigga; any nigga..Shit  Zeek been around for years and outside of common grounds he’d never even saw my bedroom or personal space. that’s always been off limits.. until today that is. See my passion is Money undoubtedly but Stormi, yea im a lot more then what meets the eye.. and tonight Zeek was going to meet that side.

“I promise you Zeek if you act up after this, its a wrap Stormi gon do what Stormi know how to do..”

“ You questioning my loyalty now or nah Stormi? Whats good?”

I just smirked, but Zeek he still had the look in his eyes..and that tone..I loved that shit. And yes I know you should never mix lust and business but right now I need him and after tonight.. he was gonna need me in ways he never knew. See growing up I saw a lot of shit so I knew the power of my pussy and I knew exactly how and when to use it...

“Damn Stormi, your room is dope.. shit ion even feel like we in the hood nomore”

we both chuckled

“Oh word, so where you feel like you at? dimelo papi”

“ion even know to be honest, somewhere else.. its calm as shit tho where can I sit?”

I glanced over to my bed and before I could open my mouth he had fell in line.. right over to the foot of my California king size bed.. he looked good there too.. and so you know everything is relevant with Stormi.. stay with me ight?

“So has it surpassed your expectations zeek?”

“Damn Straight Stormi”

Despite how my day had been going everything in that exact moment was perfect.. I could see the light from the bright full moon beaming threw my skylight, the vibe was hella right and zeek was looking mighty fine. My alter was lit, my pussy was wet boy everything was aligning perfectly and who would hve known this is how my night would be going. I wonder if zeek will notice my special pillow.. I feel like my room had so much life to it he probably wouldn't but if he did tonight would be even more interesting then I intentionally anticipated.

“Ya candle dancing Stormi haha”

Tu no sabe nada about that pa dont even go there. Lets stay focused..

“Oh, im focused ight every detail Stormi believe that..”

Zeek gave me this look and threw his self back and what do you know it.. he bumps his head on my pillow.. well here we go..

“Ayo Stormi what the fuck is in your pillow?  you tryna knock a nigga out first chance you get huh?” We both started crackin up.. but then the silence and the look but not the sexy look though the what the fuck is going on look.. this should be good.. scratch that.. this should be great.

“You wanna playa game Zeek?”

Ion know. Do the game include knocking my ass out unexpectedly?

“ hahah nooo Silly, what good are you to me knocked out?”

ight bet, so what’s this game..?

“If you can guess this scent of the pillow i’ll give you 10k right now..”

Stay Tuned For Part 5 (shit finna get spicey)

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[lovenakfa]

TOUR (PROD. WENDIGO) by lil darkie LYRICS: BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IT’S SO HOT IN THIS APARTMENT WHAT THE FUCK A DARKIE GOTTA DO TO START SHIT FLYING OUT TO UTAH THEN I TRANSFER OER TO CHAROLETTE NIGGAS DROVE FOR 7 HOURS JUST TO HOP INSIDE OF OUR PIT SPIDER ON MY ARM MY NIGGA WIELDING A GUITAR PICK PATRICK IN THE VAN WITH FLVCO EDDY IN THE STAR WHIP DRIVE TO CINCINNATI KNOW IM SICK MAKING A FAR TRIP JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM ALREADY SEEING HARDSHIP JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND THERE’S SOME BUGS INSIDE MY BED FRAME I CANT EVEN SLEEP OR GET SOME REST INSIDE MY HEAD MANE I JUST WANNA BLOW UP THROW MY MATTRESS IN A RED FLAME I’M YELLING IN COLUMBUS MOTHER FUCKER GOT A DEAD BRAIN MAD WHILE IM PERFORMING CUZ YOU HURT BY WHAT I SAID, PAIN, SO MANY MILES I WILL NOT BE BULLIED BY YOU INSANE PERFORMING ON THE STREET IN DETROIT AINT A FUCKING FED CAME SPIDER GANG THE NIGGAS VANDALIZING BLACK AND RED PAINT JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND THERES SOME MOLD IN MY REFRIGERATOR SUMMER IN LA WITH NO AC LIKE AN INCINERATOR I MET UP WITH EVAN THE RED HEADED HE’S AN INNOVATOR RILEY IS A SAVAGE HE’S A VIDEO PROLIFERATOR JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR I GOT NO FOOD AND NO CLEAN WATER SOURCE DIRTY BUTT AND MAZI APOLLO NAHEEM KAKA OF COURSE SUICIDE AND I PERFORM TOGETHER AND WE SLAUGHTER YOURS PLEASE COME GET YOUR BABY GIRL THE CREW CAN MAKE YOUR DAUGHTERS WHORES HEY WHY YOU SAY DARKIE? PEOPLE COMING UP AFTER THE SHOW BECAUSE THAT IS MY NAME AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL TO ME YOU KNOW DILLINGER SAYS I AM BLACK BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE HIM THO I AM NOT A COLOR IM THE RAINBOW AND THE FUCKING GOLD BITCH THERE AINT A SINGLE PERSON YOU CAN GO COMPARE ME TO I AM NOT AN INDIAN I’M SCARY BRAVE AND HAIRY NUDE I BEEN OFF THE LEAN A LITTLE MOLLY IN A SAIYAN MOOD NIGGAS WANT THE HATE TO LEAVE BUT THEY TOO SCARED TO SAY IT DUDE JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR AND IM DEPRESSED LIKE ALL THE REST OF US I MIGHT SMOKE SOME WEED AFTER IM BETTER CUZ MY CHEST IS PUSS IMMA PLAY THE TEACHER AND ILL SEE JUST WHAT MY LESSON DOES SHOUT ALEX LUNA GRANT AND JESS KNOW THEY AINT PRESSING US I DONT PERFORM AT FESTIVALS YET BUT JUST WAIT AND OBSERVE IM OBSURD? YOU’RE THE HUMAN BEING CONTROLLED BY A WORD IM TRYING TO LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND US MAKE A DIFFERENCE PEOPLE EVERY COLOR IN MY AUDIENCE, DELIVERANCE DIVIDENDS QUAALUDES IN OUR LIVERS FEEL LIKE BIGGER MEN RASCAL OFF THE LIQUOR WIT A PERC INSIDE HIS SPHINCTER END CHILLING WITH MY NIGGAS AND WE LIT UP LIKE A WICKER MAN VILLAIN SPILLING MILLER LIGHT I GUESS THE VENUE SLICKER THEN JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR PUT A MODELO IN MY FACE AGAIN I GOTTA SUCCEED MY PATTI GOT SOME BAD ARTHRITIS AND IT MIGHT AS WELL BE ME IM IN A FIELD CRYING ON WENDIGO SCREAMING UP AT HEAVEN MOTHER FUCKER TELL ME WHEN TO GO JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR DONT TELL ME THIS IS NOT THE GUTTER NIGGA YOU DONT KNOW WHERE I BEEN NIGGA YOU IS NOT MY BROTHER IM WITH SPIDER GANG WE MAKING ART LIKE NOBODY NO OTHER THIS THE FUTURE BITCH I JUST GOT HOME FROM TOUR THE EARTH IS MOTHER, UH

