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windwheeler-aster · 2 years

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... i am literally the dumbest motherfucker here holy shit...

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aucatgirl · 2 years

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80/365

AU where The Beach ended ten minutes early

#id in alt text #atla #avatar #zuko #ty lee #drawings #taking this time to make a psa #or more like get on a soapbox #a version of the post was saying #‘this is a real strategy that people use’#to try and calm people down or whatever #I cant back that up and they didn’t back that up either #so please don’t actually try to do that when someone’s having a mental breakdown lol!#if it’s real it’s likely. something that takes some training #I’ve just seen that post on my dash a lot and it’s been bugging me #365drawings

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icewindandboringhorror · 29 days

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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh

#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh #AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game #(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random #townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can #browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around #and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho #Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly #i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol #I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T #Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things #But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense #That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length #text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres #visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol #Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered #boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world #and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY #more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL #Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool #idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh #the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope #''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months #learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have #a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that #and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY

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daydadahlias · 9 months

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you can't reclaim a word that's never been used against you

#if you've never been called fat before please dont use that word #as someone who has been called fat a lot in my life in very painful ways... y'all dont get it #and i dont want people within a hundred feet of a word they dont understand the connotation/power of #im really just sad and tired of seeing non-fat people call ashton fat. because it just Keeps happening a *lot* and i just like #cannot stomach it at this point. i mean i literally see it FREQUENTLY and now ive just seen some stuff about it on my dash tonight and like #it brings me to tears literally every single time i see it. and i *never* see fat people call ashton fat ever. it is *only* non-fat people #and it's because they just simply do not understand how that word feels. and i shouldn't necessarily fault people for it BC they dont get i #but people writing feeder fics about him?? and going out of their way to describe his body in a way they never would a thin person's...#and more than that. like. he's not *fat*???? that's just not the right word. sure he HAS fat. everyone does #but calling him fat pointblank is just like... i do not see the benefit in it. he's Big. he's Muscular. but he's not *fat*#and it makes me think that you dont know any fat people. when that word has only ever been used in a derogatory manner by the majority #i mean that is NOT a neutral word. at this point in history. and if you have never experienced the harm that it can bring i just #i mean i dont know why you *want* to be using it #so yeah uh saying my bit on that bc y'all know me #im a little blabber box chatter mouth #and it's just something that i see a lot of especially on ao3 and one of the primary reasons actually that #i dont really read new fics by authors i dont know #because the way people treat ashton's body is very different than how they treat others'#and it's usually not fat people creating that content SO!#please uh consider maybe the words you're using... and how they could affect others!#ok i have a lot of homework to do tonight so im gonna. hunker down and do that #and feel Not Good about my body because if you think *ashton irwin* is *fat* then #i dont really want to know what you think about an actual fat person

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itspileofgoodthings · 9 months

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this is your reminder that if I don’t follow you on tumblr I still love you.

#I hate that tumblr did the freaking mutual thing because now everyone can see #dash curation is such a personal thing and it’s also a brain thing #If you are intellectually stimulating it’s better if I just check your blog now and then #(which doesn’t mean if I do follow you you are intellectually not stimulating)#it’s just. a delicate balance and vibe #and it’s one of those things where the more you say it and draw attention to it the more awkward it becomes #But also I’ve been wanting to make this post for a while!#idk. it’s something I’ve wrestled with for so long and then eventually I was just like. I need the vibe of the dash to be a certain way #just for my own sanity and that involves not following a lot of people tbh #anyway I just. Yeah. It’s a public space so the necessity of boundaries being established is normal and everyone’s gotta #but it’s also a community and I know how hurtful it can be to suddenly realize someone is not following you who once was #idk. I strongly encourage everyone to unfollow me #and check in when you want if you want lol #who would WANT these things on their dash #just all interspersed #No one cares Maria it’s not important etc.#but yeah it’s just very. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people #I’ve ghosted stand there in the room #like. It can FEEL like that

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aeolianblues · 2 months

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one last thing I will say on that topic. Americans getting upset about you calling out Zionism. When you're not talking about Judaism or in fact, about religion at all. When you're talking about a national military funded by a country that has been dropping bombs on the middle east since the 1980s. But then I suppose when people who are so so so comfortable with equating a whole religion, or further a whole entire group of multiple ethnicities, with simply 'terrorism', are criticised on any aspect of their wrongdoings of course they must think we're talking about their whole religion. Literally every word is a projection.

