#SICKENING HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
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recently reread sotl and I'm still not over Clarice and Crawford—
Jack Crawford was outside too, his car parked behind the van in the limousine lane. He’d had Bella’s relatives all night. “I…” he started. “You know what you did. You hit a home run, kid.” He touched her cheek. “What’s this?” “Burnt gunpowder. The doctor said it’ll work out by itself in a couple of days—better than digging for it.”
Crawford took her to him and held her very tight for a moment, just a moment, and then put her away from him and kissed her on the forehead. “You know what you did,” he said again. “Go home. Go to sleep. Sleep in. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”
the way we didn't to see Crawford tell Clarice "Starling your father sees you." in the movie IS WRECKING.
#silence of the lambs#clarice starling#jodie foster#scott glenn#jack crawford#their relationship has me physically ILL.#SICKENING HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM.
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mourning black and the death of ideals
#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here#finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain#stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening#about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral#a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief#him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee#and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him#asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind#fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering#i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back#i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#kunikidazai#knkdz#kunizai#(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws
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EVERYONE SHUT UP MICHEAL BRAIDS TORI’S HAIR AND NO BODY CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE *loud stamp sound*
#your honor he braids her hair#it’s sickening how much I love them#solitaire#alice oseman#tori spring#micheal holden#sprolden#heartstopper#charlie spring#nick nelson#nick and charlie
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SabéDormé are driving me insane WHY ARE THEY LIKE THAT
#MY vaderdala. tbh.#in the 'messy over their shared dead love' sense#not in the darth vader sense#the way dormé is like “everyone got back to tehir lives and their loves but I can't because sabé chose vader”#how much she CARES is sickening to me /pos#the rest of the handmaidens grew up with each other#but she didn't#she barely knew them before padmé's death#but her loyaltyyyyyy#her loyalty.#drives me crazy
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#prefacing this in saying that this isn't directed at anyone reposting these from twit or reblogging them#I need to get this frustration out though#and maybe some other artists will feel seen with this#but like.#AI is a devaluation of everything fandom is built on and i am disgusted by it#the economy of fandom is based on creation made and gifted and created in return#everything AI makes is stolen from what other have created#their fan art or their fic or their manips or their photography#ALL of it is stolen#every bit of it#that has been taken from someone who has made something out of love#AI might create fun images#but ive seen so much ai 'fanart' on twitter today#and i can so CLEARLY name every artist that that 'fanart' has stolen from#its fucking sickening#and we dont have as many manip makers in our fandom right now but we have a rich history of it#and i feel sick thinking about how they will think its useless to even try now#when people can just ~make ai manips~#BUT ITS NOT THE SAME#with fan art and manips i spend so much time zooming in and looking at details and expressions#knowing those have been created with a purpose#theyre made to be found and admired#ai 'art' has none of that#and im just#so mad#fuck ai fuck ai fuck ai im so MAD#it is a DEVALUATION OF FANDOM I AM SO MAD#not at the people using it as much#because i feel like they havent thought through that#although i hope they will
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if anyone does anything that makes me feel even remotely out of control it changes my brain chemistry about them forever even if I know they mean well and want so badly for things to go back to the way they used to but they can never go back and I hate myself for that
#ill literally ruin every friendship ig#does anyone else experience this bc it’s actually so fucked up I hate it sm#and like im good at pretending it’s ok so even if the other person goes back to normal I never am#it’s like the grudge just stays forever no matter how much forgiveness I logical have#and the association w the person just feels sickening even if they r so full of love#and I think that talking about it will help but it just digs a further hole#like it always get resolved on their end but somehow I feel worse#I’ve lost some of the greatest ppl bc of this :(#like ppl make mistakes#and sometimes it’s not even a mistake or anything wrong im just insane#and then I feel I don’t treat them as well but not in ways they would notice ugh idk im actually fkd#hence I mostly cut them off bc I don’t wanna treat them badly they don’t deserve it#but im also sick of cutting ppl pff who r genuinely so nice and made one off comment#bc I’ve made plenty of off comments im sure bc im human and yet other ppl r ok w it like y can’t I be#anyways usually the whole reason they have even said anything that has put me off them is just their reaction to me being mentally ill#so it kinda all stems from me everytim LOL yay
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The UCS Lego Razor Crest figure of Din made a fine addition to my collection...
