#yapping and japping rn

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Hey

Hot ss take

Rainbow steve absolutely has trauma and maybe even a scar/scars from early on when he and sabre were fighting. Sabre feels so so horrible about it, even tho rainbow steve has completely forgiven him and has told him a thousand times it was just a misunderstanding and that it's ok. But sabre still remembers it and tears himself up abt it inside.

Rainbow steve is just sad sabre keeps on getting upset about it when he's said so many times that it's okay. He still has nightmares sometimes, but both the dreams and the memories themselves are jumbled and fuzzy and full of static, so he should be fine right? Even tho sometimes, especially when weakened or around large amounts of lava he just feels

wrong.

But they'll survive. They'll get through it, together. Even when rainbow steve wakes from a particularly bad nightmare crying, and sees his best friend, not enemy, sabre there to comfort him. Even when rainbow sees sabre eerily still, staring off into nowhere while tense with puffed up feathers, and tackles him into a hug. They're safe, and they're together

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Guess who's back

Back again

Shady's back

Tell a friend

I'm sorry I didn't come by earlier but I have a few deadlines to meet *cough* book rep *cough* and I had to study and I was out with friends and shit so I didn't talk to anyone outside my close contacts :< *Chrissapointed in herself*

Ahenyways I need to yap to someone so be prepped for a long ass thing (*huff* and no, it's not what you think it is you dirty minded lil otter ---)

So thing one I'm going nuts about is I can't fliPPING FIND THIS FUCKING FIC RRRRRAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH >:c

I'm like genuinely enraged over here bcuz my stupid ass didn't save the link and like I wanna read it so bad rn its unhealthy ... Worst thing is I remember finding it over a taglist and I've checked all the accs on the taglist and it's not there :(( and when I look for the title it doesn't come up 😔😔

Secondly, SKZ music. [I'm sorry but I can't talk abt it to anyone irl] I'm not even talking about the music videos, or the meanings behind the words and lyrics, I'm just referring to the tracks on Spotify.

MIROH. Voices. YAYAYA. My pace. District 9. Grow up. Astronaut.

Sure, it's not the whole album, but- excuses-moi??!!?? Just to start on MIROH. It's like, funny bcuz of the instrumentals but the text gives it like a serious vibe too and the rapping -- (we love) oh and not to forget the lion and the eagle fighting in the background.

Then, Voices. To this day, I can't decide if it's:

"step out on the(m) voices"

OOOOOORRRRRRRR

"still battle them voices"

And I haven't done research, so may this rest in the MLD* forever.

(*MLD = Misheard Lyrics Department)

Then, YAYAYA. I'm amazed by the genre range of stray kids because to me that's one of the most rock/metal songs I've heard. And then to imagine Jiji playing it on a fancy e-guitar... I mean I'm delusional but even that is out of reach. On that note, Changbin's raps are giving *✨sparkle sparkle✨* lately, especially bcuz I feel like in SKZ2020 his rapping is pretty present? Iykyk I don't flippin' know how to phrase it.

On the note of Changbin, I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE the first part he has in my pace. And in general his parts in that song. Idk how to phrase it (again) but I really think it's absolutely cool that his voice sounds so... this is gonna sound so weird... Scratchy. Like he's just been screaming his loungs out doing god knows what and then recording. And he sounds like a duck lmfao (I can't explain what I mean because I don't have enough standard vocabulary for this but yeh), like his voice is kinda deep but also like light and like squawky/scratchy and like idk what I'm rambling here :3

(ot8 speaking btw)

District 9, no comment. Just vibin' n enjoyin' in front of the bathroom mirror.

Grow up is giving kdrama final episode happily ever after outro//lofi study session in a library vibes. .... Delusions kicking and picturing that kdrama scenario rn, smh...

Astronaut: "MC happily moving back to their childhood hometown after being abroad for ten years Roadtrip" and filming/vlogging on the way back - kinda vibe. Or one of those DIY videos with the nice music and annoying DIYs.

Next up, Charmer. I don't know shit about the meaning of the text but ain't no way I won't vibe to that banger. It's just me being an uneducated little shit, ik, but who needs translations if I get the vibe without it?

Then, Novel. I don't speak a single syllable Japanese. But holy mother o' God, will I be shouting that

"MASHIRO NAKAMI NI OMOI" *so sorry if this ain't the correct romanization, I do it by ear so-*

either quietly when I have my earpods in and and have to get ready for bed or really loud when I'm out in the fields with my music.

On that note, I also dislike if theres a Japanese AND a Korean version of a song that I like. Like, with THE SOUND, I really like the Japanese version but I also kinda like the Korean version but I always have high hopes it's the Jap ver and then I get disappointed when it isn't but I'm also too lazy to kick the kor ver from my playlist :/

So I'm really exhausted rn because I had a sleepover at my friend's, technically speaking a girl's night ( = >2 hrs of sleep for me) and technically I wanna say bye rn but. Hold up.

So we're four girls, and out of us all I'm likely the most clingy. Like, I luv hugs and holding hands (in a platonic way) and cuddles and Skinship and et cetera , and it was like:

TV

Friend 1 - Friend 2 - Me - Friend 3

And 1&2 took up very much space so 3 almost fell off the couch.

And then we were like watching horror movies (my requests for anime or httyd were denied bcuz it's kid's movies and they all liked horror movies better)

Anyhow, my hand ended up on 3's thigh. Like, in a "I'm her boyfriend" kinda manner. I didn't notice. (HOW???) Then, SHE noticed and went like, ey let's take a snap and send it to my ex and pretend you're my bf!

spoiler alert, if anything I'd be gf material. I mean, yes, compared to hers my hands are huge and yes my voice is quite low/deep but bf? Ik it was pretense but still... I mean my boys kinda count me as a boy too but that's different.