[lilnc45]

15 weeks. 12.13.18

With a baby otw my focus is tunnel vision on getting my coding certifications to be a software developer to be able provide. If it’s not that I literally don’t have time for it. Period. None of that lil shit matters to me. All night I literally think of different ways to keep stacking up, ways to create passive income, income I can pass onto my baby, etc. Security is my only concern. I’m in love with someone I haven’t met yet, it’s really a feeling I never thought I’d experience. I’ve been terrible at taking belly bump pics, I’m not showing that much though. It just looks like I have a protruding gut lol, I’ll start when I have a bigger bump. I’ve also been bad at journaling, I’d rather just keep track on here since tumblr archives. I’m 15 weeks today, 25 more to go. According to babycenter, baby is a size of a apple. Prenatal gummies got my hair flourishing and skin glowing. I don’t really crave anything, I just eat lol and drink water. I had to get a humidifier because my throat and nose would dry out so bad at night, I get the metallic taste in my mouth so candy canes have been helping with that. That’s the only thing bad right now, I’ll take that over what my 1st trimester was. Lord the 1st trimester was terrible. 2 days after Christmas I’m 17 weeks & I have the gender reveal appointment. It’s like a special Christmas gift! My baby has relatives coming from 2 hours away for the debut, (I’m considering moving closer in the future) I hope he or she cooperates during the ultrasound. I’m anxious to know! We’re both happy with either, just want the baby to be healthy. Not gon lie I’m team girl lol but I’m happy either way tho. We’re scared of how we’ll do as parents, my mom said every parent pretty much is winging it & we just have to take it one day at a time. That brings some type of peace of mind but still, it’s just so much responsibility we have now. It overwhelms me, especially when every person that knows I’m pregnant has to throw in their opinion of what I need to do or ask me hella questions as if I’m just completely clueless of what’s going on with myself. I regret posting about my baby on my social media sometimes bc of things people say. I get it comes from a good place but it’s nerve racking. Of course I’ll ask for advice if I want it but if not, I’m cool on it. I just don’t get that, I wouldn’t even feel comfortable doing that to someone. Some people are just ignorant or nosy, especially dudes and girls I haven’t heard from in years. I think maternal instincts really do kick in, I’m already protective af & think twice about everything I do. A year ago you couldn’t tell me this is where my life would be, it’s really crazy how things change. Everything is changing so fast too, I’m just trying to soak it all in.

[starcchild]

(Okay so,,, here’s actual Quentin and Happy interaction and I thought maybe the fact that they both care about Carter is not enough to help them bond so I had to come up with something else? But they STILL talk about Carter tho. I just know my English grades are gon’ go uppp bc I’m practicing so much 😭)

