#SO GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY
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Wanderer did not often sleep - he had no need to, and as such it served no purpose. Even so, every now and then he would engage in it for pleasure - like eating; and tonight he decided he wanted to sleep. Dreams, fragmented and fractured memories swirled in his head, and he woke, startled and cheeks wet.

Ah.
When his memories had returned, he'd simply shoved them to the back of his mind as hard as he could - the past was over and done with, what good was there to dwell on it?? But ignoring things didn't simply make them go away. He knew that, he knew that, so why did he - though he has no need to breathe, his chest heaves with emotion and he puts a hand to his temple, distressed. He's alone, and no one will find him here. .so for the first time in decades, Wanderer allows himself to cry properly- it feels wrong and it gives him uncomfortable shivers and he feels weak, BROKEN, hollow (just like him inside); but at least no one will see.
#Wanderer: (suppresses his trauma)#Also Wanderer: Great! But why am I sad-#I honestly believe he didn't cry in the interlude because yk. It's engrained in his head that it's weak and he definitely did not feel safe#And then when he found a place to be alone he let himself cry a while because he was so shaken.#You don't experience 400+ years of trauma in a good 30 seconds to a minute and just walk it off. That's extremely debilitating.#And he deserves to cry a while (honestly I think he did as well after he found out the truth about Dottore)#Like the whole covering his face with his hand (he often hides his face when he's especially emotional and doesn't want people to see).#And him just being like 'I'd like to take some time to myself now' yeah. Yeah. I firmly believe he cried a bit once we were far away enough#Anyway uh where is he when he wakes up here?? I don't know he's always wandering so literally it could be anywhere.#This is just a drabble btw I woke up very early and a little discombobulated and then I just. Wrote this.#SO GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY#HAVE SOME ANGST!!!#I don't usually like hurt/no comfort but like. It's Wanderer. He's not going to accept any comfort from anyone atm. Let him be sad.
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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha#a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him#not even just the overall theme the words just work great#first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT#-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention#‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself#-posing and joking for the crowd and himself#‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general#‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros#‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged#+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him#‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole#-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general#+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright#also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that#okay that one is just a joke but he would#(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music#and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested#may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet#it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short
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thoughts on gay cloud strife?
too many, actually........
He strikes me as the kind of guy who would pretend to have a crush on a girl because that's what he's supposed to do, right? And he doesn't understand why people make such a big deal out of it. love songs, romance movies, steamy novels, apparently everybody else is feeling some kind of feeling that Cloud just........ doesn't have access to. But he plays along with it. it's what's expected of him. It's not like there's any other options, as far as he knows.
but he's not interested in girls and he knows it, he just doesn't see anything odd about his obsession with SOLDIER. With Sephiroth. With these strong, confident men in their sleeveless tops and baggy pants and badass combat boots.
And when he finally gets to meet a real SOLDIER for the first time (Zack in CC), it's almost comical how Love At First Sight the scene is. What with its tender emotional orchestral swells and glittering snow and pretty-smiling hair-swooshing face reveal. Suddenly Cloud's got the giggles and he's trying to act all cool. then they're hanging out every chance they get. Cloud's inviting Zack to his hometown to meet his mom. somehow neither of them realize what's happening.
and it's over before it can even begin.
By AC, there are so many people who love Cloud dearly— whose love he feels unable to reciprocate because he never got the opportunity to learn what love is. He doesn't know that love is supposed to be more than just a sense of obligation. The way he sees it, he got a tiny taste of it one time, and it ruined his life and took the life of someone that, in hindsight, he loved.
#zack's death is brutal for a lot of reasons#but the fact that neither of them got the chance to figure things out is uniquely horrible.#cloud's identity shatters in every aspect. including the parts of himself that he never knew existed#and maybe never will.#he's trying so hard. just in general.#ffvii#cloud strife#asks#ahem. anyway! good morning everybody happy me gongaga monday!
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Rise and shine! 🦝🍁
There’s just ONE WEEK left to pick up your very own Lief plushie! We’re 80% of the way to the goal, so don’t forget to head on over to Makeship and help get this lil’ guy across the finish line before the week is out 💖🦝
#artists on tumblr#abd illustrates#lief#makeship#plushie#thanks so much again to everybody who's already placed an order!#i always worry about promo-ing merch things like this that it'll be too pushy or anything sgdfshkf#but im really hoping we can hit the 200 mark so he can get made for all yall who've already ordered one 💖#also pls ignore that i posted this good morning esque post at like 6pm#he slept in#he's just like me fr#also SGFHKSF im silly i posted this to my artblog first instead of the way i normally do it pls excuse the unusual rambly tags XD
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listened to the new protocol episode. why is every character in their own personal pan torture labyrinth 
#magprotocol#good fucking morning everybody#ohhhh so much fun stuff in there#freddie my dear dear friend#betting now it tries to kill celia with hammers bc she disappeared sam
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every time gold rush comes on i have to sit down and imagine the kevin day amv with intense accuracy. What must it be like to grow up that beautiful...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#everybody wants youuu everybody wonders what it would be like to love you....!!!!!!!!!!!#kandrew. and kevineil. and kevjean. and kevthea. AND DARE I SAY KEVRIKO#just patently kevin day song its really sickening its really so horrible#i dont like a gold rush i dont like anticipating my face in a red flush i dont like that anyone would die to feel your touchhh#(banging head against the wall) what must it be like to grow up that beautiful. what must it b#having a normal one today. good morning everypony#txt#kevin
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It’s cold when Luke wakes up.
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Or, Din and Luke spend a rainy morning together on Ahch-To.
#dinluke#luke skywalker#din djarin#star wars#skydalorian#mj.writes#good morning everybody!#im travelling today so have a fic!
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GUESS WHO’S BACK TODAY

