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#negativity cw#mother mention cw#just told my mom I don’t want to seek out therapy at this time#She’s been pushing for it for a while#And I’ve kind of just been nodding along#I texted her and then put my phone on so not disturb#cowardly idgaf#my heart was actually pounding as I sent the message#Idk if she’s read it or not#she’s going to be disappointed#I know she will#She’ll respect that I’m an adult and she won’t push it#And I’m moved out and financially independent#but I know she’s going to be disappointed#And it’ll come up at some point#If anyone can provide some advice about setting boundaries with your parents as an adult#Or just how to say no#Would appreciate it#Funny thing is I read on Reddit relationship forums and the like#About ppl being unable to stand up to their parents/in-laws#And I wonder how#And then here I am sending a simple text message about a very low stakes thing to my mom who has been mostly loving and rational#and I had to type it out three times#so yeah. I get it now#edit: 20 minutes later and I still have a sick feeling in my stomach#she hasn’t responded and idk if she read it yet#v v glad I live away from home now#And praying this doesn’t bite me in the ass should I ever need to return home or need serious help from them
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Ellie(Dani) didn't realize how dangerous Danny's home was for him until he was more worried about her when she got her own home. - Prompt I think(?)
Ellie wasn't sure how to feel when Danny excitedly animated her to accept Arthur's invitation to live in Atlantis.
"Just if you want of course, but you'll get a stable home, and Frostbite said living underwater might be good for your water cores stability."
She had already been planning to accept the offer. Once she gave the guy an opportunity to have some sort of conversation, the guy was pretty chill, and the castle was pretty cool. So yeah, she was going to accept the offer.
But for some reason Danny's eagerness for her to go with Arthur hurt. It felt like he was trying to get rid of her.
She knew that was ridiculous, she didn't even live with Danny. He looked out for her, and was always a call away but, as much as Danny parents her, he was just a child like her. It made sense he was happy to give away the responsibility of taking care of her.
So when Ellie moved into Atlantis, she was expecting to hear less from Danny. After all, she had settle down, and he didn't need to worry about her adventures anymore. That was Arthur's and Mera's job now.
Weirdly enough, it was the complete opposite.
Now that Ellie was living with adults, Danny seemed MORE worried for her. They went from a call once a week or so, to almost daily calls in the afternoons. He would be more insistent about her telling him if anything was wrong.
He would ask specifics about the food she was eating, and her activities of the day, and her room, and the castles security...
Sam had told her that it was because he used to be able to monitor if she was eating well through the transactions of the debit card they had given her. Tuck had told her that he used to evaluate how safe she was through the phones location, and the hotels receipts.
And well, maybe she underestimated how much attention Danny put on her before, but the way the calls went made it seem like he thought she might be in more danger now that she had a stable home.
Which made no sense, because unlike him, she didn't even need to hide her ghostlines. Anything that was out of normal for Atlanteans was excused with meta-abilities, she didn't need to worry about being classified as a non-sentient species.
That was when it caught up to her. Danny was worried now that she was in a stable home because his stable home had always been dangerous for him. It isn't even a think of it being dangerous now that his a ghost, it has been dangerous ever since he was a child. She remembers all of Jazz's rants about how unreliable their parents have always been.
The food has always been contaminated. The security now attacked him directly, but there had always been a possibility of it malfunctioning and hurting the residents. Him and Jazz had always had the responsibilities of not only keeping the house clean, but the lab as well. If she tops it with the house security system attacking him, and his parents been ghost hunters...
Ellie hadn't found it too dangerous back then, Danny mocked Jazz rants with her, and Jack and Maddie were kind when they interacted with her in her human form. The Fentons neglect seemed liberating in comparison to Vlad overly controlling nature. But thinking about it now, after two months living in Atlantis, she doesn't like the picture.
She doesn't like the idea of Danny being somewhere so unsafe, but where would he go? He doesn't have a water core like her, and even if he had gotten sorta used to shapeshifting, he isn't good enough to live in a second form, which isn't recommendable either way. So he wouldn't be able to move underwater with her.
