#SO PROUD OF YOU HARA

[jesusagrees]

I am so sorry, Hara. South Korea really failed you. Everyone failed you. I hope you realize how brave you were. Thank you for showing compassion and doing everything you could to help these victims. I'm sorry no one was there for you! Rest well now, you've done well! 💔🩷

Not all heroes wear capes!

Thank you, Park Hyo Sil and Kang Kyung Yoon, for your bravery in releasing this story. For exposing what was right in front of us! Your bravery and courage going up against the Goliaths is admirable. Thank you for what you did to help these victims and take down these scum. May your lives flourish. May you always be healthy and safe!

[drop-the-curtain-123]

ok very specific gripe about assassination classroom

But how comes the series is all "be yourself, use your hobbies, despite everyone judgement, for good" then just... Never questions the roasting of Mimura air guitaring?

Look at my boy! He's so unwell afterwards

Ik now there are more scenes later in the manga that again use it as a Punchline. It just encapsulates that weird gap of "things that are just never Not the Joke/Mocked" which kind of defeats the show messaging 😭

t's not even used in a "do it anyway, grow strong and proud" like some others, it's just. There.

(hi rinka btw happy belated birthday to you)

Anyway unconsequential nitpicking rant over, have a good day.

[chuluoyi]

UNHOLY MATRIMONY — 07

✩°｡ ⋆ love unspoken

- fushiguro megumi x oc/reader - oc/reader's character name is hara sena, pronouns still refer to “you” and i won’t mention it often—just for the sake of aesthetic rather than repeatedly writing "y/n"

in another life, in which fate is still screwing his life over, Fushiguro Megumi finds himself in an arranged marriage―with you.

genre/warnings: arranged marriage au, gojo cameo, jealous!megumi

notes: ladies and gentlemen, it’s with great pleasure to tell you that another drama is about to unfold after a one-week break :)

series masterlist | next. all falls down

Harajuku, Shibuya. The busiest ward in the city is the most lit spot to meet up with anyone. And the greatest place to hide in plain sight.

Gojo Satoru, suave and neat in his casual shirt with that distinctive sunglasses, undoubtedly drew the eyes of many. He appraised you from head to toe, from your curled hair to your blue floral sundress, and then let out a chuckle.

"Well, well… Look at you. Now quite happily married, eh?"

You regarded him with a furrowed brow. "It's been a while, Gojo-san."

"How's it going? No regrets, I hope? You look absolutely stunning, so I'd assume not."

This isn't a good idea, you lamented internally. You shouldn't have agreed when he asked to meet at this popular bakery in Harajuku.

After Megumi's more or less confession on that morning, you immediately contacted Gojo, because in the end, he was the only one who actually could help you and Megumi.

You cleared your throat. "Megumi treats me well, yes."

"As I expected of someone I raised," Gojo proudly quipped with a proud smirk on his face.

You remembered the night following that fateful morning a week ago. Megumi told you that he was this close to finding someone who might be able to break his sister's curse.

“A curse-breaker, also a jujutsu sorcerer,” Megumi explained. “She possesses a nullifying technique capable of canceling all curses. Perhaps she can help to free Tsumiki as well.”

A beam bloomed on your face upon his explanation. "That's great! Like, if she can cancel the curse, there's a high chance for her to recover right?"

"Should be... I've got to meet up with her first though. So far, I'm still using the Zen'in name to contact her." He had this look of being deep in thought briefly before fixing his gaze on you. “Well, I just want you to meet Tsumiki soon.”

The fact that he wanted you to meet his remaining family filled you with joy. "You never talk about her much. Tell me more."

"She's exceptionally kind. In short, she is different from me." His emerald eyes crinkled a bit, seemingly remembering a fond memory. "She is against cruelty, even though there were many people who weren't nice to us."

"For as long as I can remember, it's only been Tsumiki and me," Megumi proceeded to add, as if sensing your curious stare. "Gojo-sensei is there too but I can't say he's my father now, can I?"

No, Gojo is more like his benefactor, and with his sister cursed, Megumi is essentially alone. Your smile fell a bit at that.

It was strange, you did feel sympathy for Megumi before, but now that you had acknowledged that you were in love with him—and even more now that he also made it clear that he felt the same, the thought of him being alone sent needles to your heart.

"Don't make that face," he retorted and you glanced at him. "I'm fine now. It was not that bad."

He then went after your hair and messed it up, making you scrunch your face in faux indignation.

Before you even realized it, you were down bad for him. You didn't want to see him get hurt or upset, and ultimately, you wanted to stay by his side for as long as possible. And that was what hurt the most, because you didn't know how long this could go on.

That was why now you were facing this six-eyed devil once again.

"Gojo-san," you exhaled. You didn't come here just to let him mess with you. "With what I've heard, the first hearing went well. The second one will be held soon. You… will be there, right?"

He let out a thoughtful hum. "Well, if I don't have any missions lined up, then sure."

"Please treat it more seriously. You know how they wouldn't dare to touch him with your presence alone."

"Oh, it seems you've forgotten already," Gojo remarked with a snort as he plucked a mini tart and popped it into his mouth. "That should be your part, Sena-chan. I'm just here to assist."

You clicked your tongue in irritation. "My point exactly. I'm asking you to provide your assistance."

You couldn't really believe him. He had said it himself—he had raised Megumi. Why wasn't he slightly bothered at all?

"You know, you're really cunning now that I thought about it," he blurted, mouth still stuffed full, as if mocking you altogether. "You're playing him like a puppet just to fulfill your goals."

"Don't act like you don't have your own agenda too." You bite back your anger, disregarding his comment. Apparently, true to many rumors about Gojo you had heard, this man was truly infuriating. "You want control over Zen'in. That was why you agreed to my proposition in the first place. You're using Megumi too."

"Are you really in mourning?" Gojo fixed his gaze on you, his clear blue eyes seemed to shimmer. "Barely a month after your mother's passing and you are instigating another bloodbath without knowing the consequences."

You felt your breath hitch at the blunt words. Something inside you snapped at his mention of your mother, and you bit your lower lip, willing your tears at bay.

Gojo's mouth was split into this rather manic grin, satisfied at how he managed to make you clam up. He wiped his mouth with a napkin. "Crankiness doesn't suit you, Sena-chan. And you don't have to worry if I will be there, because as you put it yourself, I do have my reasons."

But now your mind was pulled elsewhere. "Did you know something about who murdered my mother?"

"No. But she wasn't even a sorcerer. Who would target her? Someone who pins a mark on you would."

"Zen'in Naoya..." You gasped at the realization. He was the first person you should look into, how could you overlook it?

"Nah, but that's jumping too early," Gojo huffed. "You can't just come with nothing and accuse him of murder. Naoya would have your head before Megumi's."

"But he—!"

"Keep your eyes forward, Sena." Gojo's voice dropped, nearly sending a shiver down your spine. This sensation felt familiar to you, you could have sworn you have gone through this washed up terror before.

Your father's warning words. The way you would lower your forehead to the dirt ground, asking him for permission only to be told to remember your place.

Gojo Satoru was this era's strongest sorcerer, and now he was staring you down as if you were the stupidest person he knew. "I see through you. You can't run away from this. Not anymore."

And his smirk made you flinch.

"Not when Megumi is involved. Figuratively and literally speaking, you can't do that."

You shuddered this time, as what he said sank into your core. Figuratively and literally was the cold truth, incorporated in your binding vow, and not for the first time, you truly feared what and where this would lead to.

Perhaps sensing your silence as petrification—which wasn't far off the mark, brutally speaking—Gojo threw his hands in the air and barked a sardonic laugh to ease the tension. "Well, you've got me. Don't stress too much about him. Worry about your actions more."

"I'm doing this for him as well, you know," you snapped. "All of this, now I'm doing this all for him too, not solely for myself anymore."

