#Someone's gaslighting me for sure
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I might have mixed feelings on the trans Dipper headcanon (most of which boil down to ‘I get it completely, even if I don’t necessarily hc it myself’) but if anyone tries to tell me Alex Hirsch wanted that canon from the beginning, they are out of their minds. This extends to Alex Hirsch himself, unless there’s something about himself that he’d like to share with the fanbase.
And if that’s the case, statement redacted and good for him.
#Hayley Speaks#I mean I could very well be wrong but like#Dipper was based on HIMSELF wasn't he?#And as far as I am aware; he is a cis man#But I keep people saying he said that was a storyline he wanted to do with Dipper and I'm just like ???#Someone's gaslighting me for sure#Maybe it's him; maybe it's the fanbase or maybe it's myself#For the record I wouldn't be against it if it was something he wanted to do all this time#I just don't believe that it WAS#Maybe he ended up liking the idea down the line and was like 'Hey maybe I SHOULD'VE done that'#But to say he wanted to do it all along? Don't lie to me
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SOMEBODY ASKED FOR A HORATIO I SWEAR-
I have no idea where the ask went but I didn't delete it ;-; I didn't imagine that right???? Right??????
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#artists on tumblr#digital art#lackadaisy#lackadaisy horatio#drawing cats#lumin sketch#illustration#cat#it feels like someone is actively gaslighting me#i'm pretty sure someone asked for a horatio
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I'm tired of being nice I just wanna lose my shit on someone. Like just once. Can I please just do that once.
#i am aware i have free will but unfortunately my brain will never allow me to ahow a speck of real emotion to anyone#yippee#excepr for that one time i apparenrly ' yelled at someone' but im p sure my ex bsf was gaslighting me#not saying that word lightly btw they genuinely were gaslighting me into thinking i was hearing voices haha#so#so yeah#anyway#im having a very bad time at work rn
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hey ho am i allowed to be also a little >_> at how much eye imagery is used for sonau aesthetic stuff (including the sonau design with their dumbass third eye that i feel is just another ham fisted way to make them more divinely awesome so over super cool tm imo) when they ALSO went out of their way to damn near erase everything shiekah from totk? .. like shiekah ... the eye guys?
like that could have been used as connection thingy, just like the sonaus apparently always had white hair (granted just looking at rauru and mineru since thats all we got .... also funny how just the two royals are still alive .. hm) like so many other things that could have been used to connect the two (like i have been saying) ... its right there .. why didnt you ..... its so obviously suited to be used to connect the sudden new race with a long established one and lessen the weirdness of it ... and instead its made WORSE bc they for some goddamn reason decided to wipe all shiekah stuff of the map .. espeically or really only all ancient shiekah stuff .. everything that purah makes is there but its not really called shiekah tech and didnt build on anything of the old tech also nothing of the old stuff remains except for one guardian corpse on the hateno lab which is like super weird and also feels more like an accident tbh given how cleanly everything else just vaporized (including.the.shrine.of.life.)
so overall the whole feeling of the ancient shiekah getting fully undone and its all sonau now is made even worse the more you think about it, bc not just is all ancient shiekah tech erased and vaporized like it never happened, even their signature symbols are taken and almost overused by them like its trying to make you forget it was the shiekahs symbol for wayy longer, while the sonau stuff is suddendly shoved in ever single nook and cranny of the map and the worlds history and lore, every mystery or unexplained thing is just answered with 'sonau was here :)', every NPC, including zelda, is now only and severly obsessed with the sonau, its just feels .. so forced?? like it really does feel like some excecutive (?) had the brainworm of sonau and wanted it everywhere no matter how little sense it made and how much it destroyed the themes and already established lore and were anxious you wouldnt like them and severly, horribly overdid it with how cool tm you are supposed to find them
i know just an eye symbol cant just be reserved for one group or whatever and never be reused, and its also still used for the shiekah still there but together with everythign else it just feels weird nonetheless ...
