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Breathe In (All of Me)
Part 1
āMr. Munson,ā call-me-Steve says. āBack straight, please, you are not trying out for Notre Dame.ā Warm fingertips press into his lower back. āThere, much better. Feel the stretch. Let yourself breathe in the fresh air and breathe out all your insecurities.ā
āWish I was breathinā in a blunt right about now,ā Eddie mutters.
Steve steps away and sits with a sigh. āAlright, sit up.ā His voice sounds different now, likes heās completely done with Eddieās shit. Join the club, pretty boy. āWhat exactly are you here for?ā
Eddie shrugs, rolls his shoulders. Meets Steveās eyes in a show of defiance when he says, āIt was this or rehab two years ago. Rehab didnāt work.ā He leans back on his hands, the perfect picture of calm confidence. āThis was the more drastic measure.ā
āYouāre not here because you want to be.ā Itās not a question.
Eddie snorts. āWhat gave it away?ā
āMunson. That nameās familiar to me.ā
Eddie tilts his head. āNot to toot my own horn, sweetheart, but Iām kinda a household name. Metal band, called Corroded Coffin. Iām the lead singer and guitarist.ā
Steve snaps his fingers and points at Eddie. āThatās it! God, my kids are obsessed with you.ā
Eddie raises his brows. āKids?ā
Steve shrugs. āNot actually, but yeah. Babysat them when we were younger. Got into some crazy shit. We stuck by each other. Now they call me mom to annoy me.ā
Eddie snickers. āAnd theyāre fans, you say?ā
āOh yeah, Dustin? Heās my original kid, it all started with him, heās super into that-ā he wiggles his fingers, āthat dragon game, the one with the dice. You do that one podcast, right? With your bandmates?ā
āHoly shit, yeah! That thing almost completely flopped, Iām surprised thatās where you know me from.ā
Steve snorts, rolls his eyes. āDustinās a meddling little shit. Not to toot my horn, sweetheart, but heās the reason it didnāt completely flop.ā
Eddie just raises a brow. Oh, heās going to be fun.
Steve sighs again and stands. āI think weāll be done for today. Letās meet again next week and try something else. Same time work for you?ā
Eddie shrugs. āHey, youāre the doctor.ā
Steve grins. āThen where the hellās my doctor pay?ā
Eddie looks him up and down. āI think it went into your uniform.ā He grins and walks out the door before Steve can respond.
Steve stares into the full-length mirror. Itās not that badā¦ right?
He puts the thought out of his mind and strides out to the receptionistās desk. āRobin.ā
āYeah, I saw him leave. Whatāre you thinking?ā
Steve looks out the door Eddieād walked out of a minute prior. āIām thinking puppies.ā
#Someone please tell me this is something#Do I have a plan? No#Will I figure one out as I go? Maybe#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#eventual steddie#robin buckley#platonic stobin#dustin henderson#yoga instructor steve harrington#rockstar eddie munson#Breathe in (all of me)#Starambles
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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.
"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."
i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.
you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"
i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.
what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.
i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.
"don't make a big deal about this," you said.
this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.
"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.
you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."
the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.
afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."
#spilled ink#writeblr#i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience#that i think is specific to the internet generation#where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy#sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw#like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex#bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is#something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it
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I think itās kind of messed up how we only find out that Rook was stuck in the fade for weeks at the end of the game through Bellaraās romance path and itās not mentioned anywhere else
#I just saw a post about it and what do you mean it was weeks????#Did I miss something? Someone please tell me I miss something#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#veilguard spoilers
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big big big fan of found family relationships with shithead sibling dynamics
sure, yeah, they had no one in the world until they found each other, and they will fight tooth and nail for each other's safety, but they will also eat the last of the other's cereal and put the box back in the cabinet or tell the other's significant other every embarrassing story about them or greet each other by means of full body tackle and chokehold
#ragsycon exclusive#mark and pip have this dynamic and it gives me so much joy#she gives him so much shit for being awkward and painfully uncool but she will not hesitate to stab someone for being mean to him#he's focusing on something & doesn't hear her come in the room and she slaps him on the shoulder which startles him so badly he alert barks#which he is instantly mortified by the fact that he just literally actually barked and goes 'please don't tell anyone that happened'#to which pip responds by showing him her phone screen where she has just texted literally everyone that this just happened#......#hall of fame
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I've seen a lot of different takes on Fear Toxin/other fear causing stuff (Yellow Lanterns Ring or something)(later just called Fear Toxin cause I'm lazy) but here is another one.
Danny seems like he isn't affected by Fear Toxin because his biggest fear is that his accident changed him so much he is no longer human, he can no longer truly experience human things.
So when he gets lungful of fear Toxin, he feels normal. He was antsy before, because c'mon, it's a rogue attack but it's not worse. Or so he thought. Because the anxiety lingers. Not enough to register as abnormal just this slight hypervigilance that makes you see things about yourself and your surroundings that you'd never realize otherwise. He'd realize he doesn't blink as often. He'd realize that if he doesn't consciously focus, he sometimes seems to not touch the ground. Forgets to breathe. He can't feel his own pulse at time. He'd realize people will miss him when he's walking down the street as if he was invisible (people just don't care about everyone they pass by). When he'd look straight into his reflection, he'd look slightly to the left. Not enough to actually name anything that was wrong but just stretched enough to fall on the wrong side of the uncanny valley. If he just caught his reflection in the peripheral vision, it'd be vaguely shadowy creature with glowing green eyes and white smoke instead of hair. Overall he'd be just wrong enough to be distinctly not human.
For everyone else, he'd be just a dude. Literally couldn't find more normal dude than this dude. Will pass as absolutely normal human unless someone is specifically looking for ecto-ghost stuff. Even most magic users wouldn't clock him at the glance
Tldr: Fear Toxin makes Danny perceive himself as some sort of eldritch horror but not enough to make him believe he'd actually be affected, while from outside perspective he's Just A Dudeā¢
#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#fear toxin#please no Ghost King#nothing against this au but i don't think it'll mesh well woth this idea#probably works best with danny soon after accident#maybe still believing all of his parents anti-ghost propaganda#that'd add to angst for sure#idk why he is somewhere where he could be affected#idk who would realize something is wrong#up to whoever wants to do expand on this prompt#he'd cry when someone tells him he's been in fact affected by fear causing thing#because this means he *is* human and while he was fundamentally changed by his death#it didn't fully get rid of his humanity#but he won't tell that too busy being relieved so whoever delivered the news would be in for the ride#actually it'd be cool if it was someone who has superpowers but they showed up later in their life#parallels y'know#... i may still not be normal about āi wonder what could lie beyond infinityā by Numinous_Scribe on ao3...#top notch fic go read it great Clark characterization#anyway because plot kinda escaped me#hope this idea scratches someone's creative braincell or something#im curious what y'all will make out of it#yellow lantern#have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part
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You!! Hey you!! Are you looking for a pair of kittens? Do you live In Or Near Oklahoma? Do you wish you could listen to purring all the time? Do you want a cat that looks like an aye-aye?
long story short, we found these two kittens at the bottom of a garbage can!! I don't like to think about how they ended up in there- but we heard them crying while on a walk, and it's very lucky they were so loud! They were scared at first, but now they NEED to be snuggled at all times. Crazy how adaptable kittens are. I'd prefer to rehome them as a pair, but I'd consider adopting them out individually if that's my only option! Please IM me if you're interested in both/either of these babies, or if you have any questions at all!!