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Taking off his lab coat, still too long for him, Quentin left the room wishing for a warm, hot drink. As soon as he stepped on the hallway, he nearly bumped into Happy. Hogan was waiting right there, standing tall, with a grumpy expression on his face. He studied Quentin, looking him up and down. The kid was dressed entirely in black. “I wonder what your favorite color is.” Happy spoke. “Magenta and green.” Hogan rolled his eyes until he saw the ceiling. “I get it. You’re one of those kids who think they’re hilarious.” “No, I mean it,” Quentin shrugged. “My favorite colors really are green and magenta. You know, a mixture between red and purple, but like, darker. I wear black because I’m always ready for Stane’s funeral.” Happy didn’t laugh. He just stared. “Also, it’s stylish.” Quentin added. Hogan lightly pushed a takeout cup against Quentin’s chest. “Carter says you like coffee.” Quentin felt the cup’s warmth spreading to his chest, and the strong, sweet smell of coffee. He grinned, taking the cup. “Awesome, thank you! Is this a truce?” he chuckled. “I thought you didn’t like me.” “I thought you didn’t like me.” Happy replied. “What do you want?” Quentin took a sip of his coffee, and closed his eyes as he let the warmth and the caffeine seep through him. “I want to talk.” Happy crossed his arms. “What is up with people always wanting to talk?” the boy huffed. “Human beings are social by nature.” “Well, then I’m a fucking potato.” Happy inhaled deeply through his mouth. How could Carter spend time with this kid willingly? “Come with me,” he said. Quentin followed Hogan into a smaller, less frequented cafeteria at Stark Industries where they could speak. They sat down at a table, and Happy cleared his throat. “I’d like to talk about Carter.” He clarified. “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, Beck, but… she has no friends besides you.” “What do you mean? You’re her friend. And I guess that makes you my friend, too. In which case, please don’t call me Beck,” Quentin spoke. “We’re among friends. Call me Your Majesty Almighty Q.” Happy rubbed his eyes with his hands as Quentin sipped his coffee. Happy loved Carter dearly, but he simply could not get what she saw in Beck. “I meant friends her age.” “Oh, I don’t have friends my age either,” Quentin said with a shrug. “I wonder why.” Happy uttered. “Uh… Ouch?” “Listen,” Happy sighed. “What I’m trying to tell you is that Carter is fragile. She is lonely. She is grieving. After she lost her father, she…” Happy cut himself off, shaking his head. Tony’s absence was painful for everyone, but she was the one who suffered the most. “I don’t want you to hurt her. She has been through enough, and I don’t know what your intentions are.” Quentin was now serious, and he nodded slowly, understanding. He looked down at his drink, fidgeting lightly with the cup. “I don’t want to hurt her. I won’t hurt her. Not only that, but I won't let anybody hurt her.” He said, his voice changing to a more solemn, protective tone. “She’s a good friend to me, and I care about her, so.” Happy stared at the kid as if he was trying to solve an enigma. He could understand that perhaps Carter found him mysterious, which was exciting. But Happy wasn’t convinced. He was suspicious of the wrong person. “Look, I’m only going to say this because I know you won’t get offended,” Happy explained. “But you have this sort of… bastard energy.” Quentin placed his arms on the table and rested his forehead against them. His shoulders jerked a bit, and Happy panicked as he believed Beck was crying, until he heard him wheeze, much to his relief. Quentin lifted his head to look at him. “I have what?!” he asked in amused disbelief. “I know it sounds bad, but I don’t mean it in a bad way.” Happy tried to explain. “It’s like you were meant to be evil in another life, but in this one you’re not, so it’s… awkward.”

“Are we actually having this conversation?” “I’m only trying to keep Carter safe,” Happy replied. “How do I know you’re not lying to me?” “You don’t.” Quentin shrugged. “How do I know she hangs out with me because she actually likes me and not because she’s desperate for a friend? Same answer. I don’t know.” “I don’t know either.” Hogan sighed. Quentin remained silent for a moment, shaking his head from side to side. “Why do they call you Happy?” “Why do you call your future project CURE?” Quentin’s eyes went wide. His smug expression had disappeared without a trace, and Happy was almost amused by it. “You’ve gone through my notes?!” His voice was suddenly higher. “It’s what happens when you constantly leave your notebooks near hers!” He replied. “I’m sorry, okay? Like I said, I’m only trying to keep her safe.” Quentin’s entire body became tense, and he ran his fingers through his hair before taking a large gulp of coffee. “…Well?” “I… I… you… you know.” Quentin stuttered. “I am actually a big fan of The Cure. The band?” Happy facepalmed with both hands. Dear God. He couldn’t be serious. “You know what movie The Cure played a song for?” Quentin smirked. “Stop.” Happy knew it. “The Crow.” Quentin said, his smirk growing into a smile, making them both recall their first conversation about crows and said movie after Carter introduced them to each other and Happy brought her a book about birds. “This is stressful. You increase my stress levels.” Happy concluded. Then again, everything increased his stress levels. “I’m sorry for leaving my stuff around, but the only reason why my notebooks are next to Carter’s it’s because she’s teaching me ASL.” Happy’s eyes narrowed. “She is?” “She is.” Quentin nodded. “I asked her to.” That made Hogan feel a newer, higher level of respect for Beck. He was willingly trying to learn something to make her life easier, even though he didn’t have to. Happy knew Carter, and he knew how deeply she appreciated something like that. He was finally starting to understand why she enjoyed Beck’s presence. “Perhaps I judged you too quickly.” “…You think?” Quentin replied, sarcasm in his tone. “Don’t test your luck.” Happy pointed a finger at Beck, who chuckled. Quentin finished his coffee before mindlessly biting at the soft takeout cup. Hogan frowned. Wow, okay, this kid was feral. “What in the world are you doing?” “I have bruxism,” Beck explained. “It’s a condition that makes me grind my teeth when I sleep. Well, if I sleep. Insomnia, yay. It is usually caused by stress. It doesn’t always happen, but when it does, I wake up in pain.” “Wait,” Happy lifted a palm. “Hold on.” “Biting stuff helps me, it kinda… takes the pain away. I bite my pen, my hands… I don’t care if people think I look stupid. My jaw is on fire.” “Stop talking!” Happy sighed. “I have bruxism too.” “Really?” “Yeah. Stress, like you said. I don’t feel the urge to bite things like you do, but I don’t blame you. I get it.” Hogan leaned slightly forward and lowered his voice. “It is an absolute pain.” “Right?!” Quentin slammed the cup down. “You wake up with a fuckin’ sore lower face.” “Exactly!” Happy nodded. “And your teeth feel like they are about to bleed because of the pain, but they don’t! It’s weird.” “And then you spend the whole day cheking your teeth in every mirror you come across to make sure they’re not bleeding. And when you yawn, you can hear your jaw screaming in agony.” Beck was nodding, too. Hogan shifted back on his seat, studying Quentin once more. There was suddenly a sense of fellowship between them, and Hogan crossed his arms. Fine, Carter, you win. Kid has charisma. “Give me options. I’m sure you understand why I don’t want to walk around biting things like you do.” “Invest in gum,” Quentin said. “Chew it often. Just an idea.”

