#Siya Malik

[katarinas-redemption]

the task force

these were in my drafts... might be out of order.

[ultrahpfan5blog]

The Blacklists ends in an expectedly uninteresting and lethargic way....

The Blacklist season 10 has felt off right from the very beginning. There just feels like there hasn't been a purpose to this season apart from saying that the show reached 10 seasons and having some sort of ending. But there wasn't any real drive in the season. The initial hope was that the drive would be in returning Blacklisters teaming up against Red and the task force, but that storyline fizzled out very fast. The final arc also felt fairly by the numbers and ended the season and series in a way that was unsatisfying but also completely expected. There hasn't been any narrative drive in the show for years now, and it has never felt like the writers had any specific endgame in mind, and that is how it felt. The show rendered the task force members to be rather toothless. At no point for years have the task force been able to one up Red. The finale should have concluded with Ressler catching up with Red and then Red dying, instead of using the weird Bull metaphor they introduced in season 10 to kill Red, that never made much sense to me. I think Harold Cooper suffered the most as a character because he spent the entire season being so indignant that Red kept conning them, as if he hadn't done that a 100 times. There was no real closure to any of the characters. Aram never returned after the season premiere. We don't know what happened to Cooper, Ressler, Dembe, Siya, Herbie etc... We just have to assume things. The show should have given some closure for the first 3 characters at least. I mean, Ressler came back to the FBI because of The Blacklist being Liz's calling and wanting to not have her death be the end. What would he do now given there is no more task force and no more Reddington? I can assume that Cooper retired, and Dembe maybe goes and reunites with his daughter. But still, just a montage showing what the characters are doing would have been nice. I never expected any further info about Red's identity because I feel they gave the answer in the season 8 finale without coming out and directly saying it, and it isn't important anymore anyways. There was a nice monologue by Dembe in the finale, which was well acted, and there were some nice scenes with Reddington with various characters, and I liked that Ressler is the one to finally find Reddington at the end and we see him put Red's hat on Red's body as a sign of respect, but all in all, an underwhelming end to an underwhelming season, to a show that was great for about 6 seasons, before it started treading water.

[loisfreakinglane]

THE QUEEN OF MY DREAMS (2023, dir. Fawzia Mirza)

[hiyo-xn]

having the blacklist as one of my little special interests, annoys my mom cause i like watching an episode or two at night before i go to bed and im on my 4th rewatch😔

im sorry mom i just love the blacklist so much

its just so good. and shit too but whatever. there was some definitely some interesting parts to the show but awesome and good parts too.

its weird to watch that new show "Doc" and see the actor who played siya malik on there LMAOO

it also lowkey sucks having the blacklist as my special interest because nobody my age has heard of it😭 UAGGHH its lowkey niche if i can say that and i wish more people knew about it. i need more fan media PLEASEEEE🙏😭 i need more dembe art 🔥

[losterthanlost]

April 6, 2025

Hello.

Dali lang kay medyo palag ko this afternoon, pipol. Gihimo na pud niya nang mag tampo2x. Pero siya ning dili mu-reply or mu-check man lang sa ako chat. Okay lang ni dapat actually kay di man mi uyab. Pero kung dili ko niya ma-replyan dayon ginaisip ra nako na busy siya, or wala gana muchika na pud kay down days niya or something. Kasabot ko ana. Maong nagshift na ko to checking-in lang na style sa pag chat. I mean tung mag-send lang ako gif na sulod saglit then gif ulit na mag-labas. Para no need na for conversation. Tapos eto siya nagtampo-tampo?

Gago. Ako ang malungkot dito. Ikaw pa may gana magtampo. Well matampuhin pro max din ako basta napuno na kaya don't try me. I-gets mo sana na upset ako sa tono ko sa chats ko or 24 hours ka ulit sa akin. Tapos off ko na notifs ko. Kainis masyado. Ana pa siya gahapon na ang limit niya daw is hangtod sa magskwela ko ulit sa monday. So abi nako gusto niya magchika jud over the weekend pero dili man active. Pero I still understand.