#I lost all respect for that person honestly. I used to think they were quite cool. I put up with a lot of blatantly horrendous shit thinking #'surely it's only a defensive thing. Surely they're only talking about the sadness within their community rather than actively supporting #the mass killings of thousands of people. Surely they're a teacher they've got to have that empathy with kids being murdered'#No! The fucking full clownshow. And now I've been feeling like an idiot all day— like why did I go 'let it slide' x 100 #why should *they* walk away feeling like they've got some sort of moral superiority here and why should I feel like I've been struck down?#Why am I the idiot that didn't block them four months ago #Anyway sorry to everyone who's had to watch me spam about one (1) negative interaction *all day long* it will subside soon #I'm just stinging from the fucking. Utter blindness.#We've always said someone's comfort doesn't override someone else's right to survival #as a literal genderqueer person they KNEW that. They'd uttered the same fucking sentence #but alas the pinkwashing that makes me so frustrated with Americans sometimes. It magically doesn't apply where racism is concerned ✨😃#The US really is bombs dropped by rainbow-painted aircrafts; that meme should not be this accurate #anyway I'm glad that person is not in my life anymore. I'm glad my dash has one less abomination to repeatedly show up on it #and I have every right to be angry and I will be. I just won't bother you lovely folks with it

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violeteyedkiller · 2 months

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i do follow and unfollow impulsively... Sorry

#out of screams #that's just... How it is #A lot of it is because I have so many side blogs so my dash gets crowded sometimes and then I try to clean it up #So that I'm only seeing people I actually interact with #But sometimes someone is posting content I don't really want to see but hey it's they're blog so I unfollow #And then sometimes come back #I really hope this doesn't distress people too much #But that's just been my method

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decemberelegy · 1 year

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#snooker #snooker world champs blogging #jack lisowski #i have no excuse for this #i bought eurosport premium which has the advantage of no commercial breaks. so they broadcast little bts moments like this #sorry to be a Straight Woman on your dashes today but i he looks uhhh really Good here #my man's a flop can't get his mind together but he sure does have a great smile haha #i promised myself i will make more snooker gifs but life's been busy and cutting clips is a lot of work lmao #so here. have some utter shameless content of zero importance to the outcome of any match :))#i know someone in the snooker tag posted a few days ago about jack being their new blorbo... i see you and i get you

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itachikun · 11 months

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getting this business case done since tuesday and im being so brave about it

#i spent the entire week anxious and thinking i wouldnt be able to do it #but i asked for help to my bf and to my friend and things came together 🥹#theres still a lot i need to do on my own to prepare the dashes for the slides and the storytelling #but i think i can finish it all tomorrow night and send it on monday morning the latest i hope #just to double check on everything #even if i dont get accepted NOW thats also fine cause i already feel im doing my best #its for a position ive never been in so if i make it awesome but if i dont then someone whos got more experience at it did #and itll be well deserved #mr

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yokowan · 9 months

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weh.

#vent post. ignore this I've just done enough trauma dumping in my friends DMs so it's going on your dash instead #it's such a dreadful feeling when someone definitely cares about you but it's increasingly obvious that they don't really *like* you #you'd think one would require the other but nope! I've been on the other end of this before #if someone you care about pisses you off or wrongs you enough times you will stop enjoying their company even if you do still care #but you don't want to hurt them so you can't say that you just have to be distant enough that they drift away on their own #and now I can feel that happening to me. I fucked up enough times and they've got more pleasant people to spend time with #I know I should just back off and let things run their course but it still fucking hurts. it hurts a lot

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a9saga · 11 months

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the gazette - daku // no idea what this song's about but it sounds really sexy

