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GET LOVED, IDIOT
GET LOVED SO HARD YOUR KIDS HOLD HANDS AND POWER-OF-LOVE YOU BACK TO LIFE
sorry guys, this is just my brain now. this is going to be the only thing I think about for the next week at least.
oh and also this
FIVE YEARS IN AND IT'S FINALLY CANON 🎉🎉🎉
WE DID IT
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#oh my god it had everything i wanted AND MORE#...except the hook for 8 which ironically was the only one i was 100% sure was guaranteed to happen#well whatever i am too busy floating in this pool of delicious diasomnia tears#SO MANY TEARS#malleus' voice acting was absolutely 🤌 delectable 🤌#him and silver both are usually so reserved you don't even notice until suddenly FULL-ON UGLY SOBBING#IKANAI DE KURE LILIAAAAAAAAAAA#god. i have so much i need to draw. malleus in his little royal outfit...#ENDLESS MELEANOR F O R E V E R#(ah...meleanor and the knight of dawn are holding hands... :) you've reconciled... :) how lovely...)#(oh...and bauru is here too...)#can't believe poor sebek got 'and also you're here'-ed even at a time like this#that rhythmic was SO cute i'm gonna die. he's your son so it should be ✨PINK✨#ugh this update has spoiled me absolutely rotten. i'm so happy#though i kept waiting for that silver vanrouge and finally decided it wasn't going to happen#then got the 'there is one thing...but it's not a gift that malleus-sama can give...'#and THAT'S WHEN THEY DID THE HOTFIX UPDATE AND I GOT BOOTED#and then i KEPT GETTING ACCESS ERRORS DUE TO HIGH VOLUME 😭#twst NO i didn't need that tension to be heightened thank you#on the other hand when malleus started his proclamation with 'in the name of the draconias...' i did have a second#where i was briefly convinced they were going to do the funniest possible thing and make silver draconia canon after all#anyway i'm out of tags so we'll have to discuss malleus' absolutely bonkers-cuckoo choice of party venue later#now i gotta get back to constantly rewatching the moment he realizes he's accidentally killed lilia. his weeping is my sustenance.
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How to Archive VODs and Clips
Whether you want to download VODs and/or clips for your own records or because you’d like to share them online, knowing how to archive things is handy, especially when so many streams become lost media once they’re deleted off Twitch and/or YouTube.
Here are a few programs that I use for Royal Archivist!
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Of all the programs on this list, my personal favorites / the ones I most strongly recommend are Cobalt and Twitch Downloader! (When all else fails, OBS is also a good backup).
Cobalt
Cobalt has gained a lot of popularity the past few months, and for good reason! It's a very reliable, extremely user-friendly website that lets you save videos in MP4 formats, convert them into MP3 formats, or video-only without sound.
Cobalt is currently compatible with: BlueSky, Dailymotion, Facebook, Instagram, Loom, OK, Pinterest, Reddit, RuTube, SnapChat, SoundCloud, Streamable, TikTok, Tumblr, Twitch, Twitter, Vimeo, VK, Xiohongshu, and YouTube.
Twitch’s built-in download feature
If you’re downloading your own clip, this is the easiest method to use
First, navigate to your clips page.
To do this, click on your Twitch icon and go to “Creator Dashboard.” There will be a row of icons on your left - click the fifth button from the top (the one above the settings icon) and click on the link that says “Clips.”
At the top of the page, click on “Clips I’ve Created” and you should see a list of every clip you’ve ever made (regardless of whether or not you’ve published them, the clips are there!)
If you're having trouble, you can also type: https://dashboard.twitch.tv/u/ YOUR USERNAME HERE /clips/created
Click on the share button, and the list shown in the photo below will pop up.
After you click on the “Download” button (for landscape or portrait), a new tab will open up with the clip (which will autoplay, so heads up if you have your volume turned up high!)
Right click on the video and click “Save Video As”
That’s all there is to it! Please keep in mind that Twitch’s download function only works for clips you’ve made! You cannot use it to download VODs, or other people’s clips.
Twitch Downloader
Twitch Downloader is by far the BEST Twitch download program I have ever used. I’ve used several different ones, some which have broken because of Twitch’s updates, others which have fallen into disrepair because their creator no longer updates the program, but this one has been working consistently for me for a little over a year now. I’ve kept it very close to my chest because I’m terrified it’ll stop working one day, but it’s better to share resources than horde them out of fear.
Pros:
HD quality for all downloads! Whatever quality the stream was, that’s the quality the download will be (unless you adjust anything in the settings).