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#ganondoodles rants#also alot of characters just dont act like themselves#like it feels off#and like i mentioned in a previous rant#it feels like totk is trying to gaslight me about what happened in botw#its weird#i like how someone suggested totk is just oot raurus fanfiction where hes a cool furry king and does whatever he wants with the story tho#bc totk sure feels like it is that lol
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would you still think I'm sexy if I wrote george russell / toto wolff rpf
#you know when you look at something and think sure it'd be hilarious if someone actually shipped that and then u gaslight yourself into it#or is that just me#elle.txt
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CrinklyTinfoil bs
Just a collection of receipts since krys decided to go ahead and spew such backwards bs im no longer willing to keep this to myself - i only did in the first place because crinkles spouse (nightjarteeth) asked me to keep it tucked away for a while (Night is aware of the events and supports me in the situation last i checked).
Crinkle really hates the idea of their behavior backfiring & someone they hurt speaking about the experience. They will do anything to discredit people, doesnt matter if they caused the sitch in the 1st place. Its all about appearances, distorting events and grasping at straws for them. If you're their reader and you choose to believe them - remember they were comfortable pulling wool over the eyes of their spouse and someone they called a "dear friend". Ask yourself why anyone else would be exempt from this.
I might update this when i have more time on my hands.
Edit: The housing situation crinkle is now with krys is well deserved, he made his bed. Its just unfair that nightjar has to suffer over his choice of "buddies".
#crinklytinfoil#among us#The Best Laid Plans of Crewmates and Imposters#nicadilly#not posting from main but hey hi i am nikadilly#if you like their writing etc thats great but as someone who knew them for a few years now i feel p sure i can say#Crinkle is not a trustworthy person#i trusted them and it it only got me hurt#how they present themself is nothing but a facade and when you get close enough the cracks start to show#FYI a medical professional stated they are gaslighting people so that's that#if u want to see what i vented the tag on my personal is iykyk im not exactly interested in hiding it lol#my venting is v much true to their behavior#massive copium on these guys' side all around#unlike them i have no reason to bend anything to suit some shaky narrative / if im being a d/ck im being one for a very good reason#im not doing this for notes or whatever its just for my peace of mind & if anyone is interested to know what happened#bcs they will never own up to hurting ppl in any way that counts / they have to play a kicked puppy in front anyone who will listen#housing sitch means - krys is a parasite and nobody wants them around anymore. there is so much more lmao.
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i don’t think i can explain HOW MUCH i want a boyfriend tbh. like i want someone to cuddle with. i want someone to bring me coffee to work and distract me until my manager yells at me. i want movie nights and i want to relate to love songs. i want to listen to the smiths and dance and laugh even though the songs are sad, so sad, but we’re so *happy* together.
#the cure#the smiths#i love the smiths#500 days of summer#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girlblogging#i’m just a teenage girl#i just want to be loved#i want a boyfriend#i want teenage love#i want all of it#like i need my i love the smiths moment with someone#is that too much to ask for tbh#please please please let me get what i want#manifesting a boyfriend#i don’t need a man to live but it sure would be nice to have one !
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I didn't realise who this was until I went to block them, but bogleech found me on DA
Yeah, not shocked in the slightest they don't remember me, that's the privilege these guys have; they get to throw heinous paedophilia accusations at survivors, tell them they deserve to die over fiction and then just move on with their life like nothing happened.
TW: CSA mention, Incest mention
In case you can't tell; with everything else going on my life right now, I have no patience for this left. Don't want a survivor to dump their trauma on you? Don't claim drawings of an imaginary friend are equivalent.
#proship#anti bs#just anti things#pedophillia mention#incest mention#also love the implication that drawings of a cartoon are ''nastier'' than even jokingly claiming a real person deserves to be stabbed#I'm not unblocking them to get screenshots of them claiming I deserve to be stabbed on one of my proship posts#because that would require unblocking someone who claimed I deserve to be murdered and no#but I can promise you it was *not* said in a ''joking'' way#don't try to fucking gaslight me#and regardless even a ''joke'' is still a death threat in the eyes of the law#how quick we forget about the FBI showing up at an antis house for just *implying* they *might* have sent someone a bomb#you know for a group of people that like to throw legalities around so much they sure don't understand how the law works#on the plus side though they do blatantly admit to having said proshippers deserve to be stabbed#they just think that's fine because they ''didn't *really* mean it'' or whatever#I don't really want this having reblog privileges 'cause this is mostly just venting
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The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage
#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it#tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5#i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing#spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time#spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation#got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing'#which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old#which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid#but that made me feel really shitty#spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus#and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses#which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one?#which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here#but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl#they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read#i'm so sorry everyone#i'll try to be better#i just had to put this out somewhere#and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it#anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow#i'm sorry guys#i really am😔
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…wHY do y’all feel the need to mention where someone’s at when they’re not around! Sure I have a crush on that idiot but I’m never going to admit to it, and actively avoid bringing them up myself ‘cause it’d feel like a freudian slip and it’s not my business anyway.