“Wouldn’t chewing gum make bruxism worse?” Happy wondered. “It makes you clench your jaw even more.” “Yeah, while you’re awake,” the boy said. “If you can train yourself to do that during the day, nocturnal bruxism may become less painful. Your jaw will be tired and the brain will think its teeth-grinding job there is done; you trick your own mind. That being said… this is only my experience, though. What works for me might not work for you.” Happy tapped his chin with a finger. Maybe he could try. He nodded with a sigh before he inhaled. “Are you a smart-ass around Carter, too?” “Dude, I’m a mastermind.” Quentin replied. Happy smiled. He tried to make it look like a polite smile, but his eyes showed something resembling affection for the kid. “You’re not bad, Beck.” Happy stated. “Thanks, Hogan, I knew I’d end up winning you over. But it’s… Your Majesty Almighty Q.” Quentin corrected him.

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((BASTARD ENERGY HAPPY YOU CAN’T JUST SAY THAT SDFGJHSDFGJHKDSFGJH

okay but I love them bonding over something else so much!! Like you said, them both caring for Carter isn’t enough - especially with Happy being super suspicious of Quentin - so them having something like bruxism to connect over is honestly really sweet ;w; Maybe Happy ends up taking Quentin under his wing when Carter ends up leaving? To try and help him out because he realizes Quentin’s not a bad kid after all, and also because he knows he’s gonna have a hard time without his friend? idk, I’m gonna go to bed here in a mo so I’m rambling dfshjsdfgjh

but I do love Quentin going back to The Crow and him not letting Your Majesty Almighty Q go dsfgjhkfdsgkjdsfg - he’s such a dork omg

also!!! I know this advice is overused and gets annoying, but practice is good, and I think your English is wonderful!!

[biolizardboils]

so heres the liveblog i promised! major spoilers for sonic mania of course

Sonic mania liveblog is go!!

i got 47 lives and all the emeralds so hopefully Titanic monarch won’t give me so much trouble this time

NOW I’LL SHOW YOU

I CAN BLAST THRPUGH ALL THOSE STUPID PIG BADNIKS 10/10

i wonder if Super Sonic jumps higher from the plasma balls, it would make the bit near the end on act 1 way easier

confirmed he jumps higher! thank you god

so i heard the midboss here is actually from 3 & knuckles but im still calling it HAL 9000

now for act 2 aka red robot church

hey this song kinda sounds like final zone from sonic 1…

Oh wow i wasn’t expecting to get 50 rings in this act..welp time to speed up

i ran out of rings oops

if this is actually inside a giant mecha like ive heard then why are there stained glass windows? eggman why did you build a church inside your mecha inside the little planet

ihe different-rooms-connected-by-purple-mist thing reminds me of the great maze from brawl

i opened the portal with 3 SECONDS LEFT AND while super I’m the luckiest binch alive

okay NOW for the boss!! bring on the bungee-jumping suit

thank you Super Snic for cutting two of his cables in like 30 seconds. I got no rings now tho oops

shinobi got me oh well

wait a minute the first few seconds of this song kinda sound like the sonic cd boss song?? the creepy us version?? from the fun is infinite thing???

one cable down! Also the suit looks like a pokeball

shinobi got me again..i really hope these aren’t the real Heavies cus im getting this weird feeling that they’re in pain

Heavy Magician’s never under the bright cup that you’re lead to believe she’s in she’s so cunning I love her

i beat the pokeball now what??

?WHAT?????

THERES ROCK MUSIC PLAYIN HEAVY KINGS GONE ROGUE THE TIMERS GLITCHIN OUT AND IM SUPER THIS GON BE GOOD

OH IM FIGHTING EGGMAN TOO??? THEYRE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL WITH THE RUBY

WHY IS THERE A LIGHT STAGE IN THIS DIMENSION

HOW IS HEAVY KING HURTING SUPER SONIC?????

HOLD UP????? IS THIS SONG???????

IS THIS F#CKIGB FIST BUMP?????????

HOW TGE HELL DO I BEAT HIM HE CAN TAKE 1O OF MY RINGS AT A TIME AND IF I LOSE THEM ALL ITS AN INSTAKILL WHAT DO

IF YOU TWO COULD DROP SOME RINGS WHEN I HIT YALL THAT WOULD BE NICE

okay i think im learning how to damage them and hold on to my rings and IM 70% SURE THAT’S FIST BUMP

DID I KILL KING????

I GOT EGGMAN TOO

W H A T

THAT THING CAN NEGATE SUPER SONIC???????? WHY DIDN’T IT DO THAT BEFORE

UHHHHHHH????

HES MISSING WHERED HE GO

FIREWORKS????? HES DEAD???????