#din djarin#lego#the mandalorian#i hope one day they gain sentience and end me#also yes two of them are *ahem* very legitimate#but their weapons are so much better? sickening#also putting them all together makes me realise how much the printing on his helmet was sO hit and miss#i think they've fixed it now because the two most recent ones i've had have been GOOD but still 😭 it's a struggle#and festive din and grogu with their scarves!!! crying#i'm so happy i have a legit hair piece now though because the other ones... oof shshsj#one is from the diner modular and another one is from the mini figure builder i did at a lego store#neither one was right unTIL THIS ONE CRYING#i could really talk about lego all day im so cool#anyway i love him tiny lego king 🥹
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#lol i love seeing just straight up bullying on tiktok(/s)#someone(im guessing) went into a discord server for proshipping#and then posted their face reveals on tiktok!?!??!?!#basically saying: look how ugly and weird they look#like what the fuck#just bcs you dont agree with someones opinion ON SHIPPING#doesnt mean you should blast them on socmed?#they posted those pics in a trusted space :(#why are people so cruel and vindictive nowadays#people who make it their whole personalities to shit on pros OR antis are so embarrassing#just keep to yourself and keep your personal moral highground you know?#like they go low we go higher etc#cause on tiktok people will post very bait proshipper tiktoks#to the point where i honestly think they're 100% antis who just wanna sow discourse and disgust#like when i see those people im like just ignore them???#just dont engage man. you end up encouraging people to do worse and worse just to cause drama#but yeah antis in return will make all their posts 'correcting' these obv bait posts#like both of you get a life and just do things that make you happy. not things that obv upset you#idk it kinda sickens me how much time people devote to activities that clearly doesn't make them happy#even if youre pleased about dunking on people you morally disagree w +#wouldnt you feel happier engaging with content that yknow. fills you with genuine enjoyment?#not enjoyment fueled by disgust or morally superiority#idk some people feel like children so i shouldnt care too deeply. but the amnt of toxic behavior is so disturbing to me#the posting of faces got on my nerves badly. no matter if you disagree with someone#you shouldnt just straight up expose their face on your big acct BECAUSE OF DIFFERENCES IN SHIPPING OPINION#and the fact that the point is to imply they're all ugly. so fucking childish and disgusting#i reported but idk if that'd do anything. i wish i could have an honest dialog w people like that tbh#catie.rambling.txt
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CAUSE THIS IS THRILLER (bark), THRILLER (bark) NIGHT
Usopp's outfit is so funny for reals
He got the whole squad laughing
Luffy enablers at it again.... (Robin.... I know.....)
The humor panels so far have been so good!!! God this arc is so funny
HE SAID IT‼️‼️
They look like birds 😭😭
It's just too good... luffy taking cerberus and zombies what can't he do
It's just banger after banger what can I say
Franky feeling for other people because of his guilt complex and sanji lying through his teeth and pulling out the women excuse to seem unaffected... yeah
Look at them.... look how they ate
Omg joyboy reference?? (No)
Sanji is rubbing off on usopp.... also chopper noticing that is sogeking's weapon akdhaksjak
ANOTHER SLAY!!!!!
Their priorities: I'm not strong enough, there isn't enough food, and nami isn't here
Franky going from wanting to kill brook for his jokes to making a joke like his after he hears his backstory... exactly (Robin was already enabling him before the backstory even fdagjsfha)
Sanji is altering his body and actually being on fire to communicate to us how fucking mad he is..... I need more of him going insane I do I do
My god what is he doing ALDJALAJALA
AHSAHAHQHAH THEY ARE THE SAME!!! naaah sanji wouldn't force a woman to be his wife
You cant see me but I am nodding my head in agreement over and over
You don't understand he altered his body to communicate to us how mad he is. He inploded himself and then reconstituted again. Those germa 66 genes are insane
You tell em usopp!!!! The first of many girls you've scared into defeat!!! Akdjqknql
Zoro zombie regressed to not trusting robin akdjaks he's still in there
ROBI-CHO SUPLEX??? HELL YEAAAAAH
There is zosa- [GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT]
Super frapper gong.... he is doing combo shots with frobin... omg.... parents....