The best feature of this program is you can adjust how much you want to clip! Only want a 30 second clip from a 6 hour VOD? You can specify the section you want to download so long as you know the timestamps where you want the clip to start and where you want it to end.
You can download entire VODs.
When saving the file, it will automatically enter the original name of the stream and the stream date. (You can change this, but it’s very handy when you’re downloading an entire VOD and not a section of one).
It will automatically prompt you to update it when a new version has been released. (You do have the option to opt out of this, if you want).
There are a lot of other features available, however, I’ve never tried any of them so I can’t say how well they work. The Github page has a lot of examples and a Q&A section though, so check that out if you’re curious!
On the rare occasion that the program encounters issues, it's easy to use a past version, and the creators are quick to release new updates that resolve any problems. As of today (February 21, 2025) the latest version is currently 1.55.2, which updated last week.
Cons:
Sometimes when you click “Get Info” it won’t immediately load the VOD. This is pretty easy to solve by just restarting the program, so it’s not a huge issue imo.
You can’t preview clips before you download them, so you need to know the exact timestamps you want.
You can’t download VODs that are privated or no longer on Twitch.
How to use:
Download Twitch Downloader from Github and install the version that works for your computer. (In this case, I would download the GUI Windows-x64.zip version. Make sure you’re downloading the GUI version if you want a user-friendly version of this program).
Enter the URL of the VOD you’d like to download.
You can adjust the quality of the video and the length. If nothing is specified in the “Crop Video” section, it will download the entire VOD.
Once you’re ready, click the “Download” button and you’re good to go!
Open Video Downloader
If you’ve ever wanted to download any kind of video, I’m sure you’ve heard of Youtube-dl. There are different versions of this program, but some of them are a bit finicky and if things stop working, it can be difficult and frustrating trying to figure out what went wrong and how to fix it — which is why I recommend this program.
Open Video Downloader, aka youtube-dl-gui, is one of the best video downloaders I’ve ever used. It’s basically Youtube-dl with a Graphical User Interface (GUI) that makes the program very easy for anyone to use.
Pros:
No coding knowledge required! VERY user-friendly.
The creator fixes user issues very quickly! Whenever the program experiences a problem, a new update is released within 24 hours.
It can download videos from pretty much all major social media platforms, including Youtube, Twitter, Tumblr, Twitch clips, Instagram, and more.
Cons:
You can’t adjust the length of what you want to download. If you want to download a 2 minute section from a 5 hour Youtube VOD, you’ll have to download the entire video.
On rare occasions, I’ve had issues where it cannot download an unlisted Youtube video. There are sometimes ways to get around this, but it’s a pain and usually not worth the effort.
How to use it:
Download the latest version of the program from GitHub. Scroll all the way down to “Assets” and select the version that’s right for your computer. (For example, I use Windows, so I would download the .exe file).
Once you’ve installed it, you can start downloading things! For this example, let’s say I want to download Quackity’s “Welcome to the QSMP” video. All I need to do is copy the link and paste it into the white box at the top of the program.
Once that’s done, you should see the video pop up in your download queue. You can queue multiple videos to download at once (you can also download entire playlists too). When you’re ready, click the green download button on the bottom right (as shown in the picture below) or if you only want to download one specific video from your queue, click the download button (circled in red) next to the video.
You can adjust the quality of the video you want to download, and in theory you can choose whether to download just the audio or just the video of a video, but personally that’s never worked for me. That might just be a me issue though.
If you’d like to change where your videos are saved to, click the Folder button (circled in yellow) and choose a download destination. If nothing is chosen, it will default to your Downloads folder.
There are ways you can customize this program, but like I said earlier, this program is very very easy to use and does not require any tinkering whatsoever. You open it, download what you want, then close it. Nice and simple!
Other Recommendations
OBS is a good backup when all else fails! I have to use OBS pretty frequently for YouTube VODs, since there aren't a lot of tools that let you clip parts of a YouTube video (and I'd rather not download an entire 7 hour long VOD for a 30 second clip). There are already a lot of good tutorials out there explaining how to use OBS, so I recommend poking around and seeing what works best for you. If you're new to video downloading / archiving things, I'd still recommend starting with some of the tools I mentioned above first.
I’d recommend making a folder on your computer for clips. I find it very helpful to name all my files with this method: [Stream date] Streamer name - Something that helps me remember what this clip is about / something that will help me find it later, or a quote.
Example: [2-6-24] Mike - I hate capitalism
If you’ve got a significant amount of clips on your computer, I’d recommend backing them up and/or saving them to an external harddrive!