Kung gusto magchika, magchika ka na agad. Wag mo na ako patanung-tanungin. Ako nga dere-derecho mag yap eh pero di mo nga inaalala sinasabi ko. Kainis. Kainis talaga. Di naman ako ganito dahil nagde-demand ako ng attention or what kay di ko man siya uyab. Pero kahit na friend ko lang ito siya na babae, ang pangit po talaga ng tono. I swearrr. Mas masakit lang itong case niya kasi gusto ko siya and alam niya yon. Oo posible na gumaganyan siya, nagpapa-suyo kasi gusto niya rin naman ako. Like lambing taktik lang ba. Deputa. Kasi MU kami, MU. Mutual Undestanding. Pero I am not gonna pretend na okay lang sa akin ang ganyang galawan. Naiyak po ako talaga. Pucha.

Ako na lang palagi nag-eexpress ng heart ko sa aming dalawa. Ako na lang palaging emotional. Kainis. Kung last chat na namin to, kaya ko pa mag-carry on peacefully. Bahala na.

Siya naman yung ewan kanina. Last chat din ako. Pfft. Kalagot jud.

Kainis. Kainis talaga. Pangit din naman entry ko sa buhay niya tho. Oo, final na para sa kaniya na wala na sila ng ex niya pero 2 weeks fresh pa lang silang officially broken up. And sad siya sa whole 2 weeks na yun. Umiyak pa nga siya nung feb 13 eh and naglast message sa girl via email. And sanay na ako sa mga ingana na tao na ma-attach sa akoa. Tungod sa akong bright and warm personality. Gets ko kayo, pipol. OO, murag arrogant ko paminawon for saying this pero true man jud. Malingaw jud ang mga tao sa akoa cuz of how good of a listener I am. Malingaw man gani ko sa akong sarili to the point na gusto nako og friend like me. So maski og nag-confess na mi to each other and all, dili jud gihapon ko makasalig kay sure ko for healing purposes ra ko jud. Pang healing niya. To keep his head above water during these past 2 months.

Sad man isipon, pero siya jud tung tao sa akong damgo. Sad kaayo isipon kay ibig sabihin na fulfill na to na dream and dili na ko pwede mag hope na muabotay pa to na tao sa akong life kay siya na to. End of an era na jud. Na-fulfill na si boy of that dream. Dili na ko magwish na muabot to siya na character sa akong dream. If i-will sa Diyos, maghulat na lang ko og new dream na pud for a new person na ma-meet nako sa akong life.

Well, wala man pud jud mi naging-official or nag-stay together atung lalaki sa dream. Also, karon kay Malik, dili na pud ko maka-chika kaayo sa iyaha about anything. Dili na same tung sa dream. Well, imposible man jud tung sa dream. Imposible man jud ko maging ganon ka-safe and comfy with someone for an extended period of time. To be that trustworthy of a person to me, you have to be as sensitive and as thoughtful as me or better. Very very tough jud ka dapat. Probably the healthiest brain ever. Basi dow Jesus Christ ka gani dapat eh. Posible to siya na feeling sa start pero labo man jud to ma-maintain. Maong karon careful na pud ko ulit sa iyaha. Careful as in gina-filter ko na naman akong gina-ingon or ang akong responses or ang tono nako. Kapoy oy. Don't try me jud. Pero at least na try ko kahit saglit lang and nalaman ko na lingaw jud siya na feeling. I would wish that for everyone.

...

Nag-emote ako and kung ano pa ginawa ko so nakalimutan ko na ang point ko na gusto ko sana idugtong.

[davidaleksandersen]

Blacklist Actors: Anya Banerjee as Siya Malik, The Blacklist's New Agent

Anya Banerjee’s portrayal of Siya Malik in The Blacklist has brought a fresh and dynamic energy to the series. As a skilled FBI agent, Siya’s intelligence, determination, and unwavering commitment to justice have made her a valuable asset to the Blacklist FBI task force team. Anya Banerjee plays agent Siya Malik, the adopted daughter of original task force member Meera Malik, tying it all back to…

[notationsworld]

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[peacerisendove]

Watching this last season of Blacklist and they substituted one set of father issues via Elizabeth and substituted for mother issues via Siya Malik.