Megumi was now so close to breaking Tsumiki's curse. As much as the prospect of him becoming the Zen'in clan head wasn't appealing at the slightest, that vile name was still useful and you could worry about that later.

Gojo released a derisive snort. "Is that so? Then, what's still in it for you?"

You looked at him with blind determination.

"I'm going to destroy Zen'in Naoya by taking away the one thing he covets the most."

Megumi thought it was going to be an ordinary day. As ordinary as meeting someone new would be, at least.

He was meeting up with a woman by the name of Kurusu Hana to discuss the possibility of curing his sister in Shibuya. At first she was acting fine, he was certain of that.

"Zen'in, right?" her voice sounded hesitant. He snapped his head towards her, and nodded. She promptly took a seat before him in this high-end cafe. She seemed nice, and he was convinced after she introduced herself.

"Let me introduce myself first. I'm Kurusu Hana, it's a pleasure to meet you, Zen'in-san."

"Oh, that... actually—" He never rectified it in their calls, but it felt wrong if he didn't disclose it to her now. "I'm not actually a Zen'in—please call me Fushiguro. Fushiguro Megumi."

"Fushiguro... Megumi...?"

That's when he noticed a sudden shift in Hana's gait. It occurred to him that she might be not as cooperative now after knowing that he was a not true-born Zen'in. However, this theory didn't align with her behavior, as she continued to respond to his inquiries and displayed genuine interest in Tsumiki's condition.

"Uh—oh, so it's been nine years..." she mumbled, lost in thought. "A curse as profound as that is not easily undone." Hana briefly met his eyes, then quickly looked away, a shy expression crossing her face.

If he were honest, her demeanor made him uncomfortable. He saw that kind of expressions on you, and you looked adorable, whereas she... was not. Well, might be because he definitely wasn't remotely attracted to her.

"Can it be reversed somehow?" he asked curtly.

"In theory, there's a chance. Possibly 40% actually," Hana responded, though her tone lacked the firmness he would have preferred to hear. "A curse residing that long in a human's body have... ingrained into the body itself, so it's not going to be as simple as exorcising newly-planted curses."

Megumi knew it wouldn't be easy, but hearing it firsthand was undeniably disheartening. "I see... Is there something that I—or you—can do?"

"I can attempt to break it, but the cost of it failing would mean the vessel’s immediate death."

He took a sharp intake of breath at that, his chest feelings suddenly tight.

Why was this world so unforgiving to kind people like Tsumiki and your mother? They hadn't done anything wrong, so why did they have to bear such heavy curses?

It was hard, but stalling any longer still meant Tsumiki’s impending death, so he decided to go through with the idea.

Hana would do enchantments for three weeks straight as a preparation to lift the curse from Tsumiki's body. And Megumi would be there to keep watch. Ah, he was thinking he could bring you too to switch with him if needed.

Wrapping the discussion up, he expressed his gratitude to Hana and prepared to take is leave. However, she halted him with a hesitant look.

"We have met before." She looked at him with such a hopeful expression it was jarring. "D-Do you... remember me?"

To him, what she said sounded like the peak of absurdity, and so he blurted the first thing that crossed his mind. "No, we have not."

"But..."

Megumi wanted to argue but then noticed something peculiar out of the corner of his eye. Through the glass panel of the quaint cafe, he could see the establishment next door that just happened to be where you and Gojo were.

Wait, you and Gojo-sensei?

"You saved my life!" Hana exclaimed, her raised voice shattered his thoughts and drew the attention of nearby diners. "You had two dogs with you—they led me out safely. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have made it until today."

There were many things on Megumi's mind then. It took him a few seconds to discern her words as his eyes flickered again to where you were, and this time he saw you getting up from your seat and grabbing your purse.

And how Gojo seized your arm, pulling you roughly enough that you stumbled back a couple of steps.

Megumi saw red.

"I don't remember."

He knew it was his irritation speaking. He shouldn't have brushed her off like that, especially since he was the one in need of her help, but an overwhelming urge to stride over to where you were surged within him, and Hana's insistence was starting to grate on his nerves.

"I'm sorry, but I need to go." He completely missed Hana's crestfallen face as he fixed his gaze on you. "Thank you. I'll be seeing you again soon. Will contact you later."

He marched towards where both you and Gojo were, forcefully yanking the door that it caused the bells to ring with such intensity that it startled the girls waiting in line for pastries. That was when he realized that this fancy place was the one that required reservation before you could have a seat here.

Was it Gojo? Or you?

In any case, it appeared that both of you had finally become aware of his presence. You whirled to face him, wrenching your hand off Gojo's grasp.

"Megumi." Your voice came in a tense gasp. "What are you doing here?"

In sharp contrast to you, Gojo Satoru was jolly and didn't seem to care if he had just manhandled another man's wife. "Yoo, Megumi! It's been a while!"

It was as if every wire in his body had switched to autopilot. He remained expressionless, but he swiftly grasped your hand and pulled you to his side.

"I'm the one who should be asking you." His voice carrying a hard edge as he turned to you. "What are you doing here with him, of all people?"

"Booo, Megumi, you wound me! It's not like I would do anything to Sena-chan—"

Gojo's familiarity with you seemed to irritate him even further as he shot him a warning look. "Shut up, you're annoying," he said, lacing his fingers with yours and glancing at you from the corner of his eye. "We're going home."

The three of you—or rather, Megumi—definitely had made a debacle that onlookers were left with gaped expressions. He scowled and passed by them, maintaining a firm grip on your hand.

Gojo couldn't suppress an amused smile. "Well, well, Megumi-kun... Look at how much you've grown up."

Kurusu Hana was in love with Fushiguro Megumi.

She had convinced herself of that fact somehow, going as far as thinking of him as her destined one.

On a harsh snowy day, when she was teetering on the brink of certain death, a fluffy dog suddenly barked at her and indicated the path to safety. She recalled crawling on her hands and knees, following the white dog, until she felt the warm touch of local police guiding her to a secure location, away from menacing curses. She also remembered how the dog had dashed toward a boy who promptly patted it on the head. The boy, whose name she would later learn as Fushiguro Megumi, looked at her with a straight face, before a smile slowly spread across his lips.

She really didn't expect that she would really meet him again. More than ten years had passed by, and yet she still held that boy close and dear to her heart. Her savior.

Meeting him again this time was, of course, fate, or at least that was what she thought. She was about to erupt with euphoria… until he didn’t acknowledge her and left to catch another woman, pulling her along in a display of possession.

She was heartbroken. Maybe it was her fault too for keeping this love unspoken for as long as she did. But then again, how would she even speak it out loud? She never got the chance.

The way this encounter had played out and that she had seen him firsthand with a woman who clearly had his affections made her realize that there might not be a chance for her after all. Hana felt disheartened once more. But her spirits were consoled somewhat as she reminded herself that, from now on, she would be in contact with Megumi regularly due to her involvement in breaking his sister's curse.

It’s okay… Even if she couldn't have him, she could still admire and be near him.

That… should be enough.

next : all falls down

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[aguineapigcouldntdothis]

what the fuck is going on in jumblr rn?? im not gonna give my 2 cents on anything thats going on regarding specific people bc that's both petty drama and can be lashon hara, but where is yalls dignity? are you proud of yourself for acting like this? some of you are so immature and start public fights over shit that can and should be resolved privately. or just block people if you dont like them because believe it or not you can do that and there will be no negative consequences.

btw if you start fighting about who is right and who is wrong on this post you will be blocked immediately, even if I happen to agree with you. that is not the purpose of this post and I dont want that kind of behavior here. I want people to have the g-ddamn maturity and grace to either work shit out in private or to use the block button.

[mariapaulaaah]

They stopped near the shore, admiring the landscape and while Akemi stroked the mare's fur, her mind wandered to experiencing that moment of calm with her children and Colten. Together.

Akemi: So much has happened in these last few months, hasn't it?

Peccan: "[neighs in agreement] You got married, had children, we got a bigger house. Those adventures of traveling the world never happened."