That’s about it! I apologize if I’ve missed any steps, but hopefully everything is more or less easy enough for folks to understand! I’m someone who does not like downloading random programs onto my computer and I’m very paranoid about cyber security, but I’ve used these programs for over a year now, and they’re very reliable and trustworthy. 10/10, I recommend both of them.
Lastly: if anyone has a recommendation for good Youtube clip downloaders, please let me know! I haven’t found any good programs that let me specify how much of a Youtube video I’d like to download, and I am suffering. Help your friendly neighborhood Archivist so I can share more clips from the early days of QSMP.
#Twitch#Resources#FAQ#This post is brought to you by me teaching my coworker about Cobalt today#Coworker: Wow this is amazing! How did you learn all this stuff?#Me: I edit a lot of goofy gay cubito clips ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_#I didn't tell her that but I'm pretty honest about my fandom hobbies when people ask me directly lol#I've put so many sideblog shenanigan things on my resume#I ran a character design blog for like... 5 - 7 years or so?#and I still have stuff from that in my portfolio#Literally any ''silly'' fandom thing you do can be used for your resume#You just need to know how to phrase it#It was very funny when one of my past bosses looked me dead in the eye and said ''You're kind of a nerd aren't you?''#It made me laugh#I'm more of a geek than a nerd but I wear both titles proudly#Anyways that's your RA fun fact of the day#I've posted this before (as an addition to one of Bell's posts) but that one's a tiny bit out of date now#So here's a (slightly) more updated version
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Ever played any Roblox games? Which ones? Did you like them?
TRANSACTIONS AND LIMITEDEDITION IS DISLIKE
BABA IS COLLECTOR AND ALONE
#baba is you#post is queue#ask is answer#sorry folks the autism is too strong#i need to be able to collect everything without worrying about retired/paid items#if its p2w i literally dont care i have other games i can be playing#ive been burned one too many times by cool games suddenly getting really bad updates and limited paid things#at this point id just rather play other games that dont do that#also im alone and most of those games arent very fun alone so
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Do you know how it feels? To be – anonymous? And yet known!
she's his wretched thing 👁️ 💚
#scribbles#jonathan sims#jon sims#john sims#not!sasha#not sasha#the magnus archives#magpod#tma podcast#tma fanart#tma 165#mag165#mag 165#50000 tags lol#tma spoilers#listen im a deranged individual but why is their back and forth in this ep so divorced#she's like everything else... ruled by the eye.... and she hates it... like dude are you getting something out of your system rn#i know you are but why was that so sultry. did you two need to get a room or something... ANYWAY#im gonna have to resize so many of my arts now i updated csp and now i get NOISE which means MUCH BIGGER FILE SIZES LOL#but worth it. i had a scare where i thought id locked myself out of csp 😭 so i had to redownload it it was this whole thing
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Return date for my webcomic, Time and Time Again!
It's been set for a while but sometimes they change the date without warning, so I'll keep you updated if anything changes!
I'm extremely proud of the work I've been doing on it, I can't wait to share everything!
See you then!
#i still have to finish book 4#soooo iiiiiii will do that... this week...#really trying to be done with it but this one is taking so long for all the changes!#hoping to have an update on that soon too#might have taken on a few too many projects#but yay! return!#yippee!!!#i would say sorry its been so long but theres no way it could have been shorter and other people are gone way longer#i tried to leave things on a nice note so itd only be missed for wanting more#and not missed for feeling abandoned#ok! time to get up for another day of work! really need some things off my list so my days can be like.#9/10 hours instead of 12 LOL#im so tired. im legitimately extremely overworked it's a problem#ok bye back to work for me#return#hiatus stuff#time and time again#announcement#use this post to talk about how excited you are and make guesses and shower me with praise :-)[-[#LMAO
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"His nephew stood with his back partially turned to him, a heavy, now-dented bat clenched in both hands. His shoulders were shaking with sobs, tears streaming down his reddened face that was twisted in what Ford could only describe as agony. His arms and knuckles were bloody, crimson dripping from fresh wounds and splattering on the grass at his feet, as he stood over the remains of the now obliterated tombstone statue of Bill."
I've been reading I Grow, Unforgiven (To Be Otherwise Is Madness) by @barbaricjester, and man it has been a fun fic to follow. I love it when a fic just feels so in tune with the source material, while still telling its own story! Anyway, I wanted to do an illustration of a particularly punchy scene a few chapters in... I encourage folks to check it out :) [ID in alt!]