How often do I even come up in y’all’s home conversation. Is it out of pity? Or is this idiot just as insufferable as I am to my friends who are WELL AWAY from this and therefore Safe to repeatedly try spring-cleaning my demiromantic acengst with.
Are y’all pressuring them about me, too, or has that FINALLY, finally eased off.
(And what value can I possibly have, anyway. I’m unemployed and just shy of a shutin from severe anxiety/moderate depression and cptsd, adhd, and a smorgasbord of muscular-skeletal issues that just keep creeping up and staying and moving the goalpost to even TRY getting a job. The idiot has other friends when they have time to spend on them. All I am is stubborn enough to stick around and wait if I’m not actively being chased off IF the other party seems to really want that connection.)
#tiger’s roar#i am pathetic#and it’s hard to feel Good about being moved out#when I CAN’T work/keep a job. and how many credits I have to take to keep my scholarship makes trying to get a part time job Impossible Too#I’m doing this on student debt#and my parents won’t just Stop calling me spoiled apparently out of envy#that they’re able to spot my deposits and rent for the 2 months before reimbursement#and cover getting things like cooking utensils and used furniture and cleaning supplies#even though 2/3rds of what I have I either bought/kept myself OR are things they don’t want anymore#if anything. it should be a victory that they CAN provide this for me#where their parents’ couldn’t or wouldn’t#sure I got to move out whereas they immediately married ‘cause a kid was in the oven and the judgement that came with that#but they also weren’t chronically ill to the point of disability#and the chances of me marrying? almost zero. because I’m asexual and kiss repulsed and demiromantic#…sure I’m pretty sure my crush likes me back. and despite what happened last year their family really seems to like me#but even if they felt they did have the time and energy to just. ask me out? or hang out like we both seem to want?#I don’t think I’d ever accept that I wouldn’t just. drag them down with my stupid health#and even WORSE: make them feel sensually neglected ‘cause I can’t even think about kissing without basically gaslighting myself.#…friends can be supportive and physically intimate with hugs and whatnot#but me as a girlfriend? HA. I can’t give someone ‘enough’ without making myself feel utterly awful#and yeah. there’s a grief with that.#I’ll…try to let it be someone else’s Choice. not make someone else’s decisions for them#…but.
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“Fandom spaces are sacred, you can't censorship them!” If fandom spaces are sacred, WHY WON'T YOU MAKE IT SAFE FOR RACIALIZED PEOPLE, FOR FUCK'S SAKE?
#This is specifically aimed at one specific son of a bitch who made a whole post defending racist fiction in favor of “freedom of speech”#and one of their lame excuses was “someone could be venting/using it to cope” when we came to the 2020 ao3 George Floyd incident#if that nigga wasn't a whole white supremacist I don't know what they were#and if anyone in the notes start to defend this situation I'm gonna shit at your door#ao3#tagging ao3 because y'all need to bring your attention to this /srs#y'all need to understand that black people wanting to be respected inside fandom spaces is NOT a slippery slope for censorship#but gaslighting us over it sure is#racism#fandom racism#you can't filter out structural problems#anti blackness#fandom hates people of colour#black#black pride#black people#this is mostly about anti black racism so I'm not sure if it's gonna go good if I tag about other races/ethnicities#sorry#if it's needed let me know /srs#fandom spaces#fandom
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aight im just gonna say it. some folks really gotta stop treating nishikiryu like they’re actually related and considering anyone who’s so much as Okay with them as a pairing of being incest apologists. like. that’s a legitimately fucked up and serious thing to accuse someone of just because of your view of two factually unrelated fictional characters.