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
#AISBSISBSIASBSISJDSJ GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY#THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF THE MONTH BY FAR#THE LONGEST 5 WEEKS EVER & I DON’T KNOW HOW WE SURVIVED BUT WE DID IT TOGETHER & THAT’S WHAT MATTERS#I AM GONNA BE SO SELFISH TODAY PLEASE BEAR WITH ME#HAPPY CHRISTMAS (WAR IS OVER)#jimmy vesey#rangers lb
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did you go to the massive pizza mukbang 2 pizza place to celebrate phil day or are you normal?

it was really damn good
#happy phil day everybody#in my defence i didn’t realise it was phil day til this morning and i made this plan yesterday#doubly in my defence i just started uni a 20 minute walk away so i had to go at some point#also shout out to my friend who came with me and put up with my phannie bullshit#phan#double also i tried ranch for the first time and yeah that shit tastes like 2 gays#one from winnersh one from rawtenstall#meeting and being soulmates#or whatever the fuck dan howell said#(it was good)
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went to bed at midnight woke up at ten don’t think i got even two hours of uninterrupted sleep last night because id wake up coughing my lungs out 🤣🤸🏽♀️🤣🤸🏽♀️
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can't stop thinking abt how much my grandma would've loved toji.....
#she was a very bossy woman#but not in like a mmm rude way#she was just the head of the house yk?#she lived at the countryside and so there was always smth to do#i used to spend all of my summers and school holidays there with her#and every weekend when my parents and her son would come visit she just gave everybody a job lmao#oh wait so she wasn't technically my grandma she was my grandma's sister but . to me she still counted as a grandma okay#anyway#i think if yk she'd still be here and i were to take toji with me to there#they would get along very very well#bc i think toji would do everything she said without a question or a complaint#she was a big talker too so i just like to imagine him helping her out with whatever while she tells a story about whatever#and he is . listening#perhaps peeks at what i'm doing in the meanwhile but he's good okay#he's gonna be a good little worker hehehhee#(and i'm gonna be drooling for the entire time bc holy fuck he's like dirty now and he's sweating and he's being sooo so nice and mmmm sexy#and then for dinner we barbeque smth and he gets to show off his skills with the grill sahgdghsdhgsagdas#and then ofc we go to the sauna and then swimming#i would've loved to tell him stories about the place#and then we'd sleep in a bed that's just a bit too small but neither of us care#and i would whisper more stories bc i have sooo so many stories to tell abt the place and her#mmmmmmmmmmmmm#i miss her and i miss her place#it's still there like i still occasionally go and visit (her grandkid is taking care of it now) but it's not really the same anymore#anyway i think the morning would be sooo so lovely too we'd get coffee and she'd most definitely makes us pancakes and wahhh#i think this is one of the sweetest daydreams of mine#i think he would've loved it there a lot#despite all of the work#i think he would've loved it#miji
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running .
splats .
RUNNING .
#*・゚⊰ IC. ⊱#its not about how many times u fall sprinting thru the halls but how many times u get up-#rubs my eyes#oghg good morning#might do a few things here might just sleep its so cold#everybody stay cozy
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what they don't tell you is that you can go into a public community and block everybody there and then leave. nobody can stop you from doing this
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Shockingly enough, Candlelight won this fight. My little Water caste T'au is getting better at melee, it seems. Maybe all those "practice" fights with Laurie have paid off. Candlelight left this fight with two bruises on her torso, and Andrei had two broken bones in his right leg and a broken left arm.