I also just don't like Siya's character.

[katarinas-redemption]

[s1xxpy]

The Blacklist notes to self.

Season 10 Ep9 Wujing RIP headshot by Reddington Ep4 Puzzle passcodes (FAV episode) Ep1 Adam shaved face, Wujing new villain lol New Agent Malik's daughter Siya Season 9 Ep22 Marvin killed himself in the car after Red approach him at court. Ep20 Marvin Gerald killed Liz using tracker that she ingested. Ep16 Agent Mojtabai is the new FBI boss. Ep14 Robo Escorts. LOL Ep1 Red newHair completely shaven bald. Ressler New long haired cut Season 8 Ep 22 Liz suppose to kill Raymond but she can't but she got killed behind her back by Townsend guy Ep18 Liz sister was shot by hired Townsend dude Ep13 Liz killed Kate Reds birdwatching girl in front of him Ep5 Liz steals Red's banks Ep3 Liz is put on top of theBlackList, bomb Red in the hospital and Red survived thanks to Ressler. Then Liz visit Ressler just of 1 night stand LOL Ep2 Red killed fakeKatarina because he doesn't want ppl to know he's N-13 and stole the Srovski Archived. Season 7 Ep9 Katarina faking Death so that Red see's that way. Ep2 Katarina room nextdoor to Elizabeth's Keen apartment Season 6 Ep22 Katarina stabbed Raymond Ep19 cool Katarina assassins kills story Ep18 Liz admitted to Raymond that she was the one that tip him off for Jail Time LOL Ep9 Katarina KGB voice tape from Mr.D court case close Season 5 Ep22 Raymond is an impostor?? Ep18 Raymond Reddington's second daughter wth!!! Ep8 Tom is dead Ep1 Tom found Katarina suitcase that Mr.Kaplan ~contingency backup plan Season 4 Ep1 Liz strategic fake death alive After episode 7 all filler. Mr.Kaplan with Ms.Annie Kaplan lesbian lover End of Season 4 Mr.Kaplan jump of Bridge (Rip!) Season 3 Liz fake died giving birth, ep 18??? Season 2 Liz killed Senator and fled with Red to clear the frame.

[365-betterdays]

may 8, 2023 | 12:38PM

1.) Black and white thinking. isipin mo yun. ang daming kulay sa buong mundo pero pagdating sa mga importanteng bagay, sa dalawa ka lang umiikot ikot. whenever there's a flaw or issue in me and malik's relationship, i have this big urge to leave him. it hurts me to admit na ganito ako since the dawn of time kasi at that point i'm also admitting that i've put myself in the position of a shitty toxic person. i have a lot of regret on this part, kasi mahal ko naman siya eh. pag nagkamali siya, i'm just always.. so ready to give up. i'm hoping that i learn which of my uglie intrusive thoughts i can genuinely listen to and which thoughts, yung talagang anxiety-driven. minsan kasi my mind goes directly for the worst-case scenario and the truth is, di ko naman talaga alam lahat. i hope i can remind myself na it's not the only way to think and i have a lot more control of my thoughts. they're just thoughts. not facts.

"just because *trigger*, doesn't mean *worst case scenario*."

just because malik left to go to the gym, it doesn't mean he does it because he wants to spend time away from me. it doesn't mean that he hates me or resents spending too much time with me. just because i felt like he resents spending too much time with, it doesn't mean that it's a sign for me to spend "too much" time without him either. just because he chooses to do something with his time over me, it doesn't mean that he'll abandon me in times of need.

