#Sorry for whining

[birdbath09]

anybody who owns the lotf graphic novel… would you have the resources to post it on like archive.org or something.. not to beg LMAO I just cannot afford it at the moment but would love to read it and I can’t find it online ANYWHERE

[manicali]

Yknow how when you make a new account on spotify they give you a premium trial which is like a tiny box of heaven

Mine just ran out. As with it went my patience and will to live. Ahhghanakqb no more song.

[allymcfee]

Can we all just quit work and play BG3, write, draw, paint, or whatever else brings us joy. Could we just get paid to do that instead? Brought to you by - working 60 hour weeks is slowly driving me insane.

[studentinpursuitofclouds]

I H A T E S U M M E R H E A T

[taski-guru]

Line art of an adopt (adopt was sold)

NOT a free line art!

[overwatch]

As I am still dealing with the bank who has to lower my monthly credit (which has doubled in the past 3 years), I kind of wonder if other cancer patients just give up on their rights. This is so tiring, demeaning, and confusing (lots of burecratic stuff).

I have been forcing myself to go there and study my rights and prepare formal complaints on rights violations and etc, plus all the other bills because for some reason I am still paying the normal quotas of eletricity and water?? Even tho I'm not at my apartment since December and then all medical bills pilling up (physiotherapy, trauma therapy, acumpuncture and all the expensive medication). So exhausted.

[arnold-layne]

i hate that finding a good job this day always requires networking. what about us antisocial bitches that say more words to an npc than to a human in a day. i really should be able to get a decent job with skills alone, not through someone i happen to know, because i don’t know that many people.

[heartsyhawk]

What kind of Rockefeller ass clowns are deciding how much fast food should cost??

Was having a rough day and so I went to the combination Taco Bell and KFC (had a coupon for Taco Bell and some extremely rare non dedicated money) and I almost threw up at the prices. A three piece chicken meal used to be 5.99. I know it's been a few years since I have been able to get chicken I didn't have to cook myself but 14.99?!?!?! (Friends I did not buy myself any fried chicken. I don't imagine I will ever be eating fried chicken I had to buy myself again in the near future)

[whisperofthewaves]

gods this is just *groans* I've been at home sick for a whole week. did I get any rest from it so far? nooOoOo. why, would you ask. well, say I, that one post about fucking muckus being the body's answer to 99% of its problems was not exaggerating. and the cough impulse is fucking brutal when your respiratory system is already battered and raw.

[blood-and-pizza]

I am in a bit of anguish over the fact Scott seems to have changed Spring Bonnie's eye color. I loved the original green ones Adventure Spring Bonnie had. But in the movie, Spring Bonnie's original eye color was a bright blue, like Golden Freddy's one eye. It better shows the connection these two entities have.

In other words, even though I loved the green eyes so much, the blue ones are a better creative choice. Plus, this isn't the first time Scott Cawthon retconned something. He kinda throws things together, makes a retcon and prays nobody cares. I'm sorry I failed him.

I just thought the green eyes were cool...!

[yannysif]

Unfortunate timing yet again

Ahh, I wanted to make a little something involving Lucien for the O2A2 jam, but unfortunately, my mother got really sick and had to be hospitalized, and I was staying with her for the past few days, so I couldn't finish in time.

Thankfully she's alright now and we're back home, just seems tired and I'm keeping an eye her.

Really frustrated with myself that nothing I plan seems to be working out lately, being met with problems on every turn. I thought it'd be a fun thing to share with all of you but I'll have to scrap it now.

I'll still share the CG I made for it, tried really hard to finish in time but just couldn't make it, sorry I keep messing up with this 😭

It was going to be "Teatime with Lucien" with a little twist at the end. Also tried to do a lineless artstyle just to try out, I think it looks quite nice but it was a pain to actually do it 🥲

I even had a plan to jump from this to an update for the main game in time for my birthday and everything but now it's in shambles, I feel like I need to take a short break from everything so I'll step away from all social media for a bit, I hope that's ok.

[seasonfivebitchsaveme]

[rhettabbotts]

how the hell do y'all write so many words and its always beautiful. i'm struggling to write and i cant even get to 500 words im going to scream.

[studentinpursuitofclouds]

Damn, wish I could burn all my problems in the fire, as if they never existed.

[evolutionsvoid]

I have to say, having taken a trip to Iceland over the summer, I would have thought that the amazing sights and food would be the main thing that stuck with me, and not so much the haunted feeling that there is something so wrong with me that people are repulsed by my presence before I even do anything. Loved the glaciers, the whales and all that stuff, but really wish the major thing that immediately came to mind when thinking about that trip wasn't an entire tour group rejecting me within hours.

[colorlessrose]

I know I should be grateful I have anyone at all.

She loves me. And she does such an amazing job of it. She takes care of me, she cooks for me after a long day, she puts up with my mess and my forgetting to empty the dishwasher every other day. She understands my needs for physical affection and treats and info dumping. She gets excited about the same things. We make and laugh at the same jokes. She is so beautiful and so full of love.

And yet, there's so much I wish I had.

I wish I had someone who loved taking photos of me, and us together. I wish I had someone who loved going on adventures. I wish I had someone who would surprise me with gifts of things I'd talked about wanting. And god dammit I wish I had someone who wanted me sexually.

I know it's something personal to her, and it's something she's a little self conscious about. I know it's not a requirement for a happy relationship. I know she does so much for me in so many other ways. I know she's even comfortable with me sleeping with other people. And I know I'll never find anyone as good, much less better, that will put up with everything I am.

But Jesus fuck I want to be wanted