What if we pushed our Rimworld beds together?
Jk, jk!
...
Unless...?
I know they all sleep in their clothes in-game, but that seems so uncomfortable. I'm going to just keep drawing everyone in pyjamas.

Look, I don't like Wookshys, but I can appreciate a man who takes time out of his important chores (spending all day fishing) to remind his secret girlfriend that she is loved and very smoochable. As much as I hate to admit it, I think Albina is in good hands.
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#rimworld#gracie plays#The Animist Alliance#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#I'm very proud of Candlelight for winning that fight#But I do wish she would stop getting into fights#She gets into more fights than Irwin does#At least this time she didn't instigate it I suppose#Baz and Zonovo will get a shared bed when they're married#Both their ideologies say they can't *technically* sleep together until then#but who cares about that#Let the lads hold hands it's cute#I'll even admit that Wookshys and Albina are cute#Sneaking away to the fishing bridge to steal kisses in the early morning before everybody else wakes up#This is the most fun romance so far#Have a good day y'all!! xoxo
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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Bitches will be like "damn am I overexaggerating how bad the current landscape is?" And then the top posts in a character tag that's not even involved will be "this post contains filtered tags [ship]"
#cath.txt#on my hands and knees praying either I run out of people to block or everyone shuts up. I don't lose because I'm Cursed.#sits on my porch with my gun whateverrrrr. I can kill everyone.#like you hauve to understand getting into gf again has been so good to me but it's also been “wow this is one of the most sickeningly#familiar depictions of what I've gone through over the past few years that makes me feel uncomfortably seen but also provides me great#solace and hope for my own future and greatfulness for what I have now“ and then I check tumblr and everybody is unironically shipping the#guy who got exploited and psychologically AND physiologically tormented as well as violated with his abuser because it's “funny” and#“they're both terrible” as though one of these people isn't a man who's made a lot of mistakes that made sense in the moment and the other#is a fucking interdimensional nightmare demon that now canonically has ran cults. like ok. thanks guys. and the realest kicker to me is the#fact that people show that three sided fuckhead more sympathy? some fucking how? like ok I see how it is. it's one and I'm tired and I'll#probablyyyy delete this in the morning even though it's buried in my own tags but word to the wise don't have things wrong with you that#make you effectively kin ford at 13 and then reconsume gf seven years later and look at how your life's progressed. like fuck dude one#second you're chilling and the next you get so mad about hearing shit about a book that you realize you're a fucking Stanford Pines irl and#have been for nearly half your life. what kinda sick joke is it that that fucking book was announced on my birthday anyway. come on man.
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