#SO NERVOUS can u tell
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I lived, bitch. I did it,,, I made an animatic again after 2 yearsā¦! And itās not an old thing just dumped out! š Iāmma be honest, itās not reaaaally spoilers exactlyā¦ but it sorta falls into it in a zig-zagged way. The timingās off slightly for my liking, but at this point I shouldnāt complain about little things like that when making one at all was the huge hurdle. Rip my subscribers. THANKS AND BYE.
Original audio: Maleficent (2014)
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#cozy crap#my art#malleus draconia#twst silver#twst spoilers sort of#Wantes to draw my own backgrounds but at this point i cant strain more than i already have#currently unlisted but itāll br public in a bit.#judt need to brace myself.#my guinea pigs malleus and silver to test the waters#u can tell im nervous cuz of the constant typos in these tags#i gave myself an anxious migraine from this im so nervous about making it public up there officially
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im gonna start posting fanfic recs btw whenever i find good ones. both here and my (awfully barren) 18+ account. because there are so many good fics out there with so few hits and fewer kudos and sometimes no comments period and it SUCKS because i REALLY LIKE THEM A LOT.. and i hope that by linking them here and yelling at everyone to COMMENT DAMMIT they might actually do it
seriously though any comment means a lot. most people who read a fic donāt even give a kudos. even if the fic wasnāt top tier, if you didnāt dislike it, hand over some kudos!! and if you liked it, comment!!!! even if the comment is one singular heart emoji it will be appreciated. if the comment just says āgreat fic!ā the author will be happy. your comment doesnāt have to be this long winded gushing or analysis.
so many authors quit writing or lose motivation because the comments are few and far in between or just sometimes nonexistent. trust me when i say authors donāt care about how long or cool or smart sounding your comment is i promise!!!
i hope that mmmaybe recommending fics and telling people to comment might help fics i really like get more support maybe. and i, points at you reading this, hope that you will listen!!!at least a littleā¦.at least sum kudosā¦.
#if u have the ability to reply to my reblog saying how much you loved the fic i recommended comment on the fic itself so the author can see!#especially since the rise of ai writing and seeing ai fics out there can be disheartening#make sure you let your writers know you appreciate them#you never know they might one day write a sequel bc your comment touched them#or might get the motivation to make more works.#(ābut donāt just comment bc you expect something out of it btw. sometimes the author might be too intimidated to reply ive seen that before)#im a huge yapper. if you canāt tell. lmfao.#and i mostly comment on guest. like 99% of the time because the fics are either really embarrassing#or i get nervous about them knowing me/finding my tumblr and thinking im cringw#bc i admire authors so much. and I get that nervousness! given I experience it!!! but guest mode EXISTS!!! most work allows you to comment#on guest mode!! the author CANT see the email you use for it!!! the only reason they even ask is to give you notifs if theres a reply to it!#a comment is still a comment even if on guest or an alt or your main#even if the fic is embarrassing shameful depraved smut you can log out and comment on guest. even if itās embarrassing#because the author still worked HARD. itās so hard to write. people donāt give enough credit to fic authors who do it for free#i had an account (now super abandoned) that had over 400k words. and that didnāt include wips#i reallg do struggle to write because i took a break for so long!!! i can write but not nearly as much as I used to!!! and it sucks!!!#support your authors guys. 1k words is an hour for the first draft at MINIMUM and another hour for revision and editing. and people get#pissy if a fic chapter is less than 3-4k words for some reason. thatās 6-8 hours of work at MINIMUM. likely so much more because thereās#also plotting and brainstorming and So. Much. Editing. stressing out over words and sentence structure. it takes so much time out of your#day. the only oneshot i have posted on this account is 2460 words. and it took me SEVEN HOURS#seven hours!!!! thatās a lot!!!! and for authors that have school or demanding jobs that kind of time is hard to come by!!!!!#and I hope i have convinced at least one of you to listen and go okay you know what. i will. because even if itās a silly comment itās loved#tldr support your local fanfic authors of you will be so stabbed. by me#fanfiction#fanfic#archive of our own#ao3#comment on fics#wick fic recs#thatās the rec tag btw. wow custom tags AGAIN i know. im doing what i thought i never would
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itās so easy to forget that you can literally write whatever you want
#i think especially if you post your writing itās easy to forget because#sometimes we subconsciously try and write reader as someone who most readers will like#instead of writing reader as#yourself for example#sometimes i feel disconnected from my own reader-insert-guy#you know ?!#i havenāt written anything with me in mind as the reader#i had this sudden realization#just now#as im writing a lil vent-y kind of fic#that i probably wonāt end up posting HOWEVER#im writing the reader as myself for the first time and itās#making me happy today#as for the vent not to worry sbshjsjdkd Iāve had this issue with an irl for a couple months now#tis all okay and well#š ā text !#but you can literally write so much. like if youāre nervous for something u could write ur fav offering support#if ur happy u can write them being happy w u! if ur mad u can write them telling someone off for u#u have so much freedom as a writer#love that a lot#on the other hand i can write sakura pouring milk before cereal if i wanted to#i could even make suo do that#cw vent#INCASE
