#Sitting and staring at a wall

[localapparently]

friendship this platonic love that romantic love this secret third thing that, I don't think any words and phrases has anything to describe the amount of love the people in orv feel for each other. I don't think it's wrong to use these words, they're right, and I use these words so people will have some idea of what I'm saying when I'm on a ramble, but I don't fucking KNOW how to properly show what it is that they have.

Like the shit i feel through the screen when I read orv just feels so overwhelming to a sickening degree (and not in a bad way) that words cant describe it, much less a one or two word emotion. It's this crushing ball that's several times the size of the earth, it's a flame in a snowstorm shielded by rough and cold hands trying to protect it so fucking bad, it's so full of confusion, loss, yearning, wanting to believe and hope and pray in someone, chucking that someone into a fucking hurricane. I Don't. Know.

Its a mess, it comes straight from the heart right down to their bones and blood. They don't know what to do with it, they just want each other to find happiness and soak and submerge in that happiness forever. It's a tsunami that would break through so many walls and tear through so many cities, or like maybe it's a tornado that would rip off the layers of the earth until we reach its core. and then some other times it's a waterfall and then Boom the water is so much water it bores straight into the ground through the whole planet and comes back around enough to fill up the whole pacific ocean. But then they feel ALL of this. And then they look at their own, two, weak hands, and all those emotions are fucking clogged up in their chest throat and brains and they don't know where it should go.

And I don't know where mine should go, because I fucking love this story so much, and everything it stands for about love and how it eats and eats and eats away at you, but it lifts you up so high you feel like you could do anything, save the world or whatever shit. Oh my god. Fuck. FUCK YOU KIM DOKJA. Sincerely from the bottom of my heart I fucking hate you. I love you.

[doe-prince]

Lately my dreams have been bloody

[dootznbootz]

With the truth now being discussed, I present:

Cana: "So you love Natsu, right?" Lucy: "Of course! Couldn't imagine life without him. <3 " Mira: "So you wouldn't change a thing about him?" Lucy: "Not really...Maybe his motion sickness so he won't be so uncomfortable while traveling?" Cana: "Regardless, you love him as he is, right?" Mira: "Despite being a dragon/demon?" Lucy: "Yes! What are you two going on about?" Mira & Cana: >:3 You're a monsterfucker then, Lucy. Lucy: "Wha-? I...fuck. O///O "

She doesn't see Natsu as a "monster" probably but She's a proud dragon/demon fucker tho

[leonardburton]

the thing is. juno & nureyev's relationship has been such a major guiding thread throughout the podcast and the major drive of season 5, and the fandom has built itself so much (as fandoms often do) around shipping the two of them.

and yet nureyev doesn't show up at all in the last episode! or, he does, but it's only implied (for all we know it could be like. alessandra strong)(i know it's not but it would be really funny) and we don't hear his voice.

and it's so important to me that despite the room that their romance has taken in the plot and in our hearts, his absence reinforces that the point of juno steel's story wasn't a lady getting his man, it was about learning to grow as person for himself and for his friends (and not just his love interest), and it was about finding his footing in life and being at peace with himself and his place in the world. and he did! his growth and relative serenity is so apparent and just. a balm to the soul

and the fact that his man is back is just a nice add-on, not a necessity for his happiness

[cape-wearing-enigma]

thinking about how season one ended with juno closing the door on nureyev and this season ended with juno opening the door to him…… the parallels are delicious

[flame-cat]

obsessed with Kim kitsuragi and how good he is at hiding his wetpatheticsadness. he's so so good at it he even fooled Harry can opener du bois. he even fooled himself. he's a tin soldier. nothing but thin walls and hollow insides. he has hobbies but only indulges them so privately that no one else knows about them. he doesn't even make time to eat unless you bat your eyelashes at him. he wants to punch the little cardboard pieces out of the new board game but won't let you know until after you've already done it. he asks you if doing speed helped you be a better detective not to reprimand you but because he's considering doing it himself. he has a little blue notebook containing all of his thoughts that you can never look inside (blue is for mystery. / the blue heart. don't look into it). he falls so madly in love with a complete disaster of a messy bear within 4 days of meeting him he can take a bullet for him and defend him against his own institution and nurse him back to health while sitting vigil for 2 days with no sleep. all because the guy is fun and likes to get to know him and thinks he's cool. he thinks about Harry's girthy biceps for what is assumedly at least a day or two. he only lets himself have one cigarette a day unless harry doesn't suggest he transfer to the 41st, a rule he never breaks otherwise even when he was concussed and alone. he even has autism

[sunnydayaoe]

kinda shitty but I didn't want to give up till it was at l east. presentable. guys being friends yippie ! yippie ! yippie! In series with This and This

[ID in ALT Not ship X] ]

[phony-superstar]

Know it's for the better

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[monstermoviedean]

if cas made a friendship bracelet for dean he would put it on and literally never take it off. frayed, stained, faded, falling apart. doesn't matter. still on.

[nachosforfree]

but i'd be too busy on working days

[crazylittlejester]

[^from this post]

oh… oh my god….

im gonna go lay down and think about this for the rest of the night… because i think you’re absolutely right and my brain has just exploded

[shepscapades]

i think a ridiculous amount of Tumblr polls could cure my post indecision

[poisonedfate]

bbc merlin - 02x13 The Last Dragonlord

[stromer]

demmer and his two kiddos <3

[karfild]

Ao3, the love of my life, my dearest of companions, my shawtyest of bae, my babiest of baby girls, please, come back to me.. I cannot do this without you

[m-achi]

Well finished reading the hunger games trilogy: