#Sometimes. The thoughts are simple.
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forever obsessed with dynamics between vampires, specifically that of a maker and fledgling, as a way to explore abuse. the creation of a vampire itself can so easily be a literalization of the lasting impacts of trauma and also much more simply the ways a perpetrator might shape their victimās very identity. the extremes of isolation in the way that the new vampire, in most narratives, must cut all ties to their mortal life, or else go through an elaborate charade to maintain the facade of humanity, while forever still being removed from it. and the sheer dependence and vulnerability of being in an entirely new state of being, wholly uncertain of what it entails, and relying on another person to defineā¦ everything.
#or just the moral dilemmas#rewatching amc interview is kind of making me insane#that moment in episode two when louis is looking for a sort of assurance in the fact that lestat may actually have some good in him#look at how he cares about music look at the simple wondrous things that can bring him joy#and then the immediate dread when the opera performance turns out to be imperfect because he knows how lestat will react to *that*#I think thereās also something really interesting in the highlighting of lestat upbraids the less skilled singer before killing him#(slowly)#but also I will wait to watch more before I articulate my thoughts#vampires#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#i ramble sometimes#I do still find the lestat and claudia film and novel dynamic by far the most compelling for how she tries to usurp him but almost to be him#but Iām enjoying this#Iām very curious if I will like show claudia more on rewatch#the movie always resonated most with me (sue me lol) because there seemed to be more simultaneous fondness and attachment even at the end
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Heyo I have come back from my animation hermit hole with some work to show. It was a blast to make and I think it turned out pretty nice! :33
This is an animation part for the Halloween MAP @the-lion-guard-88 is hosting by the way!! Make sure to stay tuned for the full release of it at the end of this month. And also if your willing, you could also check out the livestream on her channel happening on 26th I believeāshould be fun šāØ
Also I have to include this somewhereāitās my civil duty as a Puzzle enjoyer. Behold the really poorly rushed Procreate photo mashup edits of Puzzles that I snuck into animation as a fun goofy Easteregg detail lol. Same thing with the SMG3 plushie in the cornerāalthough he was included solely because I noticed other people had him in their MAP parts. So I wanted to keep a little continuity going to connect all parts together. We love sillies here <3
#YOU DONāT KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE THIS SMUG TV GUY PUT ME THROUGH OHHHHH IāM GONNA TOSS HIM INTO A WALL#the amounts of times I thought āoh hey Iām super close to being done we are making great progress on this!!ā#only to realize his face is disjointed and his limbs disappear mid-frame and the shadows evaporated andā#point being for a guy with a simple design heās so hard to keep consistent when moving lol#but I could never hold it against him <3#even if heās cost me to be late on my Photography class homework#last night was a āchoose between two evilsā situation of animating or doing homework#alas sometimes our toughest battles fall into the hands of indecisive artists#animation#mr puzzles smg4 animated#smg4 mr puzzles#smg4 animation#hplonesome art
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TWD - The making of 4x11
#sometimes i just like to deal good simple trash ya know#Andrew Lincoln#*#andygifs#many thots....i mean thoughts#....i don't tho#bellyĀ (ā”āæā”āæ)#renaissance sculptors hate this man#Michelangelo gonna just throw David in the river and give up#hey nice rack#anyone got a quarter we can bounce off him#form an orderly line to cosplay as his duty belt
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How many asks do you have rn and on average? You seem to get a lot and i have a few questions but if you have a ton of asks i donāt want to send a bunch and make it worse lol
You can always send me asks! Getting asks is extremely rewarding and I feel lucky to be surrounded by such chatty and interactive people. You have no idea how much the feedback I receive inspires me.
I read them all and try to answer as many as I can, but unfortunately it's not feasible for me to respond to every one, I'm just one person with limited time and energy. If they're particularly motivating and make me want to draw something, it may take a while for me to get around to it. I regularly dig through my inbox to find old asks that I missed, so if you sent me a long and thoughtful message at some point and I never posted it, I'm very likely still thinking about it and might get back to it eventually.
