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What did people think of your short film? How'd your premiere go? :o
One of my friends is also a film major and I got to see her film a couple months back- I'm patting all you film major's backs because Boy oh boy that really does seem like it'd take a lot out of you to create a short film 😭
MABDKBD- IT WENT SO MUCH BETTER THAN I EXPECTED-
I was so worried about my editing style lacking- cause I saw how the others short films were looking and yeah- the doubt was there 🫡 but omg- I nearly cried after the applause. I received so many compliments over my work and my edits I wanted to dieee-
Mine didn’t win an award but that’s ok! I heard people were voting for mine and how much they loved it <3 so all those hours spent in the dungeon was well worth it!
BUT OMG IM PATTING YOUR FRIEND’S BACK TOO- ITS NOT EASY- Depending on what role you’re in too- like this has been in the works since August- I didn’t start working until November, even then my time was cut short with deadlines being closer together this year- The burn out I felt was so bad but I’d do it again in a heartbeat <3
AAAA IM YAPPING- BUT SKDBKDBDJD UM UM HERES A STILL I TOOK OF MY FILM! :D I WISH I COULD POST MORE BUT I RATHER NOT DOX WHERE I ATTEND LMAOO
#bloo’s asks#I’m hoping I could write and direct a short film next MCP season 🫡#Maybe work a camera- idk yet#BUT UGGHHH I HAD SO MUCH FUN-#I WANTED TO CRY#I DIDNT EXPECT POSITIVE FEEDBACK#IM LIKE- AAAAAAAAA#SORRY IM YAPPING LMAOO
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thank you zzzero for the light(er) in my life
#i fucking love characters fighting viciously with their fists and LEGS it does things to me (points at wrio and gallagher and lycaon#heck even major kwak whenever he kills zombies with his bare fists i just love itttt)#again im sorry for yapping LMAO im down bad for him#ever since i saw him in the trailer when they showed the factions months ago i was intrigued when i saw him riding the bike in the corner#LMAOO my instinct never betrays me i knew hes wife material#zzz tag#own#tbd#hes THE zzz loml yea....from the wife tag to loml tag
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Imagine this.
Floyd gets hit on by some rando, and they slip him a piece of paper with their number on it. Kyra grabs it and eats it. Right in front of them. She says nothing. She just keeps chewing. Then she swallows the entire thing, staring at them. “That tasted like shit.”
And Floyd just loses it and starts laughing so hard hes crouching down on the floor with tears in his eyes
The end !!!
#🎀! yap#🎀🦈! floyra#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#yuusona#oc x canon#THIS IS SO STUPID IM SO SORRY WHEHABAHCEVAHAHA#when i said Kyra would eat anything I meant it#Kyra my beloved#shes definetly smiling the entire time too#she stares until they walk away LMAOO#shitpost
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Hey
Hot ss take
Rainbow steve absolutely has trauma and maybe even a scar/scars from early on when he and sabre were fighting. Sabre feels so so horrible about it, even tho rainbow steve has completely forgiven him and has told him a thousand times it was just a misunderstanding and that it's ok. But sabre still remembers it and tears himself up abt it inside.
Rainbow steve is just sad sabre keeps on getting upset about it when he's said so many times that it's okay. He still has nightmares sometimes, but both the dreams and the memories themselves are jumbled and fuzzy and full of static, so he should be fine right? Even tho sometimes, especially when weakened or around large amounts of lava he just feels
wrong.
But they'll survive. They'll get through it, together. Even when rainbow steve wakes from a particularly bad nightmare crying, and sees his best friend, not enemy, sabre there to comfort him. Even when rainbow sees sabre eerily still, staring off into nowhere while tense with puffed up feathers, and tackles him into a hug. They're safe, and they're together
#sorry yall the silly took over#it will happen again#:3#lucas is there like#🧍♂️#ill give him silly headcanons someday...#I NEED TK YAP SO BAD THIS ISNT EVEN ALL OFWHAT S ON MY MIND#but gotta let the demons snooze#(also im busy rn lmaoo)#theyre so silly core#favremysabre#rainbow steve#favremysabre steve saga#steve saga#the steve saga#KaahjABHS I RHWAAHH IM GOING FERAL RN#yapping and japping rn#also sosososos the rot the agony the decay#this prolly woulda been better if i typed it on laptop not phone bc i write best on laptop but ehhhhh :3#feeling kinda x3 rn tbh
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Its the want to yap about silly goofies but social anxiety will not let me 😔😔😔
#perhaps i should make a discord server or something lmaoo#i have a feeling id lurk more than anything though akdjjsjfjsnf#if we're moots and i havent yapped about stuff to you recently im sorry 😭 feel free to reach out whenever úwù#cinna if you see this you're legit whats keeping me sane#im going back to painting little gremlins now hehe
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Did i lose you to the bllk boys Sora!! 😭I'll follow you to then ends of the earth if I get to read your writing. IDGAF I'll start a whole ass anime/manga fuck it
(*gripping you by the collar of your shirt btw*)
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MY BELOVED ANA!!!!!! i miss u so bad HELLO what a lovely surprise to see u in my inbox... smooching u
LMFAO dude JOIN ME i am in the TRENCHES over isagi (and rin but mostly isagi). i have like. ten fics outlined for him its really bad KJFDGSK and i started one the other day and im like 8k+ words in so far I AM CLOSE TO FINISHING IT AND POSTING SOON THIS WEEK HOPEFULLY LMAO but im so happy about it !!! because i have not had a brainrot over a guy in so long like literally years i feel like and when i watched the anime then caught up on the manga i was like... OUGHGH FINALLY NEW BOYFRIEND ALERT... he's so babyboy i love him to death ;v; <3
U DID NOT LOSE ME THO !! i am also rewatching bnha and will catch up on manga when im done w the anime & my love for kacchan is blossoming again... kiri mayhaps as well...... and deku ofc ;;
i would follow U to the ends of the earth btw <3 PLEASEEE JOIN ME AND WATCH BLUE LOCK (and read it if u want to catch up) I PROMISE U U WONT REGRET THOSE MEN WILL MAKE U HORNY BEYOND WHAT U CAN IMAGINE they r all freaks and weirdos and borderline (if not fully) insane..... not a regular sports manga i assure u
*gripping U by the shirt gently* i feel like if u were to get into blue lock u would LOVE kunigami and raichi cuz of the bkg appeal lmaooo... idk abt rin cuz idk if ur into emo boys lol... ISAGI U MIGHT LOVE hes so babyboy and so perfect bf oughh... MAYBE BAROU and maybeee reo cuz they rich and would spoil u... but i do think u will love kunigami and raichi ESPECIALLY KUNIGAMI bc hes sooos fdjkh i was lowkey a hater when i first met him in the anime cuz i was like "ok hErO" but he does grow on u in the manga lmaoo,, and he would treat u sooo so well. AND THE DICK WOULD NOT DISAPPOINT GOOD HEAVENS he is big he is caked up he is gorjus and hes so perfect boyfriend
#sorry i yapped BUT I PRAY U WATCH IT BC I KNOW U OF ALL PPL WILL LOVE IT its sooo good like#sooo sooo good u would go crazy over the guys im so serious give it a go!!!#im not even recommending u haikyu.u as a priority bc blue l.ock is better than ha.ikyuu to me LMAOO#and its very different its not a regular sports manga at all its phenomenally written#sora.inbox#ana <3#ILY ANA BELOVED
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why are we pitting two bad bitches against each other. I mean I already KNOW where my vote is going but. are we serious right neow.
guess what guys my christmas gift to u this yr is the start of the tournament >:)
#/lh /nm#dw im js goofing .#im def picking ras.#but still#ras vs clouse or ultra violet i think hed win .#ouh it might come down to ice emperor vs ras ...#bc we know ronin and pythor r instantly getting beaten out#and we know the fandom will instantly choose zane over anyone this is a given#praying ras beats out ice emperor bc i can assure u its gonna come down to either ras v ice emperor or ras v harumi trust#chicken will get obliterated by morro its an unfair fact of reality#jay will get creamed by garmadon - i hope#nadakhan will die by krux's hand and krux may die by wojira's fin .#the fuckass b*zarros BETTER lose to the devourer#cinder wont stand a chance against chen#then devourer will probably beat chen#garmadon will beat morro#wojira will beat out the devourer#oh also acronix beats vex#preeminent beats overlord#acronix beats preeminent#unagami beats wolf masks#fugi-dove beats the forbidden five#unagami beats fugi-dove#oh and acronix beats unagami#i think garmadon beats acronix#i HOPE ras beats ice emperor#wojira fights ras - and probably wins idfk.#these predicitoons r straight yap lmaoo SORRY
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F the big 3 CL16!