Akemi: Yeah… it's just… I'd love to do them with company. With Moriko and Akio able to enjoy the world around them, I'd give anything to hear their laughter as they run around.

Peccan: "Can't you see life without them anymore?"

Akemi: It seems impossible [smiling] Chestnut is huge… it has so much to offer, I want to take advantage of it. I want to live in this world, with the family I've built. I don't need to go so far to live an adventure. I'm going to conquer the podium and be proud of the girl I see in the mirror.

Peccan: “Will you still become a great horsewoman?”

Akemi: [smiles, letting the mare come closer] I never gave up on this dream. I will live the life I wanted, be happy and raise my children the same way I was raised. With love and affection. I want them to be proud of their mother.

Peccan: “I’m sure they are already proud, I’m proud to call you my partner. Thank you for finding me.”

Akemi: I think you’re the one who actually found me, my dear friend. Let’s train at the stud farm and then come back, I miss those two.

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Translation below (PT-BR)

Elas pararam próximas a margem, admirando a paisagem e enquanto Akemi acariciava o pelo da égua, sua mente vagava por experimentar aquele momento de calmaria com os filhos e com Colten. Todos juntos.

 Akemi: Tanta coisa aconteceu nesses últimos meses, não é?

Peccan: [relincha concordando] você se casou, teve filhos, conseguimos uma casa maior. Aquelas aventuras de viajar o mundo nunca aconteceram.

Akemi: É… só que… eu adoraria fazer elas com companhia. Com a Moriko e o Aiko conseguindo aproveitar o mundo ao redor deles, daria tudo para ouvir as risadas enquanto correm por aí.

Peccan: “Não vê a vida sem eles mais?”

Akemi: Parece impossível [sorrindo] Chestnut é enorme… tem tanto a oferecer, eu quero aproveitar isso. Quero viver nesse mundo, com a família que eu construí. Não preciso ir tão longe para viver uma aventura. Vou conquistar o pódio e me orgulhar da garota que encontro no espelho.

Peccan: “Ainda vai se tornar uma grande amazona?”

Akemi: [sorri deixando a égua se aproximar] Nunca desisti desse sonho. Vou viver a vida que tanto quis, ser feliz e criar os meus filhos da mesma forma que fui criada. Com amor e carinho. Quero que se orgulhem da mãe deles.

Peccan: “Tenho certeza que já se orgulham, eu tenho orgulho de chamar você de companheira. Obrigada por me encontrar”

Akemi: Acho que na verdade, você quem me encontrou, cara amiga. Vamos treinar no haras e depois voltar, estou com saudades daqueles dois.

[skylarmoon71]

Miguel O' Hara (Across the Spiderverse) - AU: Chapter 10

The next morning, you’re determined. 

You already know what you’re going to say and do. You’re going to expose Blyne, probably kick over some shit on his desk and storm out of the building with your head held high.

What greeted you upon entry however was something completely different.

“Wait what?”

Your coworker was getting you up to date on what happened in the last two days that you hadn’t been into work.

“Haven’t you seen the news or checked your emails?”

You shook your head. To be honest you’d blocked out just about everything. When you pulled out your phone, you were a bit alarmed at the number of emails as well as text from coworkers and friends alike.

The message that caught your attention however was the most glaring.

CEO Jason Blyne Arrested for Extortion, Bribery and Sexual Assault.

You were stunned.

The woman just gave a weak smile.

“The PR team has been working day and night to clean up the mess. We’ve already been appointed a new CEO and all the women who were on Jason’s list are going to receive a settlement for their troubles.”

That explains the other email with all those zeros attached to what looked like a check. You couldn’t believe it, some part of you felt like you were in a dream. People seemed to be running back and forth in the room. This was probably the busiest the building had ever been.

Your supervisor moved over, giving instructions.

“Alright, everyone back to work. You too (L/N).” Jeff spoke.

For a moment you intended to, but something about his tone pissed you off, and then you remembered how many times you’d spoken with him about Jason’s words, or looks, you’d went to him multiple times, and you’re positive other women had done the same, but he didn’t do a thing.

“FUCK YOU JEFF!!”

Everyone in the room halted and Jeff turned to you in shock. You were angry, rightfully so.

“For months I told you about Jason and you didn’t do a thing! From where I stand, you’re no better than that self centered misogynistic asshole. I’d rather eat dirt than work another day at this poor excuse for an organization that couldn’t even uphold a frigging harassment policy. SCREW YOU AND JASON I QUIT!”

You held up both hands, giving him the finger and you could actually hear laughter in the background.

With a triumphant grin, you were about to walk away.

“I-I quit too!!”

“Me too!!

“So do I!!”

The string of women standing up caught you a bit off guard. The worker standing closest to you seemed just as awed, and she gave you a brief look before she smiled.

“I’m quitting too.”

She added.

You thought it would just be a few, but every woman within that department had quit. Jeff seemed frantic, but he couldn’t stop it. The lot of you left the building with proud smiles. This one action wouldn’t stop every single harassment situation, but at the very least it would make a statement.

Quitting was the most empowering thing you’d done in your life.

Two days later you applied for every position under your skill set you could find. You assumed your entourage of followers were doing the same. You felt a bit relieved when a handful of them had told you of opportunities they had found.

It was a good feeling.

As for you, well, you knew you could grab work at a diner to keep up with your rent, but you hoped to avoid spending all your days flipping burgers or serving coffee.

When you finally got a bite, you were ecstatic, maybe a bit surprised. This wasn’t like the position you had before. It was a managerial position in one of the major companies in New York.

Alchemax Industries.

The guy that owned it literally had places all over New York. He was a self made billionaire with his expertise in just about every possible profession. He had tech companies, a few hospitals, some research centers and his charity work could make a saint blush.

You couldn’t deny that you were hopeful. He might overlook you for the managerial position, but at the very least, maybe he would give you something below it.

That’s why you went into the interview with a huge smile and your credentials, ready to fight for even the lowest position in your field if possible. The secretary guided you into his office and when you stepped in, he looked up from his desk.

Miguel O’ Hara.

His face was a bit stoic and when he stood, you felt a bit intimidated, but you held your ground.

“M-Mr. O’Hara, it’s a pleasure to meet you. T-Thank you so much for even giving me the chance to interview for this position.”

He walked around his desk, and when he stood before you, his expression didn’t truly change. It looked like he was just studying you. In a strange way, his gaze, or maybe it was his mannerisms, they felt familiar.

Finally he held out his hand, and his expression looked just a tinge bit friendly.

“It’s nice to finally meet you (Y/N).”

You somewhat froze, because the second he spoke, you recognized his voice.

All of your documents fell from your hands and you just pointed at him stuttering.

“N-No way y-you’re..you’re…”

He smirked, taking a step as he placed a hand on your shoulder leaning in.

“It’s a secret, I’d like to keep it that way.”

You swallowed and he pulled away as you nodded dumbly.

“S-Sure.”

Your life was sure as hell about to get a bit more exciting.

[thequietkid-moonie]

So sorry to ask👏👏 I know you already did something kinda similar to this but could you do an Assassination Classroom x Reader with a reader who has anxiety or generalized anxiety. I really like your writing and I think you would portray it really well

Class 3-E with a classmate with an anxiety disorder

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Class 3-E ]

[ Assassination Classroom / Ansatsu Kyoshitsu ]

Of course dear ~ don't worry, is completely fine! I know I already wrote for reader with anxiety but not with Class 3-E so is completely fine!

I actually have a anxiety disorder so this is kinda comforting ❤️ thanks for requesting this anon!!