O H

I Got this spoiled for me but C O N F I R M E D

OKAY SO NOW I CAN TALK ABOUT ALL THAT MANIA/FORCES AND Past!Classic VS. AlternateDimension!Classic right?? Or has everyone else already discussed that

What the HELL tho that was WILD

[muthamagik]

DANCIN ON THE DICK I used to keep that pussy cozy for a nigga I can't stand no mo ain't no link affiliated, no that ain't my hoe you can suck a nigga silly but he still gon go imma bundle up and bump it imma ski them slopes I be dancing on the dick you don't need me tho if I tell you I'm the devil I could never lie I done fucked w niggas who gon make sure that I never die I'm a work of art & everytime I muse I multiply Rob me of my energy Level up on LSD Goofy bitches buggin me Bout a boy I used to freak He was just my flavor of the week They jus come and go I be on his mind when he inside of you I know, I know Boy I just be dancing on the dick You don't need me You could never see me like I see me Free me You jus wanna fuck, wanna freak Wanna be me You jus wanna live, wanna die, wanna kill me. I used to keep that pussy cozy for a nigga I don't love no mo I'm a goddess, he a peasant You can have that hoe See these niggas only love you when you happy Love you when you bone straight Cut you when you nappy Worried bout my past I'm just gassin up my future If you still embarrassed Hate it for ya, I salute ya I do boss shit You on ya dick til they recruit ya Ya mouth is kinda fly I'd hate to fuck around and shoot ya Maybe she's a rider, but don't let ya shorty boost you Push me to the edge & all my friends gon pull that pressure out Never been a lady it was never in my plans Ain't no pick me in my blood Sugar free, I won't sweeten me Fuck a man Hook

[myonceuponamoon-blog]

Sean's story

Staring out the window while it rattled, letting a freezing breeze in through the small cracks. He sighed as he watched another gust of wind take the tips off the snow drifts, swirling them around town square like a magic spell.  Candles flickering off the fresh powder along the roadsides. A light clink pulled him away from his thoughts as the barmaid dropped off another round. He gave her a half sincere smile, inhaling deeply the aroma wafting off the spiced mead.

"So, looks like you'll be spendin' te night with us afta all, aye boy?" A firm slap on his shoulder.

"It would appear so." He sighed deeply, wafting the steam off his mug.

"Ahs not sa bad! Helluva lot warmer than out thar!"

He must have looked skeptical.

"I swear on me life!" The rugged man placed his hand over his heart. "Ta folk here'll give ya a good night!"

"Maybe so, but it's a night wasted when I could be working on my book."

He grazed his eyes over the small crowd huddled up trying to stay warm in the pub. The barmaid had walked over to throw some more wood on the fire. As the log landed it sent sparks scattering and the flames licked up toward the mantle, where a lone pair of glasses sat in front of a painting.

"Aye! See ya mirin' our fair founder thar!" The burly man slapped his shoulder again, he would definitely have a bruise tomorrow.

"Your founder, eh?" He sipped at the mead enjoying the warmth of it. He flicked his eyes back to the painting, an admittedly quite handsome man. He had short cropped hair off to one side, littered with an array of colours. Thick black framed glasses covered his eyes. He was in some sort of formal wear; as he dragged his eyes down he noticed the thick black frames sitting on the mantle, surrounded by aged flower petals.

"That he is! Rebuilt dis here town from da ground up!" The man knocked back his cup of ale in one swallow.

"Re-built? What happened to it the first time?" His own curiosity getting the best of him, he finally had to start asking questions. Maybe he could throw it in the book with a few tweaks to keep it interesting.

"Well now, dat be a story for ta ages! Best ye get ya fancy papers out ta write it down!"

He humoured the rugged man, at some point he should probably catch his name. But for now, he just dug his papers and ink out to take notes of anything mildly interesting. Once he was settled he gestured toward the man to go on with his story and sat back.

"Well, den! Gatha round ta hear da story of da founder of Hamtramck!" He watched as people who had huddled themselves around the fire left their warmth to listen to the tale.

"T'was a long time ago, Hamtramck bein run by ol' Lord Walter." People booed at the name, others yelled tiny quips about poorly running it.

"Aye, aye. Was running his people in ta da ground he was! Workin night n day, nary a break between em! Ol' fool thought thar was something after him! Neva strayed from dat keep ova yonda." He vaguely gestured toward the window.

Craning his neck a bit and leaning back in the chair, he could make out what appeared to be a ruined castle in the distance upon a hill.

"Everyone had ta work! Kids, even ol' folks! Mine up da ore! Chop some fresh lumber! Train for da enemies dat was for sure a'comin! 'They'll be here any day!' he'd say! 'They're after my head!'"

He was getting rather bored admittedly, the same old story of an evil king treating people unfairly; until a brave man stepped forward to put a stop to it.

"We had ta build a wall! Keep tha enemies out! Kicked his own family out for plotting against him! Declared war on everyone he set eyes on, da neighborin towns was gettin angry. Tried n tried to reason with him! Plenty o soldiers left they jobs, ran off inta da woods, never came back." He shook his head sadly as the barmaid dropped another round off for him.

"But, one day, he jus stopped showin up. Not a soul sawr em! Ta guards were runnin all da messages ta da townsfolk. An dey jus kept gettin more ridiculous! Fires had ta be out before sundown, even in winter! Smoke'd give away where we was! No women were ta get wit child! Would be anotha mouth ta feed an train! Had 'em made an example of right in da square there.." He had trailed off sadly to knock back the next round.

He felt his stomach clench at that one, imagining freezing women trying to hide their pregnancies and children.