#lore guestions are interesting but I usually have to think about them for 64 years before I manage to put my thoughts together sorry#sometimes people send me art prompts headcanons and little short stories and those are my favorite#health boosted instantly#but they too tend to languish in my inbox for ages because I love responding to them with art#and even simple sketches can take time to finish#answered#anonymous
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I become 300% more of both a lover and a hater when I'm on my period. just a time of the month when I have strong opinions I would say
#i want to kiss a butch for 3 hours. also i'm the only one in the world with correct opinions about everything#me the main character of life#anyway i saw this post complaining about sanitized mass marketable queer art#where the person described themselves based on the interests i guess they thought were most stereotypical and then were like#isn't there something rawer or more real than this#to which i would say there is! but you went to the queer market day#idk it is a frustration of mine too i do get it#but i think some people could stand to just get weirder and like the things they like#idk i buy cute little queer stickers all the time but i regularly stand out as a strange person in both queer and straight communities#get a friend who worked the same shit job who will sell you abstract alien art they made while they were high it's not hard#go to goodwill more. you'll find some raw expressions of humanity.#if you just want your interests to be more genuine to you it's simple#you just have to accept that maybe 2 other people will be able to rec you music or foods you enjoy#being more specific isn't everything it's cracked up to be sometimes#i think the problem here is mainly capitalism
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Popping in because i want all of you to know that my most effective coping method recently has been that whenever i start spiraling i send a meme to my best friend about how much i love them and both the 1) reminder of how great they are and how lucky i am to have them in my life and 2) the time it takes to find a sufficient meme almost always manages to pull me out of it so highly recommend
#have i mentioned that i love my best friend because i DOOOOO#also sometimes they send me one back :)#itās currently the most effective thing at making me feel okay again :)#idk maybe itās kind of simple or obvious#but i just never thought to or had the will to replace the panic and depression with loveš¤·āāļø#but like my best friend is GREAT and iād so much rather think about that and appreciate that over all of the other noise#just like i finally feel like my brain has a safe spot again and i am so very thankful for it because i was going crazy#lifeās just been so difficult recently and im appreciating the little bright spots more than ever i guess#and also my best friend is great and i love them and they are so so SO important to me :) <3!!!!#and i HAD to share that#very important to be crazy about your friends i thinkš¤š¤
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Finnegrin's Wants
So, I've been thinking a lot about Finnegrin's Wake (what Rayllum fan hasn't and yes, as is usually the case, this is because I'm a-fic-ing in this space), and so I've been pondering what Finnegrin's end game was when it came to Rayla.
Finnegrin is about trying to control everything. His crew, Archdragons, the ocean itself. He of all people knows this is impossible, but he's pretty damn good at working around that. His ship, his crew, and even Scumport marches to the beat of his drum.
So, when it comes to the Dragang, what's his ultimate plan? He wants Callum to give him the Dark Magic spell to take down Domina Profundis, and he seems to think he can bargain for this.
Instead of immediately revealing his trump card with the blood freezing spell, he tries to bargin with Callum, offering freedom for a "simple" exchange.
So, once he realises Callum "completely lost himself" seeing Rayla in pain, why dispose of her? Was it to try and completely break Callum? That runs the risk of only alienating him further, though. Rayla could have been the ultimate leverage. Why not subject her to the freezing spell in front of Callum again? Control him that way?
Or did he want Callum desperate? Did he intentionally leave him with the slugs hoping he'd break, resort to Dark Magic in a desperate bid to free the person he clearly cares so much for? Did Finnegrin gamble on Callum realising he was willing to do Dark Magic if given the sufficient incentive.
Was he bidding on him coming to Raylaās rescue, only to fall victim to the freezing spell himself?
Was he then planning to subject Rayla to the spell once again, hoping to push Callum to agree to doing his Dark Magic bidding in exchange for her release from torture?
Did Finnegrin ultimately underestimate just how far Callum was willing to go for Rayla? He has no idea this is the same boy who jumped off the Storm Spire for her with only the desperate hope he knew how to do a spell the might save them both.
