The First Indicator of Shiva in My Life
It all began when I first watched the 2012 Tamil movie titled as Thaandavam. My family and I used to just go to the cinema to watch movies together and this just happened to be a movie I knew nothing about prior to entering the cinema hall.
The main character’s name was Shivakumar (Shiva for short). It would be too long to explain the storyline of the entire movie, but essentially, Shivakumar got into an arranged marriage with Meenakshi and they were kind of experiencing each other as husband and wife without prior knowledge of each other. Btw, it was a great action movie. It’s not just sappy romance yeah, just to make it clear. 😇
Anyway, being the hopeless romantic I was, I fell in love with their scenes, because, for the first time in my mind, it seemed like the idea of an arranged marriage wasn’t bad at all. P.S, I was only pro love marriages back then. 🙈
The movie made arranged marriage look very romantic. It’s like you could see the transition from dislike to like, from learning to be friends first to two people who realise they’ve fallen for each other and then confessing their love for one another in meaningful, simple and romantic ways. 💕 You will see what I mean when you watch this music video below:
There was just something so magical about the arranged marriage that was portrayed and the couple expressing what they realised they felt for each other. I fell so in love with the chemistry and the characters that I took the love back home after I left the cinema. 😂
Being a hopeless romantic, I fantasised having such a husband in my life for days after that. As in I wanted to have such a caring husband just as the character Shiva in this movie, or even such a marriage someday.
But here was the part I didn’t expect: I remember I had exams coming up in the next one month or so, and I really needed to study, but for some reason, I just couldn’t! 🤯
I was literally in my own world, procrastinating to glory during my study time to imagine having such a husband and living life with him. Literally just being all in my head! It felt almost like a spell because it’s not that I didn’t try to deviate from daydreaming. It just felt almost impossible! And I can’t explain why. It was to the point that I barely spent any time studying for my exams!
I know I sound like the world’s biggest bimbo, but the constant fantasising was just a coping mechanism for me in order to feel loved back then. Again, no shame in it. It’s just that this thing that was happening felt almost like there was a force coercing me to continue because in that moment, nothing else mattered more than convincing myself that I love something about this character named Shiva. 💙
From then on, every time I thought (or daydreamed) about my future husband, only the name Shiva I would utter. And I won’t deny that even to this day, even after knowing that He is my guardian and my heavenly father, sometimes I still feel like the definition of a loving man is still Shiva. I still sometimes utter his name when I think of someone who loves me in a romantic manner but I do of course, remember that He is my father. ❤️
It’s been 11 years now since I first discovered Him in my life. Yet, I didn’t know what it meant until just a few months ago. It’s funny how there’s always a reason for why things happen in your life but you only find out like much later. This is exactly why we should open up our senses to the Universe and be ready to receive so that when the Universe speaks to us, it will lead us to paradise. 🌴
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My favourite thing about dceased is villain's redemption.
Cheetah saving a little girl she taught to fucking hate Wonder Woman. She just started an anti-WW movement in an orphanage. Golden. And then she decided to do something stereotipically hero like to save her and other children. I ate it up.
Shiva sacrificing her want to die by a hand of someone better than her, preferrably her own daughter to save Cass - golden.
Deathstroke staying behind to give Rose and Jason a chance at life? Yes!
Others were great too, but honestly I don't remember them that well and I'm not in the mood for panels searching.
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shitpost warning. i wonder if there hasn't been a lot of ffxiv dragon-human romance since shiva and hraesvelgr because hraesvelgr managed to convince everyone the ultimate expression of dragon-human love is ~sacred vore.~ there were good times had by many pairs before but life is life, mortals gonna die, everyone knows this, the dragons kept things technically casual by dragon standards in that they don't take a lifelong mate but who's to say they feel less love? now whenever a human starts flirting with a dragon the dragon has to quietly think "are they into me for me or is this a little pervert that heard about grandpa's fetish?" (ysayle sneezing in the aetherial sea) and the human has to ask "is that really the relationship endgame for a dragon and human? it's not - it wasn't a metaphor?" and the dragon has to mumble something but it's awkward because word will get back to hraesvelgr if they say "actually eating you seems completely unecessary, i have a perfect memory and will remember you long after you're gone" and hraes will be pissy about it undermining his and shiva's consensual but weird, um, lifestyle (deathstyle?) choice, and it also sounds like they're trying to avoid commitment when it's really they're just not into eating people, yikes
way to ruin it for everyone, vore fetish broodfather
*hits post and crawls back under a rock*
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That new DETECTIVE COMICS #1084 hit real good. The backup story in particular was probably the best Lady Shiva story since Hill's Outsiders.
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SOS JUMBLR
I'm looking for a poem or extended piece of verse about Yocheved/Moses' mother for Shiva Hamlet 2.0. Bonus points if the piece is pre-19th century. I've been searching for weeks and so far, I'm not really finding anything that works. If you've got something that's not specifically about Yocheved but does deal with a Jewish mother/matriarch, that's also good.
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#सिध्दी_बडी_या_भगवान
कबीर परमात्मा से सिध्दि में हारने के बाद गोरखनाथ जी बोले भगवान आप कौन शक्ति हो कहां से आए हो मेरे समने टिकने वाला आज पृथ्वी पर कोई नहीं
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