"Aye..any child dat weren't old enough to contribute shared da same fate n same for those who tried ta speak up n stop it. Townfolk dwindled down ta almost nothin n den ta tradin stopped. Musta made some kinda demands n they was tired o dealin wit em. We was neva a farmin village, food ran scarce real quick. We was still fightin off all da people he declared war on! Bodies jus lay in da street, nobody had da strength or energy ta give em da burial dey deserved. Da final straw for lot a folk was da last message da guards ran to us. If da bodies were jus gon pile up like dat, we oughta make use of em!"

"You don't mean?" He realized he had leaned forward to listen more intently at some point.

"Aye lad, afraid I do. He had a village ta feed n defend. Guards piled those bodies up ta fix da breaks in da wall. Said if we was hungry to take our pick, but make sure dat fire was out before sundown!" He scoffed angrily.

His stomach was churning at the images being put into his brain. "So then, how did it get like this?" He thought back to the afternoon walk into the village. A great stone wall laying dilapidated and broken, clean homes and smiling faces; children playing in a creek running through the edge of town. A grand tower just past the centre of town decorated with flags and banners.

"Well! Afta da townfolk started rebelin, there weren't much ol' Walter could do. No one even seen da ol' cook in a year! Those left alive was barely dat. Folks went into hiding, some just plain left. Plans were bein made, ideas to storm da keep n take da mad kings head ourselves! But we was tired n broken." His shoulders were drooping and head hanging down as if reliving it right now.

"But.. your founder..?" He offered in a voice barely above a whisper.

"We was banded togetha, what was left of us. Stood out da keep! We would go out fightin togetha instead o hidin n withering any more! We called n called for da bastard to show emself but all we got was guards levelin bows at us from da wall. We was ready ta finish dis one way or anotha. Just as da arrows was about to loose, a purple cloud came ova da horizon! Thought we finally lost our heads! But it got closer n closer, da guards tried ta fire on it but dey bounced right off! Dey retreated back into da keep yellin all da way."

His mouth felt incredibly dry no matter how many rounds he pounded back. He felt like his eyes would bore holes in this man at any moment.

"Dat cloud followed em right inta da keep! We was watchin n waitin what felt like ages. Den, the cloud started to appear right in front o us! Da cloud gathered itself up n took da form of a man! He were tall, with crazy hair and some odd dress dats for sure." A few chuckles came from the crowd.

"But da most important thing was he had a jar in one hand filled up with some kinda black swirly stuff. And den in a boomin voice, enough to shake da leaves off da trees! He told us da king was dead! Said da black swirlies was what made da king crazy n ta get it out he had ta kill em! Course we thought he was crazy! Stormed da keep ourselves we did! Found da kings body, looked like it been dead a long time. Castle was trashed from da war but the inside looked like some kinda demon let loose!" Some of the older patrons rubbed at their arms, trying to forget the memories.

"We asked dat cloud man what da hell was goin on!? Said he felt a great evil n came ta take care of it. But now we was without a king, even if he was mad he still had da kingdom runnin! We begged dat cloud man to help us, he did! Boy oh, boy did he! We tore dat wall down first thing, he did some kinda magick! Cleaned da whole town and helped us rebuild it, magick lamps instead o fires n sent messages ova to da neighbors again ta let em know what happened. They was here in 2 weeks to help! All da while we was gettin to know dis cloud man. Called himself a wizard. We just called em a hero!" He slapped his knee and laughed heartily.

"Da town was startin to look like a home again n da cloud man left. Off ta do somethin wit dat swirly he said. Didn't get to properly thank him! So we built dat there tower in honour o da man. Was da least we could do! A few months after hed gone da town was happy again, tradin was back up, neighborin towns stationed folk here to help out. No new kings here! Just us folk deciding togetha what ta do n make it fair for everyone. But wouldn't ya know it one day we see dat same purple cloud comin over ta horizon! Everyone came running out to da tower to see em! Boy, he looked haggard dis time tho! Said it was somethin to do with the swirly. Well, he all but collapse then n there! So we dragged em on up to da bed in da tower."

A silence came over the room as everyone seemed to recall the day. He cast his gaze over to the glasses sitting on the mantle, he had to swallow the lump in his throat a few times.

"Aye, he was a good man. We owe em more den we could eva say."

"My god, thank you, sir for telling me all of this... I'm sure it can't be easy to relive it." He straightened up in his chair.

"If ya forget history ya doomed ta repeat it lad! Just make sure ya give us a bit o credit in ya book there!" He pointed to the blank pages littering the table.

"Of course! Please, sir, what is your name?"

"It's Str-"

SLAM

The door nearly flew off its hinges it was thrown open so hard. He snapped his head to the shadowy figure in the doorway. Jaw dropping as the man in the painting stumbled into the room. It was entirely silent as he tripped over himself and the floor, bumping into tables and people. Until he reached the mantle and placed his glasses on. Turning around, it was nearly the exact same image as the painting.

"I don't know how many times I have to tell you to stop using my glasses as some sort of tribute." A lovely baritone; not at all booming voice came out of him.

"H...how are...you're...alive?" He managed to sputter out as the man walked toward them.

"Alive...? Strubbe, are you telling people I died again?" He turned toward the burly man, 'Strubbe.'

"Well your da one who says ya dead on every level 'cept physical." He sipped at his drink not making eye contact.

This story is entirely based off an inside joke and yet I'm posting it anyway. Sorry.