#reblogs would of course be appreciated#kittens#cats#sergle.txt#WE'RE DOING IT AGAIN EVERYBODY LAST TIME IT WAS CHALUPA NOW IT'S TWITCH AND CHAT#please please please take these cats from me I swear to god. you will love them. something clicked in their heads and now they LOVE people.#I'm telling you right now that adopting cats as a Set is the best idea. there's no better way to have two cats that Get Along#and you get to watch them play. and bc they keep eachother company they can handle being left alone for chunks of time#Chalupa really needed all hands on deck but I actually think someone who works full-time could have these two no problem#because they keep themselves occupied if you leave them alone but are ecstatic when you're around#source: they are upstairs rn to keep them separate from our Resident Cats and I hear them galloping around all the time while they play.
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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:
i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???
#ramble#sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well#if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD#he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE#like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one#holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do#and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that#idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything#also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore#so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks#also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently#also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this#again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable#if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time
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The silly stupid alien show about ghosts that steal your cock and balls just pulled the most gut wrenching, poignant shit possible and portrayed it so artistically and meaningfully what is even life.
This was MASTERFULLY done. The visual and environmental storytelling, the subtle foreshadowing, and inject those motifs into my fucking BLOOD.
Ho. Ly shit. Good fucking lord.
#dandadan#dandadan episode 7#ok so it should come as no surprise that i grew up on paranormal stories about ghosts aliens cryptids urban legends the whole nine yards#acrobatic sara sara is one japanese urban legend i don't see portyayed a lot. it's a bit nore obscure so when i saw they included her#i was IMMEDIATELY hyped.#but this episode#they did something so different#so unique#this is what i love about adaptations of urban legends you can do so much with them put so much meaning into something so underdeveloped#and what they did with that concept. holy shit.#they took a baseline legend about an underrated woman yokai - something that there are plenty of - saw her gimmick#and just shot it out of the motherfucking park.#it made me insane and then it made me cry so hard i gagged im dead serious.#the art in this show has been beautiful so far but never has it meant as much to me as it did here.#i love these characters so fucking much.#i need to read the manga. please dear god someone tell me where i can read the manga for free.#acrobatic silky#dandadan spoilers#dandadan acrobatic silky#dandadan aira#aira shiratori#if you hate aira shiratori genuinely fuck all the way off.
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ghost putting a gun to the back of your head while you suck him off.
#someone hold me back from writing this šµāš«#you cannot tell me this isn't something simon would do#like please he so would#and he'd make sure you were slobbering and drooling and making a total mess from the pressure#just so he could praise and degrade you for every little mistake#your cheeks would be bruised and aching by the end of it from being smacked#and don't forget about a sore head from him smacking the gun against your head :(#okay im rambling ill stfu now š«£#simon ghost riley#simon riley#ghost simon riley#mw2 ghost#cod ghost#ghost#ghost call of duty
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Jacob Blackās Self Saving System and His Shenanigansā¢ļø
#jacob black#jacob blackās self saving system#jbsss#twilight#the twilight saga#twilight renaissance#edward cullen#Tell me your MC is a loser without telling me that your MC is a loser.#I rewatched twilight the other day and the acting was so painfully awkward like āā#guys Iām trying to finish the second part but college is killing mešš#itās 45% done but the writerās block and my schedule is just ā#Like the quizzes and CTs are legit going to be the death of me.#Also can please someone teach me C programming ?#I canāt understand shit and I have a test in like three days.#why did I have to take engineering#just a lil something before I get my act together and post the second part
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ghghghhg their dynamic is so fun. love bisexual ppl
Eckstraā¦ I think itās funny that someone like othello managed to bag both undertaker and grelle aka the baddest bitches out there. Meanwhile heās just a lame loser /; itās his transgender looks and autistic personality it captivates them
#tfw u bring ur new gf to meet ur ex husband#I knoooow he was embarrassed like. please believe me he was hotter 70 something years ago):#kiddingā¦. othello wouldnāt#he dgaf aroace king#he needs someone to match his freak#grelle tames his freak unfortunately#shes sick of him alreadyā¦#sheās forced to listen to him info dump#which is a love language of itself but she dgaf! sheās terrible#othello just has the hots for ppl who tell him to shut up tbh#black butler#kuroshitsuji#black butler fanart#undertaker#undertaker black butler#grelle sutcliff#grelle x othello#grellthello#?#underthello#kinda#othello black butler
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I canāt believe a boyfriend made a silly sex joke to lighten the mood after both partners had a moment of vulnerability. The audacity. The horror. The normalcy! Unbelievable. How dare a conversation about feelings turn to levity. How dare a couple have a light chat about trauma-related things over dinner that doesnāt turn into an incredibly deep heart to heart instead of a joke and moving on. Unbelievable. Iām never watching this show again! šš»
#911 spoilers#bucktommy#Evan buckley#Tommy kinard#look#as a queer person in a relationship with another queer person#both of whom have major familial trauma#trust me when I say you generally DONT WANT ever reference to your feelings and trauma to turn into a huge deep discussion#sometimes you just say something vulnerable#and the other person does too#and then you joke about it and move on#humour is powerful coping mechanism as well#one that is pretty common especially among guys#people need to freaking relax ffs#Tommy is not a horrible person for making a flirty joke#things were said and feelings were acknowledged#and then they moved on#this is all perfectly freaking natural#Buck is not some sensitive flower that canāt handle a silly joke about daddy issues#please I beg you all to look at this at a distance with some common sense#rather than the ābut Buck is traumatized and must always be treated delicately!!ā lens#and I am saying all of this as someone who really doesnāt give two fucks about the joke itself#Iām not into daddy kink idgaf#but if the idea that a queer couple isnāt allowed to insert a flirty joke to lighten a moment of vulnerability#then I donāt know what to tell you#you personally finding something innapropriate does not mean itās actually innapropriate#please just chill out ffs#no one wants to hear about how evil Tommy is for hitting on his boyfriend for months and months to come
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You know, Caster Gilgamesh really likes Ritsuka, doesn't he. And I mean really really.
It's kinda low-key (of course it is, it's fucking CasGil), but when I had this epiphany I went back to some scenes with him and. Huh. It's true.
He sees himself as a guide for humanity. Hell, he's the one who kickstarted the Age of Man. And Ritsuka turned out to be the kind of human he likes.
Of course, Ritsuka is a completely ordinary, unremarkable human, having lived on peaceful times. No exploits, no breakthroughs in any field. Also definitely subpar as a mage. You'd think Gilgamesh would see them as nothing more than an ant, maybe even less.
Even so, it was Ritsuka who stood up on times of hardship and decided to fight. It's Ritsuka who refused to give up, Singularity after Singularity and Lostbelt after Lostbelt. It's Ritsuka who continues to pick themselves up and run, defying gods and Beasts and whatever the world throws their way. It's Ritsuka who carries the flag of humanity now.
And I think CasGil appreciates that a lot. Rather than leaning on the exploits of great figures, he thinks that Ritsuka's struggle holds far more meaning. If even the most ordinary person can stand up and achieve impossible things, then isn't that the perfect proof of the Human Order's value? Isn't that the perfect rebuttal against the fate imposed by the gods?
It makes me think of his Valentine's Day scene, actually. Instead of a physical gift like Archer Gil, CasGil chose a boat tour throughout Uruk, a city that houses plenty of memories for both him and Ritsuka. I wonder if he acknowledges that Uruk lives within them, too.
#and that's nothing to say of how much guda genuinely adores casgil#please do correct me on this but I believe casgil is the only one who guda addresses by ēę§ (ou-sama)#their general behavior around him is so cute lol#someone draw gudako in that meme with the caption āme when gilgamesh tells me to do somethingā for me#i'll give you 300 yen#fate/grand order#fgo#fujimaru ritsuka#caster gilgamesh#casgil
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There's many little details in Harusono's works that tend to take space in my mind (like the background gag of the boys piling up bottles) but one of them is this picture:
There's cake, there's a ton of people and there's someone being thrown???
Idk I just think that they Kagiuras are probably great pary guests.