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More pen scribbling,,, getting comfortable with it now but the pen is gonna run out soon š
#you can tell I'm superboy lover bc I literally can't live if I can't doodle him#drawing an arm coming toward the camera is hard. perspective I hate u. the arm going the other way came out fine tho so#eh win some lose some#art#traditional art#fanart#sketch#sketchbook#oc#original character#kon el#superboy#damian wayne#robin dc#jon kent#superboy jr#oc: nova#oc: aria#oc: bunnox#bart allen#impulse#they are all my loves my babies#drawing in pen is very nervous hours but I don't suck and that's the main thing
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Hey do you guys ever think about HOPRās gestalt and how she was probably a very lonely person for most of her life before volunteering to be a neural template donor
#Iāve been rotating this lately#in the good timeline she ended up w a military unit who had kitzeh backgrounds similar to hers#but that did not happen#she ended up with a group that wasnāt very sympathetic and did not help her whole deal of needing to prove herself#I think in many ways she was a performer like the line she inspired#in terms of putting on a brave face for herself and a very confident persona for others#none of her issues never ever rubbed off onto HOPRs neverrr#looks at the entire replika line who has a deep craving for connection and would rather gnaw off their own legs than be outright genuine#theyre not afraid to be attached to someone but theyāre afraid to be vulnerable if that makes sense#HOPR genuinely confesses her love to u and then throws up bc that was awful#their tough guy persona is easy. flirting and being obnoxious with everyone is easy. that other shit tho? terrible they canāt tell you#when HOPRs start degrading they become less afraid of that#but that happens while they also become much more clingy and afraid of doing a bad job#degrading HOPRs all tend to have those same signs but they can go anywhere from there#theyāre just really nervous elderly dogs ur honor#they need constant reassurance from whoever theyāre under#they just really want to do a good job they love u so so much#anyway some hopr thoughts#hopr#blorbo tag
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anton belongs to @poicyss
#someone help them LMAO#im all kinds of panic induced stress rn so. woe pregant auggie be upon ye#shes very excited but also extremely fucking nervous and couldnt think of any other way to break the news#also because how do you deal with the spawn of a literal shadow creature. what the fuck do u do#im sure theyve probably discussed the possibility of being parents once in a while but not like actually intended to conceive#idk much else though ive never been pregnant. shrugs#i think her bump is probably smaller bc vincent forms as a dog before he takes on human form a couple months after being born#so the fetus is smaller.. although its more obvious when shes in her animal form so she doesnt transform while pregnant just in case#can you tell ive thought abt this a normal amount#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#suggestive#?#i mean kinda..? its implied this is after they boink but not much else#oc lore
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jimmy solidarity u r so brutal by olivia rodrigo coded i love u
#i would start quoting lyrics to relate to him but it would actually be the whole song#actually idgaf i changed my mind im quoting lyrics anyway#HES SO 'i'm so tired that i might quit my job start a new life and they'd all be so disappointed cuz who am i if not exploited'#and then the 'i don't stick up for myself im anxious and nothing can help' š£š£š£š£ my shayla....#I LOVE HIM SO BAD NO ONE GETS IT GENUINELY#'they say these are the golden years but i wish i could disappear ego crush is so severe god it's brutal out here' LIFE SERIEEEES?!?!??!?!?#like. God it is brutal out here jimmy i GET U#poor guy. ego crush is so severe LIKE TELL ME ABOUT ITTTT#he keeps getting out first š£š£š£š£ after telling everyone that this time will be different š£š£ that is so Ego crush is so severe of him#at least the canary curse is broken now chat. my boy is free#anyways back to lyrics#'i feel like no one wants me' YEAH. 'and i hate the way i'm percieved' LITERALLY MY GUY#'i only have two real friends' COUGH COUGH BAD BOYS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!#'and lately i'm a nervous wreck' MY BOOOYYYYYY#'and i'm not cool and i'm not smart and i can't even parallel park' <- GENUINELY HIM genuinely him genuinely him genuinely him#he's also ballad of a homeschooled girl and love is embarrassing coded but those are two separate posts#he's actually just olivia coded in general#jimmy solidarity my babygirl trust#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#trafficblr#hermitblr#nya talks#nya's playlist
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these drawings should never (and i mean NEVER) have left my drafts but desperate times call for desperate measures
anyways who missed tjis weirdo
#you can pry that grant and yeet scene from my cold dead hands#i think of it daily#theres just so mucj about it that makes it the best scene in that whole podcast#āyeah man that sounds toughā GTFO HAHAHHEAH#dndads#dungeons and daddies#yeet bigly#grant wilson#i guess hes there#i just started school again can u tell who i draw when im nervous/bored
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hii everyone! after an agonising amount of deliberation, i've decided that i'll start tracking #useryenas for joshua visual content!