Maybe this isn't my best writing but I tried my best, sorry

When Koro-sensei started to be the teacher of Class 3-E he decided to be the best teacher he can be, that is why he pays close attention and plans to have a good relationship with every single of them, try to befriend them without forgeting his role as the teacher

Koro-sensei is incredibly smart and observant (and he is proud of it) so it won't take him long for him to realice how nervous (or anxious) you tent to get sometimes, even if you don't show it much he will find out soon or later. At first Koro-sensei doesn't think much of it because all of you are teenagers and are under a lot of pressure for the school system, and not just that but you are in your third year of high school it would normal for anyone in this situation to feel anxious, but as the time pass he notice more and more hints that you feel anxious even in what could be consider normal situation

This truly worry him but before trying to talk to you about this topic he does a deeper research of the topic, wanting to make sure to know all he need before confronting you. When he does aproach to you to talk about this topic he, first of all, ask you how do you feel and what exactly makes you nervous, after confirming that what you feel is anxiety he ask you if you already are seen a profesional for help or not

Koro-sensei clarify that there is nothing bad about having a anxiety disorder (it could be generated while trying to protect yourself from something), is actually pretty common (sadly) and is completely natural for people to feel anxiety in situation that make people feel stress or even in danger, however with a anxiety disorder is something deeper but you can learn how to handle it

Koro-sensei will prepare an specially class to talk about anxiety, not just to help you indirectly but also to help everyone to learn to calm themselfs since in this assassin class all of you will face diferent situations that could bring a feeling of anxiety, and if you learn to handle that you can handle everything outside the school. He goes from explaining the feeling to completely explain the disorder and the anxiety attacks, as well to teach different techniques that help you calm down during one, breath and calm down is the key to handle anxiety!

You can open up to them about having an anxiety disorder or not, in any case they (specially your closer friends) will find out on their own, or at least notice when you are feeling anxious and are always willing to help you (at least to guide you through the technique to be able to calm down and focus)

Some of your classmates, like Kurahashi, Maehara and Fuwa, tries to help you with it in a more joking way, using jokes to help you distract, while others, like Hara, Kataoka and Isogai, are more direct and try to help you calm down

In the other hand some of them tries to help you but start panicing a little if they see you in a anxious state, like Okuda, Kimura or Sugaya, while there are others that say in a no so joking way that you have nothing to worry since they are the real danger (like Karma, Nakamura or Hazama)

[so2uv]

@ so2uv's sappy time.

end of the year. ive survived and that's scary but you know what? it'll be fine. we'll all be fine and im promising that; whether it be this year, the next, or far in the future, we'll be ok :)) it's stupid how this platform, one that my friends teased me for using, left such an impact on me as a person.

AKA. MY END OF YEAR MUTUAL APPRECIATION POST. (warning: these got long and sort emotional for me to write. well, as emotional as i can get fjkdhgkjfd. sorry if my coherence gets lost later on. forgive me if you weren't mentioned specifically for something; i have more mutuals that expected. it's genuinely surprising.)

if you weren't mentioned specifically, there's still a note for you at the bottom. sorry for making you scroll for long to find it :'DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @tiredsleep . . . the mutual who has stuck through it all. oh tired. tired, tired, tired. i think im a little stupid for how happy i get when you like a post or send an ask or keyboard smash in my reblogs. a lot of what i said in my long ask to you a while back is what im trying to convey now. the way we met wasn't through much special; i followed you and eventually you followed back. it was slow going in the ways we interacted but the nicest things take time and im so glad we're the way we are now. we're strangers, two little guys on the internet, and i think it's beautiful how we have this. you're an amazing writer, an all around amazing creator of the worlds you build and the characters you create. i don't think you realized how envious i used to be of you; you made it seem like it was easy enough for you to connect with others, your writing was something id never achieve with mine, it was flat out jealousy. it was my fault we were distant to begin with. i soon figured out that praise was correct: you are among the most wonderful people ive had the pleasure of knowing and talking to you, even if it's just through a screen. there's so much more for me to say that i constantly struggle to put into the correct words to get the point across. just know that you have great things out there for you. have a great new year, tired. we'll make it. im so proud of you.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @aelatus . . . the last standing mutual of all my og (close) mutuals. hello atlas! im not sure if you'll ever see this on tumblr since i know you don't log on much but you've been my mutual through three blog changes now; was there for my xstar-kidx era and kozmiixs stage. we've been through shit together, had banter about grammarly together, lost certain mutuals together, have changed blogs, changed themes, switched fandoms, fell out of love with fandoms. it's been a wild couple of years, huh? im so thankful we've met and got close in the ways that we did and that we're able to call each others close. your birthday is soon so in the case that i forget to say this on discord: happy birthday, the xiao to my albedo. live a life of freedom and joy, my love /p.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @izukxnnie . . . hara :((( i don't think you'll ever come to read this message but that's alright; maybe it's for the better kdfgh. i know i sent you that long winded ask on your blog already but i miss talking and interacting with you, even with all my awkwardness. im still so regretful of that one time i sent a request to join your world but then you were busy and i didn't read your messages until later that day as in hours later bc i was at school and idk if i ever responded to them in the end. maybe i'll send you a message on discord later. maybe i won't bc i'll be too sentimental. i really hope you're doing more than well, that you're happy doing what you do.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ay-asterisms . . . the mutual who introduced me to so many others. i really have you to thank for what i have now, ay. truly. you brought me deeper into the hq fandom and introduced me to jennie, atlas, and others. we don't talk much but i'll say what ive mentioned before, you remind me so much of the sun. but not as the bringer of life and the ball we see every morning; a sun in the sense that you're a star closer to earth but still a star, still out there where there are multiple. the difference is that you just happen to bring a warmth that others can't provide for ones nearby.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @cryo-locket / @lo-cinno . . . you. im not even sure how we became mutuals, and my memory is pretty good. we just spawned in each other's zones one day and went yeah, alright. honestly, ive never said this to anyone, but you were one of the reasons i decided to focus more heavily on chinese. our interactions reminded me of why i wanted to relearn the language for myself: for the social connections. i genuinely love talking to you and always find myself laughing at our conversations. mainly because our timezone dif is so odd so it's always late in the evening when im on. your ebg was so fun and with all the pain it brought / hj, im so happy to have been part of it. thank you for putting up with my 2 am rambles and crack, hope you found laugh or two with them.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @pr3tty-jennie . . . you intimidated me when we first met. i still remember it actually: you had that kamninari theme and the most recent post on your blog was about how you couldn't remember the word for chandelier in english but knew it in french. you've been through so much, endured so much, and i respect you so much. always have, always will. your life story and the past don't define who you show as a person and im so amazed by that part of you. have a good day, good week, good rest of your life pretty girl :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @june-again . . . it's crazy, you know? crazy how far we've both drifted off from the original fandom that brought us together? but that's character development. speaking of that, ive gotten the absolute pleasure of seeing you grow as a person and go through the motions of life. it's always chill talking to you, jokes come easy hah! you're an amazing musician, june. amazing person, amazing at writing, amazing at music; you're outstanding so in the words of Freddy fazbear from security break, way to go superstar! i knew you could do it and i know you still can.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @junjiie . . . the seungmin to my minho, the other half of 2min, the self proclaimed jeno to my renjun (have yet to be a dreamzen my b :(() and the no. 1 solieber. i was serious when i said you're the reason my other blog exists; you've been the biggest hype person when it came down to me going out of my comfort zone and writing. i was so nervous going up to talk to you at first kjfdhgkj but now, you're just another silly guy in my phone screen :DD thank you for sending all your updates about life and putting up with mine even though they never get answered- seungmin to not only my minho, but hyunjin too, let's keep being #Silly, yeah?? it's already the actual new years day when you're receiving this so i hope the year is off to a good start.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @sohyuki . . . MINT im hoarding the ask that you sent me on christmas day. im always so happy when you've shown up on dash and while im sad about how you've let tumblr mainly behind, i know it's for the better since well, interactions have been shit and probably will never get back up to the standard we held them to, even with all the effort put in. you are such an amazing all around person and like i said in my christmas note to you, keep writing. hoard it, feed into it, you have something wonderful going on with it.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @kamiyatos . . . user kamiyatos!!! lee!!! HELLO!!! it's always such a pleasure to talk to you and i hope you know that i keep your ramble about malleus' character and your plot idea for him in the back of my mind constantly, even though that ask has been lost to my actions of deactivation on my old blog. you're the biggest ayato fan i know who supports my works about him vocally AND you understand my vision on his personality... it's truly touching, y'know? thank you for being there, even when we don't talk as much as we should. i hope this year has been kind on you and the next one is even kinder.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @yinyinggie . . . yingyingyingyingerkjshkjfdg ok this may come as a shock, or maybe you already knew and were just playing along, but we used to be mutuals before the summer of last year. secret identity revealed ig?? eh im sure if you dig far enough into my dark past™️ you'll find smth about it so im not going to say anything about it :P but! one thing has stayed the same for sure: you are so easy and so fun to talk to and make conversation with. you know that ramble i left on the astro twerk form about feedback for the server? yeah. im 100% truthful. you've made something so inclusive and positive, have done to much to get tumblr active, please know that your efforts aren't wasted. im sure they feel like it at times but i appreciate it so much. and im sure others have the same sentiment.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @mhiieee . . . MHIEEEEEEEE MY SCARA FAN !!!! i love and adore your works so much and not to mention your characterization of scaramouche is top tier. ive got a lot to learn from you, mhie; i don't think you realize how much there is to admire when it comes to you as a person. you find such meaning and connection in the words and the world, the sincerity that comes with it,,,,, it makes me want to sob and roll around while also simultaneously wanting to take your brain apart neuron by neuron and psychoanalyze you. not in the freudian way though. ive had the greatest honor of being able to interact with you on not just one, but two!!! servers!!! i think it's a little silly how much i smile when you reply to smth dumb ive said on disc. have a great new year :))