#gravity falls#dipper pines#stanford pines#ford pines#fic fanart#This is SO NOT PERFECT but god I need to just be done with it and stop fixing things lmaoooo#Anyway Yay this fic got me checking for updates every day that's how you KNOW you're hooked#Totally not me just using this as general scene setting practice shhhhhh#It has been YEARS though since I last made fanart for someone else's fic.... Man#It feels good to participate in fandom with other people again though :)#Yknow what? Posting this at night who cares#Looking back I am actually missing so many details OOF oh well
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(i made these back in Dec 2023 but forgot to post them. but i still like them so here they go)
anyway these are character sketches/concepts for a fic As the incense burns, which is basically Misadventures of PIDW late-game Mu Qingfang








((pardon the scrap paper, most of them were just side doodles from next to my notes lol))



some more scraps under cut ↓
these are silly goofy doodles which do not correlate with the overall vibe of the fic (with some exceptions) but i am not making fun of the fic dont worry the author gave me explicit permission to make these :) (lol)






#mu qingfang#as the incense burns#these were laying around in my sketchbooks for so long hdshk#well i figured nows good time as any to put em somewhere so that they stop gathering dust lol#hm? whats that? how come this is from last year if the new SJ update got released this month?#well you could say me and the author are......tight#hfdskjhfks yes i think im being very funny#for anyone confused its me im the author im just embarrassed by it slightly cuz im not a writer so its not really up to par#to what i would want it to be#but its whatever its just a fun thing for me it doesnt need to be good#but that is also a big reason why this gathered dust for so long i didnt know if i should post it with the link or not#eh whatever#i decided to stop being a coward and post this as a little treat to myself cuz i passed my anatomy exam today yayyy#(ironically still wayy too many exams to go so no update for this fic for quite a while still lol. maybe in january if we're lucky)
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my WIPs are so unorganized but rice is forever, in doodles and Even when coding >:]
#kagoodles#trainer riley#champion lance#stat trainer riley#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#hi. if you're wondering how its been. college! lots of preparation for graduation this sem so i'm slow to a lot of updates on things#i'm also learning coding in my spare time;; my code is the messiest thang in the world. but its MY mess#i may or may not post some more original stuff bc i've been needing to work on some for portfolio reasons#but yeah :Tc many thoughts lately;; i have a long list of things to do project wise (personal And professional)#current list of my hashtag funstuff is: gen 4 interpretations (sinnoh trio and kantrio timeskips ohhh man)#remaking my johto quartet aswell to keep em up to date. also to get said timeskips written out + work on a general page for em on neocities#idk craziest thing i have on the list is make a fluffyrice comic. if i'm feeling dastardly and want to go thru short comic hurdles#but that's if i have time. a lot of work I gotta do atm is to build up my professional side but i'll complete that grocery list. hopefully
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bkdks i am working on art for you because i have been failing to write my oneshot. please gather your excitement once more
edit for those of you who haven’t seen the notes: it’s done go rb that instead of this please i beg
#‘bkdks’ i say knowing full well that the art isn’t inherently romantic#i’m still going to try dragging all of you into my mess#this pertains to the bakugou fic in a way i cannot tell any of you yet#because i still need to re-outline the damn thing#ninth time’s the charm?????#i mean it was for ofa so i guess it could be for me too#too many thoughts but at least over the summer i’ll be doing the most monotonous full-time job ever thank you dad <33#anyways i AM actually working on art#i swear#the oneshot will prob happen at some point too i’m just rly bogged down w school rn#but fret not i make good on my word. just. really#really slowly ok#it’s fine#bkdk#dkbk#don’t you dare come at me for the order i do not care#bakudeku#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#kats updates#katsuki bakugou#izuku midoriya#it’ll come soon i promiseeeee
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feature on the all new seraphimagent 8 operating system, december 2056
wips:
#made this bc i wanted a sayer poster for my room...... uwu#my lovely art#sayer podcast#sayerposting#i put a lot a lot a lot of thought into the text. as u can see.#u can see how much the concept changed direction!!#and a lot of thought as to why its being featured femme..... bc i do believe it was; sadly; amab'd by its devs.....#(or specifically; assigned 'we need to remember this Thing isnt a man but woww its so easy to forget')#i think it spoke to an advertiser with a big brain.#(drawer would not be born for another ~30something years. sad!)#'hundreds'. ha! so many decades and updates later; its hardly impressive....#it only had halcyon and maybe aeigis or something back then. we had argos and halcyon and maybe one other tower.#also i think the fancy font is kind of hot.#well i hope you like it :]#aerolith voice: please have your illustrator make the earth look extra yuckydisgusting.#oh and btw i think this is a feature article + ad from the same magazine but thats an ad and not page 1 of the article. of course.