Full panel for more context:
#Hirano to Kagiura#Someone please write a fic of them getting married and the reception being all that cause the kagiuras are the heart of parties#/hj#but actually#(and despite the fact that we know nothing about Hirano's childhood)#I'm totally and completely obsessed with the implications of them giving each other what they didn't have in their own childhood or family#as in#Kagiura whose birthday is celebrated alongside Christmas#and who has enough siblings that the ones born in close dates have their celebratios mashed together#being for once someone's priority and the one to get spoiled and have special treatment#on the other hand#Hirano who's an only child having this big loving and caring family doting on him...#can you tell I love the 3rd chapter of the novel?#the fact that Kagi aunt bought Hirano a cake despite that being the first time they met#the fact that the whole family sang him happy birthday#the fact that Kagi's siblings play with Hirano#I love all that#If you got to this point of the tags let me tell you that I think so much about this scene and about those implications that#I had to go over the entirety of my blog to check if I haven't made this post already#something something you may have not seen it but I've given this speech already (in my mind)
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Los Chicos Peleandoooooo
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#song lan#xue yang#I know it makes jokes less funny if you explain them but I feel like I gotta for this one:#xue yangās Spanish here is playing on the fact heās a beginner (using a commonly taught phrase)#combined with the fact that heās clearly taking what heās heard Xiao Xingchen use.#of course XY would want to know how to cuss someone out in another language. Do you think XXC would teach him how? Nope.#XY would ask āHow do I to someone I really hate them?ā#and XXC would say āYou tell them āTe Amo Muchoā :ā¢)ā#As FAR as XY is concerned he knows *so* many swears. These words are just terms of endearment.#XXC would not swear or cuss anyone out but he *would* punctuate phrases with general terms of endearment.#More so directed towards A-Qing but Xue Yang has been proven to be a decent indirect learner.#That said he has also been shown to Not Quite Get The Nuances (consequences of observational learning).#Sadly he never had a good observational model for love or compassion B*(#Spanish speakers please oh god please correct me if I biffed something badly here. I can fix it.
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do i Look normal about them
for the sake of the joke, we're ignoring the whole okiya subaru | akai shuichi | kudou yusaku | edogawa conan | kudou shinichi ordeal that episode 781 had going on, okay. that's just furuya coming to akai to file another complaint.
og posts are linked below the cut !!
otpbutmakeitspicy with i suffer from 'men are hotter banged up' disease (preach)
whatsappauntie with ever since i was a little girl i think might have been deleted since the link and qrts dont work
H1TWOM4N with punished for my jests (+1 for the image)
fic tagged as "trust me" i say as i drive backwards (fandom: spiderman)
link to drug dealer? no man. hug dealer. come here (via me because i don't know what rb etiquette there is)
clouis-loumentine with what is a rival (again, sorry, via me because the link doesn't work ??)
ft-an with called you bro but im kinda in love with you
teaboot with the found family
theft etc is from a fic i wrote. the title was not chose intentionally and it's not even for dcmk (actually 'i wrote' is a lie. its an abandoned little child, oops)
jessecase with the extreme cold alert with the recommendation to check up on your local elderly fbi agent
oate and the ongoing argument
#IF I GOT SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE TELL ME#im posting this b4 going to sleep and i am so tired im not sure if this fits together#like if link doesnt work or the ALT is completely fucked up#dcmk spoilers#detective conan spoilers#case closed spoilers#if someone can comprehend okiya subaru | akai shuichi | kudou yusaku | edogawa conan | kudou shinichi enough for it to be a spoiler ig#anyway. yeah im back on my bs#dcmk#detective conan#case closed#magic kaito#kuroba kaito#kaitou kid#koizumi akako#haibara ai#furuya rei#amuro tooru#akai shuichi#okiya subaru#edogawa conan#hattori heiji#heishin#for the soul#hakuba saguru#im so sorry to not have found a screencap w him in it fr :(#dcmk textposts#<- the collection (as always)#was anyone going to tell me i had this tagged as āhaibā and āfuruyā respectively or was i supposed to find out myself
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