'di ko alam kasi kung bakit. pero minsan, i couldn't find a gray area for the times i get triggered. lagi akong fight or flight. i hope i can adjust that. 2.) naniniwala akong meron akong superpower. isa akong fortune teller HAHA. the best way to describe this kind of anxiety is that whenever i happen to think of one bad conclusion, it always leads to another. nag gym nga lang si malik, parang ang sama sama na ng loob ko. ang laki laki kasi ng tinatalon ng mga iniisip ko.. :> nako po. baliw nga talaga ako. bat ganon. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. i guess the best way to deal with this is not necessarily not thinking na bad things will happen. i think it's just appropriate to find peace in not knowing what really happen. and that despite whatever may or may not happen, i can always do my best to cope with it and i'll always have options. it's tomorrow's problem! 3.) the need to always become valid.

minsan kasi, when i feel something sooo strongly i just happen to believe that it's true agad. like, kapag nagseselos ako.. iisipin ko agad ipagpapalit na ko. wala naman akong evidence to back that up. lahat naman siguro ng tao merong gut feeling at instincts pero given na nga na meron akong anxiety eh, so it's not really best to follow through just because i felt it. sometimes these emotions at best just shows us what we fear in general, than an indicator of the truth. maybe i'm just really just.. scared na mapagpalit ako. and that's okay to admit. if anything, it's better to do so given na malik's very open naman to have that conversation. ang swerte ko na nga sa part na yun eh. bale, i hope i find a fine line between not disregarding my emotions and making sure na 'yung nararandaman ko lang is just a fear/trauma response. kasi minsan the more u fear, the more it stops u from enjoying a lot of things. like this relationship. jusko. 4.) ang aking pagiging perfectionist. sometimes i have unrealistic views on our relationship, aaminin ko yun. minsan kasi when i feel any negative emotion, i always assume na something's wrong. at that point, delusional na din ako. ang pagmamahal ng isang tao, it will never be perfect. by the end of the day, i have my flaws. malik has his. our relationship is bound to have its ups and downs. magkakaroon at magkakaroon parin talaga ng challenges. i think it's important for me din to take a pause- whether my thoughts are realistic ba or helpful for the both of us. di porket i feel unloved, i feel abandoned, i feel ignored, 'di ibig sabihin it's a sign to stop and drop everything just because feeling ko "di ko naman dapat to nararamdaman eh."

the truth is, we lose so much in pursuit of perfection that we miss out on the real thing and the good-enough things we have. flaws will always be here and there. willing naman na din ako tanggapin lahat ng buo. mahal ko na yung tao eh. he's worth it kahit 'di siya perfect. this relationship is not the best, lalo na't subjective naman ang pagiging best. pero eto ang masasabi ko. it's definitely enough for me na.

5.) comparison :)

meron na kong built-in tendency to compare myself to other people. it's hard not to feel inadequate lalo na't i know there are 7 billion other people he could rather be with. sana i just find comfort and just enough trust in him to be grateful he chose me.

6.) mahilig magbasa ng utak.

naniniwala ako lagi na kayang kaya kong magbasa ng tao. i always assume what he's thinking tas di ko manlang naiisip yung mga alternatives. minsan napproject ko kasi yung fears ko by assuming that those fears are his thoughts. for example, takot akong naiisip niyang pangit ako. so iisipin ko nga naman talaga na naiisip niya ding pangit ako HAHAHAHAHA. ang babaw pero you get the message. wala naman akong present evidence pero i just always assume the worst or the thing i'm just afraid of.

if i do happen to think that he's thinking of a certain thing, ttry ko nalang din to look around and see if may evidence ba talaga to support my claim. pag wala, i think it's safe to assume na it's just cognitive distortion. it's just.. my anxiety. that's all.

[kiss-my-freckle]

"THE MAN IN THE HAT"

“When Red is identified as a possible hostage during a deli robbery in Philadelphia, Dembe and Ressler take action. Back in D.C., Senator Panabaker evaluates the task force's dealings with Red while Siya digs deeper into her mother's past.”

Highly possible Red gets taken hostage. Last night, I made mention to the risks he's been taking. His modes of travel, his walking around without bodyguards, his switch to a new cell phone rather than keeping his flip phone, leaving his bath house unlocked so that anyone could barge in at any time. It's like he's daring someone to take a shot. What makes it less likely, is the fact that he's always armed and always paying attention to his surroundings. 