Everything is so fun I'm having such a good time reading.... and then zosan angst like damn I am being fed well here
#in the anime the guys didn't say they wanted to die aldjlajala for the kids luffy just wants to turn into a clam#thriller bark is so funny.... 'worst arc' my ass.... it's funny as hell and then we get zosan angst. best thing ever#same with skypiea but there we got really nice relationships betwen characters and nolan x calgara homoeroticism for the ages#and LORE for the ages. not like the kuma incident won't be talked about in the history books but yeah#everyone calling absalom perv salom... yeah#sanji in that fucking penguin never gets old.... also HELLO LOLA#moira fought against kaido and lost akdjsksnks is that why he became a warlord? just like whitebeard defeated crocodile?? out of spite??#also what is the land of ice where moira got oars? he also mentioned it before too... i thot he was referring to ryuma so it was wano but n#the legend of the continent puller who built a nation of villains.... okay okay oars....#oars was killed 500 years ago.... ✍️✍️ this somehow feels important bc of its closeness to the void century etc#zombie luffy oars wanting sanjis food.... 🚬🚬🚬 of course.....#oars luffy maintaining his dream... yeah yeah. also namis outfits for this arc are so sickening.... i miss them already#the zombie generals being at absalom's wedding... thats so funny..#luffy oars is so funny aldjslsn just making himself a hat and steering his giant ship... of course#you guys think they are going to make sanji mad about the clear clear fruit in the opla or completely ignore it bc his reasoning is bad#like it makes sense with the wci backstory it does but that would be spoilers lmao. so its either he wants to peep on women or nothing#i love the greek chorus of the two zombies telling the audience how they are both as bad in that regard. amazing#did ryuma use french for his attack.... there is zosan everywhere for tho-[GUNSHOTS]#zombie ryuma's design is also cool as hell.... his blood is literally fire.... come on now....#also zoro says he wants to act like this fight didnt happen... is that why he says fuck all in wano to hiyori? damn. he said i put shame#in you and your country but i will keep it quiet bc you gave me a cool sword and fight and i am actually so honorable. thats him yeah...#zombie zoro and sanji remaining tfait being that they hate (love fighting) each other... there is zosa-[GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT]#i forgot how much oars destroyed them... after enies lobby they seem untouchable but without their captain there... the gears are turning..#also btw i cannot believe im gonna get an answer about why the skypieans and the shandians have wings. thats insane#i am enjoying luffy oars so much it is so fun. trying to enjoy it bc i know i won't be laughing anymore once sabaody kicks in.... fuck me..#usopp and franky wanting to wait for luffy to beat oars down but zoro and sanji know... and they will KNOW soon enough....#i forgor kuma asked about ace to nami... what is going on. kuma coming from the warlord meeting too.... did he want to warn him??#he wanted to inform moria about balckbeard becoming a warlord omg here we go.... also moria being racist towards kuma hello???#and he strictly follows the government.... until here bc he lets luffy go.... christ.... he asks about ace bc he knew what blackbeard did..#reading one piece
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Clari! Hello i am back once again to ask you what is the "Dari" aesthetic?
Like what are the vibes, do you have any mood boards or anything? 👀👀
hi hi hi sunshine!!! <33 i have an obscenely embarrassing amount of photos saved that remind me of me + dabi but i am absolutely horrid at making moodboards so >.< i tried my best with this HAHAHA but visual aesthetic wise we’re very much that cliché girly girl x bad boy, pink and black type combo <33
i especially love the last photo because that girl looks scarily similar to me LMAOOOO like seriously
in terms of what it feels like: late night drives speeding way too fast through vacant city streets; empty diners at 3am; sharp knuckles and sharp collarbones; icy hands between warm thighs; giggles bouncing off the bark of dense forests; the dainty sound of pills clicking against plastic; warped hardwood floors and a stove with two working burners; dirty fingernails tearing through white lace; combat boots splashing in puddles on the asphalt; midnight double features at the rundown drive-in; hard candy clacking against teeth as sugary tongues force it from one mouth into another; love notes scrawled hastily on torn pieces of paper; scars in the shape of hands, his teeth, his name
#marq i love u and i hope your day is as bright as you are <33#thank u for such a fun ask!!!!#sighs dreamily#i cannot tell you how much i love him like it is actually fucking sickening#we're also v like#pam n tommy LMAO#that photo there is tommy with bobbie so them too but *esp* tommy n pam#aaah sending u so much love <333#pls have a wonderful rest of your week n stay safe!!! <33#inky.marq#dari#inky.selfships#clari gets mail
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How could anyone possibly be normal about One Piece. They all love each other so much. I love all of the straw hats. So much. I’m so fond of them I’m going to be sick. Ohhh my godddddddddddd
#eclipsed.txt#one piece#the utter JOYYYYYYY I get from reading and watching their dynamics again and again uhhzdhhHHJEHRBDJD#they’re so. they make me so happy. they’re so happy. fuck man.#they’re friends …. they’re the greatest friends in the world besides the ones I already have ……..#like. holy shit man. oh my god#they’re the blueprint to found family sorry no one else can do it as well as they can#AND NONONONO ! NONE OF THAT NUCLEAR FAMILY DYNAMICS JUNK ! THEY ARE FRIENDS. they are the best of friends dammit. and they love each other#so#so much#god#it’s sickening#it’s sickeningly sweet#how can anyone be normal about them