Yesterday I also learned, it's genetically stated if you're straight or homosexual. Like, it's in your DNA if you're straight, bi, gay, asexual or any other identification there is. The only thing you really do is realize what you are and label yourself like it. Come to talk about it, what's your opinion on the LGBTQ community?

Did you drink any macha already this week? Or does your fancy drink change with season? And if so, what do you drink? I drink hot chocolate and children's punch. Like, the steaming hot fruit juice if you know what I mean.

Love,

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dont be sorry or disappointed in urself! :)) ive also been really MIA especially on tumblr. ive still been writing on the side but i havent been on here much since i last posted lol

i genuinely love most of the skz songs ive heard, but out of all the "noise" music MIROH and My Pace are probably in my top 10 (miroh is prob in my top 3 tbh lol)

im bisexual so im part of lgbtq community :3 and all of my closest friends (minus the two hetero men lol) are lgbt as well!

no matcha this week :(( ive been out of the powder to make it at home and i havent been able to go out to a cafe/dunkin donuts to get it made for me </3

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Hey babe are u ok u have touched ur [favremysabre reincarnation au]

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Man I am on a roll !!

Anyways :3

Dark!

Sigghhh he might look a lil odd but like drawing him was fun but coloring wasn't bc I didn't know what to add to make him not look plain asf :(

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EVERYTHING IS TWRRIBLE EVERYTHING IS HORRIBLE WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK THE ROT THE ROT IT FEELS LIKE YHERE ARE BUGS IN MY SKIN MY ORGANS ITCH AND IT WILL NOT GO AWAY THE VOID KEEPS STARING AT ME WHENEVER I LOOK INTO THE DARK I SEE ITS EYES HOLY SHIT OTS NOT EVEN ONLY HAPPENING IN THE DAYDREAMS ABYMORE IT BROKE FREE I FEEL LIKE IM ABOUT TO RHROW UP EVERYTHING OS TERRIBLE WHY IS THE VOID LOOKING AT ME

ALSO also the void is like a terrible horrible thing that would happen in the daydreams where the character I'm looking thru the eyes of would somehow end up there and if I didn't snap out of the daydream within enough time thevoid would start staring back and it's terrible and it KNOWS but idk what it knows but it has like 2 very very extremely realistic eyes that just look back at me from the distance and I drew it bc I couldn't find a good image to represent it on Google but I would like to let u know the way I drew it does not give it justice the eyes are actually so real so terrible and I can't draw realistic eyes bit this is the clearest any daydream has ever b3en and now it's not even staying to the daydreams I just look to the dark and I see them now what the fuck what the fuck wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up

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Guh the world's in my brain r Wilding rn. (Lots of yapping under the cut and also a wip with like? Body horror I gues???? Idk how to describe it she's got mushrooms growing out of her)

There's a universe that's like super duper similar to poppy playtime but also too different from poppy playtime to just be an au or something so like. What do I call it??? The resets that go on there r wild tho my little dragon guy is STRUGGLING I think.

And wonderland is as always ig. The body horror and ?gore?? Maybe? Is thriving over there as usual. Aaron is struggling I think he got put on meds idk if that's gonna get reset or not tho

That one universe idk how to describe is also crazy. Shroomies cult has expanded there and one of the villains has become a member so. Mushroom infected bug? I guess??? The heros r going thru it also but the vigilantes are actually really chill rn they're living their best life ig. Need to get back to them tho they haven't got any attention in a long time. Actually wait that might be why they're chill rn ermmm..

The ancients are SHOCKINGLY chill I think their world is paused for the time being but idk how to unpause it so... whoopsy

Dragon adventures universe is confusing. I think shroomie might be trying to get there too but not too sure. I think she needs to focus on ascending that one villain guy from the heroverse or whatever before she can focus on another but it is concerning :(

And idk what the FUCK the gods or phoenixes are up to but?? Get back here???? Where did they go?? That's a lie ik where they are but only maybe. What are they even up to tho what r they doing 😭 😭 WHY DOES ORION KEEP VANISHING

Also shroomie wip 😈😈

Will finish it tmrw cuz I'm sooo eepy also don't believe the time it says that's a lie I just keep the canvas open for too long sighh

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ANAJAHDKASFVH IMW WHY DO I ALWAYS GWT THE ROT WHY DOES EAYDREAM MUTUAL ALSO ROT WHY HAS GOD PICKED OUR GC TO BE THE UNFAVORITES CRYING SOBBING WEEPING

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Making a temp. Pinned post that will probably be more than temporary. I'll change it later I swear 🔥

Umm hi I'm usually called stitch online but u can call me brainrot or whatever else idk I don't rlly care ! I'm in uhhhh a lot of fandoms just not actuve unless I get silly (the hyperfix drags me back to the depths of hell)

Currently spinning around jrwi in my mind but hermitcraft, tss/fms, mlp, and lmk are on the back burner. Feel free to send in asks about anything I yap about or art requests or literally anything bro I wanna talk to u guys !! !

I doodle n draw a lot umm yea also u should tell me about ur jrwi headcanons pretty pls. I'm sooo nice and awesome and not brainwashing u rn. Runs away

Also art tag is stitch art and if u ever see the tag jap jap jap or anything with the word jap on my posts (or daydream mutual's posts, who is @the-passer-outer ) that means I'm like going fucking insane or something idk u don't need to worry about it fire emoji

Ummm ok yea that's it for now bye bye!!