Driver’s Soft Launch Series
Charles Leclerc x Redbull Driver! Verstappen!Reader
Author’s notes: hihi!! back from my year long slump😭 all pics are from Pinterest. It’s a long one so hope you enjoy!! it gets vv messy😈.
Warnings: cursing, sexual themes.
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Y/nverstappen with love xoxo
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maxverstappen1: Where is your shirt in the first pic🤨🤨
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↳ Y/nverstappen: fym… it’s right there😅
francisca.cgomes: YOURE SO BEAUTIFUL BABY🥰
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Lilymhe: bae is looking so FINEE
↳ Y/nverstappen: my wife I love you🥹
F1xY/n: HOW IS SHE SO PRETTY IM JEALOUS
Ferraricharles4: SHE REALLY CAME SHIRTLESS IN THE FIRST PIC
Landonorris: bro is posing before a GP😭
↳ Y/nverstappen: bro hasn’t given anyone vip paddock passes since he got broken up with😭
↳ danielriccardo: LMAOO🤣🤣
redbullY/nfan: SHE GAGGED HIM
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Y/nverstappen date before race ❤️🔥
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Redbullluv: DATE NIGHT W WHOM?!???
McLarengirl11: UM HELLO WHO IS THAT MAN?
Lilymhe: STUNNING☺️☺️
↳ Y/nverstappen: I love you lil🥰
danielriccardo: the people want to know who you’re soft launching
↳ maxverstappen1: what the fuck is soft launching🤨
↳ Y/nverstappen: 🤫🤫
Y/nloveerr: SHES TEASING US OH MY GOF
gerihalliwellhorner: very beautiful Y/n💕
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pierregasly: I wonder who it is😁😁
↳ carlossainz55: hmm I also wonder😏
↳ Carlosleclerc6: bro knows who it is😭🧌
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Y/nverstappen
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Y/nverstappen fuck the big 3, it's just big ME.
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maxverstappen1: congrats baby sis!! P1 looks good on you
↳ Y/nverstappen: thank you maxie🙏 i love you.
y/nf1fan: THE CAPTION??? WHY DID SHE GAG OCON SO HARD
Redbullgirly3: THE VERSTAPPEN SIBLINGS HAVING BEEF WITH OCON IS SO FUNNY TO ME
lewishamilton: congratulations Y/n!! very proud of you.
↳ Y/nverstappen: THANK YOU LEW🥹 you're so sweet
charles_leclerc: P1 BABYY
↳ Y/nvestappen: my haters got me to where I am☺️
redbullracing: simply simply lovey!! amazing results y/n🙌 keep up the wonderful work. (nice caption)
landonorris: that caption is so messy, i love it
↳ alexalbon: SO VEERY MESSI
↳ Y/nvestappen: “I don’t really have a lot to comment on that, except that he was being a pussy”
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↳danielriccardo: bro wanted all the smoke
Lilymhe: PERFECT WAY TO END A GP FOR SOMEONE AS PERFECT AS YOU ❤️🔥❤️🔥
↳ Y/nverstappen: lily do you want head or sum 😛
↳ alexalbon: google, how to dislike a comment??🤨better yet, how to report someone??😃
georgerussell: CONGRATS!! AMAZING RACE FROM YOU!!
josief1: THE WAY SHE QUOTED MAX WHEN HE DISSED OCON IN AN INTERVIEW 🤣 MOTHER IS MOTHERING FR
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alexandrasaintmleux replied to your story: princess treatment only for the best 💕
Y/nverstappen: I literally love you alex baby🥹🥹
landonorris replied to your story: this is so booktok of charles
Y/nverstappen: LMAOO SO TRUEE
charles_leclerc replied to your story: you deserve everything and more. I'm so very proud mon amour ❤️.
Y/nverstappen: cha baby I’m actually so in love with you❤️❤️
A/n: Guys i literally had so much fun writing this!! I def want to make a pt2 because there wasn't really any soft launching/ flirting happening. I lowk wanted to show you guys a little bit of her personality, but I also wanted to ease into the romance yk. sorry for the yap sesh but I hope you enjoyed!!
#instagram au#f1 one shot#cl16 x reader#formula 1 x you#formula 1 fanfic#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc fic#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc smau#charles leclerc x reader#f1 imagine#f1 instagram au#f1 imagines#f1 smau#f1 fanfic#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc x you#smau#social media au#f1 x female reader#asian fem reader#lando norris#f1 social media au#f1 x y/n#f1 x you#f1 x reader#f1 fic#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#max verstappen
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❛❛ 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚 𝐩𝛐𝐬𝐭𝐬 ❞
pairing - nick x oc!jalen
summary - my parents being adorable
notes - credits to @thenickgirl because jalen was technically created on HER page (go follow her shes fucking amazing) these are just some random ones no specific order/timeline feel free to yap abt them in my inbox :))
jalenbrooks
♫ Saturn · SZA
jalenbrooks - still thinking abt that pizza ngl (and nick come home me and the kids miss you)
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nicolassturniolo My mom says hi
↳ jalenbrooks tell her i love her and i miss her and she's a queen and she's amazing and she's my favorite sturniolo
nicolassturniolo I miss you more you should teleport to Boston
↳ jalenbrooks wrong. but i'll come to boston :)))
↳ nicolassturniolo I can't even try to be cute with you 😐
christophersturniolo Hi boyfriend
↳ jalenbrooks hey hottie 😼
↳ nicolassturniolo Who's gonna tell him
larray HI TWIN
↳ jalenbrooks HIIIIIIII
thenickgirl okay nonchalant dreadhead
↳ nicolassturniolo He's the opposite of nonchalant dw
nicolassturniolo
♫ Blind · SZA
nicolassturniolo - Life lately ⭐
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madisonbeer the cutest EVER
jalenbrooks RAWHWUEIDCJVBFEH
↳ nicolassturniolo Um...hey...
↳ jadexbrooks nick...come over he's barking
↳ thenickgirl he's so me
tyummyz finest triplet hands down
secretlocket peep that dr. pepper !!!
christophersturniolo Nicolas Stromboli ate pasta
↳ nicolassturniolo Okay car video reference
tarayummy the phonecase is so cute
jadexbrooks
♫ The Spins · Mac Miller
jadexbrooks - i just graduated fucking high school !!!!!!!!!!!
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jalenbrooks crying bc wdym my baby sister is a GRADUATE
nicolassturniolo My baby 😭
↳ jadexbrooks WHY ARE U AND JALEN ACTUALLY CRYING LMAOO
↳ jalenbrooks your literally our child what do you expect
christophersturniolo Valedictorian is crazy
↳ matthewsturniolo You also barely graduated high school so the bar to impress you is pretty low
rolemodel Look at that woman mv!