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ryuryuryuyurboat . . . RYUUUUUU literally the most stunning person to walk the planet ever like. hello??? our first interactions came from that ebg funny enough. does a little ★🪽 anon ring a bell? i only ever got around to sending you one sabo during that time but i hope you did enjoy what i came up with on the spot, i never was very good when it came down to kaeya's character. you are so intelligent and such an amazing individual, please always remember that.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @snobwaffles / @2nobwaffles . . . SNOB SNOB SNOB i always think of the pokemon when your name comes up. in my head, you will always be snom, the bug-ice type pokemon <33 IT'S SO FUN TALKING TO YOU and we haven't been mutuals for long either. im always thinking of the advice you left me when it came down to my rant about an irls party and there's something about the way you're able to appreciate and take note and find beauty int he smallest of things that get brought up. i wish you the complete best that 2024 has to off you. keep calm and snob on :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @itaerae & @mins-fins . . . im putting the two of you together because well, i met you both at the same time through the server. while i can't consider it and, ive never really had such an inviting time in a server, much less a network, as ive had in zumblr. really, it's you two that i owe thanks to. our silly little convos are so fun and im forever thankful that ive found people to talk to on a server for once.

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @https-furina . . . the best server mother fr!!! omg it's so nice talking to you :((( i love the warmth of your words and how your emotions shine through text. it feels like i can practically envision the fond eyeball or the warm smile that you may or may not have on your face when messaging. i’ve had such a great time in the network and your pet names fjfbdjdbjdb have a great 2024 heh :DD

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @lethwal & @astrinityy . . . i don't think you guys realize how fun it was when we were all "debating" and accusing me of being a furry. honestly, i haven't had to stifle laughter like that in the middle of the night as hard as i did for a small while. not too long but long enough. it was a breath of fresh air and it was genuinely amazing to just be able to put the present on the back burner and play around like that. even though it was kind of late for me when that was happening- ignore that. it's always late for me when im online atp. i hope we can get past those baseless accusations you have both placed on me tehe. have a happy new years, you two. ALSO YIXIN!! GA-MING PROTECTION SQUAD RISEEEEE

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @/zumblr . . . there's so many of you and i can't find the proper words to express the welcome i felt when added to the server. it was nerve wracking, ive never really gotten around to talking to that many people or being that open on the internet before. it's funny how one summer can bring you out of your shell a little, eh? and all bc of some guys on screen lmao. thank you for the support and im happy to have met such wonderful people. thank you, again. @urielphix I AM. DETERMINED TO READ ADAD JUST YOU WAIT

𖣂 ┈ ⟡ ˒ @ everyone else, all my mutuals as of now and past, who weren't mentioned or mutuals who want to read something again . . . hello!! im sorry to disappoint by not adding you properly and for not giving a personalized thanks; it wasn't anything against it you at all. reason 1) i probably forgot as um. goldfish brain or 2) we just became mutuals pretty recently and haven't had the chance to really talk much / have been sort of long term but haven't talked much.

either way though, thanks for sticking around! im not the most. literate person. sometimes LMAO and im far from being a proud person of skill when it comes to the right words to say to people but im always happy when people find something worth it in my silly words. i hope we get to interact more in the future, as long as you can put up with my inconsistent (to say the least) replies and brain boggling posts that come from the depths of the midnight zone, that is. get ready for the ride that is this. clusterfuck of a blog place. LMAO,,,, if you haven't already scrolled through my stuff. if you have then um ready for more??? fkdjhgkjlghf

if you've made it to the end, thank you. and why?? im not that interesting or cool as everyone makes me out to be. if you had told 2019 me on tumblr that 4 years later, id be posting my works for everyone to see and also be proud of my own poetry, i would have laughed and called you absolutely insane. some of you have sat through me going through different gender and pronoun crises on dash back in 2020, and some of you ive only met this month.

whatever our situation is, i wish all the best for everyone . i’ll support you guys until the end of the earth and then some. have the happiest of happy new years, may your futures always be brighter than you say they are, and i’ll see you later 💛

sincerely — sol / jun

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🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Nope. Hara sucks at lying. She rarely ever lies at all, actually; she’s a very honest person!

She hasn’t told a lie in years. Last time she did was right after her exile, when she stayed on Jambandra for a few years. She lived with her extended family there, and they’re far more religious than she is (surprisingly), and they take crimes against the Ykka very seriously. And she committed more than one to get exiled, so you can imagine she didn’t want to tell the truth about what she did.

She still sucks at lying though, so they were able to tell pretty easily. She breaks quick.

👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?

Hara has no siblings, but she’s very close with Auberon, her cousin. He’s a pretty cool guy — a bit stubborn and sassy, but for the most part, he’s the life of whatever party he feels like going to.

Hara’s parents aren’t exactly the best, and she never really talked to them a lot after becoming a Knight/Hero of Yore, but she loves them nonetheless. She knows they care about her, and she knows they’re proud of her; they sent her a letter after she was exiled saying precisely that. Again, they’re not the greatest parents in the world, but they try.

[Ask list here!]

@kirbyoctournament here, have some haraganda!

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Jess Margera general relationship headcanons

Just some headcanons, very sfw.

not spell checked either... sorry :/

I feel like for all the guys they have a tougher exterior but they're secretly sweethearts. They just don't let on about it all that much.

Jess is not an exception and he's very private so it's likely he's not super out there about your relationship

That doesn't mean he's ashamed or anything, he just doesn't feel the need to show you off or anything

However, always has an arm around you or something

and that's more likely to be close to you 

He's kind of like 'casually dominant' ig?? Like, I feel like he has that air about him

Has a way of guiding you to him 

Probably the type of guy to touch the small of your back if he needs you to move or something at a party

Speaking of, I can see him being a bit more out there with his affection when he's had a few to drink

Like I can see him hugging you from behind at a party, you holding a beer or something for you both to share when you're talking to other people. 

I feel like he's probably super affectionate in secret

A big fan of hugs from behind, kisses on the neck, SPOONING 100%

He is always the big spoon idc

but like even if he's not affectionate with you all the time, he's super proud of you

like totally in love

If someone asks about you he's like, 'yeah, that's my girlfriend.'