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um update
Ellooo! just wanted to say I may not be active until like mid june except for posting things like art trades cuz college exists

I got my graphics tablet yk and got the hang of it, but college is not letting me breathe so I can't do anything other than finishing art trades and similar things I owe The semester ends around June 6 so I may take a break to plan things or get stuff ready before coming back and after being well rested because welp I haven't been feeling so good lately Longer talk below (rant/vent kinda)
Dude I have no time for myself, my art, my friends, nothinggg. I recently posted small art because I feel kinda guilty about the asks but that means sacrificing homework time. I even have a 1 year old ask, it hurtss I try to be grateful for the studying opportunity cuz most people here in colombia don't get the chance. But man the workload is insane! Looks like they tryna wear students out so they give up! wtf??? I don't even fully like the major unghh english and languages is ok and interesting but teaching is not looking promising, specially with the type of """students""" we have at schools nowadays I MUST finish it tho, I'm halfway through and this isn't even just for myself but my fam, we're poor af I have to do something Couldn't choose a major on art or animation here because it's COLOMBIA. it's a waste of time here! nobody gafs abt art or animation here. "better to choose something you like than something that gives you money" NOT WHEN YOU'VE BARELY GOT FOOD IN YOUR FRIDGE augh It hurts to want to do so much and only get a bit of it done. Life, college, people and almost everything is tryna discourage me from art. But I won't stop no matter the pain, it's still my dream
I need a break of art though until I finish the semester. Recently tumblr's only been a reminder of how slow I am, seeing so many things I have to do plus art projects on hold, been making my mental status worse I guess The stress is kinda worrying me. I've been having terrible leg pain, head pain etc etc like it's getting to my body or something. will have to go see a doctor perhaps :[
I'll be back in half a month or less. If I owe you an art trade or anything like that I'll rush as much as I can on that though!! won't leave y'all waiting too much
When I'm back I'll get back to comics and stuff
#update#art#doodle#blog update#rad talks#vent/rant#unghhh#life update#also please people don't worry abt my mental health. The biggest thing I'd do would be talk to a psychologist#I'd never do anything bad to myself or anything so don't you worry. I'm strong I can do this#I gotta be brave and face this head on#also yeah many ppl tell me my life is easy and I've got nothing to complain abt. Yeah it's easy compared to others' but not completely so#I've got a right to be upset and non optimistic too sometimes ok?#it's just a week tho. just one fucking week and I'll be free of whatever shit college has for me#I need a break seriously but yeah will finish art trades#Ik I shouldn't feel so guilty abt my art speed but yeah it's art trades. plus some people could've been upset at my slowness I'm so sorry#well bye honk mimi hnok mimi
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Quackity: Lately, I have been participating in events and projects, and unfortunately it's become clear to me that my presence and name have only been used to attract the attention of my national and international community with the objective, as I see it, of generating more attention towards controversies - destructive controversies, and a rupture that is very clear in the community. [...] In advance, I ask the organizers of any type of events and projects like this to please show more respect to me and my community, because I've shown lots of sympathy and cooperation in these various projects and events, but it's become clear to me that their only interest is in using my name. My name and my community have been used to attract all this attention for distorted purposes, and I will no longer allow that to happen. That is not what my content is about - not me nor my content nor anything I’ve done.
Here's Quackity's commentary on respect and his reasoning for distancing himself and his projects from future events and awards shows.
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Quackity: Before I leave, I would like to talk about something that is very serious for me and something that I would like to tell you about. Because for me it is a very serious topic and it is a topic that- well, I had my mind on and I want to express it- [reading Chat] yes, thank you. Merry Christmas, Merry Christmas.
Anyways, lately I have been participating in events and projects, and in these events and projects, unfortunately it's become clear to me that my presence and name have only been used to attract the attention of my national and international community with the objective, as I see it, of generating more attention towards controversies - destructive controversies, and a rupture that is very clear in the community, and this is what I want to say: I'm NOT ok with these types of dynamics or stuff like this, and I want to make it very clear to my stream, my community, and everyone that, for this exact reason that I just mentioned, I want to make it clear that I want to distance myself and any of my projects from the Esland Awards, which you all know is coming up.