#like. i really don’t like yumi being a love interest for kiryu and think she’d be best as a sister figure to him#a dynamic which could’ve formed while growing up alongside him at sunflower. that absolutely does not mean I would start blocking#and shittalking people for being ‘incest shippers’ as if I have the mora high ground and self righteousness to do so#it is really not different. only difference is the use of the word kyodai. which is an honorary title and not inherently synonymous with#viewing someone as your Actual Literal Sibling.#like just. chill the fuck out.#throwing that kinda accusation around is honestly no better than someone throwing around terms like ‘abuser’ or ‘gaslighting’#over subjective and unserious situations#no one is asking you to change your view of them. no one’s asking you to like them as a pairing. just say you don’t see it that way and move#on. not everything is a moral issue where someone needs to be condemned for something.#tldr: don’t be an asshole#this reminds me of the post that’s like. hey sometimes it’s okay to just say you don’t like someone/something without trying to prove#that disliking it is the Morally Correct thing to do.#like for real dude.#anyway might delete this later or simplify it becuase I have honestly been scared to say anything about this for a long time#due to seemingly the majority of people considering this a highly controversial hot button issue#also sure blocking people is an option but. if you like someone/most of someone’s content and just don’t like a certain pairing or topic or#whatever that they’ll reblog on occasion you can also just. block the tag. unless they don’t tag their shit then it’s more understandable#but i most certainly do and I appreciate when other people do the same because I have one major pairing tag in this fandom blocked because#of how much i don’t like it and plenty of people I follow post this pairing occasionally and shockingly it does not bother me. because#of the ability to filter via tags. it’s really not hard#anyway yeah sorry. let’s see how fast I delete this cause boy am I scared of getting eaten alive for this Apparently Hot Take#rambling#edit: also just wanna note that this isn’t even my main/favorite pairing or anything. im not a diehard nishikiryu guy#im a diehard kazumaji guy though for sure. but I have a strong opinion on the topic because. like I said. the gravity of people’s#accusations is beyond Not Okay
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Your tags make the inbox full of death threats worth it😭💖
Oh what I'd do to be able to copy paste my Sweetest anons in the damn world luck onto every other proselfshipper on this website what do you MEAN there are people sending RIAN YAGI DEATH THREATS??? He's so nice????
I have never gotten a death threat in my life and I would love to trade you my ask box so you could experience the sweetest anons ever as you deserve
#YOUR POST WAS FIRE AND I CANNOT BELIEVE SOMEONE WOULD GET MAD OVER IT??? HELLO???#Rian how ARE YOU IT'S BEEN TEN MILLION YEARS#To me#God bless Villain Fuckers and their deep twisted views on fictional romance#The whole post got my brain swirling on emotional manipulation and gaslighting which I don't normally think about#Because they're NOT funny and problematic stuff I only include in funny ways#But the unfunny is fun to mess with at times#And I am a think thonkin... especially on Maximillien#I know I didn't tag anyone in the post originally but it's mostly for sure Maximillien and like. AU AFO but that one's too specific to me
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Someone asked me about commissions earlier, which only happened to me once before by a friend, and I'm freaking out a bit, but more on the panicky side
#i always liked the idea of someone enjoying my art to the point of wanting to commission me#but now i don't feel deserving of it#and drawing for someone else - especially with monetary expectations just makes me so nervous#I'm also not sure i want the connection between money and fandom#but i also keep saying i wish i could have a job in art one day like a fucking clown#heLP#i hate that whenever i receive a compliment (in a roundabout way or not) my brain tries to convince me that everyone is lying to me#i should start trying to gaslight myself into the opposite#i don't think my view on my art is as distorted as it used to be#but i also still see all the flaws and so i get sad whenever i receive a compliment????#this isn't normal right
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every time i get a migraine im like [literally cannot see anything] hmm am i sure this is really a migraine? i know my head hurts so much i want to throw up but am i sure im just exaggerating. am i even in pain? is this really bad?
#i get migraine auras so my vision literally goes.#its called temporary blindness#ill be like. am i sure im not just faking it#honestly honestly im sure this is a symptom of being gaslight by my ma but. its just sad mostly.#wish i had someone to take care of me when im like this
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Okay well to no one’s surprise my physical therapist also seems convinced that there’s nothing wrong with me and I just have to fucking stretch it off I guess
#I have fucking had it with healthcare workers seriously#and now that I think back on it too my PD was always thinking that my ailments were connected to me being an addict#like with the PVNS in my arm her first thought was to make sure it wasn’t an infection from shooting up#I haven’t shot up in years??????#like can you fucking treat me like a person and not someone jst making up pain for pills or whatever the fuck it is you think I’m doing#I want to fucking scream at these people I feel like I’m being gaslighted by every healthcare person I’ve talked to about this
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