[eddiearkadian]

2: i think im in my worst years old enough to know fear young enough to know everything scares me only got like one year and some change i imagine it gon change quite quick only hope that they don't change like this but i guess they being real with me like this and i guess inevitabilitys a bitch still love her on the side tho me and destiny been dating for a while tho double timing like a nice flow nose down like concord when i walk thru i don't like yall but i pump chest and i bump fist like im hype yall but i ain't i probably only trust like one of you today can't wait til i don't know none of yall no more mean these days can't say that i really like none of yall no more i appreciate distance yall can leave by my lonely lately i been acting different hope it's different when im older who knows

[oh-no-its-mo]

what dream you had about jimin nd you 👀👀👀

i just woke up and i forgot i even say something about itsjshtidhd WELP WERE WE GO

ok so i was at our house (you know cuz we was a couple and all dat) and i like ‘okie ik he been workin hard so ima cook all his fav foods and do what ever he wanna do dis his night’ trinna be cute 🙄

im in the kitchen cookin and listening to my lil music and about a hour and a half passed and i hear the front door so my lil excited ass starts cheesin and shit and i yell from the kitchen ‘hi bby welcome home! how was your day ☺️’ but i didn’t get a reply so im like ?????? what da hale 😦 and i got to thinkin ‘okie maybe he got headphones on or something’ so i walk to the kitchen table where he could see me from the living room and i said it again but a lil louder cuz you know… I THOUGHT HE HAD ON HEADPHONES 😤

dis mf look up from his phone and i looked at his ears for the headphones and i ain’t see none… so im like 'okie maybe he ain’t hear me with my music on and all the pots and pans clickin together’ trinna give him the benefit of the doubt i guess… ANYWAY so he looks up at me and just walked passed me and went thru the kitchen and went to our room

at this point im kinda upset but im more confused cuz when he usually comes home hes huggin me and kissin my forehead yellin about how much he missed me but he just ignored my ass 😭 im still standing there trinna figure out if i did or said anything to make me ignore me like that but the night before we watched movies together and that morning we made breakfast together ssoooo 3+2= taes long toes?????? ion understand 🚶🏽‍♀️

so i walk back to the stove cuz even tho he ina mood i still gotta eat and i cant burn no food 💀 so im bent over getting the food out and i feel some hands on my hips and something on my butt and i instantly rolled my eyes cuz for 1 he seemed like he had a attitude and 2 he looked me in my eyes ignored what i said and walked away SOOOO i wasn’t havin it 🙅🏽 i stand up straight organizing the food on the stovetop MIND YOU DIS BOI STILL BEHIND ME GRABBIN ON ME AND SHIT and im just actin like he ain’t there goin about my business

i guess he started gettin frustrated cuz i wasn’t responding to him and he started kissin on my neck and ngl… ya girl was gettin kinda weak but im too petty so i was still trying to ignore his ass cuz he not boutta ignore them kiss on me thinkin ima cave tf 🙎🏽 so i stopped moving and i made this lil 'oh’ sound and i felt him smiling but lil did he know i did that cuz i forgot to put something for the food 🚶🏽‍♀️and i moved away from him to reach up in the cabinet for what im lookin for and all of a sudden i look over at the kitchen table and jimin over there but he look like he boutta knock everything off of it 🤔 so im like 'uhhh wyd���

fam… HE FUCKIN PUSHED EVERYTHING OFF THE TABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i couldn’t even keep up ignoring him no more i got mad asl cuz i had a nice ass cover over the table with some nice ass decorations and one of em was glass so ik it broke gljfsjidtsfy so walk closer to the table like 'dude wdf is up with you!? you ignored me TWICE when you got home then you wanted to rub and kiss on me now you wanna knock shit off the table boi im boutta…’ and i started walkin away but he GRABBED my arm not no regular ass grab dis boi was hulk that day my damn wrist was hurtin and i got a tiny wrist 😭😭😭😭 but he grabbed me and i looked back like let me go leave me alone and he just starin at me and he started lookin down and he stopped half way and he smirked and at this point im creeped tf out cuz what type of dope he smokin 🚶🏽‍♀️ and i asked again if he can let me go and he gon say 'so you still wearin that huh?’

…….

ik he aint talkin about my clothes i wear around the house (it was the summer time so i had on a sports bra and some lil shorts cuz it was hot asf even in the morning) im like 'uh yeah i am is that a problem your highness’ and im rolling my eyes bein sassy cuz he don pissed me off and he yanked me towards him and ima stick… so my ass FLEW and i bumped into him and he lookin down at me and ohmygod… he had his long black hair and it was falling over his eyes and he had on a white t and some black cut up jeans and i was kinda shakin cuz 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 but i was still pissed so that feeling went away QUICK 🚶🏽‍♀️

he get even more upset cuz i play too much and called him your highness and he got dis look on his face and i stopped lookin at him cuz ik ima crack and get soft gigdigfzj and he grabbed my chin LIGHTLY and he was like 'you know you kinda upset me when i went to leave for the day right?’ and my ass lookin at him like wdf you talkin bout and he got to tellin what i did and i wanted to laugh but i aint trinna make nuffin worse… but my ass laughed chfidjdfxjf

apparently he was upset cuz when i was walking him out to his car like i always do some dudes saw me and i didn’t have on nuffin but my sports bra and my shorts (i probably should of covered up but usually nobody is outside at that time and that day he wanted to be all lovey dovey in front of his car and saying bye too longer than usual) and the dudes got to sayin stuff to me and he got jealous and tried to say something but i told him no and i just ignored the dudes and told them good morning and went in the house 😩 i didn’t want no fights okie favjidsuh

so i laughed cuz he jealous but who come home to me everyday 🤔 and i guess that was the last straw cuz he pushed me on the table and my scoliosis was screamin and im screamin wdf you doin and he get on top of me and im lookin up at him like 'are you fr? can you at least apologize for ignoring me cuz you really hurt my feelings’ and he got soft and his started rubbing my cheeks and and said this big ol apology and he kissed me and i got soft and we was being all cute til he like jerked himself against me and iiiiiiiiiiiiii wanted to choke 🙃 and i was shocked cuz we was just bein cute but he trinna do it???? on the kitchen table????? HUH????

im weak asl so i couldn’t push him away and he wouldn’t listen to me when at told him lets go to the room so uh he just…. went awf… on our table 🤷🏽‍♀️

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THE LAST:

Drink: herbert’s lemonade

Phone call: my work ?????