However, does like a bit of affection from you 

like doesn't mind being kissed on the cheek in front of his friends

kind of brightens up a bit when you do that

ALWAYS watches you walk away

likes to admire the view, obviously???

The guys make fun of him for doing it

The guys love to make fun of him when it comes to you

His demeanor changes a lot when you're around

He always seems a bit more settled when he's with you

Also loves to listen to you talk, looking at you enamoured

Dico noticing it, making fun of Jess' heart eyes for you

You poking fun at him for it when no one's around

Him kissing you to shut you up

He's just totally whipped for you

I feel like it's crucial for your guys' relationship that you get along with his friends and family

I bet Ape and Phil are really welcoming

He thinks it's really cute if you help Ape out as well

Like if he's ever sat with the guys and sees you helping her clean up or cook he's definitely got a stupid smile on his face because of it. 

When he's on tour, you might spend a lot of time at Ape and Phil's or Bam's

It means you're probably featured on Viva La Bam a bit

You being one of the reasons he watches VLB

Likes to see you rep CKY merch on there as well

Plus he thinks it's funny to watch you take the piss out of Bam

It's like you're doing his job for him

Plus being on VLB means you can sometimes get sent to visit him on tour for free when there's like a crossover episode

Both of you finding hard when he's on the road

You guys being really cute when you guys reunite

You picking him up from the airport, being a total cliche and doing one of those hugs where you jump into his arms

Bam saying it's cheesy after seeing it at some point, neither of you care at all

Him enjoying domesticity when he's home because of that 

Likes stuff like home cooked meals, cooking with you, really likes to wake up with you

Low key loves shopping with you, even if he's just carrying bags for you

Likes to just sit and do nothing with you sometimes

it's kind of an unspoken rule that if you guys don't have anything to do in a morning you guys stay in bed waiting for the other one to wake up 

This had to start because he's definitely the type to pull you in closer if you try and get up before him

If he wakes up before you, he will definitely lie there cuddling you, maybe kissing your forehead every once in a while

If you have your back against his chest will kiss your shoulder and the back of your head

This is definitely done if he's leaving for tour that day

You guys wake up earlier to just do this before he leaves

Also being on Radio Bam as well

Always sat next to each other

Bam harassing you for embarrassing things about Jess 

Bam also telling embarrassing stories about him, and both of you just laughing about it

Jess getting fed up of arguing with Bam

You just sitting next to him, playing with his hands while he chats shit with the rest of the guys

He seems like he'd be a chill boyfriend as well

like very secure in your guys' relationship

Never getting mad if another guy flirts with you

Tends to turn the other guy into a bit of a joke

Which isn't hard for him because of how funny he is

Is also able to make you laugh in any situation

He just likes being in your company 

You seem to cheer him up a lot, especially if the band pisses him off

You guys just being a really solid couple and supporting each other

[long-manic-nights]

@snorhora asked for this, thank god. kiyohana!

Assorted OTP Questions

What is each member’s love language?

Hanamiya: Quality time, but in almost absolute silence. He sits next to Teppei and reads with his legs on his lap.

Kiyoshi: Words of affirmation and physical touch. He just whispers sweet nothings into Makoto's ear while hugging him, or touches his arm while passing next to him and HE'S SO SWEET.

What would they describe as their perfect date?

Hanamiya: his idea of a date is literally have dinner at home and then read with his legs on Kiyoshi's lap. He simply hate being around people.

Kiyoshi: I imagine him like a romantic picnic kind of guy, with little flowers and a basket, and Hanamiya there with a 'why?' face.

Who made the first move?

Okay, look. Kiyoshi did, but in a very violent kinda way and I'm not proud about having a punch to the face right before a kiss as a headcanon.

Who is more sentimental?

Oh God, Kiyoshi.

Which member calls the other in to kill the spiders?

Hanamiya WOULD NEVER kill a spider, he picks them up and lets them go on the backyard.

Who falls asleep first?

They're both night owls. Kiyoshi because he used to do laundry and other chores late at night, and Hayamiya because he exists in the dark and silence.

Who wakes up first?

Kiyoshi, but he stays in bed as long as he can.

Who is more more relaxed/carefree?

Kiyoshi. Hanamiya is the opposite of carefree.

What’s one way their personalities compliment one another? (Is it opposites attract or are they pretty similar?)

OH THEY LOOK LIKE OPPOSITES, BUT MY GOD THEY'RE A COUPLE OF MANIPULATORS.

In any case, Teppei brings peace and calmness in a way Makoto simply can't even process.

Who is always cold?

Hanamiya. God bless Kiyoshi's sweaters and jackets.

Which member is always trying to bring home stray animals and which member always has to say no?

Kiyoshi loves stray animals, including Hanamiya himself.

Hanamiya wants that horrible looking puppy out of his house.

Who worries more?

Surprinsingly, Hanamiya. He's always worried about something happening to Kiyoshi, especially about the knee. It's the guilt.

What are some non-sexual activities they do together?

Cooking. It's a war zone by the time they finish, but they love it.

Who would be able to talk their way out of a speeding ticket?

They are both more than capable of talking their way out of hell if needed.

Who is the better cook?

Kiyoshi, considering he cooked all the time when he was still living with his grandparents, but Hanamiya can cook just fine because he was on his own a lot during his childhood (mom works too much).

What are some things they don’t agree on?

They usually don't agree on anything, but they're very good at finding middle points.

Which member is more physically affectionate?

Kiyoshi is way too touchy feely.

Which member is more verbally affectionate?

Kiyoshi, again.

How does each member feel about PDA?

Kiyoshi: It's a natural thing for him. He's a 'holding hands while walking' and 'kiss on the cheek every now and then' kinda guy.

Hanamiya: He doesn't like it because he hates feeling people percieve him as something other than the devil.

Who’s the safer driver?

Hanamiya. Kiyoshi drives like a grandma and is a danger to us all.

What’s each member flirting style?

Hanamiya: being mean.

Kiyoshi: flowers and way too sweet texts.

(except when violence becomes a middle point)

Which member steals borrows the other ones clothing?

HANAMIYA.

Who is the cuddle initiator?

Surprisingly, Hanamiya. If he wants cuddles, he will have cuddles.

Are they an introverted couple or an extroverted one—AKA would they prefer to go out to a party or event together or would they rather stay in?

Introverted couple, mostly because their friend groups are so different. I mean, you can put Kiyoshi with Hara and Seto, but you simply can't do the same with Hanamiya, Hyuuga and Izuki.

Who is the big/little spoon?

Hanamiya is the little spoon. He's not ashamed of it.

Who is more likely to make an impulsive decision and who is the voice of reason?

Hanamiya is the voice of reason at all times. Kiyoshi always wants to help everyone and pick up every random little cat he finds, and Makoto has to put a reasonable end to it.

Who’s more likely to laugh at their own jokes?

KIYOSHI.

Who takes longer showers?

Hanamiya takes long baths, while smoking.

Who is “more loved” by the in-laws?

Oh, they are both adored by the in-laws. Kiyoshi's grandparents think Hanamiya is such a charming, inteligent young man. Makoto's mom thinks Teppei is just adorable.

Who is more likely to get jealous?

OH, HANAMIYA GETS JEALOUS SO FUCKING FAST. He's ready to kill the barista that flirted with Kiyoshi in a second.

What was the most surprising thing they learned about one another once they started dating?

Kiyoshi learned to stand up for himself more (surprisingly). his friends were very much against the relationship all together and it took a lot of fights for him to start putting his foot down.

Hanamiya learned he doesn't have to be on attack mode the entire time.

Who stays up way too late and who tries to drag them to bed?

Hanamiya reads for hours after dinner, sometimes well into the night and Kiyoshi has to beg him to at least do it on bed so he doesn't destroy his back.

Who’s messier?

None of them.

Which member is more likely to accidentally spend $300 at Target?