anyone can use this tag (i.e. we don't have to be mutuals) but please follow the guidelines below:
visual content only - gifs, gfx, edits, fanart, moodboards etc.
please use the tag in the first 20 tags
general svt content is allowed but i'd prefer just for joshua!
i'll check the tag once a week and if your post has been liked, it's in my queue!
i won't rb any content that looks stolen, colour-washed or have things used without the owner's approval (fancams, etc.)
mutuals are allowed to use the tag for anything you want me to see! doesn't have to be visual or for seventeen, and ofc you're always, always welcome to spam the tag!!!
tagging a few moots and non moots to kindly ask to spread this if you can <3 :
@jeonwonwoo @irlvernon @seokmins @blue-jisungs @etherealyoungk @slytherinshua @wheeboo @ftdino @shuaberriez @gentlejoshua @y-ves @h-ao @itsyoonzino @woozi @ajusnice @kyeomyun @eternalgyu @soonhoonsol @weird-bookworm @rubywonu @wnjunhui @dalkyeom
#fairyhaos.txt#useryenas#tagging non moots makes me nervous not gonna lie so pls imaginr me just shyly handing u a little envelope and asking if u can read it#also the way i rushed to get this out before the comeback bc >.< im going to be BUSY DURING IT#n i dont wanna miss any content :<#also the way there's sooo little josh content and i rlly wanted a way to access the things people make for him !#ahahah i need tos top rambling#can you tell im nervois abt this post + this tag
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how do i know if my chosen name is the right name :(
#this feels like such a dumbass question but genuinely i just. i really donāt know#iāve never really felt comfy with my given name and it never really fully felt like me#but now that iāve chosen a preferred name i like sm better iām still nervous#how is it supposed to feel when someone uses your name??#i canāt tell if it feels a little weird just bc itās a New Ne for the first time in 23 yrs#*new name#or if it feels weird bc itās not right#but also#iām planning on coming out to a lot of family during my thanksgiving break#and i feel like if im gonna do that i have to have my preferred name set in stone#:(( ugh idk#iām prob just putting too much pressure on myself#i know that technically i can always change it and itās normal and not bad to change your mind about stuff like this#but like. itās gonna make it So Much more of a pain in the ass if i have to get everyone used to one name just to change it again#and i feel like other people would just find it dumb and frustrating tbh š#but like Bro thatās my name!!! ideally this is what iāll live with for the rest of my life!!!! thatās so much pressure AGH#anyway ugh sorry this is such a dumb vent but iām sooooo. how do u say. confused and scared#silas speaks#ftm trans#transmasc#transblr#transgender#trans community#preferred name#chosen name#milo mumbles
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donāt trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) donāt trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode) donāt trust your brain after 7pm (winter mode)
#marzi speaks#hi iām fine. no intrusive thoughts or anything like genuinely iām ok#just thinking a bit too hard about a bit too much at once#i loveeeee anxiety rumination brain. can we GO TO SLEEP#i offered to drive my dad to his pharmacy tomorrow since iām getting my pneumonia shot there as well#it is a perfectly safe drive and i know the route exactly. but i havenāt been at a traffic light in months#iām nervous š iām most nervous about the parking#iāll feel better once i do it. and now that i offered to i canāt back down unless it becomes a matter of safety#which it wonāt because i know i can do it#but if i avoid doing it now itāll just reinforce the fear. so i have to push myself a little#and iām overthinking with that and everything else. as per usual i feel like i have no time. which is Freaky Scary !!#hooray for anxiety rumination brain. oh hey i basically already said that. my mindās running in circles can u tell :3#i AM okay tho. iāve had worse anxiety spells. think i just need to get to sleep. and maybe have a cry first weāll see
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Had a moment today that exemplifies how my family thinks but like, in a way thatās just very sad and makes me glad I donāt think that way.
Showed a relative the amazing painting that friend did for me, and her first response was āyouād be able to sell that for some good money!!!ā
Like. No????
For months Iāve discussed this creative trade with this friend, weāve talked about what the other wants, weāve gotten excited about it and traded progress pics as we work on it for each other, gotten stoked over making plans to get to the post office and seeing the other finally get it, and itās just been a very wholesome and very fun project. It took six weeks for us to complete these projects, and now I have something on display in my room that makes me very happy, thatās objectively beautiful, and that I know a friend put a lot of effort into making for me and was THRILLED when I adored it.
And my familyās immediate line of thinking is āmake a few quid from it lolā.
I canāt imagine the headspace it must take to go through life like that.