#yeah i spent 0 minutes thinking of what to post in the last week but i have been enjoying this a lot lately #i watched the premiere of bb25 last night and dickens kept honking his really loud screechy rubber chicken #so i hid the chicken and gave him his stinky (cow hoof) but then he kept dropping and throwing around his stinky really loudly and stinkily #he's just not a good guy to watch live tv with #i hope the white kid who wants to be a lawyer is evicted #im glad cory was dragged to the nether region #so is he not in the house? is cory not in fact in the house? where do you keep him? someone has to feed him #ive been awake since 5-6 am again #i got a post suggested on my dash of a bunch of random people some of which were decked in visual kei #most of them i did not recognize and neither did op supposedly #and at the bottom op tagged someone and mentioned that they've only heard like one gazette song and they don't know who they are #but they're so hot they keep looking at pictures of them and i was like... oohhhhhhh this makes nothing but sense #i feel like the only people i see talk about the gazette or its members are huge fans or so they seem #but i guess i also understand that if their big fans are obsessed with their looks then like.. random ppl..#will also just find them really attractive. its the random person to vkei fangirl pipeline #if you're a random person here's a song rec from their last album for you #the gazette #song rec #j rock #tbt #visual kei #shut up kaily #Youtube

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eternallys · 1 year

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#it hasn’t quite been 8 years since i became a svt girlie for life #thats in like. 5 days.#but regardless of whether i am following them closely or not #there really will be no group to ever come close to what svt are to me tbh 😔#i remember once seeing them predebut on a post someone made about supporting pledis’ artists #and thinking i’ll check them out when they debut and then fastforward to someone putting their debut showcase performance on my dash #and i thought nahhh. too many members for me 😭😭#as if the first group i had ever got into wasnt ot12 exo 🚶🏻‍♀️#but anyways after watching the mv and seeing my lil pink wz i had no choice but to be a svt girlie for life 😔🤚🏻#and to just. going through that period where there was only 5 songs and pretty much getting to know them through the cursed predebut content #to see where they are now is always incredible #carats of today are so lucky to have so much content ready to watch. so many songs to listen to #personal #idk none of this makes any sense. has no point #ive been into kpop nearly 10 years now and am glad to have been able to spend 8 w/ svt #not a lot holds my interest for that long tbh.

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zincbot · 2 years

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going thru my own rottmnt tag like: wow omg rise :') :')

#rottmnt #i saw someone else goin thru it and went. omg I REMEMBER THOSE POSTS i wanna see em again #i've also been seeing a lot of zzipa art on the dash and their rise stuff goes so hard #unfortunately i also have to see my mediocre takes. look i was pessimistic back in the day i didn't expect the movie to be so good LMAO

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feywildfox · 2 years

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Mm i left bandom space a long long time ago. I mean I'm not that old but ten years ago is still pretty long. And frankly if i overstep lemme know.

Honestly at this point i shouldnt be surprised so many people are actually still inherently racist towards Ray, but also i think, i should be. Because i genuinely expected better from mcr bandom, but again, left bandom spaces a decade ago...

It's pretty sad? Like. I'll admit, I didn't realize Ray was actually a man of colour when i was younger. I think i realized right around the time i left at 15 or so. Which also really goes to show that racism towards him and making him seem as white as possible which definitely i think was a thing. Like in comparison, I knew pete wentz was mixed long before i figured out Ray was a poc. It says a lot about the space at the time and i had honestly thought it'd be better now.

I've loved mcr for years, but i havent been IN love with them for a while. It happens, relationships and feeling wax and wane. But this tour, the excitement and love recently ignited in not just Gerard with all their gender fuckery, but the whole band, has brought a love and joy back into my life for music that hit me in the heart as a preteen and teenager.

And none of that would be possible without Ray Toro putting his all into the feelings and conveying of in his music. Mikey made the band, but ray MAKES the band. He is absolutely fucking integral and it is disgusting & disheartening to see him treated such a way. What the fuck even, hearing that streamers are zooming in on frank during Rays solos?? Like do the fuck better? I'm honestly disappointed as fuck in that shit. Like I know this whole thing is a little disjointed stream of consciousness type post but really. White people do better challenge! Its literally SO fucking easy. The real camera guys are RIGHT THERE showing what to fucking do!