Hanamiya, because rich-kid mind never dies.

Who wanted/would want kids first?

Teppei suggested it first. It took years for Hanamiya to say yes.

Who gives piggy back rides to the other?

Kiyoshi is tall for a reason.

Who fell in love first?

Kiyoshi fell first. Hanamiya fell harder.

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Since most of you voted the yes option, I think now's the time I'll show more info about my Spidersonas from Earth-2763! (Stuff related to TPOT 6 spoilers can be found in the bottom, you've been warned!)

Who are they, actually?

These characters are actually Pen, Eraser, Golf Ball, Tennis Ball, Fries, Puffball & TV from a popular internet show called Battle For Dream Island.

(they're basically meant to be born as sentient objects but uh i'm gonna exclude puffball because she's actually one of these specimens in goiky and is not based on an actual existing object, NOT EVEN BASED ON A POM-POM EITHER)

Where do they live in?

Goiky, in Earth-2763, of course. They live in an alternate universe of Battle For Dream Island where almost everything is the same, except there is a moment that takes place after TPOT 1 offscreen that shows the entirety of Are You Okay's team members suddenly getting their Spidey-Senses tingling. Another difference to this alternate universe is that it's also connected to other object shows such as Inanimate Insanity, ONE, AIB, BFTROR, Brawl Of The Objects, MOSS, TDOS, etc.

Do the team members other than Pen really have legal names? (specifically, Pen's legal name is confirmed to be Ben as shown in BFB 4)

Yep! Here's the list of actual names for the other team members!

Eraser - Edgar

Golf Ball - Gertrude

Tennis Ball - Tanner

Fries - Fred

Puffball - Priscilla

TV - Trevor

How did they get their powers?

The rest of the members were bitten by a radioactive bug, but TV was instead hijacked by a virus. TV also got extra eyes on his screen as a side effect from his virus that can be shown or hidden whenever he wants to.

When did they get their powers?

Somewhere between the aftermath of Tpot 1 and before Tpot 2.

Do they mature by losing their respective Uncle Ben?

No, but they do mature by witnessing eliminations and traumatic events in the current season they're competing in because recovery exists in their world. Eliminations count as their canon events, and after all, it shall not be allowed to be messed around with. Expect some team members progressively losing a part of their personalities as they mature once they get seperated until the end of TPOT.

So, here's an angsty canon event aftermath scenario that supposedly takes place in the same area where the Spider Society live in. After TPOT 6, Pen's proud with the amount of votes he had compared to everyone else until he was interrupted by someone that withnessed their own "canon event." It was Fries, who is along with his best friend, Puffball. He told Pen that he wasn't paying attention to how petrified and devastated he was in that so-called "unfair" elimination. Although Golf Ball approves Miguel O' Hara's philosophy of canon events such as eliminations and trauma as a method to discipline some of her team members for her dimension, both Tennis Ball and Eraser are quite concerned about this. Thus, that's how Fries and Puffball were the first batch of the crew to get canon events maturing their personalities. (Fries eventually loses his intentions of causing mischief as he's now more serious, emotionally strained and depressed, and Puffball eventually loses her self-indulgence as she's now moody, barely carefree and not selfish anymore. However, the duo will only have the urge to snap if they feel like they want to.)

Pros: they kinda behaved

Cons: they ain't even the same as themselves last time and their seperation from one another during TPOT 6 inflicted them with the canon event rizz

(OH WOE IS ME, SOMEONE TAKE THEM TO A THERAPY SESSION, PLEASE!)

Does anyone in the group have disabilities?

Golf Ball and Tennis Ball are born with an armless disability, Puffball's basically a specimen in Goiky that is meant to be born limbless, but all of the team's members share the same mental disability that is Autism. (GOOD MORNING AUTISTIC SPIDERSONA NATION, RISE AND GRIND‼️)

What does Flocculent Spider's icon actually look like?

It looks like this, and it's rainbow colored because of the inclusion of a holographic pattern on it. The spider icon of hers is located at the back of her mask. (If you're curious about what her mask looks like, you're gonna have to peek at that link I attached at the title of the post, right at the beginning of this.)

Do they fight antagonists?

Of course! If there's a Spider-Man, then there's atleast gotta be an introduction to an antagonist! I'm probably planning to interpret Steve Cobs as Doc Ock in Earth-2763, but I haven't got any ideas for the rest of the other antagonists, so feel free to drop down suggestions for the concepts of the other antagonists of Earth-2763 if you like!

When was the first time they finally fought an antagonist?

At the day when the contestants and the hosts of BFDI & II had a reunion at Gelatin's Steakhouse while celebrating Gelatin's 10th birthday, someone seems to have destroyed a part of the steakhouse's wall... and he's actually targeting MePhone. It was Steve Cobs, aka the "Doc Ock" of Earth-2763. As it was finally the time for Golf Ball and her teammates to have an opportunity to fight crime, Golf Ball and her teammates eventually put on their masks and suits and proceeded to fight against Steve Cobs without any hesitation. After defeating Steve Cobs, TV wrangles Cobs up with a web that electrocutes on TV's command while Cobs is distracted and disturbed with Pen telling him a joke. As Pen mentions that he's "the one who knocks," TV then successfully electrocutes Cobs after his defeat. MePhone thanked Golf Ball along with her teammates for saving him from his reckoning, and then the rest of the contestants and hosts cheered for them. (friendly reminder that i actually suck at writing lmfao) Even if Golf Ball and her team are actual web-slinging heroes, they still prefer to do challenges normally to abide with challenge rules for some reason.

Fun fact: II Taco is actually uninvited to Gelatin's birthday

Even if Earth-2763 Fries is actually eliminated, is he still allowed to meet the Spider-Society though?

Yes, Two actually allowed him to meet the Spider Society whenever he wants to. However, Fries prefers to stay back inside the hotel atleast 2 weeks before another contest begins in his world for a fair reason. Same thing would apply to Earth-2763 Puffball as well.

Is there any instances of Earth-2763 Puffball having the colorful quills on her mask hidden?

Yes, she can retract her mask's quills whenever she wants. However, if she's pissed or battle-ready, her quills will extend! Example: Before she snaps, she hides her quills. Whenever she's ready to snap and be feisty, her quills extend in length.

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I'M CAUGHT UP WITH NO HOME. HARA................... kyaaaa the short hair is so good on her.... i am proud of her her accomplishments. and i love juwan as always. i liked that little arc a lot i appreciated it after the seriousness with eunyung. and next it is haejoon again it seems. there was another comment earlier about how like all the other characters are in a coming-of-age drama but juwan's in his own little harem world lol. and if you take my hand and believe with me it can be a bisexual harem because of his homosexual tendencies. anyways i love no home forever la la la la

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fireproof | katsuki bakugo x oc

summary: Ayumi Hara was never meant to stand out-she was meant to follow-a shadow of a sister, a quiet top student, a name forgotten more often than remembered. Then she got into U.A. Then he noticed her. Katsuki Bakugo burns too hot for most. But somehow, Ayumi doesn't flinch-she watches, calm behind tired eyes and energy strings no one can see. In a world where heroes are built by fire and trial, their connection doesn't spark. It endures because not everything that survives fire turns to ash. Some things were made to withstand it.

Chapter 1: Welcome to UA!

The classroom wasn’t different from a regular classroom. Desks, chalkboard, sunlight spilling in through spotless windows. Except that every single one of these students would be a future Pro Hero. It was strange for someone like…her to be here. Everyone felt like a burst of energy, like that red-haired guy over by the door. He’s grinning like sunshine, like…he was so proud to be here.

I guess he should be proud.

I guess I should be too.

She squeezed herself into her seat, her shoulder curling in. Ayumi sank further, melting into the wood and staying like that forever. But she couldn’t, this was her choice, and she had to live with it. 

People in her old middle school used to look up to her because of her smarts, her quirk, and her…everything. Ayumi Hara was the model student. She worked hard, she played less, and yet she achieved nothing.