How could Finnegrin ever have known that the depth of Callum's love for Rayla would allow him to unlock hidden depths within himself and ultimately understand a new Arcanum?
#i have many thoughts#and sure it could be as simple as pushing the plot forward but let me indulge damn it!#he could have held them together#tortured her in front of Callum and he'd have folded like wet cardboard#i like to think he thinks he has a lot more control than he does#bad Ocean mage#the dragon prince#tdp#rayllum#rayla#callum#tdp finnegrin#sometimes I meta and usually regret it#itās always fic related
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Day 8 - Longing
Day 8 of @darlnyan's ISAT-ober prompts
#in stars an time#isat#isat fanart#isat bonnie#isatober#isatober2024#spades scribbles#I was originally going to have this have more shades but#after lining most of it I thought it was just better left pure black and white?#especially with the crayon brush it just felt fitting#sometimes simple is better methinks
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It's so interesting and so exceedingly frustrating how agab is being utilized now within the queer community as a way to isolate and sort nonbinary and genderqueer folks into binary boxes that determine their moral purity levels, and their authority to do and write and exist.
The way nonbinary writers are being put under accusation of fetishizing gay men while their AGAB is continually brought up in a way that feels like queer-space-approved misgendering.
The way feminist circles that are supposedly trans-inclusive will use the word AFAB in a way that implicitly but intentionally isolates nonbinary people who aren't AFAB from joining. It's for women*.
The way the language is already flawed and leaves out intersex folks from the conversations while focusing on a binary of sex that isn't truthful.
The constant obsessing over whether someone is AFAB or AMAB and whether or not that gives them the privilege to join, do, write, or be present in certain spaces really really concerns me. How are we supposed to dismantle a binary system of gender if we can't even move past forcibly assigning and focusing on people's genders assigned at birth?
#and yes i understand! that agab language can in some circumstances be helpful in inclusive language and in the medical world but ultimately#is misgendering and unnecessary it should be up to the person to disclose their agab not an expectation of them to give up freely#I think that inclusive language shouldnt be misgendering in nature and agab as far as i can tell should only be used in select discussions#and certainly not as a way to frame a nonbinary writer as a ābiological womanā but in a way where the queer community will nod along and sa#āoh they have a pointā because you used the word AFAB instead#honestly afab is the term i see used most frequently and most harmfully towards other nonbinary people who don't identify w the label#to exclude trans women and amab nonbinary people#to frame nonbinary people as āstill womenā because of their assigned gender at birth#also i understand its not as simple as ānot usingā these terms bc they still serve a purpose and are important#but as they leave the queer community and as they enter the hands of cis queer people they become weapons#i wish i could like manifest my thoughts super clearly but i really cant bc its a difficult situation#its just another example of misogyny and bio-essentialism creeping into the queer community#because the patriarchy impacts all things including our discussions of trans oppression and gender we need to stop viewing it#as a strict binary of male female and oh sometimes we'll mention nonbinary people but we're all afab and amabs at the end of the day <3#like flames literal flames#if you wanna like chip into the conversation just shoot me an ask or respond to the post i'd love to hear other peoples perspectives#im not infalliable so if i said anything you view as incorrect especially in regards to intersex folks and how you all would like to be#included in these discussions as im not intersex but am aware of how agab is a subject that leans into the idea of a binary of sex#so yeah rant over <3#retro.bullshit#rant
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mind boggling how sometimes time apart makes old wounds stop stinging and gives a chance at meeting old friends again but as a new person--and then sometimes time apart just gives you a chance to fucking breathe and realize you're far better off this way.