More so, she doubts that Danny would like to leave his Amity, he had taken the sole responsibilities of dealing with the whole humans - ghost conflicts. With the anti-ecto acts, there's no way he would leave the portal unsupervised.
What should she do now? Should she talk with Arthur about it? He said he was part of the heros friend group, what if they already know about the anti-ecto acts and are okay with it? What if they change hoe they act with her when she tells them she isn't actually an atlatean meta?
#Danny knows that a stable home should be better that Ellie jumping from side to side#But he can't help but be more worried about her now#He himself doesn't really understand why#Home has never been safe for him even if he likes to pretend it is#And his scared Ellies new home is the same#Ellie never revealed that she was a halfa#Arthur met her while under water and somehow got to the conclusion of meta with Atlantean ascendance#Anti-ecto acts are still up#Ellie doesn't trust Arthur enough to talk about that yet#She isn't sure how to approach the subject either#But maybe she can push forward to get her template in a safer environment.#dc x dp#dcxdp#dp x dc#all i know about both dc and dp is from the fandom#ellie phantom#danny phantom#aquaman#arthur curry
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#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#mine#edit#*#evidence*#p r o o f#internal*#PHEW that was a big one!!! been dying to make it but damn#ok i'll cool it with the honor line for a while lol#emily's smirk after she pushes garcia to jailbreak the phone...i have feelings and they are Varied and Conflicted#(obviously emily is NOT to blame for david smith but she believes she is so i had to include it)
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Patty. Pleaaseeee tell me more and doodle more about patty please.
thinks about patty and swoons and gets sick in the head… 🫡 i got you mate patty doodles for you + some of my Thoughts in tags

#sorry these doodles are a little shit its been a while…#my patty design always changes i love lacking consistency#but yeah. i love him i love her so much#im shit terrible at articulating my feelings on her… ive seen so mnay great patty analysis#but idm sharing some of my perspective. terribly worded dont judge im shy i dont talk about the characters often#idunno something about the way shes the youngest and pushed around#she joins a cause she thought was worth fighting for and putting her all into. she gives away her name her idenity for it#and all she gets is being taken advantage of by the very people she looked up to…#and then the moment she finally stands up for herself gauh. just gah#theres a lot more there im just. again bad at typing it all out but heres smth take my something shrugs#anyway#thanks for the ask :0) wonderful excuse to think of her and doodle her again#asks#doodles#great god grove#ggg spoilers#< for patty plus what i wrote in tags ig#edit#oh wait additonally#love her relationship with capo and thinking about it#the way capo kinda projects onto her by puhsing her around#parralel to the way inspetka has been treating him sorta just. grrrr
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The past JD ex's who got back together with him club. I feel like they'd have a lot to talk about
Freesia is @zivazivc
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls band together#ive been thinking about her recently#ao i had to draw her XD#theres a few other creators whose characters im itching to draw#so when i get the chamce its so pver for you guys#but anyway#i love freesias design#idk how exactly these two would fully interact#their reasons for breaking up with JD are very different#Jade left due to the fact that the stress of the band and his family was obviously taking a toll on their relationship#lile he wasnt letting her help him and pushing her away#and she didnt want to get in the way of him trying to achieve his dream and fixing things with his family#so they split due to that#and then Freesia left due to JD having to parent his siblings and she did not sign up to be their mom#their JDs would be very different as well if we go by the n2 au where Jades JD came back after 2 years#while Freesias was gone for 20#also Jade is eating one of Freesias famous brownies#and she is loving it#anyway#hope you guys enjoy#teehee#also i did accidentally make jades head a lil too big#but ive made my bed so i will lie in it
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Splashtail pattern progression 👍
#anyways I've seen him like this for a long while but lately I've been thinking on rapidsplash getting it too#so as she gets closer to Splashtail's age she ends up looking more like him#but eventually it'll progress to the point she surpasses him#splashtail#splashstar#wc#warrior cats#waca#warriors#art#asc#i think one could go even farther with it and make a super cool full body splash. i like to think of such things but#animator unfriendliness my deepest fear. animator hostility if you will#this design is already pushing the complexity limits#ignoring the tail entirely. i need to remedy the animation friendship of the tail
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Hibrides and Kagnomara, who was a trainee hittlatlamii physician she briefly had an affair (in a very loose sense of the word) with.
Hittlatlamii are highly specialized midwives considered uniquely equipped to address women's medical needs, predominantly in terms of pregnancy/childbirth/postpartum care. They are distinct from the much broader practice of midwifery in general, being formally educated in medicine and recognized as a minor subdivision of the priesthood of Ganmache, representing the cult of anmir-Ganmache (God as the hearth). Teachings specific to their art pass directly from mentor to mentee in a very long training process, lasting from the age of 15 to 30.
Kagnomara was an apprentice to a hittlatlamii who was hired to oversee the latter two thirds of Hibrides' first pregnancy. She's Hibrides' type in general and immediately struck her as charismatic. Kind of liked to hear herself talk but was very friendly, and her chattiness was welcome in dispelling the discomfort of these medical visits. As an older apprentice in the last couple years of her mentoring period, she was given a lot of free reign to do the more routine work solo.
This was a particularly difficult time in Hibrides' life and getting to be alone with a friendly, attractive woman who had a vocational excuse to be massaging her with various oils was welcome. Hibrides tends to be nervous about people who show any immediate and pronounced interest in her and that applied here as well, but they struck up a genuine rapport and this became a relationship on the downlow within a couple months. This got to the point of making loose future plans- hittlatlamii provide some generalized medical care as well and have significant freedom of movement even when married, so they could probably see each other on a routine basis even after the pregnancy was over.
Unfortunately for this whole thing, Kagnomara dealt with the low pay of hittlatlamii training and funding her unwed lifestyle via a habit of stealing from the homes she visited, and Hibrides caught her in the practice of lifting a handful of silver spoons. Even more unfortunately in some respects, Kagnomara genuinely liked her and had not merely been taking advantage of her to lift easily missed valuables (in fact, had convinced herself that Hibrides probably wouldn't be That upset if she found out given it was her husband's stuff and she didn't like him all that much). This was a missed call and Hibrides did not react well to the absurdity of the situation, made the judgment call that she was being taken advantage of and felt extremely betrayed. She snitched on her to Janeys and he caught her with the contraband and reported it. Hibrides never actually saw the end result but Kagnomara would have lost her job at the very least. She hasn't seen her since.
Hibrides has had plenty of reason to question whether she made the right call there and whether Kagnomara had Really just intended to steal from behind her back and then ditch her (though would have been mad about the theft either way, frankly) and has been a little haunted by this ever since.
#Kagnomara was mentioned Once in the tags of a post a long while back here she is now#I've changed the names of the physician priestesses a few times (this one actually has like baked in meaning). Not sure if I've ever#publicly given one but if I have and you notice the change that's why#Hibrides tends to attract people who really like to hear themselves talk because she tends to kind of just take it and be a good listener#(depending on if she likes the person it's either genuine 'at least they're my friend' or she's quietly seething) and has been burned#by this sort of person multiple times so was kind of on edge about this whole thing to begin with and this pushed her into being#permanently nervous about anyone who approaches her that way. All of her lasting relationships (that aren't like familial obligation)#have been people who approach more by doing the adult version of parallel play and at this point its kind of the only way to earn her#trust. (Brakul did that and it's been like. complicated obviously but not in THIS kind of way. Couya goes for it like that too)#hibrides uryashta
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i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D
#undertale yellow#uty#my art#<- ifg#spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad#that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways#CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO???#i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly#but THE CUTSCENES?!?!?#JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD#ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO#LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER#ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD#BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK.#AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE#n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of#everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS#WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING#AAND THE GROUP HUGG#I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD#AND THE FUCKOGN#THE F U C K I N G#AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD#to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho#and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump#just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece#anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way#this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to#oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig
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parallel: Alucard and Seras - Nathaniel Hawthorne's “Rappaccini's Daughter” (1844)
#hellsing#TW: SA#hellsing ultimate#seras victoria#alucard hellsing#I MISS DOING WEB WEAVING it had been ages seen i last done one#alucard and seras is sooo#mother daughterism#overally rappaccini and beatrice relationship doesnt entirely fit alucard and seras relationship#but within this excerpt only really reminded me of the relationship between alucard and seras#of how she pushed against drinking blood at first and limit herself on blood while he over-indulged himself in it#web weaving#okay i changed it up a bit#i have seen an interview or something mentioning#that seras and alucard was like mirror#or something#i agree to that a lot#i feel like#they came from traumas that could relate to one another#alucard sees his past self in seras#and seras sees her potential future self in alucard#from my perception#somewhat their relationship is very much like of a mother and a daughter
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#a man who DESERVES A SLICE OF PIE
#mobius#owen wilson#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki#loki spoilers#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#for y'alls sake some ep4 moments instead of a hundred gifs of him being silly and kind over the course of the series but#please stop writing characters to exist solely for conflict when they don't have a leg to stand on ;;;;;#so it's fine to get a jump on refilling the straw machine while the timelines are in constant danger but pie during a break crosses a line#okay sure tell me more 💀💀#of COURSE he has coping mechanisms when the comfort and kindness he naturally extends is rarely returned#free will for all utilized as someone else says?? idc i wouldn't look myself up either and he shouldn't be pressured to#she's only even able to yell at him bc some of the first things he's done since pushing past brainwashing have been saving her life 🙃#ANYWAY peace and love on earth when the dilf of all time is a sweetheart who takes responsibility for his actions 🥰💖#marvel#loki s2 spoilers
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#andor#star wars#colonel draven#mon mothma#bail organa#I think one of the interesting things about andor and rogue one is how much it shows mon mothma trying to strike a balance#a balance between being a leader and active participant while also ensuring that others are involved/committed and informed enough#to also make decisions and lead#partly so that she isn't doing it on her own and partly because she has seen the starkest alternative - palpatine and the empire#and I think people really overlook or don't think about how much that is constantly in the background for her#seeing how the republic got warped and twisted and dominated and becoming the empire all because of one man's will and influence#and so she has to be careful when she does exercise her authority and influence#and she doesn't always get it completely right! she sometimes errs too much on the side of caution!#the meeting with the alliance council earlier in the episode when first being told about luthen's intel being a prime example#she could have been more vocal and pushed back more (but also would it have mattered? or would she have spent capital she might need later?#but in a moment like this with bail organa and with colonel draven backing her up...she can be more assertive because of their relationship#sorry but I just think she's so fascinating and it's moments like these#the expanded universe goes into this with her and it was so interesting - the fear from people like garm bel iblis that she's a dictator#only to know that she was always watching out for that herself#and that she also only took certain leadership burdens on because she didn't want others to be blamed if they failed
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it kind of destroys me that kim is the one who's more outwardly affected by chuck's death than jimmy. and it's not because she cared about him more than his own brother did, chuck was never much more to her than her boss (and her partner's brother who was pretty rude to both of them). i'm sure she is sad that he's dead, but she's not really grieving that as much as she's grieving the way jimmy is so clearly in pain but won't allow himself to express it or even admit to it. not even to himself. when she breaks down crying as jimmy reads chuck's letter, it's not about the letter itself. it's the absolute lack of emotion jimmy displays as he reads it. the total disregard for his brother's last words to him. she's breaking down because she's realizing how broken he is in a way that can't be fixed. because he won't even try. won't even admit there's something wrong. and it's not like she's ever viewed him as something to be fixed, like so many others have, she just desperately wants to help him be okay. because she loves him. but she can't.
and then at his reinstatement hearing, she cries again, but this time because he does sound sincere, and genuine. she thinks, here he is. he's finally letting himself grieve. he's finally letting himself move on, by acknowledging the past and the hurt instead of ignoring it. here he is. he's himself again. but then he reveals it was all a performance. he has never been less himself. he's changing his name even. running again, from his past, from himself, from chuck. and he reveals that he thinks of her as a sucker for falling for any of it.
#what a fucking gut punch of a season finale#i've been listening to the insider podcast as i've been rewatching episodes and in 403 (i think) someone said that the reason kim gets so#upset is she wants jimmy to grieve in a way that's more normal/acceptable/understandable to her#and while i think that is probably partly true and definitely an interesting sort of character flaw to give her#i think much more than that she DOES understand that everyone grieves differently and she can accept that in theory#but she also knows jimmy. she knows that this isn't grief it's denial. which yes is one of the 5 stages but he refuses to move past that#which IS a problem. the solution probably isn't to try to pressure him into therapy he doesn't want to go to#but she doesn't pressure him. she suggests it. tells him firmly that she thinks he should. but she doesn't push back when he refuses#anyway i'm rambling. kim wexler you put up with so much i admire you deeply#better call saul#mcwexler#m
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Missed these guys, might reboot their legacy too🤔
#sims#ts3#sims 3#photoshoots#marnie maple#beth tinsley#blurrypxls#christine maple#curtis maple#if you remember them wow you've been there for a long time. you're the real ones. they're my old lepacy#it's funny because at the time I couldn't connect with them. like I pushed through but they always lacked something for me#but while archiving the legacy I was like oh my god. the DRAMA. this has so much potential. suddenly I love them#gen 2. omg. this was so fun to archive. so juicy and interesting to dissect#most of the characters (especially men - looking at you zain and jesse) were glaring red flags#leighton was done so dirty. I would support her crimes if she ever wanted to commit one#I first wrote it 6 years ago so it was a little naive with happily ever afters and stuff and I made everyone neatly pair up#but now I'd lean into the actual messiness of it all. I love me some flawed characters and emotional chaos#my girl christine gives a netflix protag energy. she'd always have so much drama in her life#oh I have a couple ideas for her chaotic love life already#meanwhile curtis is on the sidelines with popcorn and atticus#also I just want to complete a lepacy. and who if not them#I had a private lepacy that I played but it wasn't the same#though I had some cool characters originate from there like jin for example. and some others that haven't appeared yet
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Meme for latest HOTD fic I’m reading:
Viserys looking up down from heaven hell watching his two oldest children who he forced to get married have toe curling hate sex next to his still warm corpse

Called Rhaenyra your only child in front of Aegon, now he’s giving your only child the good ole Toe Curling Cervix Crushing Hate Sex 3000 special by your emaciated corpse.
The rest of the siblings hearing some… oddly specific noises coming out of their fathers bedchamber where Aegon and Rhaenyra inside “mourning” their father

The Queen and the Prince Consort by @franzkafkagf on AO3
#this couple is soooooo toxic and I love it#who would think a marriage with a 16 year age gap would be dysfunctional?#the story opens with Aegon hooking up with a random girl while rhaenyra is in labor#rhaenyra is trying so hard to stay hinged as a queen#and everyone from the small folk to the greens are pushing her resolve#she just wants to be a calm and peaceful ruler and everybody keeps mocking her for it#she’s gonna snap and snap loud#so is Aegon for other reasons#anyways I love this fic and it has been both a joy to read and an emotionally soul destroying read#rhaegon ship has my brain in a chokehold#fan fic rec#fic rec#ao3#HOTD#HOTD fanfic#Aegon ii x rhaenyra#aegon ii targaryen#rhaenyra targeryan#rhaegon#mine
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right now i'm essentially just working through the list of my less talked about ocs from the cyberpunk extended ocverse, with this time: rikki! she's the youngest of the valentine family, leader of a small gang known as santa madre (previously a branch of the valentinos), and she works at club bodytalk as security specializing in cargo transport, escorts, and pickup/dropoff gigs :D
taglist (opt in/out)
@velocitic, @deadrlngers, @euryalex, @ordinarymaine, @gurathins;
@mojaves, @shellibisshe, @dickytwister, @mnwlk, @rindemption;
@ncytiri, @calenhads, @noirapocalypto, @florbelles, @radioactiveshitstorm;
@strafethesesinners, @fashionablyfyrdraaca, @radioactive-synth, @katsigian, @estevnys;
@elgaravel, @aezyrraeshh, @carlosoliveiraa
#cp2077#cyberpunk 2077#art#art:rikki#nuclearocs#nuclearart#i love her so much and i really do NOT talk enough about her. she's so special to me#also really tall sorry i like doing that. but she's built like a stick so you can just push her over very easily#since she's born in night city and only half british (unlike her siblings) she would have the classic night city accent#but when she's been around her siblings the british side would jump out so much more but also she does use street slang a lot#idk i'm just imagining her saying gonk with a british accent. ok that's gonna be stuck in my head for a while now#anyway she's fun :] makes clothes together with harlowe... just in general does a lot of like. arts and crafts with him#ever since harlowe got adopted into the family the two have been inseparable... they hang out at the club a lot between work stuff ^_^
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i know the red queen tv show is now less likely to happen than katy perry going to space BUT if it DOES happen i think they should pull a rhaenicent and make elara and coriane have a failed tragic homoerotic friendship before becoming "rivals". nevermind what actually happens in the books. i think that would save me actually
#i've been rewatching hotd recently and imagining many rhaenicent scenes with them and oh. OH.#the idea of them becoming friends bc of Elara approaching Coriane first like she does in canon and growing v close to each other throughout#the years. and maybe Elara can be close to Julian and Sarah at first too bc Coriane wants her to meet her brother/bsf. idgaf#and then Tiberias starts showing interest in Coriane and it's kinda awkward bc Coriane already has a homoerotic friendship with Elara :/#and for a reallyyy short time Elara (who i imagine falls for Coriane first and harder. kinda like Alicent for Rhaenyra lol) pretends to be#okay with Coriane and Tiberias being together. for the sake of her friend's happiness (and bc of comphet too tbh)#and i imagine the three of them being friends for a really short while (like Mare and Cal and Maven were in RQ1 before the romance)#BUT then Tiberias proposes to Coriane and everything changes. and Elara and Coriane have the biggest fallout (Coriane thinks it's because#Elara was after Tiberias as well. and because she too wants to marry the Calore heir (which to some extent is true- i imagine Elara's famil#has been pressuring her to get closer to Tiberias/intefere between her and Coriane for a long while. and Coriane marrying him has spoiled#their plan). and that's what we see in Queen's Song. Coriane being worried about Elara after marrying Tiberias. except Coriane was never#really angry at Elara. she is as wary about her as we see in QS bc of Elara being more and more distant towards her/pushing Coriane away#over time. and despite what's “canon” i like to imagine Elara as a character similar to Alicent - forced to push her only friend away in#hopes to marry the man her family wants her to marry. so much so that Elara (like Maven. like every Merandus before her) gives in to what#she thinks is her duty to her House. and does exactly as they wish. “killing” Coriane and marrying Tiberias.#can you imagine how much more tragic hers (and Coriane's) character would be. burning her best friend's old diary. plotting against her bes#friend's brother and torturing Sarah as well. resenting her best friend's son - her stepson -. turning her own son against Coriane and neve#letting him know about hoe close they once were. regretting what she did every day of her life but not willing to give up her crown - the#one thing she sacrificed her entire life for. the one thing she sacrificed her best friend for#do you even CONCEIVE the level of angst. do you even GET it#i know the rq tv show probably will never happen but if it happens can VA please do this ^ . for me. for my sanity#IN FACT. idk whete i was it but I read somewhere that IF they did make the show Elara's character would be changed a bit (confirmed by VA)#i live in delusion but idgaf. a boy can hope🙏🙏#red queen series#red queen#elara merandus#coriane jacos#coriara#🫀
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