But that was the past, and she had nothing in common with that girl, even if it is just a few months ago until she became this person. This no-energy, no-effort person. 

A blond guy came in the classroom. A delinquent? Probably. He was too loud. Unafraid of taking up space. He marched in the classroom as if it were his birthright, as if every single one of the students here offended him by being in the same room as his…glory. He made a seat his, putting his feet up with no care in the world.

“What the fuck are you looking at, extra?” He asked, sneering at her when he caught her looking. Ayumi was about to respond when someone interrupted, telling the blond off for putting his feet and dirty shoes on the table.

She lets out a breath before yawning and turning to the window. Too bright. It reminded her of the spotlight and somehow, even if it was too warm, she wanted to be there.

Once. Just once.

Meeting their teacher, Shota Aizawa aka Eraserhead, was impressive. Ayumi heard of him before, he was a legend after all. He was no All Might but Ayumi found herself respecting him more. He was not in the forefront of everything, was not the face of any magazine, or wasn't a household name like the Symbol of Peace but Mr. Aizawa was still powerful. 

And intimidating. 

Even if he was in a yellow sleeping bag by the door. It looked comfortable…but a bit dirty.

The moment he said that most of them would be expelled during this first day made Ayumi sit up straighter. It was a dilemma, she realized because if she gets kicked out, she would be in a school her parents chose for her. But if…she stayed, if she passed, she would be exactly where she chose. 

No matter what her parents say. 

Her eyes darted around, wondering if others had the similar thought. Around her, people looked surprised. People looked afraid. They looked intimidated by the thought of getting kicked out of their dream school just because Mr. Aizawa deemed them unworthy.

She took a deep breath. Ayumi Hara, you can do this. You got in. You can stay.

At least for now.

Mr. Aizawa gave them a series of tests in that field after they changed into PE uniforms. Mostly physical activities to prove their mettle, that their quirk are meant to stay and to impress him. 

Ayumi flexed her fingers, her energy rushing to the tips of her pointer fingers. He showed a sample test, which was to just throw the softball the farthest they can take it with their quirks. The blond boy was first. She couldn't hear what Mr. Aizawa called him but I heard he was good.

During the first test, Ayumi found herself standing in the starting line of the 50M Dash. All she had to do was not go last. How hard can that be?

Not too much, Ayumi hoped as she raised her hand and allowed her invisible energy string to shoot out of her pointer finger, tie itself in a pole across the field and drag her to the finish line. 

“4.5 seconds.” The camera setup said in its mechanical voice.

Her quirk, Energy Strings, is exactly how they sounded. They were strings shooting out of her fingertips made out of pure energy. They can hold and manipulate anything a regular hand can. They were her extra limbs. Good for when she doesn't want to move a muscle.

This will do. She thought as she passed the tests, making it in the middle of all rankings and barely giving any damn effort. 

When Ayumi's name was called for the softball test, she detached herself from hiding in the shadows and stood in the circle. She held the ball in her hand and while she knew she can't throw like the noisy blond kid, Ayumi can throw without being the last. 

She held the ball, extended her arm to an angle — 45° is the optimum angle — and allowed her energy string to wrap itself around the ball. The string took it far and when her quirk reached its limit length, she made her string throw it off. 

“Tch,” the blond kid eyed her as she stepped out of the softball throw, her quirk though new to his eyes was not impressive enough.

Ayumi let out a final breath, now watching Mr. Aizawa deal with the curly green-haired kid. She blinked, before moving back to the shade to sit in a corner and relax. It is too hot to be here.

Then she saw it. The ball flying off, a burst of wind making her usual messy blue hair fly out of her face. It made her close her eyes, especially when dust flew everywhere. 

Good God, what was that?

Ayumi's eyes widened. Normally sleepy and half-lidded, her attention focused on the nervous looking kid with the limp pointer finger. 

His quirk hurt his finger? Does it normally do that? 

While everyone else was amazed, she slowly stood up from her position and stepped forward. 

He’s a liability. He’s an accident waiting to happen. He concentrated his quirk in his finger like I did but he doesn't have control. Either he is just too powerful, or he’s…no, that can't be. Quirks manifest at age four.

She kept her observation to herself, knowing most of her thoughts were assumptions. Ayumi kept going. There were more tests to do. 

But then, Mr. Aizawa revealed it was a lie. It was all a damn lie. No one was going to get expelled. 

How did I not catch that?

“Tch, damn Deku.” A familiar voice from behind her sneered. Ayumi didn't turn her head to know who it was. It was the scary blond kid. 

He walked off, not even bothering to avoid Ayumi's shoulder. “Out of my way, extra.” Blond scary kid scowled, growling at her.

She just shrugged and looked at him. She has had enough of this attitude, “Maybe learn to walk through matter so you don't bump into people.”

“The fuck did you say?” He stopped in his tracks, his hands in his pockets. “Who the hell do you think you are?”

“Ayumi Hara. Don't explode about it.” She knew it was stupid. She shouldn't be arguing with anyone on the first day but there was something about that blond kid’s face (aside from the utter shock that someone just sassed him) that annoyed Ayumi to the point of caring and daring to react.

But she knew this boy would make her school year difficult.

Ayumi walked past him, her footsteps quick.  

This will be a looooong year.

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Ozu

A father is created from nothing. Less than nothing. A man is still a boy, and then he becomes a father. If you’re lucky and devote the time, you become a decent dad. And, then it’s gone. Children move on to their own families.

“Late Spring” stunts this natural progression of growth and loss. Noriko (Setsuko Hara) loses her mother, suffers through the deprivation of war, and becomes the new mother of her tiny reconstituted family. Her father (Chishu Ryu) is happy and proud to have such a devoted daughter as his new wife. But, this isn’t right, and he knows it.

No director frames a shot like Ozu.

He does this in many ways. The camera is setup lower to the ground. He frequently sets frames within frames. His mise-en-scene is a sumptuous feast. His actors look, nearly into the lens.

He cuts a scene earlier than most, frequently showing the space with nothing happening for a few seconds. Then, the same on the other end, showing nothing happening after the action has left the space.

He is famous for his “pillow shots,” which take their name from figures of speech used in Japanese waka poetry. The phrase is a “pillow” for the noun or verb it describes. For Ozu, these shots frame the happenings of surrounding scenes.

Noriko is happy in every scene before her life is upended. And, then she hears that her aunt is plotting to put her father together with a widow.

Noriko admits that she is a jealous person. The twist is that her jealousy explodes, not for a suitor, but for her father. The moment unfolds as the two take in a Noh play.

Noriko is a child forced to be a wife for her father. When she is told that she needs to marry and move on, she reverts to the role of petulant child.

Ozu was a bachelor. He lived with his mother. Yet, many of his films depict the changing dynamics of Japanese families. Fathers, mothers, children, in-laws in flux.

Change in “Late Spring” includes the forces of Western occupation. The action takes place in the immediate aftermath of Japan’s defeat in the Pacific at the hands of the United States. Noriko’s divorced friend, Aya, lives in a Western house. They sit in chairs and eat sponge cake. Noriki’s nephew plays baseball. Noriko’s father and his assistant discuss Western writers. Later, the father is reading Nietzsche.

Change is hard. And, sometimes it needs help. Noriko’s father forces the issue and Noriko is married. [Spoiler] The twist is that he isn’t really setup to marry the widow. He uses this lie to convince Noriko to move on. A father can’t bear to see his daughter stuck in an unnatural relationship.

But, things aren’t so bad. Another turn in the film’s denoument: Noriko’s father shares several sakes with Aya. She says she will come around to visit him. A new relationship forms.

All this change is complicated. But, maybe it’s not so bad. It remains inevitable and sort of irrelevant. At the end of the film, we have, instead, the simplicity of the current moment. The father, alone and content, slowly peeling an apple. Endless, crashing waves on the shore.