↳ jadexbrooks TUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
colorthecosmos444 harvards calling
jalenbrooks
♫ 3.5 · ian
jalenbrooks - 💩 get it cause its a dump
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nicolassturniolo The moan i just let out-
↳ jalenbrooks mission success
↳ matthewsturniolo Not at our house plz and ty
jadexbrooks i wonder who got u that shirt
thenickgirl @/nicolassturniolo i see the vision
↳ jalenbrooks i feel like i should be offended
↳ nicolassturniolo ISN'T HE SO FUCKING FINE
christophersturniolo Moments before we bullied little kids on Fort
↳ jalenbrooks we're such good bullies
nicolassturniolo
♫ 360 · Charli XCX
nicolassturniolo - Jalen brainrotting his little cousin part 1
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jalenbrooks HES FITTED UP BRO
christophersturniolo Me, him, and Jalen are a W trio
↳ nicolassturniolo You guys are actually menaces, hope this helps !🫶
matthewsturniolo He's my new best friend
madisonbeer UR SO HOT
samsmcgrath He has better fits than me wtf
thenickgirl ur so majestic it pains me
larray kai...blink twice if you need help
a/n - im sorry this took forever but im hoping to write for them more soon !!
tags/users featured - @tyummyz @thenickgirl @xoxo4chrisss @mattscoquette @colorthecosmos444
@secretlocket
#madi's fics ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪#nick sturniolo#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#nick au#nick sturniolo fluff#nick sturniolo angst#nick sturniolo x reader#sturniolo fanfic#sturniolo x reader#n sturniolo fic#nick sturniolo au#nick sturniolo x male reader#nick sturniolo x male!oc
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Love's Bullshit.
Summary: maybe love wasnt bullshit after all.
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Word Count: 5225
Warnings: a tinyyy tiny bit of angst, pining, unrequited feeling but requited in the end, sad rhysie poo healing but we dont really get into that. uh i think thats it? let me knowif theres more i need to add <3
A/n: let me tell yall, when i wrote this i think i had watched some pasta videos and helped my mum clean up some green veggies lmaoo, so Y/n's thoughts are just me yapping lol.
rhys would be happy i finally wrote something fluffy for him lmao
I LOVED WRITING TIS SM OML I HOPE YALL LOVE READING IT AKFJHDFH
(im sorry im back to my p.s bs again cus thank you to my wifey for, again, helping me plan this fic out and also this fic is again based on an indian song 😭)
anyways, enjoyyy🥹🤭
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It had almost become a ritual, standing around the coffee machine and waiting to grab the two cups of coffee.
It was a ritual, stalking back to the office with two cups of steaming coffee in her hand.
It was a ritual, trying her best not to blush when her boss smiled at her, his fingers brushing hers as he took his black coffee from her hands, a soft thank you slipping past his lips, his attention already focused on the screen of his laptop.
Y/n did not know how she hadn’t yet told him she loved him, but whatever force held those words captive in her chest, she thanked it every day.
Today was no different as she made her way into the elevator, nodding to the others who filed in after her with a small smile. Silence filled her ears, only broken by the ding of the elevator doors as it opened to let a couple of employees out onto the second floor. Y/n leaned back, sighing as the doors dragged close again, her head resting against the shiny metal as her eyes fixed themselves on the little panel above the door.
5.
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25.
Ding.
Y/n walked out, subconsciously searching for that familiar figure of her boss. The final floor of the building had been turned into a huge office for the CEO and the owner and his two best friends who helped manage the place, so it was not hard to find him, standing hunched over the huge mahogany desk as he scribbled something in a file.
She moved forward, lips stretching to accommodate the smile that spread on her lips without permission.
"Good evening, sir."
His head rose, the black rimmed glasses perched on his nose caching in the light. "Good evening, Y/n." His violet eyes tracked her movements, an easy smile on that full mouth.
He turned around the moment she set his coffee on his desk, attention already flitting away to focus on more important things.
It irritated Y/n to no end that he would not even try to talk to her- or anyone, really- unless it was related to work.
"Uh, have a good day, sir."
He nodded, and Y/n took that as her que to leave. She walked towards the desk that Y/n occupied. Being the CEO’s secretary, he wanted her close by in case he needed anything. Thankfully, the two managers were too busy with their own work to look at the blush that covered Y/n.
Time flew by as she settled down again, forcing herself to stop thinking about how those eyes would shine from up close, and started typing away in her laptop, her surroundings fading into nothing.
The next time Y/n stood to stretch her back, it was already dark outside the huge glass walls, and she leaned back, her back curving before it finally popped. The other two men that worked on the top floor, Cassian and Azriel, had already left half an hour ago, after bidding Y/n and Rhysand goodbye.
Relieved breath escaping her lips, she turned to find herself alone with Rhysand, who now sat with his back straight. So straight that Y/n was concerned that it would hurt him.
Something was wrong.
Before she could inquire, the elevator doors slid open, and the loud clicking of stilettos filled the silent atmosphere.
She’s beautiful.
That was Y/n’s first thought.
Long, straight light brown hair, almost bordering blond, the woman stalked straight up to the rich dark wooden desk, ire blazing in her eyes, anger seeping from every pore in her body.
Y/n should have left, she knew she should have.
But she didn’t, even knowing she would regret not leaving when everything seemed fine.
Rhys, eyes wide, stumbled to his feet.
Y/n had never seen that man ever stumble.
"Did I not tell you to stay away from me?"
His mouth parted, and Y/n watched with bated breath to see what would happen.
"Hello to you too, Feyre d-"
"Call off your stalker."
Fingers of ice skated down Y/n’s spine. Stalker?
His eyes hardened, jaw clenched. "He isn’t a stalker."
The woman let out an incredulous laugh. "Oh? Then what is he?"
"He’s there to protect you-"
"And what is he protecting me from? The trees in my backyard?"
Y/n swallowed, eyes flitting away. The elevator was near her, but it would draw attention. But it was definitely better than standing and watching the two like a creep.
"Feyre…" It was dark, but Y/n knew that Rhys glanced at her frozen form. "Let’s talk somewhere else, please. You’re making a scene-"
"No. I’m not going anywhere with you."
He released a frustrated breath, and Y/n finally got herself moving.
She grabbed her purse and hurried towards the elevator, hoping he did not think that she was judging him. Even as hard as she tried to be quiet, her heels clicked, and she froze, panic seizing every muscle in her body as she felt his eyes on her.
Swallowing, she hit the button on the silver panel, and the doors slid open, thankfully revealing that the elevator was still on their floor. As soon as she walked in, she hit the button to close the doors continuously, then pressed the button to the ground floor.
Idly she watched herself in the glass in the back of the elevator, her eyes travelling over her own figure.
Hmm. Pretty, but not as much as that lady.
It was clear that Rhys and she had something together. If not now, then before. And with the way Rhysand’s eyes had lit up with love but also sadness, she knew it was romantic.
Eh. Never really stood a chance anyway.
The elevator finally stopped moving, and Y/n walked out to greet a few lingering employees, who smiled and nodded at her. She smiled too, her mind already wandering to what she would eat for dinner. Maybe she could just get takeout-
She couldn’t.
Ugh.
She groaned as she remembered that her car had broken down the day before, and she’d had it towed to a mechanic shop, who had taken one look at the old, run down vehicle and said it would take them at the very least one week to fix.
Uber it is.
As she walked towards the exit, Y/n shoved her hand into her purse to grab her phone, but everything that came into her hand was not in the shape of that specific piece of rectangle.
Please. I don’t want to go up there again.
Pausing a few feet away from the automatic sliding doors, she peered into the little black purse, and sure enough, she could not see her phone.
Great. Just what I needed.
It didn’t have to be a big deal, Y/n told herself. She would just run up through the stairs, quietly grab her phone and leave.
Sure, you’ve got the energy and bones to run up twenty five floors.
Maybe she could just ask someone else to order a cab for her and she could just take her phone tomorrow-
It was Saturday tomorrow. No office.
Sighing, Y/n turned back, only to find the elevator doors opening and the same clicking of stilettos that had heralded the arrival of that pretty lady. And sure enough, when Y/n looked up from her purse while still cursing her own existence, the woman was walking towards her.
Y/n watched in awe as she stalked past her and out the automatic doors without sparing the countless onlookers a single glance, as if they all were a mere insect and she the god.