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#WHERE DO I BEGIN#CHRONOLOGICALLY I GUESS#omg the whiplash beat is so insane so addicting literally a cyperpunk meets vogue and make it SICKENING af#i'm so happy i can always trust in my girls to deliver with the title tracks that's so crazy#they have an incredible run#NEXT#KILL IT !!!!!!????? DONT PISS ME OFFFFFFFFFF#literally if i could craft a perfect cunty badass aespa bside it would sound somewhat exactly like this ....#it's so good i'm in awe i can't imagine how good the rest will be#FLIGHTS NOT FEELINGSSSS#the floating figure on her back so true that's me levitating when the song came through my headphone speakers#i will be soooooooo annoying about that song that's literally such an henna song you guys wouldn't understand#time to make that my entire personality#the sme rnb goodness on the beat???????????? don't piss me off#PINK HOODIE#OKAY a fun track i like it maybe not as much as the previous ones but bet i'm gonna be addicted to it when it comes out#it's kinda reminding me of earlier piwon bsides but edgier?? if that makes sense?? but i mean this in the best way possible#FLOWERRSSSSS#AGAIN i neeeeed someone to gif that dancing girl from the video for me ARE YOU JOKING SHES ME#like ae ning dancing like that one kermit the frog meme PLEASEEEE I NEEED ITTTTTT#also the song literally sme rnb perfection again this album is perfect#obsessed!!!!!#JUST ANOTHER GIRL#OMG SCREAM ANTHEM#i hooooooope they play this at the concert so i can scream it with them i looooove it!!!!!!!#licorice sister that has her room right across from hers and with sparkly letters on her door#CONCLUSION this albums is already perfect i couldn't have wished for better tracks i'm seriously so pumped#so much rnb goodness im so happy sm finally listened and gave the girls the bsides they deserve!!!!!!!!!!!#thank you for coming to my ted talk everyone#if you made it this far i love you <3
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all the proud hours i hold are around you
thank you for this gorgeous commission of io and estinien, @impossible-rat-babies!!! i'm in love with it 🥺💗
#io laithe#estinien varlineau#io/estinien#i am. committing to this ship salkdfjsakl#don't look at me. don't judge me#i'm just obsessed with them#ANYWAY THIS IS SO FUCKIN SOFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#their soft lil faces!!!!! so comfortable and happy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the light??? the light coming off them??? STOP#her hand tattoos I'M BITING THROUGH THE WALL#his hand... in her hair............................. i am a puddle i am no longer human i can't do this#they're so beautiful i can't stand it. sickening tbh#hate this for me. i can't be normal#owen i love how much volume io's hair has too
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hmm i think by the end of the year i'll be cut off from several friend groups
#personal#funny how years ago i thought i love all my friends and i'd do everything for them#i did love them i think#ive become an entirely different person#when im away from my friends i hate them so much#its fun when im with them#but when im away the idea of them sickens me so much i want to pull a knife and end it all#funny how a year of traumatic shit can turn you a whole 180 degree
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happy 1yr anniversary to when the illness festered. i had no idea what i was getting myself into. To think it has been 1 year and im still this fucked up from it. love you wonder game
#i had been on a little switch story binge#i had read element and pleiades bc i saw ppl recommending them#but i had no idea that wonder game was significant at ALL#but i am the BIGGEST sucker for alice in wonderland. the 1951 animated movie was my favorite movie ever#and i would watch it CONSTANTLY when i was a kid#my earliest memories consisting of me just knowing how much i loved this film#and well anyway i remembered natsume had an alice card so i was like omg! i really should read that!!#and to get myself in the mood i even rewatched the 1951 film because i thought itd be a fun little refresher before i began reading#I DID NOT. EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME CRY#AND I DID NOT EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME A NATSUMUGIER#THIS STORY CAUSED IT ALL. IT RUINED ME. ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO READ A SILLY LITTLE STORY WITH ELEMENTS BASED OFF#MY FIRST EVER SPECIAL INTEREST. ABSOLUTELY SICKENING#HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABE IM FUCKING RUINED FOREVER#nat rambles#i dont think u guys realize how deep my love for switch goes#bc like everything about them is a reminder of everything ive ever loved and found comfort in throughout my life#especially my younger years#they really do just bring me such unbelievable amounts of joy i almost feel undeserving to have something resonate this deeply with me#because thats how deep it goes#BUT ANYWAY#i cant show vulnerability online. Pretend i didnt say anything.#cant have people find out im a real person with real feelings with unique experiences in life that shaped the person you see before u today
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#God. It's so fucking sickening to see how i never mattered as much to these people as I thought I did#I feel like the fifth beatle#And like I knew one of the guys from this friend group for 5 years now and still this happens#I gave up so many Saturdays for these people bc I wanted to help but also because I wanted to be their friend#And I thought I WAS their friend but no I'm not. And they made plans for a camping trip in front of me. But I was not invited#And it was so devastating when I realized I didnt matter to them. Bc this friend group was the first time in YEARS where I felt loved and a#accepted#But I was really just tolerated#uh like if you read this whole thing
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