Sadly, the Esland Awards have been an event with a history of much controversy, a lot of division, and a lot of divisions within the community, and as you guys know, as you know, my content has never been characterized by seeking controversy or divisions or anything like that. It's for this exact reason that I don't want to be involved with these awards.
In advance, I ask the organizers of any type of events and projects like this to please show more respect to me and my community, because I've shown lots of sympathy and cooperation in these various projects and events, but it's become clear to me that their only interest is in using my name. My name and my community have been used to attract all this attention for distorted purposes, and I will no longer allow that to happen. I don't want it to happen. That is not what my content is about - not me nor my content nor anything I've done. That's what I want to make very clear here.
That's about it. I'm going to continue with the projects I'm doing and I want to thank my community so much for the support and love. I appreciate it very much, but I wanted to make this clear - I wanted to make this clear. This is just a topic I wanted to address quickly.
Thank you for all the love and support, I love you all so much.
#Quackity#QSMP#December 23 2023#Translated#I tried my best but as always; if you have any suggestions or corrections please let me know#For context: Quackity and the QSMP have been repeatedly snubbed and undermined but very recently (as in like. the last 48 hours)#the ''Hispanic rewind'' aired and they were VERY rude to Quackity and his project#like straight up in the video itself they were rude about his project (and many other projects). It was basically a Spain-centric video#Then the creator double-downed on it on Twitter and was an all around asshole about it#I don't like sharing ''drama'' here but this is a matter of respect and communities so I think it's important to share#Especially since I know some people will ask ''hey why isn't Quackity / the QSMP nominated at this award show?''#The Esland awards are a whole 'nother can of worms but the dude who did the Rewind is tied to that too#The Eslands have had a lot of problems though so frankly I can't blame him#I wasn't planning on posting this but I wasn't seeing any translations or clips floating around on here#despite the discussions people were having#so here it is for folks if they want / need to reference it#Anyways. Good for Quackity#He never speaks up about this kind of stuff but this was long overdue#k I just updated the wording on this I didn't like how I phrased a few things
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so tired. 😞
#i’m just gonna release on here a bit since it feels like the safest place to do so recently#i’m just so tired.#i’m drained from sooo many things esp work#and i feel like regardless .. i open myself up to ppl and make myself readily available for ppl whenever they need me#because i want to be a safe space for ppl & i want to provide comfort#i want to be there for ppl & i want ppl to have someone by their side#i never expect anything in return but damn#all this energy poured out with nothing left for myself#nothing left to give#and i’m sad because when i feel like it’s my turn to need someone or a safe space#it isn’t there#so i’m left feeling like i can’t decompress & then i shut myself out#it’s a hard place to be#anyway that’s all lol#ty to everyone who has been there for me & has let me release some steam lol#i truly appreciate you <33#i’m sorry if i haven’t been so present in general#& i’m sorry if this has translated over to my work/updates in any way#brighter days coming#this is only temporary ✨
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original song here // play undertale yellow
#undertale yellow#uty#my music#taps mic. is this thing on. song good. game good#more covers coming. probably. hopefully. eventually. this was just one of the easier songs to finish. i have so many wips rn#one of which is going to fucking kick ass if i can finish it#but i am mega stuck rn so . </3#update i went back and looked it over and i uh. thought i had a lot more done than i actually did#sits here. need to work on it more. soon
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Silently willing my countless WIPS to magically finish and post themselves
#i miss writing#i miss posting things#ugh#i have so much half finished stuff#so many chapters in progress#team ro time travel au.....#12 year old tobirama develops a battlefield crush on madara and is sure its the worst thing to ever happen to him.....#here before and after me ch 3...#wolves of the woods.....#chasing shadows orochimaru and minato chapter.......#maybe if i stare at it all hard enough itll finish?#ok the chasing shadows one I do fr need to write soon tho#monthly updates !!!#birds rambles
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oh fuck shit the wood glue on my cane is starting to come undone I might have to do something drastic
#possible Drastic Things To Do:#1) tell my parents how much pain and mobility issues im actually having and ask them to buy crutches for me#2) call my doctor to schedule an appointment and plead for him to do as many tests as possible to figure this out and prescribe me crutches#3) start a gofundme or something to buy crutches myself#aaaaaaaaaggghhhhhh#none of these are good options fuuuuck#i mean i could also try reglueing it but it probably wont stick as long this time and i need crutches anyway#and the wood glue needs a full day to cure so thats a full day that i cant leave the house unless its a crazy low pain day#painposting#unsolicited life updates you definitely dont need#candlelight musings#mobility aid#mobility aid user#cane user
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