Text message: “ok”

Song you listened to: rasputin - boney m

Time you cried: goddammit....a few hours ago when i was watching a documentary.....i cry a lot

HAVE YOU:

Dated someone twice: i havent even dated anyone once

Kissed someone and regretted it: i’ve never even kissed anyone

Been cheated on: i mean????? in a friendship yeah

Lost someone special: literally so many people lmao

Been depressed: i have depression, karen

Gotten drunk and thrown up: never drank


LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 1) all 2) of 3) them


IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made new friends: online, yeah. i mean.....i did at work but like....none of them talk to lmao

Fallen out of love: i havent had a crush for 2-3 yrs

Laughed until you cried: last night in fact

Found out someone was talking about you: im pretty sure everyone is lmao but whatever 

Met someone who changed you: nah, but a lot of people have taught me to not be so ????/ idk trusting ???? idk i’ve learned things the hard way

Found out who your friends are: i dont have any

Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I HAVE NEVER KISSED ANYONE, DEBORAH


GENERAL:

How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: everyone in my friends list?

Do you have any pets: 4 cats inside and a few ferals outside

Do you want to change your name: yes lmao

What did you do for your last birthday: went to the aquarium with family

What time did you wake up: 12:30 ??????

What were you doing at midnight last night: watching ghost adventures and getting kinda emotional

Name something you can’t wait for: THE NEW FOO FIGHTERS AND BOOMTOWN RATS ALBUM

When was the last time you saw your mom: like a few hours ago

What are you listening right now: ma baker by boney m

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: probably one of my dad’s friends?????

Most visited Website: probs tumblr lmao

Moles: one at the corner of my right eye and one near my left knuckle

Mark/s: LOTS AND LOTS of scars from cat scratches. tattoos ??????? and a faint burn scar on my middle finger

Childhood dream:  wanted to be a rockstar but here i am

Haircolour: naturall dark brown, but i dye it black. (soon it gon be some crazy colors)

Long or short hair: we at the in between stage of long and short.....medium

Do you have a crush on someone: i dont have any friends

What do you like about yourself: idk ??????

Piercings: nah

Bloodtype: wtf

Nickname: SHIFTY

Relationship status: i don  THAVE ANY FRIEND S

Zodiac: aquarius

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite TV Show: ghost adventures

Tattoos: heart with a dagger going thru it, a geisha stabbing the head of a decapitated dragon, “71″ and “32″ on inside of fingers. 

Right or left hand: righty

Surgery: had to get this bump burned off the bottom of my tongue, had to get ear tubes in. 

Hair dyed in different color: once  i had half of it dyed red and orange, and then green. black all the time. soon it gon be some crazy shit

Sport: i used to do gymnastics, played 4-5 yrs of soccer, played a year of softball. but i dont play anymore. i watch a shit ton of hockey tho

Vacation: soon we goin up north friends.......but i wanna go to seattle one day. maybe cananda

Pair of trainers: whut

I’m about to: write the bio of a muse i just made

Waiting for: the next time i get to eat

Want: a lot of things?

Get married: fuck off

Career: wanna be a creative writer + author. might try to dabble in directing or something to do with movies?

WHICH IS BETTER

Hugs or kisses: hugs

Lips or eyes: eyes

Shorter or taller: i dont care

Older or younger: older

Nice arms or nice stomach: i dont care just be nice 2 me

Sensitive or loud: wait wh ut

Hook up or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: chaotic neutral

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: im not even gonna

Drank hard liquor: never

Lost glasses/contact lenses: on e time my glasses flew off in a mosh pit and my friend found them perfectly safe

Turned someone down: YEAH? AND THE FUCKER STOPPED TALKING TO ME LIKE BITCH SORRY I DONT SERVE TO UR NEEDS WHEN U WANT THEM TO BE SERVED?

Sex in the first date: nah my dude im demisexual thanx

Broken someone’s heart: idk probably but like i highly doubt it

Had your heart broken: i’ve lost count HA

Been arrested: no but im pretty sure i was riding in the back of a police car once

Cried when someone died: ofc i have uh who wouldnt? 

Fallen for a friend: eh?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: idk ?

Miracles: i dont kno sometimes things just happen

Love at first sight: boy it aint love, it’s the fact that they even gave me attention

Santa Claus: honestly, lowkey, even tho im the one wrapping presents and and eating the cookies, i still do. we’re just making santa’s job easier

Kiss on the first date: idk ?????

Angels: idk ?????? im not religious but idk ?

OTHER:

Current best friends name: cross

Eyecolour: dark brown

Favorite movie: MOULIN ROUGE

Favorite book: cell by stephen king

Favorite food: anything italian y’all 

Favorite drink: pepsi.....but i’ve been drinking more water so

If you wish: idk whoever ???/ wants to ????