#I mean same relative said something similar when I met Nikki Sixx#very long story short he was my idol growing up his music got me through a lot#got to meet him on MCās āfinal tourā in 2015#I was 18 I was so nervous but so thrilled#he was so insanely kind to my teenage self#listened intently when I explained how his music got me through a lot#and how I was setting out to become a writer even tho my fam disapproved#he encouraged me he gave me the pick he used to play that entire gig#he liked our pic together on IG and encouraged me and was INSANELY lovely on FB when I later posted a pic of my tattoo of his autograph#(and if u kno him u kno he gets prickly on social media to folk who deserve it so like)#just went completely above and beyond to encourage me and be so so SO kind#I excitedly tell this same relative about it all#Iām on cloud 9 bc my idol encouraged me to chase my dreams#this same relative got angry at me because I didnāt ask him for tickets to their final ever show in LA#like#this man just proved the saying of never meet your heroes entirely wrong#he repeatedly went out of his way to be kind to me#when all he really had to do was smile and pose for a photo and sign my shit#and she wanted me to then ask him to fly me out to a sold out gig for free#like he would have told me to fuck off and it wouldāve ruined the entire thing#bc itās just such a glaring display of ungratefulness and Iād never be weird enough to ask anyway#and she was LIVID with me insisting āyou donāt get it you donāt ask!!!!!ā#and this was ten years ago and this exchange today just showed me nothing has changed#like how can you just cheapen the value of things like this to make a few quid or to go to a free concert#I couldnāt live that way#and she consistently alienated people from her and can never work out why#itās honestly just very sad
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ughhhmm hi :)
v new to tumblr and tk community so any mutuals/friends/ppl who reach out r so so so appreciated :))
iām sure iāll be more active n stuff but im also kinda rlly nervous lol
hereās a lil thingy to gtkm
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to my dad the worst thing u can be is unemployed. he can handle a gay son or thot daughter as long as they hold down a job
#i told him the doctor had asked me if i was stressed/nervous about something n he interrupted me to say did u tell her u were stressed bc u#were going to be late to work#like u r so funny itās amazing how he can fit the fact that iām unemployed into any conversation no matter what#.txt
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You ever have a day where you feel like you're doing everything wrong, even when you're like. just doing things you normally do. And are alone, so like the only person i could in theory upset/piss off/etc right now is me myself, and Yet the feeling persists
Yeaaaaah. That's today's vibe for me apparently lmao
#text post#it's fine bc i know it's probably just a culmination of a couple different worries that i should be able to address#in the coming days/weeks but all the same#my brain is pinging like no you immediately need to check with everyone you know that you aren't mucking up#but like. if that was the case they'd talk to me and let me know#and i could apologise recognise where/how I've fucked up and change what I'm doing/try to do better#some days i just can't turn off the 'everyone is frustrated with u & feeling worse bc u aren't recognising that u fucked up' feeling#bc sometimes it's true! i missed a cue or didn't properly pick up what was being put down/implied!!#and when i do that it just. kills me š#like i know that life does just involve fucking up sometimes and being in the wrong and apologising and doing better#but also oh god i need to know immediately if I've fucked up so i can do better and try to make things right#or as close to right as possible#i need to stop typing tags and get onto the survey sites and into the chores that need doing today#fr tho if i have fucked up recently & any friends on here know/have been nervous to tell me#pls just do. i want to know so i can try not to make the same fuck up again#the anxiety over feeling like I've fucked up something but haven't realised it is ten times worse than#being told i fucked up apologising and figuring out how I'm going to try and make things better#no more tags rn tho!! time to try and get something done!!!
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10? :> maybe 20 too?
10. tell me about an insecurity you overcame.
uhhh i think in General im less insecure over my intelligence. i used to be so scared of being seen as dumb or that i was actually stupid. ive come to the conclusion that im fairly smart, so are most people, and that if someone judges my intelligence thats on them and not on me. not to say its cured or anything, but. yknow.
also in general less insecure over my identity largely bc 1. im sure in it 2. tmrw i could change everything abt my identity and most of if not all my friends would be chill about it.
20. tell me what you think others think about you.
LMAO this is funny bc i constantly oscillate btwn "ppl generally like me" & "OH MY GOD THEY ALL THINK IM STRANGE AND BIZARRE" luckily once again my friends know i can be a strange & bizarre and not only are they used to it, they are too. also if someone judges me for that and never communicates these feelings thats on them lol
i think the answer to both of these essentially sums up as ive started caring less about what other people think and have surrounded myself with people who love and accept me. and i wish that for everyone š«”
#asks#can u tell oscillate is currently my favorite word#ironically w the identity im in one of those moods where im like questioning myself a bit but i do this periodically#nd im not nervous abt ppl but more so its the questioning itself is a bit nerve wracking#but as per usual ill get over it soon i did this w my gender last spring and literally nothing changed
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