While I do think Red has plans for The Freelancer other than killing him, I think he's saving him for something special. I think we're gonna get a bearded Red from 10x1, but I think he's gonna have flashbacks while being taken hostage. Perhaps this is what Red needs to feel alive.  

Let's not forget this episode leads into Dr. Michael's episode.

Panabaker is another matter altogether. She could very well pull an Esteban with Red, fully intent on killing him because he’s of no further value. It’s also possible she agrees to the plan Red just mentioned to Cooper... unless that plan goes sideways, and I do think it will. There’s also the matter of that audio recording blackmail Red has on Panabaker, so the outcome of that is a tough call. 

I definitely think Siya will drop my Fowler domino by the midseason. If she does, it’s my theory that the fingerprint on the record brush will connect to two other murders... to the shell casing in Victor Fokin's murder, and to the remaining bullets in the gun used to kill Tom Connolly. The beautiful thing about Siya being an agent and a spy. She’d think like an agent and a spy. She just has to consider the fact that Liz had her service weapon taken when she was interrogated. I always believed Diane Fowler would be the first domino, as she’d connect in both directions, and Dembe dropped her for me. She connects backward to 1x6 and forward to 2x22... which includes Liz’s second memory wipe and the flag Ressler put on Tom’s aliases. 

It’s an easy assumption to make. Tom put Meera Malik on a kill list. This would make him a likely suspect for Diane Fowler’s murder, since Diane Fowler was not only Meera Malik’s boss, Tom was targeting Red... and she gave him an immunity agreement. Tom Connolly replaced Diane Fowler, who was the one responsible for releasing Tom from federal custody in 2x16. This then ties Tom to the Cabal. In turn, it’s an easy assumption to make that he wanted to cover his tracks by having Liz kill Tom Connolly. Insert Peter’s inside man - who helped put a bullet in Red in 2x18. Add in Liz’s second memory wipe to cover his role in Red’s shooting. 

Dominoes. 

[losterthanlost]

April 1, 2025

Hello.

Kahilakon na pud ko. Actually, nagluha na jud ko. Nagapaminaw man gud ko sa Multo aning Cup of Joe uy. Kasamok ba. Pero murag need na jud nako i-process ning tanan nahitabo this past month. Daghan na kaayo ko og back logs tungod aning Malik. Yes. Siya jud akong ma-blame-an ani. Dili ra kaayo tung indiano kay dali ra man to siya i-cut off. Si Malik jud. Samok.

Grabe jud ang emotional ride na iyang gi-cause sa akoa. Maayo na hinuon karon though kay okay na ko. Like, kalma na jud ko. Kung undang na mi og chat now, ma-okay na ko. Ma-okay ra man na siya oy. Healing stage pa man siya now. Obvious man. Dili pa siya healed. My bright and friendly personality is helping him yes klaro kaayo. Pero, murag... ang iyang pagka-drawn ani kay gina-mistaken niya as attraction. Yes we vibe jud. Pero dili man na enough gud. Dili jud. Karang mga promises niya or mga plans kuno if together na mi, murag mao ra man na gihapon ang plano jud niya kauban sa iyang ex. Wala pa daw niya na nahimo na magdiscuss og mga ingana na bagay sa uban dati. Sa ako ra daw. Pero... I think nalipay ra jud siya sa akong sunlight. And it's making me sad.

Such a person is rare jud. Rare jud siya for me. Maong nakahilak jud ko since february pa and labaw na tung march 10 na week kay sa kadako-dako sa davao city, sa mindanao, sa pilipinas, nganong tiga germany jud, Diyos Ama? Kari pa jung bag-o ra nag-break sa iya ex.

[aninizi]

[maryamelsberg]

Wow,really interesting

Btw I’m writing episode 1007 of The Blacklist. The title is, alas, VERY spoilery, so no hints from me here. I can’t believe I’m so lucky to be writing my sixth episode on this show! :) It starts prep next week so this week is all about refining my draft and getting it into tip-top shape!

[holding-infinity-and-a-book]

They both legit look the same

Do they not