You can love the others as much as you want but jesus fuck give Ray the same fucking courtesy. Stop ignoring your racism, start recognizing the issues that plague you from being white and growing up in white privilege. I sure as fuck still have plenty of shit to work on but at least i can say i can do the bare fucking MINIMUM of giving Ray Toro the respect and attention he absolutely fucking deserves.

Like I do hope this is understood I am not trying to speak over anyone but simply say from one white to another: you need to do better. If that's how you treat a member of supposedly one of your fav bands, i genuinely fear for the poc you encounter in your life. The harm you cause by staying blind may be incremental but it builds up until it's a mountain. Do fucking better.

#not the picturesque emo #fans #its 1 am so this is not. the modt coherent thing but i hope it gets the point across as someone who has been outside of bandom space #i mever realized how big an issue it was but honestly i should have known #im not going point at myself as a pure example of what to do because honestly ive loved mcr from a distance for a while #i have always loved them all but literally its ridiculous coming back ten years later #and finding out that yeah no. rays apparently or whatever the fuck #like uh what. emo is a style #its a sounds a love language a voice for people an expression #sure there are certain clothes or jewelry or makeup that can play into it but NONE of that actually means shit #because it can be turned corpo and ripped up and spat back all sanatized. ray is emo. ray is a man of colour. he's a rock god on the guitar #NONE of that is mutally fucking exclusive! ray toro is just as important as anyone else in the band #ray toro deserves SO much respect and he does NOT deserve to have people claim they are of mcr then treat him like that #you are not an mcr fan you are a pretentious racist asshole who needs to check ther privileges at the fucking gate thank you #fox squawks #im tired and angry now and im sorry to all the poc in the fandom who have to deal w this on a constant basis you all deserve a lot better #im sure yall feel way worse than i do and i genuinely hope people can realize the shit theyve been doing.#i am always happy to go toe to toe w other dumbass white ppl and call them out on their bs #i dont see it because i curate my dash to the point drama is usually a mild breeze at best but i am more than willing to #weaponize my whiteness to force other white ppl to think. if you gotta point me at em do it idc. like a lil attack chihuahua or something.#idk #im lagging now but my fingers dont want to stop typing bc i am nervous abt posting this but yknow. whatever if i fuck up i learn & move on!#we Do Not succumb to white guilt we gracefully say im sorry for that thank you for pointing it out even though you didnt have to i know its #exhausting to do constantly i will keep that in mind and then we do! and we modify our behavior! and we DO. BETTER

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dashiellqvverty · 2 years

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idk man its harder to be like “haha petekey fun” these days knowing that the actual relationship pete was in at the time was with a fucking teenager

#like the thing is that i do still listen to fall out boy and every day i feel less comfortable about it and like #its something im working through and have been for a while #and i DID want to believe it wasnt true but like. it is.#and like i used to be deep into petekey and stuff i've read livejournal primers and shit i used to eat that up #and its not like i dont still think lyrics are probably about that or that something happened or whatever #its just that when i think about that its a Fun thought like going omgggg this lyric is about the summer of like #is something to do for fun #but its not fun anymore. and im not saying this in a 'sad that this ruins my fun :(' way im just #struggling to articulate it.#i am just sooo sick of seeing positive pete posts and petekey stuff on my dash and its been a lot today #and its like. people dont know or they think its not true and that was me. so im not like mad that people post about him #like im mad that its not more common knowledge but not PERSONALLY angry #and i guess im not helping by being someone who actively listens to fob still but i just #the least we can do is not suck his dick so much and talk about his cutesy fun little gay obsession #when he was. abusing a teenager at the time.#personal

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mortau · 1 year

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i wanna,,, interact with my followers more.

#I SEE PEOPLE ON THE DASH DOING OC POLLS A LOT...#should i try that #but what would i even ask #ngl ive been wanting to try a poll for a while but when i think about it im like #why would anyone care about a question about my ocs??#but like this entire blog is centered around them so obviously SOMEONE does or they wouldnt write with me at all right?#h h h h h h h h h h #out of character

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