#something something its easier to see when you're indignant on someone else's behalf in a mirrored situation#anyway#my existence on the internet will never allow me the same anonymity as the people i've cut contact with#who can simply change a username to disappear#uncovered glass windows floor to ceiling#either I dance in time with the lights on at night like my feet have never felt blisters#or i smother the whole house in heavy curtains#i doubt it would convince one peering in that yes#it hurt but not as bad as I thought it would#life is anticlimactic that way#my glass house is mine and my sore feet are mine to put to bed and somehow it isn't even to spite you when I try the steps of a dance again#maybe you will see. maybe you won't. it won't matter in the end#sometimes it really is that simple to forget about ghosts pressed to the window
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Oh to have a cute subby boy kissing my inner thighs while I play with his hair, lightly pulling as he decorates my bodyš
#gentle fdom#subby boys#subby men#gentle domination#gentle fem dom#gentle d0m#soft fem dom#boy sub#rosey thoughts#male sub#sometimes simple intimacy is worth its weight in gold
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I think Handsome Jack cried so hard he threw up once he really stood and acknowledged Angel's passing
#i genuinely believe he thought he was doing what was best for her#and maybe he was also punishing her for killing her mother on accident#hes a human there's only so much he can do#and focusing his rage over losing his wife on getting rid of all bandits#bandits that caused the death of his wife by attempting to kidnap his daughter to use her siren abilities to discover vaults#and that being the very same thing that kills her#the game doesnt show you his grief because they dont want you to empathize with someone who is pathologically trying to destroy the other#and i get that. its a simple video game#nuance could muddy things#but i think he loved his daughter#and wept as soon as he was alone#he sought power to protect her#and now he has nothing left#and sometimes i think he may have wanted to die#at the end of BL2#because he failed in completing his one true goal of saving his daughter from herself#anyways sorry#borderlands#handsome jack#redacted
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//hey mod!
Will you have like chapters for each āarcā? Or a link to the very beginning of the asks? Your posts are genuinely what I look forward to in my day, ily and thank u for this wonderful story youāve created. My brain worms are being fedš«¶š«¶//
// i've put the link up in pinned ! ^^ //
#[ ooc ]#// i sometimes have the thought of someone recommending this account to a friend#and it's funny because the early asks were very simple and normal //
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ID: a digital drawing of septimus and beetle holding hands and blushing. They are drawn in a simple style and are looking away from each other. Beetle has a book under one arm and septimus is fiddling with the clasp on his cloak. Both are smiling/end ID
(my colours got messed up going from computer to phone šššš)
#my art#art#septimus heap#digital art#o beetle beetle#I've been messing w style a bit. Bc I want to have a simple way to draw things sometimes#and. Well#it's like chibi style except I can't manage to push the proportions that far#this is NOT my beetle design. I mean it kind of is but I put 0 thought into this#and apparently I haven't drawn him in literally years????????#so like. I'll have to do that at some point bc this isn't perfect by any means
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Grass is green
The sky is blue
Batman's a jackass
So what else is new?
--"Captain Obvious" by Jason Peter Todd
#jason todd#red hood#bruce wayne#batman#dc comics#yes his writing is usually much more thoughtful and long-winded#but sometimes it's simple too
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Yes it's the daily mail, but they have good sports journalists. The Horner email circulated through the whole paddock, so the alleged Mercedes employee could have gotten hold of the email and copied all the recipients from there. Plus the Horner leaks turned out to be true. And other journalists have mentioned the email the day it was sent (June 10) but for some reason there hasn't been a media storm about it - which is suspicious, but Mercedes have probably threatened legal action.
and you donāt think Christian would have threatened legal action? You donāt think any of these journalists, some of whom work for the largest sports media conglomerates in the planet, would risk legal action in order to break what would be one of the biggest stories in recent F1 history?
There hasnāt been a media storm because most of these journalists can smell bullshit and were able to tell that this email was written by a lame fan with way too much time on their hands (but not enough apparently to check their spelling). The only ones who couldnāt happen to work for the one tabloid that I could email right now and say that Iām Kate Middletonās long lost sister and theyād be interviewing me by tomorrow. Be serious.
#also some journalists have reached the conclusion that their emails are more public than they thought#and they are#thatās why the people who got the horner also got this one#sometimes the most simple conclusion is the right one š«¶š¼#jās asks
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