If Y/n was being honest, she envied her confidence while also respecting her for it. Y/n could only wish she was that good at being self assured to not trip and faceplant in front of everyone.
Y/n watched till the lady got into the back of a shiny white Audi and drove away, and only then did Y/n remember why she was still in the building.
She hurried into the elevator, her impatience mounting everytime it stopped on different floors for people to get on and off, but by the time she reached the top floor, she was all alone in that metal box. Her heart beating in her throat, she tried to walk as quietly to her desk as she could and snatched off the little device that lay beside her office laptop.
"Y/n?"
She had just turned around to sneak back to the elevator, trying not to look at the silhouette of her boss who stood gazing outside the floor to ceiling glass windows when he called. The low timbre of his voice made her freeze midstep, then glance at him as she brought her lifted leg to rest next to her other one.
"Yes, sir?"
He said nothing for a moment, and Y/n looked around, unsure of what to do. Just as her eyes came to rest on the elevator, it left to go down.
Y/n eyed the metal doors with disappointment when Rhysand asked her to come stand next to him.
She obeyed quietly, the only sound in the silent office that of her of her heels clicking on the marble floors.
He remained quiet when she stopped next to him, his dark blue eyes that bordered on looking like violet under a certain angle of light fixed on the glittering city beneath. Y/n too turned to gaze out of the huge windows when he refused to let his attention move.
It was beautiful, the city. Tall buildings lit up with lights on the inside, their glass reflecting light coming off of large billboards, the red and white lights from cars speeding by blurring together in a beautiful scenery of night, complemented by the full moon that hung amidst a sea of stars.
"It’s beautiful, isn’t it?"
Y/n blinked, coming out of her reverie and taking note of her surroundings again before replying. "Yeah, it is."
He sighed after a moment, glancing at her. "Have you ever been in love, Y/n? Do you believe in it?"
Y/n glanced at him, taken aback by his question.
"I- I guess so. I am currently in love, if it matters."
He nodded, his lips tilted up slightly at the corners.
"Does he know?"
"He… no. And I don’t think I will tell him." A pause, then- "what about you? Do you believe in it?"
"No. Not anymore. It’s bullshit and all it does is hurt people."
"Oh…" Y/n mumbled, not knowing how to respond to that.
He glanced at her uncertainly, then dropped the topic.
"You must have questions."
Y/n met his eyes that glittered like sapphires in the darkened office, then shook her head. "I don’t think I should have questions, and even if I did, I won’t ask them. You have a right to keep your private life private."
He nodded, his eyes unwavering. Y/n could not for the life of her figure out what he was thinking, so instead she focused on her own faint reflection on his black rimmed glasses.
Is there something in my teeth?
He took in a deep breath, looking away.
Nah, there’s nothing. Thank god.
"What did you come back for?"
Y/n blinked, then perked up. "Oh, my phone." She lifted the thing and waved it. "I thought I’d leave it and collect it on Monday, but then I had to order a cab, so-"
"Cab? Why? What happened to your car?"
"Ah, it broke down yesterday. It’s at the mechanic’s. It will take at the very least a week to get fixed, so." She shrugged.
"Well, if that’s the case, let me drop you off."
Y/n’s eyes widened, and she shook her head as if trying to dislodge his offer. "No, sir, please. I can go by myself-"
"Never said you couldn’t." he mumbled, a hint of a smile on his face as he began collecting his phone and keys from the drawer under his desk, rummaging around for whatever it was he needed before straightening.
"Sir-"
"Come."
With that, he began stalking to the elevator, leaving Y/n no choice but to hurry after him.
He ignored all her protests and didn’t even let her get off on the ground floor when she decided that she was going to get a cab nonetheless, and grabbed her hand to force her to stay still.
Of course, the moment his skin touched hers, she froze and then quietly followed him to his black Mercedes in the underground parking.
The ride to her home was mostly silent, the quiet only broken by his deep voice asking for directions and her mumbling when to turn.
If Y/n was being honest, she did not know what to do with herself. She was in a car with her boss who she was in love with, the one who she’d just witnessed get accused of stalking his lover- ex?- and then he was ready to answer her questions about his private life and-
She knew her mind was going into overdrive.
Calm down. He'd think I’m a weirdo.
And him thinking she was a weirdo will just not do-
He probably already thinks I am a weirdo.
Y/n sighed quietly, then told him to stop under the apartment her parents had left her. It was one of the finer things in her life.
"Thank you for dropping me off sir, you really didn’t have to do that." With that and a word of goodbye from Rhysand, Y/n turned to step out of the luxurious vehicle, then stopped.
She did not have time to debate whether offering him to follow her would be a good idea because the damning words were already spilling out of her lips.
"Would you like to stay for dinner sir? Let me cook you something as a thank you."
He smiled, then nodded and asked her where he could park. She directed him to her usual parking spot because her car was not occupying the space.
She cooked her special pasta that night. It was something that her friends always begged her to make whenever they were over and it was also very easy and quick to throw together.
The two of them made friendly conversation throughout the time he stayed over, with the night ending with Rhys asking her to be a part of their friend group that included him, Azriel, Cassian and Rhysand’s cousin.
As surprising as it was, Y/n shyly agreed, considering she hated socialising as much as she hated mushy vegetables.
"Perfect." Rhysand grinned as he stood at the door, ready to leave. "I’ll text you the address for the dinner next week. I can’t wait for you to be a part of us."
With that, he left Y/n to herself and her thoughts.
That night, she fell asleep thinking about Rhysand.
She knew she could never have him romantically, and that was okay.
As long as she became friends with him, it was all that mattered.
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Y/n stood, watching the horizon twinkle with golden lights and hints of colour, their reflection in the river between hypnotising.
In the past months, Y/n had gotten closer to Rhys and his friends. They almost were the family she never had, the sibling-like bond they shared cherished beyond expectations.
Somewhere along the two months, Y/n had stopped focusing too much on how much she wanted to be with Rhysand, and yet, she knew she began to fall for him even more than she already had. Worse still, she now had more time to focus on all his little habits and quirks now that she hung out with him outside of office hours.
"Y/n. I think you need to get over whoever that asshole is, you know."
Y/n blinked, turning to face Rhys as he came to stand against the railing next to her.
"What?"
"You know, it’s been a long time since you told me about him. And if you’re still not dating, then I think you need to either tell him or forget him."
Y/n sighed. "It’s not that I don’t want to tell him. I know he would never love me back."
He nodded solemnly. "You said it yourself then. He would never love you. You might as well find someone new to love."
When Y/n rolled her eyes and turned back to stare into the dark waters, he tried again. "At least tell me who this love interest of yours is. Maybe I can knock some sense into him- or her, if you’re into that. I’m tired of seeing you be painfully single."
Y/n shook her head with a rueful smile, wondering what his reaction would be if she actually told him who this ‘love interest’ was.
Since Rhys had asked Y/n to be a part of the friend group, he had managed to get out a confession from Y/n about this ‘mysterious daddy of yours’. His own words, not hers.
He would try to find out who this guy was, he was adamant even, but every time Y/n would manage to escape without revealing who she was head over heels for. She had a relationship with Rhysand that was very precious to her, and she was not interested in jeopardising that.
It was better to just go on a date if it meant he would stop trying to get her to confess.
"Alright. I’ll go on a date."
Y/n could see him perk up. "Really? Let’s find you a guy. It will be so fun."
Y/n offered him a smile before he slipped away, then let the smile drop.
Having grown up without a real friend due to her social anxiety, Y/n cherished the friendship she and Rhys shared.
Initially, she had thought that becoming friends with him would be the best thing to ever happen to her. And it was, but it was also one of the most hurtful things she had gone through.
Being able to talk to him whenever she wanted to, being able to do everything she had ever wanted to do with him, yet not being able to love him the way she truly wanted was a curse in itself.
Sighing, Y/n told herself to stop thinking too much and walked away.
The next two days went by uneventfully, but then the third day, of course, Rhysand had to disrupt Y/n’s peace as she tapped away on her laptop, Cassian hot on his heels.
Those grins on their faces never meant good.
She raised a brow at them, eyeing Cass as he climbed on her table and settled down, pushing away the files in his way.
"Can I help you?"
"Yes, actually." Cass giggled before a word could escape Rhys’s mouth. Rhysand brows rose. "What do you think I should do for Nesta on her birthday?"
Y/n blinked, then leaned back in her seat, scratching her head. "Hmm. She likes to read, right? There’s a new book store that opened recently, it's very big and beautiful. She would love to go there. Make a day out of it. Take her there, then maybe a coffee date and movies-"
Rhys cleared his throat with a pointed glare at a very serious Cassian, who nodded at every word out of Y/n’s mouth and pulled out his phone to note down what to do. "We were here for another thing. Remember?"
Cassia grinned sheepishly and nodded, putting away his phone.
Rhys turned back to Y/n then. "You know, I recently got in contact with an old acquaintance from college." Y/n waited for him to drop the bomb on her, because there was no way he looked so serious just because he wanted to tell her that.
"I set you up on a date with him."
Y/n was rendered speechless. She did not know what to do, what to think. It was like even her mind had stopped working.
Just amazing. This is perfect. The man I love is acting like a wingman. What more could I have asked for?
When she remained silent, Cass and Rhys exchanged an uncertain glance.
"Uh, he’s well off, he’s good looking. He drives a BMW I believe, and-"
"Hmm. Just let me know the time and address."
Rhys blinked at Y/n, surely taken aback by the lack of emotion in her monotone voice. "I- okay yeah but-"
Just then, her phone rang. It was the receptionist. Y/n smiled, thanking every being she could think of for this distraction. She had plans of lunch with the girl who was like a friend too, and so it gave her the perfect escape.
But as she excused herself and all three friends went their separate ways, she could not help but feel someone's gaze on her. And sure enough, as she turned after entering the elevator, she found Rhys studying her, his gaze intense as it met hers.
But the eye contact was cut short as the doors slid closed, and Y/n sighed, blinking away the prickling in her eyes.
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She did not want to get dressed, but she also did want Rhys to stop bothering her about her love life, and so she had pulled out her favourite dress from the back of her closet and put it on after taking a shower.
She had just finished putting on some mascara and blush when the doorbell rang, and Y/n paused, staring at herself for a moment before deeming that enough makeup and standing, making her way out of her room. Surprisingly, at her door stood a grinning Rhys.
Y/n was taken aback. He hadn’t informed her of his arrival.
"Hey Rhys, what are you doing here?"
"Why? Are you not happy to see me?"
Y/n rolled her eyes, turning away to go to the kitchen, leaving him to close the door.
She grabbed a glass and filled it with water, then handed it to him when he followed her into the kitchen. She then turned and leaned against the counter, crossing her arms across her chest.
"So. What brings you here?"
He put away the glass after drinking half of the liquid inside, raising his eyebrows playfully.
"What, I can’t come to see my friend without a reason?"
Y/n just watched him, not buying his lies. When he refused to speak more, she sighed. "Rhys, we both know I am not believing the shit you’re spewing right now, so just tell me why you’re here."
He exhaled, leaning his hip against the counter opposite Y/n. "I just wanted to check up on you. You didn’t seem too excited to go on this date."
Y/n unfolded her arms, looking away from his concerned gaze perusing her form. "How can I be happy about going on a date with someone who’s not the man I love?"
"Then tell me who he is Y/n, I could set you up on a date with him." Gone was the friendly warmth he usually talked to her with.
"I can’t Rhysand."
"Why not?!"
"I just- I just can’t, okay? And anyways, I’m trying to move on."
"Who is he?"
"Maybe today I will go meet that friend of yours-"
"Who is he?"
"-and fall in love and I’ll forget him-"
"Tell me who he is-"
"I can’t."
"Why not?"
"You want to know who he is that badly? It’s you, Rhys! It’s you."
His eyes widened, his lips parting as he stared at her. "You- what?"
Y/n refused to look away from him, cursing herself for shedding that one traitorous tear. But then she turned away. "I’m running late. He must be waiting for me."
With that, she walked out the door, ignoring his calls of her name.
Love really was bullshit. It just hurts people.
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The two hours she spent with George- Greg? Gregory?- went by too fast. She did not even remember what he said. She could not stop thinking about Rhys and how she had confessed to him before coming to meet with the homo sapien in front of her.
He wanted to talk about himself, which Y/n did not mind one bit because she could not for the life of her listen. He was happy to yap and did not realise Y/n was zoned out the whole time he sang praises of himself, and was all too happy when Y/n paid for herself and then bid him goodbye, his eyes already fixed on a blonde across the restaurant.
Y/n did not want to go home yet, not knowing whether he left or not, so she decided to go sit at a beach near her home. It was empty at this time, most people either at home or out partying. It was a Saturday night after all.
Y/n felt like she had control over nothing. Since the day prior, all she could think of was how she wished she was prettier and had a chance to be with Rhys. She loved herself and her appearance, of course, but she could admit, she was nothing compared to that lady who had stormed into the office that day, telling Rhys to call off the stalker.
Y/n had never had any hope from the beginning. She had known that her feelings could not be anything but a crush, even if she wanted them to be more. Rhys was simply too good for her, and she was not above accepting that. She might have been delusional, but she wasn’t delusional enough to think he could ever return her feelings.
"I was waiting for you."
Y/n froze, suddenly aware of the sand grains between her toes, her heels discarded next to her, knees pulled up to her chest.
She did not respond, simply because she did not know how to. Now that she had been pulled out of her thoughts, she could hear him walking towards her, his steps cushioned by the shifting sand.
She decided to focus on the wind in her hair, on the soft, soothing melody of the water.
He settled down next to her, and she could not help but notice that he sat a little too close to be casual and friendly.
He said nothing for a long moment, and Y/n decided that in this moment, she could pretend to be his. She could pretend that he was hers and that they were madly in love. That he did not track her down here somehow and that the two of them were simply having a date night out.
"Her name is Feyre."
Y/n glanced at him from the corner of her eyes, unsure what he was talking about.
"She’s Nesta’s sister. That was how Nesta met Cassian, to be honest. She and I had been dating since we were in college."
It clicked for Y/n then, who he was talking about.
Tall, pretty, gorgeous hair and eyes. On top of that, a pretty name too? A jackpot, honestly.
As soon as that thought occurred to her, Y/n willed herself to stop thinking and just listen to the storytime by grandma Rhys.
Grandma Rhys??
All that was left was a rocking chair and some knitting needles and yarn.
He’d rock that fit too.
"She and Nesta… they grew up in conditions that were less than livable. Their father had lost his business and traumatised by the losses, he started staying home. Feyre had to work to keep the family going. She got to go to college because of scholarships."
Instantly, Y/n wished she could just give the lady a hug. But instead, she laid her head on her raised knees, turning her head to watch Rhys as he spoke.
"I had grown up in a filthy rich family, getting everything I wanted at my beck and call. Back then, I was smitten. Knowing what she had gone through, I wanted to provide for her. I took over my father’s businesses, began my own. Just so I could give her the lifestyle she deserved.
"While I was busy trying to get her to stop working… She wanted to provide for herself. It gave her a sense of independence, I understand that now. Having to depend on others before made her want to have freedom, and me trying to get her to stay at home made her feel suffocated. It led to a lot of arguments, more than was healthy. It upsetted me. I always wondered why she did not want to rule the empire I brought to her feet."
Y/n blinked, wondering what she would have done in that situation. Would she also have left Rhys?
"Eventually, she left me. Yet I could not bring myself to let go of her, always concerned about her safety for some reason. That’s when she came to the office, remember?"
Y/n did. A little too well.
But still, her heart hurt for him and her. She understood both sides, and she wished the two had just communicated better. Y/n knew they had loved each other a lot, it was clearly visible on their faces. At least on RHys’s. And from the way Rhys talked about her, Y/n could not help but like her too. She sounded like a nice person, someone deserving of someone as awesome as Rhys.
Even if that would have made Y/n’s chances of being with Rhys zero, she wished they had stayed and worked through their problems together.
He sighed, then turned his head to look at Y/n. "Do you know why I’m telling you this?"
Y/n shook her head, lifting it from her knees, trying to crack the tiny cramp.
He smiled. "I… while you were on that date, I sat and thought about it. Maybe it’s time for me to move on too. And now that I’ve acknowledged stuff I was too scared to before, I think I am ready."
His eyes held something so soft, so vulnerable as he gazed into Y/n’s eyes.
"Look, I don’t know how to say this without sounding like a complete creep and like an asshole, but I’m hoping you won’t judge me, but it’s fine if you’ve changed your mind and-"
"Just say it Rhys." Y/n laughed, already feeling like she knew where this was going.
He sighed. "I… do you want to go on a date with me?"
Y/n grinned. Flustered Rhys was something to cherish. "Sure, why not."
He perked up. "Really?"
She nodded. "As long as you actually want this and I’m not a replacement for Feyre-"
"You’re not, I swear! I’ve been feeling different towards you for some time now, I promise-"
"I believe you."
He blinked. "Really?"
Y/n nodded, and he relaxed, resting his head on her shoulder.
"This was easier than I thought it would be."
Y/n giggled.
It really was easier than expected.
Maybe love wasn’t bullshit after all.
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im actually obsessed with ur writing😫could u write about domestic things with kaneki? (idk if that’s the word) like slow mornings, going out to shop, etc!!
of course i can
☆,
i personally feel like slow mornings with ken come after having a night of fun.. ifykwim.
that being said though, he’s always extremely soft with you. & he’s doing any & all work so you don’t have to move all that much.
you guys spend almost two hours just laying in bed, talking, rotting.. well you’re mainly doing all the talking but ken is listening intently. he could tell exactly what you were saying ten minutes ago, without any fail. it’s so cute.
when you finally decide you wanna get up, ken makes his way to the bathroom first so he can put toothpaste on both of your guys toothbrushes.
ken will also fully try to speak to you as he’s brushing his teeth, it never makes any fucken sense but he refuses to stay quiet.
after teeth brushing, he’ll help you wash your face & then he’s on his way to make you wtv you’re feeling for breakfast.
trust, he literally wants you doing NOTHING.
“do you need help, ken? i can make the eggs”
“NO. just go sit down..”
“oh- ok you don’t have to YELL”
“sorry…”
LMAOO like he’s so passionate.
you have to stop him when he’s tryna spoon feed you your entire meal.
“i got it ken, thank you..”
“just say you hate me & want me to die.”
“OMG.”
—
on to shopping, most bfs don’t really like going shopping with their gfs because only god knows how long they’ll actually be shopping for.
but nonono. NOT KANEKI.
this man would be your personal stylist if he could be. you’ll be searching through the racks of clothes, mf waltz on over with at least 5 hangers & a big ass smile.
“here, try these on! i think they’d look good on you”
“ken, i can find my own-”
“SH. dressing room. you. NOW.”
& much to your surprise, his selections always do end up looking good on you. he’s making sure every color is gonna go with your skin tone. making sure nothing will stand out too harshly, & taking into account the things he already knows you don’t like.
not to mention, this man doesn’t let you pay for like, anything?
one time you guys were out thrifting & you kept finding the cutest pieces ever. only to reach into your purse & realize you’d forgotten your entire wallet.
“ken.. i forgot my wallet.”
when i tell you, the pure disgust written on this man’s face is OTHERWORLDLY.
“so..? who said i was gonna let you fucken pay for anything anyway? put everything you want in the cart & keep it pushing.”
“but ken.. that’s so much money”
“my money belongs to you”
your jaw dropped internally. it took all your willpower to not drop to the floor, roll around, & start giggling.
also! ken is a very big fan of matching or coordinated outfits. he loves loves loves being able to show that you guys are together. by any small or big means possible.
i’d also like to kindly remind you that ken absolutely does have a ring with your name on it :3
oh & he most definitely shares his clothes with you! he thinks it's so cute when he finds you in his closet, "what're you looking for, pretty?"
"erm.. i dunno, i really liked that one shirt you wore like 2 days ago."
"this one?" he's holding up a plain black shirt. on the back side there's angle wings, & the shirt itself is a little faded out from when he first got it, so you love the aesthetic of it.
"yes!"
"all you had to do was ask, honey."
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i think one thing ken really enjoys doing with you is taking walks. like no matter the time nor weather. he loves a good walk & yap session with his favorite girl.
“baby, can we go for a walk”
“what’re you, a dog?”
“no.. i just wanna walk & talk.. well, hear you talk”
“we can talk in here..”
“but i wanna talk outside, get some fresh air.. yk?”
“fine.”
you guys end up walking down to a park nearby, & you're of course telling ken about the most of random things you've been seeing & hearing lately.
the two of you are gossiping about your workspaces, friend groups, social media drama & so on.
ken ends up picking like a million flowers & he puts them in your hair, you don't even stop him because you know it's making him happy, "you're so beautiful, y/n." he says when he's finally all done.
"i know."
"yeah? & how do you know?"
"you tell me everyday"
ken has the biggest, stupidest smile on his face when you say this. he feels like he's doing his job right. he opens insta & takes a picture of you in that moment & captions it, "my flower girl" & hits share.
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ahem.
ken most definitely reads you books. it is the best bonding time ever. especially if it's a really good book too.
he loves to fucken slam the book down & debrief anything & everything with you.
if something crazy happens, ken will fully throw the damn book across the room as he's reading it.
"ken?!" "HOLYYYY FUCKEN SHIIITT"
"boy go pick the fucken book up! i didn't even hear what happened yet!"
"oh, right."
& then he's scrambling to get the book & sitting you in his lap so you can read the tea too. when you finally do, you gasp & he's all in your ear lie, "MHMM, i told you!!"
one time you bought 50 shades of grey without telling him what it was about & when he finally got to the spicy parts, his jaw dropped to the ground.
"y/n, what the hell am i reading?!"
"a book!!"
"let's recreate?"
you two most definitely recreated.
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this is so random but i’ve been thinking about kaneki playing dress to impress SMMM.
when he sees it trending all over his tiktok & insta, he’s absolutely itching to play with you.
one day you come home from being out with a couple friends & ken is on ft with hide, practically screaming.
“CHAT WHERE TF ARE THE SCARVES?!?! there’s only a minute left!!”
you peer over his shoulder to sneak a peek at his screen & low & behold. it’s dti.
you lean down to kiss his cheek & he’s like “oh my god, babe! go get your laptop, you have to play this shit with us”
..
it’s been only 2 rounds & ken is whining about how you placed podium TWICE when he’s been trying for the past hour.. or two.
“baby.. this isn’t fair.”
“kaneki this is so rigged.” hide chimes in.
you’re cackling in your spot, “just fucken try harder?!”
“I HAVE BEEN”
you look at ken’s screen & see the worst possible outfit for “ghosts vs ghouls”
he literally made their skin green & thought he was eating the competition UPPP.
not to mention the fully purple outfit he put on, & random black top hat? with bulky black boots, & a makeup look that looked BUTCHERED.
“ken, my love. that outfit is horrible.”
he’s just about ready to put his mac through a wood chipper. there’s a pout on his face.
“okay well- can you play on my computer so i can get at least one win.” he says in the softest voice ever & you feel like it’s taking all your might not to laugh.
ken just wanted his dti win. :p
i’m so sorry this took so fucken long. ☠️
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hello !! i really love your aventurine fics <3 i was wondering how you go about characterising him?
ahh thank you!! (,,>﹏<,,) i'll js use this chance to give a brief overview of my understanding of aventurine!! so feel free to scroll below for my take on aven characterization on my fics. for now, tw: yapping (lol)
at face value, aventurine is js a cocky bastard (/aff) with a rlly fucked up backstory; in which i believe that he fakes his confidence to mask his insecurities + his inability to let go of his past (evident from quest desc, reddit user compiled it here).
his self loathing words are also kind of an inferiority complex (??) though he hides it really well. plus he often puts himself down because he genuinely doesn't believe that he's worthy (was literally sold for 60 tanbas, definitely fucked with his mental, thinking his life is only worth that much) + his tendency to overcompensate in money cus he isn't able to believe that people would genuinely want his company if not for his fortune or riches.
CN:
没了那块「砂金石」,你就只是个被公司判了死刑的茨冈尼亚奴隶——还是说,你脖子上那行「商品编码」也是琥珀王的恩赐?
translation: without that piece of "aventurine", you're nothing more than a sigonian slave sentenced to die by the IPC —or is the line of "commodity code" on your neck also a gift from the amber lord?
he was favoured by gaiathra, but does he really see his luck as a blessing, or a curse? i’m sure we’re aware of his tendency to hide his hand behind his back because he’s terrified of losing despite being known to “have nothing to lose” when gambling; well his mantra on "all or nothing" also breaks me deeply cus it’s the same thing the man who bought him said (fits his character too i guess).
i genuinely started tweaking when he (indirectly) said he attempted on his own life 3 times in penacony + when we had to take a photo of kakavasha, and there were 3 other empty spots for his parents and sister.
tldr: aventurine fans are allergic to happiness because aventurine himself is allergic to happiness.
OKAY IM (not) DONE, SORRY LET ME ACTUALLY ANSWER THE QUESTION LMAOO
for my aventurine fics, i have yet to write one that actually deep-dives into his character, not one that mainly focuses on his character at least!!
but i digress, dwst was written with “aventurine often wears a smile that masks his true motives, but when he's drunk that facade crumbles.” in mind. (though it didn’t come out exactly that way? up to your interpretation honestly!)
from heartfelt embrace: “but nonetheless, maybe one day aventurine will open his heart to you, and you’ll find the courage to speak your truth. until then, you’ll find comfort in the warmth of his embrace.”
^ aventurine's guarded nature is evident in his emotional reticence. as he’s not ready to reveal his vulnerable side just yet, he yearns to provide warmth and security to you even if he struggles to express his feelings verbally.
incandescent feelings overflow was also kinda like “haha he has a nonchalant facade, but in reality he does have smt to hide” (can be interpreted as his romantic interest in you or he simply finds teasing you amusing)
anyway live laugh love aventurine!!!!
good question google
#✧rentalks!#sorry i yapped#this is what a mention of aventurine does to me#i wanna give him a hug so badly#protect him at all costs!!!!#honkai star rail#honkai star rail aventurine#aventurine#hsr aventurine#he's such a well written character#got me crying#hsr analysis
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hi there cutie i hope you’re well! i was hoping i could get a jjk match-up? PRETTY PLEASE AND THANK YOU ❤️
- i’m pretty short, 155cm 🫣 and on the curvier side. i like to wear heels for this reason lmaoo
- i’ve always wanted to be one of those mysterious girlies who have an intense aura and makes others wonder what’s going on inside their head, but i’m too loud, bubbly and expressive to be anything like that 😔
- i’m not a shy person by any means, i love meeting new people and making friends always came easy to me. i can talk someone’s ear off about any and everything, even i’ve only known them for 5 minutes 😭 i’d like to be more reserved in that sense but ITS SO HARD bc i like to say what’s on my mind and always feel the need to put my 2cents in every topic even if no one asked.
- i make myself giggle with my own jokes.
- have been told that being around me can feel like such a ‘rush’ due to how lively and chirpy i am. i try to hold myself back bc i don’t like overwhelming people.
- really into makeup and fashion, and in general just always making sure i look my best. i’ve been told my hair and eyes are my best features.
- i can be a bit of an airhead sometimes, most of the time. i trip over air, have butterfingers, i could be looking for something only for that thing to have been in my hand the whole time, that sort of stuff 😪
- i like collecting plushies, especially cute foodie ones!
- i’m a violinist. when i play, it’s the only time i feel like i have my shit together 🤩
- i love anything taro flavoured; drinks, steamed buns, cakes, etc..
- i buy fresh flowers every week bc they’re pretty and bring life into any room/space 🌸
THATS ENOUGH IM SORRY super keen to see who you pair me with me! 🙈💕
OHH, HIII!! i’ve been waiting to do yours since the ask you send me, yayyyy!!!
•⁀➷ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. . . ﹫ 𝘨𝘰𝘫𝘰 ៹ ༉‧₊˚
everyone in jujutsu tech knew that the universe was against them, not because they are sorceress and their life will be short, is more for the fact that you and gojo satoru met, and it became everyone’s problem.
the moment gojo sat by your side, he a second year and you a first, he barely introduced himself before shifting his attention to your heels as part of your uniform.
“how do you run from a curse with this shoes?” he asks.
“i’ll show you.” you got up from the bench and started to run. he was impressed, but thought he could do better.
few hours later, returning from a shopping spree sponsored by the gojo clan, you both are running in stilettos on school ground. sorry to say it, but he won the race.
you can try to be a mysterious girl, and it can work the first few minutes with your friends and strangers, but never with satoru. one look at you, and he knows what you’re thinking. both of you develop this head and eye signs to understand each other, and it creeps geto and nanami a lot.
satoru loves to have you rambling whatever it’s on your mind. you read a newspaper about a random topic, such as the eldest animal alive, and somehow you will start to talk as if you personally knew the creature. gojo, always enchanted, will encourage it.
if no one asks, he does.
gojo knew he had to have you, and so he did. now, years later, when adulthood has reached, the male is still as devoted to you and your babbling as he was before.
you don’t think there has been a day you held yourself back from talking. on your first week living together in a penthouse, gojo came home tired from a mission, you kept yourself quiet while hugging him, until he tugged you along to the bathroom.
“talk to me.” he says while starting his shower, you sat on the floor while whispering of your week, and when gojo was drying himself you were already explosive yapping about anything and him mimicking you.
you’re his energy.
gojo loves to see you walking around barefoot, he is reminded of his first time seeing it. how short you became right away, how he laughed at your cuteness. you told him that it’s not big deal, he is taller than anyone no matter what. but, it’s you — his favorite person in the world, barely reaching his chest.
when you play violin and he is at the house, you know he will drop anything to come your way and sit, staring at you until your cheeks grow red and you have to pause your playing to beg him to stop.
“i’m not doing anything.” he raises his hand, innocent eyes and devilish smirk. “just appreciating the show.
so, you will play again, not daring to look at him but feeling all his six eyes on you. devoted.
a good word to express satoru’s love for you — it’s always for you, always has been and will be.
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۫ ּ ﹗satoru loves that he knows you better than no one, and the best way he found to prove that to himself, others and you is by spoiling. he randomly picks you up from your job and takes you to the mall, anything you stare for more than five seconds will be bought. usually those things are high heels, clothes and makeup.
۫ ּ ﹗you both know he doesn’t need you that to buy it, he knows you’d style and what compliments you the most, and vice versa as well. whenever you both go out to a fancy place, all eyes are on you. two pretty bad bitches.
۫ ּ ﹗weekly dates are a requirement, they aren’t usually fancy, because you both rather be somewhere allowed to be a little weird and loud. so, cute bakeries and picnics are a must. he always buys you the taro flavored, he also likes to ask to taste only to say it sucks.
۫ ּ ﹗you and gojo have a little play fight every week, both coming home with bouquets and trying to out-stand the other. satoru mostly looses, but every month he comes home with the flowers, a taro drink and a new plushie to your collection, so he wins.
۫ ּ ﹗he is a little shit with your antics. you trip over something and he is there to catch you, saying “did you fall for me?” yes, idiot. and if you are looking for something in your hand, he won’t tell you, he will indulge in it, searching with you. such a bitch.
#﹙ 𝑀. ﹚ ⠀─┈ ⭑⠀ ͏͏💍#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#gojo satoru#jjk gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jujutsu kaisen gojo#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#jjk gojo x reader#gojo satoru fluff#satoru gojo x reader
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Rereading a Floyra fic I posted on here and omg… im still out here giggling and kicking my feet CHAT THIS ISNT FUNNY WHY AM I LIKE THIS HWJEHEHAHVSABA
KYRAAAA … UR SUCH A SIMP I HATEYIU….
HOLDING MY HEAD IN MY HANDS OMEMGEE… IM TWEAKING OUTTT I need to write more about them or I’ll go insane AUGH
#🎀! yap#🎀🦈! floyra#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#yuusona#ANGEL NEEDS TO wRITE MORE LMAOO#I HAVE SO MANY FLOYRA FICS IN MY DRAFTS HELP#I gotta post more Floyra content … im sorry chst i miss them HWHEHEHE
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HELLO HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE @moons-among-distant-stars I COMR WITH A PRESENT.
OTC/DEISY RAMBLING!
im not warning for spoilers because im too tired to do that LMAOO but im putting most of this under the read more
So i saw one of ur reblogs to my reblog of ur reblog (a lot of reblog there) and i was like. Im gonna ramble again!! Mostly ab Sif’s wings!! So ya!!
No, Siffrin does not like his wings. They view them as a burden, as he can’t use them to fly, glide, or anything, and for other reasons. One of those being the fact that it’s a connection to the King, as he has wings too. But, it’s also not just with the fact that they’re just there, no, it’s also appearance wise. Their wings have shades suspiciously close to the shades the King’s wings once were before he was frozen in time. I WONDER WHY!! bats my eyes at you aggressively
Siffrin has trust problems when it comes to his wings, too. He’s so ashamed of them that he doesn’t let anyone outside his family see them, and even then that’s iffy on some days. Only a select few can even touch their wings without asking, those people being Isabeau, Loop, Colette, Léonce and Lucien.
Due to this hatred for his wings, Siffrin hardly takes care of them on some days. The only reason he does on most days is because Odile told him to, and Siffrin’s a sheep most of the time, not a shepherd (ouch, sorry Siffrin… LMAO). And when they don’t want to, then Léonce and/or Loop help him with it.
Sure, Isabeau thinks Siffrin’s wings are very cute, and yeah, it helps a little, but it doesn’t fix Siffrin’s insecurity and loathing of them. Siffrin’s self-hatred runs very deep, but, if you want a good side, it doesn’t run so deep that Siffrin would consider getting rid of them. That’d be severing one of the last links he has to his home, and that’s the last thing they want to do.
A. TIME FOR FLUFF!! Grabs you by the shoulders. Since Siffrin has wings, that means that normal clothing… really wouldn’t work for him. Before the events of IBaS,iTaT!ISAT, Siffrin stuck with cutting wing holes into his shirts, but after the loops, Isabeau began helping Siffrin with that, so now, most of Siffrin’s shirts and such are made by Isabeau. Isabeau has offered to do the same for Loop but Loop very quickly denied it and said they’re fine and they don’t need anything when they can steal from Siffrin. Which… is true. They do that sometimes LMAO.
Im giving you more fluff to balance out the angst. I did some thinking a few days ago and decided THIS!!!: Siffrin washed up in Vaugarde at 16 and Léonce found him (already canon) - they very very likely legally adopted him (translation: she did) since he was a child at the time and yk that child needed a guardian, (and fuck, sometimes he still does have you SEEN the stuff he gets into sometimes?) and well, they stuck to her like glue. Léonce’s last name is Aveline, and by proxy, that became Siffrin’s last name. So, technically, Siffrin does have a last name, which is Aveline. I really need to write a scene where Léonce full-names Siffrin in a tone of an annoyed mom 💀 (“SIFFRIN AVELINE.” LMAOO)
Due to the loops, Siffrin totally forgot about this until he went to Kaia with the party. Then he remembered. He has yet to even bring it up with the rest of the group but Odile has pieced things together based on observations of how Léonce treats Siffrin god awfully like a child of her own… so has Isabeau… but the others remain unknowing LOL
OKAY END OF YAP. IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS SURROUNDING THIS AU PLS PLS PLS ASK ME I WANT TO YAP MORE.
#in stars and time#in stars and time au#ao3#isat siffrin#ao3 writer#isat#ao3 fic#isat loop#isat odile#isat isabeau#isat ocs#isat king#oh traveler come#despite everything its still you
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TELL US THE LORE????
dkjfhsdgj ITS KIND DERANGED LMAOO. sorry for yapping about her backstory but its relevant to their insane dynamic lmao
my self insert / oc is basically like. disillusioned software engineer. shes based off edward snowden. she's from the planet of talia (which is desert wasteland) and she's an orphan and was raised with other bandit gangs lol. she learned how to write software and engineer thru trial and error. she's an orphan and doesn't really have any family with the exceptions of like two people she considers. but no blood. no idea who her parents are lol
she gets picked up by the ipc when she's in her teen years because she gets caught trying to steal from them using some phishing software she made. they offer recruitment instead of jail-time bc her skillsets are valuable and she sees it as a good opportunity.
she quickly finds out the ipc is crazy corrupt and she gets really like. she wants to get out but the contract is insane. so she basically. like. steals a bunch of money from the ipc and then goes permanently on the run LMAO.
she finds refuge in different planets but the ipc is everywhere. she keeps stealing from them though and interrupting their business models. very robinhood i guess. she has more of a moral conscience than other inserts i make she's really upright.
her personality is really like super antisocial and paranoid. complete loser forreal. after all that jumping around, she ends up hiding in penacony bc its huge and even with ipc presence, it's really easy for the blend in
this is where her relationship with sunday starts. he's really into her because he doesn't like the IPC for one, but also because he finds her to be benevolent (and she is to her credit she's really morally upright). he offers her like . complete refuge and protection in exchange for being part of the family.
she. adamantly refuses this proposition (he will keep asking though) but offers to work for the family as a contractor in exchange for protection. sunday agrees, she's an important and valuable asset with tons of insider information but also he feels weirdly comfortable around her.
they have such a weird relationship LMAOOOAOAOA. sunday develops this very possessive feeling about her and is really coercive and manipulative to her in general. he comes and goes as he pleases but she's not allowed to stray too far. quick to tug her leash basically. he has a really complete control over her and he's paranoid about her trying to leave him. always pulling her into corners and being kind of humiliating and controlling about how she dresses and acts etc
THE INSANE THING IS THAT SHE'S KIND OF. FINE WITH IT. she's really aware that sunday is crazy and manipulative and batshit. but she has HELLA abandonment issues because she has no "home." sunday constantly breathing down her back to stay with him and be his possesion gives her a comfortable sense of belonging and she doesn't think of him as evil - so she's weirdly content with him and just wants to be with him
SOMETIMES. WHEN SUNDAY IS IN A GOOD MOOD. he'll ask her what he wants and he's always expecting her to like beg for her own freedom but she never does. always asks for like intimacy like bathing together and cuddling. and it always shocks sunday LMAOAOA because he's convinced she secretly depsises him but its like dude. Lol.
they're genuinely so in love. this is deranged im aware but they really genuinely love each other and feel understood by one another. but its insane by all accounts
#return to sender#selfship stuff#oc stuff#KINDA?? SHES VERY MUCH A SELF INSERT LMAO#i would love to write them but its such blatant projection i dont think i could bring myself to do it#theyre so genuinely in love but theyre so fucking insane about it#this insert is such a mess.#shes a preservation character. her kit is based on the yugioh duel deck. i love her#topaz is her ex girlfriend and they dated for a few years#shes so soggy
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